I Have Masochistic Tendencies

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 203 People

    I hate being in pain,

    but seeing others in pain drives me up a wall. I constantly tell them to hit me or punch me, and I take pleasure in that pain. Its a horrible coping mechanism, but it makes me complete if I get hit.
    NickleDollar NickleDollar
    22-25, M
    Aug 21, 2014

    I am a female 20 year old masochist

    who desperately needs a sadist to hurt me, or make me hurt myself, both physically and mentally. Please message me if you are interested
    confuzedkitty confuzedkitty
    18-21, F
    4 Responses Feb 21, 2016

    I'M A Disaster

    I realized I was an Emotional masochist when I would always dwell on something hurtful. Pain sucks, & depending on who caused it determines how deeper the cut on your heart is. Sometimes I feel so numb, like I can't feel anything, so by torturing myself with sad thoughts...
    beautifulbrkenwings beautifulbrkenwings
    18-21, F
    Aug 4, 2013
    animefreak742 animefreak742
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Oct 14, 2015

    For some reason I enjoy physical pain during

    sex it could be a bite or the sting of a riding crop, or a high heel dug into my skin . I cant explain the feeling . All I know is I cant wait till she does it again with love in her heart and lust in her eyes.
    ThatsGonnaHurt ThatsGonnaHurt
    36-40, M
    Dec 3, 2013
    XxBrookieCookiexX XxBrookieCookiexX
    18-21, F
    6 Responses Dec 16, 2015

    I'm a masochistic? I feel

    and deserve I need pain. I cut myself, I have stay in abusive relationships, and when I'm put down I have a love hate for it. It hurts to hear the words but it feels good because it feels so honest
    iSceneGirl iSceneGirl
    16-17, F
    1 Response Mar 3, 2015

    I want to someone to care enough about me to

    hit me. While not a classic expression of love, I think it's better than being ignored or unwanted
    deleted deleted
    Jun 9, 2014

    I just think about it

    so often. That intense feeling of life when I feel pain. I feel most alive when I'm in pain. I want to be beaten and bitten, and smacked so badly. Just being at the hand of someone else's mercy and control just feels so right and natural.
    Mercurylucidity Mercurylucidity
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Apr 28, 2014

    I had my second submissive masochistic

    experienced with the same guy four days ago. It was much more intense...I cried a lot...it hurt a lot....what he does is like therapy. He loves to do it and I love to receive the brunt of it.
    saintmeaty saintmeaty
    41-45, F
    1 Response Dec 26, 2014

    I love pain.. but I can't hurt myself.

    idk if I'm a masochist or not but I've some masochist fantasies.
    deleted deleted
    Jan 17, 2016

    Deepest darkest secrets: I'm a virgin

    but I hurt myself often when I **********. I use pointy objects and almost-boiling water and pretend someone is forcing me to inflict pain on myself. I have a small plastic mace from a toy that I use often to either rub, smack, or shove into myself. The imaginary person...
    deleted deleted
    1 Response Jun 4, 2015

    It's so funny to me that I don't cry anymore.

    I actually ask for the punishment with silence. I just let things happen to me. I am still happy though! :)
    BeckettKreiss BeckettKreiss
    18-21, T
    Jan 16, 2015

    I don't know why, sometimes I want to be

    tortured, feel pain and scream my lungs out... I think I'm ****** up in the brain sometimes lol
    Bloo1234 Bloo1234
    16-17, F
    4 Responses May 21, 2015

    A customer asked me, "What

    if I just hit you in your f@cking face?" I said, "Quite frankly...I might like it." I don't think she liked my answer...
    saintmeaty saintmeaty
    41-45, F
    2 Responses Jan 7, 2015

    I am a sadist that enjoys inflicting pain on

    female masochists. I am a true sadist, and have no limits, and will explore, and push your boundaries, albeit while still keeping your safety as priority. If you're interested, contact Me.
    DysturbedMynd DysturbedMynd
    36-40, M
    Jan 18, 2015

    I like being hurt during sex.

    Choked, slapped, scratched, bruised, etc. But I can't bring it up to anyone because it makes me feel like a freak.
    Jena1011 Jena1011
    18-21, F
    5 Responses Aug 30, 2014

    I had my first really masochistic experience

    last night. The guy I was with held a knife to my throat, hit me very hard many times, left a mark on my face, sodomized me, held my nose closed while he shoved his **** down my throat, and then shoved me out the door by my hair...forcing me to get dressed outside his front door...
    saintmeaty saintmeaty
    41-45, F
    4 Responses Dec 12, 2014

    and want to cure it..

    ..tell me how
    RonnyWestlike RonnyWestlike
    22-25, M
    1 Response May 22, 2015

    "The only way to a woman's heart is along the

    path of torment." ~Marquis De Sade
    DeletedDeletedDeleted DeletedDeletedDeleted
    31-35, F
    4 Responses Apr 17, 2014


    Masochism is just sadism turned inwards. So how do I stop internalizing? And...should I?
    phoeislost phoeislost
    18-21, F
    9 Responses Jul 16, 2013

    I dont know. I get aroused

    when I belt myself. I enjoy the pains. I dig my nails inside my skin. Sometimes I imagine someone can hit me, flog me, punch me, and make ugly bruises on my skin. Just to think of these makes me sooo aroused. I really want someone to hurt me for real:(
    Ruesimagination Ruesimagination
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Jun 12, 2015

    Looking for a woman to help live out my fantasy

    and test my threshold for pain. If interested and from near or can get to Wisbech, Cambridgeshire message me
    Christuner666 Christuner666
    31-35, M
    Mar 27, 2016

    Just looking for someone to talk to about this.

    I like some bdsm stuff, and id like some new ideas of things to try.
    Wolfie42 Wolfie42
    22-25, F
    1 Response Aug 11, 2015

    I am a submissive female

    who desperately needs to be hurt both mentally and physically (within reason and with a safe word)if you are interested, feel free to message me on heer or on k.i.k _action_cat_
    Tinylittledoll Tinylittledoll
    18-21, F
    Mar 24, 2016

    Sometimes I just want to be hurt.

    It feels nice to know that all of my feelings could be released through my blood. New wings will sprout from my back and I'll be a new person. I will fight in the war against humanity even though it is all for naught. Then it will start over and I will feel the pain once more.
    BeckettKreiss BeckettKreiss
    18-21, T
    Jan 18, 2015

    I have always had masochistic tendencies

    since I was a child at school. I was caned then and seek it now in later life.
    deleted deleted
    Nov 27, 2015

    I live in England and I'd love someone to lie

    me down naked and do every single painful thing they can think of to do to me for hours
    Christuner666 Christuner666
    31-35, M
    Oct 12, 2015
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