I Have Memories I Can Never Forget

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    If I love you, I will love you forever.

    Even if the feeling diminishes over time, in no way will it disappear into nothing; a small part of me will still love the memory of you. So I'll have that. At least I'll have that.
    VioletVivid VioletVivid
    26-30
    1 Response Apr 19, 2016

    I wrote these words about life

    before you: "I have no idea how I ever went through life without feeling your absence." It made me cry because now your absence is all I feel.
    VioletVivid VioletVivid
    26-30
    2 Responses Apr 17, 2016

    This particular memory somehow keeps floating

    into my head. When you called me "your beautiful and worthwhile complication." Until it got far too complicated though, right? My beautiful, wonderful memories...
    VioletVivid VioletVivid
    26-30
    Apr 17, 2016

    Last time I said, I love you wholeheartedly,

    it was to my mother before she passed...
    ChrisErizo1 ChrisErizo1
    31-35, M
    1 Response Apr 10, 2016

    Yesterday I caught a glimpse of you again,

    and for a brief moment the memories of what used to be brought a short smile to my face.
    ChrisErizo1 ChrisErizo1
    31-35, M
    Apr 7, 2016

    Corazon idiota que amas a quien nunca te amo e

    insistes en preocupas por quien ya por ti no siente nada... Anda e incendia esos sentimientos del olvido que un dia te dieron vida para que puedas nacer de nuevo un corazon mas fuerte y sabio. Atentamente, Tu mente
    ChrisErizo1 ChrisErizo1
    31-35, M
    Apr 6, 2016

    5 months restless wired & connected webcams,

    IMs telephone & internet divided by oceans separated by continents home is where i found him but i wasn't even there yet souls united, divinely magnetic meaning given to existence a connection i will never forget my lover, my soulmate, my best friend
    VeritasAequitas VeritasAequitas
    31-35, F
    2 Responses Apr 6, 2016
    Ashley318 Ashley318
    26-30, M
    4 Responses Mar 23, 2016
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Mar 21, 2016

    SHE DELETED VENINO CONTRACTS STOLE ALL FAMILY

    PICTURES FROM PHONE ALL HER FAKE PROFILE STORAGE WAS IN MY LAPTOP REPORT THE FAT COW
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    51-55, F
    Mar 20, 2016

    The day I came home from school,

    and you'd surprised us with a swing you'd made. How you explained to me that animals are a precious gift. How you were at my friend's funeral, to support me, as I sang because I promised his family I would, and how you comforted me as I wept after. I remember how you'd kill...
    ZenLioNESS719 ZenLioNESS719
    51-55, F
    4 Responses Mar 11, 2016

    The good ones are the ones I use to fall asleep.

    The bad ones are the ones that won't leave me alone.
    Blondequestioner Blondequestioner
    16-17, F
    2 Responses Mar 3, 2016

    As I skim through memories we had in the past

    and the memories we've made more recently one thing has always stayed the same. You are kind and caring you're funny and make me laugh and no matter what you've cared about me and have watched me grow as a person. I can remember the day you came up behind me and told me you...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Mar 3, 2016

    When you struggled to find the best angle

    while drilling and subconsciously used your patient's "chest area" as armrest -.-
    redDya91 redDya91
    26-30, F
    1 Response Feb 29, 2016

    Memories are not as easily erased

    as messages. Most of them gives me a sense of loss and I grieve it every time. There is one memory I can never forget, and don't want to forget. It is when you told me how beautiful I am, inside and out. It was sincere, so out of the blue. And it made me feel beautiful...
    VioletVivid VioletVivid
    26-30
    2 Responses Feb 24, 2016

    Maybe its what i felt during these memories

    that i can recall so easily. I often dream of my elementary class and being with my friends again. Like if it was another day. I can recall the smell of the flowers outside my window. everyday when i woke up when i was a lil girl. I am always thinking of that beautiful rainy...
    4rmSin 4rmSin
    31-35, F
    Feb 17, 2016

