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I Have Memories I Can Never Forget

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    I wish I could take a pill

    that erases all the pain from your past. Especially the stuff that pains you to think about still
    1lonelydaisy 1lonelydaisy 41-45 Oct 13

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    Soda become vodka Bikes become cars Kisses

    turned into s.e.x. Remember when dads shoulders were the highest place on earth, and mom was your hero.... Race issues were about who ran the quickest... And war, was only a card game... The most pain you felt was when you skinned your knee's, and goodbye, only ment until...
    expressomarkie expressomarkie 46-50, M 3 Responses Nov 20

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    Four in the morning,

    as I am wide awake, flooded with memories of Kai walking into the costume room. "How do I look?" He asks in a soft voice. "You look stunning, but you're missing a button off your uniform." I look through my huge box of buttons, quickly looking for an olive green button that...
    silentwriter180 silentwriter180 41-45, F 4 Responses Jan 24

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    You Hurt Me Too Much.

    I haven’t told this story to anyone before but it is a story I have always wanted to tell. It’s a painful story to tell. You may think it’s trivial and should be forgotten but I can’t. It’s not trivial to me. I have a brother who is 5 years older than me and he is a...
    deckard97 deckard97 41-45, M 12 Responses Nov 20, 2010

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    I hate talking about this

    but it's about my moms boyfriend -_- Anyways a few months ago he killed 2 of his dogs right in front of my mom and I with a sword. It was terrible I couldn't stop thinking about it and I cried every single night. The cops were involved too. He told the cops that he did kill the...
    jmaefrz jmaefrz 13-15, F 18 Responses Jun 18

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    Memories that we've shared will always be my

    favorite. I can still remember your sweet face while you're sleeping next to me. How cute you are when you are trying dance. Our very cute fights. We love Thai food very much, and i remember when we went for vacation i only order thai food every meal for 3 days. When we walk...
    Shai15 Shai15 22-25, F 2 Responses Oct 29

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    conniee3 conniee3 18-21, F 2 Responses Sep 16

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    It's hard to forget someone

    who gave u to much to remember ....
    dalyy dalyy 18-21, F 2 Responses Oct 9

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    During one of my hospital stays

    when I was little, I got assigned a TA/Nurse that I really didn't care for. She got me a TV and I was playing Jungle Book on the first Nintendo. She went to get mail, or ice cream, and I seen my chance to escape. I waddled out of my bed and into the doorway, peeking around...
    Minnowshi Minnowshi 18-21, F 1 Response a week ago

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    Shaun was a nine year old boy,

    blind from birth. I was fortunate enough to meet with him while he was waiting for his taxi to take him home from school. He knew me by my voice. I had earlier heard from colleagues that Shaun the previous day had gained sight and seen for the very first time in his life. I was...
    Rusham Rusham 66-70, M 1 Response Apr 8

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    So 15 yrs ago the town I was living in flooded.

    My buddy's apartment complex had 12 ft of water in the parking lot. And across the water you could clearly see just the 2nd floor apartments. We stood chest deep in water, the closest ppl to a burning building in flood waters. The echo of the screams have never left me. 6 ppl...
    Drixie Drixie 31-35, M 2 Responses Nov 23

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    Sometimesss Youu Gottaa Acceptt Thee Factt Thtt

    Certain Thinqs Will Neverr Goo Backk Too Howw Theyy Usedd To Bee.
    conniee3 conniee3 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 21

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    I was only 17 when I went to my first sex you

    party. My moms best friend was having it at her house and told my mom she could bring the girls (me and my older sister) My mom had no idea that I have had sex before...many times at that. My mom gave both me and my sister $20 to order what ever we wanted. I also had $40 of...
    southernprincess121 southernprincess121 26-30, F 8 Responses Dec 18, 2013

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    Let's Just Say That...

