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I Have Memories That Will Haunt Me Forever

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    there are so many memorys that will haunt me forever, I used to have terrible flashbacks, although recently they seemed to have stopped which i am hugely greatful for. I had a pretty bad childhood, right up to nearly my twentys my life was a pretty bad mess, but there are things...
    lushandloopy lushandloopy 26-30, F 1 Response Jun 17, 2010

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    Ike

    Ironic that his name was ike huh? Lol. Anyway, i can finally open up and tell everyone the truth now. Havent talked to anyone past except for people ive had deep intimate relationships with, so about 3.... I was 15, just moved down south. Didnt have any friendz yet, just...
    BorderlineMind BorderlineMind 22-25, F 1 Response Jun 3, 2013

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    Daddy Issues

    my father is a bad man....i can still see his shadow in the bathroom before he came into the room. i was three. i remember it completely. i dont want this memory anymore. i hate it and it makes me sick.
    slideways slideways 22-25, F 1 Response Mar 16, 2010

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    The Men I Will Never Forgive.

    I was in the happiest place of my life. aged 21, i had survived my childhood of being ignored, hit, screamed at , hated by my mother. from the age of five so i thought to myself i deserved this time, this happiness. I was living with the love of my life, i was 14 weeks...
    deleted deleted 26-30 5 Responses Mar 12, 2011

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    Memories That Won't Go Away

    I had a vast amount of traumatic experiences when I was younger. The worst of which is when I saw my best friend get shot in the head when I was 18. I have gone threw alot of thrapy due to anger issues but have been doing better for the last 10 years or so. I credit my wife, kids...
    coldasice209 coldasice209 31-35, M 2 Responses Mar 12, 2011

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    Turned Around

    It took a lot of courage to talk about this even to friends, so to do so on the internet took a lot...but...i've done it. anyway, it all began when i was 7, my mother died, i was very upset, but my father, who hadnt been a nice man since before the death (to be honest, i think it...
    kayrose11 kayrose11 22-25, F 2 Responses Sep 19, 2011

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    They Will Never Leave

    Each memory I have, each one bad. Each of them make my stomach churn. The pain of this life, waking up everyday is a challenge. Sleeping every night near impossible. Rarely does these memories leave me but sooner or later they come back. I have so many scars, each will the a...
    CrimsonSnow CrimsonSnow 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 4, 2013

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    The memories from my childhood days they haunt

    me sometimes. I was scared and I felt helpless, lonely and unloved. I always wanted a happy lively loving family but our home was tormented with troubles. I hated quarrels, screaming, being punished, sadness and silence in my home when everybody lived inside. All i wished for...
    papri papri 26-30, F 3 Responses Jan 29

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    The Death Of The Most Noble Woman I Know

    I haven't been able to write this before. It's been two years and I have barely spoken about it...and when I do it is brief and not detailed. But here it is. The story of the death of the most noble woman I know... My mother was amazing. Simply the best mother I could have ever...
    FrenchApple FrenchApple 31-35, F Oct 3, 2013

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    My Parents Were Bad.

    i remember how i was abused by my parents, i still sometimes cry about it now. i remember how covered in bruises i would get, i would go into school and the other kids would laugh at me, i used to cry, it wasnt fair, how come they have the perfect life? when all they do is laugh...
    xmexannie xmexannie 22-25, F 2 Responses Jul 22, 2011

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    I Joined This Group. But....

    i have memories that have been haunting me for years and years, and they might haunt me forever but im trying my hardest to get them to stop haunting me.
    kimosabi kimosabi 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 28, 2010

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    Flashbacks

    I have flashbacks that seem to come out of nowhere; I see scenes of my past play in my head like someone else took control of my mental remote. The events that I lived through first-hand are different from those I have only been told about.  Second-hand events play like a double...
    TypicalPisces TypicalPisces 31-35, F Feb 13, 2011

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    The Pain Is Still Raw I have a few memories

    that haunt me but my memory is bad so sometimes it takes something to trigger off that memory but i think the one main one that will haunt me is seeing my mum when she died. I don't think i prepared myself because when i walked in to the room my legs gave way. I remember i sat...
    Gentleandlovingsoul Gentleandlovingsoul 36-40, F 3 Responses Jun 29

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    Things I'll Never Forget.

                       I'm Gabrielle Micah B., and I'm 14. You may think that the youth my age haven't gone through anything, and just has built up angst and etc about some teenage boyfriend, but I've been through a lot. I can't speak for all the teens in the...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Nov 1, 2011

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    Think The Song Says It All

    except my wife was one of those that never came home they brought parts of her home buti was in a coma from a plane carsh and never knew for 6 months when i came out of the coame i was told my wife was dead and her mother and i was placed on a 24 hours watch like i was really...
    rickibrat2 rickibrat2 61-65, M Oct 29, 2011

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    My Biological Parents

    My first real memory of life was when my twin brothers Nick and I were about two. My mother was a prostitute and drug attic,so pretty much white trash but she passed away giving birth to me and my twin. Well I rememember my abusive dad getting mad and hitting me and my brother...
    aliejameson aliejameson 16-17, F 2 Responses Jan 18, 2013

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    Forever And Ever..

    I will forever be haunted by the images of my dying mother.. She was helpless and relied on me to do everything for her. She couldn't even get up out of bed to go to the bathroom. There are two images that I just can't erase from my mind no matter what I do though.. The first...
    Amay408 Amay408 18-21, F 4 Responses Feb 7, 2010

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    Unwanted Thoughts

    Having you ever heard the saying: "What doesn't kill you makes you stronger"? There are times when I can agree with this but sometimes I question myself and think that some things happen to make you realize that you're more vulnerable than you think you are. I am not...
    forbiddenfeelings forbiddenfeelings 16-17, F 2 Responses May 14, 2011

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    Have Been Haunted For A Long Time.

