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I Have Loved Someone So Much It Hurt

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 248 People

    Yeahh I Got That

    I'm not really sure if it was love or not... he is my first kiss... man of my dream... all in him physically my dream man.. my first boyfriend.. he is patient.. most gentle.. and have sexiest lips ever... we have 1 year realtionship...then he said it has to finished.. no reason...
    jadebite jadebite 31-35, F 2 Responses May 25, 2010

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    My girl makes me feel

    so happy yet so sad. We've been going on 6 months daiting and I know I haven't been the greatest person. I've lied to her a couple times of small things so she wouldn't worry. Which I know it's the wrong thing to do to someone with major trust issues. I'm trying my best to show...
    slickchickeli slickchickeli 26-30, F 1 Response Oct 24

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    I Hurt Him So I Am Hurt

    I hurt my boyfriend so bad, i cheated on him and he some how found out. I didnt mean to do it. I was holding on to an anger from a mis-understanding. I thought he was cheating on me and felt so hurt i went out and cheated on him. As it turns out he wasnt cheating on me and i was...
    julierabbit julierabbit 22-25, F 2 Responses Sep 11, 2008

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    WALKED ON BROKEN GLASS AND IT REALLY HURT

    ive been in love with this guy for 10 yrs now...and he does not love me back...im sure he cares for me...just not the way i want him to...we dated for a short time...but realized that we were better off as friends...oh yeah...we lived together...even after our breakup...i told...
    ginatude ginatude 36-40, F 4 Responses Jun 28, 2009

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    That love doesn't seem to be two ways.

    His attention is the only attention that matters, but he ignores me. When I bring it up he shoots me down by name calling.
    vattpregs vattpregs 26-30, F Apr 3

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    To ache for them but knowing you can't ever

    mention how you feel. Suspecting they feel the same but being stuck to someone you don't love anymore. Looking for them every morning you go into work, that girl who lights up the very room with her presence. That makes the miserable grind of work bearable with her jokes...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Apr 3

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    It Hurt

     I loved him for four years, and when he finally asked me, I wasn't sure if I could do it, but I said yes, and one year later, he left me. He's now with my best friend, and they've been together for almost a year, and he loves her, and I can't stop loving him.
    Tiana Tiana 16-17 6 Responses Jan 25, 2009

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    Why Do I Feel So Guilty???..

    My lover of a year and 3 months and I are not talking. The reason being is because he says he is very busy, which I understand but he was with another female at the pool. I haven't confronted him about it and I doubt that I will because I feel like, that it's not my place to...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Jul 7, 2012

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    As You Wish Cowboy!

    I love him with all my heart and soul!  He is the man of my dreams even if he doesn't think he is.   I know how amazing he is.  He is the man that will see someone upset and give them a smile and a friendly hello!  He is the man that sees good in...
    tks tks 36-40, F 3 Responses Dec 19, 2007

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    I miss u so much it kills me I need U in my life U knew me better than I know myself U would stop whatever u were doing to cheer me up if I was feeling down U never judged me when...
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    Today memories came up of a boy I loved very much. I was listening to a song he would always play on the piano and memories of him came flowing through my head. When i met him he...
    Hiimamyimdead Hiimamyimdead 18-21, F 3 Responses Dec 4

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    I have left the person I thought I would truly love first and last. He changed. Now there is someone I believe I can fall in love with. I was a good break up but I know that...
    Shniddleyway Shniddleyway 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 15

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    To the man I loved, I don't know if you know that when you left my world ripped apart. I don't know if you know for three weeks I cried every day and woke up empty every morning...
    missssyme missssyme 31-35, F 17 Responses 6 days ago

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    Today i read something online doing some personal research about people feeling unloved and it mentioned how those who grew up in homes where their parent(s) didn't show them any...
    TheWorldVsJ TheWorldVsJ 26-30, M 1 Response 3 days ago

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    We spent 2 years helping each other through our depression and anxieties. I loved her so much. Then, once she managed to make it out of her depressive slump, she left me for...
    Light125 Light125 18-21, M 5 Responses Nov 29

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    I am a woman that was with a woman. I was with her when I was 15, she was 17. We did everything together. She was my only friend. I guess I loved her too much. She was everything...
    ti777 ti777 18-21 3 Responses Dec 6

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    There's this guy at school that I loved and dated. I found out one day when I went to school that he was planning on dumping me for another girl, after I found out the true story I...
    1thinginlife 1thinginlife 13-15, F 4 Responses Dec 1

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    I think we love so hard that we miss out. I liked this girl so much that I just went crazy overthinking things and creating issues that.weren't even there. she blocked me out of...
    ozboybrian ozboybrian 26-30 1 Response Dec 6

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    It totally sucks when you like someone that doesn't like you back. It is hard to deal with that kind of stuff considering that we go to school and stuff and that shouldn't be on...
    youngnfunboi youngnfunboi 13-15, M Dec 7

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    this is totally not true. bc i love him, and he "loved" me. but i guess it wasnt real love because love never goes away and it wouldn't be "loved". it'd just be, i love him and he...
    flawlxsskay flawlxsskay 16-17, F Dec 10

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    Now today I see people I don't love. I know what it's like to be played with in both mind and heart. I don't roll that way. I am flat out honest even if it hurts. I can beat around...
    ti777 ti777 18-21 Dec 6

