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I Have Multiple Personality Disorder

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    They seem to be back.

    For some reason they left me. But they are back. I missed them very much! My head was so quiet without them. Now them seem to quietly chatter among themselves. We make a good team! People would think that this would be a bad thing! But nope! I love them! They help me with hard...
    HelloKittyEatzSoulz HelloKittyEatzSoulz 18-21, F 3 Responses Feb 7

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    well guys... i have started seeing a new

    therapist, at the insistance of ella. she is having a bit of a hard time right now... even though she wont admit it. she fell in love and the girl liked her but... rae decided that she wanted fun and nothing else. so she was a ***** and now the girl is with someone else. ells is...
    araye1994 araye1994 18-21 2 Responses Mar 5

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    Life With My Wives

    Hello everyone, My name is RT, just my initials for now, but most who know me call me that anyway. My story is an odd one, but a beautiful one, it is the story of meeting and living with angels, as husband, and father to more than one. In 1995 my shallow excesses in...
    Voltaire1 Voltaire1 51-55, M 4 Responses Jun 27, 2012

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    My ambition for different interests has confused my identity.

    This year, I think i've partly lost myself. In the past years I have found that music is really my passion and i my fingers would crave the strings of my bass every minute i was at school. Over the time, however, that has sadly changed. :( It started with me just being lazy but...
    sarisii sarisii 16-17, F 1 Response Dec 3, 2013

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    What To Do About A Girl Who Fakes Being Multiple

    Okay, so there is this girl who goes to my school and has found out about The Hotel (My multiple system)... At first, she didn't say anything directly to me or anyone else who was out, but instead she would talk to my others friends and tell them about how I'm "faking" this for...
    Ambergon Ambergon 16-17, F 7 Responses Dec 6, 2012

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    I have DID/MPD I think.

    .. Would anyone like to talk to me about there experience or trade questions? I don't mind talking to alters or letting you talk to my alter... My alter is 5 and named Jessie and I'm 17 named Jessica. Warning: Jessie can be a handful and can cause trouble. I'm very open and...
    2Thoughts 2Thoughts 18-21, F 2 Responses Apr 6

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    Hi, I Have Another Side To Me.

    I AM a girl, the usual me is down the earth, chill, not tolerant to many people but still open somehow, innovator, etc. Francisco: Demon... Francisco comes out when i'm mad. My pupils get bigger, my skin turns ice cold, i black out. I'll hurt you anyway possible. I'll fight you...
    IWillMakeYouThink IWillMakeYouThink 18-21, F 5 Responses Oct 29, 2012

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    Flashbacks...

    You've gotta love them...they just creep up on you when you least expect it and freak you right out. It is as though they seem to know you're at a moment of peace and then, BAMM--- you remember a flash of your past that is very unpleasant. I have a hard time dealing with them...
    Leena26 Leena26 46-50, F 10 Responses Feb 25, 2012

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    Hello. I suspect I have multiple personality

    disorder but I'm not really sure and I need another opinion but I'm scared to ask anyone I know (no offense, I'm sorry). I have periods of time where I don't have memories. I walk into a room and forget why I did. And sometimes I feel deja vu, like from once a few weeks to 13...
    PantomimeEira PantomimeEira 13-15, F 5 Responses Dec 24, 2013

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    Hello, I finally found somewhere

    where I can finally share my story. I just want to put these out on small little intervals so that it's not too much. I am the queen of this host body, I have many in my kingdom and I protect then against the evil side. I will also let my friends post on here. I have been...
    DarkHappiness DarkHappiness 13-15, F Mar 31

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    My Experiences With Did...

    I don't really know what to say. I have wanted to connect with other people like me for a very long time. I was really nervous about opening up about living with this 'condition'. My alters saved my life while I was a child and now they can be a challenge. Other people don't...
    Leena26 Leena26 46-50, F 11 Responses Jan 3, 2012

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    Drowning In A Sea Of Calamity

    first of all, i am not "complex" or "different" or "unique" no. i am just me. its very hard to just be me because the others object my existence but i have to constantly remind them that i was here first. i am 21, just like Belina but she came along much later when i was 11 after...
    DivineStitches DivineStitches 22-25, F 1 Response Aug 5, 2012

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    Losing Control

    I have been highly functional most of my adult life. Very few people have ever even commented on, much less knew about my condition. My wife, however, knows almost everything. Hell, sometimes she knows more than I do. She sees things from an outside perspective. And as such, I...
    neoerebus neoerebus 31-35, M 2 Responses Feb 3, 2013

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    Shadow ~ queen of host body.

