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I Have Memories That Will Haunt Me Forever

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    Ike

    Ironic that his name was ike huh? Lol. Anyway, i can finally open up and tell everyone the truth now. Havent talked to anyone past except for people ive had deep intimate relationships with, so about 3.... I was 15, just moved down south. Didnt have any friendz yet, just...
    BorderlineMind BorderlineMind 22-25, F 1 Response Jun 3, 2013

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    Flashbacks

    I have flashbacks that seem to come out of nowhere; I see scenes of my past play in my head like someone else took control of my mental remote. The events that I lived through first-hand are different from those I have only been told about.  Second-hand events play like a double...
    TypicalPisces TypicalPisces 31-35, F Feb 13, 2011

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    The Men I Will Never Forgive.

    I was in the happiest place of my life. aged 21, i had survived my childhood of being ignored, hit, screamed at , hated by my mother. from the age of five so i thought to myself i deserved this time, this happiness. I was living with the love of my life, i was 14 weeks...
    deleted deleted 26-30 5 Responses Mar 12, 2011

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    My Parents Were Bad.

    i remember how i was abused by my parents, i still sometimes cry about it now. i remember how covered in bruises i would get, i would go into school and the other kids would laugh at me, i used to cry, it wasnt fair, how come they have the perfect life? when all they do is laugh...
    xmexannie xmexannie 22-25, F 2 Responses Jul 22, 2011

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    Memories That Won't Go Away

    I had a vast amount of traumatic experiences when I was younger. The worst of which is when I saw my best friend get shot in the head when I was 18. I have gone threw alot of thrapy due to anger issues but have been doing better for the last 10 years or so. I credit my wife, kids...
    coldasice209 coldasice209 31-35, M 2 Responses Mar 12, 2011

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    Turned Around

    It took a lot of courage to talk about this even to friends, so to do so on the internet took a lot...but...i've done it. anyway, it all began when i was 7, my mother died, i was very upset, but my father, who hadnt been a nice man since before the death (to be honest, i think it...
    kayrose11 kayrose11 22-25, F 2 Responses Sep 19, 2011

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    Think The Song Says It All

    except my wife was one of those that never came home they brought parts of her home buti was in a coma from a plane carsh and never knew for 6 months when i came out of the coame i was told my wife was dead and her mother and i was placed on a 24 hours watch like i was really...
    rickibrat2 rickibrat2 61-65, M Oct 29, 2011

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    I Joined This Group. But....

    i have memories that have been haunting me for years and years, and they might haunt me forever but im trying my hardest to get them to stop haunting me.
    kimosabi kimosabi 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 28, 2010

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    Childhood Wounds

    A memory from my childhood that I can't let go of.. A incident that lasted less than five minutes but shaped my live for years to come. I've been through much worse in my life but this memory is still a painful wound that is still there, after all this time.. I came from a very...
    Mountaingirl07 Mountaingirl07 51-55, F 8 Responses Sep 14, 2011

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    The Pain Is Still Raw I have a few memories

    that haunt me but my memory is bad so sometimes it takes something to trigger off that memory but i think the one main one that will haunt me is seeing my mum when she died. I don't think i prepared myself because when i walked in to the room my legs gave way. I remember i sat...
    Gentleandlovingsoul Gentleandlovingsoul 36-40, F 3 Responses Jun 29

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    Daddy Issues

    my father is a bad man....i can still see his shadow in the bathroom before he came into the room. i was three. i remember it completely. i dont want this memory anymore. i hate it and it makes me sick.
    slideways slideways 22-25, F 1 Response Mar 16, 2010

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    Many

    there are so many memorys that will haunt me forever, I used to have terrible flashbacks, although recently they seemed to have stopped which i am hugely greatful for. I had a pretty bad childhood, right up to nearly my twentys my life was a pretty bad mess, but there are things...
    lushandloopy lushandloopy 26-30, F 1 Response Jun 17, 2010

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    They Will Never Leave

    Each memory I have, each one bad. Each of them make my stomach churn. The pain of this life, waking up everyday is a challenge. Sleeping every night near impossible. Rarely does these memories leave me but sooner or later they come back. I have so many scars, each will the a...
    CrimsonSnow CrimsonSnow 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 4, 2013

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    Forever And Ever..

