I Have Memories That Will Haunt Me Forever

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    They Will Never Leave

    Each memory I have, each one bad. Each of them make my stomach churn. The pain of this life, waking up everyday is a challenge. Sleeping every night near impossible. Rarely does these memories leave me but sooner or later they come back. I have so many scars, each will the a...
    SnowflakeWarrior SnowflakeWarrior
    18-21, F
    1 Response Apr 4, 2013

    Daddy Issues

    my father is a bad man....i can still see his shadow in the bathroom before he came into the room. i was three. i remember it completely. i dont want this memory anymore. i hate it and it makes me sick.
    slideways slideways
    22-25, F
    1 Response Mar 16, 2010

    Unwanted Thoughts

    Having you ever heard the saying: "What doesn't kill you makes you stronger"? There are times when I can agree with this but sometimes I question myself and think that some things happen to make you realize that you're more vulnerable than you think you are. I am not...
    forbiddenfeelings forbiddenfeelings
    16-17, F
    2 Responses May 14, 2011

    My Biological Parents

    My first real memory of life was when my twin brothers Nick and I were about two. My mother was a prostitute and drug attic,so pretty much white trash but she passed away giving birth to me and my twin. Well I rememember my abusive dad getting mad and hitting me and my brother...
    aliejameson aliejameson
    16-17, F
    2 Responses Jan 18, 2013

    Forever And Ever..

    I will forever be haunted by the images of my dying mother.. She was helpless and relied on me to do everything for her. She couldn't even get up out of bed to go to the bathroom. There are two images that I just can't erase from my mind no matter what I do though.. The first...
    Amay408 Amay408
    18-21, F
    3 Responses Feb 7, 2010

    When I was young my mom put me in a small

    daycare ran by a women who had a couple kids herself. One day my mom came to pick me up early to find that the babysitters boy friend was watching over us kids. My mom wasn't paying a man she didn't know to watch over her three year old so she took me out of the daycare. Later...
    Gingie0 Gingie0
    22-25, F
    Mar 22

    When I was a kid I had a best friend named Kevin

    and we would play, every day. One day, when I was at his house he showed me something that would change my world. He took my hand and closed his bedroom door. Not knowing what to expect he placed a red toy truck that made noise on the play mat and asked me to watch. He made me...
    Gingie0 Gingie0
    22-25, F
    Mar 22

    Ike

    Ironic that his name was ike huh? Lol. Anyway, i can finally open up and tell everyone the truth now. Havent talked to anyone past except for people ive had deep intimate relationships with, so about 3.... I was 15, just moved down south. Didnt have any friendz yet, just...
    BorderlineMind BorderlineMind
    22-25, F
    1 Response Jun 3, 2013

    The summer my dad died on Father's Day my

    cousin raped me and then my uncle caught him and told me he would handle it and then he end up molesting me! I never told anyone before. That is one of my biggest secrets ever
    nishabrown nishabrown
    18-21, F
    3 Responses Mar 17

    It's A Cold Case Of How So Much Truth Has Never Come To Light

    I guess that's as good a way to describe it. I and my sister, 5 yrs. older than myself, were foster children all our young lives.  We were with the same family-myself for about 19 years actually-until we became old enough to fend for ourselves.  And you'd think that was a...
    TtotheD TtotheD
    56-60, M
    3 Responses Sep 14, 2013

    Think The Song Says It All

    except my wife was one of those that never came home they brought parts of her home buti was in a coma from a plane carsh and never knew for 6 months when i came out of the coame i was told my wife was dead and her mother and i was placed on a 24 hours watch like i was really...
    rickibrat2 rickibrat2
    61-65, M
    Oct 29, 2011

    My Step-dad

    This isn't about rape or anything like that but it will haunt me and makes me shiver every time i think about. i have neer shared this story with anyone before but after reading some of them i felt i could. when i was about 7 my parents split up. My mum found a new man and we...
    momshalloweenbaby momshalloweenbaby
    13-15, F
    2 Responses Nov 10, 2011

    The Death Of The Most Noble Woman I Know

    I haven't been able to write this before. It's been two years and I have barely spoken about it...and when I do it is brief and not detailed. But here it is. The story of the death of the most noble woman I know... My mother was amazing. Simply the best mother I could have ever...
    FrenchApple FrenchApple
    31-35, F
    Oct 3, 2013

    Things I'll Never Forget.

