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I Have Memories That Will Haunt Me Forever

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    there are so many memorys that will haunt me forever, I used to have terrible flashbacks, although recently they seemed to have stopped which i am hugely greatful for. I had a pretty bad childhood, right up to nearly my twentys my life was a pretty bad mess, but there are things...
    lushandloopy lushandloopy 26-30, F 1 Response Jun 17, 2010

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    Forever And Ever..

    I will forever be haunted by the images of my dying mother.. She was helpless and relied on me to do everything for her. She couldn't even get up out of bed to go to the bathroom. There are two images that I just can't erase from my mind no matter what I do though.. The first...
    Amay408 Amay408 18-21, F 4 Responses Feb 7, 2010

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    Childhood Wounds

    A memory from my childhood that I can't let go of.. A incident that lasted less than five minutes but shaped my live for years to come. I've been through much worse in my life but this memory is still a painful wound that is still there, after all this time.. I came from a very...
    Mountaingirl07 Mountaingirl07 51-55, F 8 Responses Sep 14, 2011

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    My Step-dad

    This isn't about rape or anything like that but it will haunt me and makes me shiver every time i think about. i have neer shared this story with anyone before but after reading some of them i felt i could. when i was about 7 my parents split up. My mum found a new man and we...
    momshalloweenbaby momshalloweenbaby 13-15, F 2 Responses Nov 10, 2011

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    The Men I Will Never Forgive.

    I was in the happiest place of my life. aged 21, i had survived my childhood of being ignored, hit, screamed at , hated by my mother. from the age of five so i thought to myself i deserved this time, this happiness. I was living with the love of my life, i was 14 weeks...
    deleted deleted 26-30 5 Responses Mar 12, 2011

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    Flashbacks

    I have flashbacks that seem to come out of nowhere; I see scenes of my past play in my head like someone else took control of my mental remote. The events that I lived through first-hand are different from those I have only been told about.  Second-hand events play like a double...
    TypicalPisces TypicalPisces 31-35, F Feb 13, 2011

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    The Death Of The Most Noble Woman I Know

    I haven't been able to write this before. It's been two years and I have barely spoken about it...and when I do it is brief and not detailed. But here it is. The story of the death of the most noble woman I know... My mother was amazing. Simply the best mother I could have ever...
    FrenchApple FrenchApple 31-35, F Oct 3, 2013

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    Unwanted Thoughts

    Having you ever heard the saying: "What doesn't kill you makes you stronger"? There are times when I can agree with this but sometimes I question myself and think that some things happen to make you realize that you're more vulnerable than you think you are. I am not...
    forbiddenfeelings forbiddenfeelings 16-17, F 2 Responses May 14, 2011

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    Daddy Issues

    my father is a bad man....i can still see his shadow in the bathroom before he came into the room. i was three. i remember it completely. i dont want this memory anymore. i hate it and it makes me sick.
    slideways slideways 22-25, F 1 Response Mar 16, 2010

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    They Will Never Leave

    Each memory I have, each one bad. Each of them make my stomach churn. The pain of this life, waking up everyday is a challenge. Sleeping every night near impossible. Rarely does these memories leave me but sooner or later they come back. I have so many scars, each will the a...
    CrimsonSnow CrimsonSnow 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 4, 2013

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    The Pain Is Still Raw I have a few memories

    that haunt me but my memory is bad so sometimes it takes something to trigger off that memory but i think the one main one that will haunt me is seeing my mum when she died. I don't think i prepared myself because when i walked in to the room my legs gave way. I remember i sat...
    Gentleandlovingsoul Gentleandlovingsoul 36-40, F 3 Responses Jun 29, 2014

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    Think The Song Says It All

    except my wife was one of those that never came home they brought parts of her home buti was in a coma from a plane carsh and never knew for 6 months when i came out of the coame i was told my wife was dead and her mother and i was placed on a 24 hours watch like i was really...
    rickibrat2 rickibrat2 61-65, M Oct 29, 2011

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    It's A Cold Case Of How So Much Truth Has Never Come To Light

    I guess that's as good a way to describe it. I and my sister, 5 yrs. older than myself, were foster children all our young lives.  We were with the same family-myself for about 19 years actually-until we became old enough to fend for ourselves.  And you'd think that was a...
    TtotheD TtotheD 56-60, M 3 Responses Sep 14, 2013

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    I Joined This Group. But....

    i have memories that have been haunting me for years and years, and they might haunt me forever but im trying my hardest to get them to stop haunting me.
    kimosabi kimosabi 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 28, 2010

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    My Parents Were Bad.

    i remember how i was abused by my parents, i still sometimes cry about it now. i remember how covered in bruises i would get, i would go into school and the other kids would laugh at me, i used to cry, it wasnt fair, how come they have the perfect life? when all they do is laugh...
    xmexannie xmexannie 22-25, F 2 Responses Jul 22, 2011

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    Story # 176 Silly Little Girl

    I was such a little kid at the time, that I really didn't know that you aren't supposed to listen to grown-up conversation without permission. I was playing in our back yard when I heard my mom talking to a friend or neighbour, inside the living room. So, I stopped what I was...
    Serenitree Serenitree 70+, F 2 Responses Sep 14, 2011

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    Ike

    Ironic that his name was ike huh? Lol. Anyway, i can finally open up and tell everyone the truth now. Havent talked to anyone past except for people ive had deep intimate relationships with, so about 3.... I was 15, just moved down south. Didnt have any friendz yet, just...
    BorderlineMind BorderlineMind 22-25, F 1 Response Jun 3, 2013

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    Memories That Won't Go Away

    I had a vast amount of traumatic experiences when I was younger. The worst of which is when I saw my best friend get shot in the head when I was 18. I have gone threw alot of thrapy due to anger issues but have been doing better for the last 10 years or so. I credit my wife, kids...
    coldasice209 coldasice209 31-35, M 2 Responses Mar 12, 2011

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    Things I'll Never Forget.

