Life as a loser is not difficult. It's downright impossible. I, for one, think (hell no...I KNOW...) It's so impossible that I've always wanted to end my misery once and for all and would've gone through with it if I didn't fear the pain of killing myself so much.
I have many strange fears and some that are apparently quite normal. Drowning, Spiders, Guns, Being Eaten by a Whale, Phones, Frogs/Toads...some people find it funny that I have apparently strange fears. What's strange about being scared about being eaten by a whale? It's not...
I have a lot of fears. My fears are: I am terffied of clowns, I am very scared of men, I am terrifed of large animals ESPECIALLY DOG'S, I am terrifed of cat's, I am terrifed of loving someone, and I am also terrifed of fire's.
groups. I divide them to "stupid" fears and then the other group is of the fears that really stop us from wanting to face reality. (Just made this up).
Since I was little I have been on the claustrophobic side, hence I hated elevators. I made my mom climb up the stairs because...
I honestly fear a lot.
Here's my list.
Other certain creepy bugs like house centipede's
Doing anything risky or dangerous that could end up with a moderate to severe injury
Answering the telephone or calling people I don't know...
I have always been scared of clowns! only ever been to 2 circus' n was dragged to both!!
But i really thought i was starting to overcome my fear! as i had been able to watch some clowns on tv n seen pics without screaming!
But when i was at the download festival i was on...
be myself, sharing my thoughts and acting on it.
My fears grew bigger and bigger everytime I was ridiculed, insulted, ignored,... etc. I am not sure anymore how to be 'me' without being afraid.
My mind is always overthinking mostly negative/sexual thoughts and I cannot stop it...
I am scared of everything. I don't know why, it's just my personality. I am scared of water, and everything inside of water. (I'm talking lake/ocean water, NOT bath water). I am super scared of space and the planets and comets and anything outside our planet - even...
I have a fear of death, I am terrified of death. I can't sleep at night cause I'm worried ill die. I get nightmares every night of me dying or I'm loosing someone I love. I have woken up crying.
My fear with people or starting a relationship I've been Hurt, and used that I'm...
One fear I'm coping with is going outside. I don't like entering the real world. Guys are crazy now. You can say no they don't take no for a reason. Once their h.orny they want what they want unless you kick them in the balls and stray them with pepper stray. Police bearly help...
There are so many things I'm terrified of.... I'm not sure where to even begin. =(
Not being loved, Dying alone, Not being found because no one cares enough to check on me, Never having friends, My rapist never paying for what he did, My family finding me, Being hurt, The boogie...
I don't remember how it all started but its turned into a major fear. If I see a fish dead or alive I freak out, sometimes just the thought of fish is enough.
1) A few years ago my ex was given some Mackrel to feed to his dogs, he had put it away so I couldn't see it because...
and that'll be enough...
- Oblivion (Trying to get into a fight, hopefully someone will knock me out cold)
- Cars (I'll run during the red lights)
I can't think of more right now, but all I ask is for one damn day! Just one day that I'm free of such fears and...
I have many fears which I cannot say. But the newest fear I really have is losing my friend Charlie. He is so special to me. I wish he could look between the lines and see how special he really is to me. God almost took him the first time. But this...
-sometimes horses because they are huge and i don't understand why they just give humans free rides. if i were a horse and someone tried to sit on me i would buck them off. so yeah i respect horses but i am scared of riding them.
- giant waves in the ocean.
The impact feels too real to be avoided.
I've been floating and many things appear to be surreal within my vision. I've chosen to believe that it's just too good to be true. Will I ever be convinced that it's not a dream?
by the people we passed by..
the streets were so busy
but he never leave his eyes
he watched my every moves..
there we arrived
at the church we're
he promised to loved me in front of
standing tall saint mary
and wished while looking at me
Why do I have all these fears about people, about trusting them, about letting them close, about speaking up for myself and against them even when they are close to me, loving them, forgiving them and loving them again? I have never loved any person,never had friends, even my...
I think one of my greatest fears is of people! I can remember this fear when I was a little girl. I tend to isolate myself from any type of a social life. It hasn't always been like this but seems to be constantly changing. Right now its not so good. My only form of socializing...
The sound of a bug moving under paper in my room made me feel the need to list them.
That starts the first fear. Bugs.
Death, which is ironic, because I'm constantly suicidal.
Using a public restroom.
Touching or being touched...
enlightenment we will have an end to suffering. In the meantime we are going to experience fear. Fear is our mind’s way of compelling us to get up and do what we need to do. It is the little slave master in our head. Fear is only a problem when it is excessive, paralyzing or...
that helped me and can help others! Sky Williams is an amazing person and very motivational and funny YouTuber. I urge anyone dealing with depression/suicide as well to look up his video on that too. I know life is hard but "Fear" is just an obstacle! You can use it positively...
nature... which makes them so hard to battle, because they take no shape and no form, and they sneak up on you when you least expect it.
I fear that I will be alone forever.
I fear letting people get close.
I fear that I am easily forgotten and replaceable.
I fear losing the...
Fear can be paralysing.
At the moment, I don't know which one is applicable... but what I do know is that I'm afraid.
Afraid of being hurt again.
Afraid of being vulnerable.
Afraid that things have changed and can never go back.
Afraid that I'd lose my way again.
yellow jackets,etc),chained up large dogs that bark constantly,sex,becoming intimate with another person,being eletrocuted,sitting in the upper deck of a large stadium,fireworks,fire,convicts convicted of rape murder theft,becoming homeless,ppl with tempers
3: dark pools, or pools with tarps over then, idk, they're creepy.
4: clowns. Because I had a dream about them once.
5: midgets, I'm sorry, I'm honestly so sorry I can't help it.
friend I haven't seen since preschool and that was quite a long time ago. So I'm okay with it, sorta stressing, constantly asking my mother "what's he like?" "What does he like to do?" But she didn't really have a clue....
So me and my younger brothers were playing mine craft on...
confusion on what is wrong
based on what i know and
what i feel
tomorrow is the day
that my mother gave birth to me
am i happy?
i really don't know
i wonder if i really know
what's going on with me
all this time..
i never into pleasing people
life when i'll smile with a purpose, cry with joy or will i forever remain in the shadows of my own fears? Silence has become my only best friend. People that meet me think that i'm the happy go person because of the warmed presence i share with them. However when i leave the...