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I Have Memories That Will Haunt Me Forever

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 536 People

    My Parents Were Bad.

    i remember how i was abused by my parents, i still sometimes cry about it now. i remember how covered in bruises i would get, i would go into school and the other kids would laugh at me, i used to cry, it wasnt fair, how come they have the perfect life? when all they do is laugh...
    xmexannie xmexannie 22-25, F 2 Responses Jul 22, 2011

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    Daddy Issues

    my father is a bad man....i can still see his shadow in the bathroom before he came into the room. i was three. i remember it completely. i dont want this memory anymore. i hate it and it makes me sick.
    slideways slideways 22-25, F 1 Response Mar 16, 2010

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    Childhood Wounds

    A memory from my childhood that I can't let go of.. A incident that lasted less than five minutes but shaped my live for years to come. I've been through much worse in my life but this memory is still a painful wound that is still there, after all this time.. I came from a very...
    Mountaingirl07 Mountaingirl07 51-55, F 8 Responses Sep 14, 2011

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    My Step-dad

    This isn't about rape or anything like that but it will haunt me and makes me shiver every time i think about. i have neer shared this story with anyone before but after reading some of them i felt i could. when i was about 7 my parents split up. My mum found a new man and we...
    momshalloweenbaby momshalloweenbaby 13-15, F 2 Responses Nov 10, 2011

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    My Biological Parents

    My first real memory of life was when my twin brothers Nick and I were about two. My mother was a prostitute and drug attic,so pretty much white trash but she passed away giving birth to me and my twin. Well I rememember my abusive dad getting mad and hitting me and my brother...
    aliejameson aliejameson 16-17, F 2 Responses Jan 18, 2013

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    The Death Of The Most Noble Woman I Know

    I haven't been able to write this before. It's been two years and I have barely spoken about it...and when I do it is brief and not detailed. But here it is. The story of the death of the most noble woman I know... My mother was amazing. Simply the best mother I could have ever...
    FrenchApple FrenchApple 31-35, F Oct 3, 2013

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    Things I'll Never Forget.

                       I'm Gabrielle Micah B., and I'm 14. You may think that the youth my age haven't gone through anything, and just has built up angst and etc about some teenage boyfriend, but I've been through a lot. I can't speak for all the teens in the...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Nov 1, 2011

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    Story # 176 Silly Little Girl

    I was such a little kid at the time, that I really didn't know that you aren't supposed to listen to grown-up conversation without permission. I was playing in our back yard when I heard my mom talking to a friend or neighbour, inside the living room. So, I stopped what I was...
    Serenitree Serenitree 70+, F 2 Responses Sep 14, 2011

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    Turned Around

    It took a lot of courage to talk about this even to friends, so to do so on the internet took a lot...but...i've done it. anyway, it all began when i was 7, my mother died, i was very upset, but my father, who hadnt been a nice man since before the death (to be honest, i think it...
    kayrose11 kayrose11 22-25, F 2 Responses Sep 19, 2011

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    The Men I Will Never Forgive.

    I was in the happiest place of my life. aged 21, i had survived my childhood of being ignored, hit, screamed at , hated by my mother. from the age of five so i thought to myself i deserved this time, this happiness. I was living with the love of my life, i was 14 weeks...
    deleted deleted 26-30 5 Responses Mar 12, 2011

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    Many

    there are so many memorys that will haunt me forever, I used to have terrible flashbacks, although recently they seemed to have stopped which i am hugely greatful for. I had a pretty bad childhood, right up to nearly my twentys my life was a pretty bad mess, but there are things...
    lushandloopy lushandloopy 26-30, F 1 Response Jun 17, 2010

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    Have Been Haunted For A Long Time.

