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I Have Never Been Loved

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    And will never be. I hide from people.

    I locked my heart. There's no keys to it. No one can come near me. I push everyone away. I am the only person on earth who can't be loved. ever/ :)
    fuglygirlonthebench fuglygirlonthebench 22-25, F 1 Response Aug 19, 2014

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    The Look In His Eyes..

      So, today my grandma was in a therapy session and I went to pick her up, when I made it to the office I saw this guy smiling like an idiot to the secretary while she was writing something. It seems that no matter how many noise there was in the office he wouldn't wake up from...
    EiramZaid EiramZaid 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 7, 2012

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    I Have Only Been Asked Out Once In My Life

    and the guy was gay and just trying to have a cover.. yeah i joke about it and laugh but it really does get me anger me that no one else has ever asked me out....
    NeverBeenKissed93 NeverBeenKissed93 22-25, F 3 Responses Dec 26, 2010

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    Never Been Loved For Real

    I have always known that my mother doesn't quite loves me. She might have cared for me when I was little, specially due to my health problems. My dad has always been emotionally unreachable, never actually showing his true feelings, I mean, he somewhat cares but perhaps never in...
    loneguy loneguy 31-35 2 Responses Dec 5, 2011

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    Just Now....

    It JUST hit me…. Literally NOW… I have never been loved No one has ever said they loved me (other than family) I’ve never had a serious relationship. I’ve had relationships.. if yah know what I mean… but no one exclusively. No one to hold me close during a slow song...
    MavDay MavDay 41-45 10 Responses Jul 23, 2010

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    The Unlovable

    I know love. I love my family i love my friends but I have never been in love with a guy. And I assume none have loved me seens as none have told me they do. Ive always thought it didnt bother me. Id just tell myself the reason I havnt fallen in love is because I havnt met the...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Dec 1, 2013

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    Never Felt Love, The Only Person I Thought I Loved Hurt Me.

    Im 15, depressed, lonely and every girl ive liked turned out to be a ***** or a ***** or sometimes both. im a good guy, but i hate that about me because no girl wants the good guy. I find it tough to distiguish with girls with im a push over of just a good guy. Biggest thing i...
    coltonconley coltonconley 13-15, M 15 Responses Jun 16, 2011

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    Is 49 Too Late To Find Love?

    I don't believe anyone has ever loved me in a romantic sense. I was married for 15 years to a man who never once said "I love you." I have lots of friends and two wonderful daughters. I am involved in my community. I date. I have been in relationships. I don't really know if I...
    Writergirl27 Writergirl27 46-50 Aug 24, 2012

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    Will I ever be loved?

    Twenties and never had a friend or boyfriend. Not even a kiss
    1lonelydaisy 1lonelydaisy 46-50 5 Responses May 15, 2014

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    I like my therapist but am afraid to tell her

    cause she might stop seeing me.
    TheRealSpecialK TheRealSpecialK 36-40, M Mar 8, 2014

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    And while I accept that,

    it's just who I am and my life, it doesn't mean that it's not hard sometimes. Tonight is one of those times. I was reading a book that I didn't expect to be a romance but it was anyway. It just opened up this hurt. I'm nearly thirty and I have no idea what an intimate...
    IrisArrow IrisArrow 26-30, F 5 Responses Mar 6, 2015

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    Never known it may very well never will.

    But I love myself if I don't no one else will.
    ElSabre101 ElSabre101 26-30, M 1 Response Aug 31, 2015

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    I Love, But Never Seem To Be Loved

    I've never been loved. It's rather odd admitting that online. I suppose that is the beauty of anonymity. My father was abusive when i was very young, and i am now convinced that he is a sociopath. He is unable to feel emotions toward other people, even his children. My mother was...
    Delilah00021 Delilah00021 18-21 3 Responses May 22, 2012

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    This Is Just Me ...

