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I Have Multiple Personality Disorder

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    They seem to be back.

    For some reason they left me. But they are back. I missed them very much! My head was so quiet without them. Now them seem to quietly chatter among themselves. We make a good team! People would think that this would be a bad thing! But nope! I love them! They help me with hard...
    HelloKittyEatzSoulz HelloKittyEatzSoulz 18-21, F 3 Responses Feb 7

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    I Hate Change

    Around the age of 11, L showed up. We still don't know why, but it happened. Somehow, she knew what she was without any problem and she was able to keep life "normal" looking. Through the years, we've worked out how to keep a "common memory" as my husband calls it and keep some...
    sljz sljz 22-25, F 1 Response Aug 2, 2010

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    Hello. @.@

    Hey, everyone. I wanted to take some time to introduce myself and the 5 alters (if that's okay...). I guess I'll start with the alters... 1) Keiko - Keiko has been around for a long time, constantly taking care of me and the others (you could say she is a mother figure). She...
    ZenoKun ZenoKun 16-17 3 Responses Mar 18, 2013

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    Ok, so this is a thing.

    It's a big thing. A big, annoying (and possibly dangerous) thing about myself that I have come to terms with. I have accepted the fact that I will sometimes turn into a British man who is apparently a know it all and rather annoying. But the main thing here is that I have a...
    Quertal Quertal 13-15, M 3 Responses Jun 22

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    Since we haven't posted

    for a little while, we felt that it might be ideal. This is simply a bit of curiosity, but how many of you have, amongst your alters, wild variance in terms of age, ethnicity, species, and so on? - The Host.
    Turio1725 Turio1725 18-21 3 Responses Apr 5

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    Multiple Personalities Or Great Imagination?

    I'm in my 30's and the idea of having multiple personality disorder is not something new to me.  I've always believed there was something just a little different about me as I've grown up, other than having a great imagination.  I've read up on the topic, discussed it...
    vampireheart vampireheart 31-35, T 26 Responses Jul 8, 2008

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    Shadow ~ queen of host body.

    Tells people what to do and is married to Riley; husband in another realm. Glenda ~ super afraid of everything but mainly germs. Can be sometimes mean but for some reason she is my friend. Fiancé of Kiren; also from another realm. Stone ~ dirty minded and buff dude. He's nice...
    DarkHappiness DarkHappiness 13-15, F 1 Response Mar 31

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    well guys... i have started seeing a new

    therapist, at the insistance of ella. she is having a bit of a hard time right now... even though she wont admit it. she fell in love and the girl liked her but... rae decided that she wanted fun and nothing else. so she was a ***** and now the girl is with someone else. ells is...
    araye1994 araye1994 18-21 2 Responses Mar 5

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    I have been on my own about this

    for a while, and I am thinking about talking to my best friend and letting them in. What is the best way to go about telling them?
    TheDylanWorld TheDylanWorld 13-15, M 8 Responses May 15

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    Apparently today at my psychiatrist office I

    found out have split personalities from my past traumatic abuse why me
    Sarahsworldofpain Sarahsworldofpain 18-21, F 3 Responses Mar 12

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    Okay.. well, Im a 16 year old girl,

    been in and out of the hospital for depression, selfharm, anxiety. That was all two years ago. I've lived with a dad that has pretended that i didnt exist, an alcoholic for a mom, and being bullied at school. After almost (apparently) breaking up with my boyfriend i looked back...
    Soldottern Soldottern 18-21, F 2 Responses Mar 26

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    Sadira

    I  forgot about her. I don't have alters that come out. But they're still there. They seem to feed off my attention? Sadira breaks things down to the sum of their parts, viciously. I can't think of an example but it's very depressing. She is pure depression and cynicism...
    deleted deleted 26-30 17 Responses Jul 21, 2009

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    My Experiences With Did...

