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I Have Mpd and 19 Alters

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    My name is Wyatt. Here are the names of my personalities Andy: angry, mean, and hates my siblings. Willis: Envious and Jealous. Milton: sucidel, murderous, and wants to run away. All of their names are versions of my name. My full name is Andrew: Andy, Wyatt: Willis, Milton...
    Bluninja Bluninja 16-17 1 Response Mar 5, 2013

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    Not Really Just 15

    we only have 15 but we don't need a hole grop to ourselfs for us im hattie im 4 and big emily wants me to stop riting so i ges i better go by
    sugarfooties sugarfooties 66-70 1 Response Aug 23, 2011

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    Living With Mpd And My Family Doesn't Know...

    I have always had voices in my head. One always sounded angry and full of hate. I had always put it down to being half asleep as I am also an insomniac. Well, your mind can play tricks on you when you've had a lack of sleep. However, one morning something strange happened. I was...
    Secretsocks Secretsocks 16-17, F Jun 13, 2012

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    MPD

    Well i have way too many alters to name and not all want to say their names here so, basically i have just as many boys as girls and everyone is under 20. Anemone and Eureka are 2 of them they are 16. Ane is shy and super cute while Eu is her polar opposite sexy and wild...
    AnemoneEureka AnemoneEureka 13-15 10 Responses Mar 26, 2009

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    My Alter Family

    I have 5 alters not including me.  I don't remember them being their forever.  I don't really even hear them.  I just know they are there.  One is very suicidal and loves to drink.  Two of them are very young and cry alot and rock and two more...
    belemilus belemilus 36-40 4 Responses Aug 2, 2009

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    Alts

    think i only hvae 4 or 5 but i am begaing to question that todat as i think back i am missing parts but maybe that is just do to old gae you will find other stories in other areas for mpd
    rickibrat2 rickibrat2 61-65, M Aug 27, 2010

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    All of Me

    Ok yall here goes;  I have always had many voices in my head some would act out to help in stressful situations.  I started when I was very young I do not know when the first was, I have always been ok playing by myself.  I know I have at least one female her...
    allofus allofus 46-50, M 7 Responses Mar 24, 2009

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    Two Weeks Of Torture

    I was diagnosed two weeks ago with MPD/DID. I have spent most of that time meeting my other personalities through journaling. However now there is a new voice in my head that drowns out the others. IT is a very dark and depressing voice, that tells me that I need to drink and cut...
    whytedragun whytedragun 26-30, F 3 Responses Sep 9, 2010

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    Related Experiences

    I have MPD/DID. It's hard to live a real life. I can't focus enough. I don't have distinct personalities that I know take over. But I know I'm more than one person. How do other...
    Ludavin Ludavin 46-50, F 1 Response 7 hrs ago

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    If anyone has MPD and wants to talk inbox me cause I also have MPD
    Louismpd Louismpd 13-15, M 4 days ago

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    i have MPD/DID... there are 8 personalities in my head.. i'm fine with it.. but everyone else thinks i'm crazy.. its hard to do mundane things like school.. i'm not allowed to...
    nekkie nekkie 22-25, F 4 Responses 5 days ago

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    Hi, I am new to this MPD so, I may not know much about it. I am currently dating a woman who has it and it has been a little rocky ever since we dated 4 months ago. Our love for...
    Junchew Junchew 18-21, M 1 Response Jun 30

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    I don't have Multiple Personality Disorder, I have Borderline Multiple Personality Disorder. It means I have severe moods, extreme differences in moods that take on personalities...
    DarkwingGoslyn DarkwingGoslyn 31-35 1 Response a week ago

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    My name is Amanda and I am confused. My therapist said that I have PTSD,Conversion Disorder, and DID all coming from suppressed sexual abuse as a child. My life was normal two...
    gaga1982 gaga1982 31-35, F 1 Response Jun 22

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    I need some help guys! I have recently had about 9 alters come out and they have taken over. They are very nice but my husband and I do not know how to cope with this. The...
    gaga1982 gaga1982 31-35, F 2 Responses Jun 25

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    Have any other alters had a vast world inside that felt safe, but once you opened up about your existence found your world to be fading? Ever since I told a few people about my...
    BrokenOneX BrokenOneX 26-30 6 days ago

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    Trying to figure out why family is usually the least accepting of this disorder. But best friends almost already know and accept it without missing a beat. I, well Jesse in an...
    BrokenOneX BrokenOneX 26-30 4 days ago

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    I'm starting to think several of my alters have integrated, but I have no idea how to know. It's like I know it is them based on how it felt when I was co-conscious with them, but...
    BrokenOneX BrokenOneX 26-30 1 Response 1 day ago

