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I Have Multiple Personality Disorder

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    I've finally been diagnosed,

    people now take me more seriously
    treescarab treescarab 22-25, F Jun 20

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    I Am Amazed

    Whenever i think of what soul shattering abuse it took to totally spilt a personality I am amazed by the sweet loving alters I have met in this group... even though we have survived hell and back we all came out with caring kind child alters... I do have some bad/mean alters...
    elderwitch47 elderwitch47 46-50, F 9 Responses Oct 20, 2012

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    They seem to be back.

    For some reason they left me. But they are back. I missed them very much! My head was so quiet without them. Now them seem to quietly chatter among themselves. We make a good team! People would think that this would be a bad thing! But nope! I love them! They help me with hard...
    HelloKittyEatzSoulz HelloKittyEatzSoulz 18-21, F 4 Responses Feb 7, 2014

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    Hi. Im new to this so.

    . please be understanding! I only have one personality. Her name is DoryBob and she is 3. Is it common to only have one alter?
    SallyandBob SallyandBob 16-17, F 2 Responses Apr 18

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    In the beginning, there was just me.

    The one born in the body as a baby. Then, there was "Niemo" (codename for use on this site). And then Y, V, T, Danny, Crave, Aeli, B, Zakk, Barry, Liza, Tony, Mommy, Daddy, Tomi, Billa, Kehl Rabenstein, Puppet Master, Lucifer, Tobi, Jack, Andres, Flyboys (group), Lilith, Gabriel...
    dontyouunderstand dontyouunderstand 18-21 3 Responses May 28

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    Well I recently just discovered this place

    and I thought it would be a great idea to post stuff about my personalities and I. Well I might as well introduce them, "Rex" - original me, Rex isn't my real name and I don't want to post my real name do to personal preferences Alejandro - this personality is the "good" side...
    MultipleRex MultipleRex 16-17, M 1 Response Feb 3, 2014

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    I saw my psychiatrist today

    and I have new hope of being able to integrate all my personalities through therapy! YAY! The only alter I really don't like is the one that expresses anger. She is very hostile and has been violent. She uses language that is despicable to me! I really like my psychiatrist, he...
    TeriJessie TeriJessie 56-60, F Dec 23, 2014

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    So my alters and I came up with this idea,

    which is when an alter appears during school hours they have to right down their marking on my left arm (why my left arm? I don't know). And by their marking I mean: Σ Δ Θ Κ Ζ Ε Ω Γ Η Ι So far today, I switch to Sigma, Epsilon, Delta, and Kappa.
    MultipleRex MultipleRex 16-17, M 3 Responses Aug 21, 2014

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    Hi.. My names Xander I'm the other personality

    of Justin's. If you have any questions talk to Justin and he will let me know and I'll answer them. And by the way I am a shy nervous guy..
    Omegawolf11 Omegawolf11 18-21, M 1 Response Apr 8

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    Where Is The Fight!?!?

    Please tell us there is someone out there still willing to fight! Fight o be happy! fight to be healthy! and fight to gain your lives BACK AND TAKE BACK WHAT WAS STOLEN FROM YOU AND YOUR OTHER SELVES!!! It seem that every system we have met to date has given up or "settled" for...
    SystemK SystemK 22-25, F 5 Responses Nov 1, 2012

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    I don't take anything to "help" my disorder

    because I believe that will only silence them and I do not want that. I like talking to them, hearing what they have to say, and if they have a problem they can talk to me, or if I have a problem I can talk to them, or if there's nothing I can do to help them, they can talk to...
    MrMenShow MrMenShow 18-21, F 6 days ago

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    Hi, I Have Another Side To Me.

    I AM a girl, the usual me is down the earth, chill, not tolerant to many people but still open somehow, innovator, etc. Francisco: Demon... Francisco comes out when i'm mad. My pupils get bigger, my skin turns ice cold, i black out. I'll hurt you anyway possible. I'll fight you...
    IWillMakeYouThink IWillMakeYouThink 22-25, F 6 Responses Oct 29, 2012

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    Amid the crowd they hear a scream,

    they pass it by like a mere dream, vast amounts of the human race, the likes of which are not my taste, they suffer and cry, they beg and lie, love and torment, untold lament, pouring tears, upon their peers, so forgive my transgressions, for I have none of their obsessions, one...
    fenrirandimpachi fenrirandimpachi 22-25, M 1 Response Feb 28

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    Only two people know about this.

    One of my best friends, and me (and my alters). My family don't know and I'm un-diagnosed (obviously)... I'm not sure if I should tell my family, or at least one of them... My main fears that have stopped me doing so are, I don't want to be treated differently (in a bad way...
    TheDylanWorld TheDylanWorld 16-17, M 1 Response Dec 13, 2014

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    I recently have been diagnosed

    and started treatment. We are getting to know each other now and sometimes it's really scary but the fact that I'm working on myself feels good too.
    Meliantha Meliantha 18-21, F 2 Responses Jul 12

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    My mpd, at least the one

    that i register most with, is named Savannah Mae Carter. On my profile that's what it says, so people i know personally can't find me online. Anyway her name is Savannah, 21 years old from Bellevue Washington. She makes a living by prostitution and is actually the one who enjoys...
    iamaphrodite iamaphrodite 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 25, 2014

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    Once upon a time, There was a little girl.

