I Have Memories I Can Never Forget

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    There are moments which mark your life; moments

    when you realize nothing will ever be the same. And time is divided into two parts: before and after this.
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    5 Responses Dec 6, 2015

    The day I came home from school,

    and you'd surprised us with a swing you'd made. How you explained to me that animals are a precious gift. How you were at my friend's funeral, to support me, as I sang because I promised his family I would, and how you comforted me as I wept after. I remember how you'd kill...
    ZenLioNESS719 ZenLioNESS719
    51-55, F
    4 Responses Mar 11, 2016

    ...And I had created the perfect relationship

    in my mind that could never be anything more than in my mind...
    deleted deleted
    4 Responses Jan 1, 2016

    Tony Died Today (September 19th, 2012)

    Tony was my father's friend. As I understand, he was 97 years old, which was quite a bit older than my father when he passed away.  I remember him fondly, although I was really too young to talk with him.  I remember the conversations he and my father had together. Tony fought...
    PastPilot PastPilot
    51-55, M
    3 Responses Sep 19, 2012

    Soda become vodka Bikes become cars Kisses

    turned into s.e.x. Remember when dads shoulders were the highest place on earth, and mom was your hero.... Race issues were about who ran the quickest... And war, was only a card game... The most pain you felt was when you skinned your knee's, and goodbye, only ment until...
    expressomarkie expressomarkie
    3 Responses Nov 20, 2014

    Mrs. Rapp And The Car

    The White Car I remember the sun bearing down on my bare back, as I spent another summer day working on the farm. The hot wind dried the sweat from my body as I continued another round of mowing the endless fields of weeds. The smell of the tractors exhaust mixed with the dust...
    KingSnarky KingSnarky
    66-70, M
    3 Responses Apr 24, 2013

    It feels so wrong, it isn't natural,

    it's not comfortable that we have to pretend to be strangers. That we can't be in each others lives. Distance - because of choices, circumstances. It hurts. You should be with me. We belong together. Sharing, growing, learning, experimenting. Loving. Living life. Now, you're...
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    3 Responses Nov 15, 2015
    anniebella08 anniebella08
    18-21, F
    1 Response Aug 11, 2015

    Last night I received an email from my ex.

    . I can't stop myself reading it over n over again.. it was beautiful.. she brought me to all the beautiful corners of our love.. they all feel like yesterday.. i wander to the moment where i rest my head on her lap, how she would kiss my forehead n runs her fingers through my...
    FaitAccomp1i FaitAccomp1i
    70+, M
    2 Responses Apr 7, 2015

    Memories are not as easily erased

    as messages. Most of them gives me a sense of loss and I grieve it every time. There is one memory I can never forget, and don't want to forget. It is when you told me how beautiful I am, inside and out. It was sincere, so out of the blue. And it made me feel beautiful...
    VioletVivid VioletVivid
    2 Responses Feb 24, 2016

    I hate talking about this

    but it's about my moms boyfriend -_- Anyways a few months ago he killed 2 of his dogs right in front of my mom and I with a sword. It was terrible I couldn't stop thinking about it and I cried every single night. The cops were involved too. He told the cops that he did kill the...
    jmaefrz jmaefrz
    18-21, F
    15 Responses Jun 18, 2014

    It was one of the first calls I ever went on.

    A shooting in the middle of a blizzard. The wind was blowing hard, constantly changing direction, and it was so cold it would take seconds to chill you to the bone and hours to feel your fingers properly again. It was around 1 AM and the snow was flying and so dense that you...
    lilHuman lilHuman
    26-30, F
    5 Responses Sep 2, 2014

    I want to forget, but can't.

    I'm haunted by them and the ripple effect it had on my life. I've experienced the darkest side of people, people I thought I could trust, people I thought I knew. And now the terrible memories of how they betrayed me repeatedly echo in my mind.
    fracturedforever fracturedforever
    26-30, F
    4 Responses Jan 9, 2015

    I remember when life was easy

    and peoples were kind , days of my childhood keep visiting my head : my grandfather's horse the green leafs of all that trees in country side I miss these days
    NNightwalkeRR NNightwalkeRR
    31-35, M
    2 Responses Jan 8, 2015

    Fate decides who walks into your life,

    you decide who you let stay, who you let walk away, and who you refuse to let walk out.
    SailorsAngel SailorsAngel
    41-45, F
    Jun 10, 2014

    ive never forgetten a single day in my life.

