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I Have Mpd and 19 Alters

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    Living With Mpd And My Family Doesn't Know... - I have always had voices in my head. One always sounded angry and full of hate. I had always put it down to being half asleep as I...
    Secretsocks Secretsocks 16-17, F Jun 13, 2012

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    MPD - Well i have way too many alters to name and not all want to say their names here so, basically i have just as many boys as girls and everyone is under 20. Anemone and...
    AnemoneEureka AnemoneEureka 13-15 10 Responses Mar 26, 2009

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    Two Weeks Of Torture - I was diagnosed two weeks ago with MPD/DID. I have spent most of that time meeting my other personalities through journaling. However now there is a new...
    whytedragun whytedragun 26-30, F 3 Responses Sep 9, 2010

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    The Start - My name is Wyatt. Here are the names of my personalities Andy: angry, mean, and hates my siblings. Willis: Envious and Jealous. Milton: sucidel, murderous, and...
    Bluninja Bluninja 16-17 1 Response Mar 5, 2013

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    My Alter Family - I have 5 alters not including me.  I don't remember them being their forever.  I don't really even hear them.  I just know they are there...
    belemilus belemilus 36-40 4 Responses Aug 2, 2009

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    Not Really Just 15 - we only have 15 but we don't need a hole grop to ourselfs for us im hattie im 4 and big emily wants me to stop riting so i ges i better go by
    sugarfooties sugarfooties 66-70 1 Response Aug 23, 2011

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    All of Me - Ok yall here goes;  I have always had many voices in my head some would act out to help in stressful situations.  I started when I was very young I do not...
    allofus allofus 46-50, M 7 Responses Mar 24, 2009

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    I have only recently found this website but I joined because people can really express their experiences here. I have mpd as seen by my other posts (undiagnosed) but I want to find...
    DarkHappiness DarkHappiness 13-15, F Mar 31

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    I have DID/MPD I think... Would anyone like to talk to me about there experience or trade questions? I don't mind talking to alters or letting you talk to my alter... My alter is...
    2Thoughts 2Thoughts 18-21, F 2 Responses Apr 6

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    This Is The Soundtrack Of My Life Living With Schizoaffective Disorder Every song I post is an excellent representation of what I went through living with Schizoaffective disorder...
    Jesusfoundme Jesusfoundme 31-35, F Mar 24

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    I met a man before in my home state Hawaii that has Multiple Personality Disorder. He was also blind. His main personality was named Andy. He and I met while I traveled on Handi...
    blossomingbeauti blossomingbeauti 36-40, F 1 Response Apr 3

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    I have had this disorder sense middle school (and I am now 22). Many people could never diagnoss my condition because I could never completely describe it nor did I trust others...
    LiliumxoTears LiliumxoTears 22-25, M 3 Responses Mar 31

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    I'm not an alcoholic, but I use alcohol to cope sometimes. I'm trying very hard to make sure this doesn't develop into a problem, but I like the way I feel when I drink. I don't...
    misslizziemae misslizziemae 22-25, F 3 days ago

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    Oh Thank God Above that I have found this page!! Where were you 3 years ago when the box was opened and my husband's childhood came crashing in? I have read so many books and gone...
    JaneEllenB JaneEllenB 51-55, F 2 Responses Mar 22

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    I do not know why but I feel like posting an introduction of personalities... We will see how this goes... I am Spark and I am a bit strange by society's standards. I have to...
    InsanitySpark InsanitySpark 13-15, F 2 Responses Mar 25

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    It has been a long time since I have been out. At least, it feels that way. I am Airia, the first alter who appeared. My host is thinking about basically giving main control and...
    InsanitySpark InsanitySpark 13-15, F 2 Responses Apr 4

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    Since we haven't posted for a little while, we felt that it might be ideal. This is simply a bit of curiosity, but how many of you have, amongst your alters, wild variance in terms...
    Turio1725 Turio1725 18-21 2 Responses Apr 5

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    Reasons why I have to live: Living is what we do. It's what's we're here for. Shouldn't go against that. The kids. Not mine of course, but my little brothers. And the kids I...
    yourguardianangel9613 yourguardianangel9613 16-17, F a week ago

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    I have three others. We all get along quite well. I have one male other, or "alter" and the remaining two are female. I have a feeling something happened very early in my childhood...
    iamlikewater iamlikewater 18-21, F 6 days ago

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    My alters Airia and Dia have been holding something back for a few hours now. It could be a new alter, or many, or something else entirely. This huge presence in darker places of...
    InsanitySpark InsanitySpark 13-15, F 1 Response 18 hrs ago

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    I really just want to post my system. If anyone has personalities similar to mine please contact me. I would love someone for both myself and them to talk to. I am Kaci. I'm the...
    therearemanymes therearemanymes 16-17, F 1 Response 16 hrs ago

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    No hate. I really want to get pregnant and be a mother. I feel like even though I am young, I am ready for the responsibility of being a parent. I have wanted a baby for a long...
    justanotherpixie justanotherpixie 16-17, F 4 Responses 14 hrs ago

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    I found this support group through google. I have been suffering with keloids on both of my ears since I was nine years old. I have had a total of 7 surgeries all to which the...
    Marquinta Marquinta 22-25, F 13 hrs ago

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    I haven't been diagnosed with Hemi but I'm pretty sure I have it. I'm a 17 year old girl and I do pay attention to my body a lot. About a year a go I really started to notice how...
    thaliatjan thaliatjan 16-17, F 13 hrs ago

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    I'm 21 years old, currently away at college. The only family I have is my mother, and we've been literally poor for about a year now. The thing is, we sold one house 7 years ago...
    janefloyd janefloyd 18-21, F 6 hrs ago