    The little girl had a mummy and a daddy who said they loved her very much. One day, the little girl was hurt by something she shouldn't have seen. The mummy and the daddy punished the little girl for something that wasn't her fault. For days the little girl was locked in a dark...
    NearAsFarCanBe NearAsFarCanBe 16-17, F 6 Responses Aug 1, 2014

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    Dream Fight

    Last night I had the strangest dream (that means alot coming from me).  It was like a small room and there were so many people inside it, some were talking and others arguing, but not everyone could fit into the room.  So the ones outside were trying to pull others out...
    allofus allofus 46-50, M 2 Responses Jan 17, 2010

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    I NEED ADVICE! So when I first fragmented,

    I was mostly in control. I kept Sigma and Epsilon (the first two Alter's) in check. No one knew what was wrong with me, so that caused even more bullying from the other kids making things harder for me. Sometimes I switched and caused trouble when Sigma took control, and...
    MultipleRex MultipleRex 16-17, M 1 Response Oct 23, 2014

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    One of my alters have alters.

    I'm a Russian doll.
    AhtnamasH AhtnamasH 18-21, F 1 Response Oct 27, 2014

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    Hi, I am new to this group.

    I joined because I am confused an need help. My main question is, do I have MPD. in my head I hear two voices (John and Potentia) Potentia rarely speaks, so I am usually talking to John. Potentia has been there for a long time (don't know how long exactly) John has been there...
    TheDylanWorld TheDylanWorld 16-17, M 2 Responses Dec 16, 2013

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    The We of Me

    I have dealt with this my whole life and did not understand others did not until I was in my 20's.  I have a fairly stable community of alters, personailties, or whatever you wish to call them.  For the most part we share the memories and experiances with each other...
    allofus allofus 46-50, M 10 Responses Apr 20, 2009

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    My personalities are: Amber Smith,

    Emily Johnson, Bobby Jackson, Emo Savanna, Slutvanna, Mature Savanna, Mr. Sudsbeard.
    AmberSmith13 AmberSmith13 13-15, F 2 Responses Apr 11

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    Ok so I'm having a lot of trouble with alexis

    my alter who does what ever the **** she wants....can she be locked away or something?!?!? Please help
    ShiroAria ShiroAria 22-25, F 10 Responses Jun 6, 2014

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    Weekend weekend I love the weekend!

    I get to have so much fun! Do you like the weekend? Of course you do it's the weekend ^_^ ~Theta
    MultipleRex MultipleRex 16-17, M 1 Response Jan 24

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    Hello. I suspect I have multiple personality

    disorder but I'm not really sure and I need another opinion but I'm scared to ask anyone I know (no offense, I'm sorry). I have periods of time where I don't have memories. I walk into a room and forget why I did. And sometimes I feel deja vu, like from once a few weeks to 13...
    PantomimeEira PantomimeEira 16-17, F 5 Responses Dec 24, 2013

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    So today is a holiday,

    the only two friends I have aren't talking to me. I hold them so dearly and I feel like they're dead... I don't know why this happens. I'm close to just breaking down and crying, why was I made fragile and attached to anything that notices me?
    DarkHappiness DarkHappiness 16-17, F 3 Responses Dec 25, 2014

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    Life With My Wives

    Hello everyone, My name is RT, just my initials for now, but most who know me call me that anyway. My story is an odd one, but a beautiful one, it is the story of meeting and living with angels, as husband, and father to more than one. In 1995 my shallow excesses in...
    Voltaire1 Voltaire1 51-55, M 4 Responses Jun 27, 2012

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    What To Do About A Girl Who Fakes Being Multiple

    Okay, so there is this girl who goes to my school and has found out about The Hotel (My multiple system)... At first, she didn't say anything directly to me or anyone else who was out, but instead she would talk to my others friends and tell them about how I'm "faking" this for...
    Ambergon Ambergon 16-17, F 7 Responses Dec 6, 2012

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    A question that I've always wanted to ask.

    Does anyone have an alter by the name of Hyde? I've always wondered...
    TheDylanWorld TheDylanWorld 16-17, M Oct 25, 2014

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    Flashbacks...

    You've gotta love them...they just creep up on you when you least expect it and freak you right out. It is as though they seem to know you're at a moment of peace and then, BAMM--- you remember a flash of your past that is very unpleasant. I have a hard time dealing with them...
    Leena26 Leena26 46-50, F 10 Responses Feb 25, 2012

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    Confusion About The Self

    My name is Olivia, and to start off with, I was diagnosed with Schizophrenia by high school. But after a lot of research and pills that don't help I truly believe i have multiple personality disorder. It's hard for me to talk about, but I have 5 people that are very closely a...
    lightningoddess lightningoddess 18-21, F 5 Responses Dec 1, 2013

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    Does anybody else have Alters of themselves?

