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I Have Narcissistic Personality Disorder Narcolepsy

Narcissistic Personality Disorder Narcolepsy anonymous support group with information on diagnosis, treatment, symptoms, along with personal stories and experiences with Narcissistic Personality Disorder Narcolepsy. You're not alone. 13 People

    I Too Have Npdn

    I often manipulate and use people though completely unitentionally. I have a problem connecting on emotional level. Everyone I meet is either an A*Hole or Loser. No one is as intelligent as I am so it is hard for me to endure the average idiot. At work I am described as...
    HarryIsGod HarryIsGod 36-40 2 Responses Sep 27, 2012

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    I think I may have borderline personality disorder. It's a little hard to deal with. I know something is wrong with me and I don't want to live my life thinking that and not doing...
    yonnie97 yonnie97 16-17, F Nov 26

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    Nov. 20, 2014 5:30pm I don't know what is wrong with me. I felt so happy when I got home. I felt so much love for mj and I was just on cloud nine. But I guess my flight reached...
    yonnie97 yonnie97 16-17, F 2 Responses Dec 12

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    I think I might have borderline personality disorder. I am bulimic and am also diagnosed with general anxiety disorder and major depressive disorder. I am taking medication to help...
    yonnie97 yonnie97 16-17, F Nov 26

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    Today is thanksgiving and I feel so worthless. None of my friends text me to say happy thanksgiving. I got no phone calls today at all. Like I'm just a loser. My mind is all over...
    aligain aligain 31-35, F 2 Responses Nov 27

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    I had sex with my ex again and right after, he was texting HER, setting up plans for later. I feel so stupid and used. I just sat there and acted extremely cold like always until I...
    poodahpop poodahpop 18-21, T 1 Response Dec 1

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    Yo. I think I have BPD. All the things people talk about experiencing and the symptoms of borderline are things I experience. Eating disorder, self harm, self-hatred, etc. Any...
    Emilyyyyy Emilyyyyy 18-21 Dec 6

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    Today I have seen so many of my personalities come out. I hate it. I wish I could go back to being who I was before all my mental problems started. I love that personality.
    sadly203 sadly203 18-21 Dec 7

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    Don't know why I get so upset. My boyfriend is away for a lads night out and I'm left at his house. And I dunno why but I got so upset begging him not to leave me. What is wrong...
    bananananaxo bananananaxo 18-21, F 4 Responses 6 days ago

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    once I was at this birthday party thing with my family and we shared a table. plus I have an anxiety of tight places. I get unhappy and I can't control what's going on, I just...
    VictoriaHall VictoriaHall 16-17, F 1 Response Nov 29

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    Super happy! Went to the park with fam. At first I wanted to be alone but then I sucked it up and my dad got me to have fun. I was on cloud 9! Held a baby alligator. We went eat...
    yonnie97 yonnie97 16-17, F Nov 29

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    I want to be in control. In control of my actions in control about my thoughts but I don't think I ever will be. And that's terrifying. Does anyone know what will help me? I have...
    bananananaxo bananananaxo 18-21, F 2 Responses Dec 2

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    I feel that way! by now! i have been alone most of them! i travel alone, go to eat or do other things alone, i always wanted to a nice lovely and beautiful gf! but it never got one...
    Idontknowwhomiam Idontknowwhomiam 22-25 2 Responses Dec 3

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    Hiya im a Mike an im a alter.. heh the Host just kinda up an left locked himself up an well we dont really have anyone in charge... but lately iv been aware most an iv been finding...
    LoonyBinOffical LoonyBinOffical 16-17, M Dec 3

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    I must be really dense. About a year ago, my wife had some bad panic attacks...and we found she had OCD...and upon finding out what it was... she said she's been this way forever...
    WtfAmIHearing WtfAmIHearing 41-45, M 1 Response Dec 4

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    Omfg! I hate myself so much right now. I felt like literal **** because we went to a pizza buffet place and I ate 3 cinnamon sticks, 3 pizzas and a pie. I felt fine but like 30...
    yonnie97 yonnie97 16-17, F Dec 4

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    I was diagnosed 4 years ago and completed my therapy. I think I am relapsing. I had everything under control. I was functioning better then ever before. Now my mood is so unstable...
    lauraslark lauraslark 22-25, F 4 Responses Dec 5

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    I really dog feel ok right now. I'm tired and feel drained emotionally and physically. I just want to cry my eyes out for a reason I'm not sure of. I really want to die. Or maybe I...
    yonnie97 yonnie97 16-17, F 7 Responses Dec 7

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    I was holding my nephew today, little one year old sweet little thing. He fell asleep on my shoulder and I let him stay there for a while. When I went to go put him down in his bed...
    missmalky missmalky 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 7

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    The women with BPD can relate to this: I hate when I am pmsing or on my cycle. It seems like every depressing feeling or emotion that I could ever have comes out 100 times stronger...
    aligain aligain 31-35, F 1 Response Dec 7

