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I Have Loved Someone So Much It Hurt

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 259 People

    To ache for them but knowing you can't ever

    mention how you feel. Suspecting they feel the same but being stuck to someone you don't love anymore. Looking for them every morning you go into work, that girl who lights up the very room with her presence. That makes the miserable grind of work bearable with her jokes...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Apr 3, 2014

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    Why Do I Feel So Guilty???..

    My lover of a year and 3 months and I are not talking. The reason being is because he says he is very busy, which I understand but he was with another female at the pool. I haven't confronted him about it and I doubt that I will because I feel like, that it's not my place to...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Jul 7, 2012

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    Yeahh I Got That

    I'm not really sure if it was love or not... he is my first kiss... man of my dream... all in him physically my dream man.. my first boyfriend.. he is patient.. most gentle.. and have sexiest lips ever... we have 1 year realtionship...then he said it has to finished.. no reason...
    jadebite jadebite 31-35, F 2 Responses May 25, 2010

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    I Hurt Him So I Am Hurt

    I hurt my boyfriend so bad, i cheated on him and he some how found out. I didnt mean to do it. I was holding on to an anger from a mis-understanding. I thought he was cheating on me and felt so hurt i went out and cheated on him. As it turns out he wasnt cheating on me and i was...
    julierabbit julierabbit 22-25, F 2 Responses Sep 11, 2008

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    WALKED ON BROKEN GLASS AND IT REALLY HURT

    ive been in love with this guy for 10 yrs now...and he does not love me back...im sure he cares for me...just not the way i want him to...we dated for a short time...but realized that we were better off as friends...oh yeah...we lived together...even after our breakup...i told...
    ginatude ginatude 36-40, F 4 Responses Jun 28, 2009

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    That love doesn't seem to be two ways.

    His attention is the only attention that matters, but he ignores me. When I bring it up he shoots me down by name calling.
    vattpregs vattpregs 26-30, F Apr 3, 2014

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    My girl makes me feel

    so happy yet so sad. We've been going on 6 months daiting and I know I haven't been the greatest person. I've lied to her a couple times of small things so she wouldn't worry. Which I know it's the wrong thing to do to someone with major trust issues. I'm trying my best to show...
    slickchickeli slickchickeli 26-30, F 1 Response Oct 24, 2014

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    It Hurt

     I loved him for four years, and when he finally asked me, I wasn't sure if I could do it, but I said yes, and one year later, he left me. He's now with my best friend, and they've been together for almost a year, and he loves her, and I can't stop loving him.
    Tiana Tiana 16-17 6 Responses Jan 25, 2009

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    As You Wish Cowboy!

    I love him with all my heart and soul!  He is the man of my dreams even if he doesn't think he is.   I know how amazing he is.  He is the man that will see someone upset and give them a smile and a friendly hello!  He is the man that sees good in...
    tks tks 36-40, F 3 Responses Dec 19, 2007

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    Yea 5 years.. and all they have to say is. "I never really loved them. I mean I cared. I just never truly love then. " Save to say I wish I never wasted my time or love on her.
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    Deluxury Deluxury 16-17, F 2 Responses a week ago

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    calumnious calumnious 16-17, F 2 Responses Feb 1

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    Reason, Season, or Lifetime People come into your life for a reason, a season or a lifetime. When you figure out which one it is, you will know what to do for each person. When...
    Q2013 Q2013 46-50, F 2 Responses Jan 30

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    And it's his ******* birthday today. Maybe subconsciously that's why I feel so.. Off today. I feel weird as if there's a burden I need to rid of or an itch I need to scratch but...
    neurokitty99 neurokitty99 22-25, F 1 Response Jan 30

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    She threw herself at me. I took things slowly. After a few months, we were official. I was a part of her family's dinners. She was "the happiest they've ever seen her." She treated...
    standardmale standardmale 26-30, M 2 Responses Jan 30

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    Everyone that I've ever cared about is dead. I only have my mom. I don't know what I would do if I lost her.
    AManOfFewWords AManOfFewWords 13-15, M 1 Response Jan 29

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    I still love him. Just not as deeply. After the hurt you put up a wall. Don't want that heart break again.🙁
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    Brokenangel631 Brokenangel631 46-50, F 1 Response Jan 27

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    I loved a dead singer but he never loved me or knew I existed . Maybe he found out about me in his grave but I don't know . My love for him was beyond great .
    BlackVeilCoversMe BlackVeilCoversMe 36-40, F 2 Responses Jan 26

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    I wrote the story, and saved it on my desktop.I wrote it but then realised this is too much information to be shared about such private feelings, and that such information should...
    MissGaga MissGaga 22-25, F Jan 26

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    It's happened a few times and yes it hurts but i guess when you wear your heart on your sleeve you can't help who you fall for. I always tell myself I won't let it happen but it...
    shecanonlydream shecanonlydream 26-30, F 2 Responses Jan 26

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