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I Have Memories I Can Never Forget

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    bearhug13 bearhug13 56-60, M 1 Response Jan 30

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    ...And I had created the perfect relationship

    in my mind that could never be anything more than in my mind...
    deleted deleted 26-30 8 Responses Jan 1

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    Life takes dramatic change

    that one can't expected. After marriage my life too took a sharp, rather opposite turn. Before that I was shy, introvert, book worm and mostly silent. My family was a bit religious, so I used to pray very often. I found my husband very soft spoken, broad minded and liberated...
    lilithdaughter lilithdaughter 46-50, F Jan 10

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    Yesterday my daughter had a fall at school.

    Injured her back, although she is fine right now I cannot begin to explain the turmoil I have been through. Memories came gushing in a few years back when my eldest had a similar experience. My hubby was so hands on, he never told me a word until I got home from work. He made...
    AngelicHalo AngelicHalo 36-40, F 2 Responses Oct 16, 2015

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    I want to forget, but can't.

    I'm haunted by them and the ripple effect it had on my life. I've experienced the darkest side of people, people I thought I could trust, people I thought I knew. And now the terrible memories of how they betrayed me repeatedly echo in my mind.
    fracturedforever fracturedforever 22-25, F 3 Responses Jan 9, 2015

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    Me and my friend Matt we would do everything

    together. He made me smile, just hearing his voice would make me feel happy. But two weeks ago I discovered that he is now a woman and proud of it. I am proud too but he didn't tell me though and that made me angry. I love her just like I loved him it's the same person right? It...
    themoviereviewer themoviereviewer 16-17, F 2 Responses Jan 9

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    Demise of my husband I have fallen into deep

    sorrow and depression. When alone (and kids gone to their bedrooms) every past moment becomes fresh. This is the reason I have decided to share with you. My hubby (RT) was really a MAN. We often try to dominate each other in exploring new adventures. Today I was taking out...
    lilithdaughter lilithdaughter 46-50, F 1 Response Dec 21, 2015

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    I hate talking about this

    but it's about my moms boyfriend -_- Anyways a few months ago he killed 2 of his dogs right in front of my mom and I with a sword. It was terrible I couldn't stop thinking about it and I cried every single night. The cops were involved too. He told the cops that he did kill the...
    jmaefrz jmaefrz 16-17, F 16 Responses Jun 18, 2014

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    My head is a library.

    It's filled with pages of regretful memories. All their edges torn and frayed. There are short stories full of friendly conversations and laughter here or there. But they are buried under all these novels of pain. Every heavy story I carry is always about someone I'd like to...
    LavenderDarling LavenderDarling 26-30, F 4 Responses Jan 2

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    Life is full of memories:

    both bitter and pleasant. One can't get rid either of them. Luckily I have memories which keep me alive, otherwise I would have gone mad after shocking demise of my husband. One of such pleasant memories may be read in comments.
    lilithdaughter lilithdaughter 46-50, F 2 Responses Dec 20, 2015

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    It was one of the first calls I ever went on.

    A shooting in the middle of a blizzard. The wind was blowing hard, constantly changing direction, and it was so cold it would take seconds to chill you to the bone and hours to feel your fingers properly again. It was around 1 AM and the snow was flying and so dense that you...
    lilHuman lilHuman 26-30, F 5 Responses Sep 2, 2014

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    M, Quite frankly you have torn out my heart

    and stamped all over it. I wonder everyday why you treat me the way you do. You treat me like I am pure ****. Someone who is not worthy of your time and who is worthless. I feel like crying everytime I get blanked by you as I think of the past and all the memories.. You were...
    Jenni855 Jenni855 26-30, F 1 Response Dec 21, 2015

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    Disowning family is rough But often needed

    So me does At 48 But at 49 Its a tornado of pain Rivaling what the wealthy did After they bought congress But in my head
    JustBipolarMe JustBipolarMe 46-50, M 1 Response Jan 31

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    Some amazing memories of the years gone by.

