decision when I was 16 to go to med school.
Never mind my interests in sciences and philosophy and my ambition to use transdisciplinary thought and systems thinking to solve world problems. They will never amount to med school :(
The more I think about it, the more I've come to realize that at my age, I should have more to show for myself in the way of what I might be good at or what I might be interested in. You would think that by 32, most people would be good at SOMETHING, or be content with whatever...
Yes, I have no talent nothing special to be proud of.
I said I was going to do great things when I was in high school.
None of them have been accomplished. I did not find a cure for cancer, or a solution for world hunger or how to protect abused children and pets.