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I Have Mpd and 19 Alters

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 21 People

    Two Weeks Of Torture

    I was diagnosed two weeks ago with MPD/DID. I have spent most of that time meeting my other personalities through journaling. However now there is a new voice in my head that drowns out the others. IT is a very dark and depressing voice, that tells me that I need to drink and cut...
    whytedragun whytedragun 26-30, F 3 Responses Sep 9, 2010

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    Not Really Just 15

    we only have 15 but we don't need a hole grop to ourselfs for us im hattie im 4 and big emily wants me to stop riting so i ges i better go by
    sugarfooties sugarfooties 66-70 1 Response Aug 23, 2011

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    All of Me

    Ok yall here goes;  I have always had many voices in my head some would act out to help in stressful situations.  I started when I was very young I do not know when the first was, I have always been ok playing by myself.  I know I have at least one female her...
    allofus allofus 46-50, M 7 Responses Mar 24, 2009

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    My Alter Family

    I have 5 alters not including me.  I don't remember them being their forever.  I don't really even hear them.  I just know they are there.  One is very suicidal and loves to drink.  Two of them are very young and cry alot and rock and two more...
    belemilus belemilus 36-40 4 Responses Aug 2, 2009

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    The Start

    My name is Wyatt. Here are the names of my personalities Andy: angry, mean, and hates my siblings. Willis: Envious and Jealous. Milton: sucidel, murderous, and wants to run away. All of their names are versions of my name. My full name is Andrew: Andy, Wyatt: Willis, Milton...
    Bluninja Bluninja 18-21 1 Response Mar 5, 2013

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    MPD

    Well i have way too many alters to name and not all want to say their names here so, basically i have just as many boys as girls and everyone is under 20. Anemone and Eureka are 2 of them they are 16. Ane is shy and super cute while Eu is her polar opposite sexy and wild...
    AnemoneEureka AnemoneEureka 13-15 10 Responses Mar 26, 2009

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    Hey im wanting to talk to people around my age

    who also have DID please please add me on skype or google+ hangouts so we can chat :D SnowAngelFrostPup
    SweetAngelFrostPup SweetAngelFrostPup 16-17, M 1 Response Apr 3

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    Living With Mpd And My Family Doesn't Know...

    I have always had voices in my head. One always sounded angry and full of hate. I had always put it down to being half asleep as I am also an insomniac. Well, your mind can play tricks on you when you've had a lack of sleep. However, one morning something strange happened. I was...
    Secretsocks Secretsocks 16-17, F Jun 13, 2012

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    Alts

    think i only hvae 4 or 5 but i am begaing to question that todat as i think back i am missing parts but maybe that is just do to old gae you will find other stories in other areas for mpd
    rickibrat2 rickibrat2 61-65, M Aug 27, 2010

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    ****VERY LONG DEscriptION****I've never told anyone about this before and it's one of my darkest secrets. But I have 3 alters that make up "me." They don't have names so I gave...
    Ikebanna69 Ikebanna69 16-17, F 2 days ago

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    Dissociative Identity Disorder/DID/formally known as MPD or multiple personality disorder. A lot of people have no idea what it means so I decided to write something about it and...
    Meliantha Meliantha 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 22

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    Dissociative Identity Disorder/DID/formally known as MPD or multiple personality disorder. A lot of people have no idea what it means so I decided to write something about it and...
    Meliantha Meliantha 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 22

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    Dissociative Identity Disorder/DID/formally known as MPD or multiple personality disorder. A lot of people have no idea what it means so I decided to write something about it and...
    Meliantha Meliantha 18-21, F Aug 22

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    Dissociative Identity Disorder/DID/formally known as MPD or multiple personality disorder. A lot of people have no idea what it means so I decided to write something about it and...
    Meliantha Meliantha 18-21, F Aug 22

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    one of my younger alters drew ducks, butterflies and birds.....on my working paper!
    Meliantha Meliantha 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 19

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    my alters really wear me out
    Meliantha Meliantha 18-21, F 3 Responses Aug 18

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    I'm very new here... And I've recently come to terms with my alters. There's three of us. I am Santi, and the other two are Meza and Sopa. We're all very confused of how we came to...
    censoredbysopa censoredbysopa 16-17, F 1 Response Aug 17

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    Hi. I am in charge of the body. I live here and love to be good friends with other alters. We are human too. We have better times now. We live in Florida and have a girlfriend...
    navycs navycs 31-35, F Aug 16

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    Iris Iris is one of my alters who is really hard to control. She is very strong minded and loves to break people mentally. I've lost some of my best friends because they couldn't...
    Meliantha Meliantha 18-21, F 3 Responses Aug 16

