I Have Memories That Will Haunt Me Forever

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    Ike

    Ironic that his name was ike huh? Lol. Anyway, i can finally open up and tell everyone the truth now. Havent talked to anyone past except for people ive had deep intimate relationships with, so about 3.... I was 15, just moved down south. Didnt have any friendz yet, just...
    BorderlineMind BorderlineMind
    22-25, F
    1 Response Jun 3, 2013

    Think The Song Says It All

    except my wife was one of those that never came home they brought parts of her home buti was in a coma from a plane carsh and never knew for 6 months when i came out of the coame i was told my wife was dead and her mother and i was placed on a 24 hours watch like i was really...
    rickibrat2 rickibrat2
    61-65, M
    Oct 29, 2011

    Flashbacks

    I have flashbacks that seem to come out of nowhere; I see scenes of my past play in my head like someone else took control of my mental remote. The events that I lived through first-hand are different from those I have only been told about.  Second-hand events play like a double...
    TypicalPisces TypicalPisces
    36-40, F
    Feb 13, 2011

    My Step-dad

    This isn't about rape or anything like that but it will haunt me and makes me shiver every time i think about. i have neer shared this story with anyone before but after reading some of them i felt i could. when i was about 7 my parents split up. My mum found a new man and we...
    momshalloweenbaby momshalloweenbaby
    13-15, F
    2 Responses Nov 10, 2011

    The Death Of The Most Noble Woman I Know

    I haven't been able to write this before. It's been two years and I have barely spoken about it...and when I do it is brief and not detailed. But here it is. The story of the death of the most noble woman I know... My mother was amazing. Simply the best mother I could have ever...
    FrenchApple FrenchApple
    31-35, F
    Oct 3, 2013

    The summer my dad died on Father's Day my

    cousin raped me and then my uncle caught him and told me he would handle it and then he end up molesting me! I never told anyone before. That is one of my biggest secrets ever
    nishabrown nishabrown
    18-21, F
    3 Responses Mar 17

    When I was a kid I had a best friend named Kevin

    and we would play, every day. One day, when I was at his house he showed me something that would change my world. He took my hand and closed his bedroom door. Not knowing what to expect he placed a red toy truck that made noise on the play mat and asked me to watch. He made me...
    Gingie0 Gingie0
    22-25, F
    Mar 22

    The Men I Will Never Forgive.

    I was in the happiest place of my life. aged 21, i had survived my childhood of being ignored, hit, screamed at , hated by my mother. from the age of five so i thought to myself i deserved this time, this happiness. I was living with the love of my life, i was 14 weeks...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    5 Responses Mar 12, 2011

    Have Been Haunted For A Long Time.

    I been haunted by the memory of a girl I knew . Her name is Carey (at least for the purposes of this story for her familes privacy)we met in school and we hit it off being really good friends and eventually I fell in love with her and by the time I was able to tell her she...
    Xeven Xeven
    31-35, M
    3 Responses Mar 2, 2010

    My Parents Were Bad.

    i remember how i was abused by my parents, i still sometimes cry about it now. i remember how covered in bruises i would get, i would go into school and the other kids would laugh at me, i used to cry, it wasnt fair, how come they have the perfect life? when all they do is laugh...
    xmexannie xmexannie
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Jul 22, 2011

    I Joined This Group. But....

    i have memories that have been haunting me for years and years, and they might haunt me forever but im trying my hardest to get them to stop haunting me.
    kimosabi kimosabi
    18-21, F
    1 Response Feb 28, 2010

    Memories That Won't Go Away

    I had a vast amount of traumatic experiences when I was younger. The worst of which is when I saw my best friend get shot in the head when I was 18. I have gone threw alot of thrapy due to anger issues but have been doing better for the last 10 years or so. I credit my wife, kids...
    coldasice209 coldasice209
    31-35, M
    2 Responses Mar 12, 2011

    Watching a human being torture .

