I Have Loved And Have Lost

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    Part Five: Noe - My Third Love

    (WARNING: THIS IS A LOONNNNGGGG ONE) Noelani was the third girl I fell in love with. As stated in my previous story, after the sudden and tragic death of Kimi, I was unable to be in a relationship with anyone. It took me over three years before I would allow myself to be happy...
    ryboy50 ryboy50
    22-25, M
    2 Responses Sep 2, 2011


    You have done nothing but string me along for years and now I'm left here all alone, picking up the pieces. We could have had something really special, but you've ruined it now.And I hope that you can't sleep and you dream about it. And when you dream, I hope you can't sleep and...
    deleted deleted
    Oct 19, 2013

    Rise And Fall Of The Tides

    Just like the rise and fall of the ocean's tides, I have loved, and I have lost. I was only a kid when I began to feel that intense feeling of wanting forever. Forever to me I thought was what we could be. I truly felt that what we had was unconditional, ever-growing...infinite...
    MidnightMustang MidnightMustang
    1 Response Aug 3, 2013

    Love.....At A Glimpse

    I fell in love with this boy, and he with me. We never had a chance, to get to know each other, to hold one another, to make love, never kissed, never told him how much I care, never heard him say "I love you" enough, never had a chance to make plans, to make vows, or kids. He...
    NeverRose NeverRose
    26-30, F
    4 Responses Mar 22, 2013

    It makes me stronger,

    I have loved someone like I have never thoughtI could love someone that way.
    Salida Salida
    18-21, F
    May 18, 2014

    PART TWO: My First Love - Rie

    Rie, my high school sweetheart. She was a cheerleader, I was a football player. We were the perfect couple. She was a princess in every sense. She was beautiful, had tons of friends, a real daddy’s girl, and a smile that could make your heart skip a beat. I always thought Rie...
    ryboy50 ryboy50
    22-25, M
    2 Responses Jul 29, 2011

    I Am Really Bad At This Stuff, And It's Tearing Me Apart....

    I am torn in half right now. My most recent ex is making this day quite hard to get through. She can be a sweetheart sometimes. Cuddly, cute, attentive, talkative, agreeable, funny, charismatic and a little bit crazy. Absolutely great! Then she disappears, for days. Won't...
    Ritual1985 Ritual1985
    31-35, M
    2 Responses Jul 26, 2013

    i have lost myself. as i can see now,

    i've been losing on every asset of mine. one by one everything is gone. firstly, my mother whom I lost to cancer. then, my childhood losing it to becoming a strong big boy. well, i never got to that point. what doesn't kill you makes you stranger. and so I became. I lost my...
    Aahaan Aahaan
    18-21, M
    Oct 17, 2015

    There's no sleep, no rest.

    Nights are the worst. Food seems to have lost all taste. I'm basically suffering though life. Depression is swallowing me whole. This has been going on for the last three years now and I've lost all hope of ever being just okay again. Reading books and listening to music have...
    JtotheRock JtotheRock
    31-35, M
    1 Response Dec 30, 2015

    I think it is time we realized this: Do not

    ever think it was wrong to love someone more than they loved you. It just means they missed something that you knew could have been special. Do not ever think you were not good enough for him; you are good enough for the one who really wants you. Sometimes things don’t work...
    deleted deleted
    Sep 24, 2015

    it hurts. i miss him everyday.

    6 years us a long time. i tried to convince him that we should go to couples counselling, but he wasnt willing. he will always have a place in my heart.
    Ang012685 Ang012685
    31-35, F
    Apr 9, 2015


    There is a saying that it is better to have loved and lost, than to never have loved at all. I have to disagree with that sentiment. This is my perception, my feelings; Imagine a being that knows only cold, grey, and bleak. Then that being suddenly finds itself in a warm...
    reteod reteod
    41-45, M
    1 Response Dec 16, 2012

    I loved a guy but he ditched me.

    when I neede him most I hate being alive
    nehachaubey nehachaubey
    26-30, F
    1 Response Jul 17, 2014

    Part Four: Moving On...a Long And Bumpy Road

    (NOTE: I added "Parts" to my stories as some of you were getting confused. I am kind of writing a time line of my love life. Don't worry if you don't quite get it all. I'm writing it more for me than for anyone else.) After the tragic death of the love of my life, Kimilyn, I...
    ryboy50 ryboy50
    22-25, M
    4 Responses Aug 6, 2011

