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I Have Loved Someone So Much It Hurt

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 258 People

    Yeahh I Got That

    I'm not really sure if it was love or not... he is my first kiss... man of my dream... all in him physically my dream man.. my first boyfriend.. he is patient.. most gentle.. and have sexiest lips ever... we have 1 year realtionship...then he said it has to finished.. no reason...
    jadebite jadebite 31-35, F 2 Responses May 25, 2010

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    My girl makes me feel

    so happy yet so sad. We've been going on 6 months daiting and I know I haven't been the greatest person. I've lied to her a couple times of small things so she wouldn't worry. Which I know it's the wrong thing to do to someone with major trust issues. I'm trying my best to show...
    slickchickeli slickchickeli 26-30, F 1 Response Oct 24, 2014

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    To ache for them but knowing you can't ever

    mention how you feel. Suspecting they feel the same but being stuck to someone you don't love anymore. Looking for them every morning you go into work, that girl who lights up the very room with her presence. That makes the miserable grind of work bearable with her jokes...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Apr 3, 2014

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    As You Wish Cowboy!

    I love him with all my heart and soul!  He is the man of my dreams even if he doesn't think he is.   I know how amazing he is.  He is the man that will see someone upset and give them a smile and a friendly hello!  He is the man that sees good in...
    tks tks 36-40, F 3 Responses Dec 19, 2007

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    It Hurt

     I loved him for four years, and when he finally asked me, I wasn't sure if I could do it, but I said yes, and one year later, he left me. He's now with my best friend, and they've been together for almost a year, and he loves her, and I can't stop loving him.
    Tiana Tiana 16-17 6 Responses Jan 25, 2009

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    Why Do I Feel So Guilty???..

    My lover of a year and 3 months and I are not talking. The reason being is because he says he is very busy, which I understand but he was with another female at the pool. I haven't confronted him about it and I doubt that I will because I feel like, that it's not my place to...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Jul 7, 2012

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    That love doesn't seem to be two ways.

    His attention is the only attention that matters, but he ignores me. When I bring it up he shoots me down by name calling.
    vattpregs vattpregs 26-30, F Apr 3, 2014

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    WALKED ON BROKEN GLASS AND IT REALLY HURT

    ive been in love with this guy for 10 yrs now...and he does not love me back...im sure he cares for me...just not the way i want him to...we dated for a short time...but realized that we were better off as friends...oh yeah...we lived together...even after our breakup...i told...
    ginatude ginatude 36-40, F 4 Responses Jun 28, 2009

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    I Hurt Him So I Am Hurt

    I hurt my boyfriend so bad, i cheated on him and he some how found out. I didnt mean to do it. I was holding on to an anger from a mis-understanding. I thought he was cheating on me and felt so hurt i went out and cheated on him. As it turns out he wasnt cheating on me and i was...
    julierabbit julierabbit 22-25, F 2 Responses Sep 11, 2008

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    i have feelings for someone i have no chance with. its difficult. but she does deserve someone way better than me anyways.
    ForgetableMe ForgetableMe 31-35, M 2 Responses 7 hrs ago

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    As of last night I am single and utterly heartbroken. This woman I loved with all of my being wants nothing to do with me. I will start from the beginning. About 5 months ago or so...
    Billythe2 Billythe2 18-21, M 1 Response 8 hrs ago

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    I was in love with the guy that took my virginity. We dated on and off for about 4 years. He used me for that entire time, for money, my car, and sex. I let him do it because I...
    Livers95 Livers95 18-21, F 1 Response 16 hrs ago

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    He acted as if he loved me, but in the end he didn't. He kissed me but he was tsking advantage that I was drunk and that he knew I was in love with him
    michellehr michellehr 22-25, F 3 Responses 3 days ago

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    I loved josh but he called my okay on the last day
    pumpkinpie257 pumpkinpie257 16-17, F 6 Responses 3 days ago

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    8th grade algebra class is when I met the girl that changed my life immensely. The first time I saw her I couldn't keep my eyes of her, I was smiling so hard that my cheeks ached...
    Ashelyrivera Ashelyrivera 16-17, F 4 days ago

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    A wonderful and gawjuz man, I have loved him for just over four years. The feelings have always been uncontrolable, its always been him no matter what. I was completly obbsessed...
    BabyUsagi BabyUsagi 18-21, F 4 days ago

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    I am recently seperated and met a man 2 months ago and since 5 weeks ago, we have practically learnt EVERYTHING about each other. We have become so, so close but with no inimacy...
    BONBEACHER BONBEACHER 26-30, F 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    I've been in an on and off relationship. She claimed she loved me but cheated on me three time through out our two years. You can't love someone if they know how much that silk...
    lisatrainer lisatrainer 18-21, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    I met this guy from a dating site We talked everyday until dawn it was a routine for more than a year We met twice because he's from the south and I'm from the North All those meet...
    AnneDee84 AnneDee84 31-35, F 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    I was in a relationship with a woman I thought loved and adored me for 2 years and she left me out of the blue because she was a closet lesbian. The fact that I thought we were in...
    ihatemylife97 ihatemylife97 18-21, M 3 Responses 6 days ago

