I Have Never Been So Unsure of Myself

First off, you have to understand, I'm the oldest of 4 children.

About 6 months ago, one of my sisters was arrested becasue of "The Stunt" as my parents are calling it. "The Stunt" was, in a nut shell...

I have a long history of friends betraying/being two faced to me. However recently I have made many friends who I can trust. Or who I THOUGHT I could trust. After happiness for two years, two of my friends have turned on me again, and...

Sometimes I wonder if we are meant to really find out who we are, do we change as people or do we change to make people? As I am sitting here typing this, I thinking about how there is only one thing in my life I am sure about.... being...

I'm not really sure what I want to do with my life. I don't know where I want to go from here.

an incident happened a couple of days ago that made me question my relationship and everything we were suppose to do together. We are trying to work things out however I dont want to see him, he doesnt want to see me and we have an...

I'm always Unsure of myself I'm always second guessing I can never make a choice
All of this is consuming me, eating me alive, and its like theres nothing I can do about it. Especially I'm not even okay with myself, I question myself...

Lately it seems to me that I can't really do anything right.I am not good at anything especially, and my people skills are lacking. I am not pretty or funny or clever. I have tried many things in my life and my shortcomings always ruin...

Never in my life have I felt so confused and unsure of myself, I'm used to knowing being able to give me the answers to settle my mind in these situations
but now I can't even help myself. One person just randomly wants to pop back up...

I have just turned 18 and am about to start university to do a subject that I love but am only doing to please my family. I can't talk to anyone about the things going through my head and can't work out why, for a girl that cries about...

I've never thought of saying this, but I'm thinking of getting a breast reduction. Probably take it down to a C, if I'm lucky..I never saw myself getting a reduction, I mean, most girls would kill to have size D's, but I'm just feeling...

None of my goals ever go as planned, & I'm always setting myself up for disappointment when things don't go as I expected. I never thought I'd have a college degree & NO job! I never knew my depression, anxiety, & OCD would get worse...