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I Have No Control Over My Life

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    Stuck Again

    Stuck again,Why, oh why?Does life do this to me?I wanna move on,Can't,Depressed again,Just as I Thought,I was coming right,I'm down again,Can someone help?
    lazycrazybasket lazycrazybasket 46-50, M Dec 25, 2011

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    This Keeps Happening A Lot And Again July Saturday 23, 2011

    When most Days are Clear and Sunny and I Like Being Up in the Midnight Morning Hours and Morning Hours. I am fighting my situations for what I want control over. If I allowed myself to go what my body wants. It would be according to what is conventional, majority and popular as...
    ChakraSolipsismMGP ChakraSolipsismMGP 56-60, M 3 Responses Jul 24, 2011

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    I Might As Well Be Mute- The woman

    who raised me planned out EVERYTHING in my and my sister's lives! She chose our schools refusing to send us to local public schools. She chose our clothes. She chose our haircuts. I know that's all stuff good parents do but she took it a step further. She never let us play...
    UnwantedMutt UnwantedMutt 22-25, M 1 Response Mar 4

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    I Crave It

    I control my emotions. More often than not I don't react when insults are being slung in my direction. I control my weight. It's easy to make myself fat or better yet make myself skinny. I control my effort. Sometimes it's all there, and sometimes it simply isn't. But everything...
    JustLazyLittleMe JustLazyLittleMe 16-17, F Oct 26, 2013

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    I Thought I Was Trying To Get Control. The Outcome Is Not Happening

    I thought I was trying to get 'Control' of my Life. The 'Outcome' is not Happening the way I wanted it to be. I don't see this as that we really do have 'Control' of our Lives. How in the Hell did I start getting a Lower Back Ache this Week End? It's been bugging me for...
    ChakraSolipsismMGP ChakraSolipsismMGP 56-60, M Apr 13, 2010

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    I Have No Control In My Life

    Forward i do i think of my old relationships(not that i had many...) i wonder what those people are doing now... i think what if i would have done this, why did we break up, i still miss her.... im just so lonely... so depressed...but i cant go back... im 43 im getting old , i...
    defoekeane defoekeane 36-40, M Sep 27, 2013

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    Glass Ceiling To The Max

    I am dissatisfied with my life.  I want so much MORE out of life but can't get it, or don't know how to get it. If I had control over my life,  I'd have SO much more.   I feel like everything I get in my life is always my plan G choice.  Not even plan B...
    journeytowhere journeytowhere 22-25, F 3 Responses Jun 24, 2010

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    My Life Sucks, I'M So Unlucky

    my little sister just broke my mom's mirror, but then my sister blamed it on me, and what's worst is that my mom believed her and i got grounded for a month. Then my sister scratched me on the face and i called my mom to say she scratched me on the face. When my mom saw my face...
    sarateham sarateham 13-15 Feb 3, 2013

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    I'm a Leaf On the Wind... Watch Me Crash and Burn

    Whatever happened to careful planning for the future. All my plans have fallen through and I feel totally dissatisfied with where I am.  I feel as though I'm being blown around like a leaf on the wind, unable to control even the smallest element of my life. so I guess...
    aldricravensfog aldricravensfog 22-25, M 1 Response Aug 17, 2007

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    Can I Have My Own Sleep & Up Time? Not Like The Conventional Normal

    Again I am here on EP for being so unique, different, Not Normal and Un-Conventional from the Major Cultural Popular Mainstream Conventional Normal World this World seems to want to be. Having Control over my Life is being able to do what I want, without unusual oppositions to...
    ChakraSolipsismMGP ChakraSolipsismMGP 56-60, M 1 Response May 12, 2011

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    Bound

    I have no control over my future it's set out in front of me. I'll work seven days a week, eleven hours a day for the rest of my life. I can't have a life, i can't be me. I can only be the copy of my mother; nothing more nothing less. I'll have my own store and i'll be bound to...
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Jul 25, 2012

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    Totally Sucks. I Want Sex But I Don't Want To Compromise With An Insensitive Man.

