I Have No Mom On Mother's Day

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    I Miss My Ma

    She's been dead for 15 years now, sad thing is she died 3 momths to the day after my Dad. She had her faults, as we all do, but she was still my Mother and I loved her dearly. It would be so wonderful to walk back into her home again, seeing her sitting at the table drinking...
    snoose78 snoose78
    56-60, M
    2 Responses Nov 17, 2009

    Mommy,Now I'm Older Than You

    Mommy, you died too young. I reached your age and I passed it. Each year, I pass a little bit more of the age you were when you died. Mommy, I wish you had been alive when your grandson was born. He looks like you, even though he's now almost sixteen. He has your "pug nose" and...
    MaryJanine MaryJanine
    61-65, F
    1 Response Sep 7, 2013

    I Keep a Mother's Day Box...

    my mom passed away unexpectedly in december of 2003. she wasn't the best mom in the world, but she did provide for me and also provided many special memories that i will treaure forever. there were some things left unsaid and some things left undone, so to soothe my spirit, i...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    4 Responses Jul 20, 2009

    Mother's Day 2009

    Well..yesterday was Mother's Day. Another year has passed and yet another special day will be celebrated without my mom. I find that when holidays approach, I busy myself with menial tasks in order to forget how sad it makes me. Most of the time I distract myself enough that...
    emptyheart emptyheart
    41-45, F
    2 Responses May 11, 2009

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