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I Have No One

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    I sent this to my mother figure a few weeks

    back. I push thru suicide for her. I don't want her hurt. But I'm starting to feel this way again. Am I wrong for feeling this way?.... "Mommy I'm not killing myself well not yet. I will be completely alone this weekend while everyone is enjoying the cookout. But I do want to...
    anonymouss2014 anonymouss2014 18-21, F 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    Im really annoyed by people

    who judge me in my school. Im one of the people who just cant make friends because of my appearance. To me i look fine but to them thats a different story. " Stop trying to fit in, you were made to stand out". I saw one of the teachers at my school wear that shirt and it...
    Nimblez Nimblez 13-15, M 1 Response May 3

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    Isolation

    Sir Fransic Bacon once said "The worst solitude is to have no real friendships." I like so many have found my self in this horrible solitude. A solitude which ensures that no friend will ever hurt you, but also that no friend will ever comfort you. This is a dilema...
    zakkurah zakkurah 18-21, M 2 Responses Nov 25, 2009

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    Ive Been Betrayed Or Abandoned By Every Single Person Ive Befriended

    Every single person i ever become friends with has either betrayed me in some one or simply abandoned me, forgotten me. Funny thing is i really have no idea why except that they "move on" or something to something new. And i dont really get why because im extremely...
    formerwhinger formerwhinger 18-21, M 4 Responses Sep 12, 2009

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    Open your eyes and see

    that nobody ******* cares about you. No one. Not a single person. Hard to take, but the sooner you'll see it, the smarter are you. Sometimes I think of the amount of people who could care if I die now. And I see that the amount is zero. All the friends that pretend to be there...
    2wrp 2wrp 13-15, F 3 Responses Jun 26

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    My friends tell me they are there

    for me and that but I hardly see them I feel like I'm alone..I want a friend who I can hang out with a lot but my friends just don't seem to wanna know I'll only seee em so often
    Romanticguy2013 Romanticguy2013 22-25, M 1 Response Mar 29

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    Breaking Point

    I need help. I have been battling depression for 4 years now and my parents make everything worse. I got into a huge fight the other day (number 20000) because i sometimes critize them and im intolerant and impatient. I do this because i am angry at them because i ve been sad for...
    marula7 marula7 18-21, F 2 Responses Aug 16, 2013

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    Not A Single Person

    People always tell me I can vent to them or tell them anything. I've fallen for this a few times. I always stay quiet for a while until I have helped them a few times so they know that I actually do care. But every time I need help and start to open up they call me sick and...
    L96Arctic L96Arctic 22-25, M 3 Responses Jan 22, 2012

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    They Are Gone.

    I annoy people and as a result they ignore me. I am left to deal with my insanity all alone.
    CrazyHippieChick CrazyHippieChick 22-25, F 2 Responses Nov 11, 2010

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    What To Do

    single father of three boys who have them with me whenever possible once they go back with their mom i try to stay busy but eventually sit and cry. 
    sorry2u sorry2u 41-45, M 2 Responses May 30, 2011

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    I've come to realize

    that I have no one to talk to; no one but my own parents. My half brother doesn't keep in contact with me, all my friends turned their back on me. My aunts and uncles are too busy minding their own business down south. I have no friends whatsoever and I have no clue how long...
    BigMak32 BigMak32 16-17, M 3 Responses Jul 12

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    All Alone

    Im all alone... I have no one who will even pretend to care about me. Is life even worth it?
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Mar 29, 2013

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    Nobodys There

           I have a family and friends and a few exs. I live by myself I am going through the worse times ever in my life. I'm depressed about a month ago I tried to kill myself. Alot of it was because my ex did horrible things and my family is useless. I...
    beautifulbell beautifulbell 46-50, F 7 Responses Apr 28, 2010

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    I want someone to hold me

    when I'm down. Someone to wipe my tears. To ask me what's wrong. And I say I'm fine and they say okay but I know you're not. To tell me everything will be okay. Everyone has that person but where's mine.
    anonymouss2014 anonymouss2014 18-21, F 3 hrs ago

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    A Happy Song

    Happy music makes me want to die. They're suppose to soothe me, but they don't. Does anyone listen to Atlas Sound? It's good stuff. And it makes me want to kill myself. I don't really want to die. I just want to evaporate, or be free from my rotten brain and rotten body...
    CrackyMcCracken CrackyMcCracken 22-25, F 3 Responses Dec 14, 2009

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    i have 2 close friends

    but they love hundreds of miles away from me... they have their own lives and other friends who live closer to them they don't need me breathing down their neck all the time.. i have a boyfriend but every time i try and talk to him about a problem i have he starts either...
    sademptynothing sademptynothing 13-15, F 2 Responses Apr 27

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    I'm not really sure how to put all of this,

    so it may be a little scattered. I'm a senior at a major university. I haven't made any friends in the four years I've been there but I watch everyone else have the time of their lives. Sure, there are people I talk to but no real friend that I would call up to go get lunch or...
    TBuckeye10 TBuckeye10 22-25, M May 3

