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I Have Mpd and 19 Alters

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    think i only hvae 4 or 5 but i am begaing to question that todat as i think back i am missing parts but maybe that is just do to old gae you will find other stories in other areas for mpd
    rickibrat2 rickibrat2 61-65, M Aug 27, 2010

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    Two Weeks Of Torture

    I was diagnosed two weeks ago with MPD/DID. I have spent most of that time meeting my other personalities through journaling. However now there is a new voice in my head that drowns out the others. IT is a very dark and depressing voice, that tells me that I need to drink and cut...
    whytedragun whytedragun 26-30, F 3 Responses Sep 9, 2010

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    All of Me

    Ok yall here goes;  I have always had many voices in my head some would act out to help in stressful situations.  I started when I was very young I do not know when the first was, I have always been ok playing by myself.  I know I have at least one female her...
    allofus allofus 46-50, M 7 Responses Mar 24, 2009

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    My Alter Family

    I have 5 alters not including me.  I don't remember them being their forever.  I don't really even hear them.  I just know they are there.  One is very suicidal and loves to drink.  Two of them are very young and cry alot and rock and two more...
    belemilus belemilus 36-40 4 Responses Aug 2, 2009

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    MPD

    Well i have way too many alters to name and not all want to say their names here so, basically i have just as many boys as girls and everyone is under 20. Anemone and Eureka are 2 of them they are 16. Ane is shy and super cute while Eu is her polar opposite sexy and wild...
    AnemoneEureka AnemoneEureka 13-15 10 Responses Mar 26, 2009

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    Living With Mpd And My Family Doesn't Know...

    I have always had voices in my head. One always sounded angry and full of hate. I had always put it down to being half asleep as I am also an insomniac. Well, your mind can play tricks on you when you've had a lack of sleep. However, one morning something strange happened. I was...
    Secretsocks Secretsocks 16-17, F Jun 13, 2012

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    The Start

    My name is Wyatt. Here are the names of my personalities Andy: angry, mean, and hates my siblings. Willis: Envious and Jealous. Milton: sucidel, murderous, and wants to run away. All of their names are versions of my name. My full name is Andrew: Andy, Wyatt: Willis, Milton...
    Bluninja Bluninja 16-17 1 Response Mar 5, 2013

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    Not Really Just 15

    we only have 15 but we don't need a hole grop to ourselfs for us im hattie im 4 and big emily wants me to stop riting so i ges i better go by
    sugarfooties sugarfooties 66-70 1 Response Aug 23, 2011

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    Related Experiences

    Although I'm a grown adult, and mostly happy in life - I also have a small child that is part of me. I've read about Alters and maybe it's not exactly that - but there's a little...
    littlebigmonster littlebigmonster 26-30, F 1 Response Aug 16

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    I guess something's are just hard wired, seriously it's my final days of my summer vacation. All I ask for is relaxation, nothing more. But no, my mother who promised to help me...
    MultipleRex MultipleRex 16-17, M 1 Response Aug 13

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    Time to share my story of Multiple Personality Disorder(MPD). I know, in my case, this is more commonly known as a Teenage Identity Crisis, but I'd like to refer it as MPD. So...
    LightlySaltedSalmon LightlySaltedSalmon 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 21

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    I was at a party the other day, and for some reason my friend was behind a couch. And I (one of me) for some other reason was trying to keep him behind the couch. It was all a good...
    TheDylanWorld TheDylanWorld 13-15, M 3 Responses Aug 4

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    I'm new to this site, apparently one of my alters posted on here earlier and posted under the wrong category :s I was just wondering what it feels like for other people when they...
    shell17 shell17 18-21, F 6 Responses Aug 13

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    So my psychiatrist told me I should keep a journal for me and my alters, during the school year. It's basically for me, or my alters whenever they are in control, to write in. Such...
    MultipleRex MultipleRex 16-17, M Aug 16

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    So my psychiatrist told me I should keep a journal for me and my alters, during the school year. It's basically for me, or my alters whenever they are in control, to write in. Such...
    MultipleRex MultipleRex 16-17, M 4 Responses Aug 16

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    So I've been having issues with one of my alters lately. I'm not at all in touch with her really, or I guess co-conscious is the right word to use, I wouldn't know about her if...
    shell17 shell17 18-21, F 2 Responses Aug 16

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    I have a whole playlist of songs that make me feel understood, these are the ones that focus on my MPD. "Animal I have Become" Three Days Grace "Monster" Skillet "I am an Illusion...
    BrokenOneX BrokenOneX 31-35 Aug 1

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    How do you explain an MPD/DID system? I have people asking and idk how to explain it...
    FullHotel FullHotel 13-15, F 1 Response Aug 12

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    I was talking to my friend about systems being formed, the "rules" when it comes to MPD/DID and she said "yes every system FUNCTIONS differently but there are rules as to how its...
    FullHotel FullHotel 13-15, F 3 Responses Aug 18

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    ((also posted in I have multiple personality disorder)) I was talking to my friend about systems being formed, the "rules" when it comes to MPD/DID and she said "yes every system...
    FullHotel FullHotel 13-15, F 1 Response Aug 18

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    Hi. I just curious in how the personality swap, I know that physically, there might be minimum differences, but I have view that the way they represent them self; such as the usage...
    MissHara MissHara 22-25, F 2 Responses Aug 20

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    His name is Leonard Finch. I named my profile after him, because he's me. That's what he is. He is a bad version of me who has a better life. I want to be just like him. I love him...
    LeonardFinch LeonardFinch 16-17, M 1 Response 4 days ago

