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    My Mind Is A Mess

    Sometimes i feel like i dont know what to do with my life anymore. I dont know what i want to do or where i want to go. Im confused and lost. Sometimes i feel like i still love you and miss you, but then at times i feel like i hate you because of how you treated me. i need to get...
    Trustylove Trustylove 16-17, F 1 Response Jul 27, 2012

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    What's On My Mind At The Moment

    I am a 19-year-old female. I have had sex with eleven different partners so far, does that make me a ****? Ten guys. One girl. (If you want to read on how I lost my virginity look at more of my stories. And about the girl, look at more of my stories too) I need to know your guys...
    mystoriesareforeverhere mystoriesareforeverhere 22-25, F 5 Responses Jul 3, 2013

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    No, I Don't Want To Meet Up

    I feel bad for neglecting people in my life, but there are times when I can't deal with anyone else. I don't have everything in my life together (who am I trying to kid? I've got nothing together). I can't stack other people's problems on top of the pile of my own problems. I...
    MyNamesNotFrench MyNamesNotFrench 31-35 Sep 29, 2012

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    Too Much....

    Sometimes and I mean this totally seriously, I forget to breathe properly. I have been trying to focus on this and just take the time to breathe deeply and focus. I feel like there is so much on my mind all the time, so many worries. I feel trapped in areas of my job and want to...
    Jenni855 Jenni855 26-30, F Jul 12, 2011

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    Endless Thoughts...

    good and bad thoughts..................... my weight..i need to gain weight or else i ll have to go somewhere i dont want to..i need to gain when same time i want to lose or want to not try..i mean why should i try?no that didn sound right...i mean some other girls dont have ...
    amysangels amysangels 22-25, F 4 Responses Aug 7, 2010

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    Racing Thoughts

    That's what i dislike most, when all my thoughts start going faster and faster and nothing makes sense anymore. I know i should let some of it go but what do i just toss aside? I have analyzed it over and over and there is no place to "trim the fat" so to speak. I don't just have...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Nov 7, 2010

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    My Life Is Like A Firework Going Off In A Bin

    my gran has just had a heart attack, i have a benign tumour in my chest which causes extreme pain. just recently, my mum fractured her boyfriends skull with a hammer...hes ok but theres a hole the width of the tip of my small finger, this seems to be a trend of my mums, attacking...
    freedomchaser24 freedomchaser24 22-25, F 1 Response Jul 28, 2010

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    Uggggggg

    i  have lost on my mind i think bout idk were to start
    tiara1992 tiara1992 18-21, F Sep 10, 2011

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    P9 - I Hate This Feeling Of Having No Where To Turn

    I hate this feeling of feeling like I have no where to turn. Irritated not only with my sister but the husband as well. He thinks I vent too much about her. I vent because I need to let out some steam. If I don't vent, then I keep things in and feelings remain inside of me to...
    airzm airzm 31-35, F 1 Response May 31, 2012

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    I'm scared of my dreams.

    I used to like going to bed and resting at night, but now I dread it. It's like torture lying in bed trying to sleep and having to think about everything over and over
    ihttihtf ihttihtf 16-17, F 2 Responses Jan 12, 2014

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    Don'T We All? ..

    I do , is like my mind is my own small world and there's a place just for me.. I don't ever let people know what thoughts are hidden there.. confused thoughts , questions that I know I have an answer to when the right time comes.. because many questions that had no answer to them...
    Starz93 Starz93 18-21, F 2 Responses Jul 1, 2013

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    Constantly Thinking...

    i need an on/off switch for it so i can sleep better.
    EdgeCrusher EdgeCrusher 26-30, M 2 Responses May 19, 2011

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    is it right for an aunt

    and uncle of a 1 yr old child not to bribg any gifts for them? it seems to b a patter with them that they show up eat n hang out n make no contribution towards the hosts whatsover. still act like children! its like this entire ******* family was raised in the zoo with no manners...
    figmentoftheirimagination figmentoftheirimagination 26-30, F Nov 21, 2014

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    P8 - Easily Irritated

    What the heck is wrong w me?! I'm sooo easily irritated easily lately. UGGGH!!! I think it started when my sister coz involved w her current girlfriend. First of all, I want to note that I am NOT homophobic. I am irritated with how loud her girlfriend is and how my sister has...
    airzm airzm 31-35, F May 4, 2012

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    Countrywide Conveyancing Services, Couldn't Organise A Shag In A Brothel.

