I Have Memories I Can Never Forget

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    I really wish that I could.

    .How does one forget a memory?
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    6 Responses May 3, 2015

    They aren't all bad. My Dad,

    carrying me out to the car, because my appendix ruptured. Baking and decorating Christmas trees, with my Mom and my sisters. Going hunting with my older brother, and shooting a goose at fourteen. Life is a roller-coaster at times, but good memories, (these are only a few), stay...
    ZenLioNESS719 ZenLioNESS719
    51-55, F
    4 Responses Feb 16, 2016

    Lol I remember when this fuckboy asked me to

    come to his house so we can "watch netflix & chill" and I was like alright this should be interesting. When I got there he didn't even have a netflix account he was just trying to hit -_- lmao
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    6 Responses Jul 20, 2015

    Soda become vodka Bikes become cars Kisses

    turned into s.e.x. Remember when dads shoulders were the highest place on earth, and mom was your hero.... Race issues were about who ran the quickest... And war, was only a card game... The most pain you felt was when you skinned your knee's, and goodbye, only ment until...
    expressomarkie expressomarkie
    3 Responses Nov 20, 2014

    Some amazing memories of the years gone by.

    Dancing the night away in the rain with the love of my life and waking up to the most amazing morning. Would not trade it for anything in the world.
    Poisonprincess2 Poisonprincess2
    36-40, F
    1 Response Jan 31, 2016

    On January 21, 2013 my grandfather was in the

    operating room getting a simple procedure done. Little did we know he would be gone in less than 24 hours. I still remember that was MLK day and I had no school. Our lives would change forever after this day.
    sagespoo sagespoo
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Jan 21, 2016

    When you struggled to find the best angle

    while drilling and subconsciously used your patient's "chest area" as armrest -.-
    redDya91 redDya91
    26-30, F
    1 Response Feb 29, 2016

    Mrs. Rapp And The Car

    The White Car I remember the sun bearing down on my bare back, as I spent another summer day working on the farm. The hot wind dried the sweat from my body as I continued another round of mowing the endless fields of weeds. The smell of the tractors exhaust mixed with the dust...
    KingSnarky KingSnarky
    66-70, M
    3 Responses Apr 24, 2013

    As I skim through memories we had in the past

    and the memories we've made more recently one thing has always stayed the same. You are kind and caring you're funny and make me laugh and no matter what you've cared about me and have watched me grow as a person. I can remember the day you came up behind me and told me you...
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    1 Response Mar 3, 2016

    Shaun was a nine year old boy,

    blind from birth. I was fortunate enough to meet with him while he was waiting for his taxi to take him home from school. He knew me by my voice. I had earlier heard from colleagues that Shaun the previous day had gained sight and seen for the very first time in his life. I was...
    Rusham Rusham
    70+, M
    1 Response Apr 8, 2014
    Ashley318 Ashley318
    26-30, M
    4 Responses Mar 23, 2016

    Yesterday I caught a glimpse of you again,

    and for a brief moment the memories of what used to be brought a short smile to my face.
    ChrisErizo1 ChrisErizo1
    31-35, M
    Apr 7, 2016

    I enjoy remembering the time

    when I was a kid and used to believe in indirect kissing. When I was playing with this certain kid I had a crush on, I secretly put my palm on my lips and then I would act like I'm trying to say that he's being silly by playfully tapping his face with my palm or better yet act...
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    1 Response Dec 28, 2014

    The good ones are the ones I use to fall asleep.

    The bad ones are the ones that won't leave me alone.
    Blondequestioner Blondequestioner
    16-17, F
    2 Responses Mar 3, 2016

    I think the hardest part of waking up in the

    morning, is remembering everything I was trying to forget last night.
    Etherealinsanity Etherealinsanity
    18-21, F
    1 Response Jun 17, 2014
    sagespoo sagespoo
    18-21, F
    6 Responses Jan 22, 2016

    There are moments which mark your life; moments

    when you realize nothing will ever be the same. And time is divided into two parts: before and after this.
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    5 Responses Dec 6, 2015

    Corazon idiota que amas a quien nunca te amo e

    insistes en preocupas por quien ya por ti no siente nada... Anda e incendia esos sentimientos del olvido que un dia te dieron vida para que puedas nacer de nuevo un corazon mas fuerte y sabio. Atentamente, Tu mente
    ChrisErizo1 ChrisErizo1
    31-35, M
    Apr 6, 2016

    Especially the ones that you WANT to forget.

