I Have No One

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    Ive Been Betrayed Or Abandoned By Every Single Person Ive Befriended

    Every single person i ever become friends with has either betrayed me in some one or simply abandoned me, forgotten me. Funny thing is i really have no idea why except that they "move on" or something to something new. And i dont really get why because im extremely...
    formerwhinger formerwhinger
    18-21, M
    4 Responses Sep 12, 2009

    Do you know what it feels like to have

    absolutely nobody to talk to? Oh yeah, sure, there are tons of people around me that I know, but I don't trust them enough to confide in them. So all I have is myself. It hurts like hell, all these emotions swirling inside turning me into a monster slowly and painfully. It's up...
    WinterIncandescence WinterIncandescence
    16-17, F
    Oct 8, 2014

    once the illusion of your true self comes out

    to someone they leave you until there's no one left
    JakeG1234 JakeG1234
    22-25, M
    2 Responses May 3, 2015

    Not A Single Person

    People always tell me I can vent to them or tell them anything. I've fallen for this a few times. I always stay quiet for a while until I have helped them a few times so they know that I actually do care. But every time I need help and start to open up they call me sick and...
    L96Arctic L96Arctic
    22-25, M
    3 Responses Jan 22, 2012

    I'm not really sure how to put all of this,

    so it may be a little scattered. I'm a senior at a major university. I haven't made any friends in the four years I've been there but I watch everyone else have the time of their lives. Sure, there are people I talk to but no real friend that I would call up to go get lunch or...
    TBuckeye10 TBuckeye10
    22-25, M
    May 3, 2014

    What To Do

    single father of three boys who have them with me whenever possible once they go back with their mom i try to stay busy but eventually sit and cry. 
    sorry2u sorry2u
    41-45, M
    2 Responses May 30, 2011

    I can't talk to anyone.

    Not since i moved in with my boyfriend and his dad. I am so unhappy with myself and everytime i try to talk my boyfriend about it He just tells me to go home. I tell him I'm in a house full pic strangers and he tells me I'm not trapped here. I can't leave. I love him and he...
    artsydarling artsydarling
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Mar 25, 2015


    Sir Fransic Bacon once said "The worst solitude is to have no real friendships." I like so many have found my self in this horrible solitude. A solitude which ensures that no friend will ever hurt you, but also that no friend will ever comfort you. This is a dilema...
    zakkurah zakkurah
    18-21, M
    2 Responses Nov 25, 2009

    A Happy Song

    Happy music makes me want to die. They're suppose to soothe me, but they don't. Does anyone listen to Atlas Sound? It's good stuff. And it makes me want to kill myself. I don't really want to die. I just want to evaporate, or be free from my rotten brain and rotten body...
    CrackyMcCracken CrackyMcCracken
    22-25, F
    3 Responses Dec 14, 2009

    I have no one to talk to about my little

    relationship dilemma right now. If anyone out there is good with relationships, the way a man thinks, etc..... PLEASE message ME!! :((
    exemplarygal exemplarygal
    22-25, F
    4 Responses Nov 10, 2015

    Breaking Point

    I need help. I have been battling depression for 4 years now and my parents make everything worse. I got into a huge fight the other day (number 20000) because i sometimes critize them and im intolerant and impatient. I do this because i am angry at them because i ve been sad for...
    Meteorshower Meteorshower
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Aug 16, 2013

    i have 2 close friends

    but they love hundreds of miles away from me... they have their own lives and other friends who live closer to them they don't need me breathing down their neck all the time.. i have a boyfriend but every time i try and talk to him about a problem i have he starts either...
    sademptynothing sademptynothing
    16-17, F
    1 Response Apr 27, 2014

    My friends tell me they are there

    for me and that but I hardly see them I feel like I'm alone..I want a friend who I can hang out with a lot but my friends just don't seem to wanna know I'll only seee em so often
    Romanticguy2013 Romanticguy2013
    26-30, M
    1 Response Mar 29, 2014

    I just feel so alone sometimes people try to be

    my friends but I just Ignore them and push them away am incapable of love.
    00Broken00 00Broken00
    18-21, F
    1 Response May 2, 2015

    Im really annoyed by people

    who judge me in my school. Im one of the people who just cant make friends because of my appearance. To me i look fine but to them thats a different story. " Stop trying to fit in, you were made to stand out". I saw one of the teachers at my school wear that shirt and it...
    Nimblez Nimblez
    16-17, M
    1 Response May 3, 2014

    They Are Gone.

    I annoy people and as a result they ignore me. I am left to deal with my insanity all alone.
    CrazyHippieChick CrazyHippieChick
    2 Responses Nov 11, 2010

    All Alone

    Im all alone... I have no one who will even pretend to care about me. Is life even worth it?
    deleted deleted
    2 Responses Mar 29, 2013

    I've come to realize

    that I have no one to talk to; no one but my own parents. My half brother doesn't keep in contact with me, all my friends turned their back on me. My aunts and uncles are too busy minding their own business down south. I have no friends whatsoever and I have no clue how long...
    deleted deleted
    3 Responses Jul 12, 2014

    Nobodys There

           I have a family and friends and a few exs. I live by myself I am going through the worse times ever in my life. I'm depressed about a month ago I tried to kill myself. Alot of it was because my ex did horrible things and my family is useless. I...
    beautifulbell beautifulbell
    46-50, F
    7 Responses Apr 28, 2010

    I have no friends, no family,

    no one to love or to love Me back. I'm alone in the world. I just want one person...just one. :(
    galodebarcelos galodebarcelos
    31-35, M
    2 Responses Apr 6, 2015

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