    I don't really know what to say. I have wanted to connect with other people like me for a very long time. I was really nervous about opening up about living with this 'condition'. My alters saved my life while I was a child and now they can be a challenge. Other people don't...
    Leena26 Leena26 46-50, F 12 Responses Jan 3, 2012

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    It's like I'm a broken person

    and each piece is a different me :(
    13andGay 13andGay 13-15, M 1 Response Apr 19

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    All 9 Of Me/Us/Them

    Hi I will start to introduce them, 1. The child is the most important and sane one of us. The is 5 years old. Innocent and carefree. 2. Surviver Emily is a tough with a military like way of doing things. She is not to be crossed! She had to be born in my hour of need. She was...
    drakneko drakneko 22-25, T 3 Responses Feb 2, 2013

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    Forgot a few I have these different

    personalities not like imaginary worlds but they are me but with different names & when i "am" one of them i feel different things & experience different things. These can change over a period of seconds,days,minutes,or sometimes weeks Marly: I feel panicked & rushed like i...
    majahi majahi 13-15, F 1 Response May 11

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    Confusion About The Self

    My name is Olivia, and to start off with, I was diagnosed with Schizophrenia by high school. But after a lot of research and pills that don't help I truly believe i have multiple personality disorder. It's hard for me to talk about, but I have 5 people that are very closely a...
    lightningoddess lightningoddess 18-21, F 5 Responses Dec 1, 2013

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    Hello. I suspect I have multiple personality

    disorder but I'm not really sure and I need another opinion but I'm scared to ask anyone I know (no offense, I'm sorry). I have periods of time where I don't have memories. I walk into a room and forget why I did. And sometimes I feel deja vu, like from once a few weeks to 13...
    PantomimeEira PantomimeEira 13-15, F 5 Responses Dec 24, 2013

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    The We of Me

    I have dealt with this my whole life and did not understand others did not until I was in my 20's.  I have a fairly stable community of alters, personailties, or whatever you wish to call them.  For the most part we share the memories and experiances with each other...
    allofus allofus 46-50, M 10 Responses Apr 20, 2009

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    I was raped by my brother of 8-9 years my age;

    who was beaten and raped by my half brother of 10-11 years my age who was raped by his mother and beaten by our father. Fun family dynamics out of the way now, I learned at an early age to split my conscious and sub-conscious mind. And to create many personalities in my sub...
    LightYagami LightYagami 18-21, M 6 days ago

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    Me And All Of Me

    SO we just joined this group and wanted to say HI to every one! we started active healing and remembering repressed memories about 2 years ago when we turned 20 *tho we knew we were multiple before that...at the age of 14 our host at the time knew there was her and 2 others.* but...
    SystemK SystemK 22-25 3 Responses Jul 6, 2012

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    Flashbacks...

    You've gotta love them...they just creep up on you when you least expect it and freak you right out. It is as though they seem to know you're at a moment of peace and then, BAMM--- you remember a flash of your past that is very unpleasant. I have a hard time dealing with them...
    Leena26 Leena26 46-50, F 10 Responses Feb 25, 2012

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    TheDylanWorld TheDylanWorld 13-15, M 3 Responses 2 days ago

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    Frustrated With Doctors..........

       I am so sick of being treated like I am stupid! Book-smart is what they are - Whoopie!!! I think that I know more about mental illness than they do. When I have to fight to get the medications that I NEED it's like pulling teeth. I haven't seen my psychiatrist in 5 years and...
    Leena26 Leena26 46-50, F 7 Responses Feb 24, 2012

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    Today, my alters caused me some problems.

    They bothered me so much with their constant comments that I started arguing with them out loud. How crazy do I look now, arguing with myself? Or maybe, how bad does it look when I'm in the middle of a conversation with an actual person, and all of a sudden I yell "JUST SHUT UP...
    Yourguardianangel9613 Yourguardianangel9613 16-17, F 4 Responses Mar 10

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    Dream Fight

    Last night I had the strangest dream (that means alot coming from me).  It was like a small room and there were so many people inside it, some were talking and others arguing, but not everyone could fit into the room.  So the ones outside were trying to pull others out...
    allofus allofus 46-50, M 2 Responses Jan 17, 2010

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    What To Do About A Girl Who Fakes Being Multiple

    Okay, so there is this girl who goes to my school and has found out about The Hotel (My multiple system)... At first, she didn't say anything directly to me or anyone else who was out, but instead she would talk to my others friends and tell them about how I'm "faking" this for...
    Ambergon Ambergon 16-17, F 7 Responses Dec 6, 2012

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    Once again. A day with issues.

