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I Have No Idea What the Hell I Am Doing

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 231 People

    oneofthoseweirdos oneofthoseweirdos 16-17, F Nov 22, 2014

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    But I Am Doing It

    Giving it all I got. Seeing where I end up, what may come out of this ...doing. May I add... And enjoying every bit of it also!!
    MorningBreeze MorningBreeze 56-60, F 2 Responses Mar 10, 2013

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    The Thoughts

    I am debating as to which is easier... the ups or the downs? I mean, with the ups I jump, bounce, no sleep, lots of energy etc. but I also spend more, get into more trouble in a flirtatious kinda way (no I don't sleep around) and just go and go and go... Then there is a day like...
    mysplitpersonality mysplitpersonality 36-40, F 4 Responses Nov 20, 2008

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    I Know Exactly What I Am Do...

    I know exactly what I am doing. I am living and learning every day of my life the best way I can.
    deleted deleted 26-30 Nov 19, 2008

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    And I Like It More Than Ever

    I am learning and going with the flow of life and feeling happier each day ... I also have set backs some days due to health or disappointments or let-downsI crave a better world for myself and career etcI have given up on love life to be honest.but I have no idea what I am doing...
    czaristacrystals czaristacrystals 36-40, F Mar 21, 2012

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    I Don't Think It Is A Bad Thing Though

    Yeah, I can honestly say I have no idea what the hell I am doing in life. I have a rough idea how I want things to be and that, but it's all a bit random a lot of the time.But I am not so sure it is a bad thing not knowing.I guess I see life and the decision's one needs to make...
    TheWanderingSupertramp TheWanderingSupertramp 26-30, M Dec 5, 2011

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    I saw a side of my boyfriend tonight

    and I didn't like what I saw, (he wasn't violent towards me or anything like that). He just said something that I thought was really insensitive, I don't know if I can get over it.
    mcgradyyeah mcgradyyeah 26-30, F Feb 7, 2015

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    I'm currently a technical senior in college

    and I hate my major I always hated my major (well it started off as disinterest and quickly turned to hatred anyway). My major is computer science & art, because I thought maybe having a major I actually wanted along side the one I hated would make life more bearable but only...
    RedQuill RedQuill 22-25, F Apr 22, 2015

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    If someone asked me what I'm doing with my life,

    I couldn't give an answer. I've never been more lost than I am in this moment. I'm not going to school, I don't work, and I have an addiction to meth that I've been giving into for the last 3 months. I can't even get high anymore but I still do it. I want my life to be different...
    sadvibes sadvibes 18-21, F 3 Responses Jan 26, 2015

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    I've No Idea

    Sometimes,I've no idea,What I'm doin',Out of my dept,This water,Far too deep,Don't even know,How to swim!
    lazycrazybasket lazycrazybasket 46-50, M 1 Response Mar 28, 2012

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    I Am Lost

    I used to be popular on here. Had loads of friends, talked all night to lots of them, then i lost the plot, deleted my account, and it's all gone now.I can't get back to how i was, i can't communicate with anyone.I have been logged in for ages today, and haven't even answered a...
    MadeInHell MadeInHell 41-45 4 Responses Mar 23, 2013

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    I Have No Clue In The World

    I have no idea what the hell I am doing, all I know is that im just writing some amazing stories.And thanks for reading
    LongLiveRockAndRoll LongLiveRockAndRoll 26-30, M Oct 5, 2012

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    22 Years Of Marriage Or Lying?

    Almost two years ago my husband cheated on me. Long story short, after 11 months of weekly (sometimes twice a week) marriage counseling, I'm still hurting, not trusting and have anger towards him. I'm still here b/c I love him and I hate to break up our family. He has tried to...
    SoSoSoSoSad SoSoSoSoSad 56-60, F 3 Responses Mar 10, 2013

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    I Need One Hell of An Epiphany

    To steer me in the right direction and level out my thinking, logic, and emotions right now.  None of them can cooperate and throw in other folks' opinions, comments, suggestions, demands, questions, concerns, and ******** and I can't make a decision for nothing.
    filthydieseltech filthydieseltech 22-25, F 3 Responses Aug 25, 2009

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    I should be writing an essay I should've

    written a week ago, but I can't for some reason
    CountSexypants CountSexypants 16-17, M 2 Responses May 19, 2014

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    Abandon All Hope Ye Who Enter.

    The title of this are the words that are written on the Gate to Hell. Right outside of Hell is suppose to be the land of the virtuous pagans. These are the good people who existed before Christ and couldn't get into heaven because they didn't believe in Christ. But since they...
    quinndragosen quinndragosen 26-30, M 1 Response Aug 27, 2012

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    Sometimes I Have No Idea What I'm Doing

    I recently got this pkg from Watkins for signing up as a representative. There's papers in it saying bonus, pts, and talks about levels. I have no clue want it's refering to and it's suppose to be the instructions. I got no clue of what do to as a watkins rep. I guess I'll...
    aquarius3 aquarius3 66-70 Dec 8, 2011

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    I Don't See How People Live On This Planet.

    from the moment i was born i always saw people around me playing roles on a show played out in my head. ive seen them all before and i know it sounds crazy but its the truth. their faces their voices their actions their ways, its all been seen before what in the hell is this and...
    malex240 malex240 26-30 1 Response Dec 8, 2012

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    Good God...People Have NO Idea....