    Dancing the night away in the rain with the love of my life and waking up to the most amazing morning. Would not trade it for anything in the world.
    Poisonprincess2 Poisonprincess2 36-40, F 1 Response a week ago

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    I think that the only reason people hold onto

    memories so tight is because memories are the only things that dont change; when everybody else does.
    Poisonprincess2 Poisonprincess2 36-40, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    Mrs. Rapp And The Car

    The White Car I remember the sun bearing down on my bare back, as I spent another summer day working on the farm. The hot wind dried the sweat from my body as I continued another round of mowing the endless fields of weeds. The smell of the tractors exhaust mixed with the dust...
    KingSnarky KingSnarky 61-65, M 4 Responses Apr 24, 2013

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    Sometimes I see reminders of someone

    or something and its like feeling a sting again, good memories....bad memories and everything in between and although its clear that forward progress has happened you can't forget the emotions you invested and the pain that happened.
    DesiredUserNameandStuff DesiredUserNameandStuff 31-35, F 2 Responses Jan 8

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    I enjoy remembering the time

    when I was a kid and used to believe in indirect kissing. When I was playing with this certain kid I had a crush on, I secretly put my palm on my lips and then I would act like I'm trying to say that he's being silly by playfully tapping his face with my palm or better yet act...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Dec 28, 2014

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    I needed, for times when we were away,

    to remember our rooms— some lit by the trivial, others ample with an obscurity that comforted us: it hid our own darkness. So for days, duteous, I remembered: rooms where friends lingered, rooms with our beds, with our books, rooms with...
    LadyHeartnMind LadyHeartnMind 31-35, F 1 Response Nov 28, 2015

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    On January 21, 2013 my grandfather was in the

    operating room getting a simple procedure done. Little did we know he would be gone in less than 24 hours. I still remember that was MLK day and I had no school. Our lives would change forever after this day.
    sagespoo sagespoo 16-17, F 2 Responses Jan 21

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    LadyHeartnMind LadyHeartnMind 31-35, F 1 Response Nov 22, 2015

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    4 years ago my brother committed suicide

    and its like I cant talk about it because I get this feeling in my chest like I cant explain the feeling but its a hurt and a panic feeling. I wanna talk about it to people but its like my heart want let me. He came up to me the night it happened but I was mad at him. I feel...
    Meadow28 Meadow28 26-30, F 2 Responses Mar 30, 2015

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    Soda become vodka Bikes become cars Kisses

    turned into s.e.x. Remember when dads shoulders were the highest place on earth, and mom was your hero.... Race issues were about who ran the quickest... And war, was only a card game... The most pain you felt was when you skinned your knee's, and goodbye, only ment until...
    expressomarkie expressomarkie 46-50, M 3 Responses Nov 20, 2014

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    Fate decides who walks into your life,

    you decide who you let stay, who you let walk away, and who you refuse to let walk out.
    SailorsAngel SailorsAngel 41-45, F Jun 10, 2014

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    Shaun was a nine year old boy,

    blind from birth. I was fortunate enough to meet with him while he was waiting for his taxi to take him home from school. He knew me by my voice. I had earlier heard from colleagues that Shaun the previous day had gained sight and seen for the very first time in his life. I was...
    Rusham Rusham 66-70, M 1 Response Apr 8, 2014

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    ive never forgetten a single day in my life.

    ... i still remember my first day of kindergarten... and that was 13 years ago... im already about to start my senior year. i even remember what my older brother gave me on my first birthday...
    chachi16ce chachi16ce 16-17, F 2 Responses Jul 6, 2015

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    okay I will think of him

    as much as possible in these 5 days. After 5 days he is someone else's husband. He is never gonna be mine. I won't think about him again after 5 days. I take these five days to relive the memories I had with him.
    Anbarasi Anbarasi 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 10

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    I remember when life was easy

    and peoples were kind , days of my childhood keep visiting my head : my grandfather's horse the green leafs of all that trees in country side I miss these days
    NNightwalkeRR NNightwalkeRR 31-35, M 3 Responses Jan 8, 2015

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    ...there's actually a story

    that goes along with this... i was living in Texas at Lonestar Park... looking for a pony horse to replace the good one i had previously trained and lost in a move..(whole different story). and came across this little gray that pretty much sat in a stall all day.. upon asking...
    SvveetKiester SvveetKiester 41-45, F 3 Responses Aug 2, 2015

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    4 days to go! Today I'm sharing 4things

    that happened between us. 1. I missed some of my classes just to be with him in his office. 2. We talked more than 1hour in college without being noticed by anyone. 3. I have never cried in front of him though I wanted to. 4. He flirted with me a lot. His eyes hovered...
    Anbarasi Anbarasi 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 11

