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I Have Never Been So Unsure of Myself

For those who have found themselves between a rock and a hard place 174 People

    I Do Nothing Right

    I'm always Unsure of myself I'm always second guessing I can never make a choice All of this is consuming me, eating me alive, and its like theres nothing I can do about it. Especially I'm not even okay with myself, I question myself on everything, on every thought on every...
    Candy1211 Candy1211 16-17, F Sep 13, 2012

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    Teenagehood

    I have just turned 18 and am about to start university to do a subject that I love but am only doing to please my family. I can't talk to anyone about the things going through my head and can't work out why, for a girl that cries about once a year, I suddenly find myself falling...
    holly4eva00 holly4eva00 18-21 1 Response Sep 22, 2011

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    Be Your Self

    im a young strong & energetic unbelievable royal star in Gymnastics & bboy (breakdance).during my experience internationaly i got to realize that some people are cheaters & users of other human beings :(.........
    Tyro69 Tyro69 18-21, M 1 Response Oct 23, 2013

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    Life feels very foreign to me these days.

    I go through the motions, count my blessings, do the best I can (I think)...but it's like I'm on a path I have never walked before and the batteries in my flashlight are on the blitz. I don't know if I am where I'm supposed to be or if I've taken a wrong turn...everything makes...
    pinkstarburst pinkstarburst 41-45, F 12 Responses a week ago

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    I've Been Pretty Low Before, But...

    Lately it seems to me that I can't really do anything right.I am not good at anything especially, and my people skills are lacking. I am not pretty or funny or clever. I have tried many things in my life and my shortcomings always ruin them for me.
    SpiritOfTheRabbit SpiritOfTheRabbit 31-35, F 2 Responses Nov 3, 2011

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    I try to avoid making decisions

    because I do not want to be held liable if I mess up. I have no clue if I chose the right major in college, or what I will even do with it. When I was younger I was so much more confident, now I just look forward to going to bed. I have never been so confused about what I am...
    mike1989r mike1989r 22-25, M Nov 30, 2014

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    So Whats Left To Be Sure Of?

    Never in my life have I felt so confused and unsure of myself, I'm used to knowing being able to give me the answers to settle my mind in these situations but now I can't even help myself. One person just randomly wants to pop back up but hide behind someone else, and of course...
    hiddenbeautii hiddenbeautii 18-21, F 2 Responses Oct 12, 2010

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    After a 19 year relationship

    that has left me emotionally exhausted and verbally abused. I don't care what it takes. I am leaving. Yes I'm terrified but I don't think I have any more options. I have a new emotion every five minutes and they're all saying "Dee get out of there! Dee save yourself! Dee stop...
    deejustdee6969 deejustdee6969 46-50, F 10 Responses 2 days ago

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    I Have Never Been So Unsure About Myself :/

    I have a long history of friends betraying/being two faced to me. However recently I have made many friends who I can trust. Or who I THOUGHT I could trust. After happiness for two years, two of my friends have turned on me again, and it's starting to make me unsure of my own...
    VGValerie VGValerie 18-21, F 3 Responses Oct 11, 2011

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    Lost At The Corner Of Dazed And Confused...

    Sometimes I wonder if we are meant to really find out who we are, do we change as people or do we change to make people? As I am sitting here typing this, I thinking about how there is only one thing in my life I am sure about.... being a chef this is my way of making people...
    CRP2 CRP2 18-21, M Nov 4, 2011

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    Looked So Forward To It All And Now, Now Im Not Sure About It.

    an incident happened a couple of days ago that made me question my relationship and everything we were suppose to do together. We are trying to work things out however I dont want to see him, he doesnt want to see me and we have an anime convention coming up on the 31st and i...
    YoucancallmeJuliet YoucancallmeJuliet 26-30, F Mar 18, 2012

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    I Feel Like It's Useless to Make Plans Anymore In My Life

    None of my goals ever go as planned, & I'm always setting myself up for disappointment when things don't go as I expected. I never thought I'd have a college degree & NO job! I never knew my depression, anxiety, & OCD would get worse. Bad enough to the point where I REALLY can't...
    otad12 otad12 31-35, F 1 Response Sep 11, 2008

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    Im So Unsure of Myself.

    I'm not really sure what I want to do with my life. I don't know where I want to go from here.
    ascs ascs 22-25, F 2 Responses Jun 16, 2009

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    Unsurity

    First off, you have to understand, I'm the oldest of 4 children. About 6 months ago, one of my sisters was arrested becasue of "The Stunt" as my parents are calling it. "The Stunt" was, in a nut shell, embezzlement. Her excuse was that she was tired of not...
    EternalLady EternalLady 22-25, F 1 Response Feb 10, 2007

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    If I went on a date with a boy and we went and got food I'd want to pay for my share. But I like the idea of him buying me the food because that's romantic. I'm confused! Which...
    GeorgiaAllender13 GeorgiaAllender13 13-15, F 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    I'm gonna be 17 in October and I'm hoping I get my first kiss this year
    thisinvisiblegirl thisinvisiblegirl 16-17, F 7 Responses 2 days ago

