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I Have Mpd and 19 Alters

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 18 People

    Not Really Just 15

    we only have 15 but we don't need a hole grop to ourselfs for us im hattie im 4 and big emily wants me to stop riting so i ges i better go by
    sugarfooties sugarfooties 66-70 1 Response Aug 23, 2011

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    Alts

    think i only hvae 4 or 5 but i am begaing to question that todat as i think back i am missing parts but maybe that is just do to old gae you will find other stories in other areas for mpd
    rickibrat2 rickibrat2 61-65, M Aug 27, 2010

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    Two Weeks Of Torture

    I was diagnosed two weeks ago with MPD/DID. I have spent most of that time meeting my other personalities through journaling. However now there is a new voice in my head that drowns out the others. IT is a very dark and depressing voice, that tells me that I need to drink and cut...
    whytedragun whytedragun 26-30, F 3 Responses Sep 9, 2010

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    MPD

    Well i have way too many alters to name and not all want to say their names here so, basically i have just as many boys as girls and everyone is under 20. Anemone and Eureka are 2 of them they are 16. Ane is shy and super cute while Eu is her polar opposite sexy and wild...
    AnemoneEureka AnemoneEureka 13-15 10 Responses Mar 26, 2009

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    The Start

    My name is Wyatt. Here are the names of my personalities Andy: angry, mean, and hates my siblings. Willis: Envious and Jealous. Milton: sucidel, murderous, and wants to run away. All of their names are versions of my name. My full name is Andrew: Andy, Wyatt: Willis, Milton...
    Bluninja Bluninja 16-17 1 Response Mar 5, 2013

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    Living With Mpd And My Family Doesn't Know...

    I have always had voices in my head. One always sounded angry and full of hate. I had always put it down to being half asleep as I am also an insomniac. Well, your mind can play tricks on you when you've had a lack of sleep. However, one morning something strange happened. I was...
    Secretsocks Secretsocks 16-17, F Jun 13, 2012

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    My Alter Family

    I have 5 alters not including me.  I don't remember them being their forever.  I don't really even hear them.  I just know they are there.  One is very suicidal and loves to drink.  Two of them are very young and cry alot and rock and two more...
    belemilus belemilus 36-40 4 Responses Aug 2, 2009

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    All of Me

    Ok yall here goes;  I have always had many voices in my head some would act out to help in stressful situations.  I started when I was very young I do not know when the first was, I have always been ok playing by myself.  I know I have at least one female her...
    allofus allofus 46-50, M 7 Responses Mar 24, 2009

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    Related Experiences

    I'm back! For awhile at least. It's been awhile since I last updated or posted anything. So far if some of you remember my problem about this girl I met during childhood and how I...
    MultipleRex MultipleRex 16-17, M 1 Response Jan 21

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    Hi, my name is Jess. I have DID but have never really gotten help for it, every time I get a "professional" that says they can help me, they break my trust somehow. I stopped...
    Thingsunseen Thingsunseen 22-25, F 4 Responses Dec 30, 2014

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    sitting here talking to Liz, T ' s former main alter, wondering if alters that were once integrated come out again and why. Even the other alters had forgotten about Liz and her...
    jayroad jayroad 22-25, F Dec 30, 2014

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    In my system I find that my alters are varyingly different. But they pair up in a ways... like harry and Arthur pair up because they both express levels of control over people and...
    TheDylanWorld TheDylanWorld 13-15, M 2 Responses Jan 3

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    Not sure I've seen any alters from my wife today, but I think there was one yesterday. Spent some time with her in the afternoon, went to the store with her, but all I got from...
    WtfAmIHearing WtfAmIHearing 41-45, M 2 Responses Dec 31, 2014

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    My husband has DID as well. He told me that my transitions are making his alters want to come out. I feel like a bad influence or that I'm not good for him.
    Thingsunseen Thingsunseen 22-25, F Jan 1

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    Things began normally. We were together a short while before his eating disorder became an issue. He would tell me in detail about his purges. I was so dependent on him I became a...
    gothstan gothstan 16-17, M 5 Responses Jan 2

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    One of my alters just killed herself. I'm ******* broken. I must sleep to go to school in 3 hours but I definitely won't. I'm speechless. I never had any contact with that alter...
    AhtnamasH AhtnamasH 16-17, F 2 Responses Jan 4

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    Is this a common symptom of disassociative related stuff? : Sometimes I remember something my alters or myself did in the past. Some memories are from what brought me to this...
    Thingsunseen Thingsunseen 22-25, F 1 Response Jan 13

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    Good things usually and up being bad. Now that EVERYONE knows about my alters, my girlfriend and my best friends are being treated like **** and calling them names. My girlfriend...
    MultipleRex MultipleRex 16-17, M 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    So I guess they call it DID now. My name is Reggie. I am frustrated because I can't seem to post this stupid thing. Finally I think I might be able to. I just want to say I don't...
    minibird minibird 18-21, M Jan 2

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    I think I may have a new alter I've had four alters for a while but today I had slightly dual consciousness for a bit and was someone new. Different voice, different drives...
    Thingsunseen Thingsunseen 22-25, F 2 Responses Jan 4

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    I have a mental disorder. I don't like the word illness, it makes it sound like I can be cured but I can't be cured. I have DID, dissociative identity disorder. My name is Julia...
    MeAnd5Others MeAnd5Others 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 5

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    Over the summer I had a traumatic experience overseas. When I got home I was talking really fast & with a Spanish accent & apparently sounded crazy. My family convinced me to...
    Stella30 Stella30 26-30, F 34 mins ago

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    It took me some time before i came to realize that the events in my opinion were repeating themselves??Only to then realize that i was seeing future events of what could be?? I...
    001kn 001kn 22-25, F 1 hr ago

