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I Have Mpd and 19 Alters

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    think i only hvae 4 or 5 but i am begaing to question that todat as i think back i am missing parts but maybe that is just do to old gae you will find other stories in other areas for mpd
    rickibrat2 rickibrat2 61-65, M Aug 27, 2010

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    Living With Mpd And My Family Doesn't Know...

    I have always had voices in my head. One always sounded angry and full of hate. I had always put it down to being half asleep as I am also an insomniac. Well, your mind can play tricks on you when you've had a lack of sleep. However, one morning something strange happened. I was...
    Secretsocks Secretsocks 16-17, F Jun 13, 2012

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    My Alter Family

    I have 5 alters not including me.  I don't remember them being their forever.  I don't really even hear them.  I just know they are there.  One is very suicidal and loves to drink.  Two of them are very young and cry alot and rock and two more...
    belemilus belemilus 36-40 4 Responses Aug 2, 2009

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    Two Weeks Of Torture

    I was diagnosed two weeks ago with MPD/DID. I have spent most of that time meeting my other personalities through journaling. However now there is a new voice in my head that drowns out the others. IT is a very dark and depressing voice, that tells me that I need to drink and cut...
    whytedragun whytedragun 26-30, F 3 Responses Sep 9, 2010

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    MPD

    Well i have way too many alters to name and not all want to say their names here so, basically i have just as many boys as girls and everyone is under 20. Anemone and Eureka are 2 of them they are 16. Ane is shy and super cute while Eu is her polar opposite sexy and wild...
    AnemoneEureka AnemoneEureka 13-15 10 Responses Mar 26, 2009

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    The Start

    My name is Wyatt. Here are the names of my personalities Andy: angry, mean, and hates my siblings. Willis: Envious and Jealous. Milton: sucidel, murderous, and wants to run away. All of their names are versions of my name. My full name is Andrew: Andy, Wyatt: Willis, Milton...
    Bluninja Bluninja 16-17 1 Response Mar 5, 2013

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    All of Me

    Ok yall here goes;  I have always had many voices in my head some would act out to help in stressful situations.  I started when I was very young I do not know when the first was, I have always been ok playing by myself.  I know I have at least one female her...
    allofus allofus 46-50, M 7 Responses Mar 24, 2009

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    Not Really Just 15

    we only have 15 but we don't need a hole grop to ourselfs for us im hattie im 4 and big emily wants me to stop riting so i ges i better go by
    sugarfooties sugarfooties 66-70 1 Response Aug 23, 2011

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    Related Experiences

    Hello. Rather new to this website but I believe that it should hopefully let be socialise with people more in a controlled environment. Looking around, i'm surprised to see young...
    WeSleepToMuch WeSleepToMuch 18-21 1 Response 1 day ago

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    Myths about the top 10 most common mental illnesses: 10. Antisocial Personality Disorder: Myth: Somebody who avoids social interaction is “antisocial”. Truth: Many people...
    Scoodaloop Scoodaloop 18-21, F 4 Responses Mar 1

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    does anyone else with DID constantly find themselves talking out loud all day? I'm either having a one sided conversation out loud talking to the alters that are inside of me or...
    karisasam karisasam 31-35, F 4 Responses Mar 12

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    The Alter that found this website, created this profile hadn't been around in a while, it's been about a month and They feel like They did when they joined, alone. In a few days...
    Anubis111 Anubis111 22-25, T 1 Response Mar 2

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    Yes I do and I'm not ashamed of it! When I'm emotional or tired or just insecure I can switch without me wanting it. I have 4 known alters and a few I don't know yet. The 4 who...
    Celasta Celasta 18-21, F 2 Responses Mar 6

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    So I've been me for a while. My alter, who changes her name every so often, "Connie" allowed me access to her most recent memories without too much of a headache. It's the ones...
    Thingsunseen Thingsunseen 22-25, F Mar 15

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    I will not talk to or add ppl to my circle who have blank profiles. if you joined a bunch of joined but don't have any stories written and you try to add me to ur circle guess what...
    AiymaSnikies AiymaSnikies 22-25, F 11 hrs ago

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    I have 3 brothers and 3 sisters then me and I'm the youngest I have 9 aunts and uncles on my moms side and 5 great aunts and uncles and that means I have a lot of cousins I have 23...
    heidithor heidithor 16-17, F 3 Responses 5 hrs ago

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    I don't know what to do?! Have been married for 5 years and not very happy due to security issues with my husband. He lies to me with smoothness, drinks around 12 everyday, can't...
    georgialady28 georgialady28 26-30, F 9 Responses 2 hrs ago

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    Just when I think EP is done enough damage to my spirit, I turn to walk away. Someone says exactly what I needed to hear. So I stick around a little longer to see what happens...
    dontexpect2much dontexpect2much 41-45, F 5 Responses 10 hrs ago

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    I just started having sex again after a 5 year hiatus. I started having it again about two weeks ago but now I have to wait until I'm not on my period or fertile again to have it...
    unearthlydeviant unearthlydeviant 26-30, F 8 hrs ago

