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I Have Mpd and 19 Alters

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 17 People

    Not Really Just 15

    we only have 15 but we don't need a hole grop to ourselfs for us im hattie im 4 and big emily wants me to stop riting so i ges i better go by
    sugarfooties sugarfooties 66-70 1 Response Aug 23, 2011

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    The Start

    My name is Wyatt. Here are the names of my personalities Andy: angry, mean, and hates my siblings. Willis: Envious and Jealous. Milton: sucidel, murderous, and wants to run away. All of their names are versions of my name. My full name is Andrew: Andy, Wyatt: Willis, Milton...
    Bluninja Bluninja 16-17 1 Response Mar 5, 2013

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    All of Me

    Ok yall here goes;  I have always had many voices in my head some would act out to help in stressful situations.  I started when I was very young I do not know when the first was, I have always been ok playing by myself.  I know I have at least one female her...
    allofus allofus 46-50, M 7 Responses Mar 24, 2009

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    Two Weeks Of Torture

    I was diagnosed two weeks ago with MPD/DID. I have spent most of that time meeting my other personalities through journaling. However now there is a new voice in my head that drowns out the others. IT is a very dark and depressing voice, that tells me that I need to drink and cut...
    whytedragun whytedragun 26-30, F 3 Responses Sep 9, 2010

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    My Alter Family

    I have 5 alters not including me.  I don't remember them being their forever.  I don't really even hear them.  I just know they are there.  One is very suicidal and loves to drink.  Two of them are very young and cry alot and rock and two more...
    belemilus belemilus 36-40 4 Responses Aug 2, 2009

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    Alts

    think i only hvae 4 or 5 but i am begaing to question that todat as i think back i am missing parts but maybe that is just do to old gae you will find other stories in other areas for mpd
    rickibrat2 rickibrat2 61-65, M Aug 27, 2010

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    Living With Mpd And My Family Doesn't Know...

    I have always had voices in my head. One always sounded angry and full of hate. I had always put it down to being half asleep as I am also an insomniac. Well, your mind can play tricks on you when you've had a lack of sleep. However, one morning something strange happened. I was...
    Secretsocks Secretsocks 16-17, F Jun 13, 2012

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    MPD

    Well i have way too many alters to name and not all want to say their names here so, basically i have just as many boys as girls and everyone is under 20. Anemone and Eureka are 2 of them they are 16. Ane is shy and super cute while Eu is her polar opposite sexy and wild...
    AnemoneEureka AnemoneEureka 13-15 10 Responses Mar 26, 2009

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    Related Experiences

    Hi, I'm Samantha, 17, female, and I live in France. I have around 60 alters, but most of them are really hidden and I don't know so much about them. So I'll just introduce the "big...
    SemperFilthy SemperFilthy 16-17, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    Do you have Facebook accounts for your alters?
    SemperFilthy SemperFilthy 16-17, F 1 day ago

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    so my therapist says i don't have this and im not crazy, but i don't believe him
    piercethemack piercethemack 13-15, M 2 Responses 22 hrs ago

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    Time to share my story of Multiple Personality Disorder(MPD). I know, in my case, this is more commonly known as a Teenage Identity Crisis, but I'd like to refer it as MPD. So...
    LightlySaltedSalmon LightlySaltedSalmon 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 21

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    Hi. I just curious in how the personality swap, I know that physically, there might be minimum differences, but I have view that the way they represent them self; such as the usage...
    MissHara MissHara 22-25, F 2 Responses Aug 20

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    His name is Leonard Finch. I named my profile after him, because he's me. That's what he is. He is a bad version of me who has a better life. I want to be just like him. I love him...
    LeonardFinch LeonardFinch 16-17, M 1 Response Aug 24

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    So today was the first day of school, junior year of high school, and it was alright. I started Delta and I started a bit on the journal and you guys were right about it. Hopefully...
    MultipleRex MultipleRex 16-17, M 1 Response Aug 18

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    So my alters and I came up with this idea, which is when an alter appears during school hours they have to right down their marking on my left arm (why my left arm? I don't know...
    MultipleRex MultipleRex 16-17, M 3 Responses Aug 21

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    Both me and my girl have DID, and it's getting really hard because of the stress of college keeps making us split and our alters don't like each other. I love her more than...
    CNT283 CNT283 18-21, T 1 Response Aug 27

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    so uh.... have any of you... experienced another Alters dream before? Because I did last night.... It was only a small bit of it, like 20 seconds of the dream.... anyone else had...
    FullHotel FullHotel 13-15, F 4 Responses Aug 30

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    I have 6 different alters they include a child alter, a happy energetic alter, a sad alter, a angry alter and a protector alter. I have had them ever since I was a child and we all...
    Jasmine368 Jasmine368 16-17, F 7 Responses Sep 4

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    It has been quite a week in the music press with the muscular tide of music review critique crashing against the rocky shores of good taste. The startling division between the...
    poy1 poy1 70+ 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    Hi, I've read a lot of your experiences and most of you talk about "black outs". How does it feel? How can your alters be so disrespectful towards you? I want to know because mine...
    SemperFilthy SemperFilthy 16-17, F 8 Responses 2 days ago

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    LONG story. I just need to tell someone what I'm going through. My MCS was in remission since the 1990's until I moved into a building where the manager had air fresheners...
    SadDrama SadDrama 41-45, F 11 hrs ago

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    When I met her, I was hurled suddenly into paradise; ineffable joy penetrated my life. She came into my world and lit it up, abruptly terminating the darkness that preceded her...
    PhiliaSophia PhiliaSophia 18-21, M 4 Responses 11 hrs ago