    Trying to forget someone you care about, is like trying to remember someone you've never met.
    IntenseCookie IntenseCookie 16-17, F 2 Responses Nov 9, 2013

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    Selective Memory

    I have just been looking at old photos charting my life up to this point, some happy memories, some sad and it got me thinking how every time we look into the past we never quite see things as they really were, false memories, false namings of real events. Our mind tends to...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Jul 13, 2013

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    my Mother left me when I was 6.

    for her boyfriend who was raping me.... been nearly 24 years and I haven't seen her again. iam alone
    spoog spoog 26-30, F 3 Responses Nov 21

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    I have memories, good

    and bad that I know will never go away. They'll always be there and they've actually shaped who I am and who I am becoming.
    sweetstar1 sweetstar1 22-25, F Jun 18

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    I think the hardest part of waking up in the

    morning, is remembering everything I was trying to forget last night.
    Etherealinsanity Etherealinsanity 18-21, F 2 Responses Jun 17

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    Those words and those things,

    they remind me of you. And all the pictures and messages that I've never deleting..
    paupaw paupaw 18-21, F Sep 22

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    Fate decides who walks into your life,

    you decide who you let stay, who you let walk away, and who you refuse to let walk out.
    TCL009 TCL009 41-45, F Jun 10

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    i was with my friends in gym class,

    and we were sitting on the girls side then the gym teacher turned on some music and me and my friends danced to it on top of the stairs :P people laughted at us i yelled at them and said "Hey u guys r missing out"
    AkariMei AkariMei 13-15, F 1 Response Aug 14

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    at my grandmas house with my hole family around

    the bon fire with smores ♡ me and my cousins watching a movie in the front row at a theater for the first time got tree cherrys from Mcdonalds when i was 4 meeting TheLuckyHobo on this app (a vary vary vary LONG time ago) ♡♡♡ standing up for my self for the vary first...
    TheRainbowDino TheRainbowDino 13-15, F 1 Response Sep 23

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    You are a tough, lean,

    mean Marine; boy you certainly live up to the expectation. You stand one head taller than me. You can easily cover my whole head with both your hands, but I can't even cover your cheeks with mine. Your hands are calloused and rough, despite my cringe-worthy effort to slather...
    dearalexe dearalexe 22-25, F 2 days ago

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    I decided to read some of my old Facebook chats

    I had with some friends. One of them was from my ex boyfriend 2 years ago. I still remember how I felt, where I was at, and what I was going through at the time when he sent me the message that we were over. I remember when we ignored each other for months. We never spoke and...
    christarose96 christarose96 18-21, F 6 days ago

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    I've been raped, molested.

    I've been abused in almost every way. I've been bullied by people I thought were there to support me. and I've been homeless. I've seen the darkness in this world, and that I can never forget.
    EFairy EFairy 22-25, F 1 Response Nov 20

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    I wished, beyond everything,

    to forget most of the bad things that happened to me in this life. I got my wish, except the genie with a twisted sense of humor decided it would be better to lose my physical mind and soon not remember my own name as well as the past memories... How's that for irony?
    Dantescircle Dantescircle 36-40, M Sep 24

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    Ah yes. Whitehorse cadet summer training Center,

    July 20th-August 4th 2014. Best time of my life. Even the bad parts! Domino dancing by Petshop boys brings back some great memories. Especially the hikes and people I'll never see again. Damn, someone invent a time machine!
    louisrcac louisrcac 13-15, M 1 Response Dec 10

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    conniee3 conniee3 18-21, F Oct 16

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    I have a bunch of memories

    that I'll never forget
    andreaespe andreaespe 18-21, F Oct 11

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    Ever saw something that triggered

    so many memories and made you cry?
    whyusteens whyusteens 13-15, F 6 Responses 3 days ago

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    They say that every time you remember something

    from your past, it becomes distorted. It is not an actual version of events but rather your impression of them. Time has made it now that I hardly remember them at all. What little bond was shared has been severed by the space between. The embers have grown cold. We are as we...
    Shoutittotheworld23 Shoutittotheworld23 26-30, M 1 Response Aug 12

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    You texted me tonight.

    I saw the message and I recognized the number I fell to the ground, shaking, crying, and begging God to get me through it. It's like the break up is happening all over again, every single time. Except this time, you apologized; you apologized for your wrongs. You always do this...
    catherineeac catherineeac 13-15, F 1 Response Dec 6

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    It was one of the first calls I ever went on.

