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I Have Lots On My Mind

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    What if you find out

    that you only had a short amount of time left to live, unexpectedly? What would you change? How would you play out the remainder of your days?
    airzm airzm 31-35, F 2 Responses Mar 9

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    My Life Is Like A Firework Going Off In A Bin

    my gran has just had a heart attack, i have a benign tumour in my chest which causes extreme pain. just recently, my mum fractured her boyfriends skull with a hammer...hes ok but theres a hole the width of the tip of my small finger, this seems to be a trend of my mums, attacking...
    freedomchaser24 freedomchaser24 22-25, F 1 Response Jul 28, 2010

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    Countrywide Conveyancing Services, Couldn't Organise A Shag In A Brothel.

    On the 19th September, I went to see the house of my dreams, on the inside, having already seen the outside, and it being just perfect for my needs and strange requirements. (I collect and restore classic cars and bikes, and need offroad parking for projects, trailers and the odd...
    Cherpee Cherpee 51-55, M Nov 30, 2010

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    A million waves Of tired dark eyes Wash over

    mine As I sit by The window sill And look out And think of What you're thinking.
    ihttihtf ihttihtf 18-21, F Jan 7, 2014

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    Endless Thoughts...

    good and bad thoughts..................... my weight..i need to gain weight or else i ll have to go somewhere i dont want to..i need to gain when same time i want to lose or want to not try..i mean why should i try?no that didn sound right...i mean some other girls dont have ...
    amysangels amysangels 22-25, F 4 Responses Aug 7, 2010

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    It Won't Stop!

    I have so much stuff on my mind I feel like its gonna kill me just from the anxiety it creates. My son is in jail waiting to be sent to a rehab. He has a heart condition, and he is sick right now. They told him he would be going to the rehab within the week, that was 4 weeks ago...
    honeysuckle23 honeysuckle23 46-50, F Sep 7, 2012

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    What's On My Mind At The Moment

    I am a 19-year-old female. I have had sex with eleven different partners so far, does that make me a ****? Ten guys. One girl. (If you want to read on how I lost my virginity look at more of my stories. And about the girl, look at more of my stories too) I need to know your guys...
    mystoriesareforeverhere mystoriesareforeverhere 22-25, F 4 Responses Jul 3, 2013

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    Constantly Thinking...

    i need an on/off switch for it so i can sleep better.
    EdgeCrusher EdgeCrusher 26-30, M 2 Responses May 19, 2011

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    I'm scared of my dreams.

    I used to like going to bed and resting at night, but now I dread it. It's like torture lying in bed trying to sleep and having to think about everything over and over
    ihttihtf ihttihtf 18-21, F 2 Responses Jan 12, 2014

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    Too Much....

    Sometimes and I mean this totally seriously, I forget to breathe properly. I have been trying to focus on this and just take the time to breathe deeply and focus. I feel like there is so much on my mind all the time, so many worries. I feel trapped in areas of my job and want to...
    Jenni855 Jenni855 26-30, F Jul 12, 2011

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    No, I Don't Want To Meet Up

    I feel bad for neglecting people in my life, but there are times when I can't deal with anyone else. I don't have everything in my life together (who am I trying to kid? I've got nothing together). I can't stack other people's problems on top of the pile of my own problems. I...
    itworkedintheory itworkedintheory 31-35 Sep 29, 2012

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    Uggggggg

    i  have lost on my mind i think bout idk were to start
    tiara1992 tiara1992 18-21, F Sep 10, 2011

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    P8 - Easily Irritated

    What the heck is wrong w me?! I'm sooo easily irritated easily lately. UGGGH!!! I think it started when my sister coz involved w her current girlfriend. First of all, I want to note that I am NOT homophobic. I am irritated with how loud her girlfriend is and how my sister has...
    airzm airzm 31-35, F May 4, 2012

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    is it right for an aunt

    and uncle of a 1 yr old child not to bribg any gifts for them? it seems to b a patter with them that they show up eat n hang out n make no contribution towards the hosts whatsover. still act like children! its like this entire ******* family was raised in the zoo with no manners...
    figmentoftheirimagination figmentoftheirimagination 26-30, F Nov 21, 2014

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    To Much To Think About!

    my brain literally needs a shut down button all i do is think about everything, its insane it drives me insane i think about thinks that have happened things that could happen and thats that are gonna happen im paranoid all the time it makes me sick to my stomach , it keeps me...
    HurtnUsed HurtnUsed 18-21, F 2 Responses May 5, 2011

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    I have so much stuff on my mind about this guy

    I have a crush on and I can't stop thinking about it, I don't know what to do. I don't even know what I'm thinking but I just know that it's about him and I don't know what to do.
    PanicAtTheDiscount PanicAtTheDiscount 13-15, F Oct 7, 2014

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    P9 - I Hate This Feeling Of Having No Where To Turn

    I hate this feeling of feeling like I have no where to turn. Irritated not only with my sister but the husband as well. He thinks I vent too much about her. I vent because I need to let out some steam. If I don't vent, then I keep things in and feelings remain inside of me to...
    airzm airzm 31-35, F 1 Response May 31, 2012

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    P11 - Lots To Do, But Lots On My Mind...

