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I Have Often Wondered How Ppl Stopped Living

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    Until I Stopped Living...!

    i often wonder HOW this happened to us ...usually WHY...then its HOW... when one just come across ppl who are just starting their new life ..whos life is just brimming with activities they once dreamed of..or havent dreamed of... it just makes one wonder HOW one stopped living...
    l0v3w1th0utrul35 l0v3w1th0utrul35 22-25, F 3 Responses Jul 9, 2012

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