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I Have Often Felt Unwanted

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    hi ny1 out there can tel me how to cope up with job depressions. i don't feel like doing nything. always have weird things on my mind like wht if i die all my problems wud end. wht to do help pls.
    extra extra 22-25 1 Response Jul 6, 2008

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    "If I Had Known....

     "If I had known your father would die I would have never had you!" said mother "Just don't be too much like you." "just be normal" "What are you doing here" "Oh...its just you again"   ....yea well i have heard...
    Tacit Tacit 22-25, F 1 Response Jul 22, 2008

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    Sad

    it's very sad but it's the cold hard facts of life, no one has ever wanted me nor will anyone ever want me. all pass me by to make up for being unwanted i threw myself into hobbies, and that worked for abit anyhow. but hobbies alone can't take away the hurt of being rejected. i...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Jul 2, 2012

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    Today on the school bus back from the movies,

    there was only one seat left. so I asked the guy if I could sit on the other side of him (the other side because I knew he wanted to talk to his friends across from him) And he sighed under his breath "oh my god" all drawn out and got up so I could get in. I could clearly see...
    TheGirlYouNeverKnew TheGirlYouNeverKnew 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 22, 2014

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    i was born in a family where people r over intelligent & expects same from me too. i tried all my life to live upto their expectations. even got double bachlers & a masters degree also.but still they r not happy.iam their third daughter but often felt my family is...
    extra extra 22-25 2 Responses Jun 2, 2008

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    But I'm Not Alone?

    I've often felt unwanted... By my ex, by my fiance (back before we were engaged)... By my parents. Its better now... Now the moments of feeling unwanted are few and far between, but... Sometimes, I go through a period where no matter what I do, I feel like I'm unwantable...
    iFortiTude iFortiTude 31-35 1 Response Aug 11, 2008

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    Worthless

    I've often felt really worthless. I don't feel like people understand what's going on with me. I was just diagnosed with major depression and borderline personality disorder. I also suffer from ADD, anorexia, bulimia and SAD. It's quite a lot that has caused me over time to...
    Donny1987 Donny1987 22-25, M 1 Response Dec 28, 2012

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    Have Felt That Way Many Times.

    For most of my life, I have felt so alone because I could not find someone that cared enough about me to enjoy life with.  It took a long time for me to come to the realization that I want me and that's all I really needed.  Yes I still need to feel loved and wanted by...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Jan 12, 2008

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    Maybe Now You Will Listen ?

    My name is.. doesn't matter..does it? You can say my story starts the same way as many others because it does and they always do.I grew up with no friends from 5-13 i only had my parents,through out this time i was always reminded by both of them how alone i was which only made...
    whocaresaboutmyname whocaresaboutmyname 16-17, F Dec 12, 2012

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    All My Life No One Wanted Me

    When my mom was pregnant with me she told my biological father and he was furious. He told her he was married and she needed to get rid of the baby. My mom told him she wouldn't and he sent his wife to fight my mom so that she would miscarry. My mom got beat up pretty bad when...
    living4my2boys living4my2boys 18-21, F 3 Responses Apr 7, 2012

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    For a Long Time

    I have felt unwanted since I was a child.  I was moved around so much between my real father, grandparents and mother until I was about ten and my mother married my step father who I call my daddy to this day.  I feel my grandparents are the only ones that have ever...
    rondat rondat 41-45, F 2 Responses Dec 28, 2007

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    Why Would People Want Me?

    sometimes its just hard to see why people would want me there. what have i got to give them that they want, why would they want to be friends with me, why would my parents want a problem like me, why put up withme? its all just constant questions against myself, its hard to say...
    sezy sezy 16-17, F 2 Responses Aug 20, 2007

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    I'm Hurting

    The past 12 years of my marriage has been so hard to deal with, i wish i never met this man. He has no idea what marriage is, or how to deal with issues. Sometimes i can't believe he has so many  insensitive self centered hang ups  that my heart gives up. The "I'm sorry" crap...
    peachfuzz68 peachfuzz68 41-45, F 27 Responses Mar 5, 2012

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    so apperantly my best friend didn't text me or call me for nearly a week.. the last time we spoke "properly" was on friday last week.. a friend of mine came from another city to...
    leyelaxx leyelaxx 16-17, F 2 Responses 2 hrs ago

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    I hate men. Don't trust them they are all sex badgering freaks who just care about their dicks. They will spend their lives making all their decisions based around sex and the need...
    Issima Issima 31-35, F 1 Response 2 hrs ago

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    Two weeks left!?!? This whole time it's felt like time was taking forever, but now it's like I blinked and bootcamp is coming to an end. I'm so happy he's in the final phase!
    emmy3991 emmy3991 22-25, F 3 hrs ago

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    angoracheck53 angoracheck53 41-45, F 4 hrs ago

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    I married a girl with my dream hair: long dark brown, so glossy it looks wet, thick, very silky and super soft! Beyond beautiful hair! She decided to go short for a few years after...
    Hairboy2015 Hairboy2015 41-45, M 1 Response 5 hrs ago