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    Words have meaning but we can alter meanings by use of context. A mobile DJ for example who talks to other DJs online from other countries can advertise he is an internationally...
    lasergraph lasergraph 61-65, M 1 Response 47 mins ago

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    I no longer have sex, (well I only have had sex about 10 times, started in my mid thirties and stop about 3 years ago) for many reasons. Main reason it hurts so much and on top of...
    UKtutu UKtutu 41-45, T 8 hrs ago

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    Welcome To My Mind The daily election concerning suicide is nearing its last poll. Life is great, love is wonderful, I have so much to discover! Life is stupid, love doesn't...
    metagross metagross 18-21, M 6 hrs ago

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    The world is coming to an end The air is polluted, the oceans contaminated. The animals are going extinct, the economy’s collapsed. Education is shot, police are corrupt...
    TheFemaleGrimReaper TheFemaleGrimReaper 18-21, F 9 Responses 6 hrs ago

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    my name is Ciara and I'm 19 and I am currently in the hospital post laminectomy. I have had back pain for about a year now. I had an inflamed SI joint that I recieved 3 steroid...
    cjacobs34 cjacobs34 18-21, F 1 Response 5 hrs ago

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    I have scars all over my body. It's embarrassing, really... Growing up, I've heard so many opinions in my life regarding my scars. 'A proper girl shouldn't have scars', 'Don't...
    mistfox mistfox 22-25, F 1 Response 4 hrs ago

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    []Smoked A Cigarette [] Smoked A Cigar [] Kissed A Member Of The Same Sex [x] Are / Been In Love [x] Dumped someone [] Been Fired [x] Been In A Fist Fight [x] Had A Crush On An...
    SarcasticCommentLoading SarcasticCommentLoading 22-25, F 2 hrs ago

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    Does anyone have sleep apnea software to monitor their sleep data through their PC at home? I am using a vpap and am having a really hard time adjusting from auto vpap to vpap...
    True2myHeart True2myHeart 31-35, F 1 Response 7 hrs ago

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    It's been a really weird week this week worst one for this month! I am really disappointed with myself and well thats a horrible feeling to deal with... Hopefully I can resolve it...
    MilweePetite MilweePetite 18-21, F 2 Responses 6 hrs ago

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    I am holding back tears. I'm so happy. So many good things happening for me. Lost 15 pounds. Decided to weigh myself yesterday and im 15 pounds lighter from my last weigh in...
    HigherCalling HigherCalling 22-25, F 5 hrs ago

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    Hi guys so my boyfriend was just transferred to his "home prison" just yesterday. Do any of you know if he gets to take along books that his family and I have bought him, letters...
    abernethye abernethye 18-21, F 2 hrs ago

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    Self Reflections My skin is not a tough armor, its too thin and easily broken. The air i am inhaling is attenuating with each gasp for breath. My shins are quivering and small...
    writingmyrelease writingmyrelease 26-30, F 29 mins ago

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    My dad died in a fight when he was drunk when i was 3 . haha. Damn guy. The guy who killed him had knucklebusters like a punch bltch. Too much blood rushed to his brain. I barely...
    Savagez Savagez 13-15, M 8 hrs ago

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    I have social anxiety so I had to leave school at 16 years old. I'm now being home schooled, and have been for two weeks now and the thought of them coming over terrifies me...
    emilythegreat emilythegreat 16-17, F 1 Response 7 hrs ago

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    Wow! Violated doesn't even begin to describe how I feel right now!! I was catfished by a girl by the name of "plunkedd" on okcupid! She was using pictures of a Russian model and I...
    idciloveit idciloveit 22-25, F 2 Responses 6 hrs ago

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    This is another offshoot of my desire to have my hair cut really short. I sooo want to have the nape buzzed close, I just love the idea of clippers running up it. Why do I feel so...
    PixieDust2015 PixieDust2015 26-30, F 5 hrs ago

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    The painful stuff The just plain weird: the packaging from a gift I gave him, the fact the headdress was in the breadbin, a cd player but none of my cds, a working lightbulb and...
    grommit3 grommit3 36-40, F 1 Response 4 hrs ago

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    I forgot what it feels to have a best friend , its been a while since i haven't truly being open with no one. I keep so many things to my self that its hard now to open and to find...
    yiyaa yiyaa 16-17 2 hrs ago

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    It annoys me so much, it really is ruining my life. I don't understand these girls that say there 'pro mia' god. I wish I wasn't like this and it makes me feel so sad for young...
    GeorgiaAlicee GeorgiaAlicee 18-21, F 1 Response 1 hr ago

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    Would anyone be able to guess how old I am in this photo? I am 23.... I think I look 16 😐 .... 😫😫😫 I'll never look my age! I just want to look older. I feel as though I...
    Kristaaaaaaaaaaaa Kristaaaaaaaaaaaa 22-25, F 2 Responses 7 hrs ago

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    So I've seen black shadows since I was little only a few ever made me feel scared. Now I can't stop hearing bells. When I hear them I don't feel comfortable. It's a very dark...
    ScarletVisions ScarletVisions 18-21, F 1 Response 7 hrs ago

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    I have a bald spot on my head that hair never grows from as I had it cut open when my father banged my head on the edge of the door when I was 11. Funny thing is that, even now its...
    SilverLeviathan SilverLeviathan 18-21, F 7 hrs ago

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    I have an oral presentation today and I think I'm gonna be sick... I don't know anyone in that class and i begged the teacher if we could do it privately but she said no . She said...
    TeddyOrTeddie TeddyOrTeddie 13-15, M 5 Responses 5 hrs ago

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