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I Have Memories That Will Haunt Me Forever

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 535 People

    Flashbacks

    I have flashbacks that seem to come out of nowhere; I see scenes of my past play in my head like someone else took control of my mental remote. The events that I lived through first-hand are different from those I have only been told about.  Second-hand events play like a double...
    TypicalPisces TypicalPisces 31-35, F Feb 13, 2011

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    I Joined This Group. But....

    i have memories that have been haunting me for years and years, and they might haunt me forever but im trying my hardest to get them to stop haunting me.
    kimosabi kimosabi 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 28, 2010

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    Things I'll Never Forget.

                       I'm Gabrielle Micah B., and I'm 14. You may think that the youth my age haven't gone through anything, and just has built up angst and etc about some teenage boyfriend, but I've been through a lot. I can't speak for all the teens in the...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Nov 1, 2011

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    My Biological Parents

    My first real memory of life was when my twin brothers Nick and I were about two. My mother was a prostitute and drug attic,so pretty much white trash but she passed away giving birth to me and my twin. Well I rememember my abusive dad getting mad and hitting me and my brother...
    aliejameson aliejameson 16-17, F 2 Responses Jan 18, 2013

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    Unwanted Thoughts

    Having you ever heard the saying: "What doesn't kill you makes you stronger"? There are times when I can agree with this but sometimes I question myself and think that some things happen to make you realize that you're more vulnerable than you think you are. I am not...
    forbiddenfeelings forbiddenfeelings 16-17, F 2 Responses May 14, 2011

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    Story # 176 Silly Little Girl

    I was such a little kid at the time, that I really didn't know that you aren't supposed to listen to grown-up conversation without permission. I was playing in our back yard when I heard my mom talking to a friend or neighbour, inside the living room. So, I stopped what I was...
    Serenitree Serenitree 70+, F 2 Responses Sep 14, 2011

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    My Parents Were Bad.

    i remember how i was abused by my parents, i still sometimes cry about it now. i remember how covered in bruises i would get, i would go into school and the other kids would laugh at me, i used to cry, it wasnt fair, how come they have the perfect life? when all they do is laugh...
    xmexannie xmexannie 22-25, F 2 Responses Jul 22, 2011

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    Have Been Haunted For A Long Time.

    I been haunted by the memory of a girl I knew . Her name is Carey (at least for the purposes of this story for her familes privacy)we met in school and we hit it off being really good friends and eventually I fell in love with her and by the time I was able to tell her she...
    Xeven Xeven 31-35, M 3 Responses Mar 2, 2010

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    Think The Song Says It All

    except my wife was one of those that never came home they brought parts of her home buti was in a coma from a plane carsh and never knew for 6 months when i came out of the coame i was told my wife was dead and her mother and i was placed on a 24 hours watch like i was really...
    rickibrat2 rickibrat2 61-65, M Oct 29, 2011

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    The Death Of The Most Noble Woman I Know

    I haven't been able to write this before. It's been two years and I have barely spoken about it...and when I do it is brief and not detailed. But here it is. The story of the death of the most noble woman I know... My mother was amazing. Simply the best mother I could have ever...
    FrenchApple FrenchApple 31-35, F Oct 3, 2013

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    My Step-dad

    This isn't about rape or anything like that but it will haunt me and makes me shiver every time i think about. i have neer shared this story with anyone before but after reading some of them i felt i could. when i was about 7 my parents split up. My mum found a new man and we...
    momshalloweenbaby momshalloweenbaby 13-15, F 2 Responses Nov 10, 2011

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    The Men I Will Never Forgive.

    I was in the happiest place of my life. aged 21, i had survived my childhood of being ignored, hit, screamed at , hated by my mother. from the age of five so i thought to myself i deserved this time, this happiness. I was living with the love of my life, i was 14 weeks...
    deleted deleted 26-30 5 Responses Mar 12, 2011

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    It's A Cold Case Of How So Much Truth Has Never Come To Light

    I guess that's as good a way to describe it. I and my sister, 5 yrs. older than myself, were foster children all our young lives.  We were with the same family-myself for about 19 years actually-until we became old enough to fend for ourselves.  And you'd think that was a...
    TtotheD TtotheD 56-60, M 3 Responses Sep 14, 2013

