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I Have Memories That Will Haunt Me Forever

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    The Death Of The Most Noble Woman I Know

    I haven't been able to write this before. It's been two years and I have barely spoken about it...and when I do it is brief and not detailed. But here it is. The story of the death of the most noble woman I know... My mother was amazing. Simply the best mother I could have ever...
    FrenchApple FrenchApple 31-35, F Oct 3, 2013

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    Many

    there are so many memorys that will haunt me forever, I used to have terrible flashbacks, although recently they seemed to have stopped which i am hugely greatful for. I had a pretty bad childhood, right up to nearly my twentys my life was a pretty bad mess, but there are things...
    lushandloopy lushandloopy 26-30, F 1 Response Jun 17, 2010

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    Daddy Issues

    my father is a bad man....i can still see his shadow in the bathroom before he came into the room. i was three. i remember it completely. i dont want this memory anymore. i hate it and it makes me sick.
    slideways slideways 22-25, F 1 Response Mar 16, 2010

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    The Men I Will Never Forgive.

    I was in the happiest place of my life. aged 21, i had survived my childhood of being ignored, hit, screamed at , hated by my mother. from the age of five so i thought to myself i deserved this time, this happiness. I was living with the love of my life, i was 14 weeks...
    deleted deleted 26-30 5 Responses Mar 12, 2011

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    Ike

    Ironic that his name was ike huh? Lol. Anyway, i can finally open up and tell everyone the truth now. Havent talked to anyone past except for people ive had deep intimate relationships with, so about 3.... I was 15, just moved down south. Didnt have any friendz yet, just...
    BorderlineMind BorderlineMind 22-25, F 1 Response Jun 3, 2013

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    Turned Around

    It took a lot of courage to talk about this even to friends, so to do so on the internet took a lot...but...i've done it. anyway, it all began when i was 7, my mother died, i was very upset, but my father, who hadnt been a nice man since before the death (to be honest, i think it...
    kayrose11 kayrose11 22-25, F 2 Responses Sep 19, 2011

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    Things I'll Never Forget.

                       I'm Gabrielle Micah B., and I'm 14. You may think that the youth my age haven't gone through anything, and just has built up angst and etc about some teenage boyfriend, but I've been through a lot. I can't speak for all the teens in the...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Nov 1, 2011

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    Think The Song Says It All

    except my wife was one of those that never came home they brought parts of her home buti was in a coma from a plane carsh and never knew for 6 months when i came out of the coame i was told my wife was dead and her mother and i was placed on a 24 hours watch like i was really...
    rickibrat2 rickibrat2 61-65, M Oct 29, 2011

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    Have Been Haunted For A Long Time.

    I been haunted by the memory of a girl I knew . Her name is Carey (at least for the purposes of this story for her familes privacy)we met in school and we hit it off being really good friends and eventually I fell in love with her and by the time I was able to tell her she...
    Xeven Xeven 31-35, M 3 Responses Mar 2, 2010

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    My Step-dad

    This isn't about rape or anything like that but it will haunt me and makes me shiver every time i think about. i have neer shared this story with anyone before but after reading some of them i felt i could. when i was about 7 my parents split up. My mum found a new man and we...
    momshalloweenbaby momshalloweenbaby 13-15, F 2 Responses Nov 10, 2011

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    Forever And Ever..

    I will forever be haunted by the images of my dying mother.. She was helpless and relied on me to do everything for her. She couldn't even get up out of bed to go to the bathroom. There are two images that I just can't erase from my mind no matter what I do though.. The first...
    Amay408 Amay408 18-21, F 4 Responses Feb 7, 2010

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    It's A Cold Case Of How So Much Truth Has Never Come To Light

    I guess that's as good a way to describe it. I and my sister, 5 yrs. older than myself, were foster children all our young lives.  We were with the same family-myself for about 19 years actually-until we became old enough to fend for ourselves.  And you'd think that was a...
    TtotheD TtotheD 56-60, M 3 Responses Sep 14, 2013