    ... i still remember my first day of kindergarten... and that was 13 years ago... im already about to start my senior year. i even remember what my older brother gave me on my first birthday...
    chachi16ce chachi16ce
    18-21, F
    1 Response Jul 6, 2015

    Lol I remember when this fuckboy asked me to

    come to his house so we can "watch netflix & chill" and I was like alright this should be interesting. When I got there he didn't even have a netflix account he was just trying to hit -_- lmao
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    6 Responses Jul 20, 2015

    i remember been ganged up by a group of boys in

    my school and beaten by them on my way home from school due to the fact that I refused a date requested by one of them. o was asked out by Ryan and when I refused, he ganged up with his friends and beat me up. they denied it at school the next day.
    Francescacutie Francescacutie
    18-21, F
    5 Responses Jul 8, 2015

    ...there's actually a story

    that goes along with this... i was living in Texas at Lonestar Park... looking for a pony horse to replace the good one i had previously trained and lost in a move..(whole different story). and came across this little gray that pretty much sat in a stall all day.. upon asking...
    SvveetKiester SvveetKiester
    41-45, F
    1 Response Aug 2, 2015

    Its never over, she's a tear

    that hangs inside my soul forever
    bigsteve1966 bigsteve1966
    51-55, M
    3 Responses Feb 4, 2015

    Four in the morning,

    as I am wide awake, flooded with memories of Kai walking into the costume room. "How do I look?" He asks in a soft voice. "You look stunning, but you're missing a button off your uniform." I look through my huge box of buttons, quickly looking for an olive green button that...
    silentwriter180 silentwriter180
    46-50, F
    2 Responses Jan 24, 2014

    Life takes dramatic change

    that one can't expected. After marriage my life too took a sharp, rather opposite turn. Before that I was shy, introvert, book worm and mostly silent. My family was a bit religious, so I used to pray very often. I found my husband very soft spoken, broad minded and liberated...
    lilithdaughter lilithdaughter
    51-55, F
    1 Response Jan 10, 2016

    I really wish that I could.

    .How does one forget a memory?
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    6 Responses May 3, 2015

    I think the hardest part of waking up in the

    morning, is remembering everything I was trying to forget last night.
    Etherealinsanity Etherealinsanity
    18-21, F
    1 Response Jun 17, 2014

    Shaun was a nine year old boy,

    blind from birth. I was fortunate enough to meet with him while he was waiting for his taxi to take him home from school. He knew me by my voice. I had earlier heard from colleagues that Shaun the previous day had gained sight and seen for the very first time in his life. I was...
    Rusham Rusham
    70+, M
    1 Response Apr 8, 2014

    Especially the ones that you WANT to forget.

    And you're just like 'why was I so stupid!!' 'Why did I do this?!' 'What was wrong with me?!' 'Why did I say that?!
    weirduo weirduo
    16-17, F
    3 Responses Jan 17, 2015

    I enjoy remembering the time

    when I was a kid and used to believe in indirect kissing. When I was playing with this certain kid I had a crush on, I secretly put my palm on my lips and then I would act like I'm trying to say that he's being silly by playfully tapping his face with my palm or better yet act...
    deleted deleted
    1 Response Dec 28, 2014

    I still remember my friends death.

    She died in front of me. And I had to call her parents to tell them she died because of alcohol and drugs... Rest in Peace Raven
    londonbr1dge londonbr1dge
    18-21, F
    1 Response Feb 2, 2015

    4 years ago my brother committed suicide

    and its like I cant talk about it because I get this feeling in my chest like I cant explain the feeling but its a hurt and a panic feeling. I wanna talk about it to people but its like my heart want let me. He came up to me the night it happened but I was mad at him. I feel...
    Meadow28 Meadow28
    26-30, F
    2 Responses Mar 30, 2015

    This year has been a horrible one thus far.