    And you're just like 'why was I so stupid!!' 'Why did I do this?!' 'What was wrong with me?!' 'Why did I say that?!
    weirduo weirduo
    16-17, F
    3 Responses Jan 17, 2015

    This particular memory somehow keeps floating

    into my head. When you called me "your beautiful and worthwhile complication." Until it got far too complicated though, right? My beautiful, wonderful memories...
    VioletVivid VioletVivid
    Apr 17, 2016

    5 months restless wired & connected webcams,

    IMs telephone & internet divided by oceans separated by continents home is where i found him but i wasn't even there yet souls united, divinely magnetic meaning given to existence a connection i will never forget my lover, my soulmate, my best friend
    VeritasAequitas VeritasAequitas
    31-35, F
    2 Responses Apr 6, 2016

    going to family day trips to the beach .

    when my son was born. and when I met my friend Emma when I was 13 had some good laughs. and meeting you for very first time Friday 30th of January 2015 even tho i got scared and backed off and do not know how to be doesn't mean I didn't enjoy the time with you i did every day...
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    Jan 31, 2016

    It feels so wrong, it isn't natural,

    it's not comfortable that we have to pretend to be strangers. That we can't be in each others lives. Distance - because of choices, circumstances. It hurts. You should be with me. We belong together. Sharing, growing, learning, experimenting. Loving. Living life. Now, you're...
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    3 Responses Nov 15, 2015

    I hate talking about this

    but it's about my moms boyfriend -_- Anyways a few months ago he killed 2 of his dogs right in front of my mom and I with a sword. It was terrible I couldn't stop thinking about it and I cried every single night. The cops were involved too. He told the cops that he did kill the...
    jmaefrz jmaefrz
    18-21, F
    15 Responses Jun 18, 2014

    ...there's actually a story

    that goes along with this... i was living in Texas at Lonestar Park... looking for a pony horse to replace the good one i had previously trained and lost in a move..(whole different story). and came across this little gray that pretty much sat in a stall all day.. upon asking...
    SvveetKiester SvveetKiester
    41-45, F
    1 Response Aug 2, 2015

    I want to forget, but can't.

    I'm haunted by them and the ripple effect it had on my life. I've experienced the darkest side of people, people I thought I could trust, people I thought I knew. And now the terrible memories of how they betrayed me repeatedly echo in my mind.
    fracturedforever fracturedforever
    26-30, F
    4 Responses Jan 9, 2015

    The day I came home from school,

    and you'd surprised us with a swing you'd made. How you explained to me that animals are a precious gift. How you were at my friend's funeral, to support me, as I sang because I promised his family I would, and how you comforted me as I wept after. I remember how you'd kill...
    ZenLioNESS719 ZenLioNESS719
    51-55, F
    4 Responses Mar 11, 2016

    When you're forced to do time in a

    Psychological ward.... all of a sudden you develop an issue with doctors especially with needles. I wonder why?
    TowerJimmyDabzs TowerJimmyDabzs
    36-40, M
    Jan 31, 2016

    I feel in love ?? about my God

    and my family because THE FAMILY IS FOREVER, JUST ONE LOVE...
    IrvinCaeres IrvinCaeres
    22-25, M
    Feb 15, 2016

    I still remember my friends death.

    She died in front of me. And I had to call her parents to tell them she died because of alcohol and drugs... Rest in Peace Raven
    londonbr1dge londonbr1dge
    18-21, F
    1 Response Feb 2, 2015

    I think that the only reason people hold onto

    memories so tight is because memories are the only things that dont change; when everybody else does.
    Poisonprincess2 Poisonprincess2
    36-40, F
    Feb 2, 2016

    Tony Died Today (September 19th, 2012)

    Tony was my father's friend. As I understand, he was 97 years old, which was quite a bit older than my father when he passed away.  I remember him fondly, although I was really too young to talk with him.  I remember the conversations he and my father had together. Tony fought...
    PastPilot PastPilot
    51-55, M
    3 Responses Sep 19, 2012

    Memories are not as easily erased

    as messages. Most of them gives me a sense of loss and I grieve it every time. There is one memory I can never forget, and don't want to forget. It is when you told me how beautiful I am, inside and out. It was sincere, so out of the blue. And it made me feel beautiful...
    VioletVivid VioletVivid
    2 Responses Feb 24, 2016
    anniebella08 anniebella08
    18-21, F
    1 Response Aug 11, 2015

    Last time I said, I love you wholeheartedly,

    it was to my mother before she passed...
    ChrisErizo1 ChrisErizo1
    31-35, M
    1 Response Apr 10, 2016

    Me and my friend Matt we would do everything

    together. He made me smile, just hearing his voice would make me feel happy. But two weeks ago I discovered that he is now a woman and proud of it. I am proud too but he didn't tell me though and that made me angry. I love her just like I loved him it's the same person right? It...
    themoviereviewer themoviereviewer
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Jan 9, 2016

    ive never forgetten a single day in my life.