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    The Pain Is Still Raw I have a few memories

    that haunt me but my memory is bad so sometimes it takes something to trigger off that memory but i think the one main one that will haunt me is seeing my mum when she died. I don't think i prepared myself because when i walked in to the room my legs gave way. I remember i sat...
    Gentleandlovingsoul Gentleandlovingsoul 36-40, F 3 Responses Jun 29, 2014

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    My Parents Were Bad.

    i remember how i was abused by my parents, i still sometimes cry about it now. i remember how covered in bruises i would get, i would go into school and the other kids would laugh at me, i used to cry, it wasnt fair, how come they have the perfect life? when all they do is laugh...
    xmexannie xmexannie 22-25, F 2 Responses Jul 22, 2011

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    Story # 176 Silly Little Girl

    I was such a little kid at the time, that I really didn't know that you aren't supposed to listen to grown-up conversation without permission. I was playing in our back yard when I heard my mom talking to a friend or neighbour, inside the living room. So, I stopped what I was...
    Serenitree Serenitree 70+, F 2 Responses Sep 14, 2011

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    I Joined This Group. But....

    i have memories that have been haunting me for years and years, and they might haunt me forever but im trying my hardest to get them to stop haunting me.
    kimosabi kimosabi 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 28, 2010

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    Flashbacks

    I have flashbacks that seem to come out of nowhere; I see scenes of my past play in my head like someone else took control of my mental remote. The events that I lived through first-hand are different from those I have only been told about.  Second-hand events play like a double...
    TypicalPisces TypicalPisces 36-40, F Feb 13, 2011

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    My Biological Parents

    My first real memory of life was when my twin brothers Nick and I were about two. My mother was a prostitute and drug attic,so pretty much white trash but she passed away giving birth to me and my twin. Well I rememember my abusive dad getting mad and hitting me and my brother...
    aliejameson aliejameson 16-17, F 2 Responses Jan 18, 2013

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    Unwanted Thoughts

    Having you ever heard the saying: "What doesn't kill you makes you stronger"? There are times when I can agree with this but sometimes I question myself and think that some things happen to make you realize that you're more vulnerable than you think you are. I am not...
    forbiddenfeelings forbiddenfeelings 16-17, F 2 Responses May 14, 2011

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    Childhood Wounds

    A memory from my childhood that I can't let go of.. A incident that lasted less than five minutes but shaped my live for years to come. I've been through much worse in my life but this memory is still a painful wound that is still there, after all this time.. I came from a very...
    Mountaingirl07 Mountaingirl07 51-55, F 7 Responses Sep 14, 2011

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    Memories That Won't Go Away

    I had a vast amount of traumatic experiences when I was younger. The worst of which is when I saw my best friend get shot in the head when I was 18. I have gone threw alot of thrapy due to anger issues but have been doing better for the last 10 years or so. I credit my wife, kids...
    coldasice209 coldasice209 31-35, M 2 Responses Mar 12, 2011

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    They Will Never Leave

    Each memory I have, each one bad. Each of them make my stomach churn. The pain of this life, waking up everyday is a challenge. Sleeping every night near impossible. Rarely does these memories leave me but sooner or later they come back. I have so many scars, each will the a...
    CrimsonSnow CrimsonSnow 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 4, 2013

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    Related Experiences

    I remember seeing my daughters living conditions before I adopted her. I still have nightmares and I'm sure she does too. I also have memories of my mother kicking me out of her...
    Retro5NAF Retro5NAF 26-30, F 1 Response Mar 18

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    Life is a rough biography. Memories smooth out the edges
    TCL009 TCL009 41-45, F 1 Response Mar 10

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    Kansas on the radio....brings up a lot of memories from my rocker days: coy boy boots, big hair, tie dye and Aerosmith shirts...Good times!
    MFeisty MFeisty 41-45, F 5 Responses Mar 19