    Today, my least favorite one came out and taunted my friend. Well.. I mean I guess he had a decent reason. She stole from me yesterday. And he wanted to torment her, and make her feel guilty. She doesn't know that I know she stole from me. He came out at a really creepy time too...
    Yourguardianangel9613 Yourguardianangel9613 16-17, F 1 Response Mar 11

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    Do any of you, actually hear your alter(s)

    speaking inside your head?
    TheDylanWorld TheDylanWorld 13-15, M 8 Responses Jul 5

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    Hello, I finally found somewhere

    where I can finally share my story. I just want to put these out on small little intervals so that it's not too much. I am the queen of this host body, I have many in my kingdom and I protect then against the evil side. I will also let my friends post on here. I have been...
    DarkHappiness DarkHappiness 13-15, F Mar 31

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    For the last several weeks I haven't been able

    to set my mind straight. My mind and my desires keep shifting to the desire to be alone. Not just for a few hours or days, but for the rest of my life. Just me and my own agenda. No one to answer to, no one to depend on or anyone depending on me. Just me....alone. Even the...
    BrokenOneX BrokenOneX 31-35 1 Response Jul 14

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    Where Is The Fight!?!?

    Please tell us there is someone out there still willing to fight! Fight o be happy! fight to be healthy! and fight to gain your lives BACK AND TAKE BACK WHAT WAS STOLEN FROM YOU AND YOUR OTHER SELVES!!! It seem that every system we have met to date has given up or "settled" for...
    SystemK SystemK 22-25 5 Responses Nov 1, 2012

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    It Wasn'T Me

    I have undiagnosed MPD. I know of 3 other personalities and what I like to call the "occasional tourist". All of them have names, distinct looks, and personalities that make them stick out. My pictures even look like different people. People that know me well know the names of...
    AwakenSoul82 AwakenSoul82 31-35, F 2 Responses Oct 19, 2013

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    Ok so I'm having a lot of trouble with alexis

    my alter who does what ever the **** she wants....can she be locked away or something?!?!? Please help
    ShiroAria ShiroAria 22-25, F 10 Responses Jun 6

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    I really just want to post my system.

    If anyone has personalities similar to mine please contact me. I would love someone for both myself and them to talk to. I am Kaci. I'm the host for this system. Here are my alters: Tara: she's ten. Pretty stereotypical little girl but with a Peter Pan obsession. Adira...
    therearemanymes therearemanymes 16-17, F 3 Responses Apr 15

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    Losing Control

    I have been highly functional most of my adult life. Very few people have ever even commented on, much less knew about my condition. My wife, however, knows almost everything. Hell, sometimes she knows more than I do. She sees things from an outside perspective. And as such, I...
    neoerebus neoerebus 31-35, M 2 Responses Feb 3, 2013

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    Anyone that has an Xbox 360

    and plays cod ghost and with MPD want to play? Send me your GT and I'll try to add you right away :)
    MultipleRex MultipleRex 16-17, M 1 Response Apr 20

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    Hey guys, it's been awhile

    since I last posted. I just wanted to post that my alters agreed to have new names, so these are my alters. Sigma: the malevolent one Delta: the logical one Theta: the inner child personality Gamma: the deceiving egotistical liar Eta: the dutiful soldier iota: the adventurous...
    MultipleRex MultipleRex 16-17, M 3 Responses 3 days ago

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    Scared of how people would treat me

    if they ever found out
    smarttee1 smarttee1 16-17, M 5 Responses Apr 25

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    Hi, I am new to this group.

    I joined because I am confused an need help. My main question is, do I have MPD. in my head I hear two voices (John and Potentia) Potentia rarely speaks, so I am usually talking to John. Potentia has been there for a long time (don't know how long exactly) John has been there...
    TheDylanWorld TheDylanWorld 13-15, M 3 Responses Dec 16, 2013

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    So I have told my friend about my 'friends' she

    was really supportive and understanding. She said it explains some of my weird behavior. We talk and laugh about it when we're alone, and she asks questions that I do my best to answer (on our behalf). But I want her to 'officially' meet them, proper face to face. But I worry...
    TheDylanWorld TheDylanWorld 13-15, M 6 Responses Jul 4

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    My alter ego is called Erik.