    I felt awful, spiteful, skeptical and sarcastic most days, other days, I just felt disappointed and let down. Disappointed by the family who'll never accept my sexuality, disappointed at a job I give my everything to and gets little appreciation for. Disappointed at my lack of...
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    2 Responses Dec 30, 2015

    They aren't all bad. My Dad,

    carrying me out to the car, because my appendix ruptured. Baking and decorating Christmas trees, with my Mom and my sisters. Going hunting with my older brother, and shooting a goose at fourteen. Life is a roller-coaster at times, but good memories, (these are only a few), stay...
    ZenLioNESS719 ZenLioNESS719
    51-55, F
    4 Responses Feb 16, 2016

    You Hurt Me Too Much.

    I haven’t told this story to anyone before but it is a story I have always wanted to tell. It’s a painful story to tell. You may think it’s trivial and should be forgotten but I can’t. It’s not trivial to me. I have a brother who is 5 years older than me and he is a...
    deckard97 deckard97
    41-45, M
    13 Responses Nov 20, 2010

    Memories that we've shared will always be my

    favorite. I can still remember your sweet face while you're sleeping next to me. How cute you are when you are trying dance. Our very cute fights. We love Thai food very much, and i remember when we went for vacation i only order thai food every meal for 3 days. When we walk...
    Shai15 Shai15
    26-30, F
    Oct 29, 2014

    Swimming - When i was young,

    like everyone else i was afrraid of the deep part in the pool. I almost drowned once cause of my dumbshit childish stupidity... And luckily i was given cpr by a really hot life guard when i coughed the water out she kissed me in the forehead and said "how about u learn to swim...
    deleted deleted
    Dec 25, 2013

    You never know the true value of any moment

    until it becomes a memory....
    littlegirl03 littlegirl03
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Jul 22, 2014

    It's basically these memories I have of my

    childhood which always bring me down gets me back were I started they're basically what screw me up physically and mentally and psychologically.. Though it seems impossible for me to move on yet I'm willing to try, maybe one day I might succeed and be normal.
    freedom1608 freedom1608
    18-21, F
    4 Responses May 26, 2015

    The memory of us walking around the city center

    in the middle of a cold, rainy night gave me a feeling I did not want to let go of
    dearalexe dearalexe
    22-25, F
    Jan 20, 2015

    If I love you, I will love you forever.

    Even if the feeling diminishes over time, in no way will it disappear into nothing; a small part of me will still love the memory of you. So I'll have that. At least I'll have that.
    VioletVivid VioletVivid
    1 Response Apr 19, 2016

    I really wish I could though.

    ...all of it. The good ones and bad ones....when I remember the memories I only feel one thing...hurt...past is past...because people like me are gone forever When you say Goodbye...
    deleted deleted
    2 Responses May 3, 2015

    Last time I said, I love you wholeheartedly,

    it was to my mother before she passed...
    ChrisErizo1 ChrisErizo1
    31-35, M
    1 Response Apr 10, 2016

    M, Quite frankly you have torn out my heart

    and stamped all over it. I wonder everyday why you treat me the way you do. You treat me like I am pure ****. Someone who is not worthy of your time and who is worthless. I feel like crying everytime I get blanked by you as I think of the past and all the memories.. You were...
    deleted deleted
    1 Response Dec 21, 2015

    so this past weekend ,

    I was at a party & we were all really drunk you know? anywayssss, I lost my virgity. to a guy that made me feel like he cared about me at the moment , cause even the next morning we did it again . I didn't think much of it. but it's really getting to me, cause he doesn't care...
    emykaye emykaye
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Oct 20, 2015

    5 months restless wired & connected webcams,

    IMs telephone & internet divided by oceans separated by continents home is where i found him but i wasn't even there yet souls united, divinely magnetic meaning given to existence a connection i will never forget my lover, my soulmate, my best friend
    VeritasAequitas VeritasAequitas
    31-35, F
    2 Responses Apr 6, 2016
    sagespoo sagespoo
    18-21, F
    6 Responses Jan 22, 2016