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    A part of me is determined not to forget even though it only brings me pain! I feel responsible for remembering and carrying the pain with me into every facet of my life.The most...
    lauren71 lauren71 41-45, F 2 Responses Mar 5

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    Dont try too hard to search for Love. In the end, Love will find you; Sometimes in the most unexpected way"
    gnehs28 gnehs28 26-30, F 3 Responses 3 days ago

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    I have had one girlfriend in my entire life (end of high school into first year of college). I have been alone for 11 years since. I have been rejected by every woman that I have...
    vastraveler vastraveler 26-30, M 1 Response Mar 10

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    Be careful with the risks and choices. Think long and hard. I plan to give it all I have. I suppose that's what matters.
    TCL009 TCL009 41-45, F Mar 15

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    Regardless of prayers. And meds. And drugs. And car wrecks. And heart attacks on seroquel.
    convertihd convertihd 46-50, M 5 days ago

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    PTSD, its a pure *****. Its something that follows me every single day and its not something that I can just wish away, because believe me, I would do it in a heartbeat. I suffer...
    HisLittleLady HisLittleLady 22-25, F 2 Responses Mar 9

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    Well I blame my heart for this. No matter what you do to me, or no matter what you've done, my heart will always love you the same. I'm not one to hold grudges, or go back in...
    CowboysAndAngels CowboysAndAngels 36-40, F 2 Responses Mar 9

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    Because that's all I have. Memories.
    goodwitch011070 goodwitch011070 41-45, F 1 Response Feb 27

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    I have found him. When we first met there was that crazy attraction and instant chemistry between us. He was not my type at all but I felt like ours souls recognized each other by...
    AmberDD AmberDD 22-25, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    It started when I was eleven , the bullying , it carried on until I was 16 and was forced to move high school . that's when , I know realise I started showing symptoms of PTSD , I...
    girldevil123 girldevil123 16-17, F 5 days ago

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    sometimes i wonder, would there be a time in my life when i'll smile with a purpose, cry with joy or will i forever remain in the shadows of my own fears? Silence has become my...
    whyfeelpain whyfeelpain 22-25 Mar 1

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    I have felt like me and my boyfriend are meant to be and will be forever But this past week I feel like we have drifted apart and he doesn't talk to me like usual. I'll ask him...
    runaway16 runaway16 18-21, F 6 days ago

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    I am Hispanic, female, 49 years old. On September 2012 started with progressive serious problems in my health. Weakness on my extremities, drastic loss of weight , foot drop...
    Matty65 Matty65 46-50, F 14 hrs ago

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    Does anyone remember the buttercup yellow and light blue (decorating) phase that we went through in the 90's? I have no idea what prompted me to think of it! It was widespread in...
    GypsyMiss GypsyMiss 36-40, F 1 Response Feb 28

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    Karmic relationships and twin flames. I feel bad as I read stories and see that what some describe are similar to experiences I have had in karmic relationships which can also be...
    Fatescollided11 Fatescollided11 26-30, F 4 Responses Mar 15

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    They are clean these days, long hair isn't a requirement. You can even have a well paying job and fit in with this lot. You can even become president of the United States (as long...
    trent74 trent74 36-40, M 1 day ago

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    We are all seeking that special person who is right for us. But if you have been through enough relationships, you begin to suspect there’s no right person, just different...
    PrettyInBlack79 PrettyInBlack79 36-40, F 6 days ago

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    Okay so I know I'm an emotionally detached person, borderline emotionally retarded. I always need to find the right guy because you'd be surprised how many guys don't like "space...
    KittyKurious KittyKurious 26-30, F 4 Responses Mar 10

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    It's been... more than six weeks. I forget now. It gets easier. I think more of how much of a bastard you were in the end than anything else. You were a total narcissist, you...
    wingeyes wingeyes 31-35, F 43 mins ago