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I Have No Control Over My Life

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    This Keeps Happening A Lot And Again July Saturday 23, 2011 - When most Days are Clear and Sunny and I Like Being Up in the Midnight Morning Hours and Morning Hours. I am fighting...
    ChakraSolipsismMGP ChakraSolipsismMGP 56-60, M 3 Responses Jul 24, 2011

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    I'm a Leaf On the Wind... Watch Me Crash and Burn - Whatever happened to careful planning for the future. All my plans have fallen through and I feel totally dissatisfied with...
    aldricravensfog aldricravensfog 22-25, M 1 Response Aug 17, 2007

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    Totally Sucks. I Want Sex But I Don't Want To Compromise With An Insensitive Man. - I want to do lots and lots of sexual things but the only guys available that are into what I'm...
    journeytowhere journeytowhere 22-25, F 7 Responses Jun 29, 2010

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    I Thought I Was Trying To Get Control. The Outcome Is Not Happening - I thought I was trying to get 'Control' of my Life. The 'Outcome' is not Happening the way I wanted it to be...
    ChakraSolipsismMGP ChakraSolipsismMGP 56-60, M Apr 13, 2010

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    Well I have really controlling parents. The upside is due to the fact they obsess over my grades my average is 100.039. The downside is well I really have no control. I do my...
    JenMarie97 JenMarie97 16-17, F Dec 30, 2013

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    Glass Ceiling To The Max - I am dissatisfied with my life.  I want so much MORE out of life but can't get it, or don't know how to get it. If I had control over my life,  ...
    journeytowhere journeytowhere 22-25, F 3 Responses Jun 24, 2010

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    My Parents Are Controlling My Futur - i'm 20 years old turning 21 next march when i was choosing universty i have a big presure from my parents to study somthing i don't want and i...
    Caspy Caspy 18-21, M 2 Responses Sep 7, 2013

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    Help - I can't stand this longer! I have no willpower to live a "normal" life.....that's terrible. I want to reach things and have the will to make something....but I...
    Apobird Apobird 22-25, F 7 Responses May 14, 2007

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    I Got Thinking About How Much Control We Have 33% - I got Thinking about how much Control {We} Have.  And I am losing it to what else has Control Over our Life's. Our Biological...
    ChakraSolipsismMGP ChakraSolipsismMGP 56-60, M 2 Responses Feb 18, 2012

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    Stuck In Limbo... - I'm an 18 year old girl. I live with my mother and it's hell. I love my mom and she loves me but she over powers me and i have no say in anything. She's not...
    metalpisces metalpisces 18-21, F 5 Responses Nov 2, 2011

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    A Girl Is Taking Over My Life - there's a girl in my class, i can't say her name but i can give you a hint: s _ _ h i a marie fauck. when she first came to my school, i was nice to...
    2 Responses Feb 5, 2013

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    I Have No Contol And Feel So Unhappy - I feel so unable to cope with the surroundings and i have no idea what to do, on surface im a positive person and try hard to fit and be...
    kittym93 kittym93 16-17, F 1 Response May 29, 2011

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    Ugh - Honestly, in the great scheme of things, I can't complain. I have a  job, health insurance, a wonderful husband, a roof over my head, food to eat, clothes to wear. I'm...
    sosososotired sosososotired 31-35 1 Response Apr 7, 2012

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    I Might As Well Be Mute- The woman who raised me planned out EVERYTHING in my and my sister's lives! She chose our schools refusing to send us to local public schools. She chose...
    UnwantedMutt UnwantedMutt 22-25, M Mar 4

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    My Life Sucks, I'M So Unlucky - my little sister just broke my mom's mirror, but then my sister blamed it on me, and what's worst is that my mom believed her and i got grounded for...
    sarateham sarateham 13-15 Feb 3, 2013

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    I Have No Control In My Life - Forward i do i think of my old relationships(not that i had many...) i wonder what those people are doing now... i think what if i would have done...
    defoekeane defoekeane 36-40, M Sep 27, 2013

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    I Crave It - I control my emotions. More often than not I don't react when insults are being slung in my direction. I control my weight. It's easy to make myself fat or better yet...
    JustLazyLittleMe JustLazyLittleMe 16-17, F Oct 26, 2013

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    Bound - I have no control over my future it's set out in front of me. I'll work seven days a week, eleven hours a day for the rest of my life. I can't have a life, i can't be me. I...
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Jul 25, 2012

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    Stuck Again - Stuck again,Why, oh why?Does life do this to me?I wanna move on,Can't,Depressed again,Just as I Thought,I was coming right,I'm down again,Can someone help?
    lazycrazybasket lazycrazybasket 46-50, M Dec 25, 2011

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    No Control - They say there is an art to life. And I wonder if I have got it all wrong. I wonder if I have ever been happy. I thought I had. I thought I was living good. But it all...
    purexperience purexperience 26-30, M Nov 23, 2013

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    Can I Have My Own Sleep & Up Time? Not Like The Conventional Normal - Again I am here on EP for being so unique, different, Not Normal and Un-Conventional from the Major...
    ChakraSolipsismMGP ChakraSolipsismMGP 56-60, M 1 Response May 12, 2011

