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I Have Lots On My Mind

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    Endless Thoughts...

    good and bad thoughts..................... my weight..i need to gain weight or else i ll have to go somewhere i dont want to..i need to gain when same time i want to lose or want to not try..i mean why should i try?no that didn sound right...i mean some other girls dont have ...
    amysangels amysangels 22-25, F 4 Responses Aug 7, 2010

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    My Mind Is A Mess

    Sometimes i feel like i dont know what to do with my life anymore. I dont know what i want to do or where i want to go. Im confused and lost. Sometimes i feel like i still love you and miss you, but then at times i feel like i hate you because of how you treated me. i need to get...
    Trustylove Trustylove 16-17, F 1 Response Jul 27, 2012

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    Countrywide Conveyancing Services, Couldn't Organise A Shag In A Brothel.

    On the 19th September, I went to see the house of my dreams, on the inside, having already seen the outside, and it being just perfect for my needs and strange requirements. (I collect and restore classic cars and bikes, and need offroad parking for projects, trailers and the odd...
    Cherpee Cherpee 51-55, M Nov 30, 2010

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    Racing Thoughts

    That's what i dislike most, when all my thoughts start going faster and faster and nothing makes sense anymore. I know i should let some of it go but what do i just toss aside? I have analyzed it over and over and there is no place to "trim the fat" so to speak. I don't just have...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Nov 7, 2010

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    P11 - Lots To Do, But Lots On My Mind...

    I just spent the last few hours trying to figure out what comments and replies have been disappearing on my stories. Even filtered a bit on Yahoo Mail, which only frustrated me more. I can't believe I have over 18,000 unread messages on my Yahoo Mail account!!! It's a good thing...
    airzm airzm 31-35, F Jun 4, 2012

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    I'm scared of my dreams.

    I used to like going to bed and resting at night, but now I dread it. It's like torture lying in bed trying to sleep and having to think about everything over and over
    ihttihtf ihttihtf 18-21, F 2 Responses Jan 12, 2014

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    No, I Don't Want To Meet Up

    I feel bad for neglecting people in my life, but there are times when I can't deal with anyone else. I don't have everything in my life together (who am I trying to kid? I've got nothing together). I can't stack other people's problems on top of the pile of my own problems. I...
    itworkedintheory itworkedintheory 31-35 Sep 29, 2012

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    Uggggggg

    i  have lost on my mind i think bout idk were to start
    tiara1992 tiara1992 18-21, F Sep 10, 2011

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    What's On My Mind At The Moment

    I am a 19-year-old female. I have had sex with eleven different partners so far, does that make me a ****? Ten guys. One girl. (If you want to read on how I lost my virginity look at more of my stories. And about the girl, look at more of my stories too) I need to know your guys...
    mystoriesareforeverhere mystoriesareforeverhere 22-25, F 4 Responses Jul 3, 2013

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    What if you find out

    that you only had a short amount of time left to live, unexpectedly? What would you change? How would you play out the remainder of your days?
    airzm airzm 31-35, F 2 Responses Mar 9

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    It Won't Stop!

    I have so much stuff on my mind I feel like its gonna kill me just from the anxiety it creates. My son is in jail waiting to be sent to a rehab. He has a heart condition, and he is sick right now. They told him he would be going to the rehab within the week, that was 4 weeks ago...
    honeysuckle23 honeysuckle23 46-50, F Sep 7, 2012

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    A million waves Of tired dark eyes Wash over

    mine As I sit by The window sill And look out And think of What you're thinking.
    ihttihtf ihttihtf 18-21, F Jan 7, 2014

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    is it right for an aunt

    and uncle of a 1 yr old child not to bribg any gifts for them? it seems to b a patter with them that they show up eat n hang out n make no contribution towards the hosts whatsover. still act like children! its like this entire ******* family was raised in the zoo with no manners...
    figmentoftheirimagination figmentoftheirimagination 31-35, F Nov 21, 2014

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    To Much To Think About!

    my brain literally needs a shut down button all i do is think about everything, its insane it drives me insane i think about thinks that have happened things that could happen and thats that are gonna happen im paranoid all the time it makes me sick to my stomach , it keeps me...
    HurtnUsed HurtnUsed 18-21, F 2 Responses May 5, 2011

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    P8 - Easily Irritated

    What the heck is wrong w me?! I'm sooo easily irritated easily lately. UGGGH!!! I think it started when my sister coz involved w her current girlfriend. First of all, I want to note that I am NOT homophobic. I am irritated with how loud her girlfriend is and how my sister has...
    airzm airzm 31-35, F May 4, 2012

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    My Life Is Like A Firework Going Off In A Bin

    my gran has just had a heart attack, i have a benign tumour in my chest which causes extreme pain. just recently, my mum fractured her boyfriends skull with a hammer...hes ok but theres a hole the width of the tip of my small finger, this seems to be a trend of my mums, attacking...
    freedomchaser24 freedomchaser24 22-25, F 1 Response Jul 28, 2010

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    Too Much....

