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I Have Memories That Will Haunt Me Forever

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 530 People

    Flashbacks

    I have flashbacks that seem to come out of nowhere; I see scenes of my past play in my head like someone else took control of my mental remote. The events that I lived through first-hand are different from those I have only been told about.  Second-hand events play like a double...
    TypicalPisces TypicalPisces 36-40, F Feb 13, 2011

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    Things I'll Never Forget.

                       I'm Gabrielle Micah B., and I'm 14. You may think that the youth my age haven't gone through anything, and just has built up angst and etc about some teenage boyfriend, but I've been through a lot. I can't speak for all the teens in the...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Nov 1, 2011

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    Childhood Wounds

    A memory from my childhood that I can't let go of.. A incident that lasted less than five minutes but shaped my live for years to come. I've been through much worse in my life but this memory is still a painful wound that is still there, after all this time.. I came from a very...
    Mountaingirl07 Mountaingirl07 51-55, F 7 Responses Sep 14, 2011

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    Turned Around

    It took a lot of courage to talk about this even to friends, so to do so on the internet took a lot...but...i've done it. anyway, it all began when i was 7, my mother died, i was very upset, but my father, who hadnt been a nice man since before the death (to be honest, i think it...
    kayrose11 kayrose11 22-25, F 2 Responses Sep 19, 2011

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    Memories That Won't Go Away

    I had a vast amount of traumatic experiences when I was younger. The worst of which is when I saw my best friend get shot in the head when I was 18. I have gone threw alot of thrapy due to anger issues but have been doing better for the last 10 years or so. I credit my wife, kids...
    coldasice209 coldasice209 31-35, M 2 Responses Mar 12, 2011

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    Story # 176 Silly Little Girl

    I was such a little kid at the time, that I really didn't know that you aren't supposed to listen to grown-up conversation without permission. I was playing in our back yard when I heard my mom talking to a friend or neighbour, inside the living room. So, I stopped what I was...
    Serenitree Serenitree 70+, F 2 Responses Sep 14, 2011

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    Daddy Issues

    my father is a bad man....i can still see his shadow in the bathroom before he came into the room. i was three. i remember it completely. i dont want this memory anymore. i hate it and it makes me sick.
    slideways slideways 22-25, F 1 Response Mar 16, 2010

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    They Will Never Leave

    Each memory I have, each one bad. Each of them make my stomach churn. The pain of this life, waking up everyday is a challenge. Sleeping every night near impossible. Rarely does these memories leave me but sooner or later they come back. I have so many scars, each will the a...
    CrimsonSnow CrimsonSnow 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 4, 2013

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    I Joined This Group. But....

    i have memories that have been haunting me for years and years, and they might haunt me forever but im trying my hardest to get them to stop haunting me.
    kimosabi kimosabi 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 28, 2010

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    Forever And Ever..

    I will forever be haunted by the images of my dying mother.. She was helpless and relied on me to do everything for her. She couldn't even get up out of bed to go to the bathroom. There are two images that I just can't erase from my mind no matter what I do though.. The first...
    Amay408 Amay408 18-21, F 4 Responses Feb 7, 2010

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    Unwanted Thoughts

    Having you ever heard the saying: "What doesn't kill you makes you stronger"? There are times when I can agree with this but sometimes I question myself and think that some things happen to make you realize that you're more vulnerable than you think you are. I am not...
    forbiddenfeelings forbiddenfeelings 16-17, F 2 Responses May 14, 2011

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    Have Been Haunted For A Long Time.

