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    A question that I've always wanted to ask.

    Does anyone have an alter by the name of Hyde? I've always wondered...
    TheDylanWorld TheDylanWorld 16-17, M Oct 25, 2014

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    Hi.. My names Xander I'm the other personality

    of Justin's. If you have any questions talk to Justin and he will let me know and I'll answer them. And by the way I am a shy nervous guy..
    Omegawolf11 Omegawolf11 18-21, M 1 Response Apr 8

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    We're all watching a show at the moment.

    It's not called multiple personality disorder anymore you know, it's dissociative identity disorder. Not that we have it just thought I'd point it out. She's excited about this new show and keeps thinking about what she'd do if she were in it. She doesn't want me to say that...
    PinkMellow PinkMellow 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 24

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    Amid the crowd they hear a scream,

    they pass it by like a mere dream, vast amounts of the human race, the likes of which are not my taste, they suffer and cry, they beg and lie, love and torment, untold lament, pouring tears, upon their peers, so forgive my transgressions, for I have none of their obsessions, one...
    fenrirandimpachi fenrirandimpachi 22-25, M 1 Response Feb 28

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    Hello. I suspect I have multiple personality

    disorder but I'm not really sure and I need another opinion but I'm scared to ask anyone I know (no offense, I'm sorry). I have periods of time where I don't have memories. I walk into a room and forget why I did. And sometimes I feel deja vu, like from once a few weeks to 13...
    PantomimeEira PantomimeEira 16-17, F 5 Responses Dec 24, 2013

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    My mpd, at least the one

    that i register most with, is named Savannah Mae Carter. On my profile that's what it says, so people i know personally can't find me online. Anyway her name is Savannah, 21 years old from Bellevue Washington. She makes a living by prostitution and is actually the one who enjoys...
    iamaphrodite iamaphrodite 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 25, 2014

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    In the beginning, there was just me.

    The one born in the body as a baby. Then, there was "Niemo" (codename for use on this site). And then Y, V, T, Danny, Crave, Aeli, B, Zakk, Barry, Liza, Tony, Mommy, Daddy, Tomi, Billa, Kehl Rabenstein, Puppet Master, Lucifer, Tobi, Jack, Andres, Flyboys (group), Lilith, Gabriel...
    dontyouunderstand dontyouunderstand 18-21 3 Responses May 28

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    Has anyone here with DID ever feel like they

    have no personality? Like a void dark type feeling with no feel of drive to do or say anything but you try anyway because you know it's better than nothing? Or maybe you just cant talk to people not because your scared of them but because you'll scare them? I'm really curious to...
    Ifeeluberish Ifeeluberish 18-21, M 2 Responses Apr 15

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    Flashbacks...

    You've gotta love them...they just creep up on you when you least expect it and freak you right out. It is as though they seem to know you're at a moment of peace and then, BAMM--- you remember a flash of your past that is very unpleasant. I have a hard time dealing with them...
    Leena26 Leena26 46-50, F 10 Responses Feb 25, 2012

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    There is a demon in us all.

    For some people it comes out easier than others. Our very own... Hadrian Coull, the only one who refuses to use our given last name. He would smile and kill and plan your death. You can knock him down but no matter how hard or how many he won't stay down, bruised, broken or...
    TheDylanWorld TheDylanWorld 16-17, M 1 Response Jul 10, 2014

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    Having multiple personalities can be

    frustrating a lot of the time(for me)because they both have their own style and things they like to do. I have clothes that I rarely wear and stuff that I barely use only cause one of my personalities wanted to wear or play with it. Then they both have different taste in who...
    sailorindigo sailorindigo 13-15, F 3 days ago

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    Hi, I am new to this group.

    I joined because I am confused an need help. My main question is, do I have MPD. in my head I hear two voices (John and Potentia) Potentia rarely speaks, so I am usually talking to John. Potentia has been there for a long time (don't know how long exactly) John has been there...
    TheDylanWorld TheDylanWorld 16-17, M 2 Responses Dec 16, 2013

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    So my alters and I came up with this idea,

    which is when an alter appears during school hours they have to right down their marking on my left arm (why my left arm? I don't know). And by their marking I mean: Σ Δ Θ Κ Ζ Ε Ω Γ Η Ι So far today, I switch to Sigma, Epsilon, Delta, and Kappa.
    MultipleRex MultipleRex 16-17, M 3 Responses Aug 21, 2014

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    Hello, it is me again.

    It has been a while. I feel so disconnected from everything like i am in a dream. I want to wake up but i can't. Cal is back. He says he loves me, its been a really long time since i have seen him. He said i was angry with him but i can't remember why. I don't want to be...
    minibird minibird 18-21, M 1 Response Dec 28, 2014

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    Multiple Personalities Or Great Imagination?