    A shooting in the middle of a blizzard. The wind was blowing hard, constantly changing direction, and it was so cold it would take seconds to chill you to the bone and hours to feel your fingers properly again. It was around 1 AM and the snow was flying and so dense that you...
    lilHuman lilHuman 22-25, F 5 Responses Sep 2

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    conniee3 conniee3 18-21, F Oct 11

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    Sweet October Air

    There are not many things in my childhood I remember, only the trivial things. The insignificant matters that grown-ups did not pay much attention to, a child's happiness. I grew up in a small news anchor town in California. Where the only exciting thing that happened was a...
    Just1n Just1n 18-21, M 1 Response Oct 12, 2012

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    Omg i woke up this morning ,

    n i am feeling numb and depressed. I want to forget past 3 years of my life. I hate it i hate evrythg abt my current situation. I hate life i need to escape like ryt now :( Why why cant we just deleted unwanted memories it would b much easier to cary on with this stupid life...
    furmal furmal 26-30 2 Responses Aug 13

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    conniee3 conniee3 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 23

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    That One Night In Winter..

    Through the December's night we drove to the airport the countryside, the hills and the trees, covered with snow We listened to Pink Floyd in the car The Division Bell I will forever remember that night the moon shining down on us everything looked bright and perfect with the...
    Eir89 Eir89 36-40, F 12 Responses Oct 1, 2013

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    conniee3 conniee3 18-21, F 2 Responses Nov 6

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    You never know the true value of any moment

    until it becomes a memory....
    littlegirl03 littlegirl03 18-21, F 2 Responses Jul 22

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    Slowly I'm becoming her.

    The one who lies distant within my own memories. My memories distant but so clear. Questions still run wild inside my messed up mind. They lie with in me. They'll haunt and mock me forever. I'm becoming my memories. My memories are bound inside my soul. My memories...
    BeautifulSin BeautifulSin 16-17, F Nov 20

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    I was raped by a man

    that was never put into jail. It's hard to forgot when you still see him everyday
    revolvingaroundmusic11 revolvingaroundmusic11 16-17, F 2 Responses Dec 1

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    Swimming - When i was young,

    like everyone else i was afrraid of the deep part in the pool. I almost drowned once cause of my dumbshit childish stupidity... And luckily i was given cpr by a really hot life guard when i coughed the water out she kissed me in the forehead and said "how about u learn to swim...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Dec 25, 2013

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    My College Stuttering Roommate

    I had many college roommates, including horrible ones... but I remember one in particular who I can call my favorite, and my friend. His name was Sam. He was 24 years old when I was a freshman at 18. He was well over 200 pounds large and looked like he had been through a lot. I...
    chimbie88 chimbie88 31-35, M 6 Responses May 9, 2012

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    i fall upon the thorns of life.

    ..i bleed..our sweetest songs are those that tell of saddest thought...
    sourav741 sourav741 22-25, M 1 Response Nov 21

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    Tony Died Today (September 19th, 2012)

    Tony was my father's friend. As I understand, he was 97 years old, which was quite a bit older than my father when he passed away.  I remember him fondly, although I was really too young to talk with him.  I remember the conversations he and my father had together. Tony fought...
    PastPilot PastPilot 51-55, M 4 Responses Sep 19, 2012

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    Mrs. Rapp And The Car

    The White Car I remember the sun bearing down on my bare back, as I spent another summer day working on the farm. The hot wind dried the sweat from my body as I continued another round of mowing the endless fields of weeds. The smell of the tractors exhaust mixed with the dust...
    KingSnarky KingSnarky 61-65, M 3 Responses Apr 24, 2013

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    The mistakes i made make me not want to speak

    or be seen in fear of somebody bringing back the pain. I just wish to forget but the things i did took away more then my smile it destroyed one of my favorite things. It destroyed my courage to speak out using not only words but my voice and a camera. There is one thing other...
    Autumnflowers Autumnflowers 18-21, F 2 Responses Dec 6

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    I will never forget my wedding

    or my twins being born or adopting my son. Hands down the best memories of my life.
    Jaymaxey Jaymaxey 46-50, M Feb 24

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    I miss my dead husband.

    ..I can't even breath without him...3 months passed now ..it's horrible to think that he is gone forever..
    loly88 loly88 26-30, F 1 Response Dec 7

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    nylaa nylaa 22-25, F 2 Responses Nov 22

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    Giving birth to my baby girl,

    losing my virginity, getting proposed to then getting my heart broken a couple months after, losing my best friend