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    Four in the morning,

    as I am wide awake, flooded with memories of Kai walking into the costume room. "How do I look?" He asks in a soft voice. "You look stunning, but you're missing a button off your uniform." I look through my huge box of buttons, quickly looking for an olive green button that...
    silentwriter180 silentwriter180 46-50, F 4 Responses Jan 24, 2014

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    Lol I remember when this fuckboy asked me to

    come to his house so we can "watch netflix & chill" and I was like alright this should be interesting. When I got there he didn't even have a netflix account he was just trying to hit -_- lmao
    BlaccKaiyaa BlaccKaiyaa 16-17, F 6 Responses Jul 20, 2015

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    i remember been ganged up by a group of boys in

    my school and beaten by them on my way home from school due to the fact that I refused a date requested by one of them. o was asked out by Ryan and when I refused, he ganged up with his friends and beat me up. they denied it at school the next day.
    Francescacutie Francescacutie 18-21, F 9 Responses Jul 8, 2015

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    I've had a rough life,

    and large part of it is my fault. I am sure the stuff I have gone through will be with me forever. Maybe someday I will accept things as they are and be able to find peace.
    sandrawilde sandrawilde 22-25, F 2 Responses Jan 25

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    Pieces of your heart is stolen at some moment

    of your lives. They cross your mind the places you left behind, things you said and things lost in silence of moment of hopes. Hope that they will last more times, for you to get the courage to do more. Why does the strings of yearning pull us back to past that was folded and...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Dec 12, 2015

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    It feels so wrong, it isn't natural,

    it's not comfortable that we have to pretend to be strangers. That we can't be in each others lives. Distance - because of choices, circumstances. It hurts. You should be with me. We belong together. Sharing, growing, learning, experimenting. Loving. Living life. Now, you're...
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Nov 15, 2015

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    When me and my brother hugged

    for the first time it sad because my dad divorced from another girl so I never saw him until my 10th birthday
    Broxbournegirl123 Broxbournegirl123 13-15, F 1 Response Nov 29, 2015

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    going to family day trips to the beach .

    when my son was born. and when I met my friend Emma when I was 13 had some good laughs. and meeting you for very first time Friday 30th of January 2015 even tho i got scared and backed off and do not know how to be doesn't mean I didn't enjoy the time with you i did every day...
    deadbyaprilpromiseme deadbyaprilpromiseme 31-35, F Jan 31

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    anniebella08 anniebella08 16-17, F 2 Responses Aug 11, 2015

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    I wish I could forget this one memory it's been

    coming back on and off recently. It was something I allowed to happen that I shouldn't have. I don't really feel guilty I just feel it on my skin and it makes me cringe. I wish I could forget but maybe I will forget with time and healing
    cvlt cvlt 22-25, F 4 days ago

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    I think the hardest part of waking up in the

    morning, is remembering everything I was trying to forget last night.
    Etherealinsanity Etherealinsanity 18-21, F 1 Response Jun 17, 2014

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    Tony Died Today (September 19th, 2012)

    Tony was my father's friend. As I understand, he was 97 years old, which was quite a bit older than my father when he passed away.  I remember him fondly, although I was really too young to talk with him.  I remember the conversations he and my father had together. Tony fought...
    PastPilot PastPilot 51-55, M 5 Responses Sep 19, 2012

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    6 years ago today, my life forever changed.

    I got on that plane and spent the next week in South Carolina with an incredibly captivating and beautiful soul. Our week together was the beginning of a journey that has been a lot of things, but if I had to choose one word to describe it all, it would be acceptance. She and...
    lavendersea lavendersea 41-45, F 7 Responses Oct 21, 2015

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    Last night I received an email from my ex.

    . I can't stop myself reading it over n over again.. it was beautiful.. she brought me to all the beautiful corners of our love.. they all feel like yesterday.. i wander to the moment where i rest my head on her lap, how she would kiss my forehead n runs her fingers through my...
    FaitAccomp1i FaitAccomp1i 70+, M 2 Responses Apr 7, 2015

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    For a brief moment you rekindled the shadow of

    a memory. It was our friendship, our moments together, we had everything money couldn't buy and yet we both had plenty of it. I love you and yet hate you for all the right reasons in the worst way possible.
    ChrisErizo1 ChrisErizo1 31-35, M Dec 26, 2015

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