    Hmm. I seem to be the first one to write here. Ok. Well, I've never been loved. Only 1 person has ever actualy said that they loved me, and it ended out that she only said it as a joke. My family aren't the very affectionate type, but then, it's not that kind of love that I...
    Cursedboy Cursedboy 36-40, M 10 Responses Aug 17, 2008

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    I Never Been Loved By A Man....

    I have a good amount of people in my life that love me. God loves me, my family loves me, and my friends love me. However, I have never been loved by a man and I have never been in a relationship. I used to think about it all of the time and the fact I have never been loved by a...
    krs89 krs89 22-25 2 Responses Nov 7, 2011

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    I was not loved by my own parents-they had no

    interest. I grew up had a family,still no love in sight,even with husband,just marriage of convenience. I suppose i dont know how to love-i was cold to my children -now their love for me is conditional and always comes down to money, never a card or taken out to dinner-never...
    jusme2014 jusme2014 51-55, F Feb 16, 2014

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    I'm almost 28 but I have never been in love

    before but I realized that it was not normal I was under curse, but now I'm recovering from that tragedy. for that case, I'm full of pure love that I wanna offer to one beautifuly lady who is willing and able to enjoy my sweet feelings to feel love love, matter of fact I want...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Oct 20, 2015

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    Tired Of Loneliness

    I JUST LOST ANOTHER BF TODAY N IM BACK TO THIS LONELY FEELING.... N THIS PAIN I KNOW SO WELL WHERE I JUST FEEL LIKE I WAS EVEN WANTED IN SITUATION.. AS OF RIGHT IM JUST SO DONE WITH LOVE.. WEN AM I GOING TO HAVE MY DAY WEN AM I GOING TO FEEL LOVED FRM SOMEONE.. WHY DO I HAVE TO...
    Neverloved89 Neverloved89 26-30 1 Response May 29, 2013

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    I've never truly been loved

    before every time someone has told me they love me its been a lie so I guess I'm probably never going to be loved
    butterflybaby123 butterflybaby123 13-15, F 5 Responses Jan 20

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    bluegirlie98 bluegirlie98 16-17, F 4 Responses Sep 17, 2014

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    Lonely

    I have never been loved. I'm 21 and already so many of my friends are getting engaged and married and I just feel like I am lightyears behind them. I lie about it because it is embarrassing, so none of my friends know.
    minnisun minnisun 18-21, F 7 Responses Sep 18, 2010

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    I Am Becoming Desperate

    I have never been loved by a man---I am now turning 40.. I loved a lot hoping that one day I will get the love that I need... Recently I fell in love with a younger guy.. I guess the feelings he shared with in the beginning was out of sympathy.. now he never texts me back or...
    needtolove needtolove 36-40, F 3 Responses Jan 5, 2013

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    Never

    i've never had someone telling me "i love you" not even my parents not that they don't love me but they don't tell me things like that , no one fell in love with me (maybe liked me but not love) and i would love to hear those words
    opentalk opentalk 18-21, F 2 Responses Nov 27, 2012

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    A Lifetime Without Love

    I am 30-years old and grew up in an abusive home, so my early experiences were ones of neglect and they were lacking in love. I used to hold on to the belief that over time I'd be able to surround myself with loving friends and relationships, and that somehow my relationship...
    indigoblk indigoblk 31-35, F 3 Responses Oct 20, 2013

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    Giver Not Receiver

    I know what it's like to love someone but I don't know what it's like to be loved back.   
    left14 left14 46-50 4 Responses Oct 7, 2008

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    What 's Lover

     Because  if never been loved your whole life not by family or  friends ,or boyfriends ,co-workers so what's is feeling. And why do I have to gave  600 times the love out to just get one tiny pit back so why why ,so I ...
    chrians312 chrians312 41-45 4 Responses Sep 27, 2008

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    I am 24, I have always been an incredibly shy

    person. I suffer from social anxiety alot and because of that I never had a lot of friends. I am an extremely nice person, I always go out of my way to be nice to people. For some reason people especially most girls seem to hate that. I never had a girlfriend nor have I been on...
    nlove90 nlove90 22-25, M 1 Response May 9, 2015

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    I Am A 27 Years Old Woman Who Never Been Loved

    I am so glad to have found this page because i feel i can tell my story without the fear of being known or judge.I am 27 years old and I can honeslty say i have never been love. Even though my situation has a way of making me quite sad sometime, I am bless to say that it has...
    sweetey1ca sweetey1ca 26-30, F 5 Responses Jan 17, 2010

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    Some People Just Are Not Supposed To Be Loved...