    On the 19th September, I went to see the house of my dreams, on the inside, having already seen the outside, and it being just perfect for my needs and strange requirements. (I collect and restore classic cars and bikes, and need offroad parking for projects, trailers and the odd...
    Cherpee Cherpee 51-55, M Nov 30, 2010

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    To Much To Think About!

    my brain literally needs a shut down button all i do is think about everything, its insane it drives me insane i think about thinks that have happened things that could happen and thats that are gonna happen im paranoid all the time it makes me sick to my stomach , it keeps me...
    HurtnUsed HurtnUsed 18-21, F 2 Responses May 5, 2011

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    P11 - Lots To Do, But Lots On My Mind...

    I just spent the last few hours trying to figure out what comments and replies have been disappearing on my stories. Even filtered a bit on Yahoo Mail, which only frustrated me more. I can't believe I have over 18,000 unread messages on my Yahoo Mail account!!! It's a good thing...
    airzm airzm 31-35, F Jun 4, 2012

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    A million waves Of tired dark eyes Wash over

    mine As I sit by The window sill And look out And think of What you're thinking.
    ihttihtf ihttihtf 16-17, F Jan 7, 2014

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    I have so much stuff on my mind about this guy

    I have a crush on and I can't stop thinking about it, I don't know what to do. I don't even know what I'm thinking but I just know that it's about him and I don't know what to do.
    PanicAtTheDiscount PanicAtTheDiscount 13-15, F Oct 7, 2014

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    It Won't Stop!

    I have so much stuff on my mind I feel like its gonna kill me just from the anxiety it creates. My son is in jail waiting to be sent to a rehab. He has a heart condition, and he is sick right now. They told him he would be going to the rehab within the week, that was 4 weeks ago...
    honeysuckle23 honeysuckle23 46-50, F Sep 7, 2012

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    Related Experiences

    i have lost friends idk how or why but all the sudden even my best friends have abandoned me and for what? i haven't done anything its like everyone hates me like one day this girl...
    NagaTheForgottenOne NagaTheForgottenOne 16-17 Jan 5

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    I finally finished putting up all my posters again with help from my bud :P I have like no wall space left lol
    TheGirlYouNeverKnew TheGirlYouNeverKnew 18-21, F 3 Responses Jan 10

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    But i have hardly any answers, comments and replys. It is just my bad luck or do people real dislike me so much they dont bother typeing on my posts and stuff??
    bnaesf bnaesf 36-40, M 2 Responses Jan 11

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    And again all my regrets quickly rush into my head. My mind says *ow you want to sleep? Let's just fill your head with everything that will drive you insane goodnight* -.-
    damnitsover damnitsover 16-17, M 3 Responses Jan 9

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    I have a hard time sleeping at night. I guess I'm just not ready for the day to end yet, and in my mind, my day isn't over until I go to sleep and wake up again. I keep hoping for...
    tremille1 tremille1 36-40, M 1 Response Jan 9

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    My mind is full of innovation and creativity, I put those thoughts into practical use and make them real. In fact, I've accomplished many solid modelling projects. Convincing for...
    ZADoubleMesser ZADoubleMesser 22-25, F Jan 24

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    So, I'm nearing 30. How is this possible? I remember being 17 like it was ******* yesterday. I still remember the **** I wore to school. I still miss the people I experienced it...
    MissListless MissListless 26-30, F 4 Responses Jan 4

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    Right now. I can not sleep because I'm thinking about working out and giving my soccer career a second shot.. And now all I can do is think about it. For those who don't know, I...
    akaShaun akaShaun 16-17, M 3 Responses Jan 17

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    I have no idea why, but i always stay awake at night... I strive to wake up earlier so i can enjoy the sun and morning a little bit, but i can't fall asleep untill 3-6 am xD I...
    TheLonelySoul12 TheLonelySoul12 18-21, M 1 Response Jan 19