    Tells people what to do and is married to Riley; husband in another realm. Glenda ~ super afraid of everything but mainly germs. Can be sometimes mean but for some reason she is my friend. Fiancé of Kiren; also from another realm. Stone ~ dirty minded and buff dude. He's nice...
    DarkHappiness DarkHappiness 13-15, F 1 Response Mar 31

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    My alters Airia and Dia have been holding

    something back for a few hours now. It could be a new alter, or many, or something else entirely. This huge presence in darker places of the mind they hold back, and I'm about to give the order to let it out. I'm a little worried but.... May as well spring the trap while I can...
    InsanitySpark InsanitySpark 13-15, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    Dream Fight

    Last night I had the strangest dream (that means alot coming from me).  It was like a small room and there were so many people inside it, some were talking and others arguing, but not everyone could fit into the room.  So the ones outside were trying to pull others out...
    allofus allofus 46-50, M 2 Responses Jan 17, 2010

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    And, we have many physical illnesses.

    Plus, I and some of my alters are gay.
    apollo61 apollo61 46-50, M 1 Response Feb 10

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    I Am Amazed

    Whenever i think of what soul shattering abuse it took to totally spilt a personality I am amazed by the sweet loving alters I have met in this group... even though we have survived hell and back we all came out with caring kind child alters... I do have some bad/mean alters...
    elderwitch47 elderwitch47 46-50, F 9 Responses Oct 20, 2012

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    All 9 Of Me/Us/Them

    Hi I will start to introduce them, 1. The child is the most important and sane one of us. The is 5 years old. Innocent and carefree. 2. Surviver Emily is a tough with a military like way of doing things. She is not to be crossed! She had to be born in my hour of need. She was...
    drakneko drakneko 22-25, T 2 Responses Feb 2, 2013

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    Hello. @.@

    Hey, everyone. I wanted to take some time to introduce myself and the 5 alters (if that's okay...). I guess I'll start with the alters... 1) Keiko - Keiko has been around for a long time, constantly taking care of me and the others (you could say she is a mother figure). She...
    ZenoKun ZenoKun 16-17 3 Responses Mar 18, 2013

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    "them"...

    Well let's start to in the beginning. The first personality that came was Abby. Short to the point with her, she's a child and is my emotion. She let's me feel what I need. Without her, I'd be emotionless. Then came Prudence. At first I didn't like her. she was smart and at times...
    HelloKittyEatzSoulz HelloKittyEatzSoulz 18-21, F 3 Responses Nov 23, 2012

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    Me And All Of Me

    SO we just joined this group and wanted to say HI to every one! we started active healing and remembering repressed memories about 2 years ago when we turned 20 *tho we knew we were multiple before that...at the age of 14 our host at the time knew there was her and 2 others.* but...
    SystemK SystemK 22-25 3 Responses Jul 6, 2012

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    They're in my head and they won't go away.

    They fight and laugh but I'm not happy. They love my boyfriend and he loves them. Why can't I be like them? They're loved a lot. Not just by him. It isn't fair.
    noahjames47 noahjames47 16-17, T 2 Responses Dec 8, 2013

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    Hi I guess this is my introduction.

    I'm camillia and have MPD. I recently have become aware of this pay couple of months. I have 2 alters, Denise and Kayla. Dempsey is the protector one, she comes out when my feelings are hurt or when I'm upset. She will stand up for me. Kayla is the carefree one. She has issues...
    Crazzigood Crazzigood 22-25, F 2 Responses Jan 18

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    It has been a long time

    since I have been out. At least, it feels that way. I am Airia, the first alter who appeared. My host is thinking about basically giving main control and our life to be lived by Dia. Don't get me wrong; Dia is a gentle and kind alter who is responsible, optimistic and hard...
    InsanitySpark InsanitySpark 13-15, F 2 Responses Apr 4

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    I do not have multiple personality disorder

    myself, but my best friend does( he is the host). The problem is, I am in love with an alter, and the host has a girl friend.
    twotees twotees 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 11

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    Confusion About The Self

    My name is Olivia, and to start off with, I was diagnosed with Schizophrenia by high school. But after a lot of research and pills that don't help I truly believe i have multiple personality disorder. It's hard for me to talk about, but I have 5 people that are very closely a...
    lightningoddess lightningoddess 18-21, F 6 Responses Dec 1, 2013

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    Jealousy Of The Damned

    Rejected. Pushed away... I am an alter. Originally I was a protector alter. I when't by another name then the one I do now. I am a combination of all three protector alters. (persecutor/fighter/caretaker) My host, Jonathan, and I were very close. Now we are having more and more...
    JonandCrow JonandCrow 16-17, T 1 Response Oct 21, 2013

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    Once again. A day with issues.

