I've learned you don't have to be a dreamer or a misfit to understand just how many wonderful things, people, and creation there is in the world to be savored and enjoyed without having to look very far. I wish I understood depression, but I don't.
Thought it was two weeks from now for some reason. So went out to look for a turkey and couldn't find one. All sold out. I'm an idiot!! Was wondering why the Easter decor and Easter eggs were on sale so early this year!
Next best thing, booked us lunch at a hotel tomorrow...
And hid the good stuff.
But we keep saying old sayings.
Like they give jobs.
And dont have to.
But they moved jobs overseas.
And stopped permitting quality made.
And made new rules.
That wrecked workers.
Or increased how many poor.
Oh hes the one.
Oh shes perfect.
Cant share with gays.
And why benefit polyamorous.
Those are sinners.
Just like single people.
They aint married.
So they cant get...
and is not longer very active..
I am sad. I tried to make friends. But got mad at them. other never responded. some nvr said anything. and no one supported my faith... pity. no one supports my faith. Support my faith and I support you fully, and in my faith I support you fully...
Manorkill is a place. It is a place in the mountains where my mother, father, grandparents, and ancestors back to the early 1800's are buried. It is where I'll presumably be buried one day too.
I don't know why this place in the Catskills was named Manorkill...
"I only ask to be free. The butterflies are free." - Charles Dickens Not too much to ask for is it? The beauty and the carelessness of those flowers in flight... purposeful though they are... they're free to fly... not really going...
things and do things right, undo mistakes, make amends, there are so many things in life that just can't be fixed.
Makes me wonder sometimes, mostly when I feel as if I'm drowning, what is it I'm not seeing? I'm missing something. I'm not seeing the big picture. How did this...
who say that they are proud to be White, Black, Asian, Latino etc. Then I've read some that say they find it difficult to like other races and some other very hurtful sentiments.
What I can't seem to understand is why the need to say you're proud in the first place? Was there...
sh1t your kids ask when you're on the phone and not paying attention? Then get all mad and lunatic like when they do stuff and say, "but you said I could when I asked you earlier, you saiiiiiddddd!!!!!"
for a 2km run (my kids say crawl) first thing in the morning. It used to wake me up and really have me in top form for the rest of the day. I love the feeling of aching muscles a day or two after exercising and I always push myself that little bit further. A typical day would...
times wake up a couple of hours later and can't go back to sleep.
Came up to bed at 8:30am was in the midst of a discussion with hubs, the man was clearly also in the mood for other things. Next thing I know it's 2:00am. I get up to use the toilet and he says, "thanks".
What is a friend? Is a friend someone who you should give grace even when they cannot understand? I do think a friend is someone you make space for and care about even when they can longer have you in the front row of their life, so to speak. I have erased the original story...
They hurt each other.
And stay selfish.
To buy overpriced crap.
Or to pay for health.
Pay too much.
For limited health.
That creates more problems.
They hunt love.
Tailored to their needs.
But is that love.
Or some new...
that a lot of people in this world looks like somebody else? I just realized that I have always noticed this and I have noticed this since I was a kid. Many people in this world share the same facial features and usually are the same in a fundamental level. What a drag. This...
I work with a lot of younger people and correspond with many. A common thread I've noticed is their fascination with the death of somebody they may have known. I don't think they recognize the permanence of being dead, or just how routine other people's death becomes...
kids. If your going to be a mother you need to learn to watch your kid right.
When I go outside I see a lot of mothers walking ahead of they're toddlers. They child be 5 feet behind them walking slow and the mother be wall the ahead of her child. Sometimes I be want to grab...
for Sam Smith's and Naughty Boy's "La La La" song. The little boy gets sacrificed to a satanic figure in the tunnels. It becomes apparent when only the old man and rag doll guy walk back
pay attention 😈
life is a beautiful giftwrapped in layers and layers,One layer is joythe next may be painOne layer is beginningthe next may be mundaneAnd as we unwrap and unwrap the giftthe best we can hope to find isthe end of the rainbowwhere one can fly free
A dim image of peering out of a window at a brightly colored mural declaring rainbows of love and walks through the city zoo,
Sitting on the wall, feeling her legs dangling over the cement blocks as she sang with her friend,
Sliding down the cold hard wall next to her mother...
But tradition says it does.
Because those in power
Want competitors broken.
To prevent loss of power.
Kids today pushed to be great.
So that they cant be kids.
Beyond age three.
Sedated for house peace.
I noticed how anyone would praise a single mom because they see: strong or hardworking mother.
Why about the single fathers taking care of their kid(s)? Or the fathers that are willing to see their child(ren) but the mothers won't allow them?
People don't really seem to...
everything including "friendships" are an illusion. No, the people that I've talked to on here haven't filled the empty void of friendship because I never hear their voice or see their face. As I type this, I've pretty much given up on life.
I just listed them kind of spontaneously the other day and I realized that I had hit on something about myself that I really hadn't thought about before. These are the characters that make up who I am.
1) The clown- I love to make people laugh and smile. This is the one who...
for attention, but there really isn't any other reason why I shouldn't go get professional help and fix what's wrong. When I realized this, I talked to my mom and she did nothing. So, I will be going to a school counselor. I need professional help, and I'm sorry to anyone who...