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    I've realised after signing up to an online dating website, that the saying "good morning beautiful" is so over used. When my ex used it, I knew he meant it. But these others just...
    PikaRoarrk PikaRoarrk 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 6

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    Argh especially tonight, I'm here trying to sleep but my brain is literally remembering all my regrets, my plans for the future everything ... -.- I wish it would stfu do I could...
    damnitsover damnitsover 16-17, M 2 Responses Jan 8

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    Ya I do it may be my fault for what I do cause I hate being alone and I stay up and them I think about the days I lived and had someone to spend my time with now it's just me and...
    daddylove4u daddylove4u 51-55, M 1 Response Jan 15

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    Because of my social anxiety, I have become jaded and cynical. I tell myself I don't need to be popular, I don't need to have lots or friends, I don't need to be the life of the...
    GrimCreeper0150 GrimCreeper0150 22-25, M 3 Responses 6 days ago

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    I have lots of scars ( on my wrist) they tell lots of stories. I'd love to share my stories!
    valerybmv valerybmv 13-15, F 1 Response Jan 5

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    My birthday is in a few weeks 18 days everyone thinks my birthday is the 15 but that's my cousins birthday none of my friends at school seem to know my birthday and no one has...
    CookieMonsta16 CookieMonsta16 18-21, F 6 Responses Jan 1

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    I have lots of scars.. Big ones and small ones. They tell a story.. I love to share my scar stories.
    horneybear79912 horneybear79912 36-40, M Jan 5

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    None too noticeable, but I have LOTS if you look closer. Among my favorites is one that says "HI" (unintentional it just got cut like that) and another looks like a smile face...
    SkollHati SkollHati 18-21, M 1 Response Jan 7

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    When I get angry I have lots of strength sometime it comes out like the time It did I smash a window :( with my fist Now I can control my anger more at least But people just...
    RainbowWolf13 RainbowWolf13 13-15, F 1 Response Jan 12

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    I really don't know what to say it's really just out there but it looks really nice I really like it that is really the biggest part of my body I have lots of curves to Lol, I...
    1LifeNlove 1LifeNlove 13-15, M Jan 14

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    I feel like am loney but I have lots of friends and famliy what do I do To forget him
    pssypssy pssypssy 18-21, F 6 Responses Jan 21

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    Life, death and everything in-between. Things happen in our life that makes a difference. Sometimes just to those we care about, which means it should matter to us as well. My...
    lasergraph lasergraph 61-65, M 5 Responses Jan 21

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    I have lots of hamsters! They are my favorite pet!I have one named Caspien.I have one named Oliver.I have one named Thunder.I used to have multiple hamsters named Avery and Phoenix...
    kelseypalmer08 kelseypalmer08 13-15, F 5 days ago

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    I was sad and lonely going thru a hard time. Then I made a new friend here on ep. its cool we have lots in common. He listened and made me laugh and I feel better. :)
    1silentheart 1silentheart 18-21, M 4 days ago

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    Ok I'm a 15 year old girl that is pretending to be a guy online. I talked to a few girls but there's this one in particular, I've talked to this girl for nearly 2 months. I'm...
    libby96 libby96 13-15, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    The evidence is everywhere--the global climate is changing and we have lots to do with it. Greedy jerks like the Koch brothers are committing crimes against humanity by actively...
    AboveTheTrees AboveTheTrees 46-50, F 18 hrs ago

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    I wanted to ask this question to people who are experienced with this. I really do not have a strong family unit. I never met my father. My parents were married and my father left...
    peacefulthoughts peacefulthoughts 22-25, F 4 hrs ago

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    I am 21 and turning 22 this year.. i am also a member of NBSB. When i turne to this page and find out that there is a community like this, and find out i am not alone. ??i love...
    xxbiRitch xxbiRitch 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 10

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    I have never minded or been grossed out by my bfs foot fetsh and we even incorporate it into the bedroom even though it's not my cup of tea. But it seems like he has an obsession...
    kbby22 kbby22 22-25, F 7 Responses 4 days ago