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    Daddy Issues

    my father is a bad man....i can still see his shadow in the bathroom before he came into the room. i was three. i remember it completely. i dont want this memory anymore. i hate it and it makes me sick.
    slideways slideways 22-25, F 1 Response Mar 16, 2010

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    The Pain Is Still Raw I have a few memories

    that haunt me but my memory is bad so sometimes it takes something to trigger off that memory but i think the one main one that will haunt me is seeing my mum when she died. I don't think i prepared myself because when i walked in to the room my legs gave way. I remember i sat...
    Gentleandlovingsoul Gentleandlovingsoul 36-40, F 3 Responses Jun 29, 2014

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    Forever And Ever..

    I will forever be haunted by the images of my dying mother.. She was helpless and relied on me to do everything for her. She couldn't even get up out of bed to go to the bathroom. There are two images that I just can't erase from my mind no matter what I do though.. The first...
    Amay408 Amay408 18-21, F 4 Responses Feb 7, 2010

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    They Will Never Leave

    Each memory I have, each one bad. Each of them make my stomach churn. The pain of this life, waking up everyday is a challenge. Sleeping every night near impossible. Rarely does these memories leave me but sooner or later they come back. I have so many scars, each will the a...
    CrimsonSnow CrimsonSnow 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 4, 2013

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    Memories That Won't Go Away

    I had a vast amount of traumatic experiences when I was younger. The worst of which is when I saw my best friend get shot in the head when I was 18. I have gone threw alot of thrapy due to anger issues but have been doing better for the last 10 years or so. I credit my wife, kids...
    coldasice209 coldasice209 31-35, M 2 Responses Mar 12, 2011

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    Ike

    Ironic that his name was ike huh? Lol. Anyway, i can finally open up and tell everyone the truth now. Havent talked to anyone past except for people ive had deep intimate relationships with, so about 3.... I was 15, just moved down south. Didnt have any friendz yet, just...
    BorderlineMind BorderlineMind 22-25, F 1 Response Jun 3, 2013

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    Turned Around

    It took a lot of courage to talk about this even to friends, so to do so on the internet took a lot...but...i've done it. anyway, it all began when i was 7, my mother died, i was very upset, but my father, who hadnt been a nice man since before the death (to be honest, i think it...
    kayrose11 kayrose11 22-25, F 2 Responses Sep 19, 2011

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    Many

    there are so many memorys that will haunt me forever, I used to have terrible flashbacks, although recently they seemed to have stopped which i am hugely greatful for. I had a pretty bad childhood, right up to nearly my twentys my life was a pretty bad mess, but there are things...
    lushandloopy lushandloopy 26-30, F 1 Response Jun 17, 2010

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    Childhood Wounds

    A memory from my childhood that I can't let go of.. A incident that lasted less than five minutes but shaped my live for years to come. I've been through much worse in my life but this memory is still a painful wound that is still there, after all this time.. I came from a very...
    Mountaingirl07 Mountaingirl07 51-55, F 8 Responses Sep 14, 2011

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    Related Experiences

    I want to forget, but can't. I'm haunted by them and the ripple effect it had on my life. I've experienced the darkest side of people, people I thought I could trust, people I...
    fracturedforever fracturedforever 22-25, F 2 Responses Jan 9

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    When I was six years old, my family and I took a trip to visit my grandfather who was sixty years old. He was ill so everyone in the family gathered to talk with him while the my...
    TheSallyGirl TheSallyGirl 16-17, F 3 days ago

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    He invited me to spend my weekend with his family(just his mother and his sister). I went and thought it went pretty well because his mom really kind to me. When i asked him...
    mimsNayla mimsNayla 26-30, F 1 Response Jan 13

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    what makes memories flash into your mind, when they come they can make you smile or they can make you cry, but I am so glad that I have each and every one of them, just had one...
    Shamrock40 Shamrock40 36-40, M 1 Response Jan 3

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    They are great memories I'd never trade for anything. Camp fires, girlfriends, kindergarden, my first school dance, my first kiss. I can never forget them nor would I want to
    NewBeginnings5 NewBeginnings5 22-25 2 Responses Jan 8

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    Those perfect memories with always stay in my heart. And I'm sure there are so many more coming soon!
    dariada dariada 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 10

