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I Have Mpd and 19 Alters

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    think i only hvae 4 or 5 but i am begaing to question that todat as i think back i am missing parts but maybe that is just do to old gae you will find other stories in other areas for mpd
    rickibrat2 rickibrat2 61-65, M Aug 27, 2010

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    My Alter Family

    I have 5 alters not including me.  I don't remember them being their forever.  I don't really even hear them.  I just know they are there.  One is very suicidal and loves to drink.  Two of them are very young and cry alot and rock and two more...
    belemilus belemilus 36-40 4 Responses Aug 2, 2009

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    The Start

    My name is Wyatt. Here are the names of my personalities Andy: angry, mean, and hates my siblings. Willis: Envious and Jealous. Milton: sucidel, murderous, and wants to run away. All of their names are versions of my name. My full name is Andrew: Andy, Wyatt: Willis, Milton...
    Bluninja Bluninja 16-17 1 Response Mar 5, 2013

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    MPD

    Well i have way too many alters to name and not all want to say their names here so, basically i have just as many boys as girls and everyone is under 20. Anemone and Eureka are 2 of them they are 16. Ane is shy and super cute while Eu is her polar opposite sexy and wild...
    AnemoneEureka AnemoneEureka 13-15 10 Responses Mar 26, 2009

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    Not Really Just 15

    we only have 15 but we don't need a hole grop to ourselfs for us im hattie im 4 and big emily wants me to stop riting so i ges i better go by
    sugarfooties sugarfooties 66-70 1 Response Aug 23, 2011

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    Two Weeks Of Torture

    I was diagnosed two weeks ago with MPD/DID. I have spent most of that time meeting my other personalities through journaling. However now there is a new voice in my head that drowns out the others. IT is a very dark and depressing voice, that tells me that I need to drink and cut...
    whytedragun whytedragun 26-30, F 3 Responses Sep 9, 2010

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    All of Me

    Ok yall here goes;  I have always had many voices in my head some would act out to help in stressful situations.  I started when I was very young I do not know when the first was, I have always been ok playing by myself.  I know I have at least one female her...
    allofus allofus 46-50, M 7 Responses Mar 24, 2009

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    Living With Mpd And My Family Doesn't Know...

    I have always had voices in my head. One always sounded angry and full of hate. I had always put it down to being half asleep as I am also an insomniac. Well, your mind can play tricks on you when you've had a lack of sleep. However, one morning something strange happened. I was...
    Secretsocks Secretsocks 16-17, F Jun 13, 2012

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    Related Experiences

    If anyone has MPD and wants to talk inbox me cause I also have MPD
    Victorfunes Victorfunes 13-15, M Jul 18

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    i have MPD/DID... there are 8 personalities in my head.. i'm fine with it.. but everyone else thinks i'm crazy.. its hard to do mundane things like school.. i'm not allowed to...
    nekkie nekkie 22-25, F 4 Responses Jul 16

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    I have MPD/DID. It's hard to live a real life. I can't focus enough. I don't have distinct personalities that I know take over. But I know I'm more than one person. How do other...
    Ludavin Ludavin 46-50, F 4 Responses 5 days ago

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    Hey guys, it's been awhile since I last posted. I just wanted to post that my alters agreed to have new names, so these are my alters. Sigma: the malevolent one Delta: the logical...
    MultipleRex MultipleRex 16-17, M 3 Responses 22 hrs ago

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    Hi, I am new to this MPD so, I may not know much about it. I am currently dating a woman who has it and it has been a little rocky ever since we dated 4 months ago. Our love for...
    Junchew Junchew 18-21, M 1 Response Jun 30

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    I don't have Multiple Personality Disorder, I have Borderline Multiple Personality Disorder. It means I have severe moods, extreme differences in moods that take on personalities...
    DarkwingGoslyn DarkwingGoslyn 31-35 1 Response Jul 15

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    I would really like to get a better understanding on this. I can only read so much before I want to talk to those that have experience on the subject. I've been in a relationship...
    matt0030 matt0030 22-25, M 2 days ago

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    Have any other alters had a vast world inside that felt safe, but once you opened up about your existence found your world to be fading? Ever since I told a few people about my...
    BrokenOneX BrokenOneX 31-35 Jul 16

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    Trying to figure out why family is usually the least accepting of this disorder. But best friends almost already know and accept it without missing a beat. I, well Jesse in an...
    BrokenOneX BrokenOneX 31-35 Jul 18

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    I'm starting to think several of my alters have integrated, but I have no idea how to know. It's like I know it is them based on how it felt when I was co-conscious with them, but...
    BrokenOneX BrokenOneX 31-35 1 Response 6 days ago

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    If anyone ever messages me and I sound kinda weird and not normal in general it's probably one of my alters. A lot of times if someone who's not in my age range messages me, my one...
    Yourguardianangel9613 Yourguardianangel9613 16-17, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    What is passion? Chance eye contact with a stranger.. The passing instance when your eyes meet, holding their gaze with your own, so brief yet lasting, immediate hunger conveyed...
    ComptePrive ComptePrive 22-25, F 5 days ago

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    After reading someones story about a rape the other night it got me thinking a little about my past. I laid in bed thinking about it and started to drift off to sleep. Suddenly my...
    BrokenOneX BrokenOneX 31-35 1 day ago

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    My step mom is the most evil person I've ever met. I know that most people say that children/teens have trouble accepting their step parent because they feel as if they are trying...
    jay524 jay524 16-17, F 19 hrs ago

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    It all started 9 weeks ago well about it- It was on a sports day and we just finished versing the other school ( they won) and my teacher and our group were sitting down waiting...
    baconismycat baconismycat 13-15, F 4 Responses 14 hrs ago