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    I recently found out i was exposed to HSV 2 and it was the worse news i have ever gotten. I've always been careful, can count all my bodies on one and this happened to me.. Go...
    HopefulSurviver HopefulSurviver 18-21, F 1 Response 3 hrs ago

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    So, I have a unique story. I have been diagnosed with panic attacks and being bipolar just this past year. I thought of suicide but never went through with it. I got locked up in a...
    shmaves shmaves 26-30, M 43 mins ago

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    I used to bite them as a child, and teenager, and into my early twenties. Then I got a job where, the stuff that I got under my nails, even though they were nibbled back to nothing...
    Heellover Heellover 36-40, M 16 hrs ago

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    Maybe it's my fault that we have problems. Since the beginning of our relationship I wasn't sure if I wanted to be with him. I was always trying to break up with him and I cheated...
    weeniegirl weeniegirl 22-25, F 1 Response 15 hrs ago

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    Like this: http://www.theonion.com/articles/more-cities-using-textbased-alert-system-to-warn-a,36946/ WASHINGTON—In an effort to provide the general public with critical safety...
    Spanishintuition Spanishintuition 46-50, M 6 hrs ago

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    I have talked about this on another post...but I AM grateful for what I DO have. I know that sometimes it doesn't seem like it, but I am. My family, my friends (I don't have many...
    RubyLane RubyLane 41-45, F 6 hrs ago

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    I'm allergic to dairy, gluten & I can't have a lot of foods with Vitamin C... I can't have anything with preservatives, artificial flavors and colors. Now these are.. where.. my...
    expreso109 expreso109 18-21, F 1 hr ago

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    I don't know if I would call it a birthmark but I do have a dimple on my right butt cheek...
    CurvyandChic CurvyandChic 22-25, F 1 Response 18 hrs ago

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    I'm a puppet on a string Tracy Island, time-traveling diamond Could have shaped heartaches That come to find you foreign, some velvet morning Years too late She's a silver...
    AlfieEscandellDerosa AlfieEscandellDerosa 13-15, M 18 hrs ago

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    Just about the only dreams that I used to remember were these precognative dreams. In them I literally experience something 6 months to a year before it happens and they uually...
    sirwilliam86 sirwilliam86 26-30, M 17 hrs ago

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    Why do we listen to those who have "authority" when they are the same as the rest of us? Why do we let the screw up the world and we do nothing about it?
    ValhallaAwaits ValhallaAwaits 18-21, M 1 Response 16 hrs ago

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    Being a death metal bassist and writer and a very sarcastic person can give you a morbid sense of humor but it also helps not take things seriously. And for the benefit, I don't...
    ValhallaAwaits ValhallaAwaits 18-21, M 1 Response 16 hrs ago

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    I have an iPhone 5 because of a sick discount I get from work. However I love Nd hate watching people drool over newer models just because it has some cool new gizmo that you will...
    ValhallaAwaits ValhallaAwaits 18-21, M 1 Response 16 hrs ago

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    I looked at the "I Need Someone To Talk To" experience. I find people have at least 20 responses. Then I look at my post. I see 2 responses. I look at my age and compare to...
    Artz4Life Artz4Life 16-17, M 7 Responses 16 hrs ago

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    Well the hard wait of at least a few months is up :). I have found the perfect guy. He's soo romantic and Australian. 2 of my best preferences. Which is y I love him to pieces.
    jimmybank jimmybank 13-15, M 3 Responses 15 hrs ago

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    I love older fabricated tools and technology. If you bang on an older style TV, it'd work. If you smack your iPad, it'll break and you'll have to send it in for servicing. I...
    BigMtnMnds BigMtnMnds 31-35, M 2 Responses 15 hrs ago

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    People often ask me (especially in this nation of drunks we call Australia!) why I don't drink or smoke. I tell them that it saves me dollars and brain cells - and I don't have...
    murphysmaster murphysmaster 51-55, M 4 Responses 15 hrs ago

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    ...thinking of you in every moment of my life, i'm okey, trying my best to move on...i miss you and treasure the memories i have with you...i love you and will always be a part of...
    hannagrace hannagrace 31-35, F 15 hrs ago

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    if i had long girly hair i would love the idea of going into a ladies hair salon and have those hair roller things put in my hair and put it in a perm.
    girlyAndrea1987 girlyAndrea1987 26-30, M 13 hrs ago

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    Okay. So now I remember the dream I had yesterday. I was with my significant other and we went to meet my godfather who wanted to borrow my paleontolic mobile phone. And I gave...
    EruIluvatar EruIluvatar 70+, F 3 Responses 13 hrs ago

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    We may have haters but they're just jealous
    beautylasts beautylasts 13-15, F 2 Responses 12 hrs ago

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    The most amazing relationships start unexpectedly! I lost my all hopes and was not in a condition to trust anybody. I was broken into peices and had no one to listen to me. I...
    CuteButterflyGirl CuteButterflyGirl 13-15, F 12 hrs ago

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    Online and in real life and on the advertisements, people are sad about cancer. While I was at first depressed from having breast cancer from simply fenugreek hormones, I soon...
    FunnyLookingCorpse FunnyLookingCorpse 18-21 12 hrs ago

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    I honestly don't really know if it's official or not, and I don't want to go to a doctor. I think I'm fine managing by myself. I started to have bad anxiety/depression since last...
    AwfullyRad AwfullyRad 13-15, F 1 Response 11 hrs ago

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    The way I've been treated by most women on this site and offline. I couldn't care less if I'm single for the rest of my life now. As far a I'm concerned if women cant see a good...
    FCUKUALL FCUKUALL 31-35, M 2 Responses 11 hrs ago