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I Have Memories That Will Haunt Me Forever

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 549 People

    Unwanted Thoughts

    Having you ever heard the saying: "What doesn't kill you makes you stronger"? There are times when I can agree with this but sometimes I question myself and think that some things happen to make you realize that you're more vulnerable than you think you are. I am not...
    forbiddenfeelings forbiddenfeelings 16-17, F 2 Responses May 14, 2011

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    Daddy Issues

    my father is a bad man....i can still see his shadow in the bathroom before he came into the room. i was three. i remember it completely. i dont want this memory anymore. i hate it and it makes me sick.
    slideways slideways 22-25, F 1 Response Mar 16, 2010

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    Flashbacks

    I have flashbacks that seem to come out of nowhere; I see scenes of my past play in my head like someone else took control of my mental remote. The events that I lived through first-hand are different from those I have only been told about.  Second-hand events play like a double...
    TypicalPisces TypicalPisces 36-40, F Feb 13, 2011

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    Forever And Ever..

    I will forever be haunted by the images of my dying mother.. She was helpless and relied on me to do everything for her. She couldn't even get up out of bed to go to the bathroom. There are two images that I just can't erase from my mind no matter what I do though.. The first...
    Amay408 Amay408 18-21, F 3 Responses Feb 7, 2010

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    They Will Never Leave

    Each memory I have, each one bad. Each of them make my stomach churn. The pain of this life, waking up everyday is a challenge. Sleeping every night near impossible. Rarely does these memories leave me but sooner or later they come back. I have so many scars, each will the a...
    SnowflakeWarrior SnowflakeWarrior 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 4, 2013

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    Ike

    Ironic that his name was ike huh? Lol. Anyway, i can finally open up and tell everyone the truth now. Havent talked to anyone past except for people ive had deep intimate relationships with, so about 3.... I was 15, just moved down south. Didnt have any friendz yet, just...
    BorderlineMind BorderlineMind 22-25, F 1 Response Jun 3, 2013

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    Story # 176 Silly Little Girl

    I was such a little kid at the time, that I really didn't know that you aren't supposed to listen to grown-up conversation without permission. I was playing in our back yard when I heard my mom talking to a friend or neighbour, inside the living room. So, I stopped what I was...
    Serenitree Serenitree 70+, F 2 Responses Sep 14, 2011

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    I Joined This Group. But....

    i have memories that have been haunting me for years and years, and they might haunt me forever but im trying my hardest to get them to stop haunting me.
    kimosabi kimosabi 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 28, 2010

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    Have Been Haunted For A Long Time.

    I been haunted by the memory of a girl I knew . Her name is Carey (at least for the purposes of this story for her familes privacy)we met in school and we hit it off being really good friends and eventually I fell in love with her and by the time I was able to tell her she...
    Xeven Xeven 31-35, M 3 Responses Mar 2, 2010

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    Many

    there are so many memorys that will haunt me forever, I used to have terrible flashbacks, although recently they seemed to have stopped which i am hugely greatful for. I had a pretty bad childhood, right up to nearly my twentys my life was a pretty bad mess, but there are things...
    lushandloopy lushandloopy 26-30, F 1 Response Jun 17, 2010

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    Childhood Wounds

    A memory from my childhood that I can't let go of.. A incident that lasted less than five minutes but shaped my live for years to come. I've been through much worse in my life but this memory is still a painful wound that is still there, after all this time.. I came from a very...
    Mountaingirl07 Mountaingirl07 51-55, F 7 Responses Sep 14, 2011

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    The Pain Is Still Raw I have a few memories

    that haunt me but my memory is bad so sometimes it takes something to trigger off that memory but i think the one main one that will haunt me is seeing my mum when she died. I don't think i prepared myself because when i walked in to the room my legs gave way. I remember i sat...
    Gentleandlovingsoul Gentleandlovingsoul 36-40, F 3 Responses Jun 29, 2014

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    My Step-dad

    This isn't about rape or anything like that but it will haunt me and makes me shiver every time i think about. i have neer shared this story with anyone before but after reading some of them i felt i could. when i was about 7 my parents split up. My mum found a new man and we...
    momshalloweenbaby momshalloweenbaby 13-15, F 2 Responses Nov 10, 2011

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    The Men I Will Never Forgive.

    I was in the happiest place of my life. aged 21, i had survived my childhood of being ignored, hit, screamed at , hated by my mother. from the age of five so i thought to myself i deserved this time, this happiness. I was living with the love of my life, i was 14 weeks...
    deleted deleted 26-30 5 Responses Mar 12, 2011

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    It's A Cold Case Of How So Much Truth Has Never Come To Light

    I guess that's as good a way to describe it. I and my sister, 5 yrs. older than myself, were foster children all our young lives.  We were with the same family-myself for about 19 years actually-until we became old enough to fend for ourselves.  And you'd think that was a...
    TtotheD TtotheD 56-60, M 3 Responses Sep 14, 2013

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    Things I'll Never Forget.