    I want to do lots and lots of sexual things but the only guys available that are into what I'm into and that are decent looking, are too insensitive, and I know they would become disrespectful after getting what they want or more disrespectful after getting what they want.  ...
    journeytowhere journeytowhere 22-25, F 7 Responses Jun 29, 2010

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    Control Over My Life

    sometimes i feel the control over my life has gone and there is nothing i can do about it. i have problems with my dad and all that ive tried doesnt seem to work and the hurt keeps coming. i feel as though i cannot control anything
    magnogaloflatlet magnogaloflatlet 13-15, F May 31, 2009

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    I Got Thinking About How Much Control We Have 33%

    I got Thinking about how much Control {We} Have.  And I am losing it to what else has Control Over our Life's. Our Biological Body and our Nature of the Universe and World around {Us} has 34% Control of our Life's. This 34% Of Nature Control's our Life's, because it has the...
    ChakraSolipsismMGP ChakraSolipsismMGP 56-60, M 3 Responses Feb 18, 2012

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    Ugh

    Honestly, in the great scheme of things, I can't complain. I have a  job, health insurance, a wonderful husband, a roof over my head, food to eat, clothes to wear. I'm healthy for the most part...I think. How many others would give anything for at least one of those things? I've...
    sosososotired sosososotired 31-35 1 Response Apr 7, 2012

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    My Parents Are Controlling My Futur

    i'm 20 years old turning 21 next march when i was choosing universty i have a big presure from my parents to study somthing i don't want and i hate so much....when i had the chance to study somthing i love ....but they concidred as nothing they didn't mind my opinion so here im...
    Caspy Caspy 18-21, M 2 Responses Sep 7, 2013

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    Well I have really controlling parents.

    The upside is due to the fact they obsess over my grades my average is 100.039. The downside is well I really have no control. I do my chores, my homework and well I sit inside the house never speaking unless spoken too. I am not really allowed to hang out with my friends...
    JenMarie97 JenMarie97 16-17, F Dec 30, 2013

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    No Control

    They say there is an art to life. And I wonder if I have got it all wrong. I wonder if I have ever been happy. I thought I had. I thought I was living good. But it all came crashing down. You think you got control and fortuna shows her hand. Life just rolls along, a flood tide...
    purexperience purexperience 26-30, M Nov 23, 2013

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    Help

    I can't stand this longer! I have no willpower to live a "normal" life.....that's terrible. I want to reach things and have the will to make something....but I haven't......It's so difficult to live the life that you want to live......So difficult....
    Apobird Apobird 22-25, F 7 Responses May 14, 2007

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    Fate

    It is an absolute fact, I have no control over my life. I'm not down or depressed or unhappy, I just admit the fact. Years ago I came to the conclusion that the will or one's own means to intervene and steer events is only part of the game of life. The other half is beyond our...
    moreandless moreandless 56-60, M Jun 30, 2010

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    I Have No Contol And Feel So Unhappy

    I feel so unable to cope with the surroundings and i have no idea what to do, on surface im a positive person and try hard to fit and be liked but inside i am trapped i live with my adopted parents and they do not care that i have had a difficult upbringing they hardly ever let...
    kittym93 kittym93 16-17, F 1 Response May 29, 2011

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    I'm Not The Person In The Picture But No Less Caged

    No not by substences, drugs, alcohol, gambling internet obsession: i don't own a crackberry or an MP3 player i don't  think myspace and facebook are all the rage and aside from it's business applications i think twitter is stupid. Neither do i spend my days, nights and every...
    tulick tulick 31-35, F 6 Responses Mar 1, 2011

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    Stuck In Limbo...

    I'm an 18 year old girl. I live with my mother and it's hell. I love my mom and she loves me but she over powers me and i have no say in anything. She's not taught me how to drive. I have no job and she's barely doing anything to help. I don't have any type of identification. I...
    metalpisces metalpisces 18-21, F 5 Responses Nov 2, 2011

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    I am so tired of wasting my tears over things I know I have no control over. Ever since I was little, I'd cry at the tiniest things like accidentally hitting someone, which now...
    EmEn1125 EmEn1125 13-15, F 1 Response Dec 13

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    Can anyone share a similar experience- my sister just died after a long battle with cancer. I have taken over as her 16 y/o daughters guardian. We're having lots of trouble...
    Jeanne44 Jeanne44 41-45, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    I am very thankful for all the people that I have in my life.... The ones that love and accept me for who I am, and there isn't many...
    xoxojess97 xoxojess97 16-17, T Nov 29

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    I've always had very controlling parents and I've never been very close to them. My mother has always been a teacher at my school to make matters worse so I've never had an privacy...
    lostlouise97 lostlouise97 16-17, F 2 days ago

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    It's funny to think of it that way considering the fact that my mind is in control of my own mind.....but it's not working the way I wish it did........I just can't break this...
    lonewolf2323 lonewolf2323 18-21, M Nov 25