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    Memories are significant to me... Some are warmly cherished moments, floating upon the clouds along with my dreams. Never ceasing to display their depth of happiness... often...
    WithGracefulness WithGracefulness 46-50, F 7 Responses Jan 12

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    Looking up the ceiling all night just thinking about the STUPID things I did with my life and wishing I could change it and telling myself it shouldn't have never happen.. But it...
    DaOneandOnlyOne DaOneandOnlyOne 18-21, F 2 Responses Jan 13

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    I'm not sure where I stand with you & I don't know what I mean to you. All I know is that every time I think of you, all I want to do is be with you
    dmmotx dmmotx 46-50, F Dec 29, 2014

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    Wishes you the vision to see what you truly need the courage to seek what your heart desires and the strength to endure til all your dreams come true.
    dmmotx dmmotx 46-50, F Dec 30, 2014

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    I even remember my first birthday, I think it could be some type of disorder, but I like it.
    Enderjones Enderjones 22-25, M 1 Response Dec 27, 2014

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    I enjoy remembering the time when I was a kid and used to believe in indirect kissing. When I was playing with this certain kid I had a crush on, I secretly put my palm on my lips...
    dakilangdreamer dakilangdreamer 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 28, 2014

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    Learning I love sour cream and onion chips dipped in mustard. All thanks to a drunken night tasting things off my friends body.
    lynnox lynnox 22-25, F Jan 2

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    I remember when life was easy and peoples were kind , days of my childhood keep visiting my head : my grandfather's horse the green leafs of all that trees in country side I miss...
    NNightwalkeRR NNightwalkeRR 26-30, M 1 Response Jan 8

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    he's crazy about me, but his mom don't like me....
    mimsNayla mimsNayla 26-30, F 2 Responses Jan 13

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    Especially the ones that you WANT to forget. And you're just like 'why was I so stupid!!' 'Why did I do this?!' 'What was wrong with me?!' 'Why did I say that?!
    weirduo weirduo 13-15, F 6 Responses a week ago

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    The memory of us walking around the city center in the middle of a cold, rainy night gave me a feeling I did not want to let go of
    dearalexe dearalexe 22-25, F 5 days ago

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    I was 4 or 5 years and sadly I was the first one to find my 6 month old baby sister, dead. it will haunt me forever and I miss her so much..
    fOrEvErYoURs321 fOrEvErYoURs321 22-25, F 2 Responses Dec 26, 2014

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    Just one conversation..... It just took one conversation, the one we had the other day and all the memories are brought back again.I remember all the moments we shared, the laughs...
    MsDemeanorMe MsDemeanorMe 31-35, F 1 Response Dec 27, 2014

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    There is no way to substantiate what I am about to say, but then I guess this is not about proof. Through the help of others, I have learned that I have been around for a little...
    Drachona Drachona 18-21 a week ago

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    Looking into the mirror, a stranger looking back, she speaks to me with desperation....I am trying to hear her plea......"Just let me say - I have had enough, your hurtful and...
    SassyBabe39 SassyBabe39 41-45, F 6 days ago

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    Shortly before Christmas, I had the pleasure of meeting my love for the second time. We were going through some struggles with our feelings, so I wasn't sure how it would go or...
    Twostepper Twostepper 46-50, M 6 days ago

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    Beautiful man. Everyone seems to want you, even other men. You say you're mine but are you really? I won't let myself get too close to you. I want to... But I've been let down so...
    aanicole aanicole 18-21, F 3 Responses Jan 9

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    My brother never had a father figure even though our father lives in the same house with us. The weird thing is, even though he's physically there.... mentally he isn't. My father...
    khushali11 khushali11 26-30, F 1 Response Jan 13

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    LIFE SAVOR!!!! My Dermatophagia has no chance now! I got Touch-Gloves! Now i can wear gloves, without ever putting themk off! Of course i have to put them off sometimes. But this...
    shadowhunter221 shadowhunter221 13-15, M Jan 14

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    I joined this site in 2011. Three years ago. It was a different place then. (Years before I joined, I hear, it was even better.) This site has done so much for me. When I was most...
    Nyxii Nyxii 22-25, F 4 Responses Dec 25, 2014