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    Iris Iris is one of my alters who is really hard to control. She is very strong minded and loves to break people mentally. I've lost some of my best friends because they couldn't...
    Meliantha Meliantha 18-21, F 2 Responses Aug 16

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    Iris Iris is one of my alters who is really hard to control. She is very strong minded and loves to break people mentally. I've lost some of my best friends because they couldn't...
    Meliantha Meliantha 18-21, F Aug 16

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    I have 3 Alters, Oscar- the nerd... Chase- when I'm in water like when I take a shower, or at the pool... John- the puppet guy. And those are my alters some I can control others I...
    FidoMan FidoMan 13-15, M Aug 14

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    My alters remember a history that happened BEFORE they were in my head. Like, a life they lived before 'this one'. Their own lives. I have a good amount of friends that have this...
    Moriegirl Moriegirl 16-17, F 1 Response Aug 8

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    I am occasionally a bad girl. I pick up out of town business men, have a date and very good sex, and then I go home and generally don't see them again. Everyone is happy.
    deleted deleted 26-30 8 Responses Jul 31

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    i miss you david its been years since we have seen eachother or talked always know i love u >always & forever< this song i dedicate to you (in case) by demi lovato ?
    sisiyah sisiyah 22-25, F 2 Responses Jul 31

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    I don't care for dogs. A nurse that I'm not well acquainted with was telling someone that her dog ate her fiancé's passport causing them to choose someplace domestic for honeymoon...
    deleted deleted 26-30 4 Responses Jul 31

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    Im gonna show somebody that they can trust again cuz i want to learn to trust again. lead by example! life hurts when u open up and get hurt so bad but i have to try to trust again...
    JennaRee JennaRee 13-15, F 2 Responses Jul 31

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    So I am just diagnosed and freaked out. Was told I have 58-62 episodes an hour that I stop breathing and at times I get hypoxia because my oxygen drops to 70% and if I don't wear...
    mslvr01 mslvr01 46-50, M 2 Responses Jul 31

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    I guess I have officially hit rock bottom.. Anyone know some of the better sites? Or if some match sites you see in commercials are worth the money?
    alyssaliv alyssaliv 18-21, F Jul 31

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    I've only had 5 true friends my entire life But I don't have any friends now at all
    doc63caring doc63caring 61-65, M 1 Response Jul 31

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    I love the song Love Her Like She's Leaving by Brad Paisley. -- We cut the cake, everybody danced, and some people drank too much. You looked like the cover, of a bride's magazine...
    Johnviolinist823 Johnviolinist823 22-25, M 1 Response Jul 31

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    I still have mine and I dont care if I remained a virgin at least it would save me from awkward moments. And if I do loose it I hope it will be when im 18+.
    Remi4ever Remi4ever 13-15, F 1 Response Jul 31

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    I want to have fun and trade self pics with a horny female
    jbmaddox111 jbmaddox111 31-35, M 1 Response Jul 31

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    I'm 1 of 6 kids and I loved it growing up. There was always someone around to do something with! I always felt bad for friends that were single children, I just can't put myself in...
    sammy0289 sammy0289 26-30, F 2 Responses Jul 31

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    There's skin upon skin and oh my it feels so good. You are all I ever wanted and this feels like a dream. I told you there's nowhere else I want to be, so let's fall in love for a...
    robertloony robertloony 31-35, M Jul 31

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    I'm currently 18 years old. I'm hoping i'm on the road to recovery for my psychosis. I believe i've had it for roughly a year, along with depression for 6. For the first time, in...
    TurnerBoy94 TurnerBoy94 18-21, M 2 Responses Jul 31

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    I actually have a birthday in november I just couldn't find anything like this that had my birthday month
    trapqueen0313 trapqueen0313 13-15 Jul 31

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    I am 16 (almost 17) but am having sexual relations I guess you'd say with a 21 year old. We both like each other and text a lot and talk on the phone bc he lives 30 minutes away...
    Nicole1334 Nicole1334 16-17, F 4 Responses Jul 31

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    When I was 16 I had a bad accident and was kept in hospital with multiple breaks to my arm, nerve damage and an injures knee. The curtain was drawn between my bed and the girl next...
    Flybyeden Flybyeden 26-30, F 2 Responses Jul 31

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    I have been with a bipolar/Schizo affective boyfriend for 4 years. I don't know how much more I can deal. He is a resource and energy drain to the point I'm afraid of him. I am...
    SapphireLibra SapphireLibra 36-40, F 1 Response Jul 31

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    To My Circle:Just so you know....if we ever have an opportunity to all meet at the same place and same time....we are SO going to be playing this.....
    pinkstarburst pinkstarburst 41-45, F Jul 31

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    I have few friends, and hope I could get more. Please message me if you want to just chat or whatever. lol
    VadimVych VadimVych 18-21, M