    I will forever be haunted by the images of my dying mother.. She was helpless and relied on me to do everything for her. She couldn't even get up out of bed to go to the bathroom. There are two images that I just can't erase from my mind no matter what I do though.. The first...
    Amay408 Amay408 18-21, F 4 Responses Feb 7, 2010

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    Story # 176 Silly Little Girl

    I was such a little kid at the time, that I really didn't know that you aren't supposed to listen to grown-up conversation without permission. I was playing in our back yard when I heard my mom talking to a friend or neighbour, inside the living room. So, I stopped what I was...
    Serenitree Serenitree 70+, F 2 Responses Sep 14, 2011

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    The Death Of The Most Noble Woman I Know

    I haven't been able to write this before. It's been two years and I have barely spoken about it...and when I do it is brief and not detailed. But here it is. The story of the death of the most noble woman I know... My mother was amazing. Simply the best mother I could have ever...
    FrenchApple FrenchApple 31-35, F Oct 3, 2013

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    Things I'll Never Forget.

                       I'm Gabrielle Micah B., and I'm 14. You may think that the youth my age haven't gone through anything, and just has built up angst and etc about some teenage boyfriend, but I've been through a lot. I can't speak for all the teens in the...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Nov 1, 2011

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    Have Been Haunted For A Long Time.

    I been haunted by the memory of a girl I knew . Her name is Carey (at least for the purposes of this story for her familes privacy)we met in school and we hit it off being really good friends and eventually I fell in love with her and by the time I was able to tell her she...
    Xeven Xeven 31-35, M 3 Responses Mar 2, 2010

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    Unwanted Thoughts

    Having you ever heard the saying: "What doesn't kill you makes you stronger"? There are times when I can agree with this but sometimes I question myself and think that some things happen to make you realize that you're more vulnerable than you think you are. I am not...
    forbiddenfeelings forbiddenfeelings 16-17, F 2 Responses May 14, 2011

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    It's A Cold Case Of How So Much Truth Has Never Come To Light

    I guess that's as good a way to describe it. I and my sister, 5 yrs. older than myself, were foster children all our young lives.  We were with the same family-myself for about 19 years actually-until we became old enough to fend for ourselves.  And you'd think that was a...
    TtotheD TtotheD 56-60, M 3 Responses Sep 14, 2013

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    My Step-dad

    This isn't about rape or anything like that but it will haunt me and makes me shiver every time i think about. i have neer shared this story with anyone before but after reading some of them i felt i could. when i was about 7 my parents split up. My mum found a new man and we...
    momshalloweenbaby momshalloweenbaby 13-15, F 2 Responses Nov 10, 2011

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    My Biological Parents

    My first real memory of life was when my twin brothers Nick and I were about two. My mother was a prostitute and drug attic,so pretty much white trash but she passed away giving birth to me and my twin. Well I rememember my abusive dad getting mad and hitting me and my brother...
    aliejameson aliejameson 16-17, F 2 Responses Jan 18, 2013

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    Related Experiences

    I miss my dead husband...I can't even breath without him...3 months passed now ..it's horrible to think that he is gone forever..
    loly88 loly88 26-30, F 1 Response Dec 7

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    Ah yes. Whitehorse cadet summer training Center, July 20th-August 4th 2014. Best time of my life. Even the bad parts! Domino dancing by Petshop boys brings back some great memories...
    louisrcac louisrcac 13-15, M 1 Response Dec 10

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    Ever saw something that triggered so many memories and made you cry?
    whyusteens whyusteens 13-15, F 7 Responses Dec 14

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    Someone asked me if i knew you, a million memories flashed through my mind and i whispered "....not anymore"
    Thiswillbethelast Thiswillbethelast 18-21, F Dec 19

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    It was the night of 8th of December when I met her for the first time. Ever since that day I never had feelings for anyone but her. I was falling for her and she knew it because...
    HerrJay HerrJay 18-21, M 1 Response Dec 20

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    The mistakes i made make me not want to speak or be seen in fear of somebody bringing back the pain. I just wish to forget but the things i did took away more then my smile it...
    Autumnflowers Autumnflowers 18-21, F 2 Responses Dec 6