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    Today was my bffs first bday since passing away in Sept. My bday is in 16 days. As kids we often celebrated together. Last night a family friend passed away from old age. It was...
    nvragain1024 nvragain1024 31-35, F 1 Response Dec 8

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    I think I'm going crazy again. I can feel the parts of my brain that aren't right. But of course, none of you care. I am as I have been from the beginning. Alone.
    Explorerofknowledge Explorerofknowledge 18-21, M 2 Responses Dec 12

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    Only two people know about this. One of my best friends, and me (and my alters). My family don't know and I'm un-diagnosed (obviously)... I'm not sure if I should tell my family...
    TheDylanWorld TheDylanWorld 13-15, M 1 Response Dec 13

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    the mood swings are so scary. I gradually go downhill so that I don't know I e lost control because I haven't noticed the shift and I think I'm in charge. then I cut. but then I...
    missmalky missmalky 18-21, F 4 Responses Dec 14

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    I'm not for sure if I have it or not. I suspect that I do after skimming through a psych text book for nurses. I took a couple tests online and it says that I should probably get a...
    Philli8807 Philli8807 26-30, F 4 Responses Dec 14

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    i can't take this feeling anymore. its just pure despair. Its unlike anything i have ever felt before. it literally affects me physically. i feel so empty inside. I have never...
    TheWickedJester TheWickedJester 26-30, M 3 Responses Dec 15

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    I'm not a person seeking attention. Nor do I delude myself, or others, about who I am. I've been faking emotions since I was a young teen, just like the majority of us. I work...
    poetrygonebad poetrygonebad 36-40, M 2 Responses Dec 16

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    I feel empty. Like I always have to look for strong emotions to feel alive. That means I'm addicted to cutting and to other bad things
    styxc styxc 18-21, M 2 Responses Dec 17

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    SO Since I Last Posted We Have Got A New Host.... Which Is Good Cause Mike Was Getting Fed Up Playing Host So Now We Got Me - Mist :D And Im Still Learning Lots Of Things But Its...
    LoonyBinOffical LoonyBinOffical 16-17, M 1 Response Dec 18

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    I self diagnosed about a year ago and regardless of my efforts it took that long to get a real diagnosis, which I just received. It was such a huge relief in some ways and more...
    Pchipsnbrips Pchipsnbrips 22-25, F 6 days ago

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    That moment when you're at the beach in a hotel with friends and you just feel like crying non stop and feel very socially anxious. That is what it means to have BPD with...
    betelgeusex3 betelgeusex3 22-25, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    I saw my psychiatrist today and I have new hope of being able to integrate all my personalities through therapy! YAY! The only alter I really don't like is the one that expresses...
    TeriJessie TeriJessie 56-60, F 2 days ago

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    So today is a holiday, the only two friends I have aren't talking to me. I hold them so dearly and I feel like they're dead... I don't know why this happens. I'm close to just...
    DarkHappiness DarkHappiness 13-15, F 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    My mpd, at least the one that i register most with, is named Savannah Mae Carter. On my profile that's what it says, so people i know personally can't find me online. Anyway her...
    iamaphrodite iamaphrodite 18-21, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    Every time I am visiting my parents and my other siblings are visiting too I feel like I don't even exist. I know if I said anything to them though they would think I'm being...
    jwest230 jwest230 22-25, F 2 Responses Nov 26

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    So I'm convinced that I'm in love with a celebrity. But my delusions got to me, and I kept talking to her, telling her all about how she wanted to crush me. But I then realize that...
    Explorerofknowledge Explorerofknowledge 18-21, M 3 Responses Nov 27

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    It's my first holiday with my family that I'm not on any medication, and I'm already so anxious about it.
    jwest230 jwest230 22-25, F 6 Responses Nov 27

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    I'm happy. Then BAM I'm sad. Then BAM in mad.
    yonnie97 yonnie97 16-17, F 4 Responses Nov 27

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    I can definitely feel a manic episode coming on and I hate that I can feel it coming but can't stop it
    aligain aligain 31-35, F 4 Responses Nov 29

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    5 am! Don't think I'm getting any sleep
    bananananaxo bananananaxo 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 29

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    My brother wouldn't help me decide which dress I should wear to church abd he seemed mad at me. I went in my room and cried. I felt like he and everyone else in the house hates me...
    yonnie97 yonnie97 16-17, F Nov 30

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    I asked my brother if he could help me pick a dress to wear to church because I had a hard time deciding. He said no and seemed mad. I went in my room and cried. I felt like he and...
    yonnie97 yonnie97 16-17, F 1 Response Nov 30

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    I had an argument with my dad today. Made me want to kill myself. It it weren't for my brother I would've probably gone through with it. But he got in my car and managed to calm me...
    nuttyduck nuttyduck 18-21, F 3 Responses Nov 30

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    I get hurt even by people's tones of voice and I cry easily, I wish I was never born
    Rosaalie Rosaalie 18-21, F 4 Responses Nov 30

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    Had a good day at school even though I always feel self conscious. Especially when I am trying to be social.
    yonnie97 yonnie97 16-17, F 2 Responses Dec 2