I Have Lyrical Memory Issues

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    I Just Feel Uneasy

    I feel uneasy when i saw him...I think he's cheating on me...And I tricked him too...I wonder if he knows...He doesn't into me? He said he loved me. Umm...We talk less and less now...But I still love him and I adore him.I...cannot express my feelings and thoughts in front of him...
    korophy korophy
    16-17, F
    Aug 1, 2011

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