    I been haunted by the memory of a girl I knew . Her name is Carey (at least for the purposes of this story for her familes privacy)we met in school and we hit it off being really good friends and eventually I fell in love with her and by the time I was able to tell her she...
    Xeven Xeven 31-35, M 3 Responses Mar 2, 2010

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    My Parents Were Bad.

    i remember how i was abused by my parents, i still sometimes cry about it now. i remember how covered in bruises i would get, i would go into school and the other kids would laugh at me, i used to cry, it wasnt fair, how come they have the perfect life? when all they do is laugh...
    xmexannie xmexannie 22-25, F 2 Responses Jul 22, 2011

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    Many

    there are so many memorys that will haunt me forever, I used to have terrible flashbacks, although recently they seemed to have stopped which i am hugely greatful for. I had a pretty bad childhood, right up to nearly my twentys my life was a pretty bad mess, but there are things...
    lushandloopy lushandloopy 26-30, F 1 Response Jun 17, 2010

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    Think The Song Says It All

    except my wife was one of those that never came home they brought parts of her home buti was in a coma from a plane carsh and never knew for 6 months when i came out of the coame i was told my wife was dead and her mother and i was placed on a 24 hours watch like i was really...
    rickibrat2 rickibrat2 61-65, M Oct 29, 2011

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    Ike

    Ironic that his name was ike huh? Lol. Anyway, i can finally open up and tell everyone the truth now. Havent talked to anyone past except for people ive had deep intimate relationships with, so about 3.... I was 15, just moved down south. Didnt have any friendz yet, just...
    BorderlineMind BorderlineMind 22-25, F 1 Response Jun 3, 2013

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    The Pain Is Still Raw I have a few memories

    that haunt me but my memory is bad so sometimes it takes something to trigger off that memory but i think the one main one that will haunt me is seeing my mum when she died. I don't think i prepared myself because when i walked in to the room my legs gave way. I remember i sat...
    Gentleandlovingsoul Gentleandlovingsoul 36-40, F 3 Responses Jun 29, 2014

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    My Biological Parents

    My first real memory of life was when my twin brothers Nick and I were about two. My mother was a prostitute and drug attic,so pretty much white trash but she passed away giving birth to me and my twin. Well I rememember my abusive dad getting mad and hitting me and my brother...
    aliejameson aliejameson 16-17, F 2 Responses Jan 18, 2013

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    The Death Of The Most Noble Woman I Know

    I haven't been able to write this before. It's been two years and I have barely spoken about it...and when I do it is brief and not detailed. But here it is. The story of the death of the most noble woman I know... My mother was amazing. Simply the best mother I could have ever...
    FrenchApple FrenchApple 31-35, F Oct 3, 2013

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    My Step-dad

    This isn't about rape or anything like that but it will haunt me and makes me shiver every time i think about. i have neer shared this story with anyone before but after reading some of them i felt i could. when i was about 7 my parents split up. My mum found a new man and we...
    momshalloweenbaby momshalloweenbaby 13-15, F 2 Responses Nov 10, 2011

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    The Men I Will Never Forgive.

    I was in the happiest place of my life. aged 21, i had survived my childhood of being ignored, hit, screamed at , hated by my mother. from the age of five so i thought to myself i deserved this time, this happiness. I was living with the love of my life, i was 14 weeks...
    deleted deleted 26-30 5 Responses Mar 12, 2011

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    It's A Cold Case Of How So Much Truth Has Never Come To Light

    I guess that's as good a way to describe it. I and my sister, 5 yrs. older than myself, were foster children all our young lives.  We were with the same family-myself for about 19 years actually-until we became old enough to fend for ourselves.  And you'd think that was a...
    TtotheD TtotheD 56-60, M 3 Responses Sep 14, 2013

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    Related Experiences

    some haunt me ...a feeling that comes over me when it is triggered
    nonjoy nonjoy 46-50, F 4 days ago

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    I really wish I could though....all of it. The good ones and bad ones....when I remember the memories I only feel one thing...hurt...past is past...because people like me are gone...
    aubrey016 aubrey016 16-17, F 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    Six months of togetherness. It's a big coincidence that you left on the same date , the same date when we first met. We always have been dealing with such coincidences. You...
    lovemylife2210 lovemylife2210 26-30, F 3 Responses Apr 22