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    I love this girl I met personality wise.. But not so much her looks. She wants me so bad but I can't be in a relationship with her cuz I know I will end up feeding my retarded ego...
    Wiseman333 Wiseman333 22-25, M 3 Responses Dec 2

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    I'm missing you like crazy today. I can feel it in every bit of my fibre. I'm missing you like crazy & the worst part is that there is absolutely nothing I can do about it. I could...
    kimberleyyy kimberleyyy 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 15

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    I was with the same girl for three years and I love her so much. we broke up two months ago and she is with another girl. while we were dating I wasn't out yet so I kind of hid her...
    rachellynn99 rachellynn99 18-21, F Nov 30

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    Okay. To start off with the whole "loved" is not in the right tense for me it should he "love" because there are two kinds of love the love that is petty and just thrown out there...
    MichellexxLevine314 MichellexxLevine314 16-17, F 3 Responses Dec 10

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    I think what hurts the most is that I believed you. Believed in us, and thought you did, too. Now, I question myself, and my judgement. If I could fall for you, and had no clue, no...
    Stylesavvy Stylesavvy 41-45, F 2 Responses Nov 30

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    10yeargap.com focuses on younger women dating older men and it encourages age gap marriage. 10YearGap.com is not a sugar daddy site. Single women are attracted to older single men...
    JessieFay JessieFay 31-35, F Dec 2

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    I first fell in love I guess when I was in high school. I don't think it was puppy love since I was caring unconditionally for him, but maybe it's just because I'm naturally more...
    hesitations hesitations 16-17, M Dec 4

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    The worst feeling ever is when you know a person is no good for you or your feelings, but you continue to chase after them anyway.. and then end up getting hurt. Over and over...
    reckless21 reckless21 16-17, F 3 Responses Dec 13

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    I think, out of all the stupid things I’ve ever done when I was hurting was pouring my heart out to a guy who was 100% done with me and asking him to take me back even after he...
    Japanties Japanties 18-21, F 5 Responses Dec 17

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    To the girl he left me for, I always wondered who you were and what you were like. I wanted to see why he chose you and not me. Secretly, I wanted you to be superficial and...
    missssyme missssyme 31-35, F 7 Responses Dec 11

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    I lost my dad to leukemia almost five years ago.Words can't even begin how much I miss him,ever since he went life has never been the same. sometimes I wish I could see him just...
    mariaaonzo mariaaonzo 18-21, F Dec 8

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    I decided to go on a date last night with someone new. It's the first time I've dated since things ended with the man I loved. It went horribly. This new man started to try and...
    missssyme missssyme 31-35, F 23 Responses Dec 14

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    I lost him a month ago. We were together for 4yrs. He said he's unhappy, that I'm complex and he's basic, that he can't see me in the future anymore, that I don't hang out with his...
    misskc22 misskc22 22-25, F 4 Responses Dec 14

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    I was broken up with this last weekend by someone that I truly loved. I rebounded and I'm over it. I don't like the person I'm dating now, but I hate being alone.
    Devinwevin Devinwevin 18-21, F 5 Responses Dec 21

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    He treated me like dirt, made me cry, yelled at me, made me feel all alone, lied to me, and said that he loved me. He was the first person to ever love me. I left him so that I...
    ladyhawk12 ladyhawk12 18-21, F 2 Responses 18 hrs ago

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    There’s only one person i’ve ever met in my life that I felt uniquely drawn to after my love of 4 years and he also happened to be the person I can't have. My instincts tell me...
    itsmissriss itsmissriss 22-25, F Nov 30

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    This was some young love ****. In age 13, there was this guy named vincent who was my bestfriend. He was popular for being funny and cute!! Every girl talked about him. As the new...
    Brittanybae Brittanybae 16-17, F 3 Responses Dec 1

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    I lost my dad on November 22. I watched a big strong healthy man become over powered by Alzheimer's and dementia. I watched these diseases slowly destroy him. When he died he was...
    abluerose abluerose 41-45, F 1 Response Dec 3

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    in truth, I've loved a lot of people who didn't love me back. I've also found myself unable to love someone that for all intents and purposes i should have...just didnt. I imagine...
    elly40 elly40 41-45, F 2 Responses Dec 11

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    My dearest dad has passed away for five months. I just couldn't stop missing him. I often cry at night. Oh, How I want to hear his voice calling me again! He loved me so much. When...
    constantiajeng constantiajeng 51-55, T Dec 14

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    I've loved and dated this girl but I found out she was going to break up with me so I broke up with her. This was 2years ago The other day I told her that she made me mad and she...
    Kemile357 Kemile357 13-15, M Dec 1

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    Our 29 Year Age Difference! We meet on AgeMeet.com , I am 21 and my boyfriend is 50. We were friends for a couple years before we got together, we have been together 3 amazing...
    amanda198812 amanda198812 26-30, F Dec 9

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    I loved this guy. who I knew for years. he used to be in love with me. when I finally fell for him, he got what he wanted and left.
    allie724 allie724 16-17, F 5 Responses Dec 9

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    The worst part about this is realizing even though they said they cared back- they lied. It's a feeling of betrayal. How can someone lead someone on and make promises then drop you...
    watiekine watiekine 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 16

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