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I Have No Redeemable Qualities

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    Check Photo attached I'll be posting things about anxiety. I still have this anxiety with me. All my life I've been trying to fight this but it's not easy and so I still have...
    RedHwaiting RedHwaiting 18-21, F 3 Responses May 9

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    My father is the one that i lost when i was sixteen. My father was visiting me in hospital for a stomach operation that i was about to have, strangely enough dad was having...
    Alanuin Alanuin 26-30, F 3 hrs ago

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    The only thing I have to do is not listen. It's as simple as that. Don't talk to him, don't listen to what he has to say, it's all lies. But I'm dumb. And weak. And I told Azriel...
    PinkMellow PinkMellow 18-21, F 1 Response 3 hrs ago

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    I just merely have acquaintances. I never had a true friend and if I were to count one then I guess it was with that one girl in high school. It sucks to know that a friendship I...
    Xemplefied Xemplefied 26-30, M 2 hrs ago

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    I have 12 hour shifts all this weekend, back to back. I work on a ferry that takes passengers to and from the isle of wight. The job isn't hard really, everythings pretty...
    Skin0Man1 Skin0Man1 18-21, M 2 hrs ago

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    I had a wonderful Grammy who had Alzheimer's. She was my second mom, and the best there ever was. Alzheimer's is a nasty disease, I remember about a month before she passed I sent...
    DancesWithUnicorns DancesWithUnicorns 22-25, F 2 hrs ago

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    my skin never feels clean to me and i always feel absolutely disgusting. i spend about half an hour looking at the mirror at least a couple times a day, just trying to get the dirt...
    gemmed gemmed 13-15, F 4 hrs ago

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    To me the thought of having sex with another human being is as disturbing as having sex with dog, or a child. It seems wrong. I'm not supposed to. Bad. Bad!! No! These things...
    PinkMellow PinkMellow 18-21, F 2 Responses 3 hrs ago

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    I have never eaten healthy. It's always been just random stuff I liked. (I'm terribly picky with food.) If I eat a bag of chips and some ice cream, out they go. I know I'm...
    CyanideY CyanideY 70+, F 3 hrs ago

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    I have a special person in my life that I actually met here on EP. After countless conversations we then had an amazing getaway together. I very much enjoyed our time together and...
    hadyourchance hadyourchance 36-40, F 3 hrs ago

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    I would love to kiss my best friend, but she doesn't have the same feelings about me, even though we are both Bi.
    Alanuin Alanuin 26-30, F 3 hrs ago

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    Ihave had PE my whole life. So three years ago I got the nuss bar put in. But my PE caused scoliosis. so one year after I got the nuss bar put in, I had to get a spinal fusion with...
    lundell94 lundell94 18-21, M 2 hrs ago

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    to be honest i really dont know if i can love anymore i just dont feel like before perhaps my heart is way too scared i am not coward just telling you people who are reading it...
    Mdesires Mdesires 18-21, M 2 hrs ago

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    I was just whining, I am sorry. I was wrong. Thank you for being there for me mother. I can see it was me now. I believe my spirit is being tested, this is the storm I was talking...
    MayaKing MayaKing 31-35, F 2 hrs ago

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    Anyone have to share a room with the most messiest and clumsiest person? :/
    DoorMattress DoorMattress 13-15, M 20 mins ago

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    Always tempted to drink before I have to do something that gives me anxiety. But I don't. I believe the mind has amazing power and I'm trying to use it in more positive ways. Even...
    starling156 starling156 18-21, M 4 Responses Apr 22

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    I was 17 when I was diagnosed with endometriosis. I'm 19 now and in college. It's so hard to pretend like everything is fine, when my biggest fear is that I will never be able to...
    ashtonmallory ashtonmallory 18-21, F 3 Responses Apr 22

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    I posted my experience in another group. I just have a big question for people who are on Depo Provera and a side effect in having. I have been on depo for one month now after my...
    ashtonmallory ashtonmallory 18-21, F Apr 22

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    I have Sjogren's with Lupus overlap and heading toward minted connective tissue. Autoimmune is a *****
    aliceblu24 aliceblu24 46-50, F Apr 22

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    Aquagenic Pruritus I usually can't find the words to express the torment of living with Aquagenic Pruritus. Basically it is an "allergy" to water. About 5 min after bathing I am...
    aliceblu24 aliceblu24 46-50, F Apr 22

