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I Have Often Felt Unwanted

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    Worthless

    I've often felt really worthless. I don't feel like people understand what's going on with me. I was just diagnosed with major depression and borderline personality disorder. I also suffer from ADD, anorexia, bulimia and SAD. It's quite a lot that has caused me over time to...
    Donny1987 Donny1987 22-25, M 1 Response Dec 28, 2012

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    All My Life No One Wanted Me

    When my mom was pregnant with me she told my biological father and he was furious. He told her he was married and she needed to get rid of the baby. My mom told him she wouldn't and he sent his wife to fight my mom so that she would miscarry. My mom got beat up pretty bad when...
    living4my2boys living4my2boys 18-21, F 3 Responses Apr 7, 2012

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    "If I Had Known....

     "If I had known your father would die I would have never had you!" said mother "Just don't be too much like you." "just be normal" "What are you doing here" "Oh...its just you again"   ....yea well i have heard...
    Tacit Tacit 22-25, F 1 Response Jul 22, 2008

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    But I'm Not Alone?

    I've often felt unwanted... By my ex, by my fiance (back before we were engaged)... By my parents. Its better now... Now the moments of feeling unwanted are few and far between, but... Sometimes, I go through a period where no matter what I do, I feel like I'm unwantable...
    Elwing Elwing 31-35, F 1 Response Aug 11, 2008

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    i was born in a family where people r over intelligent & expects same from me too. i tried all my life to live upto their expectations. even got double bachlers & a masters degree also.but still they r not happy.iam their third daughter but often felt my family is...
    extra extra 22-25 2 Responses Jun 2, 2008

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    For a Long Time

    I have felt unwanted since I was a child.  I was moved around so much between my real father, grandparents and mother until I was about ten and my mother married my step father who I call my daddy to this day.  I feel my grandparents are the only ones that have ever...
    rondat rondat 41-45, F 2 Responses Dec 28, 2007

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    Have Felt That Way Many Times.

    For most of my life, I have felt so alone because I could not find someone that cared enough about me to enjoy life with.  It took a long time for me to come to the realization that I want me and that's all I really needed.  Yes I still need to feel loved and wanted by...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Jan 12, 2008

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    Maybe Now You Will Listen ?

    My name is.. doesn't matter..does it? You can say my story starts the same way as many others because it does and they always do.I grew up with no friends from 5-13 i only had my parents,through out this time i was always reminded by both of them how alone i was which only made...
    whocaresaboutmyname whocaresaboutmyname 16-17, F Dec 12, 2012

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    Why Would People Want Me?

    sometimes its just hard to see why people would want me there. what have i got to give them that they want, why would they want to be friends with me, why would my parents want a problem like me, why put up withme? its all just constant questions against myself, its hard to say...
    sezy sezy 16-17, F 2 Responses Aug 20, 2007

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    I'm Hurting

    The past 12 years of my marriage has been so hard to deal with, i wish i never met this man. He has no idea what marriage is, or how to deal with issues. Sometimes i can't believe he has so many  insensitive self centered hang ups  that my heart gives up. The "I'm sorry" crap...
    peachfuzz68 peachfuzz68 41-45, F 28 Responses Mar 5, 2012

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    Sad

    it's very sad but it's the cold hard facts of life, no one has ever wanted me nor will anyone ever want me. all pass me by to make up for being unwanted i threw myself into hobbies, and that worked for abit anyhow. but hobbies alone can't take away the hurt of being rejected. i...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Jul 2, 2012

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    Today on the school bus back from the movies,

    there was only one seat left. so I asked the guy if I could sit on the other side of him (the other side because I knew he wanted to talk to his friends across from him) And he sighed under his breath "oh my god" all drawn out and got up so I could get in. I could clearly see...
    TheGirlYouNeverKnew TheGirlYouNeverKnew 18-21, F 1 Response 20 hrs ago

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    Extra In This Big World

    hi ny1 out there can tel me how to cope up with job depressions. i don't feel like doing nything. always have weird things on my mind like wht if i die all my problems wud end. wht to do help pls.
    extra extra 22-25 1 Response Jul 6, 2008

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    As a guy I must say this is true for me. I don't have to be in competition with anyone. Just being around them and talking. Just like one of the girls. Especially since I decided...
    Adam59 Adam59 56-60, M 3 days ago

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    I just haven't felt like me for a while I don't know what me is. I feel fat and ugly and just gross. I've lost every single ounce of confidence I once had. I just am alone and...
    cutecrazy05 cutecrazy05 22-25 1 Response Oct 27

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    So, a lightbulb blew in my room today and it reminded me of a comment my mother made about me and my grandmother being 'highly charged' people. I took to google to see if this is a...
    AJM95W AJM95W 18-21, F a week ago

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    Yes I'm still alive, if it wasn't for my bf (now ex) and sister and her bf Doug I would have killed myself last night. I am checking myself in to a mental institution today to see...
    Rosaalie Rosaalie 18-21, F 2 Responses Oct 24

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    I lived off and on with him and my step mother before the age of 13, and permanently from then on. My dad is not good with words, he's not good with kids and he sure as hell had no...
    Theworldisminenow Theworldisminenow 18-21, F Nov 13

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    yep I had a lazy eye in both since birth and now I suffering from speech problems I have often hard time say things but the eye clinic gave me eye glasses but these are not regular...
    Rex76456 Rex76456 13-15, F 2 days ago