    I'm in my 30's and the idea of having multiple personality disorder is not something new to me.  I've always believed there was something just a little different about me as I've grown up, other than having a great imagination.  I've read up on the topic, discussed it...
    vampireheart vampireheart 31-35, T 27 Responses Jul 8, 2008

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    Only two people know about this.

    One of my best friends, and me (and my alters). My family don't know and I'm un-diagnosed (obviously)... I'm not sure if I should tell my family, or at least one of them... My main fears that have stopped me doing so are, I don't want to be treated differently (in a bad way...
    TheDylanWorld TheDylanWorld 16-17, M 1 Response Dec 13, 2014

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    It Wasn'T Me

    I have undiagnosed MPD. I know of 3 other personalities and what I like to call the "occasional tourist". All of them have names, distinct looks, and personalities that make them stick out. My pictures even look like different people. People that know me well know the names of...
    AwakenSoul82 AwakenSoul82 31-35, F 2 Responses Oct 19, 2013

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    One of my alters have alters.

    I'm a Russian doll.
    AhtnamasH AhtnamasH 18-21, F 1 Response Oct 27, 2014

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    The We of Me

    I have dealt with this my whole life and did not understand others did not until I was in my 20's.  I have a fairly stable community of alters, personailties, or whatever you wish to call them.  For the most part we share the memories and experiances with each other...
    allofus allofus 46-50, M 10 Responses Apr 20, 2009

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    Does anybody else have Alters of themselves?

    I'm just a 6 year old version of myself in one of mine and I've never spoken to someone else with it before b
    LittlePrincess01 LittlePrincess01 18-21, F 6 Responses Nov 9, 2014

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    They seem to be back.

    For some reason they left me. But they are back. I missed them very much! My head was so quiet without them. Now them seem to quietly chatter among themselves. We make a good team! People would think that this would be a bad thing! But nope! I love them! They help me with hard...
    HelloKittyEatzSoulz HelloKittyEatzSoulz 18-21, F 4 Responses Feb 7, 2014

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    Sadira

    I  forgot about her. I don't have alters that come out. But they're still there. They seem to feed off my attention? Sadira breaks things down to the sum of their parts, viciously. I can't think of an example but it's very depressing. She is pure depression and cynicism...
    deleted deleted 26-30 17 Responses Jul 21, 2009

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    What To Do About A Girl Who Fakes Being Multiple

    Okay, so there is this girl who goes to my school and has found out about The Hotel (My multiple system)... At first, she didn't say anything directly to me or anyone else who was out, but instead she would talk to my others friends and tell them about how I'm "faking" this for...
    Ambergon Ambergon 16-17, F 7 Responses Dec 6, 2012

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    I must be really dense.

    About a year ago, my wife had some bad panic attacks...and we found she had OCD...and upon finding out what it was... she said she's been this way forever and didnt know it was OCD, but hid it for the 10 years we've been together because she knew it was odd behavior. I swear I...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Dec 4, 2014

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    My personalities are: Amber Smith,

    Emily Johnson, Bobby Jackson, Emo Savanna, Slutvanna, Mature Savanna, Mr. Sudsbeard.
    AmberSmith13 AmberSmith13 13-15, F 2 Responses Apr 11

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    I feel that way! by now!

    i have been alone most of them! i travel alone, go to eat or do other things alone, i always wanted to a nice lovely and beautiful gf! but it never got one! My loneliness and sadness has made me different! when i am completely alone a girl comes out from me she makes me feel...
    Idontknowwhomiam Idontknowwhomiam 22-25 2 Responses Dec 3, 2014

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    I was raped by my brother of 8-9 years my age;

    who was beaten and raped by my half brother of 10-11 years my age who was raped by his mother and beaten by our father. Fun family dynamics out of the way now, I learned at an early age to split my conscious and sub-conscious mind. And to create many personalities in my sub...
    LightYagami LightYagami 18-21, M 1 Response Jul 24, 2014

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    MERRY CHRISTMAS FROM THE META SYSTEM!

    (Picture made by epsilon)
    MultipleRex MultipleRex 16-17, M 1 Response Dec 24, 2014

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    My Fears Of The Outside...

    All my life I have had many fears-I didn't know why until I was diagnosed with DID. One of my worst fears is going outside. I feel so afraid and I can't seem to get a handle on it. I will go to the window and look out and get this huge knot in my chest and the thought of leaving...
    Leena26 Leena26 46-50, F 6 Responses Jan 5, 2012

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    So my name is Jazmin

    and i have four other personalities. it took me awhile to figure out why i had this Disorder, or what it was. Firstly Multiple personality disorder is a mental disorder when other personalities or people form inside you head and can sometimes even control your emotions. I reason...
    ScarletandRose ScarletandRose 13-15, F 2 Responses May 8

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    Dream Fight

    Last night I had the strangest dream (that means alot coming from me).  It was like a small room and there were so many people inside it, some were talking and others arguing, but not everyone could fit into the room.  So the ones outside were trying to pull others out...
    allofus allofus 46-50, M 2 Responses Jan 17, 2010

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    Hi, I Have Another Side To Me.