    I been haunted by the memory of a girl I knew . Her name is Carey (at least for the purposes of this story for her familes privacy)we met in school and we hit it off being really good friends and eventually I fell in love with her and by the time I was able to tell her she...
    Xeven Xeven 31-35, M 3 Responses Mar 2, 2010

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    Childhood Wounds

    A memory from my childhood that I can't let go of.. A incident that lasted less than five minutes but shaped my live for years to come. I've been through much worse in my life but this memory is still a painful wound that is still there, after all this time.. I came from a very...
    Mountaingirl07 Mountaingirl07 51-55, F 8 Responses Sep 14, 2011

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    It's A Cold Case Of How So Much Truth Has Never Come To Light

    I guess that's as good a way to describe it. I and my sister, 5 yrs. older than myself, were foster children all our young lives.  We were with the same family-myself for about 19 years actually-until we became old enough to fend for ourselves.  And you'd think that was a...
    TtotheD TtotheD 56-60, M 3 Responses Sep 14, 2013

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    Story # 176 Silly Little Girl

    I was such a little kid at the time, that I really didn't know that you aren't supposed to listen to grown-up conversation without permission. I was playing in our back yard when I heard my mom talking to a friend or neighbour, inside the living room. So, I stopped what I was...
    Serenitree Serenitree 70+, F 2 Responses Sep 14, 2011

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    My Step-dad

    This isn't about rape or anything like that but it will haunt me and makes me shiver every time i think about. i have neer shared this story with anyone before but after reading some of them i felt i could. when i was about 7 my parents split up. My mum found a new man and we...
    momshalloweenbaby momshalloweenbaby 13-15, F 2 Responses Nov 10, 2011

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    Omg i woke up this morning , n i am feeling numb and depressed. I want to forget past 3 years of my life. I hate it i hate evrythg abt my current situation. I hate life i need to...
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    and it makes me ache inside...I don't want to be alone but if that's the hand I'm dealt I will handle it. I will stock up on cats and wine and head toward whatever's to come!
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    They say that every time you remember something from your past, it becomes distorted. It is not an actual version of events but rather your impression of them. Time has made it...
    Shoutittotheworld23 Shoutittotheworld23 26-30, M 1 Response Aug 12

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    i just need to accept it. No one will stay by my side. I guess thats my faith :)
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    ...I honesty say this a lot but when I think it over I have so many thoughts that make me anxious and petrified about getting into a relationship. I just don't want to hurt and I...
    AcousticLover AcousticLover 16-17, F 3 Responses Aug 17

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    ExUser007 ExUser007 18-21 2 days ago

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    That smile on your face, when you would catch me looking at you Our first kiss. How it was so natural and familiar. The first time you broke my heart. And the second. The day...
    ImpossibleHeart ImpossibleHeart 26-30, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    Like the first time I ever drank alcohol. I didn't know my limits and I chugged a whole 5th of Wild Turkey whiskey,... Drank it so fast I felt nothing for a little while after...
    DaddyDouglas DaddyDouglas 41-45, M 1 Response 3 hrs ago

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    Read my other posts like this. Heart if you agree or comment if you think otherwise. Give me a good reason why or advice to help me if you really care more than you read about it...
    YoungRidah YoungRidah 18-21, M Aug 9

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    So tired of being alone, but too anxious to be with anyone
    xsarah23x xsarah23x 16-17, F 1 Response Aug 9

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    Fire still burns, love like this
    dmmotx dmmotx 46-50, F Aug 14

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    I'm not sure if I've found him ... Hopefully he is that one .
    emoniemm emoniemm 70+, F 2 Responses Aug 14

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    Anyone else feel this way?
    FindingTheRealMe FindingTheRealMe 16-17, F 29 Responses Aug 18

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    That is how I use to think and that view has recently begun to change. I finally told myself that the only way something was going to happen was if I was going to take a risk...
    asert12345678 asert12345678 31-35, M 1 Response Aug 18

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    I'm horrible at committing to anything or anyone. I need my space more often than not and not a lot of people understand it... So no one wants to be with me.
    MarissaDreams MarissaDreams 18-21, F Aug 25

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    I miss my true love! Why does true love only happen once?!!!! 😫
    letie0717 letie0717 36-40, F Aug 3

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    one time in 6th grade i was whereing a blue and white long furry kitty cat hat in school and i was outside and then a 8th grade boy went up to me looked around and petted me for...
    AkariMei AkariMei 13-15, F 1 Response Aug 14

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    i was with my friends in gym class, and we were sitting on the girls side then the gym teacher turned on some music and me and my friends danced to it on top of the stairs :P...
    AkariMei AkariMei 13-15, F 1 Response Aug 14

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    Dancing around under the stars.. When the local Berbers played Music. In Morocco
    rachieu rachieu 16-17, F Aug 14

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    Yer like too many of them, for example. I was at a party, after the party. Me and someone I know, we heard screaming so we ran to check what was up. The next thing was 5 guys...
    kamachulu kamachulu 22-25, M Aug 18

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    The fire is calming it reminds me who I am, and about all the things I've gone through, that I survived and I'm stronger
    HeadStrongPro HeadStrongPro 16-17, M Aug 20

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    i never dreamed cause i always thought that dreaming was for kids and love was just a game that children play and no more than a game....
    littleana littleana 18-21, F 2 Responses Aug 22

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    When I was 8 i saw my best friend drop 2 the floor dieing.....Am 24 now I still remember it like it was yesterday
    24chris24 24chris24 22-25, M 2 Responses a week ago

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    she looks hot!!! like banging her tight ***** would make my day
    evildesires evildesires 18-21, M Aug 13

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