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I Have Never Been So Unsure of Myself

For those who have found themselves between a rock and a hard place 187 People

    Looked So Forward To It All And Now, Now Im Not Sure About It.

    an incident happened a couple of days ago that made me question my relationship and everything we were suppose to do together. We are trying to work things out however I dont want to see him, he doesnt want to see me and we have an anime convention coming up on the 31st and i...
    YoucancallmeJuliet YoucancallmeJuliet 26-30, F Mar 18, 2012

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    LovingDead LovingDead 26-30, M Nov 24, 2015

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    Im So Unsure of Myself.

    I'm not really sure what I want to do with my life. I don't know where I want to go from here.
    ascs ascs 22-25, F 2 Responses Jun 16, 2009

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    I Have Never Been So Unsure About Myself :/

    I have a long history of friends betraying/being two faced to me. However recently I have made many friends who I can trust. Or who I THOUGHT I could trust. After happiness for two years, two of my friends have turned on me again, and it's starting to make me unsure of my own...
    VGValerie VGValerie 18-21, F 3 Responses Oct 11, 2011

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    I Feel Like It's Useless to Make Plans Anymore In My Life

    None of my goals ever go as planned, & I'm always setting myself up for disappointment when things don't go as I expected. I never thought I'd have a college degree & NO job! I never knew my depression, anxiety, & OCD would get worse. Bad enough to the point where I REALLY can't...
    otad12 otad12 31-35, F 1 Response Sep 11, 2008

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    Teenagehood

    I have just turned 18 and am about to start university to do a subject that I love but am only doing to please my family. I can't talk to anyone about the things going through my head and can't work out why, for a girl that cries about once a year, I suddenly find myself falling...
    holly4eva00 holly4eva00 18-21 1 Response Sep 22, 2011

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    I try to avoid making decisions

    because I do not want to be held liable if I mess up. I have no clue if I chose the right major in college, or what I will even do with it. When I was younger I was so much more confident, now I just look forward to going to bed. I have never been so confused about what I am...
    mike1989r mike1989r 26-30, M Nov 30, 2014

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    So Whats Left To Be Sure Of?

    Never in my life have I felt so confused and unsure of myself, I'm used to knowing being able to give me the answers to settle my mind in these situations but now I can't even help myself. One person just randomly wants to pop back up but hide behind someone else, and of course...
    hiddenbeautii hiddenbeautii 18-21, F 2 Responses Oct 12, 2010

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    Life feels very foreign to me these days.

    I go through the motions, count my blessings, do the best I can (I think)...but it's like I'm on a path I have never walked before and the batteries in my flashlight are on the blitz. I don't know if I am where I'm supposed to be or if I've taken a wrong turn...everything makes...
    pinkstarburst pinkstarburst 46-50, F 12 Responses Aug 28, 2015

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    I can't quite put my finger on it,

    but this group just sums it up. I hate hate hate feeling like this. Please when will it improve? has anyone else dealt with this? How, please how?
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Oct 13, 2015

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    I Do Nothing Right

    I'm always Unsure of myself I'm always second guessing I can never make a choice All of this is consuming me, eating me alive, and its like theres nothing I can do about it. Especially I'm not even okay with myself, I question myself on everything, on every thought on every...
    Candy1211 Candy1211 16-17, F Sep 13, 2012

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    After a 19 year relationship

    that has left me emotionally exhausted and verbally abused. I don't care what it takes. I am leaving. Yes I'm terrified but I don't think I have any more options. I have a new emotion every five minutes and they're all saying "Dee get out of there! Dee save yourself! Dee stop...
    deejustdee6969 deejustdee6969 46-50, F 9 Responses Sep 2, 2015

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    Unsurity

    First off, you have to understand, I'm the oldest of 4 children. About 6 months ago, one of my sisters was arrested becasue of "The Stunt" as my parents are calling it. "The Stunt" was, in a nut shell, embezzlement. Her excuse was that she was tired of not...
    EternalLady EternalLady 22-25, F 1 Response Feb 10, 2007

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    I just took my measurements.

    ..to say I have some work to do is an understatement. Tomorrow morning I will step on the scale and confirm what I pretty much already know...I am, in fact, a train wreck. How I've avoided being a Walmart "what not to wear" is beyond me except maybe it's because I don't frequent...
    pinkstarburst pinkstarburst 46-50, F 4 Responses Dec 14, 2015

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    Lost At The Corner Of Dazed And Confused...

    Sometimes I wonder if we are meant to really find out who we are, do we change as people or do we change to make people? As I am sitting here typing this, I thinking about how there is only one thing in my life I am sure about.... being a chef this is my way of making people...
    CRP2 CRP2 18-21, M Nov 4, 2011

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    I've Been Pretty Low Before, But...