                       I'm Gabrielle Micah B., and I'm 14. You may think that the youth my age haven't gone through anything, and just has built up angst and etc about some teenage boyfriend, but I've been through a lot. I can't speak for all the teens in the...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    2 Responses Nov 1, 2011

    Story # 176 Silly Little Girl

    I was such a little kid at the time, that I really didn't know that you aren't supposed to listen to grown-up conversation without permission. I was playing in our back yard when I heard my mom talking to a friend or neighbour, inside the living room. So, I stopped what I was...
    Serenitree Serenitree
    70+, F
    2 Responses Sep 14, 2011

    Turned Around

    It took a lot of courage to talk about this even to friends, so to do so on the internet took a lot...but...i've done it. anyway, it all began when i was 7, my mother died, i was very upset, but my father, who hadnt been a nice man since before the death (to be honest, i think it...
    kayrose11 kayrose11
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Sep 19, 2011

    I have written about a lot of my younger crazy

    days on EP. From friends killed just seconds ahead of me on a dark county roads, to driving thru a Kroger tractor trailer and coming out without a scratch. When I was a teenager I did the kinds of things you read in the daily police log. I was a baaaaad boy. But man, did I have...
    boldtimer boldtimer
    66-70, M
    1 Response Mar 22

    My Parents Were Bad.

    i remember how i was abused by my parents, i still sometimes cry about it now. i remember how covered in bruises i would get, i would go into school and the other kids would laugh at me, i used to cry, it wasnt fair, how come they have the perfect life? when all they do is laugh...
    xmexannie xmexannie
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Jul 22, 2011

    Flashbacks

    I have flashbacks that seem to come out of nowhere; I see scenes of my past play in my head like someone else took control of my mental remote. The events that I lived through first-hand are different from those I have only been told about.  Second-hand events play like a double...
    TypicalPisces TypicalPisces
    36-40, F
    Feb 13, 2011

    The Men I Will Never Forgive.

    I was in the happiest place of my life. aged 21, i had survived my childhood of being ignored, hit, screamed at , hated by my mother. from the age of five so i thought to myself i deserved this time, this happiness. I was living with the love of my life, i was 14 weeks...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    5 Responses Mar 12, 2011

    The Pain Is Still Raw I have a few memories

    that haunt me but my memory is bad so sometimes it takes something to trigger off that memory but i think the one main one that will haunt me is seeing my mum when she died. I don't think i prepared myself because when i walked in to the room my legs gave way. I remember i sat...
    Gentleandlovingsoul Gentleandlovingsoul
    36-40, F
    3 Responses Jun 29, 2014

    I Joined This Group. But....

    i have memories that have been haunting me for years and years, and they might haunt me forever but im trying my hardest to get them to stop haunting me.
    kimosabi kimosabi
    18-21, F
    1 Response Feb 28, 2010

    Watching a human being torture .

    Being bullied my entire school career. abandoned by my " friends", and my family when Convenient...among the highlight real .
    Nickf20 Nickf20
    18-21, M
    2 Responses Mar 28

    Have Been Haunted For A Long Time.

    I been haunted by the memory of a girl I knew . Her name is Carey (at least for the purposes of this story for her familes privacy)we met in school and we hit it off being really good friends and eventually I fell in love with her and by the time I was able to tell her she...
    Xeven Xeven
    31-35, M
    2 Responses Mar 2, 2010

    Memories That Won't Go Away

    I had a vast amount of traumatic experiences when I was younger. The worst of which is when I saw my best friend get shot in the head when I was 18. I have gone threw alot of thrapy due to anger issues but have been doing better for the last 10 years or so. I credit my wife, kids...
    coldasice209 coldasice209
    31-35, M
    2 Responses Mar 12, 2011

    Many

    there are so many memorys that will haunt me forever, I used to have terrible flashbacks, although recently they seemed to have stopped which i am hugely greatful for. I had a pretty bad childhood, right up to nearly my twentys my life was a pretty bad mess, but there are things...
    lushandloopy lushandloopy
    26-30, F
    1 Response Jun 17, 2010

    Childhood Wounds

    A memory from my childhood that I can't let go of.. A incident that lasted less than five minutes but shaped my live for years to come. I've been through much worse in my life but this memory is still a painful wound that is still there, after all this time.. I came from a very...
    Mountaingirl07 Mountaingirl07
    51-55, F
    7 Responses Sep 14, 2011
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