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    If anyone ever messages me and I sound kinda weird and not normal in general it's probably one of my alters. A lot of times if someone who's not in my age range messages me, my one...
    Yourguardianangel9613 Yourguardianangel9613 16-17, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    I have always loved fat but i never fully realized it until I got older. As a kid I would stuff pillows and blankets under my shirt simulating me being fat, and it always felt so...
    ilovefatforsomereason ilovefatforsomereason 22-25, M 17 hrs ago

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    YOU DESERVE TO HAVE SOMEONE Who Will Marry you and Love You forever. Who Will Worry and Care about You. Someone to Love You and Pamper You. Someone to Put You at the Center of the...
    imgreywlf imgreywlf 56-60, M 1 Response 12 hrs ago

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    Anybody else agree with this? 😔 Hi. My name is Hashimoto’s. I’m an invisible autoimmune disease that attacks your thyroid gland causing you to become hypothyroid.
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    sarahglass sarahglass 18-21, F 1 Response 11 hrs ago

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    When we are assessing ourselves for how IH affects us and when we are communicating it to others it would be helpful to clearly separate and specify four different factors: 1) How...
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    I was never diagnosed with BPD but I feel I do have it. I have been reading about it and after reading many of your own testimonies I am convinced this is what I have. It's been a...
    Serenity14 Serenity14 26-30, F 2 Responses 6 hrs ago

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    It started with me getting these high pitch squeals. Like a surge up my spine and unless I concentrated hard, it would come out. Usually when I was most peaceful it would suddenly...
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    Now I'm starting to worry. I just turned 15, and I still have no signs of puberty. No growth, no hair, no nothing. I've always been one of the smallest boys in my class, but it...
    zakkattakk zakkattakk 13-15, M 18 hrs ago

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    Now I'm starting to worry. I just turned 15, and I still have no signs of puberty. No growth, no hair, no nothing. I've always been one of the smallest boys in my class, but it...
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    In your life you meet people who bring much joy to your life and also people who bring much misery to it. I am very unfortunate because I've had more people who bring me misery in...
    morgan18365 morgan18365 16-17, F 1 Response 18 hrs ago

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    Yes I have everything I should be thankful for -people who like me a lot and a comfortable home.I have a few good friends and my parents and sister.So I consider myself lucky.I don...
    restored87 restored87 46-50, F 3 Responses 17 hrs ago

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    I have been doing this on the phone for years now and it doesn't get old when you do it for the first time with a stranger you don't know it just makes it that much more exciting...
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    I have a lot of internal conflicts. I am constantly blaming myself as to why certain things have happened to me in my life. I have secretly dealt with depression and self harm my...
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    Sooo I have a boyfriend who doesn't realize that his words and actions don't match up. He is one of those talk the talk but can never walk the walk kind of boys. I feel like he...
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    I want to point out that I'm not saying or posting this for attention. I genuinely feel ugly. I am very fat, I have short hair and honestly people just don't find that attractive...
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    I am "re-posting" this, from something I wrote a friend.... So many folks don't know about this & it's a shame. Regarding the acne... There is a cheap, inexpensive "trick" that...
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    I wish I would have realized this sooner. I thought these 2 people on EP were my best EP friends. I was so wrong. These 2 other amazing guys who are also my friends ended up being...
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    I am 47 years old and was diagnosed with Postural Orthostatic Tachycardia 10 years ago. It was a very upsetting realization after 2 years of searching for answers. I unfortunately...
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    So ever since i got back from the clinic ive had no interest in life. i just lost about everything. and dont tell me i still have people because i dont have friends and i havent...
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    Two and a half years ago I was diagnosed with Ulcerative Colitis. Then a year ago it got bumped up to Crohn's Disease. It's funny I always knew something was wrong with me since I...
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    well, the title pretty much sums it up! I do not have a girlfriend. I don't have a wife or fiance either - can you believe it? Well, you likely can... I haven't been with a...
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    4 months I had rotator cuff surgery with a full recovery expected. Needless to say after several phydical therapy tratments and pain meds I had little to no relief. Finally after...
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    hey all ! ... this is important and big. can i have a small time of yours, just little.. few minutes.. i sign up here around a year back to share my story with people and i did. i...
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    I have been writing on this site a lot lately and tonight he asks who the hell do you keep texting?! I told him I'm just responding to posts which is partly true. But now I feel...
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    hey all ! ... this is important and big. can i have a small time of yours, just little.. few minutes.. i sign up here around a year back to share my story with people and i did. i...
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