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I Have Narcissistic Personality Disorder Narcolepsy

Narcissistic Personality Disorder Narcolepsy anonymous support group with information on diagnosis, treatment, symptoms, along with personal stories and experiences with Narcissistic Personality Disorder Narcolepsy. You're not alone. 13 People

    I Too Have Npdn

    I often manipulate and use people though completely unitentionally. I have a problem connecting on emotional level. Everyone I meet is either an A*Hole or Loser. No one is as intelligent as I am so it is hard for me to endure the average idiot. At work I am described as...
    HarryIsGod HarryIsGod 36-40 2 Responses Sep 27, 2012

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    Could someone please help me. I'm in need of help.. I feel that I may have borderline personality disorder / bipolar disorder but talking with someone that suffers with one of...
    dte21 dte21 18-21, F 2 Responses Feb 19

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    This is a newer diagnosis for me, happening sometime during the early winter. It was brought up by a new therapist I was seeing (and stopped seeing for unrelated reasons) and then...
    PerturbedBrain PerturbedBrain 22-25, F 1 Response Feb 5

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    I'm diagnosed schizotypal personality disorder, ptsd, and panic disorder, I'm mentally and physically exhausted.. Does anyone else get a humming in their head? It always is just...
    MissE78 MissE78 36-40, F Feb 16

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    A Constant Battle I find being social extremely tiring and a bit timid to bring the stress on myself. It's not that I don't act myself around friends, I do. It's just a...
    Phoenix3439 Phoenix3439 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 12

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    Don't know how to control myself. I feel like I'm on drugs being so up and elated to all of a sudden this major come down. I can't have bad days without getting negative comments...
    bananananaxo bananananaxo 18-21, F 3 Responses Jan 29

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    I was dx'd with bpd last year and it makes so much sense. My biggest fear is that I'll never be able to have any kind of relationship.
    borderlinecassandra borderlinecassandra 16-17, T 2 Responses Jan 29

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    I have no idea if what I feel is normal or legitimate. I questions everything I think and feel multiple times, and I seek others approval.
    areweoutofthewoods areweoutofthewoods 22-25, F 1 Response Jan 31

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    I can't leave my house alone without anxiety consuming me, people seem to think I can I just choose not too. Do I? I realise my illness holds me back bit is that my fault? Is...
    bananananaxo bananananaxo 18-21, F Feb 1

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    I can't believe I'm doing. Goddess help me. I have multiple personalities, there I said it. I always have. The one most of you see on here as me is my self which bears my name...
    Lovelife090994 Lovelife090994 18-21, M 3 Responses Feb 2

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    I think the doctor has switched my meds to placebos. I'm getting worse. Think my bipolar is creeping in to. I'm spiralling out of control falling further and further into...
    bananananaxo bananananaxo 18-21, F Feb 2

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    Tomorrow is my first meeting with a support group. Problem is, I have social anxiety to. hopefully it goes well..
    Rosaalie Rosaalie 18-21, F 2 Responses Feb 2

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    It hurts so bad to know that I graduated from college 6 months ago, and I have literally done nothing with my life since then. Honestly, I can hardly remember most of the past few...
    jwest230 jwest230 22-25, F 1 Response Feb 3

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    Apparently so. It was only in recent months I was told that I have BPD. I was like "Oh, so that's what all that nonsense in my head must be" I honestly thought I was losing it, or...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Feb 5

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    Hi! I think I have APD. I've never been diagnosed because I don't tell anybody about my problems and defeniatly don't want to visit a psychologe. I recognize all symptoms of APD in...
    xForgottenOne xForgottenOne 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 10

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    When I'm in a relationship I feel like the guy has a moral obligation to stay with me. My ex left me and it caused me to be suicidal. He broke my heart with no remorse. There was...
    Rosaalie Rosaalie 18-21, F 2 Responses Feb 11

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    I've been in therapy since last October, and last week my therapist tells me that her contract ends in April. We have not made much progress, having only attempted to gain control...
    cgould72 cgould72 41-45, F 3 Responses Feb 14

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    Why do I find the worst people in the world and get close to them? My "best friend" beat me up and choked me just cause she was under the influence of alcohol...and I'm not...
    betelgeusex3 betelgeusex3 22-25, F 1 Response Feb 15

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    Let's put it in a poem.Emptiness and Longing for someone gone anyone? Two open papers, To stem down a heartache ebbing, Deeper than my skin,my heart, my soul, Like a blackhole...
    aquabunny aquabunny 22-25, F 2 Responses Feb 16

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    This is so me. Wow. I don't even know what of do when my mother dies. It's so bad :( I have social phobia as well. If she dies I don't know....she is so unwell. I can't cope...
    1lonelydaisy 1lonelydaisy 41-45 1 Response Feb 16

