I Have No Idea What the Hell I Am Doing

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    Nope Not a Clue

    It is not something I am complaining about just seems to be a very general situation in my life For instance, tonight I am working on an assignment that I started a few weeks ago but putting three random sentences on a page and then leaving, and now have gone back and...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Dec 27, 2008

    I saw a side of my boyfriend tonight

    and I didn't like what I saw, (he wasn't violent towards me or anything like that). He just said something that I thought was really insensitive, I don't know if I can get over it.
    mcgradyyeah mcgradyyeah
    26-30, F
    Feb 7, 2015

    22 Years Of Marriage Or Lying?

    Almost two years ago my husband cheated on me. Long story short, after 11 months of weekly (sometimes twice a week) marriage counseling, I'm still hurting, not trusting and have anger towards him. I'm still here b/c I love him and I hate to break up our family. He has tried to...
    SoSoSoSoSad SoSoSoSoSad
    56-60, F
    3 Responses Mar 10, 2013

    If someone asked me what I'm doing with my life,

    I couldn't give an answer. I've never been more lost than I am in this moment. I'm not going to school, I don't work, and I have an addiction to meth that I've been giving into for the last 3 months. I can't even get high anymore but I still do it. I want my life to be different...
    sadvibes sadvibes
    18-21, F
    4 Responses Jan 26, 2015

    I should be writing an essay I should've

    written a week ago, but I can't for some reason
    CountSexypants CountSexypants
    16-17, M
    2 Responses May 19, 2014

    I Need One Hell of An Epiphany

    To steer me in the right direction and level out my thinking, logic, and emotions right now.  None of them can cooperate and throw in other folks' opinions, comments, suggestions, demands, questions, concerns, and ******** and I can't make a decision for nothing.
    filthydieseltech filthydieseltech
    22-25, F
    3 Responses Aug 25, 2009

    I'm currently a technical senior in college

    and I hate my major I always hated my major (well it started off as disinterest and quickly turned to hatred anyway). My major is computer science & art, because I thought maybe having a major I actually wanted along side the one I hated would make life more bearable but only...
    RedQuill RedQuill
    22-25, F
    Apr 22, 2015

    I Know Exactly What I Am Do...

    I know exactly what I am doing. I am living and learning every day of my life the best way I can.
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Nov 19, 2008

    The Thoughts

    I am debating as to which is easier... the ups or the downs? I mean, with the ups I jump, bounce, no sleep, lots of energy etc. but I also spend more, get into more trouble in a flirtatious kinda way (no I don't sleep around) and just go and go and go... Then there is a day like...
    mysplitpersonality mysplitpersonality
    36-40, F
    4 Responses Nov 20, 2008

    Good God...People Have NO Idea....

    Most of the time...this is completely true. I think I find myself scraping by on pure luck sometimes and looking like a person who is clued in on what is going on. In reality...my head is screaming 'Sh!T!' at me whilst I feel like I am running around blind like a mad thing...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Mar 18, 2013

    Sometimes I Have No Idea What I'm Doing

    I recently got this pkg from Watkins for signing up as a representative. There's papers in it saying bonus, pts, and talks about levels. I have no clue want it's refering to and it's suppose to be the instructions. I got no clue of what do to as a watkins rep. I guess I'll...
    aquarius3 aquarius3
    66-70
    Dec 8, 2011
    oneofthoseweirdos oneofthoseweirdos
    16-17, F
    Nov 22, 2014

    And I Like It More Than Ever

    I am learning and going with the flow of life and feeling happier each day ... I also have set backs some days due to health or disappointments or let-downsI crave a better world for myself and career etcI have given up on love life to be honest.but I have no idea what I am doing...
    czaristacrystals czaristacrystals
    36-40, F
    Mar 21, 2012

    Abandon All Hope Ye Who Enter.

    The title of this are the words that are written on the Gate to Hell. Right outside of Hell is suppose to be the land of the virtuous pagans. These are the good people who existed before Christ and couldn't get into heaven because they didn't believe in Christ. But since they...
    quinndragosen quinndragosen
    26-30, M
    1 Response Aug 27, 2012

    I Don't Think It Is A Bad Thing Though

    Yeah, I can honestly say I have no idea what the hell I am doing in life. I have a rough idea how I want things to be and that, but it's all a bit random a lot of the time.But I am not so sure it is a bad thing not knowing.I guess I see life and the decision's one needs to make...
    TheWanderingSupertramp TheWanderingSupertramp
    26-30, M
    Dec 5, 2011

    But I Am Doing It

    Giving it all I got. Seeing where I end up, what may come out of this ...doing. May I add... And enjoying every bit of it also!!
    MorningBreeze MorningBreeze
    56-60, F
    2 Responses Mar 10, 2013

    I Am Lost

    I used to be popular on here. Had loads of friends, talked all night to lots of them, then i lost the plot, deleted my account, and it's all gone now.I can't get back to how i was, i can't communicate with anyone.I have been logged in for ages today, and haven't even answered a...
    MadeInHell MadeInHell
    41-45
    4 Responses Mar 23, 2013

    I Don't See How People Live On This Planet.

    from the moment i was born i always saw people around me playing roles on a show played out in my head. ive seen them all before and i know it sounds crazy but its the truth. their faces their voices their actions their ways, its all been seen before what in the hell is this and...
    malex240 malex240
    26-30
    1 Response Dec 8, 2012

    I've No Idea

    Sometimes,I've no idea,What I'm doin',Out of my dept,This water,Far too deep,Don't even know,How to swim!
    lazycrazybasket lazycrazybasket
    46-50, M
    1 Response Mar 28, 2012

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