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    My childhood was a depressive phase. Not so much when we were where we live but when we went to our relatives' place during vacations. My mom's sisters are very conservative and...
    unsettledkp unsettledkp 18-21 3 days ago

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    and most people think I should be grateful and shut up, but I can't help but feel lonely and sometimes trapped and controlled . I'm the go to person, facilitator etc for everyone...
    oliviamccarthy oliviamccarthy 56-60, F Nov 24

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    so yeah what the title says im almost 20 in 2-3 months and my parents still run my life . can anyone else relate ?
    miz0217 miz0217 18-21, M 1 Response Nov 29

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    Suffered from IBS for as long as I can remember. Have memories of having a stomach ache after every lunch in the first and second grade. Growing up it was mostly IBS attacks...
    K14A07M K14A07M 22-25, F Dec 2

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    I will never be that girl again. No. I used to be happy, and cheery, and so cool. Now I'm a shy timid fat weirdo girl. Shame. Why me?? My life has been messed up since I was in...
    TheLoner1234 TheLoner1234 13-15, F 1 Response Nov 27

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    I used to worry so much about how everyone else thought of me. I used to give so much of my happiness and self worth to others to validate. I learned, very recently, that it all...
    Rae1983 Rae1983 31-35, F 1 Response Dec 13

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    Finally... finally... I'm totally get over her. I'm glad I did and that's the worst ever experience having a relationship with stranger...I've learned from mistake. appreciate who...
    red4x red4x 26-30, M 1 Response 1 day ago

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    One, I didn't look for... but alone came along. The first one is sustained by monotony...while the other one, is full of love and passion. This one here (the second one) I live it...
    LisLoves30Kilo6 LisLoves30Kilo6 26-30, F 1 Response Nov 24

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    STUCK IN TRAFFIC IS HARD WHEN YOUR BLADDER IS OVERACTIVE ONE DAY THE SIGN FOR THE REST AREA IS 50 MILES AWAY ABOUT 12 MILES DOWN THE ROAD THERE WAS A CAR ACCIDENT NOW WEARING ON...
    myrbetriq myrbetriq 31-35, M Dec 13

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    Not necessarily my life, just the past couple of years. I haven't accomplished anything much and nothing very life changing has happened yet, I guess I want to do something that...
    SairaE SairaE 16-17, F 2 Responses Dec 15

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    life at the moment has its special moments like dining out with family going to the cinema swimming and the theater . These are the times which will stay in my heart as happy...
    scoobie2412 scoobie2412 41-45, F 4 days ago

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    One day it was the summer of 2014 me and my girlfriend were surfing in Hawaii out of no where this 18ft tiger shark ripped her left arm off took a huge chuck of her board so I...
    KendricFortner KendricFortner 18-21, M Nov 25

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    Ok..this is my story.. i dont know why my life is like this.. they doesnt understand me.. My parents love me but... it is started when i am 13 yrs old.. idk what world going on...
    bhetsky bhetsky 13-15, F Dec 5

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    I was raped when I was 8 years old. It broke me in so many ways. I was battered and in so much pain. It turned me to homosexuality and I thought that it will make thing better but...
    yannie17 yannie17 18-21, M 1 Response Dec 10

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    im only 15 but I still feel like I've wasted my life. I could be living right now but for the past years I've been stuck at home worrying about everything and being depressed. I...
    EnjoyTheSilenceX EnjoyTheSilenceX 13-15, F 2 Responses Dec 15

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    I may write more about this later. I have written about it in other posts. I like this story topic because it does force one to look at one's life from a different perspective.
    tryingagainII tryingagainII 56-60, M 5 days ago

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    Last night my friends and I had a thanksgiving/ sinterklaas eve dinner, and we did the rounds of what we're thankful for. Well, I was almost in tears because everyone was saying...
    AJM95W AJM95W 18-21, F Nov 28

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    I am thankful for the people from my past - you have made me into who I am today. I am thankful for the people I have now - because you're the people who keep going and I learn...
    MeowOnMe MeowOnMe 18-21, F Nov 28

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    Well i have a nice boyfriend but hes always playing videogames with his friends so i never see him i just sleep in his room all day. I have only 29 "friends" on facebook who never...
    thatfatgirl96 thatfatgirl96 16-17 2 Responses Dec 3

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    DirtyMartini DirtyMartini 41-45, M 11 Responses Dec 9

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