I Have Mixed Emotions

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 229 People

    Widowed

    My husband passed away suddenly 4 months ago.  I am having very mixed feelings.  I miss having him around yet I like living on my own.  I feel guilty that I was not able to do anything for him.
    saddeyes saddeyes
    61-65
    1 Response Dec 14, 2008

    Is This Love?!

    Nearly two months ago, when I had only just started out this site, my second cousin, called Andy, came down to where I lived for a holiday and to see all of us. This was e first real time that I had ever really met him and remembered. The only other time I had seen him was when I...
    Rastelle Rastelle
    18-21, F
    1 Response Aug 18, 2012

    I just have so many mixed emotions

    that I just don't want any emotions anymore. I can't help but have feelings for someone or something, and then just go away. I wish I could just not have mixed emotions with someone I care or something. Ugh.
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Mar 2, 2014

    Internet is back and

    so is an old companion, depression.
    chasetheweirdo8 chasetheweirdo8
    16-17, M
    4 Responses Jul 22, 2015
    lonewolfxp lonewolfxp
    16-17, M
    Dec 12, 2015
    mblan11 mblan11
    18-21, F
    Aug 29, 2015

    I have mixed emotions about a certain person

    who I'm very close with. A part of me want everything that's best for them because of course me being your friend i want nothing but the best for u and I have a big heart. But the other part of me feels like I'd rather u stay how u are because like every one of my past close...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Nov 22, 2014

    This experience is really different

    than what I'm used to.
    Tabitha57hughes Tabitha57hughes
    16-17, F
    Jan 7

    I feel very trapped and masked

    but at the same time ambitious and often sad and discouraged. I want to find a way to stop cutting myself.
    SaveTheGeek SaveTheGeek
    18-21, F
    1 Response Sep 24, 2014

    I have so many mixed emotions about everything

    right know and idk what to do or say... 😣
    Sunshineh13 Sunshineh13
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Sep 22, 2014

    I feel sad upset stressed out

    but wen i come on here i feel happy because of the people i talk to they make me happy thank you soo much you know who you are 😄
    iqra765 iqra765
    18-21, F
    Apr 1, 2015

    I really care about her.

    Part of me wants to be with her but another part of me wants to just stay friends but keep ******* her. Aside from the part of me that wants to stop talking to her altogether
    CocineroJerfey CocineroJerfey
    18-21, M
    Dec 23, 2014

    All Mixed Up

    im all mixed up! i have so many things that i have mixed emotions on. for instance, graduation, working, friends, laws, marriage, and so many things. it's like i'm even on all subects. i have my "all for it" side and my "totally against it" side. am i the only...
    shan2008 shan2008
    16-17, F
    1 Response Apr 4, 2008

    Well I did it. I texted her,

    "are you awake?" And she responded, "yes." As I was thinking of what to say next she sent me another text... "Come get in bed with me." ... And that's where I'm going. I just want that feeling of her tongue between my legs. Is that so bad?
    mylifesajoke mylifesajoke
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Mar 31, 2014

    I need to stop believing him he only lets me

    down. I know what I need I just need to stick to it. This girl will never let me be happy with him, so I'm done fighting for someone who isn't treating me rite and doesn't want me, he would never do what I've done he will never love me the way I love him
    R3b3llion32 R3b3llion32
    22-25, F
    Dec 16, 2013

    Can I get some advice please about this girl

    I'm attracted to but shouldn't be because were both in a relationship
    TMNT18 TMNT18
    18-21, F
    1 Response Jan 4, 2015

    She looks for me when I am not there,

    to praise her, to celebrate her beauty, to write to her the thousand ways I love her. I promised my heart to another, but her spirit draws me to her, her eyes contain me.
    A888888 A888888
    26-30, F
    1 Response Sep 22, 2014

    I dont know what im feeling right now,

    a little broken, angry, sad, chill, I just one some ******* consistency in my life for once..
    Syydnee Syydnee
    18-21, F
    Oct 16, 2014

    So, my mother (who I do not live with

    because my parents are divorced) called me the other day. You know what she did over the phone? told me she was getting married to a man she just met. I should have seen it coming. She cheated on her last three boyfriends. Cheated on my dad. She parties and acts like shes 20...
    SilverReece SilverReece
    22-25, F
    1 Response Apr 16, 2014

    I confessed to a person

    that I liked for many years... He was not exactly happy or something... I feel happy for getting the stress out, and I also feel like laughing. It feels sad though. I feel depress, but in life, It doesn't always go your way. You don't always get what you want. sigh.
    yunalaska yunalaska
    18-21, F
    Feb 17, 2014

    Another day without a phone.