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    I have 4 boys 12,8,7,5 my oldest 3 have they own issues that I have to contend with
    mumto4boys mumto4boys 31-35, F 3 hrs ago

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    Mental illness is nothing to be ashamed of. So why is there so much stigma attached to them? Because if you're physically ill, you can usually see it somehow? It doesn't often...
    betruetoyourself14 betruetoyourself14 13-15, F 2 Responses 2 hrs ago

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    You wouldn't believe what she is doing now. I've been ignoring it and taking it as pretty much nothing. But the last time she did it just made me realise it's possibly a form of...
    1lonelydaisy 1lonelydaisy 41-45 10 hrs ago

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    I have some of the best friends in high school, but I have a better best friend. Who is also on EP, but we are always hanging out and cracking jokes, and I go to his house almost...
    Tak162015 Tak162015 16-17, M 9 hrs ago

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    Yesterday and today have been such bad pain days. I just have problems doing much of anything. I just want to sleep constantly. It seems it's all I do now is sleep.
    ChantelSurvived ChantelSurvived 22-25, F 3 Responses 7 hrs ago

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    If you have a pinterest account follow me :D https://www.pinterest.com/DessyLove0905/ I like to post different things but if there's anything you'd like for me to post just let me...
    DessyLove DessyLove 18-21, F 7 hrs ago

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    So I was thinking then I remembered this time this girl said she wanted to have my baby XD... ummmmm. No? Then this one time this girl said she IS having my baby. How when I'm a...
    TrackStackz TrackStackz 13-15, M 7 hrs ago

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    Nearly every day, I sleep all day. Except for days I have work (Twice a week). I have always had this fear of going to sleep just for being scared to deal with the next day. Night...
    Mikilfaith Mikilfaith 16-17, F 2 Responses 7 hrs ago

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    So I waited to see how long it would be before. He would txt me first. Especially since he was underway it only made sense for him to contact me on e he got back. Well he came back...
    ussailorgf ussailorgf 22-25, F 6 hrs ago

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    Have ever been told you have a pretty name or that's a cool name or that's unique. It's super weird because the compliment isn't for you but the fact that your parents named you...
    annoyinglydark annoyinglydark 16-17, F 5 hrs ago

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    My mom was doing yard work this morning. She is trying to clear out the back portion of our back yard for a small garden. When she clipped a snarled tree branch, a little birds...
    Annaelaine Annaelaine 16-17, F 5 hrs ago

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    My boyfriend and I have been together off and on for 2 years. He breaks up with me when he gets mad or doesn't get his way. He always tell me what to do and what to wear. I can't...
    idk3913 idk3913 16-17, F 1 Response 4 hrs ago

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    I found out in Feb. I have genital warts. I was crushed. depressed it was horrible. noone will love me or wanna be with me its a hard thing to swallow. im going through treatments...
    lisalisa2064 lisalisa2064 26-30, F 4 hrs ago

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    well ....i have ibs...but it is realated to stress....every time i leave my home ...i go to loo and poop and when i am out....i feel scared that i might need a loo....and many...
    mikeee3135 mikeee3135 22-25, M 1 Response 4 hrs ago

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    I have a new boyfriend!! At least Id like to think so. We have been talking about two weeks now and I really like him and he seems to like me and I'm attracted to him.I'm sure you...
    ChelseaMonroe ChelseaMonroe 26-30, F 1 Response 2 hrs ago

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    No good, worthless, garbage, stupid, hideous creature, a failure, trash, less than human, should never have been born, that's how I feel about myself, what has led me to feel this...
    UnwantedHuman UnwantedHuman 18-21, M 1 Response 45 mins ago

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    when i was 5 on my birthday i was in an accident and almost die from it. well i have a huge scar on my right leg and i'm really self conscious about it. i don't wear skirts, shorts...
    monsay89 monsay89 22-25, F 1 Response 15 hrs ago

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    I have so many thoughts while browsing here. I really don't feel right calling them random, as they really aren't! I like to look at people's profiles after I come across...
    SavannahAnsley SavannahAnsley 41-45, F 5 Responses 15 hrs ago

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    When I say friend, I mean friend as in: Actual conversing with each other, not just adding someone for the sake of self-enjoyment. On the internet, that's basically all I get, just...
    Lunakicker Lunakicker 22-25, M 1 Response 14 hrs ago

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    i am wondering if anyone has these features with their pd. 1. when i get freezing and i cant lift my feet to walk across a room i can still walk up stairs. 2. when i freeze and...
    whatchimecallit whatchimecallit 56-60, F 14 hrs ago

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    I have a few rules to drinking. Always drink when im depressed, angry and happy!
    WickedlilAngel WickedlilAngel 31-35, F 2 Responses 14 hrs ago

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    People have said my issue is quite common but yet,I still require advice.I'm the youngest in the family and I've converted into a Christian. My mum was really pissed when she found...
    Nikki355 Nikki355 13-15, F 14 hrs ago

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    Twin Flame Relation and Art Do they related ? Since I met my twin, I have more interest and more serious about doing artistic activities. Drawing, sing, dance even now I write...
    Missberry73 Missberry73 41-45, F 1 Response 14 hrs ago

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