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    Should I stay in my relationship?! I love this guy more than anything and I wanna be with him forever but I can't seem to get over that fact he'll never have a normal relationship...
    bananananaxo bananananaxo 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 16

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    i need to vent im feeling angry and dark i feel like im not as good everyday is woth i feel like its harder to get through the day ialso feel like i need to vent or flip out im so...
    hannahabbie hannahabbie 46-50, F 1 Response Feb 17

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    I feel like I'm on a roller coaster, I'm constantly going up and down. I feel confident and raring to go one minute and I'm feeling despair, desperate and empty the next. I hate...
    dte21 dte21 18-21, F Feb 19

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    I haven't posted in a while because I've been dealing with a lot of emotions and depression. My students are what makes me smile each day when I'm feeling so horribly down...
    aligain aligain 31-35, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    Things are perfect on paper.I got enough to be working,doing a bit that I want to,and being able to plan for the future,maybe a masters.I have friends who love me,and people who...
    aquabunny aquabunny 22-25, F 6 days ago

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    i dont care i need to vent i could never say how im feeling to my sick family abused neglected im so angry insid enobody lets me express myself i dont think i treally like my...
    hannahabbie hannahabbie 46-50, F 5 days ago

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    I have AVPD 100%. Been diagnosed and got the t-shirt. It is a very exhausting thing to live with. Especially in a society that places high value on extroversion. I can be social...
    AbsterCat AbsterCat 41-45, F 5 days ago

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    If you are never sure when you are euphoric,you are actually happy,or when you are devastated you are actually devastated.Or that people in your life mean that much to you,or...
    aquabunny aquabunny 22-25, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    It's extremely difficult to decide what I want to do as a career because I don't have much of a sense of self.
    Rosaalie Rosaalie 18-21, F 3 days ago

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    I realize I hallucinate a lot more since I started living on my own. Perhaps its only normal.
    Minnowshi Minnowshi 18-21, F 3 Responses Jan 29

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    Put so much effort into looking nice today thinking my boyfriend was picking me up after work so I could stay at his. Even though he's going out with his friend. Packed my bag had...
    bananananaxo bananananaxo 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 30

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    I'm so depressed..... I keep losing all of my friends and everyone seems to literally hate my guts... I keep getting cursed out by people they say that I'm a ***** and that I hurt...
    himenoaya143 himenoaya143 26-30, F 1 Response Feb 3

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    Its the first time since being diagnosed that Im doing really well... but I know that with bpd everything starts off really great, and then suddenly, I self destruct and within...
    jazzaddict jazzaddict 26-30, F 1 Response Feb 3

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    I actually say something off putting sometimes... does anyone else do this??? like I don't know why I did it. I did it with this guy but I think I did it because I was trying to...
    Misscoconut Misscoconut 18-21, F Feb 4

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    I feel like such a terrible person. I'm suicidal and I feel like telling my friends will make them want to cut me off so I've just been bottling it in and soon I think I'll explode...
    mantafriend mantafriend 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 4

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    When I'm mad I feel like a little chiuhuahua. I hate it when people say I'm cute when I'm seriously angry.
    Minnowshi Minnowshi 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 5

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    Sweet. 3 manic episodes done this morning and its not even noon.
    Minnowshi Minnowshi 18-21, F Feb 6

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    The words I want to hear all my life: "You're crazy. I love you soooo much, honey!"
    Explorerofknowledge Explorerofknowledge 18-21, M Feb 9

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    I'm starting a self-help support group in London for all those (including families and friends) affected by BPD. Please contact me on lisagao at hotmail.co.uk /07886528941if you...
    lg274 lg274 26-30, F Feb 10

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    Why do I still snap... thought I had it under control...
    Yu12 Yu12 26-30, M 2 Responses Feb 11

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    So here is something I figured out. borderlines like me, work on either extreme love or extreme hatred, anger and consequent impulsive behaviors for that. Today I was working and...
    aquabunny aquabunny 22-25, F 1 Response Feb 11

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    You know some days Borderline is not so bad.Today I am ridiculously ,I am not sure why , happy,and I feel like I am a character from The Sound of Music.The sun is beautiful,the...
    aquabunny aquabunny 22-25, F Feb 14

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    Ii was diagnosed with BPD a while ago.. And i just figured out what it's all about just a few weeks ago.. And it's crazy how i see myself in whatever article i read about it .. So...
    xxooxx1986 xxooxx1986 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 14

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    I hate living like this. I ruined everything. I ruined Valentine's day. I was trying so hard to be happy but I let someone make me angry, I let myself ruin it. she almost left...
    TheWickedJester TheWickedJester 26-30, M 1 Response Feb 15

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    Wonder if anyone with BPD is on Twitter?
    Yu12 Yu12 26-30, M Feb 18

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