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I Have Lots On My Mind

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    Drives Me Crazy

    I have so much on my mind all the time. My mind just doesn't stop.......very frustrating! Its even worse when I'm trying to sleep, people say its because I over analyse things, they are probably right, would be great to have a turn off switch.
    formieyesonly formieyesonly 41-45, F Apr 21, 2013

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    Endless Thoughts...

    good and bad thoughts..................... my weight..i need to gain weight or else i ll have to go somewhere i dont want to..i need to gain when same time i want to lose or want to not try..i mean why should i try?no that didn sound right...i mean some other girls dont have ...
    amysangels amysangels 22-25, F 4 Responses Aug 7, 2010

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    Constantly Thinking...

    i need an on/off switch for it so i can sleep better.
    EdgeCrusher EdgeCrusher 26-30, M 2 Responses May 19, 2011

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    P9 - I Hate This Feeling Of Having No Where To Turn

    I hate this feeling of feeling like I have no where to turn. Irritated not only with my sister but the husband as well. He thinks I vent too much about her. I vent because I need to let out some steam. If I don't vent, then I keep things in and feelings remain inside of me to...
    airzm airzm 31-35, F 1 Response May 31, 2012

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    P8 - Easily Irritated

    What the heck is wrong w me?! I'm sooo easily irritated easily lately. UGGGH!!! I think it started when my sister coz involved w her current girlfriend. First of all, I want to note that I am NOT homophobic. I am irritated with how loud her girlfriend is and how my sister has...
    airzm airzm 31-35, F May 4, 2012

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    Too Much....

    Sometimes and I mean this totally seriously, I forget to breathe properly. I have been trying to focus on this and just take the time to breathe deeply and focus. I feel like there is so much on my mind all the time, so many worries. I feel trapped in areas of my job and want to...
    Jenni855 Jenni855 26-30, F Jul 12, 2011

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    I have so much stuff on my mind about this guy

    I have a crush on and I can't stop thinking about it, I don't know what to do. I don't even know what I'm thinking but I just know that it's about him and I don't know what to do.
    PanicAtTheDiscount PanicAtTheDiscount 13-15, F Oct 7

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    No, I Don't Want To Meet Up

    I feel bad for neglecting people in my life, but there are times when I can't deal with anyone else. I don't have everything in my life together (who am I trying to kid? I've got nothing together). I can't stack other people's problems on top of the pile of my own problems. I...
    Sinaname Sinaname 26-30 Sep 29, 2012

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    P11 - Lots To Do, But Lots On My Mind...

    I just spent the last few hours trying to figure out what comments and replies have been disappearing on my stories. Even filtered a bit on Yahoo Mail, which only frustrated me more. I can't believe I have over 18,000 unread messages on my Yahoo Mail account!!! It's a good thing...
    airzm airzm 31-35, F Jun 4, 2012

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    My Mind Is A Mess

    Sometimes i feel like i dont know what to do with my life anymore. I dont know what i want to do or where i want to go. Im confused and lost. Sometimes i feel like i still love you and miss you, but then at times i feel like i hate you because of how you treated me. i need to get...
    Trustylove Trustylove 16-17, F 1 Response Jul 27, 2012

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    A million waves Of tired dark eyes Wash over

    mine As I sit by The window sill And look out And think of What you're thinking.
    ihttihtf ihttihtf 16-17, F Jan 7

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    What's On My Mind At The Moment

    I am a 19-year-old female. I have had sex with eleven different partners so far, does that make me a ****? Ten guys. One girl. (If you want to read on how I lost my virginity look at more of my stories. And about the girl, look at more of my stories too) I need to know your guys...
    mystoriesareforeverhere mystoriesareforeverhere 18-21, F 6 Responses Jul 3, 2013

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    Countrywide Conveyancing Services, Couldn't Organise A Shag In A Brothel.

    On the 19th September, I went to see the house of my dreams, on the inside, having already seen the outside, and it being just perfect for my needs and strange requirements. (I collect and restore classic cars and bikes, and need offroad parking for projects, trailers and the odd...
    Cherpee Cherpee 51-55, M Nov 30, 2010

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    Don'T We All? ..

