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I Have Mpd and 19 Alters

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    MPD

    Well i have way too many alters to name and not all want to say their names here so, basically i have just as many boys as girls and everyone is under 20. Anemone and Eureka are 2 of them they are 16. Ane is shy and super cute while Eu is her polar opposite sexy and wild...
    AnemoneEureka AnemoneEureka 13-15 10 Responses Mar 26, 2009

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    My Alter Family

    I have 5 alters not including me.  I don't remember them being their forever.  I don't really even hear them.  I just know they are there.  One is very suicidal and loves to drink.  Two of them are very young and cry alot and rock and two more...
    belemilus belemilus 36-40 4 Responses Aug 2, 2009

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    Hey im wanting to talk to people around my age

    who also have DID please please add me on skype or google+ hangouts so we can chat :D SnowAngelFrostPup
    SweetAngelFrostPup SweetAngelFrostPup 16-17, M 1 Response Apr 3

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    All of Me

    Ok yall here goes;  I have always had many voices in my head some would act out to help in stressful situations.  I started when I was very young I do not know when the first was, I have always been ok playing by myself.  I know I have at least one female her...
    allofus allofus 46-50, M 7 Responses Mar 24, 2009

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    Not Really Just 15

    we only have 15 but we don't need a hole grop to ourselfs for us im hattie im 4 and big emily wants me to stop riting so i ges i better go by
    sugarfooties sugarfooties 66-70 1 Response Aug 23, 2011

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    Living With Mpd And My Family Doesn't Know...

    I have always had voices in my head. One always sounded angry and full of hate. I had always put it down to being half asleep as I am also an insomniac. Well, your mind can play tricks on you when you've had a lack of sleep. However, one morning something strange happened. I was...
    Secretsocks Secretsocks 16-17, F Jun 13, 2012

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    Alts

    think i only hvae 4 or 5 but i am begaing to question that todat as i think back i am missing parts but maybe that is just do to old gae you will find other stories in other areas for mpd
    rickibrat2 rickibrat2 61-65, M Aug 27, 2010

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    The Start

    My name is Wyatt. Here are the names of my personalities Andy: angry, mean, and hates my siblings. Willis: Envious and Jealous. Milton: sucidel, murderous, and wants to run away. All of their names are versions of my name. My full name is Andrew: Andy, Wyatt: Willis, Milton...
    Bluninja Bluninja 18-21 1 Response Mar 5, 2013

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    Two Weeks Of Torture

    I was diagnosed two weeks ago with MPD/DID. I have spent most of that time meeting my other personalities through journaling. However now there is a new voice in my head that drowns out the others. IT is a very dark and depressing voice, that tells me that I need to drink and cut...
    whytedragun whytedragun 26-30, F 3 Responses Sep 9, 2010

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    Related Experiences

    I have mpd and I kinda hate ill never be alone but they dont shut up so I just try to ignore them
    XxSocialSuicidexX XxSocialSuicidexX 13-15, T 4 days ago

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    my fiance has mpd/did and we where headed out to meet some of my family she hates going out at all. but on the way this new alter popped up she said they call her brat idk but this...
    houseoutoforder houseoutoforder 36-40, M 1 Response May 10

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    I posted the intro to my DID over in the MPD page. But I just came across an eighth "alter" as you all call them. I introduce you all to Lilly (also known as Tiger Lilly to our...
    Venialia Venialia 18-21, F 2 days ago

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    I NEED HELP ASAP PLEASE.....I JUST BASICALLY GOT DIAGNOSED. Although it takes years to figure out, I know of basically 3 other alters but I don't know how to speak to them and I...
    cydneyxx cydneyxx 18-21, F 4 Responses May 12

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    Grommit has what she needs more or less and is happy. A couple sliding last night. They catch me so I catch them. Haul them up the slope. This morning further chats and then a...
    grommit3 grommit3 36-40, F 3 Responses 14 hrs ago

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    Ok, y'all ready for another rant? Here we go in 3...2...1...NOW! I have a classmate named Sylvia. She is SO. FŬCKING. ANNOYING (there's gonna be a lot of letters with weird...
    BlueMetalChick BlueMetalChick 18-21, F 9 Responses 18 hrs ago

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    I'm shy and don't have much friends to socialize with. I don't go out much. I don't get invited to lunch, coffee or parties. I never travel. Been in the same city for more then 10...
    kekehuang kekehuang 36-40, F 1 Response 14 hrs ago

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    I knew this life was going to be short every life is shorter than we think. I realize that I don't have everything figured out yet I am still trying. I have come to realize that...
    kayegela kayegela 31-35, F 10 hrs ago

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    Anxiety runs my life. I have what I like to call situational anxiety not sure if that's a thing...but any event/party/gathering/errand I have to do causes me anxiety to an extent...
    Slackergirl Slackergirl 31-35, F 1 Response 7 hrs ago

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    My name Douglas dashy from England, Oxford,UK ...HIV has been ongoing in my family for long..I lost both parents to HIV and it is so much pain have not been able to get over.As we...
    Kenned Kenned 18-21, M 15 hrs ago

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    I have Demons everywhere inside of me and I like that I am working on summoning more demons inside of me. I even have Satan inside of me my body is filled with darkness I have a...
    PrinceofEvil666 PrinceofEvil666 26-30, M 11 hrs ago