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    I think I will be alone forever. I don't think this has to be a problem... If only I could be sure that my friends would be there for me, but with everybody dating, I don't dare to...
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses a week ago

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    To be honest... I wish I'd never remember the memories, both happy/sad/hurtful memories. I'd rather die and be killed by a stranger than live through the pain/betrayal in the...
    Ichizu Ichizu 26-30, F 5 days ago

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    Some times I wish time could erase everything... The feelings, the memories, the faces, the losses...everything.
    GalacticMind GalacticMind 13-15, M 1 Response 5 days ago

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    So, there I was... Up on that stage, with my old band members but minus 1. And we played a 12 song set and usually after 5-6 songs we decide who gets the stage to do a solo... So...
    KozGame KozGame 16-17, M 1 day ago

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    At age 54 now and have been technically alone since '97. I've had friends and even some lovers but nothing that appears to be permanent so a month ago I basically switched off...
    tastyfrzz tastyfrzz 46-50 2 Responses Apr 28

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    i have many friends online so virtually i am not alone ... too bad i don't live in the virtual world, right?
    Potchii Potchii 22-25, M a week ago

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    Because I lost my enthusiasm for getting to know women. I am an 100% heterosexual male, but the lady I've always wanted in my life has never materialized. Never being financially...
    1maddd2mackxxx 1maddd2mackxxx 51-55 1 Response a week ago

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    Last night I received an email from my ex.. I can't stop myself reading it over n over again.. it was beautiful.. she brought me to all the beautiful corners of our love.. they all...
    FaitAccomp1i FaitAccomp1i 70+, M 4 Responses Apr 7

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    I was married to a marine and he was a great guy from beginning until all hell broke loose . I was married for 3 years . I was abused, mentally and physically, more twards the end...
    backw00dsbarbie88 backw00dsbarbie88 26-30, F 3 Responses 2 days ago

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    I had a terrible nightmare last night, and I can't get over it. I was raped, and I didn't know by whom and I was suddenly like four months pregnant. Everyone at school was laughing...
    zydeko zydeko 18-21 Apr 11

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    Real men Don't Love the Most Beautiful Girl in The World, They Love the Girl who can Make Their World the MOST Beautiful... Similarly... Real Girls Don't Love the Most Beautiful...
    L0ve4every1 L0ve4every1 18-21, M Apr 8

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    When a girl tells you about her problems, it does not mean she complains. It means she trusts you.
    L0ve4every1 L0ve4every1 18-21, M Apr 8

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    I'm not exactly searching. if the right thing came along OK. if it doesn't, I'm perfectly happy with my life. let's see being alone or fighting! the choice is easy! i choose...
    CallmeHopelessNotRomantic CallmeHopelessNotRomantic 36-40, F 1 Response Apr 8

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    Don't Hurt Any1.... It Only Takes a Few Seconds to Hurt People u Love... BUT...It Can Take Years to Heal
    L0ve4every1 L0ve4every1 18-21, M Apr 11

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    Don't Hurt Any1.... It Only Takes a Few Seconds to Hurt People u Love... BUT...It Can Take Years to Heal
    L0ve4every1 L0ve4every1 18-21, M Apr 11

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    Lol it's so funny but sometimes makes me cry.. I think I'm losing my mind,I just can't be alone after my first special someone became an ex I just can't be alone.. I' shall join...
    Sophiakhan1 Sophiakhan1 18-21, F Apr 27

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    I found a site which allows you to type in any link and find what it looked like back to the 90's. Its a web time machine. AOL 3.0! http://archive.org/web/
    ChangingFaces5 ChangingFaces5 26-30 Apr 10

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    All the people I've lost, the places ill never see again and the love I felt until I was left astray again.
    Musicthataltersyou Musicthataltersyou 18-21, M Apr 22

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    Who doesn't? That's what I say
    ForTheFallen ForTheFallen 22-25, M 2 Responses Apr 23