    I AM a girl, the usual me is down the earth, chill, not tolerant to many people but still open somehow, innovator, etc. Francisco: Demon... Francisco comes out when i'm mad. My pupils get bigger, my skin turns ice cold, i black out. I'll hurt you anyway possible. I'll fight you...
    IWillMakeYouThink IWillMakeYouThink 22-25, F 6 Responses Oct 29, 2012

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    Here's to everyone. How many times a day do you

    switch? Or who is the alter that's out the most?
    ShiroAria ShiroAria 22-25, F 6 Responses Jun 22, 2014

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    So today is a holiday,

    the only two friends I have aren't talking to me. I hold them so dearly and I feel like they're dead... I don't know why this happens. I'm close to just breaking down and crying, why was I made fragile and attached to anything that notices me?
    DarkHappiness DarkHappiness 16-17, F 3 Responses Dec 25, 2014

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    Hiya im a Mike an im a alter.

    . heh the Host just kinda up an left locked himself up an well we dont really have anyone in charge... but lately iv been aware most an iv been finding it really annoying when i chatting with my best friend an i like blank out... an when everything clears im sucking my thumb an...
    SweetAngelFrostPup SweetAngelFrostPup 16-17, M Dec 3, 2014

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    Hi. Im new to this so.

    . please be understanding! I only have one personality. Her name is DoryBob and she is 3. Is it common to only have one alter?
    SallyandBob SallyandBob 16-17, F 2 Responses Apr 18

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    I've finally been diagnosed,

    people now take me more seriously
    treescarab treescarab 22-25, F Jun 20

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    I don't take anything to "help" my disorder

    because I believe that will only silence them and I do not want that. I like talking to them, hearing what they have to say, and if they have a problem they can talk to me, or if I have a problem I can talk to them, or if there's nothing I can do to help them, they can talk to...
    MrMenShow MrMenShow 18-21, F 6 days ago

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    Life With My Wives

    Hello everyone, My name is RT, just my initials for now, but most who know me call me that anyway. My story is an odd one, but a beautiful one, it is the story of meeting and living with angels, as husband, and father to more than one. In 1995 my shallow excesses in...
    Voltaire1 Voltaire1 51-55, M 4 Responses Jun 27, 2012

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    My Experiences With Did...

    I don't really know what to say. I have wanted to connect with other people like me for a very long time. I was really nervous about opening up about living with this 'condition'. My alters saved my life while I was a child and now they can be a challenge. Other people don't...
    Leena26 Leena26 46-50, F 12 Responses Jan 3, 2012

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    Well I recently just discovered this place

    and I thought it would be a great idea to post stuff about my personalities and I. Well I might as well introduce them, "Rex" - original me, Rex isn't my real name and I don't want to post my real name do to personal preferences Alejandro - this personality is the "good" side...
    MultipleRex MultipleRex 16-17, M 1 Response Feb 3, 2014

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    There are seven of us: Ria,

    Rose, Ally, Delilah, Alex, Lexi, and Pearl. We are able to change who is the main person, and have done so in the past. Each of us are our own people: we all have different mannerisms, tastes, goals, and past. When we blackout, we share our memories to the others to avoid...
    Venialia Venialia 22-25, F 2 Responses May 16

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    I saw my psychiatrist today

    and I have new hope of being able to integrate all my personalities through therapy! YAY! The only alter I really don't like is the one that expresses anger. She is very hostile and has been violent. She uses language that is despicable to me! I really like my psychiatrist, he...
    TeriJessie TeriJessie 56-60, F Dec 23, 2014

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    Weekend weekend I love the weekend!

    I get to have so much fun! Do you like the weekend? Of course you do it's the weekend ^_^ ~Theta
    MultipleRex MultipleRex 16-17, M 1 Response Jan 24

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    SO Since I Last Posted We Have Got A New Host.

    ... Which Is Good Cause Mike Was Getting Fed Up Playing Host So Now We Got Me - Mist :D And Im Still Learning Lots Of Things But Its Alright....But Its Hard Getting Used To The Other All Yelling Things Out... Some Of The Things The Younger Ones Say Are Soo Funny Mist~
    SweetAngelFrostPup SweetAngelFrostPup 16-17, M 2 Responses Dec 18, 2014

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    Ok so I'm having a lot of trouble with alexis

    my alter who does what ever the **** she wants....can she be locked away or something?!?!? Please help
    ShiroAria ShiroAria 22-25, F 10 Responses Jun 6, 2014

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