                       I'm Gabrielle Micah B., and I'm 14. You may think that the youth my age haven't gone through anything, and just has built up angst and etc about some teenage boyfriend, but I've been through a lot. I can't speak for all the teens in the...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Nov 1, 2011

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    Turned Around

    It took a lot of courage to talk about this even to friends, so to do so on the internet took a lot...but...i've done it. anyway, it all began when i was 7, my mother died, i was very upset, but my father, who hadnt been a nice man since before the death (to be honest, i think it...
    kayrose11 kayrose11 22-25, F 2 Responses Sep 19, 2011

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    My Biological Parents

    My first real memory of life was when my twin brothers Nick and I were about two. My mother was a prostitute and drug attic,so pretty much white trash but she passed away giving birth to me and my twin. Well I rememember my abusive dad getting mad and hitting me and my brother...
    aliejameson aliejameson 16-17, F 2 Responses Jan 18, 2013

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    Memories That Won't Go Away

    I had a vast amount of traumatic experiences when I was younger. The worst of which is when I saw my best friend get shot in the head when I was 18. I have gone threw alot of thrapy due to anger issues but have been doing better for the last 10 years or so. I credit my wife, kids...
    coldasice209 coldasice209 31-35, M 2 Responses Mar 12, 2011

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    The Death Of The Most Noble Woman I Know

    I haven't been able to write this before. It's been two years and I have barely spoken about it...and when I do it is brief and not detailed. But here it is. The story of the death of the most noble woman I know... My mother was amazing. Simply the best mother I could have ever...
    FrenchApple FrenchApple 31-35, F Oct 3, 2013

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    Think The Song Says It All

    except my wife was one of those that never came home they brought parts of her home buti was in a coma from a plane carsh and never knew for 6 months when i came out of the coame i was told my wife was dead and her mother and i was placed on a 24 hours watch like i was really...
    rickibrat2 rickibrat2 61-65, M Oct 29, 2011

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    My Parents Were Bad.

    i remember how i was abused by my parents, i still sometimes cry about it now. i remember how covered in bruises i would get, i would go into school and the other kids would laugh at me, i used to cry, it wasnt fair, how come they have the perfect life? when all they do is laugh...
    xmexannie xmexannie 22-25, F 2 Responses Jul 22, 2011

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    Related Experiences

    Twice engaged, then poof the guys vanished into thin air. Lol. What a lame attempt at making those memories light! But seriously though, exes are exes for a reason. I learned the...
    Alyyeska Alyyeska 26-30, F 1 Response 1 hr ago

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    Saying I have a crush feels strange to me. It hasn't happened since I was in middle school. I am realizing how wonderful the butterflies, deep and open conversations, acceptance...
    indeliblyME indeliblyME 26-30, F 3 Responses 4 hrs ago

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    ⭐️🌟⭐️ Oh written in the stars A million miles away A message to the main Oh Seasons come and go But I will never change And I'm on my way Yeah You're listening now...
    MissMixalott MissMixalott 31-35, F 6 hrs ago

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    i just cant forget the horrible memories :'(:'(:'(
    lillyross lillyross 18-21, F 1 Response 6 hrs ago

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    I always fear about this I have been single for about 6 months now and as I get older I see more and more pepple around my age or even younger getting engaged or having kids and...
    adamiscool1995 adamiscool1995 18-21, M 1 Response 7 hrs ago

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    ****VERY LONG DEscriptION****I've never told anyone about this before and it's one of my darkest secrets. But I have 3 alters that make up "me." They don't have names so I gave...
    Ikebanna69 Ikebanna69 16-17, F 10 hrs ago

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    Oh I'm sure there's a pretty good chance some of us will be single forever. I'm trying to start seeing it as just a fact of life. Some of us just aren't going to experience that...
    Satchmappy Satchmappy 22-25, M 13 Responses 10 hrs ago

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    I had a TGA episode in 2013 after enduring a lot of stress at work for several years. The boss, who has a CHL, had threatened to shoot everyone once and me in particular a second...
    fitzjohn fitzjohn 51-55, M 1 Response 11 hrs ago

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    Over the past year or two, I've been finding it more and more difficult to distinguish between when I'm dreaming and when I'm conscious. My dreams feel more vivid than real life...
    Surreal657 Surreal657 22-25, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    and probably will never have one, I'm forever alone, even though I'm only 16 I don't think I will ever get a girlfriend, I'm good person I think but I don't think I'm good enough...
    dominick6 dominick6 13-15, M 3 Responses 1 day ago

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    When I was growing up, with so many people around, it was pure chaos. My mother couldn't make it better, so instead she brought me to the fanciest block in the neighborhood. She...
    RandomInkFlow RandomInkFlow 18-21, T 1 day ago

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    My certificate has arrived today after months of waiting, and I found myself unconsciously playing this song on YouTube -  Few years back, I started my studies again, I was...
    MissGaga MissGaga 22-25, F 4 Responses 3 days ago

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    I think women are foolish to Pretend that they are equal to men, They are far superior and always have been! William Golding
    darlingrose darlingrose 70+, F 6 Responses 4 days ago

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    I know my house is haunted, because every house is haunted. Most spirits are passive or neutral and don't bother those living around them. Some are genuinely good and actively try...
    al13ngr33n al13ngr33n 31-35, F 5 days ago

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    Loving her Standing together  under the dim light Unveiling ourselves for our own sight delight Uncovering each other’s soul slowly Each layer one by one discovering pure...
    ChantouKimmy ChantouKimmy 41-45, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    I'm struggling as of late, both creatively and emotionally. I seem to be in a creative funk, unable to appreciate and see the beauty all around me. I know that it's a temporary...
    lavendersea lavendersea 41-45, F 4 Responses 6 days ago

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