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    Hi I'm 35 and was born with a lot of birth defects that cause me to have no muscle or nerves or anal control.. so I am completely bowel incontinent. I work as a hair stylist and it...
    Leapyearstorm Leapyearstorm 31-35 2 Responses Apr 22

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    I have got wake up at five in the morning, brew coffee, and stare at the birds drowning in the darkness of the dawn. I have got to sit next to the girl in the uni who’s reading...
    deephuman deephuman 22-25, F 2 Responses Apr 22

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    I am attracted to people i can't have. When i find someone who i want to close to,i'm very happy. But once they literally close to me,i push them away due to fear. Fear of love...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Apr 22

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    Hypocrit'sPeople on EP are always crying and whi'ning and bi'ching and p'ssing and mo'aning about the p'ervs and how all the men are p'ervs and everyone just wants s'x and sends...
    TheSilentChampion TheSilentChampion 22-25 1 Response Apr 22

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    I failed an exam, went to sleep, woke up, watched a movie and then walked around aimlessly for awhile in the middle of the night. It was almost cold. I was wearing shorts, but see...
    Fuzzies Fuzzies 56-60, M 1 Response Apr 22

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    I have the kind of obsessive compulsive disorder that is often, but not always hidden. The kind that keeps me in bed thinking for ages instead of getting up in the morning, the...
    carolina99 carolina99 22-25, F Apr 22

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    I have so many regrets in life.
    Abdulaziz94 Abdulaziz94 18-21, M Apr 22

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    For my own well being. All night I have been thinking about everything I should hate you for. It's devastating....
    Stickwithmebaby Stickwithmebaby 36-40, F 2 Responses Apr 22

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    I have a crush on a girl from my English class. I suck at flirting too. She loves video games, just like me, and is real small and cute. The problem really is there protective...
    iamasingleteenager iamasingleteenager 13-15, M 1 Response Apr 22

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    I may have posted about this before, but one of our cats scratches at closed doors and tonight he's being even more persistent about it than usual. How do I stop this? The kitten...
    PearlRose PearlRose 18-21 1 Response Apr 22

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    When I was 13 I had a surgery that left me unable to have children and now I've had a full hysterectomy:(. I was badly want to be a mom., and if I didn't have all the health issues...
    WinWags80 WinWags80 31-35, F 2 Responses Apr 22

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    Six months of togetherness. It's a big coincidence that you left on the same date , the same date when we first met. We always have been dealing with such coincidences. You...
    lovemylife2210 lovemylife2210 26-30, F 3 Responses Apr 22

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    My entire life, something has been off. I am different in a very deep way, and my therapists never understand me. Probably similar to the way someone who has aspergers or who is...
    DazedOne DazedOne 18-21, M 1 Response Apr 22

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    I can't move it's so painful I havent had my period for 9 months I'm surprised I haven't ended up in hospital sick this pain is uncontrollable I have never felt so sick in my...
    crazyanimal222 crazyanimal222 18-21, F 4 Responses Apr 22

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    I had schizo ! When I was 18! I had been eating pills that time and I think it was because of my ration,I was a little insane ! That teacher said something like inappropriate stuff...
    Farmerwork Farmerwork 22-25, F 1 Response Apr 22

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    I have never been this insecure before. I've reverted almost to my awkward pre teen years. That's about to change. That's for sure.
    Sia88 Sia88 26-30, F 1 Response Apr 22

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    How dare that jack*** call me insecure! I don't need someone who only knew me for a 2 years to tell me what I am or what I'm not. She never been around me for my whole life and she...
    gorgeusgirlSky3 gorgeusgirlSky3 13-15 Apr 22

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    I'm so happy that you are alive. If you're struggling through depression, anxiety, suicidal thoughts, or loneliness, this message is for you. You are so precious to me. You are a...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Apr 22

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    I can't bear the thought of leaving my son right now. He just recently started to recognize me. Sometimes I am the only one who can calm him when he cries. He can't even hold his...
    LettersToSanta LettersToSanta 31-35, F 1 Response Apr 22

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    I don't even know why I go to this class anymore. it's a 50 minute course and meets 3 days a week. the professor is old, boring, and repeats himself at LEAST 3 times. he doesn't do...
    lizygurl lizygurl 18-21, F Apr 22

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    My boyfriend left yesterday for the Air Force and I already miss him. It feels so strange to not be able to text him during the day. I get to see him in 2-3 months after boot camp...
    ChesireCat96 ChesireCat96 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 22

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