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I Have Loved Someone So Much It Hurt

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    Why Do I Feel So Guilty???..

    My lover of a year and 3 months and I are not talking. The reason being is because he says he is very busy, which I understand but he was with another female at the pool. I haven't confronted him about it and I doubt that I will because I feel like, that it's not my place to...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Jul 7, 2012

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    That love doesn't seem to be two ways.

    His attention is the only attention that matters, but he ignores me. When I bring it up he shoots me down by name calling.
    vattpregs vattpregs 26-30, F Apr 3, 2014

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    As You Wish Cowboy!

    I love him with all my heart and soul!  He is the man of my dreams even if he doesn't think he is.   I know how amazing he is.  He is the man that will see someone upset and give them a smile and a friendly hello!  He is the man that sees good in...
    tks tks 36-40, F 3 Responses Dec 19, 2007

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    Yeahh I Got That

    I'm not really sure if it was love or not... he is my first kiss... man of my dream... all in him physically my dream man.. my first boyfriend.. he is patient.. most gentle.. and have sexiest lips ever... we have 1 year realtionship...then he said it has to finished.. no reason...
    jadebite jadebite 31-35, F 2 Responses May 25, 2010

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    I Hurt Him So I Am Hurt

    I hurt my boyfriend so bad, i cheated on him and he some how found out. I didnt mean to do it. I was holding on to an anger from a mis-understanding. I thought he was cheating on me and felt so hurt i went out and cheated on him. As it turns out he wasnt cheating on me and i was...
    julierabbit julierabbit 22-25, F 2 Responses Sep 11, 2008

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    WALKED ON BROKEN GLASS AND IT REALLY HURT

    ive been in love with this guy for 10 yrs now...and he does not love me back...im sure he cares for me...just not the way i want him to...we dated for a short time...but realized that we were better off as friends...oh yeah...we lived together...even after our breakup...i told...
    ginatude ginatude 36-40, F 4 Responses Jun 28, 2009

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    My girl makes me feel

    so happy yet so sad. We've been going on 6 months daiting and I know I haven't been the greatest person. I've lied to her a couple times of small things so she wouldn't worry. Which I know it's the wrong thing to do to someone with major trust issues. I'm trying my best to show...
    slickchickeli slickchickeli 26-30, F 1 Response Oct 24, 2014

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    To ache for them but knowing you can't ever

    mention how you feel. Suspecting they feel the same but being stuck to someone you don't love anymore. Looking for them every morning you go into work, that girl who lights up the very room with her presence. That makes the miserable grind of work bearable with her jokes...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Apr 3, 2014

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    It Hurt

     I loved him for four years, and when he finally asked me, I wasn't sure if I could do it, but I said yes, and one year later, he left me. He's now with my best friend, and they've been together for almost a year, and he loves her, and I can't stop loving him.
    Tiana Tiana 16-17 6 Responses Jan 25, 2009

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