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I Have Mpd and 19 Alters

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 18 People

    Not Really Just 15

    we only have 15 but we don't need a hole grop to ourselfs for us im hattie im 4 and big emily wants me to stop riting so i ges i better go by
    sugarfooties sugarfooties 66-70 1 Response Aug 23, 2011

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    All of Me

    Ok yall here goes;  I have always had many voices in my head some would act out to help in stressful situations.  I started when I was very young I do not know when the first was, I have always been ok playing by myself.  I know I have at least one female her...
    allofus allofus 46-50, M 7 Responses Mar 24, 2009

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    Two Weeks Of Torture

    I was diagnosed two weeks ago with MPD/DID. I have spent most of that time meeting my other personalities through journaling. However now there is a new voice in my head that drowns out the others. IT is a very dark and depressing voice, that tells me that I need to drink and cut...
    whytedragun whytedragun 26-30, F 3 Responses Sep 9, 2010

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    Hey im wanting to talk to people around my age

    who also have DID please please add me on skype or google+ hangouts so we can chat :D SnowAngelFrostPup
    SweetAngelFrostPup SweetAngelFrostPup 16-17, M 1 Response Apr 3

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    MPD

    Well i have way too many alters to name and not all want to say their names here so, basically i have just as many boys as girls and everyone is under 20. Anemone and Eureka are 2 of them they are 16. Ane is shy and super cute while Eu is her polar opposite sexy and wild...
    AnemoneEureka AnemoneEureka 13-15 10 Responses Mar 26, 2009

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    Living With Mpd And My Family Doesn't Know...

    I have always had voices in my head. One always sounded angry and full of hate. I had always put it down to being half asleep as I am also an insomniac. Well, your mind can play tricks on you when you've had a lack of sleep. However, one morning something strange happened. I was...
    Secretsocks Secretsocks 16-17, F Jun 13, 2012

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    The Start

    My name is Wyatt. Here are the names of my personalities Andy: angry, mean, and hates my siblings. Willis: Envious and Jealous. Milton: sucidel, murderous, and wants to run away. All of their names are versions of my name. My full name is Andrew: Andy, Wyatt: Willis, Milton...
    Bluninja Bluninja 16-17 1 Response Mar 5, 2013

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    Alts

    think i only hvae 4 or 5 but i am begaing to question that todat as i think back i am missing parts but maybe that is just do to old gae you will find other stories in other areas for mpd
    rickibrat2 rickibrat2 61-65, M Aug 27, 2010

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    My Alter Family

    I have 5 alters not including me.  I don't remember them being their forever.  I don't really even hear them.  I just know they are there.  One is very suicidal and loves to drink.  Two of them are very young and cry alot and rock and two more...
    belemilus belemilus 36-40 4 Responses Aug 2, 2009

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    Related Experiences

    Hello. My name is Hoody. I'm and alter and just looking to talk to other alters. I hope that someone will actually talk to me. I get lonely only talking to my hosts husband and MY...
    LilithNightbane LilithNightbane 22-25, F 3 days ago

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    Hello. Rather new to this website but I believe that it should hopefully let be socialise with people more in a controlled environment. Looking around, i'm surprised to see young...
    WeSleepToMuch WeSleepToMuch 18-21 3 Responses Mar 28

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    Hey im wanting to talk to people around my age who also have DID please please add me on skype or google+ hangouts so we can chat :D SnowAngelFrostPup
    SweetAngelFrostPup SweetAngelFrostPup 16-17, M Apr 3

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    hi domi here I'm not the host, but I was wondering if you guy s call your alters anything else than alters. My host calls us for example: players or voices.
    Domi16 Domi16 18-21, T 4 Responses Apr 10

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    I know this is long.and ramble as my head isn't doing well today, but please read. I hope it doesn't offend. I'm sorry... I just really need input or someone to tell me I'm bad. I...
    ChantelSurvived ChantelSurvived 22-25, F 5 Responses Apr 4

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    ⌂ Home Debbie Avatar Debbie ⚙ Forgive my spelling errors (was very hard to write) Also forgive how long winded this is, but fellow FM sufferers can relate to how...
    debbie913 debbie913 31-35, F 1 Response 5 hrs ago

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    People have said I have an attractive smile before. I don't think so though. I've been told I "light up" with my smile. Which makes me want to gag. My teeth are very crooked. I...
    1lonelydaisy 1lonelydaisy 41-45 1 Response 18 hrs ago

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    Hey guys, I'm new here, so I'm not exactly sure how this goes.. But I figured I'd give it a shot. Here's a little bit about me: My name is Sara, I'm 19 years old, I live with my...
    darling1925 darling1925 18-21, F 2 Responses 7 hrs ago

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    Heyyy, just venting lbvs! I don't have any friends, nor family! is it by choice mmm yea in a way but not really! I tend to block people out and keep a tough guard! Why, because I...
    TewTewLove TewTewLove 26-30, F 1 Response 4 hrs ago

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    As a child I grew up in a household with an alcoholic father, who was very much a dictator in the household, had anger problems, consistently cheated on my mom and would get into...
    CountryPrincess88 CountryPrincess88 26-30, F 58 mins ago

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    I don't trust men. I am afraid of them. I have never never been sexually abused. But I have had a psychologically abusive relationship with my dad for most of my life. I can't...
    mgkatie mgkatie 18-21, F 4 Responses 15 hrs ago