    Being bullied my entire school career. abandoned by my " friends", and my family when Convenient...among the highlight real .
    Nickf20 Nickf20
    18-21, M
    2 Responses Mar 28

    Unwanted Thoughts

    Having you ever heard the saying: "What doesn't kill you makes you stronger"? There are times when I can agree with this but sometimes I question myself and think that some things happen to make you realize that you're more vulnerable than you think you are. I am not...
    forbiddenfeelings forbiddenfeelings
    16-17, F
    2 Responses May 14, 2011

    They Will Never Leave

    Each memory I have, each one bad. Each of them make my stomach churn. The pain of this life, waking up everyday is a challenge. Sleeping every night near impossible. Rarely does these memories leave me but sooner or later they come back. I have so many scars, each will the a...
    SnowflakeWarrior SnowflakeWarrior
    18-21, F
    1 Response Apr 4, 2013

    Turned Around

    It took a lot of courage to talk about this even to friends, so to do so on the internet took a lot...but...i've done it. anyway, it all began when i was 7, my mother died, i was very upset, but my father, who hadnt been a nice man since before the death (to be honest, i think it...
    kayrose11 kayrose11
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Sep 19, 2011

    It's A Cold Case Of How So Much Truth Has Never Come To Light

    I guess that's as good a way to describe it. I and my sister, 5 yrs. older than myself, were foster children all our young lives.  We were with the same family-myself for about 19 years actually-until we became old enough to fend for ourselves.  And you'd think that was a...
    TtotheD TtotheD
    56-60, M
    3 Responses Sep 14, 2013

    When I was young my mom put me in a small

    daycare ran by a women who had a couple kids herself. One day my mom came to pick me up early to find that the babysitters boy friend was watching over us kids. My mom wasn't paying a man she didn't know to watch over her three year old so she took me out of the daycare. Later...
    Gingie0 Gingie0
    22-25, F
    Mar 22

    The Pain Is Still Raw I have a few memories

    that haunt me but my memory is bad so sometimes it takes something to trigger off that memory but i think the one main one that will haunt me is seeing my mum when she died. I don't think i prepared myself because when i walked in to the room my legs gave way. I remember i sat...
    Gentleandlovingsoul Gentleandlovingsoul
    36-40, F
    3 Responses Jun 29, 2014

    My Biological Parents

    My first real memory of life was when my twin brothers Nick and I were about two. My mother was a prostitute and drug attic,so pretty much white trash but she passed away giving birth to me and my twin. Well I rememember my abusive dad getting mad and hitting me and my brother...
    aliejameson aliejameson
    16-17, F
    2 Responses Jan 18, 2013

    Forever And Ever..

    I will forever be haunted by the images of my dying mother.. She was helpless and relied on me to do everything for her. She couldn't even get up out of bed to go to the bathroom. There are two images that I just can't erase from my mind no matter what I do though.. The first...
    Amay408 Amay408
    18-21, F
    3 Responses Feb 7, 2010

    I have written about a lot of my younger crazy

    days on EP. From friends killed just seconds ahead of me on a dark county roads, to driving thru a Kroger tractor trailer and coming out without a scratch. When I was a teenager I did the kinds of things you read in the daily police log. I was a baaaaad boy. But man, did I have...
    boldtimer boldtimer
    66-70, M
    1 Response Mar 22

    Many

    there are so many memorys that will haunt me forever, I used to have terrible flashbacks, although recently they seemed to have stopped which i am hugely greatful for. I had a pretty bad childhood, right up to nearly my twentys my life was a pretty bad mess, but there are things...
    lushandloopy lushandloopy
    26-30, F
    1 Response Jun 17, 2010

    Daddy Issues

    my father is a bad man....i can still see his shadow in the bathroom before he came into the room. i was three. i remember it completely. i dont want this memory anymore. i hate it and it makes me sick.
    slideways slideways
    22-25, F
    1 Response Mar 16, 2010

    Childhood Wounds

    A memory from my childhood that I can't let go of.. A incident that lasted less than five minutes but shaped my live for years to come. I've been through much worse in my life but this memory is still a painful wound that is still there, after all this time.. I came from a very...
    Mountaingirl07 Mountaingirl07
    51-55, F
    7 Responses Sep 14, 2011

    Story # 176 Silly Little Girl

    I was such a little kid at the time, that I really didn't know that you aren't supposed to listen to grown-up conversation without permission. I was playing in our back yard when I heard my mom talking to a friend or neighbour, inside the living room. So, I stopped what I was...
    Serenitree Serenitree
    70+, F
    2 Responses Sep 14, 2011

    Things I'll Never Forget.

