I Have Never Been So Confused

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 96 People

    Can't Let Go Of My Ex, But I Am In A Happy Healthy Relationship...

    So I dated a guy for 2 years, he was 19 when i met him and i was 17.. so naturally I thought he was the cool older guy. During the whole relationship I completely and utterly adored him, I was like the puppy dog following him around. I would do anything for this guy and I...
    ubercute ubercute
    18-21
    Sep 26, 2011

    Dazed

    I just talked with my ex boyfriend's brother and he told me some things that revealed some new light to our break up some months ago. Soon my ex-boyfriend will come online to talk with me... I'm so confused, I have no idea what to say to him or how to react. I'm crying as I write...
    Fennella Fennella
    31-35, F
    12 Responses Aug 30, 2008

    Gone Too Far

    I have been caught up with a very stressful situation in my life right now and I have lost track of school work. Usually, I make sure that I don't miss a deadline and I even have a planner for the assignments that are due. I didn't think that this problem would make me so...
    beautywithin20 beautywithin20
    18-21, F
    1 Response Nov 9, 2011

    Confused, Looking For Someone to Share An Adventure In Peace or Just Suggestions.

    I hope to think that if you write it out the truth will come out and so I'll write my story hoping for the next chapter. I'm back from teaching English abroad.  A year and half of travel and world exploration.  I look back in my journals and feel the only...
    haymana haymana
    22-25
    1 Response Aug 28, 2009

    2 Be Or Not to Be

    HAVENT WROTE A STORY IN A WHILE SO YOU KNOW I MUST BE INTO SOMETHING.WELL HERE GOES.BY NOW MOST OF YOU KNOW ME AND THE WIFE HAD A BIG FIGHT,I PULLED A KNIFE,AND WE GOT SEPERATED.DID YA KNOW WE WERE SEPERATED LIVING IN THE SAME HOUSE?YEP ******* CRAZY.SO THE WIFE GOES OUT...
    SINISTERMEMPHISTO SINISTERMEMPHISTO
    26-30, M
    15 Responses Jul 12, 2007

    Okay so my auntie and my dad say

    that I should be social this school year. They want me to join some sports and clubs to meet new people. I said okay and all because I need as many friends as I can get right now. But whenever I do anything extra curricular, I never get any support from my aunt, the main one...
    FEVERiSHLY FEVERiSHLY
    16-17, T
    Aug 8, 2015

    Confusion

    Confusion,A terrible thing,Been there before,It's scary,When you're all confused,Don't know where to turn,Thank goodness,I've overcome,It's in the past.
    lazycrazybasket lazycrazybasket
    46-50, M
    Feb 21, 2012

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