I Have Lots On My Mind

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    My mind never turns off.

    I swear I can hear my own thoughts when I'm sleeping >:(
    TrapMusicCreator TrapMusicCreator
    13-15, M
    1 Response Feb 9, 2016

    At the moment I don't know

    where to start. :-( . There are so much things that I am thinking and I think my daughter's dad has abandoned us.
    mabuhayka mabuhayka
    31-35, F
    3 Responses Sep 16, 2015

    The only thing on my mind right

    now is that it's MY birthday. Needless to say...I'm happy.
    savoy2 savoy2
    46-50, M
    Jan 30, 2016

    Racing Thoughts

    That's what i dislike most, when all my thoughts start going faster and faster and nothing makes sense anymore. I know i should let some of it go but what do i just toss aside? I have analyzed it over and over and there is no place to "trim the fat" so to speak. I don't just have...
    deleted deleted
    Nov 7, 2010

    Good thing about being in the office alone is

    that it gives you time to think. Bad thing about being alone in your office...it gives you time to think
    deleted deleted
    3 Responses Jul 23, 2015

    I feel like everyone around me is

    as happy as can be but I'm just sitting under this big dark cloud and it won't go away!
    deleted deleted
    1 Response Jan 7, 2016

    Endless Thoughts...

    good and bad thoughts..................... my weight..i need to gain weight or else i ll have to go somewhere i dont want to..i need to gain when same time i want to lose or want to not try..i mean why should i try?no that didn sound right...i mean some other girls dont have ...
    amysangels amysangels
    22-25, F
    4 Responses Aug 7, 2010

    The school, having no friends,

    increasing negativity, school work, exams, trying to be understood, trying to stay focused, trying to hold myself together, I'm overwhelmed, and it's very obvious.
    LikeICare13 LikeICare13
    13-15, F
    1 Response Mar 4, 2016

    P9 - I Hate This Feeling Of Having No Where To Turn

    I hate this feeling of feeling like I have no where to turn. Irritated not only with my sister but the husband as well. He thinks I vent too much about her. I vent because I need to let out some steam. If I don't vent, then I keep things in and feelings remain inside of me to...
    airzm airzm
    31-35, F
    1 Response May 31, 2012

    I'm scared of my dreams.

    I used to like going to bed and resting at night, but now I dread it. It's like torture lying in bed trying to sleep and having to think about everything over and over
    ihttihtf ihttihtf
    18-21, F
    1 Response Jan 12, 2014

    What will my life be like tomorrow?

    Will I have a job - what kind of job? Will I have a girl? Will we be able to afford a house? Will We have kids - Will I be a good parent? How do I make all the right decisions and choices? Is it only me who has concerns? Should I think like this - how did everyone else cope and...
    deleted deleted
    1 Response Apr 16, 2015

    I'm sooo very tired. It may be the weather,

    it may be the thoughts going through in my head, it may be the stresses of my career, but I'm not sleeping very well. I just want to rest without having to worry about anything. It's been days since I've allowed him to touch me. I just don't feel very connected with him, I...
    airzm airzm
    31-35, F
    1 Response Nov 16, 2015

    U & Me forever this way www.

    nidhisuraj.com There are so many Love Stories in this world. Few stories become so famous but few are unsaid and been buried with time. Few others share their love stories with their friends, while some leave them as sweet memories for themselves within their hearts and few...
    evan003 evan003
    22-25, F
    Jul 23, 2015

    Countrywide Conveyancing Services, Couldn't Organise A Shag In A Brothel.

    On the 19th September, I went to see the house of my dreams, on the inside, having already seen the outside, and it being just perfect for my needs and strange requirements. (I collect and restore classic cars and bikes, and need offroad parking for projects, trailers and the odd...
    Cherpee Cherpee
    51-55, M
    Nov 30, 2010

    Being alone seems easier

    as well as painful. But in being alone, I can't emotionally or mentally harm anyone. I'm too much of a perfectionist.. And now with this heavy apathy I dwell that I should just stay alone..
    IgnoreTheSmoke IgnoreTheSmoke
    22-25, M
    Jul 23, 2015

    sometimes I wonder if I'm the bad guy in the

    story... fated to do wrong O.o
    PastelLime PastelLime
    2 Responses Oct 2, 2015

    Can we create Arts in informative ways?

    eg. Writing a beautiful poem with facts and information
    whyacinth whyacinth
    36-40, F
    2 Responses Mar 1, 2016

    Way to much. I overthink everything

    and what people say, look for an underlying meaning. Uh! It drives me mad! I don't know why I do it.
    notquiteenoughyet notquiteenoughyet
    31-35, F
    2 Responses Dec 17, 2015
    deleted deleted
    1 Response Sep 16, 2015

    I am constantly preparing

    for the next day and this bugs me so much.
    Kezio Kezio
    16-17, M
    1 Response Jul 23, 2015
    savoy2 savoy2
    46-50, M
    1 Response Jan 20, 2016

    I hate being stuck between a rock

    and a hard place .... :( "Nobody wins when everyone's losing"
    deleted deleted
    Aug 10, 2015

    Too Much....