    ... i still remember my first day of kindergarten... and that was 13 years ago... im already about to start my senior year. i even remember what my older brother gave me on my first birthday...
    chachi16ce chachi16ce
    18-21, F
    1 Response Jul 6, 2015

    I remember when life was easy

    and peoples were kind , days of my childhood keep visiting my head : my grandfather's horse the green leafs of all that trees in country side I miss these days
    NNightwalkeRR NNightwalkeRR
    31-35, M
    2 Responses Jan 8, 2015

    Life takes dramatic change

    that one can't expected. After marriage my life too took a sharp, rather opposite turn. Before that I was shy, introvert, book worm and mostly silent. My family was a bit religious, so I used to pray very often. I found my husband very soft spoken, broad minded and liberated...
    lilithdaughter lilithdaughter
    51-55, F
    1 Response Jan 10, 2016

    Maybe its what i felt during these memories

    that i can recall so easily. I often dream of my elementary class and being with my friends again. Like if it was another day. I can recall the smell of the flowers outside my window. everyday when i woke up when i was a lil girl. I am always thinking of that beautiful rainy...
    4rmSin 4rmSin
    31-35, F
    Feb 17, 2016

    It was one of the first calls I ever went on.

    A shooting in the middle of a blizzard. The wind was blowing hard, constantly changing direction, and it was so cold it would take seconds to chill you to the bone and hours to feel your fingers properly again. It was around 1 AM and the snow was flying and so dense that you...
    lilHuman lilHuman
    26-30, F
    5 Responses Sep 2, 2014

    Last night I received an email from my ex.

    . I can't stop myself reading it over n over again.. it was beautiful.. she brought me to all the beautiful corners of our love.. they all feel like yesterday.. i wander to the moment where i rest my head on her lap, how she would kiss my forehead n runs her fingers through my...
    FaitAccomp1i FaitAccomp1i
    70+, M
    2 Responses Apr 7, 2015

    If I love you, I will love you forever.

    Even if the feeling diminishes over time, in no way will it disappear into nothing; a small part of me will still love the memory of you. So I'll have that. At least I'll have that.
    VioletVivid VioletVivid
    1 Response Apr 19, 2016

    ...And I had created the perfect relationship

    in my mind that could never be anything more than in my mind...
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    4 Responses Jan 1, 2016

    My head is a library.

    It's filled with pages of regretful memories. All their edges torn and frayed. There are short stories full of friendly conversations and laughter here or there. But they are buried under all these novels of pain. Every heavy story I carry is always about someone I'd like to...
    LavenderDarling LavenderDarling
    26-30, F
    2 Responses Jan 2, 2016

    Its never over, she's a tear

    that hangs inside my soul forever
    bigsteve1966 bigsteve1966
    51-55, M
    3 Responses Feb 4, 2015

    i remember been ganged up by a group of boys in

    my school and beaten by them on my way home from school due to the fact that I refused a date requested by one of them. o was asked out by Ryan and when I refused, he ganged up with his friends and beat me up. they denied it at school the next day.
    Francescacutie Francescacutie
    18-21, F
    5 Responses Jul 8, 2015

    I wrote these words about life

    before you: "I have no idea how I ever went through life without feeling your absence." It made me cry because now your absence is all I feel.
    VioletVivid VioletVivid
    2 Responses Apr 17, 2016

    Four in the morning,

    as I am wide awake, flooded with memories of Kai walking into the costume room. "How do I look?" He asks in a soft voice. "You look stunning, but you're missing a button off your uniform." I look through my huge box of buttons, quickly looking for an olive green button that...
    silentwriter180 silentwriter180
    46-50, F
    2 Responses Jan 24, 2014
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    Mar 21, 2016

    4 years ago my brother committed suicide

    and its like I cant talk about it because I get this feeling in my chest like I cant explain the feeling but its a hurt and a panic feeling. I wanna talk about it to people but its like my heart want let me. He came up to me the night it happened but I was mad at him. I feel...
    Meadow28 Meadow28
    26-30, F
    2 Responses Mar 30, 2015
    bearhug13 bearhug13
    56-60, M
    1 Response Jan 30, 2016

    Fate decides who walks into your life,

    you decide who you let stay, who you let walk away, and who you refuse to let walk out.
    SailorsAngel SailorsAngel
    41-45, F
    Jun 10, 2014


    51-55, F
    Mar 20, 2016

    I've had a rough life,

    and large part of it is my fault. I am sure the stuff I have gone through will be with me forever. Maybe someday I will accept things as they are and be able to find peace.
    sandrawilde sandrawilde
    22-25, F
    Jan 25, 2016

    I have been thru so much in my life

    and I'm so young...it bothers me emotionally and I'm still trying to get over everything by its hard as hell
    sapphiremacey sapphiremacey
    22-25, F
    1 Response Feb 15, 2016

    This year has been a horrible one thus far.

    I felt awful, spiteful, skeptical and sarcastic most days, other days, I just felt disappointed and let down. Disappointed by the family who'll never accept my sexuality, disappointed at a job I give my everything to and gets little appreciation for. Disappointed at my lack of...
    deleted deleted
    2 Responses Dec 30, 2015
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