    They aren't all bad. My Dad,

    carrying me out to the car, because my appendix ruptured. Baking and decorating Christmas trees, with my Mom and my sisters. Going hunting with my older brother, and shooting a goose at fourteen. Life is a roller-coaster at times, but good memories, (these are only a few), stay...
    ZenLioNESS719 ZenLioNESS719
    51-55, F
    4 Responses Feb 16, 2016

    I have been thru so much in my life

    and I'm so young...it bothers me emotionally and I'm still trying to get over everything by its hard as hell
    sapphiremacey sapphiremacey
    22-25, F
    1 Response Feb 15, 2016

    I feel in love ?? about my God

    and my family because THE FAMILY IS FOREVER, JUST ONE LOVE...
    IrvinCaeres IrvinCaeres
    22-25, M
    Feb 15, 2016

    I think that the only reason people hold onto

    memories so tight is because memories are the only things that dont change; when everybody else does.
    Poisonprincess2 Poisonprincess2
    36-40, F
    Feb 2, 2016

    When you're forced to do time in a

    Psychological ward.... all of a sudden you develop an issue with doctors especially with needles. I wonder why?
    TowerJimmyDabzs TowerJimmyDabzs
    36-40, M
    Jan 31, 2016

    Some amazing memories of the years gone by.

    Dancing the night away in the rain with the love of my life and waking up to the most amazing morning. Would not trade it for anything in the world.
    Poisonprincess2 Poisonprincess2
    36-40, F
    1 Response Jan 31, 2016

    going to family day trips to the beach .

    when my son was born. and when I met my friend Emma when I was 13 had some good laughs. and meeting you for very first time Friday 30th of January 2015 even tho i got scared and backed off and do not know how to be doesn't mean I didn't enjoy the time with you i did every day...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Jan 31, 2016
    bearhug13 bearhug13
    56-60, M
    1 Response Jan 30, 2016

    I've had a rough life,

    and large part of it is my fault. I am sure the stuff I have gone through will be with me forever. Maybe someday I will accept things as they are and be able to find peace.
    sandrawilde sandrawilde
    22-25, F
    Jan 25, 2016
    sagespoo sagespoo
    18-21, F
    6 Responses Jan 22, 2016

    On January 21, 2013 my grandfather was in the

    operating room getting a simple procedure done. Little did we know he would be gone in less than 24 hours. I still remember that was MLK day and I had no school. Our lives would change forever after this day.
    sagespoo sagespoo
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Jan 21, 2016

    Life takes dramatic change

    that one can't expected. After marriage my life too took a sharp, rather opposite turn. Before that I was shy, introvert, book worm and mostly silent. My family was a bit religious, so I used to pray very often. I found my husband very soft spoken, broad minded and liberated...
    lilithdaughter lilithdaughter
    51-55, F
    1 Response Jan 10, 2016

    Me and my friend Matt we would do everything

    together. He made me smile, just hearing his voice would make me feel happy. But two weeks ago I discovered that he is now a woman and proud of it. I am proud too but he didn't tell me though and that made me angry. I love her just like I loved him it's the same person right? It...
    themoviereviewer themoviereviewer
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Jan 9, 2016

    My head is a library.

    It's filled with pages of regretful memories. All their edges torn and frayed. There are short stories full of friendly conversations and laughter here or there. But they are buried under all these novels of pain. Every heavy story I carry is always about someone I'd like to...
    LavenderDarling LavenderDarling
    26-30, F
    2 Responses Jan 2, 2016

    ...And I had created the perfect relationship

    in my mind that could never be anything more than in my mind...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    4 Responses Jan 1, 2016

    This year has been a horrible one thus far.