    Sometimes and I mean this totally seriously, I forget to breathe properly. I have been trying to focus on this and just take the time to breathe deeply and focus. I feel like there is so much on my mind all the time, so many worries. I feel trapped in areas of my job and want to...
    Jenni855 Jenni855 26-30, F Jul 12, 2011

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    P9 - I Hate This Feeling Of Having No Where To Turn

    I hate this feeling of feeling like I have no where to turn. Irritated not only with my sister but the husband as well. He thinks I vent too much about her. I vent because I need to let out some steam. If I don't vent, then I keep things in and feelings remain inside of me to...
    airzm airzm 31-35, F 1 Response May 31, 2012

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    What will my life be like tomorrow?

    Will I have a job - what kind of job? Will I have a girl? Will we be able to afford a house? Will We have kids - Will I be a good parent? How do I make all the right decisions and choices? Is it only me who has concerns? Should I think like this - how did everyone else cope and...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Apr 16

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    I have so much stuff on my mind about this guy

    I have a crush on and I can't stop thinking about it, I don't know what to do. I don't even know what I'm thinking but I just know that it's about him and I don't know what to do.
    PanicAtTheDiscount PanicAtTheDiscount 13-15, F Oct 7, 2014

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    Constantly Thinking...

    i need an on/off switch for it so i can sleep better.
    EdgeCrusher EdgeCrusher 26-30, M 2 Responses May 19, 2011

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    My ex was molested by her brother. I am hoping you weren't wanting me to ease that line In somewhere else. I stated it first because mental Illness, like other serious Issues...
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    I just saw some **** that made those thoughts cross my mind again. I just can't tolerate people.
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    I'm not even gay (this one, I admit, does makes me question that though, I have it mapped out IN MY MIND but I would like to see it in reality) I'd like to see the gayest fantasy...
    PorkythePig PorkythePig 18-21, M 5 hrs ago

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    If you line up me and my friends I am the fattest with my giant moobs and flabby stomach, all my friends are athletes. I don't mind one bit when they tease me and I enjoy eating...
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    5 months ago I watched my grandpa die. He was living in a hospice with cancer, and we knew he didn't have long left so we planned a party for him, like a celebration of life while...
    medicinedreams medicinedreams 16-17, F 1 Response 8 hrs ago

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    i was wondering about a tv show where everyones mind voices would be revealed to the viewers,,,it would be as realistic as possible,,,i know my mind how it thinks,,,how dirty and...
    Camouflage Camouflage 22-25, M 22 hrs ago

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    I have been through lots of ups and downs and lots of blames but it's my inner strength who is kept me firm and supported me through all ups and downs...it's always good to be...
    jinsham jinsham 31-35, F 1 day ago

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    I can't sleep tonight. It's worse than normal. My head is too busy. Whirling. Annoyingly I know it's nothing important. Just silly little things that won't be quiet going round...
    TrixieBeeBelle TrixieBeeBelle 26-30, F 3 Responses 1 day ago

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    I wish I didn't, but I constantly put up walls, and can never fully let people in you know? I have this mindset that if I am able to prevent heartbreak, depression, and everything...
    elanarenay elanarenay 18-21, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    I am a very caring and generous person. I like to make other people happy; there is nothing more fulfilling than bringing laughter or a smile to someone´s face. I have been told...
    ShadowofLove ShadowofLove 22-25, M 2 days ago

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    I am 60 years old, I retired at 52 after a very busy career. I keep myself busy teaching (part time), walking, taking photos, driving, swimming during the summer and maintaining a...
    EnglishBlokeInSpain EnglishBlokeInSpain 56-60, M 2 days ago

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    So I had this argument with this girl. She said that it's unfair that if guys sleep with a different girl every single week, he's considered a legend, but if a girl sleeps with 2...
    kimchiaddict kimchiaddict 36-40, M 1 Response 2 days ago

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    My boyfriend does NOTHING around the house. what do I do?
    lnicolem lnicolem 18-21, F 9 Responses 4 days ago

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    Wtf am I doing with my life? (I have that moment all the time).
    misanthropicpessimist misanthropicpessimist 13-15, F 4 days ago

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    And in the morning it wakes me. Violent ideation. Regret. Letting jerks live. Why. Freedom. The free prison. Not the controlled one.
    Converted Converted 46-50, M 5 days ago

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    And yeah here we are again, thinking in things that I shouldn't anymore.... :(
    viperguy96 viperguy96 18-21, M 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    I'm very open minded but I'm so tired of people telling me to be open minded about everything, specially things you should not be open minded about like an affairs or abuse or...
    hellokitty206 hellokitty206 18-21 6 days ago

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    Name: Yes, I have one, right before my surname. Age: Yes, I got that too...but I noticed it changes regularly. Gender: I was told my name was chosen from the female list...
    Brunette4U Brunette4U 31-35, F a week ago

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    My thoughts never stop. From the mundane to the moody.