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    I didn't always hate working at Shane's Rib Shack but lately it's been hell. Suddenly there is so much favoritism to too employees by one manager. This manager argues and talks...
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    I am nearly at a breaking point. I have a very well paying job and a very good position but it's mind numbingly boring and monotonous. I have nothing else to fall back on and can't...
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    Guys my account was disabled, so in case I have not been answering to you messages please bear with me am just back!!
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    I have been married for 30 years last weekend if found pornographic letters my wife left in our address book.When confronted she first said they weren't hers. I then informed her...
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    My dog is limping and they want to do laser therapy on her back. I hope I get some money soon.
    cottonbreeze cottonbreeze 41-45, F Aug 19

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    I always take my basset hound to the local dog park. So many different breeds and all of them are adorable. I especially love it when someone brings corgis :)
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    My left arm is missing a little below my elbow. 99% of the time I get along just fine without my hand because most of the time I use a hook prosthetic but when I got up at 4am...
    Skinsation Skinsation 46-50, F 1 Response Aug 20

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    I want to get to know people im 13 add me
    19tyler 19tyler 13-15, M Aug 28

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    I have "Buddies" that, you know, just pass them in the hallway, and say "What's up" people that just know my face and say hi. I only have one real friend but now that i'm in high...
    drock1011 drock1011 13-15, M 7 hrs ago

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    I just have one on my left upper arm, so far but I want more. I just have to decide what and where.
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    Has anyone tried the breeze litter system by tidy cats? Opinions? Seems a lot easier, but I'd like to know what other cat owners think about it before I buy it. Btw, I only have...
    Ag0405 Ag0405 22-25, F 1 Response 10 hrs ago

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    So I decided to right about a major story of my life. One of those where when your friends are talking about relationships and you say “story of my life” and everyone laughs...
    TreyMax TreyMax 16-17, M Sep 4

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    In high school I had many "friends", and many people always used to text me/talk to me on social media. I once had a sweet 16, invited many people, but not that many showed up...
    bbyfwn bbyfwn 18-21, F Aug 24

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    Impossible It's been four months since I graduated from College yet I still don't have a job, while majority of my friends and batch mate who graduated in our university are now...
    camille18 camille18 18-21, F 2 Responses Sep 2

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    Here4u72 Here4u72 41-45, M 1 Response Aug 20

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    I read this in the elite daily's post. Somehow I really believe that long distance relationship is a chance to be on your own without ever having to feel alone. As in long...
    EasyOrange EasyOrange 18-21, F 2 Responses Aug 21

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    I have found this site and I have been reading everybody's situations about their biological father. I would love the input and advice that I can get in my situation. I was dating...
    meglb13 meglb13 26-30, F 1 Response Aug 26

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    Those of us who suffer BPD know where hell really is. It's inside us. No escaping the agony, pain and torture. No reprieve. It's in every moment of our day, our dreams and our...
    AussieAZ AussieAZ 41-45, M 3 Responses Aug 28

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    Addiction runs in my family, in one form or another – typically many forms at once. On my bio mother's side, every person is addicted to many somethings. It was such a natural...
    Aurinne Aurinne 36-40, F 1 Response Aug 29

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    For the last 10 years of my life Ii have been living with an intense feeling of shame, disappointment and frustration due to my severe breast asymmetry. While one is an A cup the...
    Jovliness Jovliness 22-25 Aug 30

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    I have had exzima since I was in middle school and now in college I still have flares regular. Lately, I have been getting all these open wounds on my left arm and they would scab...
    Haliejean12 Haliejean12 18-21, F Sep 2

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    I came on this site less than a week ago. I was like Bilbo Baggins prior to that, living way off in the country, virtually retired from the world, I thought I was at peace with...
    dontcareforlabels dontcareforlabels 41-45, M 1 Response Sep 3

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    Why do you think it's hard for you to make friends? It's hard for me to make friends because I'm picky and also I guess my personality comes off wrong and no ones gets a chance to...
    Cryingcorner Cryingcorner 26-30, F 1 Response Sep 4

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    When I was a small boy I used to stop at my grandparents. After breakfast my young uncle, who still lived there, would perform his shaving ablutions with his dentures out, leaving...
    SLdale SLdale 51-55, M Sep 5

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    Allot of people seem to know me and like me .small talk when I see them outside in malls or just near or sit together in class but most people always just say hi with little chat...
    moko212 moko212 16-17, F 2 Responses Sep 9

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    This past year has been a huge step for me. I went on dates for the first time in my life, and I learned how to open up and be more social. This year I had the chance to start 2...
    Dreamer32 Dreamer32 26-30, F 6 days ago

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    People are so surprised when I tell them that. :) I don't have one deliberately, at least that wasn't the initial intention, my old one just packed up and I just haven't yet...
    Reallifeperson Reallifeperson 22-25, M 4 days ago

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    1) I consider my self as a worker, I I want something, I will do my bed to get it 2) I love the gym and exercise, feeling like a train has hit you after smashing yourself and your...
    charlieedwards charlieedwards 18-21, M 1 Response Aug 19

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    When I was younger, I was bullied and made fun of--even by teachers! My mom took me out of school in fourth grade and started to home school me. It was during this year th