    I felt awful, spiteful, skeptical and sarcastic most days, other days, I just felt disappointed and let down. Disappointed by the family who'll never accept my sexuality, disappointed at a job I give my everything to and gets little appreciation for. Disappointed at my lack of...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    2 Responses Dec 30, 2015

    For a brief moment you rekindled the shadow of

    a memory. It was our friendship, our moments together, we had everything money couldn't buy and yet we both had plenty of it. I love you and yet hate you for all the right reasons in the worst way possible.
    ChrisErizo1 ChrisErizo1
    31-35, M
    Dec 26, 2015

    M, Quite frankly you have torn out my heart

    and stamped all over it. I wonder everyday why you treat me the way you do. You treat me like I am pure ****. Someone who is not worthy of your time and who is worthless. I feel like crying everytime I get blanked by you as I think of the past and all the memories.. You were...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Dec 21, 2015

    Demise of my husband I have fallen into deep

    sorrow and depression. When alone (and kids gone to their bedrooms) every past moment becomes fresh. This is the reason I have decided to share with you. My hubby (RT) was really a MAN. We often try to dominate each other in exploring new adventures. Today I was taking out...
    lilithdaughter lilithdaughter
    51-55, F
    1 Response Dec 21, 2015

    Life is full of memories:

    both bitter and pleasant. One can't get rid either of them. Luckily I have memories which keep me alive, otherwise I would have gone mad after shocking demise of my husband. One of such pleasant memories may be read in comments.
    lilithdaughter lilithdaughter
    51-55, F
    3 Responses Dec 20, 2015

    Pieces of your heart is stolen at some moment

    of your lives. They cross your mind the places you left behind, things you said and things lost in silence of moment of hopes. Hope that they will last more times, for you to get the courage to do more. Why does the strings of yearning pull us back to past that was folded and...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Dec 12, 2015

    After playing basketball

    for 10 years, last year was my final year playing. my "career" was a mixture of horrible and great memories. after finally going through my life today in my head and visualizing every moment I had which included euphoria, happiness, blood, sweat and tears, I finally am able to...
    ArizonaIce24 ArizonaIce24
    18-21, M
    Dec 6, 2015

    There are moments which mark your life; moments

    when you realize nothing will ever be the same. And time is divided into two parts: before and after this.
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    5 Responses Dec 6, 2015

    Last summer I remember seeing a hot blonde guy

    at the beach... he came swimming and injured one of his leg why climbing the rock I was about to jump from...he looked muscular an had bright eyes...and it was weird but seeing is leg bleed cainda turned me on...he said hi and I ask if the bleeding leg hurt..and he said no. He...
    jrcervin jrcervin
    18-21, M
    Dec 5, 2015

    When me and my brother hugged

    for the first time it sad because my dad divorced from another girl so I never saw him until my 10th birthday
    Broxbournegirl123 Broxbournegirl123
    13-15, F
    1 Response Nov 29, 2015

    I needed, for times when we were away,

    to remember our rooms— some lit by the trivial, others ample with an obscurity that comforted us: it hid our own darkness. So for days, duteous, I remembered: rooms where friends lingered, rooms with our beds, with our books, rooms with...
    LadyHeartnMind LadyHeartnMind
    31-35, F
    1 Response Nov 28, 2015
    LadyHeartnMind LadyHeartnMind
    31-35, F
    1 Response Nov 22, 2015

    This is going to be long,

    but if you read please I expect you don't judge. I hope someone can give me some useful advice. I'm married, I've been married for about 4 years now. My husband is amazing and I love him, plus we're expecting a baby. My problem is I still think of my ex-boyfriend. I feel it is...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    6 Responses Nov 18, 2015

    It feels so wrong, it isn't natural,

    it's not comfortable that we have to pretend to be strangers. That we can't be in each others lives. Distance - because of choices, circumstances. It hurts. You should be with me. We belong together. Sharing, growing, learning, experimenting. Loving. Living life. Now, you're...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    3 Responses Nov 15, 2015

    Some are good, some are bad.