    Sometimes and I mean this totally seriously, I forget to breathe properly. I have been trying to focus on this and just take the time to breathe deeply and focus. I feel like there is so much on my mind all the time, so many worries. I feel trapped in areas of my job and want to...
    deleted deleted
    Jul 12, 2011

    Turkey or roast, maybe ham,

    possibly chicken. Decisions, decisions.
    savoy2 savoy2
    46-50, M
    1 Response Nov 26, 2015

    Ever have so much on your mind

    and so many things to do that it causes your brain to lock up and you get nothing done? Welcome to my world. Visit the gift shop before you go.
    savoy2 savoy2
    46-50, M
    Nov 18, 2015

    Right now I'm wondering,

    savoy2 savoy2
    46-50, M
    Nov 20, 2015

    Like one thing I've been wondering Do you air

    dry your buttho or use your hubby's towel ?
    deleted deleted
    1 Response Mar 26, 2016

    I'm feeling really depressed.

    I'm lonely as hell I feel lost.I don't ask much, I'd just like to have someone in my life, to be loved, like everyone els e.
    oneuniquesista225 oneuniquesista225
    56-60, F
    4 Responses Dec 17, 2015
    deleted deleted
    Jan 3, 2016

    Today I lay out the business model.

    Where do I want to be? How will I get there? Who will help along the way? To separate myself from my competitors I am going to have to work five times as hard as everybody else. If I really have as much potential as I believe it means that I wasted too many years sitting by on...
    Jackson2222 Jackson2222
    31-35, M
    Dec 17, 2015

    Another weekend wasted with a spineless,

    unmotivated, and senseless partner. I've been working on expressing myself more and more to him, giving him enough tidbits to realize that I am in need of a sit down heart-to-heart. Hearing my thoughts and emotions are too complex for him and he finds himself at a loss for words...
    airzm airzm
    31-35, F
    2 Responses Sep 14, 2015

    I am currently an in-home

    and business-to-business designer. I've never done this kind of work before. I have a Bachelor's of Science degree in Interior Design and a Masters in Business Administration degree as well. Working on 100% commission felt very risky, but I have done network marketing in the...
    airzm airzm
    31-35, F
    Sep 16, 2015

    Having a hard day. My family is about to

    undergo another possible loss, just trying to keep positive thoughts and hope for the best.
    deleted deleted
    3 Responses Aug 16, 2015

    My mind is racing today.

    A close friend of mine told me today that she wants to join the army. It was completely out of the blue and I don't know how to wrap my brain around it right now. Shes 21 in June and the single mother of a 4 year old girl that will be starting school this September. I don't...
    misspaperwait misspaperwait
    22-25, F
    Feb 6, 2016

    I'm stressing out. My family can barely afford

    to buy food anymore. I haven't bought any new clothes in 3 years, I'm constantly paranoid someone is going to suddenly die, and the store me and my family runs is going to close within the next two years. Just thinking about it makes my chest ache intensify.
    ShadowAmI ShadowAmI
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Dec 20, 2015

    What's On My Mind At The Moment

    I am a 19-year-old female. I have had sex with eleven different partners so far, does that make me a ****? Ten guys. One girl. (If you want to read on how I lost my virginity look at more of my stories. And about the girl, look at more of my stories too) I need to know your guys...
    mystoriesareforeverhere mystoriesareforeverhere
    22-25, F
    3 Responses Jul 3, 2013

    I get lost in my mind,

    to take a break. ;)
    Spidey0 Spidey0
    31-35, M
    Jul 22, 2015

    To Much To Think About!

    my brain literally needs a shut down button all i do is think about everything, its insane it drives me insane i think about thinks that have happened things that could happen and thats that are gonna happen im paranoid all the time it makes me sick to my stomach , it keeps me...
    HurtnUsed HurtnUsed
    18-21, F
    2 Responses May 5, 2011

    My Life Is Like A Firework Going Off In A Bin

    my gran has just had a heart attack, i have a benign tumour in my chest which causes extreme pain. just recently, my mum fractured her boyfriends skull with a hammer...hes ok but theres a hole the width of the tip of my small finger, this seems to be a trend of my mums, attacking...
    freedomchaser24 freedomchaser24
    22-25, F
    1 Response Jul 28, 2010
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