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I Have Lots On My Mind

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    My Life Is Like A Firework Going Off In A Bin

    my gran has just had a heart attack, i have a benign tumour in my chest which causes extreme pain. just recently, my mum fractured her boyfriends skull with a hammer...hes ok but theres a hole the width of the tip of my small finger, this seems to be a trend of my mums, attacking...
    freedomchaser24 freedomchaser24 22-25, F 1 Response Jul 28, 2010

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    Racing Thoughts

    That's what i dislike most, when all my thoughts start going faster and faster and nothing makes sense anymore. I know i should let some of it go but what do i just toss aside? I have analyzed it over and over and there is no place to "trim the fat" so to speak. I don't just have...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Nov 7, 2010

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    P8 - Easily Irritated

    What the heck is wrong w me?! I'm sooo easily irritated easily lately. UGGGH!!! I think it started when my sister coz involved w her current girlfriend. First of all, I want to note that I am NOT homophobic. I am irritated with how loud her girlfriend is and how my sister has...
    airzm airzm 31-35, F May 4, 2012

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    What if you find out

    that you only had a short amount of time left to live, unexpectedly? What would you change? How would you play out the remainder of your days?
    airzm airzm 31-35, F 2 Responses Mar 9

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    A million waves Of tired dark eyes Wash over

    mine As I sit by The window sill And look out And think of What you're thinking.
    ihttihtf ihttihtf 18-21, F Jan 7, 2014

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    is it right for an aunt

    and uncle of a 1 yr old child not to bribg any gifts for them? it seems to b a patter with them that they show up eat n hang out n make no contribution towards the hosts whatsover. still act like children! its like this entire ******* family was raised in the zoo with no manners...
    figmentoftheirimagination figmentoftheirimagination 26-30, F Nov 21, 2014

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    It Won't Stop!

    I have so much stuff on my mind I feel like its gonna kill me just from the anxiety it creates. My son is in jail waiting to be sent to a rehab. He has a heart condition, and he is sick right now. They told him he would be going to the rehab within the week, that was 4 weeks ago...
    honeysuckle23 honeysuckle23 46-50, F Sep 7, 2012

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    To Much To Think About!

    my brain literally needs a shut down button all i do is think about everything, its insane it drives me insane i think about thinks that have happened things that could happen and thats that are gonna happen im paranoid all the time it makes me sick to my stomach , it keeps me...
    HurtnUsed HurtnUsed 18-21, F 2 Responses May 5, 2011

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    I'm scared of my dreams.

    I used to like going to bed and resting at night, but now I dread it. It's like torture lying in bed trying to sleep and having to think about everything over and over
    ihttihtf ihttihtf 18-21, F 2 Responses Jan 12, 2014

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    My Mind Is A Mess

    Sometimes i feel like i dont know what to do with my life anymore. I dont know what i want to do or where i want to go. Im confused and lost. Sometimes i feel like i still love you and miss you, but then at times i feel like i hate you because of how you treated me. i need to get...
    Trustylove Trustylove 16-17, F 1 Response Jul 27, 2012

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    What's On My Mind At The Moment

    I am a 19-year-old female. I have had sex with eleven different partners so far, does that make me a ****? Ten guys. One girl. (If you want to read on how I lost my virginity look at more of my stories. And about the girl, look at more of my stories too) I need to know your guys...
    mystoriesareforeverhere mystoriesareforeverhere 22-25, F 4 Responses Jul 3, 2013

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    Endless Thoughts...

    good and bad thoughts..................... my weight..i need to gain weight or else i ll have to go somewhere i dont want to..i need to gain when same time i want to lose or want to not try..i mean why should i try?no that didn sound right...i mean some other girls dont have ...
    amysangels amysangels 22-25, F 4 Responses Aug 7, 2010

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    No, I Don't Want To Meet Up

    I feel bad for neglecting people in my life, but there are times when I can't deal with anyone else. I don't have everything in my life together (who am I trying to kid? I've got nothing together). I can't stack other people's problems on top of the pile of my own problems. I...
    itworkedintheory itworkedintheory 31-35 Sep 29, 2012

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    What will my life be like tomorrow?

    Will I have a job - what kind of job? Will I have a girl? Will we be able to afford a house? Will We have kids - Will I be a good parent? How do I make all the right decisions and choices? Is it only me who has concerns? Should I think like this - how did everyone else cope and...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Apr 16

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    Constantly Thinking...

    i need an on/off switch for it so i can sleep better.
    EdgeCrusher EdgeCrusher 26-30, M 2 Responses May 19, 2011

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    Too Much....

    Sometimes and I mean this totally seriously, I forget to breathe properly. I have been trying to focus on this and just take the time to breathe deeply and focus. I feel like there is so much on my mind all the time, so many worries. I feel trapped in areas of my job and want to...
    Jenni855 Jenni855 26-30, F Jul 12, 2011

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    Countrywide Conveyancing Services, Couldn't Organise A Shag In A Brothel.