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    These last few days I have been having to fight to keep an alter from coming out. L has taken up this new hobby of pretending to be me, and then hanging out with my ex. Last week I...
    owletsoutlet owletsoutlet 22-25, M 1 Response Jul 30

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    Well, a week from now my summer vacation ends and I'm going back to school. It's going to be hard this year, plus the fact my few friends might want to avoid me because I'm...
    MultipleRex MultipleRex 16-17, M Aug 11

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    So today was the first day of school, junior year of high school, and it was alright. I started Delta and I started a bit on the journal and you guys were right about it. Hopefully...
    MultipleRex MultipleRex 16-17, M 1 Response Aug 18

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    So my alters and I came up with this idea, which is when an alter appears during school hours they have to right down their marking on my left arm (why my left arm? I don't know...
    MultipleRex MultipleRex 16-17, M 2 Responses a week ago

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    Both me and my girl have DID, and it's getting really hard because of the stress of college keeps making us split and our alters don't like each other. I love her more than...
    CNT283 CNT283 18-21, T 1 Response 1 day ago

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    I used to really hate myself, I honestly did. But now, I'm happy I have what I have. When I was in elementary school, I never talked to anyone, I would walk around the playground...
    ThatRobotChick ThatRobotChick 18-21, F 1 Response 2 hrs ago

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    This was one of those nights. I have not have my usual 6 or 7 hours of sleep in over a week. My thoughts kept me awake. The rest of the week, 2 sick kids made me get up more than 3...
    Blanche08 Blanche08 31-35, F 8 Responses 2 hrs ago

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    Without it, we can be helpless in some ways as a lot of our systems run on electric power. But when It's a important commodity, not Anyone is provided to deal with it. An incorrect...
    Nolanyqj Nolanyqj 31-35, M 1 Response 1 hr ago

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    And I love him to bits. For years I have been looking at photos of dogs and wished I could one day get the opportunity to own one. From the age of 7 I had been asking dad on a...
    bornand4gotten bornand4gotten 18-21, F 16 mins ago

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    I don't know if I have this or not. I mean yes, I have an ED and I know these go hand in hand. I do think I'm fat tho..it's all I see
    disasterland disasterland 18-21, F 1 Response 6 hrs ago

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    Im 22 and two months ago i was diagnosed with diverticulitis i went in to the er thinking i had a burst appendix i was admitted to the hospital were i stayed for a week on iv...
    Vsantos10 Vsantos10 22-25, F 2 Responses 3 hrs ago

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    I'm the person that doesn't belong to a specific friendship group. I like meeting new people and getting to know a lot of people rather than staying in my comfort zone and hanging...
    uniqueisme uniqueisme 18-21, F 2 hrs ago

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    I just got home and I was wondering what I should do. And without even knowing,I clicked on my social media apps. I am finally alone and I immediately want to reconnect. Have we...
    GreyMattertome GreyMattertome 16-17, F 2 Responses 2 hrs ago

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    I am paralyzed Stagnant No energy from lack of good sleep (i wear a mouthguard every night) I need to get to the source. TMJ caused by Bruxism Bruxism caused by anxiety, or...
    WXLF WXLF 22-25, M 2 hrs ago

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    This is my dog, he is a siberian husky called Blizzard or blizz for short :) he has a bad failing heart and a short life so we spoil him and love him with everything we've got to...
    oxzymoron oxzymoron 18-21, M 2 hrs ago

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    I'm 28 and was diagnosed with PV when I was 16. All started with blood clot in a head - big pain in head and very thick blood content. I had very smart doctors around and they...
    LieneHogganvik LieneHogganvik 26-30, F 1 hr ago

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    I have had a care giver for 5 years and got use to it . And now she is not here in more and the change we have to do. so that is new for me. And life goes on.
    bronica bronica 51-55, F 1 Response 1 hr ago

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    Today I am hurting, and admit that I am now and again missing the person who put me in this position. I feel like I have tried to escape it, and have being doing well but when it...
    Sash9967 Sash9967 18-21, F 1 hr ago

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    So many things are incorporated on cruises which make them these kinds of a great benefit in your discounted air-inclusive vacation holiday vacation with The full family.Airfare...
    Burtctk215 Burtctk215 31-35, M 1 Response 6 hrs ago

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    I was diagnosed about 3 years ago. Been sick for at least 5 years, probably longer. I have tried many meds and still can't get my disease out of an active state. Not sure what...
    Enaed Enaed 46-50, F 6 hrs ago

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    If you want only her boobs,, try a dog to be your girlfriend, she have 8 boobs...haha Peace!!!
    onionheart16 onionheart16 26-30, F 3 Responses 5 hrs ago

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    They have their flaws, but man do they love us.
    Chuckabeth Chuckabeth 16-17 1 Response 5 hrs ago

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    Apparently, I'm "too young" to have life problems. Really, you serious?
    Caisus Caisus 18-21, F 3 Responses 4 hrs ago

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    Would you do it? Would you take a life for something as "valuable" as money? What would be your price? £500000? £1million? In the end, most people have their price...
    ASimpleUser ASimpleUser 13-15, M 1 Response 4 hrs ago

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    who have ps3 and gta5 online taik to me
    hmkspain hmkspain 16-17, M 2 Responses 4 hrs ago

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    I have an album on EP! it's just sketches, jsyk
    Artz4Life Artz4Life 16-17, F 4 hrs ago