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    So I had scolisis surgery, rod placement and then removal due to osteomyelitis. The rods were taken out and I still have a slight curve of 19ยบ, a rib hump, leg discrepancy, etc...
    winterwind222 winterwind222 26-30, F 4 hrs ago

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    I had another judgemental moron in my inbox today. I won't talk about them personally, that would give them too much credit. However, there is a general principle behind it, and my...
    WickedScullyOfTheWest WickedScullyOfTheWest 31-35, F 2 Responses 3 hrs ago

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    Hi, my name is Taylor and I am new here on EP. I found the website on accident and found out that people (actually fellow teens) talk about their spankings here.. Well, it is and...
    taylorcollison taylorcollison 18-21, F 3 Responses 2 hrs ago

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    in like all kinds. My aunt and uncle hate me and I have to stay with them lots of times. They hate when I bother them and make them work and they let it feel me. I just have to...
    SabrinaInTears SabrinaInTears 13-15, F 3 Responses 10 hrs ago

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    h e got in touch through facebook, he hadn't changed much and we arranged to meet for a drink. didn't plan anything but he told me he wanted to have me again so I went back to his...
    kirstyisback kirstyisback 36-40, F 2 Responses 9 hrs ago

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    I always had vivid dreams but after my son was born they have become extremely vivid and when I wake up I remember them. I had serious, serious nightmares last night I woke up and...
    funsnowgal funsnowgal 22-25, F 2 Responses 9 hrs ago

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    Lately, I have been having memory losses. I don't remember a thing that I did this past Saturday other than doing a research project in the morning and leaving the library. The...
    bkf2 bkf2 22-25, M 1 Response 9 hrs ago

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    I don't have any friends. I used to. I actually had quite a lot when I was in high school. But that was 5 years ago, and I'm in college, have a boyfriend and a busy job. They all...
    RunningFree32 RunningFree32 18-21, F 5 Responses 6 hrs ago

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    I was diagnosed with Polycythemia Vera nearly 5 years ago. I am 59. I have phlebotomies every 3 months and take Hydrea 500 mg 2 x day. I struggle mostly with the fatigue. I was...
    Newmandj Newmandj 56-60, F 1 Response 4 hrs ago

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    Ever since I was 14 I've had night terrors and gripping anxiety attacks that leave me breathless and immobile. 6 years later, after countless therapy sessions and medications...
    ToWhomItMay ToWhomItMay 18-21, F 4 hrs ago

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    Some lyrics I wrote-a fictional love story about a grave robber and a corpse. Because I have a dark sense if humour... A moment of ecstasy You can't wait to uncover the mannequin...
    sinkingwater sinkingwater 31-35, M 3 hrs ago

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    Always bulling me for no reason . Making fun of me for just saying hi . Always being famous even if u r mean. Making me weak . Telling me words that hurt me . That's enough I have...
    Lonelyvamp2 Lonelyvamp2 13-15, F 2 hrs ago

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    We spoke the other day. Well, you talked while I cried and listened and was at a loss for words. Well, the words are here now. And even though I know the chances of you seeing this...
    stayingstrongtoday stayingstrongtoday 18-21, F 36 mins ago

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    I've been telling it for a while now, but this is me. There are over 70 parts including what I love, what I hate, what I've been through, and all the creative bits of writing...
    LaurenJFisher LaurenJFisher 22-25 14 hrs ago

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    I have a crush.. My friend likes the same person as me.. Should I tell her?
    itzlexx itzlexx 16-17, F 2 Responses 14 hrs ago

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    I have a crush on one of my really good friends Matthew. Hes kind of a manwhore though and he can be an *** sometimes. But i feel like the times when he's nice or does stupid...
    Kittenfire Kittenfire 16-17, F 3 Responses 13 hrs ago

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    I did not want to admit this to myself.. Unfortunately, it's true. It's just awkward since I can't imagine us together ever, I also see him every day, and we have different tastes...
    Professionalgriefer Professionalgriefer 18-21, F 1 Response 13 hrs ago

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    i have never though of myself as beautiful. as people make fun of me for being tall and having a healthy skinny figure. :/
    nicolepie nicolepie 22-25, F 9 Responses 13 hrs ago

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    I hardly have any friends that do drugs plus I'm a Mormon (not really)? I think the main reason I do drugs is to battle my anxiety
    molestay molestay 13-15, F 1 Response 12 hrs ago

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    I love kids so much. I honestly can't wait to have children of my own :)
    HeyItsMirandaa HeyItsMirandaa 18-21, F 5 Responses 12 hrs ago

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    I am going to have a really bad day.. forgot half of my cloths at home.. and i'm travelling with friends..School trip....
    adrinnasweet adrinnasweet 18-21, F 6 Responses 11 hrs ago

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    I am the kind of woman who gives her all in a relationship. It is pretty intense. I find myself to be very different from my friends who can't stay with a guy for long.I loved...
    Susana1985 Susana1985 26-30, F 3 Responses 10 hrs ago

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    lol who doesnt i guess !every healthy human being should have a naughty side as being straight face is soo boring !
    romell romell 36-40, M 1 Response 10 hrs ago

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    Hi guys :) Well I have this secret crush who is in the other class and he always look at me and he even smiled at me(tender smile), also there is one time I maintained eye contact...
    chocolateicecreamxoxo chocolateicecreamxoxo 13-15, F 9 hrs ago

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    I met this little person here on EP. She brightens my day, which begins with a joke , making me laugh so much, oh so much. She's so little, has a busy day, fights with her school...
    Qatalyst Qatalyst 22-25, F 9 hrs ago

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    Just because I'm sick of having to repeat myself over and over... The one thing I hate, is sounding like I'm a business deal to another person constantly, especially after the...
    Lunarflowerrr Lunarflowerrr 22-25, F 1 Response 7 hrs ago

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