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I Have Lots On My Mind

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    Endless Thoughts...

    good and bad thoughts..................... my weight..i need to gain weight or else i ll have to go somewhere i dont want to..i need to gain when same time i want to lose or want to not try..i mean why should i try?no that didn sound right...i mean some other girls dont have ...
    amysangels amysangels 22-25, F 4 Responses Aug 7, 2010

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    I hate that there's a whole world inside

    that I can never explain in words. It's just too vast and too deep. It's always too much. It's a never ending quest and I'm in constant change. Things all feel unfamiliar, but have a foundation somehow within. To have to feel the whole world and no one to share the experiences...
    AquariusLife AquariusLife 26-30, F 5 Responses Jul 22

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    P9 - I Hate This Feeling Of Having No Where To Turn

    I hate this feeling of feeling like I have no where to turn. Irritated not only with my sister but the husband as well. He thinks I vent too much about her. I vent because I need to let out some steam. If I don't vent, then I keep things in and feelings remain inside of me to...
    airzm airzm 31-35, F 1 Response May 31, 2012

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    My Life Is Like A Firework Going Off In A Bin

    my gran has just had a heart attack, i have a benign tumour in my chest which causes extreme pain. just recently, my mum fractured her boyfriends skull with a hammer...hes ok but theres a hole the width of the tip of my small finger, this seems to be a trend of my mums, attacking...
    freedomchaser24 freedomchaser24 22-25, F 1 Response Jul 28, 2010

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    Uggggggg

    i  have lost on my mind i think bout idk were to start
    tiara1992 tiara1992 18-21, F Sep 10, 2011

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    P8 - Easily Irritated

    What the heck is wrong w me?! I'm sooo easily irritated easily lately. UGGGH!!! I think it started when my sister coz involved w her current girlfriend. First of all, I want to note that I am NOT homophobic. I am irritated with how loud her girlfriend is and how my sister has...
    airzm airzm 31-35, F May 4, 2012

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    What's On My Mind At The Moment

    I am a 19-year-old female. I have had sex with eleven different partners so far, does that make me a ****? Ten guys. One girl. (If you want to read on how I lost my virginity look at more of my stories. And about the girl, look at more of my stories too) I need to know your guys...
    mystoriesareforeverhere mystoriesareforeverhere 22-25, F 4 Responses Jul 3, 2013

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    What if you find out

    that you only had a short amount of time left to live, unexpectedly? What would you change? How would you play out the remainder of your days?
    airzm airzm 31-35, F 2 Responses Mar 9

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    It Won't Stop!

    I have so much stuff on my mind I feel like its gonna kill me just from the anxiety it creates. My son is in jail waiting to be sent to a rehab. He has a heart condition, and he is sick right now. They told him he would be going to the rehab within the week, that was 4 weeks ago...
    honeysuckle23 honeysuckle23 46-50, F Sep 7, 2012

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    Constantly Thinking...

    i need an on/off switch for it so i can sleep better.
    EdgeCrusher EdgeCrusher 26-30, M 2 Responses May 19, 2011

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    I wish I could switch my stupid brain off n

    listen to my heart for once.. oh brain do me a favor n go for a walk!!!
    Bored999 Bored999 26-30, F 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    To Much To Think About!

    my brain literally needs a shut down button all i do is think about everything, its insane it drives me insane i think about thinks that have happened things that could happen and thats that are gonna happen im paranoid all the time it makes me sick to my stomach , it keeps me...
    HurtnUsed HurtnUsed 18-21, F 2 Responses May 5, 2011

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    U & Me forever this way www.

    nidhisuraj.com There are so many Love Stories in this world. Few stories become so famous but few are unsaid and been buried with time. Few others share their love stories with their friends, while some leave them as sweet memories for themselves within their hearts and few...
    evan003 evan003 18-21, F Jul 23

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    Being alone seems easier

    as well as painful. But in being alone, I can't emotionally or mentally harm anyone. I'm too much of a perfectionist.. And now with this heavy apathy I dwell that I should just stay alone..
    IgnoreTheSmoke IgnoreTheSmoke 18-21, M Jul 23

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    Racing Thoughts

    That's what i dislike most, when all my thoughts start going faster and faster and nothing makes sense anymore. I know i should let some of it go but what do i just toss aside? I have analyzed it over and over and there is no place to "trim the fat" so to speak. I don't just have...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Nov 7, 2010

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    Too Much....

    Sometimes and I mean this totally seriously, I forget to breathe properly. I have been trying to focus on this and just take the time to breathe deeply and focus. I feel like there is so much on my mind all the time, so many worries. I feel trapped in areas of my job and want to...
    Jenni855 Jenni855 26-30, F Jul 12, 2011

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    P11 - Lots To Do, But Lots On My Mind...

    I just spent the last few hours trying to figure out what comments and replies have been disappearing on my stories. Even filtered a bit on Yahoo Mail, which only frustrated me more. I can't believe I have over 18,000 unread messages on my Yahoo Mail account!!! It's a good thing...
    airzm airzm 31-35, F Jun 4, 2012

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    i believe this is the last age of mankind

    but history has taught otherwise ....life only fades if booms happen unexpectedly,earth have to many side pockets to be caught off guard we can prevent death
    miimii0069 miimii0069 26-30, F 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    A million waves Of tired dark eyes Wash over

    mine As I sit by The window sill And look out And think of What you're thinking.
    ihttihtf ihttihtf 18-21, F Jan 7, 2014

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    Countrywide Conveyancing Services, Couldn't Organise A Shag In A Brothel.