    Today, my least favorite one came out and taunted my friend. Well.. I mean I guess he had a decent reason. She stole from me yesterday. And he wanted to torment her, and make her feel guilty. She doesn't know that I know she stole from me. He came out at a really creepy time too...
    yourguardianangel9613 yourguardianangel9613 16-17, F 1 Response Mar 11

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    Since things are going surprisingly well

    for Us at the moment, We've decided to ask a few different things. Mina wants to know how many people here have personalities of the opposite gender to themselves, and turliah was wondering whether there were any other lesbian personalities. I don't have any questions. -The Host...
    Turio1725 Turio1725 18-21 5 Responses Jan 6

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    Even If I'M The Only One Posting Here...

    I'm going to keep going. Anyway... Mina has a question. - The Host. How well do you guys get along with your multiples? My host and me are dating, so... We have a good relationship... But what about you guys? ~Mina
    Turio1725 Turio1725 18-21 5 Responses Nov 16, 2013

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    Hi, I am new to this group.

    I joined because I am confused an need help. My main question is, do I have MPD. in my head I hear two voices (John and Potentia) Potentia rarely speaks, so I am usually talking to John. Potentia has been there for a long time (don't know how long exactly) John has been there...
    TheDylanWorld TheDylanWorld 13-15, M 3 Responses Dec 16, 2013

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    Frustrated With Doctors..........

       I am so sick of being treated like I am stupid! Book-smart is what they are - Whoopie!!! I think that I know more about mental illness than they do. When I have to fight to get the medications that I NEED it's like pulling teeth. I haven't seen my psychiatrist in 5 years and...
    Leena26 Leena26 46-50, F 7 Responses Feb 24, 2012

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    I Feel Like I Am Breaking

    I cant have a clear though. I feel so lost and consumed by everyone "in" me. Since the diagnosis... they want to make themselves more know. And I feel completely out of controll. I am scared lost and confused. I dont know how to get past all of these feelings. I am so...
    22shadesofme 22shadesofme 22-25, F 3 Responses Dec 1, 2013

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    Multiple Personalities Or Great Imagination?

    I'm in my 30's and the idea of having multiple personality disorder is not something new to me.  I've always believed there was something just a little different about me as I've grown up, other than having a great imagination.  I've read up on the topic, discussed it...
    vampireheart vampireheart 31-35, T 26 Responses Jul 8, 2008

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    My Fears Of The Outside...

    All my life I have had many fears-I didn't know why until I was diagnosed with DID. One of my worst fears is going outside. I feel so afraid and I can't seem to get a handle on it. I will go to the window and look out and get this huge knot in my chest and the thought of leaving...
    Leena26 Leena26 46-50, F 6 Responses Jan 5, 2012

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    It Wasn'T Me

    I have undiagnosed MPD. I know of 3 other personalities and what I like to call the "occasional tourist". All of them have names, distinct looks, and personalities that make them stick out. My pictures even look like different people. People that know me well know the names of...
    AwakenSoul82 AwakenSoul82 31-35, F 2 Responses Oct 19, 2013

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    The Beauty Queen She is very conservative,

    stylish, pretty hair and nails. She likes to shop and is close to God and her family and friends. She's very goal oriented and knows what she wants in life. She is very compassionate. Very tender hearted. She does tend to have more migraines and tend to be more needy. She is...
    Heidi75 Heidi75 36-40 1 Response Jan 26

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    Since we haven't posted

    for a little while, we felt that it might be ideal. This is simply a bit of curiosity, but how many of you have, amongst your alters, wild variance in terms of age, ethnicity, species, and so on? - The Host.
    Turio1725 Turio1725 18-21 2 Responses Apr 5

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    Where Is The Fight!?!?

    Please tell us there is someone out there still willing to fight! Fight o be happy! fight to be healthy! and fight to gain your lives BACK AND TAKE BACK WHAT WAS STOLEN FROM YOU AND YOUR OTHER SELVES!!! It seem that every system we have met to date has given up or "settled" for...
    SystemK SystemK 22-25 5 Responses Nov 1, 2012

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    The We of Me

    I have dealt with this my whole life and did not understand others did not until I was in my 20's.  I have a fairly stable community of alters, personailties, or whatever you wish to call them.  For the most part we share the memories and experiances with each other...
    allofus allofus 46-50, M 9 Responses Apr 20, 2009

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    this was a wonderful night.