                       I'm Gabrielle Micah B., and I'm 14. You may think that the youth my age haven't gone through anything, and just has built up angst and etc about some teenage boyfriend, but I've been through a lot. I can't speak for all the teens in the...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    2 Responses Nov 1, 2011

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    GentleReader GentleReader
    16-17, M
    Apr 21
    Well words can't really express how much I will miss this site and everybody on it, so I'll just keep it short and say thank you to everyone for all the awesome experiences and...
    NawImG00d NawImG00d
    26-30, M
    1 Response Apr 21
    Ah ok, i first joined EP June/15/2015 tbh ...not that long but the memories i made here are just wow ..i can still remember it like it was yesterday and idk how i feel ...happy...
    LovelyGorillla LovelyGorillla
    16-17, F
    Apr 21
    It's been a long day without you, my EPAnd I'll tell you all about it when I see you againWe've come a long way from where we beganOh, I'll tell you all about it when I see you...
    MirusMe MirusMe
    18-21, M
    Apr 21
    This is my last post .......I have many memories attached with EP......I was here since last 2 years....I met with many good people here....I have seen many hierarchies in here of...
    RishabhRick RishabhRick
    18-21, M
    Apr 21
    First as 0nest0, then nest37, and a few other that I made poof, what will be most difficult is not missing anyone, I have nice memories of the few I interacted with, but in all...
    Bettercallsalamander Bettercallsalamander
    36-40, M
    1 Response Apr 21
    Never thought that an online site like EP would ever become such an important of my life. I have met some wonderful people on here, have had some life changing experiences, and...
    BigAsset BigAsset
    41-45, M
    Apr 21
    I havee. I can't say they are my best friends now, but when they were, oh boy did we do some stupid stuff! I think it's only right I end my time here on EP with a positive, fun...
    TheMasterMan1 TheMasterMan1
    16-17, M
    Apr 20
    I will most definitely miss EP. When I found out it was closing down my heart broke a little :( sure I don't post as much as I did in the beginning but this site brought me good...
    esmer2496 esmer2496
    18-21, F
    1 Response Apr 20
    I first found the Experience Project on January of 2014. I still can't believe that was 2 years ago. A lot has changed since then. I have met a lot of awesome people on here...
    moose73630 moose73630
    18-21, M
    4 Responses Apr 20
    So here I am, less than two hours away from the 20th of April, thinking about the closure of EP. My entire, admittedly short-lived time on this site, has been one of happiness...
    TightyWhitieBoy TightyWhitieBoy
    18-21, M
    7 Responses Apr 20
    feels like i am in the ep senior year high school or college its ending and so many good memories the time will never come again cant deny you will missed a lot ep :)
    bimvim bimvim
    18-21, M
    1 Response Apr 20
    So for my last and final experience I wanted to say thank you. Thank you for the experience I have had, for the people I've met. I fell in love on here and I also got heartbroken...
    k33024w k33024w
    16-17, F
    1 Response Apr 20
    I never like to say goodbye, but instead, until we meet again fair well. Life has given us all lemons at a point or another, what you make with those lemons are the true meaning...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    5 Responses Apr 20
    Where to begin? Ep is such a bitter sweet friend. Perhaps this is a sign from the heavens above that time brings everything to an end. This journey we call Life is a strange but...
    BeardedJustice BeardedJustice
    18-21, M
    1 Response Apr 20
    I don't even know where to start. It saddens me to see EP go. I have so many good memories of it and have been fortunate enough to meet the best people I've ever known from here...
    Jennifer337 Jennifer337
    31-35, T
    2 Responses Apr 20