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    You are a tough, lean, mean Marine; boy you certainly live up to the expectation. You stand one head taller than me. You can easily cover my whole head with both your hands, but I...
    dearalexe dearalexe 22-25, F 1 Response Dec 15

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    I enjoy remembering the time when I was a kid and used to believe in indirect kissing. When I was playing with this certain kid I had a crush on, I secretly put my palm on my lips...
    dakilangdreamer dakilangdreamer 18-21, F 1 Response 18 hrs ago

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    I was raped by a man that was never put into jail. It's hard to forgot when you still see him everyday
    revolvingaroundmusic11 revolvingaroundmusic11 16-17, F 2 Responses Dec 1

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    You texted me tonight. I saw the message and I recognized the number I fell to the ground, shaking, crying, and begging God to get me through it. It's like the break up is...
    catherineeac catherineeac 13-15, F 1 Response Dec 6

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    During one of my hospital stays when I was little, I got assigned a TA/Nurse that I really didn't care for. She got me a TV and I was playing Jungle Book on the first Nintendo...
    Minnowshi Minnowshi 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 10

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    I decided to read some of my old Facebook chats I had with some friends. One of them was from my ex boyfriend 2 years ago. I still remember how I felt, where I was at, and what I...
    christarose96 christarose96 18-21, F Dec 11

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    Some are great, such as the pranks pulled with my cousins and friends during our childhood, while some i wish i could just erase....
    DestinyWriter DestinyWriter 18-21, M a week ago

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    I even remember my first birthday, I think it could be some type of disorder, but I like it.
    Enderjones Enderjones 22-25, M 1 Response 1 day ago

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    I was 4 or 5 years and sadly I was the first one to find my 6 month old baby sister, dead. it will haunt me forever and I miss her so much..
    fOrEvErYoURs321 fOrEvErYoURs321 22-25, F 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    Criminological Theories (2) The Classical School of Criminology This is Original Content I am preparing myself for writing academic articles geared toward first year criminology...
    ryleechristine ryleechristine 22-25, F 16 hrs ago

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    Just one conversation..... It just took one conversation, the one we had the other day and all the memories are brought back again.I remember all the moments we shared, the laughs...
    MsDemeanorMe MsDemeanorMe 31-35, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    When I was 11 me and my younger brother shared a bedroom. We each had our own single bed with a window. One night I woke abruptly for no apparently reason and noticed light...
    Etherowl Etherowl 26-30, M Dec 14

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    I am 58 years old and have a passive aggressive mother. My sister in law classified this behavior and I have just started to research. I just came back from a visit with mom and...
    marlenesdaughter marlenesdaughter 56-60, F Dec 20

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    I joined this site in 2011. Three years ago. It was a different place then. (Years before I joined, I hear, it was even better.) This site has done so much for me. When I was most...
    Nyxii Nyxii 22-25, F 4 Responses 3 days ago

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    Patience is a virtue when you're working on a masterpeice Tolerance is valued when you're working on a living canvace Stitch my words into their flesh These wounds will stay...
    Ashlynthepanda Ashlynthepanda 13-15, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    Suffered from IBS for as long as I can remember. Have memories of having a stomach ache after every lunch in the first and second grade. Growing up it was mostly IBS attacks...
    K14A07M K14A07M 22-25, F Dec 2

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    The Christmas season is now in full swing. It's been a very tough time for so many on here. A broken heart. That things aren't as they used to be. The holidays bring out so much...
    Beanbella Beanbella 31-35, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    Well on top of all the **** I am going through I found out today from my blood test I have Type 2 Diabetes but the good news is I am boarder line. So I have one more pill to add...
    johnnystar4u johnnystar4u 41-45, M 1 Response Dec 3

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    its hard to have a person best friend... a best is someone you fully trust and you know that whatever problem you have, he will be there for you, cause he knows that you will be...
    Potchii Potchii 22-25, M Dec 1

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    I posted this already on year 2013, but then this group wasn't as active as it is now. And it's FREE, so, please, for your own good, give it a try! So I am posting this again in...
    Catwomann Catwomann 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 17