    On the 19th September, I went to see the house of my dreams, on the inside, having already seen the outside, and it being just perfect for my needs and strange requirements. (I collect and restore classic cars and bikes, and need offroad parking for projects, trailers and the odd...
    Cherpee Cherpee 51-55, M Nov 30, 2010

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    Good thing about being in the office alone is

    that it gives you time to think. Bad thing about being alone in your office...it gives you time to think
    Notyourprincesa1124 Notyourprincesa1124 31-35, F 1 Response Jul 23

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    I have so much stuff on my mind about this guy

    I have a crush on and I can't stop thinking about it, I don't know what to do. I don't even know what I'm thinking but I just know that it's about him and I don't know what to do.
    PanicAtTheDiscount PanicAtTheDiscount 13-15, F Oct 7, 2014

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    is it right for an aunt

    and uncle of a 1 yr old child not to bribg any gifts for them? it seems to b a patter with them that they show up eat n hang out n make no contribution towards the hosts whatsover. still act like children! its like this entire ******* family was raised in the zoo with no manners...
    figmentoftheirimagination figmentoftheirimagination 31-35, F Nov 21, 2014

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    I get lost in my mind,

    to take a break. ;)
    Spidey0 Spidey0 26-30 Jul 22

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    What will my life be like tomorrow?

    Will I have a job - what kind of job? Will I have a girl? Will we be able to afford a house? Will We have kids - Will I be a good parent? How do I make all the right decisions and choices? Is it only me who has concerns? Should I think like this - how did everyone else cope and...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Apr 16

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    Things don't go as I want.

    Why do they mostly go the way I don't want.
    whitesunshine87 whitesunshine87 51-55, F 4 Responses Jul 22

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    My Mind Is A Mess

    Sometimes i feel like i dont know what to do with my life anymore. I dont know what i want to do or where i want to go. Im confused and lost. Sometimes i feel like i still love you and miss you, but then at times i feel like i hate you because of how you treated me. i need to get...
    Trustylove Trustylove 16-17, F 1 Response Jul 27, 2012

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    I am constantly preparing

    for the next day and this bugs me so much.
    GZPJ GZPJ 13-15, M Jul 23

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    I'm scared of my dreams.

    I used to like going to bed and resting at night, but now I dread it. It's like torture lying in bed trying to sleep and having to think about everything over and over
    ihttihtf ihttihtf 18-21, F 2 Responses Jan 12, 2014

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    No, I Don't Want To Meet Up

    I feel bad for neglecting people in my life, but there are times when I can't deal with anyone else. I don't have everything in my life together (who am I trying to kid? I've got nothing together). I can't stack other people's problems on top of the pile of my own problems. I...
    itworkedintheory itworkedintheory 31-35 Sep 29, 2012

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    Against the shore Waves will crash Breath on blade Faceless black Solitude of emptiness Scorned hearts within distant minds Flows from heart This jaded black Sins from...
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    Ok first, do not judge me... I have always been attracted to older men, ever since I began experience arousing thoughts. I was very sheltered but still always fantasize about...
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    flustered, rattled by stereotypes shaking me to my inner core waiting for tears to appear once more not being able to cry hurts too now I'm feeling sad & blue some have muddied...
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    After college, id like to save as much money as i can to donate to orphanages and medical research. With better orphanages, children that are already pained will have it a little...
    ForgedFromFire ForgedFromFire 16-17, M 4 hrs ago

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    Went to the wife's company Xmas party, downtown San Antonio, it was a fantastic party, lots and lots of alcohol, TeX-Mex food Xmas spirit and paid rooms, a coworker kept the drinks...
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    http://bustybabesofep.tumblr.com/ I have lots more too. lets talk,
    ILuvBustyTeens ILuvBustyTeens 41-45, M 1 day ago

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    Its hard for me to have my mind locked on one thing. I like to see things from all angles and point of views...even the closed minded people
    UselessAmerican42 UselessAmerican42 18-21, M 4 Responses 2 days ago

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    There was a really funny answer to a question lately about how to read minds. "You stare intensely at the persons forehead". Haha, no, you cannot read minds. And if you only...
    mirkwood86 mirkwood86 26-30, M 4 days ago

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    Is it bad that I have naughty feelings to my mother in law she only 51 and she has a fit body for her age I start looking at her a sexy way as at the weekend we were our doing...
    Cheekymonkey74 Cheekymonkey74 36-40, M 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    does anyone else pull from...down there..? I have lots of bald spots and it's not just there. it's my eyebrows, lashes, and head...and my mom yells all the time...but idk how to...
    oliviairene47 oliviairene47 18-21, F 3 Responses 5 days ago

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    I was diagnosed with PTS almost 3 years ago after undergoing surgery to remove a bone spur. I still don’t have full use of my arm and still suffer pain, but have learned what...
    PDG1 PDG1 46-50 5 days ago

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