    There are numerous older men in the world

    who are single and seeking someone special in their life. For all such men, AgeMeet.com has been created as a reliable online platform to find women for dating and companionship. The spokesperson reports that many older men have started finding perfect companions through their...
    bettyccaa bettyccaa
    26-30, F
    Sep 6, 2015


    Tbh love ***** you over, you spent time putting your heart out there and then someone can just break it. Its like dammmn you can love someone with all your heart and they'll just leave like it ment nothing. Love like I said, it's just purely ****** sometimes. Obviously you can...
    Icanthelpet Icanthelpet
    18-21, F
    1 Response Sep 7, 2011

    I woke yesterday morning having to remind myself

    that having walked the path I walked the week before would only lead me to a life of daily disappointments. That I want more than a crumbling cookie that fell on the floor. I want mine on a plate with icing and sprinkles, ice cream on the side and a 20 course meal and if I...
    1a2l3j 1a2l3j
    51-55, F
    Jun 25, 2014

    Loved And Lost My Soulmate

    If you truly love someone, you do not love that person one day and not the next.True love lasts for a lifetime and beyond.I miss you so much.Tears silently start flowing.How can I not love you?I tried giving up on you,for years,again and again and open to whatever comes but did...
    captivehearts captivehearts
    1 Response Feb 14, 2013

    I Have Loved And Lost

    I have loved and lost. But if I didn't love, I would loose even more. So in a way I won. I'm not even sure I lost in the first place. By the way - I'm single!
    Clothed Clothed
    41-45, M
    Apr 7, 2013

    Private Emotion

    ¨We are done¨I dont want to admit but i have to..I need to start waking up in the morning not thinking about you, I need to close my eyes at night without the thoughts of you.Today, I finally realized that I do love you because no matter how bad the relationship ended I am...
    sweetnovember19 sweetnovember19
    26-30, F
    Jun 4, 2012

    PART ONE: Crazy Little Thing Called Love

    I don’t want to say I have bad luck when it comes to love. Let’s just say, it hasn’t been easy. I’ve been in love three times in my life (well, four, but that was when I was 5 and thought Audrey Tamashiro was the coolest girl in my kindergarten class because she could...
    ryboy50 ryboy50
    22-25, M
    3 Responses Jul 28, 2011

    BURNT It got quiet that night,

    you said goodbye. When you left me, I lost myself. Last time I saw you, you left. Once in my past, I hit rock bottom. I came home and heard, a silent calm night. It was something she had to say, yes tell me. She told me what she'd done, than she left me for someone. I...
    Minimaxhall Minimaxhall
    26-30, M
    4 Responses Oct 7, 2015

    One of life's twists is the sudden recollection

    of a memory embedded in my mind. I hadn't thought of her in ages yet today's beautiful Spring afternoon jolted me back to a carefree time when I was very much in love. I wonder why she suddenly strolled through my mind. I also wishfully wandered if perhaps she was thinking of...
    gnikool gnikool
    56-60, M
    Apr 15, 2016


    To laugh is to risk appearing a fool. To weep is to risk appearing sentimental. To reach out for another is to risk involvement. To expose feelings is to risk exposing your true self. To place your ideas, your dreams before the crowd is to risk their loss. To love is to risk not...
    TitaniumSkyScraper TitaniumSkyScraper
    36-40, F
    4 Responses Sep 30, 2013

    I let a great girl from the UK get away wish I

    had another chance with her we met on here she was deaf but it didn't bother me I let her go what a *** I was
    loveneeded74 loveneeded74
    41-45, M
    Dec 19, 2015

    On Being In Love

    I wonder if I'm in love with the idea of being in love. Having been through a few things, I've promised never to fall in love again. Yet, I find myself drawn to some of the most beautiful creatures. Sweet, kind, attractive, intelligent, caring. All of them. They never ask...
    deleted deleted
    Aug 23, 2012

    Sometimes all you can do is watch it burn.

    Watch it disappear into nothing, like it never happened at all.
    deleted deleted
    Sep 27, 2015

    Can I rewrite our love story?

    Place you and I within the perfect space in time. The perfect century on the perfect day in the perfect season. Rewrite our wrongs with rights. Rekindle a love that I always thought was lost. Put You and Me together in the alphabet as corny as it sounds that's where we need to...
    VerucaRose VerucaRose
    26-30, F
    Aug 4, 2014

    Im 44 and just lost a big love in my life,

    and it hurts like hell, it was all down to mistrust,jealousy issues and misunderstanding. I haven't helped these issues recently, when we had a big fall out two weeks ago and I thought it was over for good, I went online n put my profile on a dating site for 24 hours ( didn't...
    loulou2000 loulou2000
    46-50, M
    1 Response Apr 9, 2015

    When I Was 15...