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    I've love women who never loved me. Love has no reward you just send it out and expect nothing
    equusrider equusrider 56-60, M 1 Response 6 days ago

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    Do you ever wonder if somewhere deep inside of them they actually loved you for a minute? I mean, there has to be something that drew me to them. Was it all in vain? Was I really...
    Aimee3 Aimee3 26-30, F 5 Responses 6 days ago

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    I think the worst thing about loving someone who doesn't love you back is being fooled. Because honestly even if you say you loved them you know that you still can't stop thinking...
    TaintedRain TaintedRain 18-21, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    I've met this guy at online dating. Text for a week and finally get to meet up. We had a few drks at the bar and all went well. I can't believe that I fall for someone so fast...
    KittySayHi KittySayHi 31-35, F 1 Response a week ago

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    2013 was the year i thought i found the "right" boy,i was in 7th grade it was the middle of the year and i moved to a school that was closer to my house,i thought i would be fun...
    truefaby truefaby 16-17, F 3 Responses a week ago

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    for those who gave there all with nothing in return, I've been there. I loved someone who beat Me night and day, for 2 years, that's not love, but I've never known real love either...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses a week ago

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    I am married to someone who I believe to be a sadist and has a narrcasist personality ... It has been a very very hard very hurtful relationship to say the very least... Just...
    cappyg cappyg 51-55, F 1 Response Jun 21

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    Mo chridhe, Words cannot expres these feelings that I have for you. The first time I met you, I knew you were the One. For years, I have been trying to figure out the reasons why...
    rosswakeman rosswakeman 22-25, M Jun 20

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    Long story short: I helped him a lot while He was in Brazil. I gave a free stay to him, I was totally in love. When I was in Germany, he just gave me excuses, showed no interest to...
    Meedchen Meedchen 26-30, F 1 Response Jun 20

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    I have lost someone I cared about. Someone who I loved or maybe I still love him. Despite what he out my family through, I can't bring myself to hate my father. He may not be gone...
    IAmJustMyself IAmJustMyself 16-17, F Jun 20

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    I love you. You may not be the prettiest girl in school, but you are in my world. When ever I dream, I dream of you. I've laid my heart on the table, now you're with me. I've...
    ChelseaFootballFan ChelseaFootballFan 13-15, M 1 Response Jun 19

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    YOU NEED TO KNOW how many pieces my heart shatters into when you gaze away, away from me. You can spend a whole lifetime counting all those infinitesimal pieces and you wouldn't...
    heymarie heymarie 18-21, F Jun 19

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    I have been single for 3.5 years. In those years I have dated three men. I loved 2 out of 3 of those men. One of them grew up with my ex- husband and myself (we divorced 12 years...
    solost17 solost17 41-45, F 4 Responses Jun 18

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    Well it didn't start out that way. We were in love for a while and everything was great. But then I made a positive change in my life and everything became different. Because of my...
    thenyunderdog thenyunderdog 26-30, M 3 Responses Jun 17

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    My husband just won't stop lying to me about his online affairs. Every time I catch him he swears it will never happen again, then I let down my guard and the cycle begins again...
    cherrybabomb cherrybabomb 31-35, F 7 Responses Jun 17

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    I was in love with a guy who was like me and shared the same interests, experience, past who thought like I did who wanted the same thing I wanted because the rough things we both...
    Djluvsyu98 Djluvsyu98 16-17, F 1 Response Jun 16

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    I have loved this man for over 40 years and there has been times that I thought he loved me, but never the same way I loved him! We have been apart for a very long time but stay...
    cjhad58 cjhad58 56-60, F 2 Responses Jun 16

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    So..so many sad and heartbroken stories ! I am gonna share mine ! He is handsome .. But he did not even pay attention to me .. I do not know whether my feeling to him is the...
    NoneEver NoneEver 22-25, F 1 Response Jun 16

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    i can tell everyone i like him so much, but why too afraid to tell him i like him. SO MUCH
    barbiedoll03 barbiedoll03 18-21, F 3 Responses Jun 16

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    I battle attachment issues. Everytime. With everyone who pleases me in the smallest of ways. It gets really difficult to take my mind off the attachment and the consequential hurt...
    Srushti93 Srushti93 18-21, F Jun 16

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    I'm so tired of being left! I'm 31, divorced, mother of 3. It's been 3 years since I separated from my ex husband. He moved on and has a baby by his new woman although he rarely...
    MzTy MzTy 31-35, F 4 Responses Jun 15

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    So I was in a relationship about 5 weeks ago...I loved him and he loved me (well at least that's what he said anyways) but then I noticed how he was not coming back home that often...
    ToSexyForYou ToSexyForYou 22-25, F 3 Responses Jun 14