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    Well.... I'm Chinese (but I was born in and still live in Indonesia lol) and I've always wanted to have a western boyfriend.... My friend told me that western people tend to be...
    salmon140301 salmon140301 13-15, F 9 hrs ago

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    I've never even been diagnosed with anxiety before, but I KNOW I have it. My parents refuse to take me to a psychiatrist, I've seriously begged them to take me, and I can't go by...
    kaylynx kaylynx 16-17, F 5 Responses 5 hrs ago

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    Although I'm a lot better than I was a few months ago, I still have very bad days. Today is one of them. I'm just failing to see the point in my life and feeling let down by...
    Brokenheartblacksoul Brokenheartblacksoul 26-30, F 1 Response 3 hrs ago

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    I have been in zooloft for about a year now, and I haven't experienced any results. I'm already at 200mL, which is the highest suggested dosage for someone my age. The only thing I...
    MeganBTaylor MeganBTaylor 16-17, F 1 Response 19 mins ago

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    Every morning I fight my demons, I win every afternoon I see life around me and wish I had the one I want , I wish I could be half the man I really am but ADHD will never allow it...
    Ragidoll Ragidoll 41-45, M 18 hrs ago

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    I was diagnosed with PCOS around a year ago and have struggled with my weight all my life. I'm currently 98kgs (216lbs). I've been on Weight Watchers for the last 9 weeks and have...
    ylime93 ylime93 18-21, F 1 Response 17 hrs ago

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    there have been paranormal activities in my house which every one has witnesses. one person might be overly superstitious and feel spirits around them but when each and every...
    marianova marianova 13-15, F 1 Response 16 hrs ago

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    Let's see... Klonopin, xanax, oxycodone, vicodin, percocet, hydrocodone, morphine, codeine, DMT, methamphetamine (once was enough for that. I have no idea how people get addicted...
    dontyouunderstand dontyouunderstand 18-21 1 Response 16 hrs ago

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    When I was 15, I tried overdosing. Right after taking 2 handfuls of pills, my sisters came in my room & saw the empty pill bottle. They called Poison Control and my parents rushed...
    untamedx3heart untamedx3heart 22-25, F 2 Responses 14 hrs ago

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    I have 2. They're both 12 or so years older than me. One I haven't seen in 7 years and the other is in the army but I haven't seen him in 2 years. I miss them and I'm hoping that...
    Lackoflogic Lackoflogic 13-15, F 12 hrs ago

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    To start from the beginning, I'm 17 years old who moved to the U.S last year with my brother and no family, no relatives. I stopped talking to every person I knew before I moved to...
    iabem97 iabem97 16-17, M 1 Response 9 hrs ago

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    i honestly am gonna stop thinking about my needs and wants in this life anymore. im done with it because when we have high expectations of ourselves and when we dont meet them or...
    heavenlytouch heavenlytouch 22-25, F 9 hrs ago

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    I have copd just been told I have 34% of my air flow from my lungs working , Would like prayers from everyone to help me stop smoking before it kills me .
    Wildman43055 Wildman43055 46-50, M 5 Responses 8 hrs ago

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    I'm still kinda new to this app. And my story's sort of long so I'll try to make it as precise as possible when I was 14 I met a guy on my summer vacation in chicago, he is my...
    mysteryhistory08 mysteryhistory08 18-21, F 1 Response 6 hrs ago

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    Well my husband has been in jail for about a month and 3 days.... But its been so hard on me. We do not have any kids cuz I can't have any. But all I do is cry when he calls he is...
    TerryChris TerryChris 36-40, F 5 hrs ago

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    Hi this is my first time on here, just cane on to get some peoples real experiences. I'm sick of reading threw endless pages of things I don't understand with all the long words...
    pinklady2989 pinklady2989 22-25, F 4 hrs ago

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    Hmm, I was asked to go to a...well, I don't know what to call it, but it is a place of faith. Doctrine classes, meditations and benedictions, it was a ground that meant to offer...
    AB2WUS AB2WUS 22-25 1 Response 4 hrs ago

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    My biggest question for all of you would be, do you have lucid dreams? And if so, please elaborate a bit; Are you able to create your surroundings, or is its just a realizations...
    DarteyeZeGryphon DarteyeZeGryphon 18-21, F 1 Response 3 hrs ago

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    If I ever have a club, the secret password to get in is going t be the Puncha Yo Buns song. You have to sing the whole thing, brownie points for doing the matching dance...
    ambivalentFriability ambivalentFriability 18-21 2 Responses 3 hrs ago

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    Boy I wish I did. I can sing but I don't have a good singing voice and it turns too many people off from liking my songs.
    ADF55 ADF55 56-60 1 Response 3 hrs ago

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    i have lied twice about being pregnant and i seem to be a compulsive liar. over the past two weeks bulkies have caused me to push those who i held closest to me away and i now fear...
    BubzCutie BubzCutie 18-21, F 1 Response 2 hrs ago

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    I don't really have an addictive personality mainly because I quickly get tired of the things I get addicted to. But I can get addicted very fast. But a certain point I just quit...
    ozarktrail ozarktrail 36-40, M 2 hrs ago

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