    As soon as he takes over, I stop being the 22 year old girl I am and turn into a 16 year old boy. I have no control over him. He is a troublemaker, gets into fights with everyone and is very rude- and my friends and family tell me that Erik dislikes me a lot. He thinks he should...
    BloodOnIce BloodOnIce 22-25, F 1 Response Jun 12

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    There is a demon in us all.

    For some people it comes out easier than others. Our very own... Hadrian Coull, the only one who refuses to use our given last name. He would smile and kill and plan your death. You can knock him down but no matter how hard or how many he won't stay down, bruised, broken or...
    TheDylanWorld TheDylanWorld 13-15, M 2 Responses Jul 10

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    Hi, I Have Another Side To Me.

    I AM a girl, the usual me is down the earth, chill, not tolerant to many people but still open somehow, innovator, etc. Francisco: Demon... Francisco comes out when i'm mad. My pupils get bigger, my skin turns ice cold, i black out. I'll hurt you anyway possible. I'll fight you...
    IWillMakeYouThink IWillMakeYouThink 18-21, F 6 Responses Oct 29, 2012

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    I Am Amazed

    Whenever i think of what soul shattering abuse it took to totally spilt a personality I am amazed by the sweet loving alters I have met in this group... even though we have survived hell and back we all came out with caring kind child alters... I do have some bad/mean alters...
    elderwitch47 elderwitch47 46-50, F 9 Responses Oct 20, 2012

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    Life With My Wives

    Hello everyone, My name is RT, just my initials for now, but most who know me call me that anyway. My story is an odd one, but a beautiful one, it is the story of meeting and living with angels, as husband, and father to more than one. In 1995 my shallow excesses in...
    Voltaire1 Voltaire1 51-55, M 4 Responses Jun 27, 2012

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    I have been watching many videos

    and documentaries on you tube. I think for years I was just in denial with my mental issues and afraid to face them. I start meds this week than we will begin DBT and looking at memories and where my issues started. I have done this a few times but never in a state of mind i am...
    wickedone72 wickedone72 41-45, F 1 Response May 25

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    Here's to everyone. How many times a day do you

    switch? Or who is the alter that's out the most?
    ShiroAria ShiroAria 22-25, F 3 Responses Jun 22

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    I have DID/MPD I think.

    .. Would anyone like to talk to me about there experience or trade questions? I don't mind talking to alters or letting you talk to my alter... My alter is 5 and named Jessie and I'm 17 named Jessica. Warning: Jessie can be a handful and can cause trouble. I'm very open and...
    2Thoughts 2Thoughts 18-21, F 4 Responses Apr 6

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    I have these different personalities not like

    imaginary worlds but they are me but with different names & when i "am" one of them i feel different things & experience different things. These can change over a period of seconds,days,minutes,or sometimes weeks Marly: I feel panicked & rushed like i have 2 seconds left in...
    majahi majahi 13-15, F 1 Response May 11

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    "them"...

    Well let's start to in the beginning. The first personality that came was Abby. Short to the point with her, she's a child and is my emotion. She let's me feel what I need. Without her, I'd be emotionless. Then came Prudence. At first I didn't like her. she was smart and at times...
    HelloKittyEatzSoulz HelloKittyEatzSoulz 18-21, F 3 Responses Nov 23, 2012

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    My Fears Of The Outside...

    All my life I have had many fears-I didn't know why until I was diagnosed with DID. One of my worst fears is going outside. I feel so afraid and I can't seem to get a handle on it. I will go to the window and look out and get this huge knot in my chest and the thought of leaving...
    Leena26 Leena26 46-50, F 6 Responses Jan 5, 2012

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    Have any other alters had a vast world inside

    that felt safe, but once you opened up about your existence found your world to be fading? Ever since I told a few people about my existence the internal world I had has been harder to connect to. I can't hide away anymore. It seems now I am only satisfied experiencing things...
    BrokenOneX BrokenOneX 31-35 Jul 16

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