    I do , is like my mind is my own small world and there's a place just for me.. I don't ever let people know what thoughts are hidden there.. confused thoughts , questions that I know I have an answer to when the right time comes.. because many questions that had no answer to them...
    Starz93 Starz93 18-21, F 2 Responses Jul 1, 2013

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    I'm scared of my dreams.

    I used to like going to bed and resting at night, but now I dread it. It's like torture lying in bed trying to sleep and having to think about everything over and over
    ihttihtf ihttihtf 16-17, F 2 Responses Jan 12

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    My Life Is Like A Firework Going Off In A Bin

    my gran has just had a heart attack, i have a benign tumour in my chest which causes extreme pain. just recently, my mum fractured her boyfriends skull with a hammer...hes ok but theres a hole the width of the tip of my small finger, this seems to be a trend of my mums, attacking...
    freedomchaser24 freedomchaser24 22-25, F 1 Response Jul 28, 2010

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    Racing Thoughts

    That's what i dislike most, when all my thoughts start going faster and faster and nothing makes sense anymore. I know i should let some of it go but what do i just toss aside? I have analyzed it over and over and there is no place to "trim the fat" so to speak. I don't just have...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Nov 7, 2010

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    Uggggggg

    i  have lost on my mind i think bout idk were to start
    tiara1992 tiara1992 18-21, F Sep 10, 2011

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    To Much To Think About!

    my brain literally needs a shut down button all i do is think about everything, its insane it drives me insane i think about thinks that have happened things that could happen and thats that are gonna happen im paranoid all the time it makes me sick to my stomach , it keeps me...
    HurtnUsed HurtnUsed 18-21, F 2 Responses May 5, 2011

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    It Won't Stop!

    I have so much stuff on my mind I feel like its gonna kill me just from the anxiety it creates. My son is in jail waiting to be sent to a rehab. He has a heart condition, and he is sick right now. They told him he would be going to the rehab within the week, that was 4 weeks ago...
    honeysuckle23 honeysuckle23 46-50, F Sep 7, 2012

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    Related Experiences

    I have tons of scars from years of cutting and scratching... I hate looking at myself in the mirror
    Mkeely Mkeely 13-15, F 2 Responses Sep 27

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    Yup yup but gladly it is less and less and lately I have positive WTFs lol wich always is a good laugh.
    4biandu 4biandu 26-30, F Oct 4

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    Why does life have to be moving so fast? I'm a junior and people are expecting me to know what college I want to go to, and what I wanna do with my life. Why is society asking...
    bonquisha203 bonquisha203 16-17, F 1 Response Oct 6

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    I had a bad day at work. It wasn't directly my fault. But it happened on my watch which makes me look bad. I'm really pissed off about it too. Now it's playing on my mind. What a...
    bonnieandclydedog bonnieandclydedog 46-50, M 3 Responses Sep 29

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    I don't like it when my mind will not shut its self down. That's what my night meds are for. I won't get any sleep with out them.
    mlcockrell mlcockrell 36-40, M 2 Responses Sep 29

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    You don't understand how this "issue" of having an overactive mind during the night is ruining my life, literally it's ruining my life. It is causing so many problems for me during...
    MondoEG MondoEG 18-21, M 2 Responses Sep 30

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    It's really annoying if you ask me. I think of anything and everything ranging from what I'm going to wear tomorow to what time I'm gonna actually end up sleeping that night to how...
    hibs186 hibs186 16-17, F 2 Responses Sep 30

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    I have let something that was said weeks ago affect how I feel now. My mind and heart are in conflict. Do you think it's possible to have someone be attracted to you emotionally...
    cjohnson1983 cjohnson1983 31-35, F 2 Responses Oct 2

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    You can call it a ghost leopard, Walter Mitty. Do to certain conversations i have on here... I find my mind wandering and losing focus at random times. Lol
    AlwaysGood AlwaysGood 51-55, M 1 Response 4 days ago

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    Sleeplessness Solution that Worked for Me: I have always had trouble sleeping due to the avalanche of thoughts, self doubt, obsessive planning and conjecture, regret, vivid...
    foxtale foxtale 22-25, F 2 Responses Sep 29