    I met the person I believe was my soulmate. Joshua. I know I was young but now that I'm 28 I still feel that way sooooo.... Being somewhat popular in high school I remember I was sitting on top of my desk *lol* just being me chatting with friends first day of World History class...
    Stillafloat83 Stillafloat83
    26-30, F
    1 Response Dec 2, 2011


    Someday you will forget about me, my name, my voice, who I am and who I was to you. But even if you still totally forget about me, I just want you to know that I will never forget a single thing about you and everything we went through ♥
    Tooheartlessx3 Tooheartlessx3
    18-21, F
    Aug 1, 2011

    Timeline part 4. And the story continues.

    Leave it to me to make the simplest things as complicated as any novel. After Caryn's death I continued to live and work as before. My Virgo Sun and having both Saturn and Pluto conjunct, in my first house, seemed to give me the fortitude I needed to go on with my life. I do...
    bcvegas4u2 bcvegas4u2
    66-70, M
    Jan 21, 2015

    For you.. It hurts so much

    when we had something so special with someone and then all of a sudden without an explanation it all vanishes away. loving you was the greatest feeling in the world. loving you was like heaven on earth, loving you was knowing that you were my Paradise Falls. Everywhere you went...
    k3ll1n k3ll1n
    18-21, F
    1 Response Jun 12, 2015

    I think we all have but hopefully we will all

    find that one including me! Hopefully. Lol
    Heyyyy321 Heyyyy321
    18-21, M
    Sep 5, 2015

    Obsessed And I Don't Even Know You

    I don't know if I've met you yet. All I know is I go day to day wondering when you'll come into my life. My dearest love, I haven't even met you yet and I already I want to tell you I love you, my partner in crime, my everything. Still, I don't know if I've met you. I get...
    Lex8track Lex8track
    26-30, M
    Sep 14, 2013

    I'm so lonely. It's been a year

    since my ex left me - I'm still not over it. His name still comes into my head everyday. Our relationship was good, until I got depressed and that eventually lead to him leaving me. When I was single, months afterwards I made the mistake of sleeping with one of his friends. I...
    ems177 ems177
    22-25, F
    Oct 8, 2014

    PART THREE: My Second Love - Kimilyn

    The second love of my life was Kimilyn. I was partnered with her on a Japanese project during my second semester of college. We needed to do a project on Japanese/Hawaii traditions. I was from Hawaii, she was from the mainland. I didn’t really know her, as we sat lecture-style...
    ryboy50 ryboy50
    22-25, M
    8 Responses Jul 31, 2011

    Looking Back

    Some time I sit and wonder if she still thinks of me from time to time, I try to stop thing of those days for they all weren’t all happy days. Why would I think of some one that hurt me so much? I don’t know but I must think of them to get them out of my head for I don’t...
    deleted deleted
    Jan 9, 2013

    "It's better to have lost at love,

    then never to have loved at all!" "I Won't Forget Ypu" by Poison http://youtu.be/BJJ_HJ-9JNM
    scootter01 scootter01
    36-40, M
    Oct 13, 2014

    My biggest mistake was leaving u?

    Nah. My biggest mistake was loving u that much.
    deleted deleted
    Apr 11, 2015

    To lose someone you love is to alter your life

    forever..... The pain stops, there are new people, but the gap never closes... This hole in your heart is the shape of the one you lost, no one else can ever fit it.
    deleted deleted
    Dec 1, 2014

    I feel like i have lost a part of myself

    because of loving someone that doesn't care about me. Just walked away from this ****** up relationship, i feel good and bad at the same time. Is this normal ?
    zz0828 zz0828
    22-25, F
    Nov 30, 2014

    It's really difficult to get over someone u

    love. But difficult isn't impossible..
    ems177 ems177
    22-25, F
    1 Response Oct 30, 2014

    "Love that we can not have is the one

    that last the longest, hurts the deepest and feels the strongest....."
    deleted deleted
    Dec 6, 2014

    Good things come to an end

    so that better things can fall into place
    ems177 ems177
    22-25, F
    1 Response Mar 30, 2014
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