    Most of the time...this is completely true. I think I find myself scraping by on pure luck sometimes and looking like a person who is clued in on what is going on. In reality...my head is screaming 'Sh!T!' at me whilst I feel like I am running around blind like a mad thing...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Mar 18, 2013

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    Nope Not a Clue

    It is not something I am complaining about just seems to be a very general situation in my life For instance, tonight I am working on an assignment that I started a few weeks ago but putting three random sentences on a page and then leaving, and now have gone back and...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Dec 27, 2008

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    Related Experiences

    More and more often I think about what I have and what others don't. We have access to water at anytime, anywhere we go in most countries but there are people in other countries...
    azurebites azurebites 51-55, F 1 hr ago

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    Hi, my name is Amber, I'm eighteen years old and I have a crush on my professor. It was a hopeless case from the start. Class only started two weeks ago and already I'm head over...
    AmberTheShyGirl AmberTheShyGirl 18-21, F 2 hrs ago

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    WASH BEFORE USE! Sound familiar? Maybe it was on your top's label? Maybe you ignored it countless of times? You happily thought "I'll wear this for a few days before washing...
    Sazzio Sazzio 26-30, M 3 hrs ago

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    Now you send me a message: "Hello. Are you okay?" just an hour after "We're done. I'm not into you anymore.? You ripped me apart, how do you think I am doing, all alone in this...
    LeeLooLeeLoo LeeLooLeeLoo 26-30, M 3 Responses 14 hrs ago

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    I have a big confession that is both embarrassing and amusing to me at the same time. This is not my first time or my first account on EP. I have been here off and on since the...
    Jackie69C Jackie69C 46-50, F 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    I'm Feeling like English music tonight: Stone roses "fool's gold" Blur "there's no other way" The Charlatans "the only one I know" Sad thing is, I know anyone under 35 probably...
    nonolover nonolover 36-40, F 2 days ago

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    well most Christians, muslims buddhists and all that, aren't even consciously any of that they believe just because everyone else does
    Nontaspriobolos Nontaspriobolos 31-35, M 1 Response 2 days ago

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    Courtney I now we have not known each other for that long but since we started talking about a week ago we become really close and we understood each other. You had some stressful...
    xxxMickeyMouse22xxx xxxMickeyMouse22xxx 22-25, M 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    I sat and looked him in the eyes and asked if he loves me and his reply "yes babes I love you with all my heart" now why did I smell Bullsh"t because two weeks down the line and...
    Gentleandlovingsoul Gentleandlovingsoul 36-40, F 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    My bf literally cried today when he left me. He has issues as in he can become very depressed sometimes and I'm the only one he feels comfortable enough to talk to. Anyways my...
    ThisIsMyFightSong ThisIsMyFightSong 13-15, F 3 days ago

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    So, I'm in high school, I graduate this year, my boyfriend Matt, (that's hat I have been calling him from day one) has this friend, Carl. Well before Matt and I started to date I...
    TheWayLifeShouldBe TheWayLifeShouldBe 16-17, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    My father was a pretty heavy smoker since the time he was a teen. A few years ago, he died from lung cancer. It was a slow painful death that i wouldn't wish on my worst enemy. I...
    ben243 ben243 22-25, M 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    I have tried to post these thoughts before, but they mysteriously disappeared in a few hours, so let me try again. I get fed up with conservative politicians hi-jacking the Bible...
    carlton52 carlton52 61-65, M 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    Yup I hate it and want some friends over there :p
    uksd1354268 uksd1354268 18-21, M 1 Response 4 days ago

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    I've had DPD for like 2 and a bit years. I used to smoke weed with my boyfriend at the time and I assumed that being incredibly anxious all the time was what "high" was meant to...
    Fluxus Fluxus 18-21, F 4 days ago

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    I'm almost 20 and have not gone to college yet. I'm terrified of failing and I have no idea what I want to do. I feel so pressured to get a job and go to school and it hurts. I...
    bstarqueen bstarqueen 18-21, F 4 Responses 5 days ago

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    I can't believe the people that will stay in a relationship, or circumstance where they are if given an alternative. they are unhappy, miserable and they say so on EP, and yet...
    manofintegrity manofintegrity 56-60, M 3 Responses 6 days ago

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    Feeling Fleeting To my embarrassment, it was only recently that I discovered depersonalization-derealization is classified as its own disorder. I've spent many years falling into...
    SourPennies SourPennies 22-25, F 6 days ago

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    My mother spent three days continuously calling me names and trying to press my buttons. She called me a ****, a “piece of Satan”, and a horribly sadistic person. She didn’t...
    JHicks28 JHicks28 18-21, F 2 Responses Jan 31

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    “Be certain you are living YOUR life and not someone else’s” These are the dying words of my best friend’s sister. This wise admonition became my best friend’s catalyst...
    notPC notPC 56-60, F 2 Responses Jan 31

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    so my kids dad and his new gf (well not new new) came over tonight. apparently i needed to be there for this convo. so i let them in they sit side by side.he looks nervous she...
    moongoddess35 moongoddess35 31-35, F 4 Responses Jan 30

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    Awhile ago, We broke into someone house just because we were bored. We went through their things but didn't take anything. haha its interesting what people have and what people...
    marniethere3 marniethere3 22-25, F 1 Response Jan 30

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