    I'm just a 6 year old version of myself in one of mine and I've never spoken to someone else with it before b
    LittlePrincess01 LittlePrincess01 18-21, F 6 Responses Nov 9, 2014

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    I feel that way! by now!

    i have been alone most of them! i travel alone, go to eat or do other things alone, i always wanted to a nice lovely and beautiful gf! but it never got one! My loneliness and sadness has made me different! when i am completely alone a girl comes out from me she makes me feel...
    Idontknowwhomiam Idontknowwhomiam 22-25 2 Responses Dec 3, 2014

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    Has anyone here with DID ever feel like they

    have no personality? Like a void dark type feeling with no feel of drive to do or say anything but you try anyway because you know it's better than nothing? Or maybe you just cant talk to people not because your scared of them but because you'll scare them? I'm really curious to...
    Ifeeluberish Ifeeluberish 18-21, M 2 Responses Apr 15

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    So my name is Jazmin

    and i have four other personalities. it took me awhile to figure out why i had this Disorder, or what it was. Firstly Multiple personality disorder is a mental disorder when other personalities or people form inside you head and can sometimes even control your emotions. I reason...
    ScarletandRose ScarletandRose 13-15, F 2 Responses May 8

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    Multiple Personalities Or Great Imagination?

    I'm in my 30's and the idea of having multiple personality disorder is not something new to me.  I've always believed there was something just a little different about me as I've grown up, other than having a great imagination.  I've read up on the topic, discussed it...
    vampireheart vampireheart 31-35, T 27 Responses Jul 8, 2008

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    I have five alters that I keep in check

    for the most part, one of them has been acting up lately because he represents my sexual side and my dad's girlfriend's son is hot, add that to the fact that I haven't had any sexual contact in three months and you have a recipe for disaster
    idenmarshals idenmarshals 18-21, M 1 Response Oct 31, 2014

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    SO Since I Last Posted We Have Got A New Host.

    ... Which Is Good Cause Mike Was Getting Fed Up Playing Host So Now We Got Me - Mist :D And Im Still Learning Lots Of Things But Its Alright....But Its Hard Getting Used To The Other All Yelling Things Out... Some Of The Things The Younger Ones Say Are Soo Funny Mist~
    SweetAngelFrostPup SweetAngelFrostPup 16-17, M 2 Responses Dec 18, 2014

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    My Experiences With Did...

    I don't really know what to say. I have wanted to connect with other people like me for a very long time. I was really nervous about opening up about living with this 'condition'. My alters saved my life while I was a child and now they can be a challenge. Other people don't...
    Leena26 Leena26 46-50, F 12 Responses Jan 3, 2012

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    My Fears Of The Outside...

    All my life I have had many fears-I didn't know why until I was diagnosed with DID. One of my worst fears is going outside. I feel so afraid and I can't seem to get a handle on it. I will go to the window and look out and get this huge knot in my chest and the thought of leaving...
    Leena26 Leena26 46-50, F 6 Responses Jan 5, 2012

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    Frustrated With Doctors..........

       I am so sick of being treated like I am stupid! Book-smart is what they are - Whoopie!!! I think that I know more about mental illness than they do. When I have to fight to get the medications that I NEED it's like pulling teeth. I haven't seen my psychiatrist in 5 years and...
    Leena26 Leena26 46-50, F 7 Responses Feb 24, 2012

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    My alter ego is called Erik.

    As soon as he takes over, I stop being the 22 year old girl I am and turn into a 16 year old boy. I have no control over him. He is a troublemaker, gets into fights with everyone and is very rude- and my friends and family tell me that Erik dislikes me a lot. He thinks he should...
    BloodOnIce BloodOnIce 22-25, F 1 Response Jun 12, 2014

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    Hey im wanting to talk to people around my age

    who also have DID please please add me on skype or google+ hangouts so we can chat :D SnowAngelFrostPup
    SweetAngelFrostPup SweetAngelFrostPup 16-17, M 1 Response Apr 3

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    Hello, it is me again.

    It has been a while. I feel so disconnected from everything like i am in a dream. I want to wake up but i can't. Cal is back. He says he loves me, its been a really long time since i have seen him. He said i was angry with him but i can't remember why. I don't want to be...
    minibird minibird 18-21, M 1 Response Dec 28, 2014

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    There are seven of us: Ria,

    Rose, Ally, Delilah, Alex, Lexi, and Pearl. We are able to change who is the main person, and have done so in the past. Each of us are our own people: we all have different mannerisms, tastes, goals, and past. When we blackout, we share our memories to the others to avoid...
    Venialia Venialia 22-25, F 2 Responses May 16

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