"I only ask to be free. The butterflies are free." - Charles Dickens Not too much to ask for is it? The beauty and the carelessness of those flowers in flight... purposeful though they are... they're free to fly... not really going...
A dim image of peering out of a window at a brightly colored mural declaring rainbows of love and walks through the city zoo,
Sitting on the wall, feeling her legs dangling over the cement blocks as she sang with her friend,
Sliding down the cold hard wall next to her mother...
Father. Godfather. Enemy. Mentor.
All fall short in dad or pal department.
Thought godfather fantastic.
But word is never a dad around.
But a great provider and pal.
Enemy only gets kid chat for work tips.
Wife of enemy...
The successful bash those that aint.
Mastering business blinds them.
They mess up huge.
And hurt dozens.
But claim success says otherwise.
Some claim christian.
But bash unfortunates.
Some claim professional.
But bash like monsters.
Some give gifts...
that a lot of people in this world looks like somebody else? I just realized that I have always noticed this and I have noticed this since I was a kid. Many people in this world share the same facial features and usually are the same in a fundamental level. What a drag. This...
Price of meat makes some steal.
No gas leads to busses.
Busses lead to discomfort violence.
Price of popularity causes postal.
Insurance wrecks lives due to price.
Tickets drain family.
Right before insurance hike does.
Lawsuit wins never...
for a friend they either:
1. There in high-school and are lonely (no problem there accept fake accounts with potential rapists)
2. People blatantly trying to get lucky!
I'd at least Skype em to make sure there legit before I do anything...
windows and puffy snow. You have grown distant and bitter. I have only seen you this way a few times. Come to think of it I have only seen this behavior when it's the winter. What is it about the winter that has you like this? I don't wanna ask because I don't want to over step...
He reported 63% of families warped.
Crazy stupid abusive ignorant neglected.
What if thats a goal.
What if pill makers love that.
Yall were duped into medicating kids.
And barking at kids.
Which breaks them.
And then you claim...
ewwww, feeling each other in public, farting but acting like it's not you.. I know these things are extremely disgusting and I hate when people do this especially in public.
I also notice the type of persons your hiding and could be
And some men begin to care like women when hurt.
A real woman is vastly superior to men.
But growing up in business changes them.
They disconnect their heart.
Shut off messaging from intuition.
And act like men.
Then there are some men who get...
I've learned you don't have to be a dreamer or a misfit to understand just how many wonderful things, people, and creation there is in the world to be savored and enjoyed without having to look very far. I wish I understood depression, but I don't.
Yesterday, I attended the funeral of a very good friend. Larry was the kind of man who could be inconspicuous or the life of the party. He was the father of my daughter's best friend and honestly we weren't super close. His personality never jumped out at me though I have heard...
I just listed them kind of spontaneously the other day and I realized that I had hit on something about myself that I really hadn't thought about before. These are the characters that make up who I am.
1) The clown- I love to make people laugh and smile. This is the one who...
Manorkill is a place. It is a place in the mountains where my mother, father, grandparents, and ancestors back to the early 1800's are buried. It is where I'll presumably be buried one day too.
I don't know why this place in the Catskills was named Manorkill...
life is a beautiful giftwrapped in layers and layers,One layer is joythe next may be painOne layer is beginningthe next may be mundaneAnd as we unwrap and unwrap the giftthe best we can hope to find isthe end of the rainbowwhere one can fly free
New Year's eve is a great time to feel sentimental about things... particularly if you've been around a while. It's when you wonder if you're still gonna fit into a fast-changing world. It's when you decide if you'll get drunk, or make a pot of coffee and curl up...
Loss of health.
Loss of happy.
Loss of hope.
And critics bark at them.
For lame reasons.
With lame facts.
Never a cure.
Usually the jerks bark thats life.
Or get over it.
But if thats life.
And nothing gets fixed.
"Love never dies a natural death. It dies because we don't know how to replenish it's source. It dies of blindness and errors and betrayals. It dies of illness and wounds; it dies of weariness, of witherings, of tarnishings." Anais Nin
Romantic love is a mental illness, but it's a pleasurable one. It's a drug. It distorts reality, and that's the point of it. It would be impossible to fall in love with someone that you really saw." - Fran Lebowitz
Having played that record so many times, I wonder what keeps...
"Real love is a pilgrimage. It happens when there is no strategy, but it is very rare because most people are strategists." - Anita Brookner
Seems like everybody's making "choices" these days when it comes to relationships. It's almost amusing. Since when did true...
Professionals teach extremes.
Extremes dont work.
Punishing creates jerks and broken.
Spoiling does too.
So whats the answer.
How do mechanics know what to fix.
Are humans like cars.
So we need people mechanix.
But the pill...
They know things... hearts and bodies do. You live your life inside your head as you grow older; safe inside our wisdom; but hearts and bodies surprise you sometimes....
It's a good thing... when your heart and body surprise you with a mind of their own...
as if my life is continually played out somewhere between losing and finding. My shoulder seems to have no trouble "finding" the hard corner of the ill-placed bookcase my sons decided needed to be in the dining room - between me and the refrigerator basically. I have no trouble...
What is a friend? Is a friend someone who you should give grace even when they cannot understand? I do think a friend is someone you make space for and care about even when they can longer have you in the front row of their life, so to speak. I have erased the original story...
Too much wrong causes violence.
Violence causes reaction.
Dominant war begins.
Alcohol slipped through.
But other drugs wont.
Seatbelt tickets why.
Insurance goes up over seatbelt why.
Insurance goes up over...
So many deadlines.
Some do drugs.
Maybe climax became one.
And other addicts bark.
So hypocrasy is typical flaw now.
As is addiction.
So that pill makers stay...
They never earned it.
Some veterans did.
Some disabled did.
But disabled rarely get any.
We tried and broke.
Companies break people.
Neighborhoods do too.
Those not broken are praised.
But the breaking aint removed.
We are needy.
My mentor is old.
Wanting to be a hero.
Never happy unless agreed with.
Always needing to supply answers.
And mean if we dont agree.
Most in society are that way.
Abuse of power is seen in them.
You give and...
and treat me like I'm something adorably special since my face is always blank and shy with no emotion and people are like wow I never knew u do Hiphop and your really good and I'm like why and they go because your like soft and shy and I am also nice since I am honest and...
debated about and I noticed that from stories I have read pro-foreskin people keep saying "Let the boy grow up and make the decision himself if he wants to get cut" but when a guy who's in his 20's or so on mentions that they want to get circumcised some of the females replies...