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    from his smile to his hair everything about him makes my day shine even more than the stars and sun combined
    misscutiepie123 misscutiepie123 13-15, F 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    So today I was waiting for the city bus at the bus station bc I'm poor. I've been there for about an hour. It's like 100° outside. I'm hot as ****. My hair is all frizzy but at...
    Smelyalata97 Smelyalata97 18-21, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    But I live near Roswell so you never know👤
    chlopo chlopo 18-21, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    ... at least not since I was 9! My grandmother thought it would be funny if I were to be the "bartender" at a family gathering one night. I knew enough to fill TUMBLERS with so...
    sttos sttos 56-60, M 1 Response 3 days ago

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    nah...I jus let em in so they don't bust the door in
    StreetgirlnamedDesire504 StreetgirlnamedDesire504 36-40 3 days ago

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    I didn't meet their specifications, and that's too bad:)
    Flower293 Flower293 26-30, F 4 days ago

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    Never known it may very well never will. But I love myself if I don't no one else will.
    ElSabre101 ElSabre101 26-30, M 1 Response 4 days ago

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    I'm beginning to believe "Love" has been hyped up, maybe it's the same feeling as having a crush-but the other person has a crush on you as well: and that's "love". If so, I miss...
    PicklesAndPie PicklesAndPie 26-30 6 days ago

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    I'd really like to start dating soon. :) I think it'll be nice to spend hours just getting to know someone.
    LittleMidnight LittleMidnight 18-21 1 Response 6 days ago

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    Not only i have never been drunk but also i have never drunk alcohol ever.
    umayyad umayyad 31-35, M 6 Responses a week ago

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    That's mainly because they don't exist
    Profweird Profweird 22-25, M 3 Responses a week ago

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    I feel like I don't care anymore. This hit me one morning when I was overthinking things in my life. It has been a very busy week with all the things need to be done at work...
    themoonstone themoonstone 22-25, F 4 Responses a week ago

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    I'm 21, almost 22 and have never had a boyfriend/girlfriend. And I've only ever been kissed once just after high school. Recently I've started making friends for a change and one...
    InYourArms InYourArms 18-21, F 2 Responses a week ago

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    I was in one. but it was so awkward and we got no where so I don't count it. we liked each other it just didn't go well. don't know how I'd do in a real one.
    SeanDR SeanDR 16-17, M Aug 27

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    and probably will never have one, I'm forever alone, even though I'm only 16 I don't think I will ever get a girlfriend, I'm good person I think but I don't think I'm good enough...
    dominick6 dominick6 13-15, M 3 Responses Aug 27

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    My dad let me try some whiskey and it was so disgusting! How do people drink that rank drink? I don't think I'll ever be drunk if thats what you have to drink. I don't get how...
    GeorgiaAllender13 GeorgiaAllender13 13-15, F 1 Response Aug 27

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    I've never been in a relationship, but been on dates. Until I was 25 years old I wasn't interested in having one, but started to feel lonely. I've signed up to dating sites, but...
    kuroijukai kuroijukai 26-30, F 7 Responses Aug 27

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    I always get told, " You're gorgeous and charming! Why aren't u with a guy?" I'm thinking ...dude I'm wondering the same thing
    WolfBlood9 WolfBlood9 18-21, F 2 Responses Aug 27

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    I know its not me. Its certainly not been my choice to have been alone all this time. There are many variables at play and most are out of my control. I believe that the variables...
    Mossonarock Mossonarock 41-45, M 1 Response Aug 27

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    Is it because I'm ugly? Or is it because I don't know how to deal with people? Who knows? But really I do wanna experience a relationship. I really wanna be loved.
    Kittymeow7 Kittymeow7 18-21, F 10 Responses Aug 27

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    Having one of those nights...feeling sorry for myself. Haha I really wish I knew what I'm doing wrong or why I'm unattractive to guys. My parents always told me my weight is the...
    Beyoutiful056 Beyoutiful056 22-25, F 82 Responses Aug 27

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    This is for a college essay lol, it's probably not a good one to send in, but I liked it. Please give me your opinion My Mother gave birth with one person in her hospital room...
    Lilique Lilique 16-17, F Aug 26

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    I'm turning 22 soon and I've never been kissed. It stressed me out for a while but now I'm just like whatever's meant to happen will happen. I mean 99% of the time I'm too shy and...
    AllOverMe AllOverMe 18-21, F 2 Responses Aug 25

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    I'm 41 years old and I've never been kissed by someone special. I miss being kissed. I hope I get my first kiss real soon.
    spaghetti12 spaghetti12 41-45, F 1 Response Aug 25

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    I guess I'm saving my first kiss for the right person...
    Fernblaze101 Fernblaze101 13-15 1 Response Aug 24

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    can't someone just kiss me already?? please?? I'm almost legal and I've never been in a relationship, not to talk of being kissed
    rickfreeman15 rickfreeman15 16-17 1 Response Aug 24

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