    Eversince I can remember I have had the feeling that I'm not supposed to be with anyone. I'm 30 now and up until this point I have never had a 'serious' relationship and no-one has ever told me that they love me (apart from friends/family). I've been fine with it and honestly I...
    SamWhatever SamWhatever 31-35, F 10 Responses Oct 2, 2011

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    I Am A 26 Year Old Man Who Has Never Been Loved Or Admired By Any Woman

    Hi there im danny and i am a young man, 26 years old actually and i am a very generous, friendly, caring and kind person and i am very compassionate and considerate with everyone, but for some reason neither life nor love never really treated me like such in return. i also...
    rainforestshadowspirit rainforestshadowspirit 26-30 8 Responses Jun 23, 2012

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    Am I the only person

    who feels like God forgot to love them???
    h3art4luv h3art4luv 31-35, F 4 Responses Dec 20, 2014

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    I've been in foster care

    since I was two. Never stay anywhere long and I shut people out. I know the exact number of times that another person has hugged me.
    Lewshun Lewshun 18-21, M Dec 4, 2013

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    Related Experiences

    I'm a 19 year old female who has never been in a relationship. It never bothered me until recently. Many people I know have already been in several relationships. I just feel that...
    happypancake happypancake 18-21, F 3 Responses 14 hrs ago

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    I never had a relationship where my whole family like my boyfriend a lot (get along) or even bring him to my family cookouts or parties. I never bring my boyfriend anywhere but to...
    staystyleandsmile staystyleandsmile 18-21, F 19 hrs ago

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    I've never had a boyfriend, never been on a date. Nobody has ever asked me. I guess I'm not approachable? Idk. I've felt lonely sometimes but other times I convince myself that I...
    savannahjade99 savannahjade99 16-17, F 2 Responses 22 hrs ago

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    I'm too young anyway, and far to uninterested. I've been asked to dates before, there's always a multiple guys in a year that ask me, it's become a cycle, I feel somewhat sorry for...
    LikeICare13 LikeICare13 13-15, F 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    No date on valentines day?? Valentines day is here again , If you haven't got a date then apparently all the people who have feel sorry for us . Just a little thought but if your...
    yak3 yak3 41-45, F 3 Responses 1 day ago

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    Not really. I mean, usually I got all flirty and got flirted back but never really been in an relationship
    Ihan14 Ihan14 13-15, M 1 Response 1 day ago

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    I guess I cant say that I have never told anyone anymore. I told a love I met on here . But outside of her, no one knows, not even my wife. It is so odd that i would meet a lady...
    boldtimer boldtimer 66-70, M 2 days ago

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    in real life all my relationships have been online...
    aby2015 aby2015 13-15, F 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    My name is Anthony and I'm 23yrs old. I have only been in 2 official relationships. One in elementary school and one in high school
    Anthony2400 Anthony2400 22-25, M 1 Response 2 days ago

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    One day, maybe two years ago, I had attempted scuicide, I felt as if I was alone and at the time I didn't have any friends, they had all began to dislike me due to another "friend...
    Gage13Flores Gage13Flores 18-21, M 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    me either sigh. I feel like there is something wrong with me
    Niceguy890 Niceguy890 26-30, M 5 days ago

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    Never, I just wonder what it feels like to be kissed by a woman.
    abdnafees abdnafees 18-21, M 1 Response