    we watched a cartoon, walked early in the golden sun. we played music and watched interesting videos. you hugged me, you are a kind, good friend. and cute too. your eyes are bright like stars. i sure wish that when we toke that picture together, you showed up beside me.
    minibird minibird 18-21 Dec 4, 2013

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    Well I recently just discovered this place

    and I thought it would be a great idea to post stuff about my personalities and I. Well I might as well introduce them, "Rex" - original me, Rex isn't my real name and I don't want to post my real name do to personal preferences Alejandro - this personality is the "good" side...
    MultipleRex MultipleRex 16-17, M 1 Response Feb 3

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    Continuing My Explanation Of Avarice

    I was recently asked to tell more about Avarice by Farel and Conor... And so I am now doing such... Avarice is very very shy... Oh and he isnt entirely depressed, he sometimes... however rarely... is the happier side of me... His nervousness often shows through me... From what I...
    AvariceTenebrae AvariceTenebrae 18-21 3 Responses Jan 6, 2013

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    Most Days...

    I'm not even out anymore. Mona has been doing fine without us. Only when times get rough, is when any of us intervene. It's quite sad, now that I think about it. I enjoy being able to be free and be out when I please, but since Mona had her daughter, my time out, if at all, is...
    monaroo97071 monaroo97071 22-25, F 1 Response Nov 20, 2013

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    Okay.. well, Im a 16 year old girl,

    been in and out of the hospital for depression, selfharm, anxiety. That was all two years ago. I've lived with a dad that has pretended that i didnt exist, an alcoholic for a mom, and being bullied at school. After almost (apparently) breaking up with my boyfriend i looked back...
    Soldottern Soldottern 16-17, F 2 Responses Mar 26

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    Today, my alters caused me some problems.

    They bothered me so much with their constant comments that I started arguing with them out loud. How crazy do I look now, arguing with myself? Or maybe, how bad does it look when I'm in the middle of a conversation with an actual person, and all of a sudden I yell "JUST SHUT UP...
    yourguardianangel9613 yourguardianangel9613 16-17, F 4 Responses Mar 10

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    I'Ve Decided To Tell A Story.

    We're going to tell the same story, from the perspective of each of us. --=WARNING - WALL OF TEXT=-- Recently, I went to a therapist. Nothing to do with the multiples, but instead, depression. So once there, I was asked about how well I was doing getting rid of the...
    Turio1725 Turio1725 18-21 7 Responses Nov 14, 2013

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    I really just want to post my system.

    If anyone has personalities similar to mine please contact me. I would love someone for both myself and them to talk to. I am Kaci. I'm the host for this system. Here are my alters: Tara: she's ten. Pretty stereotypical little girl but with a Peter Pan obsession. Adira...
    therearemanymes therearemanymes 16-17, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    I was first diagnosed with MPD in my early 20's.

    I called my mom and told her and she was not at all surprised. She was very happy and said now it all makes sense! All the times my voice would change and facial expressions! I would black out and attack someone and never remember doing it! Crazy things! I'm a very kind hearted...
    Heidi75 Heidi75 36-40 2 Responses Jan 25

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    Here We Go Again

    i dont think im one of those people that learn from their mistakes. dont get me wrong, it is not on purpose that my life is repetitive. i really tried hard to avoid that. Ive met someone on here, someone special (to me). he seems like a gentleman, very nice, caring enough...
    DivineStitches DivineStitches 22-25, F 2 Responses Jan 22, 2013

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    Apparently today at my psychiatrist office I

    found out have split personalities from my past traumatic abuse why me
    Sarahsworldofpain Sarahsworldofpain 18-21, F 4 Responses Mar 12

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    I Hate Change

    Around the age of 11, L showed up. We still don't know why, but it happened. Somehow, she knew what she was without any problem and she was able to keep life "normal" looking. Through the years, we've worked out how to keep a "common memory" as my husband calls it and keep some...
    sljz sljz 22-25, F 1 Response Aug 2, 2010

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    Related Experiences

    I met a man before in my home state Hawaii that has Multiple Personality Disorder. He was also blind. His main personality was named Andy. He and I met while I traveled on Handi...
    blossomingbeauti blossomingbeauti 36-40, F 1 Response Apr 3

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    Recently been told I may have Borderline Personality Disorder. It's not a confirmed diagnosis yet, but I'm pretty sure I have it, definitely makes more sense to me than the...
    atremain atremain 18-21, F Apr 3

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    i have borderline personality disorder maybe i have to join another group lee anne
    maddisongrace maddisongrace 46-50, F 2 Responses Mar 29

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