    Lately it seems to me that I can't really do anything right.I am not good at anything especially, and my people skills are lacking. I am not pretty or funny or clever. I have tried many things in my life and my shortcomings always ruin them for me.
    SpiritOfTheRabbit SpiritOfTheRabbit 31-35, F 2 Responses Nov 3, 2011

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    Be Your Self

    im a young strong & energetic unbelievable royal star in Gymnastics & bboy (breakdance).during my experience internationaly i got to realize that some people are cheaters & users of other human beings :(.........
    Tyro69 Tyro69 22-25, M 1 Response Oct 23, 2013

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    My name is Anthony and I'm 23yrs old. I have only been in 2 official relationships. One in elementary school and one in high school
    Anthony2400 Anthony2400 22-25, M 1 Response 3 hrs ago

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    One day, maybe two years ago, I had attempted scuicide, I felt as if I was alone and at the time I didn't have any friends, they had all began to dislike me due to another "friend...
    Gage13Flores Gage13Flores 18-21, M 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    me either sigh. I feel like there is something wrong with me
    Niceguy890 Niceguy890 26-30, M 2 days ago

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    Never, I just wonder what it feels like to be kissed by a woman.
    abdnafees abdnafees 18-21, M 1 Response 2 days ago

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    Don't really know what I'm doing!
    MilaDaniels MilaDaniels 18-21, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    This is just to clarify in response to a very nice query I received by PM. I signed myself off my "New Member" profile as Trish. Trish is what my friends call me and it is a common...
    maturegurl maturegurl 46-50, F 4 days ago

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    I have a feeling. I've never been in love so how will I ever know when I am in love? I've heard there's a spark but I don't believe that. I guess I will have to wait and find out.
    beamystery beamystery 13-15, F 1 Response a week ago

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    *cries* lol I've only had one boyfriend and it lasted a week soooo lol
    gigglekitty gigglekitty 13-15, F 9 Responses Jan 31

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    I've actually only been over 100 pounds for a whole month of my life lol and I'm 5'5 so it's not like it's cuz I'm short lol
    polylove0210 polylove0210 18-21, F 3 Responses Jan 31

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    It's been 4 weeks since his lips met mine...a kiss that lasts an hour or more. The softness of his lips against mine, the story we tell one another. How much we need this moment...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Jan 28

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    But I reckon it would be a rare grin! Where are you all little green dudes?...
    RagnarLothbrok RagnarLothbrok 31-35 Jan 28

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    Never met any of my blood relatives, which i find profoundly liberating. I can be whoever the **** I want to be with no pre-conceptive restraints to hold me down
    RagnarLothbrok RagnarLothbrok 31-35 1 Response Jan 28

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    NEED HELP!! Me & my boyfriend were hanging out with some friends last night. This one guy in our group of friends, John. My bf always accuses me of having a thing for him or...
    Bluee44 Bluee44 16-17, F 10 Responses Jan 27

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    My starting weight was 240lbs. I was very obese and unhealthy. One of my ex boyfriends was a chubby chaser and a feeder and he loves the way it was before I lost the weight. When I...
    ChubbyChick411 ChubbyChick411 22-25, F Jan 27

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    and yet since the years have past,and now im here on EP i started to think ..did i go wrong somewhere ? i mean im on my 3rd relationship .my first i wanted to settle with but she...
    crysis12 crysis12 51-55, M 2 Responses Jan 26

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    It's still my biggest question. Who are my parents, how do they look. Do i have anything in common. Do i look like one of them. I'm struggling with these questions for 5 years now...
    ihatejasonn ihatejasonn 18-21, M 1 Response Jan 25

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    I wonder when I'll get to experience that happy feeling of being in love with someone who is also in love with me. So far I've only experienced the excruciating pain of the person...
    awaywego4 awaywego4 26-30, F 1 Response Jan 25

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    The guy I want to talk to doesn't want to talk to me. The guy I don't want to talk to wants to talk to me. This is why I've never had a relationship. This always happens to me. I...
    awaywego4 awaywego4 26-30, F 1 Response Jan 25

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    Dont call me from jail, wanting me to call someone else, wasting my time (im expensive) and expecting for someone to put money on ur phone time. You wasted more money being in jail...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Jan 24

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    I have never left the United States! The farthest I've been from the Southeast is Colorado, on a road trip. My family has never had the expenses to go on one of those vacations to...
    Boulier Boulier 18-21, F 5 Responses Jan 24

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    Hello all. I've never been in arelationship. But recently a guy appeared. But online. He came just as a penpall friend. He even told me he liked some girl (this girl also online...
    Memonster Memonster 26-30 1 Response Jan 24

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    Wonder how relationships work out for some people? Hahaha I'm jelly
    ShaneelNeedsFriends ShaneelNeedsFriends 16-17, M 3 Responses Jan 23

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    Last August, I was diagnosed as being diabetic, something that I knew might happen because my mom is diabetic. And while my numbers were high enough for me to qualify as being...
    BLACKTIGER75 BLACKTIGER75 36-40, M 2 Responses Jan 23

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    I use to feel so abnormal because of this! I grew up in a very strict traditional Hindu home. My father would tell me if I had sex I would die lol.. I've had plenty of boyfriends...
    MeTooMeenu MeTooMeenu 31-35, F 4 Responses Jan 23

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    like I havent had one single boyfriend in my entire life and I'm still single till this day I think guys don't take me serious they always think of me as a joke I always seem to...
    shey123 shey123 22-25, F 3 Responses Jan 23

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