    I just spent the last few hours trying to figure out what comments and replies have been disappearing on my stories. Even filtered a bit on Yahoo Mail, which only frustrated me more. I can't believe I have over 18,000 unread messages on my Yahoo Mail account!!! It's a good thing...
    airzm airzm 31-35, F Jun 4, 2012

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    My Mind Is A Mess

    Sometimes i feel like i dont know what to do with my life anymore. I dont know what i want to do or where i want to go. Im confused and lost. Sometimes i feel like i still love you and miss you, but then at times i feel like i hate you because of how you treated me. i need to get...
    Trustylove Trustylove 16-17, F 1 Response Jul 27, 2012

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    Racing Thoughts

    That's what i dislike most, when all my thoughts start going faster and faster and nothing makes sense anymore. I know i should let some of it go but what do i just toss aside? I have analyzed it over and over and there is no place to "trim the fat" so to speak. I don't just have...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Nov 7, 2010

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    I have a tendency to stay up late at night wondering about the future. Im curious about what my life will be like in the next few years. Where will I be? What will I be doing...
    GreenEyess GreenEyess 16-17, F 1 Response 11 hrs ago

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    What was going through my mind when I thought that. I just had one then... :D
    IAmANinja19 IAmANinja19 13-15, F 1 Response Mar 5

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    Arggg for the last few nights, my mind just won't stop over thinking. Girls are such a mystery, I really would pay anything for an off switch to my brain at night.
    damnitsover damnitsover 16-17, M 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    But it wakes me up out of my sleep :( I can be sleeping so soundly then have a terrible night terror about something that makes me so dizzy and gives me the feeling like I'm on a...
    Delusionalkrysti Delusionalkrysti 22-25, F 1 Response Mar 11

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    Poetry of nothing. I see a clearing in infinity. A fork with countless forks. I stand at the center. I look down all the roads endlessly. Halted, I cannot choose. Any choice I...
    IsoLonely IsoLonely 16-17, M 1 Response Mar 12

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    Why am I never enough...how can someone say the things you want and need to hear but you find things out..how is someone that manipulative? what are they gaining..don't they know...
    ULUW ULUW 41-45, F 3 Responses Mar 19

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    I will never know in my life (like I have always known) what it's like to be enough for someone. that I will never be enough for anyone. to be someone's one and only. time for me...
    ULUW ULUW 41-45, F 1 Response Mar 20

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    My thoughts always seem to be running wild at night. No matter how much I try not to think about the stuff that worry or make me upset, I still do. Its annoying because all i want...
    oceaneyes97 oceaneyes97 18-21, F 4 Responses 4 days ago

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    I believe i have a submissive nature i realized i have never been able to look a man in the eye i always cast my eyes down i always catch myself saying yes sir or no sir in my...
    Eroticwriter34 Eroticwriter34 18-21, F 1 Response 15 hrs ago

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    I really should write all these down somewhere. Maybe like that kid Elliot Rodger did, only I'm not a psychopathic killer..............................................But...
    JustPickAUsername JustPickAUsername 13-15, M Mar 2

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    I want 4 but I'm thinking that's not alot compared to how many some people want.
    ddg123011 ddg123011 26-30, F 2 Responses Mar 4

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    The light downstairs was clearly off, and I went back downstairs because I forgot my laptop charging, only to see the light back on... Wtf..
    RickaylaBeard RickaylaBeard 18-21, F 2 Responses Mar 21

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    too focused on my yesterday's & tomorrow's
    reese187 reese187 26-30, F Mar 11

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    It's one of those nights again. I can't sleep tonight because of my worries of life..just thinking and looking at the sky from my window..I wonder if I'm ever gonna make it trough...
    mmmfood mmmfood 22-25, M 3 Responses Mar 11

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    Especially after coming here. Lol
    convertihd convertihd 46-50, M 1 Response Mar 13

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    I may not sleep tonight. I am disappointed about it already. Smh.
    mindincaos mindincaos 36-40, F Mar 18

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    But society dont want that. Because i won disability pay twice. And am not viewed as human.
    convertihd convertihd 46-50, M a week ago

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    My Lord do I!!! It sometimes goes to dark places where it shouldn't be and won't shut the **** up!
    ajb234 ajb234 41-45, M 3 Responses 5 days ago

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    i currently am not working. So i have lots of free time. Oh but don't get me wrong. I'm not always stay at my home and here lol My days like this. When i wake up,i go to care...
    Juri0902 Juri0902 31-35, F Mar 18

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    Death in the dark mirror This will be the possible title of a fictional story that I'm working on but part of it will be based on personnel life's events that have taken place in...
    Powerlesss Powerlesss 31-35, F Mar 19

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    Hello everybody who thinks they lost their salvation, impossible no matter what it is impossible how did you lose it or better yet where did you lose it, God will not bless you...
    scrupulosity777 scrupulosity777 46-50, M 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    Pro Tip: If someone asks you if you "have a sec" and you answer "I have lots of secs", they will forget their original question.
    esmer2496 esmer2496 18-21, F 7 Responses Mar 9

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    Believe it or not I do! lol. Ep is a fun place to hang out though! I like all the cool people on Ep but yeah I do have a life outside it! I have lots of friends honestly- though...
    XxLittleBrotherxX XxLittleBrotherxX 18-21, M 1 Response Mar 13

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    I'm so tired of being judged based on my stories and experiences. Like yeah, I have some experiences that may not be the ones I'm proud of, but I have them as my experiences...
    TheArtisticOne TheArtisticOne 18-21, F 2 Responses 5 days ago