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    Even if we no longer dance, will you always consider me yours? I was that different one; The one who got too close and caused such storms within you. Protective and possessive...
    NoLightOfMyOwn NoLightOfMyOwn 41-45, F 2 Responses 5 hrs ago

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    Why are you so beautiful??!! Just by looking at your stupid face, my heart felt a dull, crushing pain. What superpowers do you have to make me feel like this?
    rosswakeman rosswakeman 22-25, M 1 Response 8 hrs ago

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    I had three weird dreams last night that felt super real but obviously weren't lol.
    Hipsterparty102 Hipsterparty102 16-17, M 8 hrs ago

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    And so does Rodney Carrington. If you like non sensical, gross, slightly disturbing and often just flat out hilarious, look up his stuff! I just listened to letter to my penis...
    Handyman25 Handyman25 26-30, M 10 hrs ago

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    At least 3 times a day more if I have the time.
    ApollosArrow ApollosArrow 18-21 12 hrs ago

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    Over the past year or two, I've been finding it more and more difficult to distinguish between when I'm dreaming and when I'm conscious. My dreams feel more vivid than real life...
    Surreal657 Surreal657 22-25, F 1 Response 14 hrs ago

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    The other day I googled map my childhood home. Im not sure why I did. I guess I wanted to evoke some kind of emotion from myself and I felt an immense pain of sadness and...
    Just1n Just1n 18-21, M 14 hrs ago

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    I'm still in ptsd recovery, even years after the event. A lot of triggers I've been treated for and have moved past, for the most part. The one I can't escape or even work with is...
    omgwut omgwut 41-45, M 1 Response 16 hrs ago

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    I have loved two men in my life: I let go of one and I married the other – my soulmate. I have often wondered, and still do, whether the first one is my TW… - We have...
    carrousselle carrousselle 31-35, F 1 day ago

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    My brother is 5 years older than I so we aren't very close. There weren't any kids in the neighborhood so I often just played by myself. We live on anyways so we're kinda far away...
    Lava234 Lava234 18-21, F 2 days ago

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    We are naturally curious as humans. It's one of our many great qualities which have led to knowledge, innovation, and progress. We want to know things. It's important to us to...
    youzd youzd 36-40, M 3 days ago

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    Today I visited my partner in prison for the second time, I left feeling very confused and unwanted, I feel that my partner is pushing me away or trying to at least, he said that...
    leavana0215 leavana0215 22-25, F 3 Responses 3 days ago

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    I went to this Church, as I often do because I like attending weekday mass and/or I enjoy staying inside. The confessional cubicles (whatever you call them) are placed at the back...
    Dewms Dewms 18-21, F 5 Responses 3 days ago

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    Why would anyone want to be with such a broken girl? :'( Can't keep anything together and mental break down are often. I ******* hate this. I hate ******** who think of only...
    jackjack600 jackjack600 18-21, F 4 days ago

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    My skin is beginning to clear up but it still makes me panic-what will I do if I can't find anything to pick at? If I'm brutally honest, I'll stop washing my hands and face (except...
    thelastflower thelastflower 26-30, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    Remember, dreams and nightmares are caused by REM (Rapid Eye Movement) and fractions of reality, like what you sense with your 5 senses, that can intertwine with the sub-conscious...
    ONESTARRYSTARRYNIGHT ONESTARRYSTARRYNIGHT 26-30, F 5 days ago

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    All throughout my childhood, I had a tough time making friends. Oh sure, I had a few friends with whom I could share my thoughts, but they were few and far between. Since entering...
    Allen007 Allen007 31-35, M 6 days ago

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    I can't believe what I used to do to feel. But at the same time it was to take away to feelings. Does that make any sense? I used to smoke weed to feel happy and get giggles...
    ShadowedLover ShadowedLover 18-21, F a week ago

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    I'm broken and depressed. I love someone and she loves me back but I don't think it would ever work. I'm married to someone who I can't talk to. I wanted things to be better with...
    lostboy100 lostboy100 36-40, M 4 Responses a week ago

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    The plane experience. I went to America last year and on the plane I really felt horn* so when everyone was asleep I went to the toilet and pleasured myself for a good 15minutes...
    deleted deleted 26-30 9 Responses Aug 19

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    I don't really know how these support forums work or whether anyone cares or understands but I am struggling so much. I fell like I'm suffocating and don't know where to turn. I...
    maxi101 maxi101 26-30, F 1 Response Aug 19

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    and I witnessed it all. it's been 2 years since it happened and I can remember it like it was yesterday. my then girlfriend was a support worker for alcoholics and drug users which...
    sonicblaha sonicblaha 26-30, M 3 Responses Aug 18

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    Very, very afraid. Rejection and abuse have probably played a big part. From both family and everyone else. An unwanted sexual encounter at 14 with an older woman also kind of made...
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