Leaving los angeles today felt like a dream, although I will only be gone one week- getting my life back together in the bay area is this utopia-like ideal that I've had ingrained in my head ever since I sat down in my classes beginning last semester. There is no place like the...
I am mean
I unintentionally hurt people
I am stupid
I am fake
I am fat
I am weird
I do not think I influence anyone nor am I a positive thing in everyone's life.
I am paranoid
I am not good at anything
I am hopeless
I cannot think for myself.
I need help.
I wake up to the day and every time I do I look in the mirror and ask who I affect or what I change...and every time I look myself straight in the eye and say "No One". I feel terrible about my past but can't forget it...I don't want to be the guy no one looks at...I do...
On repeat. Every day. All the time. When you left. I haven't listened to it in over a year... I don't think you understand how much I miss you... but I'm glad. I'm glad you don't know. I still cry. I still miss you. I don't want to be around to see you find someone else. I want...
Some say life is what you make of it. All I can say is that I've been there and I've tried to make a purpose of my own and as far as I can tell I'd rather have none. My purpose is not to save the world or help people or to be a talented musician or to heal people, I don't feel...
assume it's trivial
Reaching a goal
Striving to shine
Unlimited dreams and desires to aspire to fulfill
It does seem to motivate, pushing people along
Thoughts always in the future , of what more they could be or have
we think of Opportunities as chances for change