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I Have No One To Hold

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    "for A Few Minutes You Made Me Feel As Though I Actually Meant Something To Someone."

    Loneliness is a hard emotion. I deal with it all the time. Some may say it is not an emotion at all. Some may say it is an illness. Or a condition. Or simply a trick of the mind. But you cannot honestly say that being lonely is not an emotion. Because you can feel your heart...
    ravebloodnymph ravebloodnymph 13-15, F Nov 2, 2009

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    Every Night

    Every night, i lie in bed and i look to my left and i look to my right, and the picture is always the same. There's no one there, no one i can hold, no one i can kiss, no one i can hold hands with, no one i can make love to, no one's there. What i'd give to hold someone in my...
    misternobrain misternobrain 22-25, M Dec 17, 2011

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    "for A Few Minutes You Made Me Feel As Though I Actually Meant Something To Someone."

    Loneliness is a hard emotion. I deal with it all the time. Some may say it is not an emotion at all. Some may say it is an illness. Or a condition. Or simply a trick of the mind. But you cannot honestly say that being lonely is not an emotion. Because you can feel your heart...
    ravebloodnymph ravebloodnymph 13-15, F Nov 2, 2009

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    I Don't

    One of my greatest regrets is that  have no baby to hold in my arms and to nurture to adulthood. So no, I have no one to hold but it wishes made reality happen I would have dozens of babies to hold.   ((tears))
    fungirlmmm fungirlmmm 41-45, F 6 Responses Apr 16, 2010

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    Think Many Od Us Are In That Boat

    we are in a world where other see us but do not know us they talk about all the wrong people they just never see what is in front of them
    rickibrat2 rickibrat2 61-65, M Oct 12, 2011

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