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I Have Lots On My Mind

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    A million waves Of tired dark eyes Wash over

    mine As I sit by The window sill And look out And think of What you're thinking.
    ihttihtf ihttihtf 16-17, F Jan 7

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    Endless Thoughts...

    good and bad thoughts..................... my weight..i need to gain weight or else i ll have to go somewhere i dont want to..i need to gain when same time i want to lose or want to not try..i mean why should i try?no that didn sound right...i mean some other girls dont have ...
    amysangels amysangels 22-25, F 4 Responses Aug 7, 2010

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    Racing Thoughts

    That's what i dislike most, when all my thoughts start going faster and faster and nothing makes sense anymore. I know i should let some of it go but what do i just toss aside? I have analyzed it over and over and there is no place to "trim the fat" so to speak. I don't just have...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Nov 7, 2010

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    No, I Don't Want To Meet Up

    I feel bad for neglecting people in my life, but there are times when I can't deal with anyone else. I don't have everything in my life together (who am I trying to kid? I've got nothing together). I can't stack other people's problems on top of the pile of my own problems. I...
    Sinaname Sinaname 26-30 Sep 29, 2012

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    I'm scared of my dreams.

    I used to like going to bed and resting at night, but now I dread it. It's like torture lying in bed trying to sleep and having to think about everything over and over
    ihttihtf ihttihtf 16-17, F 2 Responses Jan 12

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    P8 - Easily Irritated

    What the heck is wrong w me?! I'm sooo easily irritated easily lately. UGGGH!!! I think it started when my sister coz involved w her current girlfriend. First of all, I want to note that I am NOT homophobic. I am irritated with how loud her girlfriend is and how my sister has...
    airzm airzm 31-35, F May 4, 2012

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    My Life Is Like A Firework Going Off In A Bin

    my gran has just had a heart attack, i have a benign tumour in my chest which causes extreme pain. just recently, my mum fractured her boyfriends skull with a hammer...hes ok but theres a hole the width of the tip of my small finger, this seems to be a trend of my mums, attacking...
    freedomchaser24 freedomchaser24 22-25, F 1 Response Jul 28, 2010

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    My Mind Is A Mess

    Sometimes i feel like i dont know what to do with my life anymore. I dont know what i want to do or where i want to go. Im confused and lost. Sometimes i feel like i still love you and miss you, but then at times i feel like i hate you because of how you treated me. i need to get...
    Trustylove Trustylove 16-17, F 1 Response Jul 27, 2012

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    To Much To Think About!

    my brain literally needs a shut down button all i do is think about everything, its insane it drives me insane i think about thinks that have happened things that could happen and thats that are gonna happen im paranoid all the time it makes me sick to my stomach , it keeps me...
    HurtnUsed HurtnUsed 18-21, F 2 Responses May 5, 2011

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    What's On My Mind At The Moment

    I am a 19-year-old female. I have had sex with eleven different partners so far, does that make me a ****? Ten guys. One girl. (If you want to read on how I lost my virginity look at more of my stories. And about the girl, look at more of my stories too) I need to know your guys...
    mystoriesareforeverhere mystoriesareforeverhere 18-21, F 6 Responses Jul 3, 2013

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    Countrywide Conveyancing Services, Couldn't Organise A Shag In A Brothel.

    On the 19th September, I went to see the house of my dreams, on the inside, having already seen the outside, and it being just perfect for my needs and strange requirements. (I collect and restore classic cars and bikes, and need offroad parking for projects, trailers and the odd...
    Cherpee Cherpee 51-55, M Nov 30, 2010

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    Drives Me Crazy

    I have so much on my mind all the time. My mind just doesn't stop.......very frustrating! Its even worse when I'm trying to sleep, people say its because I over analyse things, they are probably right, would be great to have a turn off switch.
    formieyesonly formieyesonly 41-45, F Apr 21, 2013

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    P9 - I Hate This Feeling Of Having No Where To Turn

    I hate this feeling of feeling like I have no where to turn. Irritated not only with my sister but the husband as well. He thinks I vent too much about her. I vent because I need to let out some steam. If I don't vent, then I keep things in and feelings remain inside of me to...
    airzm airzm 31-35, F 1 Response May 31, 2012

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    P11 - Lots To Do, But Lots On My Mind...

    I just spent the last few hours trying to figure out what comments and replies have been disappearing on my stories. Even filtered a bit on Yahoo Mail, which only frustrated me more. I can't believe I have over 18,000 unread messages on my Yahoo Mail account!!! It's a good thing...
    airzm airzm 31-35, F Jun 4, 2012

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    Uggggggg

    i  have lost on my mind i think bout idk were to start
    tiara1992 tiara1992 18-21, F Sep 10, 2011

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    Don'T We All? ..

    I do , is like my mind is my own small world and there's a place just for me.. I don't ever let people know what thoughts are hidden there.. confused thoughts , questions that I know I have an answer to when the right time comes.. because many questions that had no answer to them...
    Starz93 Starz93 18-21, F 2 Responses Jul 1, 2013

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    Too Much....

    Sometimes and I mean this totally seriously, I forget to breathe properly. I have been trying to focus on this and just take the time to breathe deeply and focus. I feel like there is so much on my mind all the time, so many worries. I feel trapped in areas of my job and want to...
    Jenni855 Jenni855 26-30, F Jul 12, 2011

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    It Won't Stop!