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    I need help or advice. I am 22 years old, I feel as if I am 50 haha, been through a lot of stuff in my life. I am in love with someone who I will never have, :( we both have...
    CongratulationS CongratulationS 22-25, M 1 Response 12 hrs ago

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    I have just joined this forum because I was hoping to officially self-diagnose my synesthesia with the help of others, or perhaps realize I don't have synesthesia. Either way, I...
    beccaem2472 beccaem2472 13-15, F 10 hrs ago

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    I have just joined this forum because I was hoping to officially self-diagnose my synesthesia with the help of others, or perhaps realize I don't have synesthesia. Either way, I...
    beccaem2472 beccaem2472 13-15, F 10 hrs ago

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    I know this is really strange but I don't know what to do anymore, I'm struggling and just feel like letting all these feelings out by writing this... I have a really terrible...
    DingleberryBooBoo DingleberryBooBoo 18-21, F 2 Responses 7 hrs ago

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    I know this is really strange but I don't know what to do anymore, I'm struggling and just feel like letting all these feelings out by writing this... I have a really terrible...
    DingleberryBooBoo DingleberryBooBoo 18-21, F 7 hrs ago

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    What not to do if you want to become a Youtuber I first want to explain why I'm writing this. Over the last few months I've been making my own content and I've also been around on...
    JudeLeDude JudeLeDude 22-25, M 1 Response 2 hrs ago

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    I'm just finishing college and I'm currently with my fiance of 4 years. He told me when we got together that he wanted the same thing... but it's been four years and now he's...
    porcelainsmiles porcelainsmiles 22-25, F 2 Responses 21 hrs ago

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    I sometimes find I hate my overprotective family. As a child I grew up with an aunt in her teens (my mothers sister). My aunt is only 9 years older than me. As she became a...
    Skywalker1979 Skywalker1979 31-35, M 18 hrs ago

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    my life has gone upside down from the day i have saw my wife kissing our neighbour in a park.i dont know why destiny has made me to see it,it would be better if i have not...
    sachinwaitin4u sachinwaitin4u 26-30, M 2 Responses 16 hrs ago

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    Hot neighbours:- we are mel and bob and we have three kids two girls and one boy. Our son is Jake and the girls are Dani and Sam and we are nudists. We have a big pool, but no back...
    bouncingboobs bouncingboobs 31-35, F 1 Response 16 hrs ago

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    Me and my friends were all children of superheroes, training to he heroes ourselves. Then something happened and supervillains took over the world and locked up all the superheroes...
    PinkMellow PinkMellow 18-21, F 13 hrs ago

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    I think I have acid reflux... Not sure though, haven't been diagnosed yet... I just know a lot of the times I eat, it'll like, come back up, and sometimes I don't eat and...
    sugarcakes143 sugarcakes143 18-21, F 2 Responses 13 hrs ago

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    I remember seeing you walking pass me right across the chapel. That back pack hanging in your shoulders and the wearisome look etched on your face. I love those metals on your...
    fosselfuel fosselfuel 22-25, F 3 Responses 11 hrs ago

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    Things have taken a different turn than I thought they would. Its felt like he was mad at me for a while. We kind of blew up the night before last. The other night he picked out...
    starflower1 starflower1 26-30, F 1 Response 11 hrs ago

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    I certainly have social anxiety but not to the point that I cannot function socially at all. But each time that I go into a social situation, I do need to mentally prepare myself...
    NerdyGirl78 NerdyGirl78 36-40, F 4 Responses 10 hrs ago

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    Honestly, I have no patience for haters of God and I can admit that even though I think it's so wrong to betray your creator, I have to have patience for it because I want to be a...
    gardengirl17 gardengirl17 22-25, F 7 Responses 10 hrs ago

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    I have a crush on someone but it's hard to connect with them since I'm a mother of a young child. Does being a mother mean I have to sacrifice dating for awhile. It would be nice...
    Ayers010 Ayers010 22-25, F 1 Response 6 hrs ago

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    Unreality and reality are connected. Why must I feel the unreality? When I feel reality it's only in fleeting moments. Had the pain I felt dissociate me this much? I do not...
    Hithier Hithier 18-21 5 hrs ago

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    I’ve been a girl for nearly a year and I feel I’m the happiest girl who has ever lived. I know it’s not true, but it does describe how I feel. If I’d had to go on as a boy...
    Iamsasha Iamsasha 18-21, F 5 hrs ago

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    I know no one is perfect but not everyone should have kids. Doctors and laws should get into parents' IQ, whether they have common sense or not, habits, and salary. Gosh! If one...
    destinii3 destinii3 26-30, F 1 Response 5 hrs ago

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    I had to make a choice between 2 amazing men. A love triangle that I never should've put myself in. I chose the man I've been with for 12 years. We had a year long breakup. I met...
    Rojayazul Rojayazul 36-40, F 5 Responses 4 hrs ago

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    After reading the posts about living inside a snow globe, I realized that I have always felt like I was looking INTO the snow globe- where people have families that have your back...
    macbeth1217 macbeth1217 61-65, F 2 Responses 2 hrs ago

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    Should I stay or should I go now? I can't decide - lots of info, so must be brief: My husband had a staph infection a year ago. Friday he's not feeling well and thinks it may be...
    cbcruz cbcruz 41-45, F 2 hrs ago

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    So it hasn't been confirmed that I have HSV 1 or 2 yet. I took my last test in February (because I was raped) and it came out negative. My boyfriend at the time now Ex told me he...
    hrm0622 hrm0622 22-25, F 3 Responses 1 hr ago

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    Haunted David Fulton Winery: St. Helena By Paul Dale Roberts, HPI Esoteric Detective HPI (Hegelianism Paranormal Intelligence) International https://www.facebook.com/#!/groups...
    PaulDaleRoberts PaulDaleRoberts 51-55, M 1 hr ago