    I been haunted by the memory of a girl I knew . Her name is Carey (at least for the purposes of this story for her familes privacy)we met in school and we hit it off being really good friends and eventually I fell in love with her and by the time I was able to tell her she...
    Xeven Xeven 31-35, M 3 Responses Mar 2, 2010

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    Flashbacks

    I have flashbacks that seem to come out of nowhere; I see scenes of my past play in my head like someone else took control of my mental remote. The events that I lived through first-hand are different from those I have only been told about.  Second-hand events play like a double...
    TypicalPisces TypicalPisces 31-35, F Feb 13, 2011

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    They Will Never Leave

    Each memory I have, each one bad. Each of them make my stomach churn. The pain of this life, waking up everyday is a challenge. Sleeping every night near impossible. Rarely does these memories leave me but sooner or later they come back. I have so many scars, each will the a...
    CrimsonSnow CrimsonSnow 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 4, 2013

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    Ike

    Ironic that his name was ike huh? Lol. Anyway, i can finally open up and tell everyone the truth now. Havent talked to anyone past except for people ive had deep intimate relationships with, so about 3.... I was 15, just moved down south. Didnt have any friendz yet, just...
    BorderlineMind BorderlineMind 22-25, F 1 Response Jun 3, 2013

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    Think The Song Says It All

    except my wife was one of those that never came home they brought parts of her home buti was in a coma from a plane carsh and never knew for 6 months when i came out of the coame i was told my wife was dead and her mother and i was placed on a 24 hours watch like i was really...
    rickibrat2 rickibrat2 61-65, M Oct 29, 2011

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    Forever And Ever..

    I will forever be haunted by the images of my dying mother.. She was helpless and relied on me to do everything for her. She couldn't even get up out of bed to go to the bathroom. There are two images that I just can't erase from my mind no matter what I do though.. The first...
    Amay408 Amay408 18-21, F 4 Responses Feb 7, 2010

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    It's A Cold Case Of How So Much Truth Has Never Come To Light

    I guess that's as good a way to describe it. I and my sister, 5 yrs. older than myself, were foster children all our young lives.  We were with the same family-myself for about 19 years actually-until we became old enough to fend for ourselves.  And you'd think that was a...
    TtotheD TtotheD 56-60, M 3 Responses Sep 14, 2013

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    I Joined This Group. But....

    i have memories that have been haunting me for years and years, and they might haunt me forever but im trying my hardest to get them to stop haunting me.
    kimosabi kimosabi 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 28, 2010

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    Memories That Won't Go Away

    I had a vast amount of traumatic experiences when I was younger. The worst of which is when I saw my best friend get shot in the head when I was 18. I have gone threw alot of thrapy due to anger issues but have been doing better for the last 10 years or so. I credit my wife, kids...
    coldasice209 coldasice209 31-35, M 2 Responses Mar 12, 2011

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    The Pain Is Still Raw I have a few memories

    that haunt me but my memory is bad so sometimes it takes something to trigger off that memory but i think the one main one that will haunt me is seeing my mum when she died. I don't think i prepared myself because when i walked in to the room my legs gave way. I remember i sat...
    Gentleandlovingsoul Gentleandlovingsoul 36-40, F 3 Responses Jun 29

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    Unwanted Thoughts

    Having you ever heard the saying: "What doesn't kill you makes you stronger"? There are times when I can agree with this but sometimes I question myself and think that some things happen to make you realize that you're more vulnerable than you think you are. I am not...
    forbiddenfeelings forbiddenfeelings 16-17, F 2 Responses May 14, 2011

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    Related Experiences

    Slowly I'm becoming her. The one who lies distant within my own memories. My memories distant but so clear. Questions still run wild inside my messed up mind. They lie with...
    BeautifulSin BeautifulSin 16-17, F Nov 20

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    This song, I cant even link the original because it is too close to home, but this version is haunting. It reminds me of every time I do visit home.  
    InvadersMustDie InvadersMustDie 31-35, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    Memories that we've shared will always be my favorite. I can still remember your sweet face while you're sleeping next to me. How cute you are when you are trying dance. Our very...
    Shai15 Shai15 22-25, F 1 Response Oct 29

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    Is there an endless song?Yes, Forever is too longDoes true love really happen?As the lover's lane wait in vainStill I want to dream those dreamsOf sonnets and prose of Shakespeare...
    4BlackForest 4BlackForest 36-40, F 4 Responses Oct 29