    I have so much stuff on my mind I feel like its gonna kill me just from the anxiety it creates. My son is in jail waiting to be sent to a rehab. He has a heart condition, and he is sick right now. They told him he would be going to the rehab within the week, that was 4 weeks ago...
    honeysuckle23 honeysuckle23 46-50, F Sep 7, 2012

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    Constantly Thinking...

    i need an on/off switch for it so i can sleep better.
    EdgeCrusher EdgeCrusher 26-30, M 2 Responses May 19, 2011

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    I have lots of problem when i was high school. Cause I'm an idiot sometimes. Come and message me.
    Erjohn Erjohn 16-17, M Sep 10

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    It's really annoying if you ask me. I think of anything and everything ranging from what I'm going to wear tomorow to what time I'm gonna actually end up sleeping that night to how...
    hibs186 hibs186 16-17, F 2 Responses 6 hrs ago

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    I am Jan I am 16 and live with my 19 year old boyfriend and just found out I am pregnant and I am so happy. I quit school and want to be a stay at home mom. After my baby is born I...
    janwantstobeateenagemom janwantstobeateenagemom 18-21, F Sep 10

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    I want to have like 12 kids! Have such a close family and stuff. But I want to be a social workers so it doesn't look like it will happen ..
    supergirl01 supergirl01 16-17, F 4 Responses Sep 10

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    I am Jan I am 16 and 5 weeks pregnant and so happy. I quit school I don't need school to be a stay at home mom. I live with my boyfriend and after my baby is born I want to get...
    janwantstobeateenagemom janwantstobeateenagemom 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 12

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    I have tons of scars from years of cutting and scratching... I hate looking at myself in the mirror
    Mkeely Mkeely 13-15, F 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    Watching the Matrix at 12:26 AM, with a pack of beer and my mind to keep me company... Down the rabbit hole I go.
    drstech drstech 22-25, F 1 Response Sep 1

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    I have school the next day and I try to go to sleep early then suddenly my mind think it's the perfect to be screaming DEMONS!!!
    IAmARebel IAmARebel 13-15, F 1 Response Sep 2

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    I'd rather have you're mouth do it
    Pizzapaul Pizzapaul 18-21, M Sep 3

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    I was up all night, till 9 am then half slept till one pm.... Easy to explain but to deep to complex in the same... A physcologist told to quit trying to figure out Gods thoughts...
    jessie121412 jessie121412 41-45, M Sep 12

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    I had a bad day at work. It wasn't directly my fault. But it happened on my watch which makes me look bad. I'm really pissed off about it too. Now it's playing on my mind. What a...
    bonnieandclydedog bonnieandclydedog 46-50, M 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    I don't like it when my mind will not shut its self down. That's what my night meds are for. I won't get any sleep with out them.
    mlcockrell mlcockrell 36-40, M 19 hrs ago

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    You don't understand how this "issue" of having an overactive mind during the night is ruining my life, literally it's ruining my life. It is causing so many problems for me during...
    MondoEG MondoEG 18-21, M 1 Response 17 hrs ago

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    I have 5 kids I run after and 2 have health issues, I work, clean, cook and babysit. I get to bed and my brain says " no sleep for you" "you don't need to sleep" arghhhhhhh
    bj345 bj345 31-35, F 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    Sleeplessness Solution that Worked for Me: I have always had trouble sleeping due to the avalanche of thoughts, self doubt, obsessive planning and conjecture, regret, vivid...
    foxtale foxtale 22-25, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    I'm always thinking about the future, like will I finally tell my family what's going on in my life? Will I marry a man or a woman? Will I have kids? Will I actually reach the goal...
    ConfusedLittleTeenagedGirl ConfusedLittleTeenagedGirl 13-15, F 4 Responses 1 day ago

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    I'm seeing a psychologist about, among other things, my inability to sleep. Have gotten some techniques which help some of the time. When confronted with a workplace crisis...
    steverick steverick 56-60, M 1 Response 21 hrs ago

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    ive been getting the heck spammed outta me... this "death by one thousand paper cuts" is damn sure killing me...can someone help please?
    aijmeerah aijmeerah 16-17, F Sep 1

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    i hate scars that never fade away :((
    liamtwerksforme liamtwerksforme 18-21, F 2 Responses Sep 10

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    All over my back, as well as my shoulders from years of being physically abused. Just serves as a reminder of who not to become.
    CongratulationS CongratulationS 22-25, M 3 Responses Sep 10

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    Now tell me, how can i face my problem if my problem is my face? lol
    chippylovemrchips chippylovemrchips 26-30, F 4 Responses Sep 10

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    But really....who doesn't?
    Jawzenator Jawzenator 31-35, M 1 Response Sep 10

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    Sometimes i wish i could just change my past and start all over again. Sometimes i wish i could be a normal teenager... I've been through a lot for my age😔
    evelynvela evelynvela 16-17, F Sep 11

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    why the heck! my friggin chicken is sugary... and my kool aid taste like water, wut the f***!!!
    aijmeerah aijmeerah 16-17, F 1 Response Sep 14

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    every ******* night  !
    xenna2 xenna2 22-25, F 1 Response Aug 31

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    Every single night I stay up at night and all I can think of is how screwed up I am and how I've changed. And question what I even remember before this started happening.
    Inasda Inasda 18-21, M 1 Response Sep 1

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    And it hates me being law biding. Was this way before meds. Before car wrecks. Before heart attacks. But not before bullies. Not before dad went alcoholic jerk. Wow...
    Livyn4pals Livyn4pals 46-50, M Sep 16

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    Last night, I misplaced my keys. I was so worried, but I was tired and I didn't feel like searching for them. So I tried to sleep, but I was so panicked. And while I was lying down...
    KellySweetzz KellySweetzz 13-15, F 1 day ago

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    It does. But i still breathe. And care. And walk away from jerks.
    Livyn4pals Livyn4pals 46-50, M 1 day ago

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    Me too. I am insomniac. I sleep at day and lay awake all night.
    kiddishguy kiddishguy 26-30, M 1 Response 1 day ago