I Have Mpd and My People Want to Talk to Your People

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 78 People

    I Have Only Recently Found This Website..

    I found it in the history section. Zeus has already introduced himself, as I've noticed. Well, I guess you could call me the 'host', and my name is Zoe. I'll be quite honest, I'm almost shocked at the amount of replies in these groups. Especially the DID groups. Not bad shocked...
    Decaying Decaying
    1 Response Nov 7, 2011

    To Alters...

    I keep finding myself pondering my existence. Why exactly am I here? Was my host born with me already conscience? Or did I come into the picture later on? I just can’t grasp why I have memories that go back to the day she was born, but none are directly related to her life...
    BrokenOneX BrokenOneX
    5 Responses Oct 30, 2011

    Anyone that has cod ghosts

    for the Xbox 360 and have MPD? Send me your GT and I'll add you when I can :)
    MultipleRex MultipleRex
    18-21, M
    Apr 20, 2014

    My alters remember a history

    that happened BEFORE they were in my head. Like, a life they lived before 'this one'. Their own lives. I have a good amount of friends that have this condition as well. And for them, it's the same way. My alters and I are equally aware of each other's existence, and speak, face...
    Moriegirl Moriegirl
    18-21, F
    1 Response Aug 8, 2015
    AhtnamasH AhtnamasH
    18-21, F
    Sep 17, 2014

    Family...burden...friends...what Do You Call Your Alters?

    Well let me think about that, I think their my family, i have had several bad ones, but they didn't all stay that way and some of them left, i have had one of the more suckier families growing up, now my alters have gotten so much stronger and they are here for me like they...
    darkdestiny921 darkdestiny921
    22-25, F
    3 Responses Nov 30, 2011


    here is a better breack down on my and some other informations not sure which is the most ac tive site as i fin several SO LETS SHARE INFORMATION WITH OTHERS ABOUT THEM LIKES DISLIKE AND ANY THING ELSE YOU FEEL IS INPORTANT TO OTHERS ricki age varies from about 4 to about 8...
    rickibrat2 rickibrat2
    61-65, M
    Aug 29, 2010

    starting To Think As Time Goes On There Is Still one More

    over the last few weeks dreams have been increasing over a child in my past i have not know before but both riciki and badboys seem to know who she is and do not seemed suprized at tall by her or the dreams it stands to reason with what i know of my past there would be one the...
    rickibrat2 rickibrat2
    61-65, M
    Sep 12, 2010

    Sometimes I Wonder...

    It always seems like I have different lives...
    Kris99 Kris99
    41-45, F
    2 Responses Nov 25, 2009

    Stuck Out Trying To Be Host

    just an alter trying to keep survival in the forground but finding life without the support of the system very difficult. i miss the self cleaning Tillie who takes showers, or Monday, who gets us to our appts on time. even Boy and his terrible "joke of the day" every day without...
    P13C35 P13C35
    41-45, F
    3 Responses Jan 29, 2013

    Why Are There So Many Of Me?!?

    OK. This must be the goofy one... because I feel like being super silly! Anyway.... It took me years to realize that I have a multiple personality disorder. My husband (bf at the time) would say, "you always wake up like a different person every morning." And I never quite knew...
    Starlatheimmortal Starlatheimmortal
    22-25, F
    6 Responses Jul 11, 2010

    Two Weeks Of Torture

    I was diagnosed two weeks ago with MPD/DID. I have spent most of that time meeting my other personalities through journaling. However now there is a new voice in my head that drowns out the others. IT is a very dark and depressing voice, that tells me that I need to drink and cut...
    whytedragun whytedragun
    26-30, F
    4 Responses Sep 9, 2010

    I have 7 alters. I might

    as well start, I won't be posting my real name do to personal preferences so I'll just go by 'Rex'. I am the host of my alters and I treat as my own family as if they were my brothers. I can control them but sometimes I lose control and one of personality, depending on the...
    MultipleRex MultipleRex
    18-21, M
    2 Responses Feb 16, 2014

    My Story

    Greetings all! I have D.I.D also known as M.P.D and also P.T.S.D. In honesty I dont know much about it because I was just diagnosed with it a couple of days ago. But I'm trying to find out more about it and trying to see if it goes away. I've learned that each of my 'parts' have...
    tobio7 tobio7
    3 Responses Jul 21, 2012

    Hello. My name is Hoody.

    I'm and alter and just looking to talk to other alters. I hope that someone will actually talk to me. I get lonely only talking to my hosts husband and MY boyfriend (whom is my host's domestic partner's Alter).
    EternalMidnight EternalMidnight
    22-25, F
    1 Response Apr 22, 2015

    Can Be Confuseing

    look ive never been dienosed but i figured it out myself i ceap loseing my memory of things ive done they have names they talk to me in my head difernt things all about them but me well ive still been abel to hold on to myself its my main personality and well sometimes i cant...
    silvermoon13 silvermoon13
    13-15, F
    3 Responses Jun 11, 2011

    Hi, I'm Alex. my twin Teddy has been posting

    here and sometimes Reggie did to but he always deleted stuff. I have a friend from France who I'm trying to have a friendship with. I like to draw pictures, but I'm nowhere near as good at it as my twin. It really bothers me when i feel so close to my brother and we post on...
    anonimius anonimius
    18-21, M
    Sep 17, 2015

    Growing Up Mpd

    Growing up MPD Did you ever wonder how we got thought it all? I can think back to being a child and my mother yelling at me for being a bad boy then a headache, and later finder even more madder at me for thing I do not even remember doing At age 8 there was a person called...
    rickibrat2 rickibrat2
    61-65, M
    Aug 27, 2010

    Hello. I'm Astrid. I am an alter

    and I'd like to get in contact with other systems. To see what it's like.
    goatmother goatmother
    18-21, F
    1 Response Oct 11, 2014

    So Many People And Nothing Gets Done

    I know of at least 5 alters and while they are very distinct personalities, I feel like there is no energy in me. There are many times that I can't even take care of myself not to mention my family. I try to create plans and schedules, but if I don't get everything done or don't...
    whytedragun whytedragun
    26-30, F
    1 Response Jul 11, 2011

    so my therapist says i don't have this

    and im not crazy, but i don't believe him
    BringMacktheHorizon BringMacktheHorizon
    16-17, M
    3 Responses Sep 17, 2014
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