                       I'm Gabrielle Micah B., and I'm 14. You may think that the youth my age haven't gone through anything, and just has built up angst and etc about some teenage boyfriend, but I've been through a lot. I can't speak for all the teens in the...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Nov 1, 2011

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    Turned Around

    It took a lot of courage to talk about this even to friends, so to do so on the internet took a lot...but...i've done it. anyway, it all began when i was 7, my mother died, i was very upset, but my father, who hadnt been a nice man since before the death (to be honest, i think it...
    kayrose11 kayrose11 22-25, F 2 Responses Sep 19, 2011

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    Have Been Haunted For A Long Time.

    I been haunted by the memory of a girl I knew . Her name is Carey (at least for the purposes of this story for her familes privacy)we met in school and we hit it off being really good friends and eventually I fell in love with her and by the time I was able to tell her she...
    Xeven Xeven 31-35, M 3 Responses Mar 2, 2010

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    My Biological Parents

    My first real memory of life was when my twin brothers Nick and I were about two. My mother was a prostitute and drug attic,so pretty much white trash but she passed away giving birth to me and my twin. Well I rememember my abusive dad getting mad and hitting me and my brother...
    aliejameson aliejameson 16-17, F 2 Responses Jan 18, 2013

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    I love this...:) sometimes I will catch myself day dreaming about something in the past and just end up giggling and smiling like a doofus...lol
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    Once u think ur ok, here come all old memories to nock u down and make u feel that ur world is falling apart. ..How long it takes to forget and heal the pain? in life nobody...
    fresa87 fresa87 26-30, F 1 Response Feb 4

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    I have a lot of memories that I can't forget. But nothing terrible. Just simple things that I can never forget like I remember eating rice crispies at this little table at my...
    ValhallaAwaits ValhallaAwaits 18-21, M 4 days ago

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    I got his attention, There's just no telling where this thing will go from here. Love is not the same thing as money. With money, you have only a limited amount to spend, and when...
    dmmotx dmmotx 46-50, F Feb 3

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    Not only do I have to think that, but my family and friends have to remind me so every minute of everyday.
    azzs azzs 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 11

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    I'm over 30, and have never even held hands with someone not in my family. I function well, though. My problem is it's difficult always being alone for a number of practical...
    ewopjg ewopjg 31-35 2 Responses Feb 11

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    Im so afraid to die alone i HAVE TO get married :)
    fauxlady fauxlady 22-25, F 3 Responses Feb 11

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    no willpower when it comes to him
    mysteriousnite mysteriousnite 13-15, F 3 Responses Feb 1

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    It's something I'm beginning to belive more and more each day. Just being simple honest and true is not something society or women desire.
    Averageguy41074 Averageguy41074 36-40, M 1 Response Feb 10

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    Starting to feel that way. Been on my own for a long time. Started out of necessity as I was bringing up my eldest on my own. But I've watched him grow into an adult and he's fine...
    picklebobble picklebobble 46-50, M 1 Response Feb 10

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    me to im john whats your name
    pepperdean pepperdean 36-40, M Feb 11

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    I could really use a friend now..
    ALifeInterupted ALifeInterupted 18-21, F 3 Responses Feb 11

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    I'm so lonely.. I just need a friend..
    Macy1229 Macy1229 13-15, F 1 Response Feb 11

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    I often wonder why when I need someone's shoulder to cry on, there's none available BUT when anyone around me need a shoulder or listening ear I'm the first to show up. this is my...
    ALifeInterupted ALifeInterupted 18-21, F Feb 11

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    Unless I transition to men. Decisions decisions I love women to much though. But seems to be non option.
    Averageguy41074 Averageguy41074 36-40, M 3 Responses Feb 15

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    i need a person who love me seriously <3
    ydujann ydujann 18-21, F 4 days ago

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    I still remember my friends death. She died in front of me. And I had to call her parents to tell them she died because of alcohol and drugs... Rest in Peace Raven
    londonbr1dge londonbr1dge 16-17, F 2 Responses Feb 2

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    truth or dare do you love it ?
    NNightwalkeRR NNightwalkeRR 26-30, M 1 Response Feb 9

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    It's the end of February and for as long as I can remember terrible things happen to me right around this time of year. Its super hard to feel any kind of good and it hurts so bad...
    irreelevance irreelevance 16-17, F 3 Responses 4 days ago

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    I really wish that I could forget all of the bad memories that haunt me.
    Casualdeviant Casualdeviant 13-15 1 Response Feb 9

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    The Bane of My Existence-Instead of happy memories of "Daddy Daughter" outings and feelings of adoration I have memories of daily confrontations and feelings of general unease. He...
    MimsatheQuiet MimsatheQuiet 18-21, F Feb 11

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