Price of meat makes some steal.
No gas leads to busses.
Busses lead to discomfort violence.
Price of popularity causes postal.
Insurance wrecks lives due to price.
Tickets drain family.
Right before insurance hike does.
Lawsuit wins never...
Yesterday, I attended the funeral of a very good friend. Larry was the kind of man who could be inconspicuous or the life of the party. He was the father of my daughter's best friend and honestly we weren't super close. His personality never jumped out at me though I have heard...
I admit it. I have sex sometimes with somebody I don't intend to have a romance with just to feel human again. I go for long periods of time living inside my head. Solving problems, fixing things, listening to people's problems and helping them find solutions...
Manorkill is a place. It is a place in the mountains where my mother, father, grandparents, and ancestors back to the early 1800's are buried. It is where I'll presumably be buried one day too.
I don't know why this place in the Catskills was named Manorkill...
as if my life is continually played out somewhere between losing and finding. My shoulder seems to have no trouble "finding" the hard corner of the ill-placed bookcase my sons decided needed to be in the dining room - between me and the refrigerator basically. I have no trouble...
Professionals teach extremes.
Extremes dont work.
Punishing creates jerks and broken.
Spoiling does too.
So whats the answer.
How do mechanics know what to fix.
Are humans like cars.
So we need people mechanix.
But the pill...
New Year's eve is a great time to feel sentimental about things... particularly if you've been around a while. It's when you wonder if you're still gonna fit into a fast-changing world. It's when you decide if you'll get drunk, or make a pot of coffee and curl up...
that a lot of people in this world looks like somebody else? I just realized that I have always noticed this and I have noticed this since I was a kid. Many people in this world share the same facial features and usually are the same in a fundamental level. What a drag. This...
We are needy.
My mentor is old.
Wanting to be a hero.
Never happy unless agreed with.
Always needing to supply answers.
And mean if we dont agree.
Most in society are that way.
Abuse of power is seen in them.
You give and...
I've learned you don't have to be a dreamer or a misfit to understand just how many wonderful things, people, and creation there is in the world to be savored and enjoyed without having to look very far. I wish I understood depression, but I don't.
ewwww, feeling each other in public, farting but acting like it's not you.. I know these things are extremely disgusting and I hate when people do this especially in public.
I also notice the type of persons your hiding and could be
"Love never dies a natural death. It dies because we don't know how to replenish it's source. It dies of blindness and errors and betrayals. It dies of illness and wounds; it dies of weariness, of witherings, of tarnishings." Anais Nin
and treat me like I'm something adorably special since my face is always blank and shy with no emotion and people are like wow I never knew u do Hiphop and your really good and I'm like why and they go because your like soft and shy and I am also nice since I am honest and...
going here. There is a very good chance that it will be deleted. Then if it should continue you will be DELETED. I notice a few friends that got DELETED just one day after being on here with a very adult story. Has anyone else noticed this?
Have you noticed other friends...
Romantic love is a mental illness, but it's a pleasurable one. It's a drug. It distorts reality, and that's the point of it. It would be impossible to fall in love with someone that you really saw." - Fran Lebowitz
Having played that record so many times, I wonder what keeps...
What is a friend? Is a friend someone who you should give grace even when they cannot understand? I do think a friend is someone you make space for and care about even when they can longer have you in the front row of their life, so to speak. I have erased the original story...
life is a beautiful giftwrapped in layers and layers,One layer is joythe next may be painOne layer is beginningthe next may be mundaneAnd as we unwrap and unwrap the giftthe best we can hope to find isthe end of the rainbowwhere one can fly free
Father. Godfather. Enemy. Mentor.
All fall short in dad or pal department.
Thought godfather fantastic.
But word is never a dad around.
But a great provider and pal.
Enemy only gets kid chat for work tips.
Wife of enemy...
"Happiness is having a large, loving, close-knit family in another city." - George Burns
It seems like everybody who has never been there wants to go to New York someday. It's strange, I suppose, that I look forward to a day when I never have...
. I worked at a music festival yesterday and even though I only worked for 4 hours with the remainder of the day to watch bands and drink up it didn't interest me.. I was happy to leave early, grab a coffee and head home.
for a friend they either:
1. There in high-school and are lonely (no problem there accept fake accounts with potential rapists)
2. People blatantly trying to get lucky!
I'd at least Skype em to make sure there legit before I do anything...
When I toke, I'll call you 'Bruh' (even the girlys).
When I'm drunk, I get instablack and use 'Yo' gratuitously.
PBR, MD 20/20, OE, brings me back to the hood. I'm white and all, but we've still got some hoods. Not saying I didn't grow up in suburbia with a white middle-class...
Too much wrong causes violence.
Violence causes reaction.
Dominant war begins.
Alcohol slipped through.
But other drugs wont.
Seatbelt tickets why.
Insurance goes up over seatbelt why.
Insurance goes up over...
I just listed them kind of spontaneously the other day and I realized that I had hit on something about myself that I really hadn't thought about before. These are the characters that make up who I am.
1) The clown- I love to make people laugh and smile. This is the one who...
The successful bash those that aint.
Mastering business blinds them.
They mess up huge.
And hurt dozens.
But claim success says otherwise.
Some claim christian.
But bash unfortunates.
Some claim professional.
But bash like monsters.
Some give gifts...
I work with a lot of younger people and correspond with many. A common thread I've noticed is their fascination with the death of somebody they may have known. I don't think they recognize the permanence of being dead, or just how routine other people's death becomes...
A dim image of peering out of a window at a brightly colored mural declaring rainbows of love and walks through the city zoo,
Sitting on the wall, feeling her legs dangling over the cement blocks as she sang with her friend,
Sliding down the cold hard wall next to her mother...
Helping insurance companies too.
But insurance services never improve.
And such companies dont employ more.
They are almost as bad as pill makers.
So what are cops???
And when will insurance grow humane???
Or pill makers???
"Real love is a pilgrimage. It happens when there is no strategy, but it is very rare because most people are strategists." - Anita Brookner
Seems like everybody's making "choices" these days when it comes to relationships. It's almost amusing. Since when did true...
And some men begin to care like women when hurt.
A real woman is vastly superior to men.
But growing up in business changes them.
They disconnect their heart.
Shut off messaging from intuition.
And act like men.
Then there are some men who get...
They never earned it.
Some veterans did.
Some disabled did.
But disabled rarely get any.
We tried and broke.
Companies break people.
Neighborhoods do too.
Those not broken are praised.
But the breaking aint removed.
They know things... hearts and bodies do. You live your life inside your head as you grow older; safe inside our wisdom; but hearts and bodies surprise you sometimes....
It's a good thing... when your heart and body surprise you with a mind of their own...