I Have Never Been So Unsure of Myself

For those who have found themselves between a rock and a hard place 174 People

    I have lived with walls to keep people from

    getting too close. I took a chance on you, because you said you understood and that you'd never let me fall. I let you in. And when it got too difficult, you throw me away. I have never felt so worthless and unsure of myself.... and I don't know if I can let anyone else in. I...
    VioletVivid VioletVivid
    1 Response Feb 17, 2016


    I have just turned 18 and am about to start university to do a subject that I love but am only doing to please my family. I can't talk to anyone about the things going through my head and can't work out why, for a girl that cries about once a year, I suddenly find myself falling...
    holly4eva00 holly4eva00
    1 Response Sep 22, 2011

    I can't quite put my finger on it,

    but this group just sums it up. I hate hate hate feeling like this. Please when will it improve? has anyone else dealt with this? How, please how?
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    1 Response Oct 13, 2015
    LovingDead LovingDead
    26-30, M
    Nov 24, 2015

    I Have Never Been So Unsure About Myself :/

    I have a long history of friends betraying/being two faced to me. However recently I have made many friends who I can trust. Or who I THOUGHT I could trust. After happiness for two years, two of my friends have turned on me again, and it's starting to make me unsure of my own...
    VGValerie VGValerie
    18-21, F
    3 Responses Oct 11, 2011

    Lost At The Corner Of Dazed And Confused...

    Sometimes I wonder if we are meant to really find out who we are, do we change as people or do we change to make people? As I am sitting here typing this, I thinking about how there is only one thing in my life I am sure about.... being a chef this is my way of making people...
    CRP2 CRP2
    18-21, M
    Nov 4, 2011

    Im So Unsure of Myself.

    I'm not really sure what I want to do with my life. I don't know where I want to go from here.
    ascs ascs
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Jun 16, 2009

    I try to avoid making decisions

    because I do not want to be held liable if I mess up. I have no clue if I chose the right major in college, or what I will even do with it. When I was younger I was so much more confident, now I just look forward to going to bed. I have never been so confused about what I am...
    mike1989r mike1989r
    26-30, M
    Nov 30, 2014

    I've Been Pretty Low Before, But...

    Lately it seems to me that I can't really do anything right.I am not good at anything especially, and my people skills are lacking. I am not pretty or funny or clever. I have tried many things in my life and my shortcomings always ruin them for me.
    SpiritOfTheRabbit SpiritOfTheRabbit
    36-40, F
    2 Responses Nov 3, 2011

    I Do Nothing Right

    I'm always Unsure of myself I'm always second guessing I can never make a choice All of this is consuming me, eating me alive, and its like theres nothing I can do about it. Especially I'm not even okay with myself, I question myself on everything, on every thought on every...
    Candy1211 Candy1211
    18-21, F
    Sep 13, 2012

    So Whats Left To Be Sure Of?

    Never in my life have I felt so confused and unsure of myself, I'm used to knowing being able to give me the answers to settle my mind in these situations but now I can't even help myself. One person just randomly wants to pop back up but hide behind someone else, and of course...
    hiddenbeautii hiddenbeautii
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Oct 12, 2010

    Looked So Forward To It All And Now, Now Im Not Sure About It.

    an incident happened a couple of days ago that made me question my relationship and everything we were suppose to do together. We are trying to work things out however I dont want to see him, he doesnt want to see me and we have an anime convention coming up on the 31st and i...
    YoucancallmeJuliet YoucancallmeJuliet
    26-30, F
    Mar 18, 2012

    Be Your Self

    im a young strong & energetic unbelievable royal star in Gymnastics & bboy (breakdance).during my experience internationaly i got to realize that some people are cheaters & users of other human beings :(.........
    Tyro69 Tyro69
    22-25, M
    1 Response Oct 23, 2013

    After a 19 year relationship

    that has left me emotionally exhausted and verbally abused. I don't care what it takes. I am leaving. Yes I'm terrified but I don't think I have any more options. I have a new emotion every five minutes and they're all saying "Dee get out of there! Dee save yourself! Dee stop...
    deejustdee6969 deejustdee6969
    46-50, F
    5 Responses Sep 2, 2015

    I Feel Like It's Useless to Make Plans Anymore In My Life

    None of my goals ever go as planned, & I'm always setting myself up for disappointment when things don't go as I expected. I never thought I'd have a college degree & NO job! I never knew my depression, anxiety, & OCD would get worse. Bad enough to the point where I REALLY can't...
    otad12 otad12
    31-35, F
    1 Response Sep 11, 2008


    First off, you have to understand, I'm the oldest of 4 children. About 6 months ago, one of my sisters was arrested becasue of "The Stunt" as my parents are calling it. "The Stunt" was, in a nut shell, embezzlement. Her excuse was that she was tired of not...
    EternalLady EternalLady
    22-25, F
    1 Response Feb 10, 2007

    I foresee a sleepless night,

    one of thinking, one of feeling. it's strange how the stories I have to tell today would shock who I used to be. I miss him, I miss her. I hope things aren't over. if not great, if so then they ended a while ago and he's the last to accept it. I'm going to attempt to be the...
    LovingDead LovingDead
    26-30, M
    Mar 17, 2016
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