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    I want to share them all on here, but I don't have them organized in my head or anything like that.. And I'll have to work up to sharing bigger ones just because they're kind of...
    jessicadozen jessicadozen 18-21, F 2 Responses 13 hrs ago

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    Okay, this dream was a normal dream but what we talked about was very interesting and I thought, huh. I don't remember where in the dream this was, I think it was before I used a...
    LoveUnite LoveUnite 26-30, F 13 hrs ago

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    I used to think that I wanted to be a fashion model because I loved the glitter and glamour that the fashion world has to offer. Now I've realized, all I ever wanted to be is a...
    abcdefghisabelmnopqrst abcdefghisabelmnopqrst 26-30, F 9 hrs ago

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    I had my first tattoo done when I was 18 on my 18th birthday altho I don't "regret" it I wish I had out more thought into it! I walked in and said yeah that one right there the one...
    Fullofsunshine Fullofsunshine 26-30, F 2 Responses 8 hrs ago

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    The things I generally think about while driving. Because driving is Thinking Time. This morning on my way to the barn I was thinking about how meaning and words have no actual...
    disastercupcake disastercupcake 26-30, F 3 Responses 8 hrs ago

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    I know I have death anxiety. The problem is I'm only 15, and dying in about 70+ years makes me cry. The thing about death that I'm afraid of is, just not being concious or...
    MyPotentialThoughts MyPotentialThoughts 13-15, F 2 Responses 6 hrs ago

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    We all know someone who has passed away. Well, maybe you're fortunate to have not, but I guarantee you know someone who has. Death isn't all as bad as people make it out to be...
    HelloKardashiann HelloKardashiann 18-21, F 2 Responses 5 hrs ago

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    This isn't really a story, but I wanted to say this because it makes me happy lol I never used to have acne, but then I tried makeup.. Even for a while after that, my skin was...
    jessicadozen jessicadozen 18-21, F 2 hrs ago

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    I've been bullied from age 12 to age 16/17. It might not seem a long time, but it was for me. Day in, day out I was being ridiculed, being told I was useless, being called ugly...
    UselessNobody UselessNobody 31-35, F 1 Response 1 hr ago

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    -Father. Sociopathic. Physically and mentally abusive to both my mother and myself. I lived with him for thirteen years. My current household: -Mother. I live with her now. Was...
    SilencesLullaby SilencesLullaby 16-17, F 19 hrs ago

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    I know I shouldn't, but I have a major crush on my boss. We talk all the time at work, and have started talking online till late most nights too. I know nothing will happen - he's...
    Toni47 Toni47 18-21, F 1 Response 18 hrs ago

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    I have made a big mistake , I wrongly used a word that was not at all appropriate . It may have caused hurt , if it did I am truly sorry. I hope you can forgive my poor choice of...
    heavenlyflower123 heavenlyflower123 36-40, F 18 hrs ago

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    My Best Friend was murdered on December 26, 2014... They still haven't convicted his killed.. He was the greatest person in my life... I still sleep in his shirt and have his...
    KatieBugg795 KatieBugg795 18-21, F 7 Responses 17 hrs ago

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    hey, X) been a while,, planning on deleting the account, maybe ditching it idk. i don't really realize what happened a while ago so don't ask. ..... :( ,,, enlightened one...
    iamnoor iamnoor 13-15, F 14 hrs ago

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    I am not only sexy, above average looking, and have a great looking hot body. I am super intelligent and use my brains accordingly. When in college I was a member of MENSA. I...
    momlovesoutdoors momlovesoutdoors 36-40, F 2 Responses 12 hrs ago

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    Hi, I'm a 21 year old medical student living abroad, I was diagnosed with bipolar nearly 3 years ago, and before that I struggled a lot. I let it get quite far before my family...
    lily449 lily449 18-21, F 1 Response 10 hrs ago

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    Hi, I'm a 21 year old medical student living abroad, I was diagnosed with bipolar nearly 3 years ago, and before that I struggled a lot. I let it get quite far before my family...
    lily449 lily449 18-21, F 1 Response 10 hrs ago

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    Hi, I'm a 21 year old medical student living abroad, I was diagnosed with bipolar nearly 3 years ago, and before that I struggled a lot. I let it get quite far before my family...
    lily449 lily449 18-21, F 1 Response 10 hrs ago

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    Hi, I'm a 21 year old medical student living abroad, I was diagnosed with bipolar nearly 3 years ago, and before that I struggled a lot. I let it get quite far before my family...
    lily449 lily449 18-21, F 10 hrs ago

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    What happens with me is that I have to reread the page or a paragraph in order to acquire something like 80 % of information retained and processed in my brain. I don't know what...
    somniatorlupus somniatorlupus 18-21, M 8 hrs ago

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    I had a desk job at a good size company for 13 years. I hated my job because I felt I should be making more for the work I did... Then one day, due to my own stupidity, I lost that...
    SRayne SRayne 51-55, M 7 hrs ago

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    My Javanese middle name is Ramawana. named after the Indian folk tale of Prince Ramayana I think. Rhymes with marijuana! Indonesians have long 8 syllable names sometime cause they...
    MrHeartaFire MrHeartaFire 41-45, M 1 Response 6 hrs ago

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