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I Have No Sense of My Own Safety

For those of us that often find ourselves in peril due to lacking the basic self preservation instinct... 5 People

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    I'm arrogent and I am praying the most dangerous prayer in the world. "I'm asking God to break me". That's right. I care so little about my own health that I just want to be crushed and die. The hormonal changes should be making me feel like enough is enough but they aren't.I'm...
    chrysalid chrysalid 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 16, 2011

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