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    I'm seeing a psychologist about, among other things, my inability to sleep. Have gotten some techniques which help some of the time. When confronted with a workplace crisis...
    steverick steverick 56-60, M 2 Responses Sep 29

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    Yppp all the day i'm awake wtf i need sleep but i have gym
    hmkspain hmkspain 16-17, M 1 Response Oct 2

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    This really ***** me. I want to sleep and kind of need to, but night is when I do all my thinking. Sleepiness wears off after the first few hours and leaves me awake stewing over...
    WillMeer WillMeer 46-50, M 3 days ago

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    I have 5 kids I run after and 2 have health issues, I work, clean, cook and babysit. I get to bed and my brain says " no sleep for you" "you don't need to sleep" arghhhhhhh
    bj345 bj345 31-35, F 3 Responses Sep 29

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    I'm always thinking about the future, like will I finally tell my family what's going on in my life? Will I marry a man or a woman? Will I have kids? Will I actually reach the goal...
    ConfusedLittleTeenagedGirl ConfusedLittleTeenagedGirl 13-15, F 5 Responses Sep 29

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    Being numb. I know hat most people say that we don't know what we've got, till its gone . An. Believe that But for people like me would give it all away just to be free and run...
    Killerinstict Killerinstict 13-15, F 1 Response Oct 1

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    Time for bed. Not for sleep! Is it playtime? Who wants to join me? Hugs, Michelle
    Bellringer2c Bellringer2c 56-60, T 3 Responses Oct 11

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    Last night, I misplaced my keys. I was so worried, but I was tired and I didn't feel like searching for them. So I tried to sleep, but I was so panicked. And while I was lying down...
    KellySweetzz KellySweetzz 13-15, F 1 Response Sep 28

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    It does. But i still breathe. And care. And walk away from jerks.
    Livyn4pals Livyn4pals 46-50, M 1 Response Sep 29

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    Me too. I am insomniac. I sleep at day and lay awake all night.
    kiddishguy kiddishguy 26-30, M 2 Responses Sep 29

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    Sleeping at night is a struggle especially when you can't stop thinking about everything !! I'm constantly awake till late hours :(
    Amalah Amalah 18-21, F 2 Responses Oct 2

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    Always trying to problem solve. Always Stuck. Why dad and enemies. How to help pals. How i can cope better. Stuck and dad and enemies rule. So i switch to pals...
    Livyn4pals Livyn4pals 46-50, M 1 Response Oct 9

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    The only way to shut it up is to listen to music for a couple of hours and then I'm just as tired :s
    papercastles papercastles 22-25, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    I have lots of scars... Let's talk about those that aren't self made, shall we? Okay, I have a huge scar in the back of my head from when I was pushed off a bed and hit my head on...
    ColourfulDreams ColourfulDreams 13-15, F 1 Response 22 hrs ago

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    I probably have lots, but often words prove inadequate. sometimes when I have the words, my audience is apathetic. Its how I know true friends. they care and seem to...
    ArnoldJRimmer ArnoldJRimmer 46-50, M Sep 23

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    I have Asperger's syndrome and so I'm quite socially awkward. People just never take me seriously or think I'm a freak. I'm almost 17 now and I'm really worried that I will never...
    vivi9298 vivi9298 16-17, F 5 Responses Oct 6

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    I always have dreams of horrible monsters and extreme evil. The horrible sensations I feel when I am wounded tend to carry over into my waking hours. But no matter how big, wicked...
    Gr8nsaw8S Gr8nsaw8S 22-25, M 1 Response Oct 6

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    I have lots like when people crack there fingers or bite there fork there mostly related to sound. When people eat with there mouth open or sniffle really loud I don't know why...
    herealways2017 herealways2017 13-15, F Oct 6

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    Well.. i have lots actually.. it really ***** with me you know? Really ***** with me. Sometimes i just wanna ******* stab someone.. sometimes i kill animals cos i have a psychotic...
    RazorToMySkin RazorToMySkin 16-17, M Oct 8

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