    When you lose someone,

    you try to remember the last time you saw them. And most of the time it’s a blurry memory, because at that time you had no idea it would be the last.
    ImAlivingParadox ImAlivingParadox
    22-25, F
    1 Response Jul 18, 2015

    When you struggled to find the best angle

    while drilling and subconsciously used your patient's "chest area" as armrest -.-
    redDya91 redDya91
    26-30, F
    1 Response Feb 29, 2016

    I needed, for times when we were away,

    to remember our rooms— some lit by the trivial, others ample with an obscurity that comforted us: it hid our own darkness. So for days, duteous, I remembered: rooms where friends lingered, rooms with our beds, with our books, rooms with...
    LadyHeartnMind LadyHeartnMind
    31-35, F
    1 Response Nov 28, 2015
    lillyross lillyross
    36-40, F
    1 Response Aug 29, 2015

    I think that the only reason people hold onto

    memories so tight is because memories are the only things that dont change; when everybody else does.
    Poisonprincess2 Poisonprincess2
    36-40, F
    Feb 2, 2016

    Let's Just Say That...

    Trying to forget someone you care about, is like trying to remember someone you've never met.
    IntenseCookie IntenseCookie
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Nov 9, 2013

    Selective Memory

    I have just been looking at old photos charting my life up to this point, some happy memories, some sad and it got me thinking how every time we look into the past we never quite see things as they really were, false memories, false namings of real events. Our mind tends to...
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    1 Response Jul 13, 2013


    Walking through this well worn path With my eyes closed, I know the way I know where this road leads... I know how every step feels... The familiar scent of home... The sight of everything I've loved The things I've missed with all my heart A stream of beautiful memories Flooding...
    BlueTheWarrior BlueTheWarrior
    22-25, F
    1 Response May 11, 2013

    I Miss Him So Much .

    I have been many diffecult time in my life , Espcialy when I was 11years old we have moved to a new house in another city .we were very happy about having beautiful house . Also I'm proud about having father like my dady, but the sad was after 4 months . My father has a heart...
    Noha4 Noha4
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Apr 4, 2013

    You are a tough, lean,

    mean Marine; boy you certainly live up to the expectation. You stand one head taller than me. You can easily cover my whole head with both your hands, but I can't even cover your cheeks with mine. Your hands are calloused and rough, despite my cringe-worthy effort to slather...
    dearalexe dearalexe
    22-25, F
    1 Response Dec 15, 2014

    They say that every time you remember something

    from your past, it becomes distorted. It is not an actual version of events but rather your impression of them. Time has made it now that I hardly remember them at all. What little bond was shared has been severed by the space between. The embers have grown cold. We are as we...
    Shoutittotheworld23 Shoutittotheworld23
    26-30, M
    1 Response Aug 12, 2014

    When I was younger, there's

    that guy, he was way older than me, who told me that he loved me, wrote me love letters, spend most of his time with me whenever I go to visits my grandparents, ( tried French kissing me and told me I suck at it ), I remembered we were always fighting, I stopped talking to him...
    kimmye17 kimmye17
    18-21, F
    Jan 29, 2015

    I wrote these words about life

    before you: "I have no idea how I ever went through life without feeling your absence." It made me cry because now your absence is all I feel.
    VioletVivid VioletVivid
    2 Responses Apr 17, 2016

    Life is full of memories:

    both bitter and pleasant. One can't get rid either of them. Luckily I have memories which keep me alive, otherwise I would have gone mad after shocking demise of my husband. One of such pleasant memories may be read in comments.
    lilithdaughter lilithdaughter
    51-55, F
    3 Responses Dec 20, 2015

    It was the night of 8th of December

    when I met her for the first time. Ever since that day I never had feelings for anyone but her. I was falling for her and she knew it because she started falling for me too. Today, its been 3 years. I am still in love with her. Its a small time for people who are still...
    deleted deleted
    1 Response Dec 20, 2014

    I have memories, good

    and bad that I know will never go away. They'll always be there and they've actually shaped who I am and who I am becoming.
    sweetstar1 sweetstar1
    26-30, F
    Jun 18, 2014
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