    On the 19th September, I went to see the house of my dreams, on the inside, having already seen the outside, and it being just perfect for my needs and strange requirements. (I collect and restore classic cars and bikes, and need offroad parking for projects, trailers and the odd...
    Cherpee Cherpee 51-55, M Nov 30, 2010

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    P9 - I Hate This Feeling Of Having No Where To Turn

    I hate this feeling of feeling like I have no where to turn. Irritated not only with my sister but the husband as well. He thinks I vent too much about her. I vent because I need to let out some steam. If I don't vent, then I keep things in and feelings remain inside of me to...
    airzm airzm 31-35, F 1 Response May 31, 2012

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    Uggggggg

    i  have lost on my mind i think bout idk were to start
    tiara1992 tiara1992 18-21, F Sep 10, 2011

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    I have so much stuff on my mind about this guy

    I have a crush on and I can't stop thinking about it, I don't know what to do. I don't even know what I'm thinking but I just know that it's about him and I don't know what to do.
    PanicAtTheDiscount PanicAtTheDiscount 13-15, F Oct 7, 2014

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    P11 - Lots To Do, But Lots On My Mind...

    I just spent the last few hours trying to figure out what comments and replies have been disappearing on my stories. Even filtered a bit on Yahoo Mail, which only frustrated me more. I can't believe I have over 18,000 unread messages on my Yahoo Mail account!!! It's a good thing...
    airzm airzm 31-35, F Jun 4, 2012

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    Summerdogs Summerdogs 18-21, F 2 Responses May 4

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    It never fails. Every time I try to go to sleep, my mind just won't shut up. I lay in bed thinking about what tomorrow will bring, or about the book that I'm reading, maybe...
    jessicajinx jessicajinx 22-25, F 1 Response Apr 23

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    It's like a party in my head! No matter how much I toss an turn my mind if blazing with thoughts. It's never ending: How can I make things better? It's not my fault that happened...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Apr 23

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    It's 2:15 a.m. ....I feel so tired and that usual headache.I really need to get some rest but I'm still wide awake and listening to this irritating sound,tik tok tik tok....It's my...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Apr 23

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    Of course the night when I have to get up at 5:00 for work is the night I also get really bad insomnia... I've been lying in bed for two hours now just tossing and turning. Ugh...
    scrtasnman13 scrtasnman13 22-25, M May 1

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    Does anyone no how to do this
    ScummyBag99 ScummyBag99 16-17, M 3 Responses Apr 23

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    ...every now and then I get one ...
    mcconchiea mcconchiea 51-55, M 1 Response Apr 27

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    Seriously, I just want to talk to someone about stories I want to tell and stuff like that
    JustPickAUsername JustPickAUsername 13-15, M May 11

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    ThereIsNoName3 ThereIsNoName3 31-35, F May 3

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    The feeling when you finally feel ready to go to sleep, but the alarmclock rings....
    lindamerja lindamerja 26-30, F May 7

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    Its 8 am here and i been tryin to sleep since 12 and i cant manage to
    1phoenix1 1phoenix1 22-25, M May 10

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    To tired to do anything but can't get to sleep!
    jessl95 jessl95 18-21, F 3 Responses May 11

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    I am Rebecca and I am addicted to YouTube!!! There I said it haha Yey I love YouTube and Youtubers so much. In my room I have lots of YouTube things, books,jumpers,drawings It's...
    ItsJustRebecca ItsJustRebecca 13-15, F 1 Response 6 hrs ago

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    I wanted a relationship with lots of sex, no mind games.... but instead I have lots of mind games no sex.
    Amindlost Amindlost 22-25, F 8 Responses May 15

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    Can't sleep. I've resorted to sleeping pills a doctor gave me and I'm glad I have lots of them cause it's gonna be a rough few nights. I am waking up at all hours and the only...
    deleted deleted 26-30 5 Responses May 13

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    My mind goes a million miles per second. Heck, even right now, I'm already into the next four conversations, in my head. Obviously, that was a little of an exaggeration but, that's...
    Snarkie Snarkie 31-35, F 2 Responses May 12

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    I have lots of imaginary friends and I love them to death. They mean everything to me, but sometimes I get upset because I get this bad feeling that they actually are just...
    ImaginaryBFF ImaginaryBFF 16-17, F Apr 27

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    Our family was just on holidays with my sister in law and her family. My sis in law has always thought she's a cut above the rest. Anyway, my nephew told me that my sis in law was...
    suckerfish suckerfish 36-40, F 2 Responses Apr 29

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    I have lots of scars on my body. The most prominent ones being on both sides of my cheeks, another right above my left breast and one for CS when I got my son four years ago. I get...
    nesobar nesobar 36-40, F May 1

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    I am a 27 years african guy and have never been in a relationship before, either online or physical ...I am very shy because of my small stature and girls don't find me attractive...
    silenthill87 silenthill87 26-30, M 2 Responses a week ago