I Have Lots On My Mind

I have lots on my mind today. So many feelings and nerve signals are rushing in and out of my head. I still have that switch that gets me excited and I find myself start to smile, but I use every muscle in my face to stop. The brain...

What the heck is wrong w me?! I'm sooo easily irritated easily lately. UGGGH!!! I think it started when my sister coz involved w her current girlfriend. First of all, I want to note that I am NOT homophobic. I am irritated with how loud...

I have so much stuff on my mind I feel like its gonna kill me just from the anxiety it creates.
My son is in jail waiting to be sent to a rehab. He has a heart condition, and he is sick right now. They told him he would be going to the...

my gran has just had a heart attack, i have a benign tumour in my chest which causes extreme pain. just recently, my mum fractured her boyfriends skull with a hammer...hes ok but theres a hole the width of the tip of my small finger...

That's what i dislike most, when all my thoughts start going faster and faster and nothing makes sense anymore. I know i should let some of it go but what do i just toss aside? I have analyzed it over and over and there is no place to...

I hate this feeling of feeling like I have no where to turn. Irritated not only with my sister but the husband as well. He thinks I vent too much about her. I vent because I need to let out some steam. If I don't vent, then I keep...

I just spent the last few hours trying to figure out what comments and replies have been disappearing on my stories. Even filtered a bit on Yahoo Mail, which only frustrated me more. I can't believe I have over 18,000 unread messages on...

I feel bad for neglecting people in my life, but there are times when I can't deal with anyone else. I don't have everything in my life together (who am I trying to kid? I've got nothing together). I can't stack other people's problems...

Sometimes and I mean this totally seriously, I forget to breathe properly. I have been trying to focus on this and just take the time to breathe deeply and focus.
I feel like there is so much on my mind all the time, so many worries. I...

good and bad thoughts.....................
my weight..i need to gain weight or else i ll have to go somewhere i dont want to..i need to gain when same time i want to lose or want to not try..i mean why should i try?no that didn sound...

There is much going on in my life as we speak. Too many problems with those in my real life to count right now that I have to step back and rectify. I can't very well fix "everything" in it...but I can sure lend a helping hand. I pray...

Sometimes i feel like i dont know what to do with my life anymore. I dont know what i want to do or where i want to go. Im confused and lost. Sometimes i feel like i still love you and miss you, but then at times i feel like i hate you...

On the 19th September, I went to see the house of my dreams, on the inside, having already seen the outside, and it being just perfect for my needs and strange requirements. (I collect and restore classic cars and bikes, and need...

i need an on/off switch for it so i can sleep better.

i  have lost on my mind i think bout idk were to start