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    I understand parents are supposed to be controlling in a way, but dominating your life and choosing every single thing for you? Doesn't that seem overboard?! I've done everything...
    shivxni shivxni 13-15, F Mar 16

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    i cant beat myself up over bs
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    I have a bad relationship with my parents, and still live at home. I'd move out as soon as I could. They say they don't trust me, and can't talk to me. And they can't, as I won't...
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    I was in 6th grade at the time and me and this other girl were in lunch detention. As we sat there I saw she was covering her wrist with tape so I asked her not know what it...
    XFallinAngelX XFallinAngelX 13-15, F 1 Response Mar 24

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    I don't mean in other lives though. I feel like my past is different lifetimes. I was a trumpet player once. Its who I was. I was a karate-ka. I was an honor student. I was a...
    chimbie88 chimbie88 31-35, M Mar 16

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    Recently I talked to a suicidal girl who needed help. She told me all that was wrong with her life and I told her all that was wrong with mine. She had plans, she knew what she...
    girl3255 girl3255 16-17, F 2 Responses Mar 24

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    I had a friend once. Her name was Denise. She was so beautiful. She got kicked out of our school last year because of an issue. She transfered to a good school, and she was happy...
    defi4nce defi4nce 16-17, F 1 Response Apr 2

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    Life is a little terrible and a whole lot wonderful. If there wasn't some terrible in our lives sometimes, we wouldn't truly understand the concept of wonderful. If life felt...
    fungirlmmm fungirlmmm 41-45, F 3 Responses 2 days ago

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    I'm Angel Myers I'm mike Myers baby sis but my big bro mike died when I was a teenage girl so I ran away from home and first met Johnny blaze than the devil who lied to me and...
    Angelmyers11 Angelmyers11 18-21, M Mar 25

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    I should say some. Well no even though I don't always get along with my mom yea I still am very thankful to have her in my life. Because I don't know where I'd be without her. But...
    Stormymusic599 Stormymusic599 13-15, F 1 Response Mar 26

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    For some reason recently I started feeling like I haven't really done many exciting things in life. But since I started writing about my experiences here on EP and some comments I...
    G1One G1One 31-35, M Mar 27

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    Fantasy... Average looking man, a little younger than me. He greets me with a big smile and asks me how my shift is going, "Fairly busy, but it's Thursday!" I beam with a grin...
    OperationHotness OperationHotness 36-40, F Apr 3

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    I'm now 31. At age 8 my dad left our family and will never speak to me again. At 14 I started smoking weed and moved out of home to live with a guy that physically and emotionally...
    scookies scookies 31-35, F 4 Responses Apr 5

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    I feel so bad as I am a Doctor and not able to practice medicine because I moved to US and now I have to search for another job that I don't have any expertise on. Beside losing...
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    Every year my church does a 30 hour famine. I have done 5 30HFs in my life and I look forward to more. I save lives from hunger and that's a big deal. Every 7 ppl die from hunger...
    XFallinAngelX XFallinAngelX 13-15, F 1 Response Mar 24

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    I've read somewhere that in order to get Info about your past life you are supposed to relax, almost putting yourself in a hypnotic like stage and imagine going down a hallway and...
    kxCobra kxCobra 18-21, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    But I have ruined countless others.
    weskeralbert weskeralbert 22-25, M Mar 25

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    My current struggle is between my boyfriend and my ex boyfriend. And the worst part is that it's not even any of the normal drama. My ex is probably one of my closest friends...
    mcc1109 mcc1109 18-21, F Apr 1

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    By a linear timeline, it has been four years and eight months since I was first beamed aboard a Gaefawterhnsian sphere. Since then I have met thousands of alien races, participated...
    MelancolyMo MelancolyMo 18-21, M 3 days ago

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    Jaded, unloved, insane, memories, envy, jealousy and lust unmet. Friends who are fiends, family who are famine-ly. Someone get me off this planet.
    panafen panafen 26-30, M Mar 30

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    I saved a little boy from drowing inbthe deep end of a public pool when i was. 10
    drifterx212 drifterx212 18-21, M 3 Responses Mar 16

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    I am lost people hate me I see ghosts , hear voices and people try to harm me and hurt me physically and with words.
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    Well i don't know about that. But i saved two little boys who were tangled in a large wild shrub (like 2X3m) of thorns. They were stuck for 2 hoers and i heard them. I went there...
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    We may love the wrong person,Cry for the wrong person but one things for sure,mistakes help us find the right person.
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    My friends is a hemophiliac (they'll die if they get a tiny cut) and last day of school is...FEILD DAY!!! Wahoo and so last hour or so and were in da gym and he's my ex boyfriend...
    Wisdombird Wisdombird 13-15, F Mar 29

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    Sitting here reading these stories brings me to tears. I am 33 years old and truly feel like my body hates me. I am always in pain and in tears anymore. I didn't quite know what...
    queenknight queenknight 31-35, F 1 Response a week ago

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