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    I thought when I got married to the man that I loved that it would last forever but it only lasted four years. I just want to find someone that I can love and for them to love me...
    pokeygirl88 pokeygirl88 26-30, F Nov 5

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    I think I'll be alone forever. It's something I'm gonna have to learn to accept. I've never had a girlfriend and I'm almost 30. I'm scared to meet a girl. I fear rejection. I hate...
    feint30 feint30 26-30, M 2 Responses Nov 10

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    my Mother left me when I was 6. for her boyfriend who was raping me.... been nearly 24 years and I haven't seen her again. iam alone
    spoog spoog 26-30, F 3 Responses a week ago

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    So 15 yrs ago the town I was living in flooded. My buddy's apartment complex had 12 ft of water in the parking lot. And across the water you could clearly see just the 2nd floor...
    Drixie Drixie 31-35, M 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    That picture...looks like Light Yagami and L cuddling :p
    SerineTheSquirrel SerineTheSquirrel 18-21, F 1 Response Oct 30

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    I Misssssssss Youuuuuuuuuu :I
    conniee3 conniee3 18-21, F 2 Responses Nov 6

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    I hate being sad and crying all the time and can't sleep
    nobody1981 nobody1981 31-35, F 4 Responses Nov 6

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    Soda become vodka Bikes become cars Kisses turned into s.e.x. Remember when dads shoulders were the highest place on earth, and mom was your hero.... Race issues were about who ran...
    expressomarkie expressomarkie 46-50, M 3 Responses Nov 20

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    I've been raped, molested. I've been abused in almost every way. I've been bullied by people I thought were there to support me. and I've been homeless. I've seen the darkness in...
    EFairy EFairy 22-25, F 1 Response Nov 20

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    i fall upon the thorns of life...i bleed..our sweetest songs are those that tell of saddest thought...
    sourav741 sourav741 22-25, M 1 Response a week ago

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    Why can't you just leave me alone??
    nylaa nylaa 22-25, F 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    I love you because I need you, &Need you because I love you.I will let time tell the story,& Memories set a FOREVER. 
    lisqbansil lisqbansil 26-30, F 4 Responses Nov 6

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    I have struggled for months now. Months of therapy, months of dragging up things that are better left alone. Talking about him, and what he did to me. I feel fine sometimes, and...
    TooYoungforThis19 TooYoungforThis19 18-21, F 2 Responses Oct 28

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    If you mess with someone I know or me I will haunt you and kill you until your dead for good
    skullblade skullblade 13-15, M 5 days ago

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    I feel like I will be forever single until like 50 or so. I've never been in a relationship, or had a first kiss those are the things I get sad over and I will never have. Mabey...
    jstaples534 jstaples534 16-17, M 14 hrs ago

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    Sometimes I wonder if I will be forever alone. I'm only 20 but I'm losing hope. Never been taken on a proper date by a guy or anything. Sometimes I wonder if there's something...
    JustDevy JustDevy 18-21, F 21 Responses Oct 28

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    Judge I remember your stare as a "friend" coerced your body, As you sip some sin, we look through crowd of eyes, And out of all the people here, The only one that sees my pain...
    ymfas ymfas 26-30, M 2 Responses Nov 6

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    Careful what you whisper in the night...he will hear you......careful what you dream in your slumber, he will see it.Love your life well, weaken from it you will be his, he will...
    SassyBabe39 SassyBabe39 41-45, F 2 Responses Nov 20

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    My depression is a Demon. I've had Sleep Paralysis my whole life. I have memories of dreams about what i thought were the golden eyes of my beloved rottweilers, but were instead...
    TheDylanG TheDylanG 18-21, M 1 Response 2 days ago

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    so sad for Phillip Hughes God bless you and thanks for being a cricket great and long memories will live on
    Rakiea Rakiea 26-30, F 3 Responses 1 day ago

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    I still have flashbacks. it haunts me
    tarjawhore tarjawhore 22-25, M 2 Responses Oct 28

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    I have so many things that are going good for me... but I still feel like everything is on one track. I don't know who I am or what I want. All I know is I have a child I love and...
    bumblebooxo bumblebooxo 18-21, F 2 Responses Nov 3