    I have to say this.. ep had helped me a lot.. from here i made some graleat friends for life.. i learned a lot.. helped a few...still continuing the good work.. i must say,i would...
    nixf1 nixf1
    22-25, F
    Apr 20
    At last the End of Ep has come. Its hard to let it go since it was the one of a kind. To me this site was unique which allowed you to see and imagine a person based on the...
    Wolverine90 Wolverine90
    22-25, M
    Apr 20
    Two more days left ep..two more days. The countdown continues, and i feel like ep deserved a longer existence. Two days seems so close, and i honestly dont know what i'll do when...
    PiecesOfPeace PiecesOfPeace
    18-21, F
    Apr 20
    I really want this to be the last thing I post on Ep. You're important. And this will stay here forever. Grace, you've effected my life so much. You've made so much of an impact...
    3st3ll3 3st3ll3
    13-15, F
    3 Responses Apr 19
    I have met people here that have changed my life forever. My heart was soothed and broken, my lust was piqued and fired, my emotions were often raw and exposed. If we spoke or...
    bethany444 bethany444
    46-50, F
    Apr 19
    If I love you, I will love you forever. Even if the feeling diminishes over time, in no way will it disappear into nothing; a small part of me will still love the memory of you...
    VioletVivid VioletVivid
    26-30
    1 Response Apr 19
    We’ve got about two days till closing time so I might as well post this now before I forget. Even though I wasn’t the type to use EP to try and gain friends or to seek advice...
    TrentNovac2 TrentNovac2
    18-21, M
    1 Response Apr 19
    Well I guess this is good bye. I have learnt so much from this site and it has been a honor and a experience I will never forget. I would have loved for this site to stay but all...
    chubbyboy19 chubbyboy19
    18-21, M
    1 Response Apr 19
    I will, but at the same time.. I am relieved. Whenever I log in, sadness is all I feel. I am tired of being reminded of what I've lost... And what I will lose. I am tired of...
    VioletVivid VioletVivid
    26-30
    4 Responses Apr 19
    hey everyone.. it was nice to be here n I met some really interesting people here. thanks everyone for the memories. I wud certainly like to be in touch wid my ep frnds. I have...
    Derkaisher Derkaisher
    22-25, M
    Apr 19
    I really can't fully believe that EP is almost over. I've given so much of me to this place for many years it's been the only stable thing in my life. I been here since September...
    AYearWithoutRain AYearWithoutRain
    22-25, M
    Apr 19
    I really can't fully believe that EP is almost over. I've given so much of me to this place for many years it's been the only stable thing in my life. I been here since September...
    PiecingMeBackTogether PiecingMeBackTogether
    22-25, M
    1 Response Apr 19
    I didn't post a lot of experiences, but I will miss Experience Project a lot. I made some awesome friends, got support, gave support to others, and had an amazing time here. It's...
    oathtoorder oathtoorder
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Apr 18
    So people write a story and then when it is questioned in any way delete the comments and block the commentator. Alright Itsjustus that makes everything you've done right. But my...
    MrW8 MrW8
    46-50, M
    1 Response Apr 18
    Memories 6 years. September 1, 2001. I go to school. My mother left me and I was the first time in the classroom. I started to cry. I was afraid that I was left alone. An...
    lonelyrider95 lonelyrider95
    18-21, M
    Apr 18
    I always have memories of being in ww2 flying a plane and I remember when I was a kid In pre school I was always talking about the olden days and reading or looking at books that...
    Kccj12 Kccj12
    18-21, M
    1 Response Apr 18
    Time goes by, But pain is still here deep in my heart. Someday it rains, another the sun shines bright, But everything looks so grey to me now. I knew that some would win and some...
    livingdeadsoul61 livingdeadsoul61
    18-21, F
    1 Response Apr 17
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