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    Time Travel Heart By: Deanna Jaxine Stinson, Paranormal Researcher Halo Paranormal Investigations - HPI International https://www.facebook.com/#!/groups/HPIinternational...
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    I have spent most of my life by myself. I never really had much for fiends. There are very few people i keep in regular contact with only 3/4 if you count my brother who lives with...
    Deathofall Deathofall 26-30, M 2 Responses Oct 22

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    Her and I have been working together for only a few weeks. I had brought her flowers and a card, but it wasn't until later that I found out she had a boyfriend. I feel that I have...
    marques30s marques30s 31-35, M 1 Response Oct 30

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    On Friday I was about to meet some people outside of my social circle and hang out. When we were waiting at the bus stop, I had the worst anxiety attack I have ever felt and had...
    xdrk xdrk 13-15, F 1 Response Nov 2

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    If I had known about this site a couple of years ago, I would have never added this experience to my list. I don't remember a time from my past where I have ever felt as if I had...
    bowlofsurreal bowlofsurreal 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 3

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    I am not fully sure of this but... I have always felt like one of my Indian ancestors had a wolf spirit and was pasted down in my family. I have been doing some research of my...
    FireWolfGirl FireWolfGirl 13-15, F Nov 9

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    My fiancé and I moved 1600 miles from our home town 3 months ago for his new job. He is helping build a company and is his boss' only employee. He works between 12-18 hours every...
    ttce123 ttce123 18-21, F Nov 10

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    I recently found out my husband of 20 years and the father of my four children was having a 5 month long affair. It's the most god awful pain I have ever felt. i do not wish it...
    kerey kerey 41-45, F 13 Responses Nov 11

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    I am always tired and sleepy. Not once in my life have I felt refreshed upon waking up.
    Kingshelman Kingshelman 31-35, M 6 Responses 5 days ago

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    I feel anxiety all the time.....at least once a week. It wasn't always there and now that it is...I have no idea what to do. The worst part is that it's made me become this...
    lisettispaghetti lisettispaghetti 22-25, F 4 Responses 4 days ago

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    I had always wanted to try it and last night I did! It was amazing going through those doors and seeing/feeling one life after another. I want to share one of them: I was a Native...
    mandala033 mandala033 22-25, F 3 days ago

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    sometimes i have these sudden rush of happiness and energy for no reason. its difficult to explain its like you want to run or talk to someone and make them laugh visit a friend...
    Camouflage Camouflage 18-21, M 1 Response 2 days ago

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    Some people say love is hard. Some say true love is even harder. Is it true? I'm not the one to answer that question. When it comes to love I'm a three time loser. Can I say I was...
    Leeza1964 Leeza1964 46-50, M 1 Response 22 hrs ago

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    I just woke up and had a very weird dream. I had a power to control time. I was playing volleyball with my friends and unwanted friends. I was so frustrated I ended up with the...
    Trishhh Trishhh 22-25, F 3 mins ago

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    I studied dreams in psychology all the way back at school so this is 6 years ago! Here are some psychological theories about dreams having meanings. I’m going to start with the...
    MilweePetite MilweePetite 18-21, F 1 Response 6 hrs ago

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    As you all know there was a man in my life who persecuted me and made my life a living hell . I wish if I was a talented author to write the whole story with all the details but...
    lostsouluk lostsouluk 31-35, F Oct 31

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    So I wasn't really knocked out but almost, So here's my story Weeks ago, I went to a discovery camp with my friends and on the second day we had to go Broga Hill Hiking. We had...
    violetweishan98 violetweishan98 13-15, F 1 hr ago

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    Once I had an experience that I would truly never forget . It all started with my friend Nathan. Nathan is one of those guys that knows practically everyone. He goes to every party...
    eoghan18 eoghan18 18-21 1 Response 1 hr ago

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    I'm 21 years old and have an anxiety disorder. I was borderline for most of my life, and then had a complication with an ADHD medication. This particular medication, Adderall...
    MidnightLaughter MidnightLaughter 18-21, F 7 hrs ago

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    As a senior in college, I live in an all boys' dorm. In the morning at 5 AM, there's a super hot freshman girl (age 18) who cleans the bathroom when I'm there. She's always happy...
    Triangulate Triangulate 22-25, M 1 Response 19 hrs ago

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    I have crazy strong feelings for matthew gray gubler, I've never been one to have crushes on celebrities... because I don't actually know the person and it's just so unrealistic...
    sofamiliaragleam sofamiliaragleam 18-21, F 1 Response 18 hrs ago

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    I get told this quite a lot it's not really weird it's just apparently different for someone my age to enjoy I often get told by people that I have the same music taste as their...
    digglett digglett 16-17, F 1 hr ago

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    Seven months ago after admitting my feelings to a friend of mine and being friend zoned, I told my cousin that I'm done with guys, I do not want to fall into the "crush" trap...
    RavenS45 RavenS45 18-21, F 43 mins ago

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    Couldn't post this as a question because they don't give you enough room. I figured I needed to explain a little before posing the question, so here goes. My husband and I have...
    zanyzoey zanyzoey 36-40, F 5 Responses 14 hrs ago

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    Trying to cope with the upcoming holidays with My mom. I tend to believe because she demonstrates the signs of Borderline Personality Disorder. I am adopted and for years I felt...
    lynn0483 lynn0483 31-35, F 2 Responses 11 hrs ago

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    I'm only 20 and I feel I've been through hell in my life when I was younger I was emotionally and physically abused I've never felt loved or cared for until I met my husband in our...
    mzk94 mzk94 18-21, F 7 hrs ago