    Most of them have to do with me saving a wolf.
    Wolflover1999 Wolflover1999
    18-21, M
    Nov 14, 2015

    more for "Skyler" you tried

    so hard sometimes to leave this world. crashing your car....you scared me. somehow your grandmas spirit kept you from being hurt worse than you were. taking overdoses after traumas..fighting to keep you alive. even once telling your friends how to do cpr over text till the...
    ArnoldJRimmer ArnoldJRimmer
    46-50, M
    Nov 12, 2015

    "skyler" i remember seeing the change

    after you started the intensive therapy. i sat and wrote many times for the longest time when lifes events were overwhelming. trying to pull you back as you fell into black moods. fighting and arguing the whole time. flooding out words to deflect the dark that tried to drown...
    ArnoldJRimmer ArnoldJRimmer
    46-50, M
    Nov 12, 2015
    LadyHeartnMind LadyHeartnMind
    31-35, F
    1 Response Nov 9, 2015

    It's true I dwell in the past a lot,

    but given that I had a fantastic childhood I don't see it as a bad thing. I grew up on RAF bases all over the country and had many adventures and opportunities. My family struggled financially but made the most of every holiday and occasion in a make-do way that I found magical...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Nov 6, 2015

    i have a box. ive been collecting things

    since i was in second grade. what things, you say? things that makes all my memories come back. things that proves that a lot has happened in my life. a prove that i ever loved him once in my life. a prove that ive done things in my life. these tissues with blood in it these...
    whitenut whitenut
    18-21, F
    Nov 1, 2015

    Drunk, staring at lights glare off the ocean

    surface in the distance. Not really. Mind sailing back to a beautiful memory. Tranquility at its finest.
    TrySN TrySN
    26-30, M
    Oct 30, 2015

    The memories of my ex keep coming back.

    I hate her so much for what she did to me, and I hate myself even more for thinking about the special moments we had together, that now seem to not have meant a damn to her. I just feel so depressed because those moments meant the world to me, she meant the world to me, and now...
    Bean2015 Bean2015
    18-21, M
    1 Response Oct 25, 2015

    so this past weekend ,

    I was at a party & we were all really drunk you know? anywayssss, I lost my virgity. to a guy that made me feel like he cared about me at the moment , cause even the next morning we did it again . I didn't think much of it. but it's really getting to me, cause he doesn't care...
    emykaye emykaye
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Oct 20, 2015

    My love is true my love is faithful .

    . Never leaves me deserted . My love is jealous and all consuming and just when I think I've outsmarted my lover he's there haunting me... Keeps me from sleeping.. Leaves me without peace Even if I leave he runs through my veins .. Seeps through my pours .. Suffocating me until I...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Oct 19, 2015

    ‘I wanna show you smth interesting.

    Go with me! It’s gonna be really fun. It feels like you are a blind mole there. Go!’. WTF was I such a naïve kid??? I was about 11 y/o and I was studying at the school of arts apart from the ordinary school. That idiot drew way better than me and he with his best friend...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Oct 16, 2015

    It was the end of August.

    .. 2006 how can I ever forget ... she made you go pick me up at the corner of Chicago ... at that one McDonalds ... meeting everyone for the 1st time... I will never forget ... when we parked .. everyone was drinking and that look in your eyes ... when the girl you liked got...
    lolita1508 lolita1508
    26-30, F
    Oct 14, 2015

    Nothing is lasting..neither good

    nor bad times!nothing comes for free.not even good memories so watever good memories one can gather they should be taken with gratitude n preserved & s a better trade accept some hurting n pain
    XSizeMattersY XSizeMattersY
    51-55, M
    1 Response Oct 14, 2015

    Memories. Coming back one by one.

    Piecing it all together. Painting a picture. Making sense of it all. Gaining new perspectives. Emotions I can never forget. Memories of my past. Memories of what was. Dark and light. Love and pain. Intertwined. Memories.
    bmjenkins604 bmjenkins604
    26-30, F
    2 Responses Oct 12, 2015

    I was recently looking

    for a picture I wanted to enlarge and thought my husband would have it. Searching for it on his phone I came across another picture that gave me an uneasy feeling. Getting deeper into the details I found out where it came from and the disgusting conversation with it. I'm now...
    lattetime lattetime
    26-30, F
    2 Responses Oct 12, 2015
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