    I woke up like who cares if it's not working, I will just have a more productive day without the distraction. An hour later I'm like "there's nothing to do! No one to talk to! my life is a tragedy! Fukk going outside or doing homework, I have a bed"
    chasetheweirdo8 chasetheweirdo8
    16-17, M
    3 Responses Feb 13, 2015

    I don't understand - I'm confused,

    I'm sad, I'm happy, I'm hated, I'm loved, I'm wanted, I'm used, I'm needed, I'm taken, I'm broken, I'm fused. I'm a victim. I have never been abused or anything. I've been bullied for years. but I'm used to it. but In my mind I'm a victim. my mind feels sorry for me. I'm a...
    VictimOfNothing VictimOfNothing
    16-17, F
    Dec 28, 2013

    Should I Go For It?

    So there is this guy who I like and recently I have found that he might be interested in me as well! But there is family in between and it could possibly go wrong. So I don't want to complicate things more than they are. but how could u stop feeling for someone you like.
    Mishmisha Mishmisha
    18-21
    1 Response Dec 15, 2012

    Tomorrow at 1:00 p.m.

    is the final hearing on my divorce. Aside from the 30 day appeal period, I will be officially divorced by this time tomorrow. Glad to be able to look and move forward. A bit melancholy about the past. 31 years is a long time, and most of it was really pretty good. Just not...
    wantadoover wantadoover
    56-60, M
    May 3, 2015

    I never had a problem finding a girl willing to

    have sex with me. However, I have had the hardest time finding someone to love me, someone to be loyal to me. I don't understand why so many women want purely sexual relationship. Don't get me wrong I like sex as much as the next guy but I want to experience something new like...
    safaree safaree
    26-30, M
    Jan 10

    Bad, Good, Bad, Good...?

    Today was a crazy day. I think I've experienced every emotion possible today. I woke up super early because my son had to have surgery and be at the hospital at 830. I get up and my mom automatically pissed me off because I didn't want her to go with me. Then at the hospital of...
    babymama16 babymama16
    18-21, F
    1 Response Apr 3, 2013

    I honestly don't know

    who to choose. I still love my ex but then I want my bf as well. What does this mean???? Why is my feelings like this? What should I do about it? They both love me but I don't want to hurt any but yet still want them in my life
    pawsk pawsk
    22-25, F
    Nov 13, 2014

    I'm struggling on how I am feeling towards this

    one particular person. One minute I'm happy then next I'm annoyed with that person. Let's say his name is George, George is just mixing my emotions and feelings towards him. I have no clue what to think about him. He's just everywhere. I don't know if I even want to be around...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Feb 3, 2014

    Have you ever felt like you didn't exact have a

    crush on somebody but you still felt attracted enough to them? What is the difference?
    SaveTheGeek SaveTheGeek
    18-21, F
    Sep 23, 2014

    Work Or No Work

    Just this morning I was advised that I am being laid off indefinitely.  This scare me in one way and elates me in another.  Not working allows me to do some continued learning and help when the 1st grand-baby comes along, however not working leaves me extremely...
    VickyRose VickyRose
    51-55
    Dec 17, 2008

    I don't know if I'm happy

    for my friends going with each other to Disney World or sad that they didn't invite me and they're going to Disney World.
    LoveisBeautiful5013 LoveisBeautiful5013
    18-21, F
    May 1, 2015

    One minute I'm happy next minute in sad

    after that I'm mad ._. I really need help with this things v.v
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    3 Responses Feb 13, 2015

    Getting some weird mixed emotions I'm like happy

    but sad. Idk. I'm sober too. Mixed emotions are the worse. 🚶
    Sunshineh13 Sunshineh13
    22-25, F
    Oct 15, 2014

    When my boyfriend gets back from visiting his

    parents I'm going to make it a point to kiss him 5 times a day, hug him 5 times a day, and cuddle every night. I didn't grow up being hugged and kissed and told that I was loved... So now... I find it hard to do that with him, other friends or my family. I don't know how to...
    mylifesajoke mylifesajoke
    18-21, F
    1 Response Mar 17, 2014

    I lay on the floor, begging life

    for mercy.. I've done what any regretful person has done in his life. I conquered and I failed you. I failed them all. I feel naked inside my tshirt and boxers, the truth has come out and I proved to be what I always feared I would be. I am insomniac, -20 degrees, and alone. I...
    A888888 A888888
    26-30, F
    Sep 20, 2014

    I'm having such a bad day.

    . The girl I like a lot only wants me just to play around... Like she flirts but just plays me cuz whenever I try to shower how I feel about she gives me a bunch of stupid excuses and whenever I stop doing it she hints it that she wants my attention but I don't wanna just be the...
    isaiascarlos isaiascarlos
    18-21, M
    1 Response Sep 25, 2014

    I may not put smiley faces

    or seem happy but that's only because I can't sort out my emotions right now. When I start to feel what happiness is then I'll put a face or seem happier rather then mute or emotionless.
    Flowerchild666 Flowerchild666
    18-21, F
    Feb 15
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