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I Have One Really Big Secret

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 48 People

    When I Was Younger

    When I was younger I was molested by a family friend. I didn't even really understand what happened until I was in middle school and started learning about that kind of stuff. At first I was in denial. Then I felt worth less and depressed and blamed myself - when it was in no way...
    cigarettte cigarettte 18-21, F Jul 28, 2013

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    The Night Before the Elections....

    ...back when I was in uni, my tutor group and our tutor went round and superglued most of the London MPs keyholes in their front doors       ssssssssssssssssssshhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
    deleted deleted 26-30 4 Responses Nov 30, 2008

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    The kind of secret that you are

    so ashamed of you just feel u cant tell anyone. Because they will see you in a different light, even if they are your very good friend. Either way this secret will ruin a friendship. The only person that can handle my secret is my best friend. I cant imagine beginning to tell...
    dixiecrystal1 dixiecrystal1 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 4, 2014

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    Under Cover Watching My Own House

    This one will take a while so updates will follow. This is a follow up to my big secret. I told a huge lie. The thing I hate to do the most in this world but so great was the urge within me to see the truth of the man in my life that I bought mundane clothing that blend into the...
    onapath onapath 36-40 1 Response Nov 19, 2008

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    My Big Secret...update

    It may not be that big for some but to me, it feels huge! I've noticed how much I miss my friend 'Jon' since I'm not able to be around him on a daily basis. We used to work together. I think he liked me maybe as more than a friend. He's always there when I really need him. I...
    onapath onapath 36-40 3 Responses Oct 31, 2008

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    baconassassin baconassassin 18-21, M 1 Response Jul 17, 2014

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    It was during the summer. I was out of school and house hopping since I had no stable home to go back to. It was a difficult year. I felt like dying every day. I had bouts of...
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    the picture is me as well as any additional pics I send. my experiences are sincere and I have one account only.
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    What I'd give for a really big one right now.... :,(
    LittleMissCandy LittleMissCandy 16-17, F 4 Responses 1 day ago

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    It's weird why have two is it like living two lives !! Or is it for acceptance? I'm curious why do people do this can some one explain pls !!!
    riderz4christ riderz4christ 36-40, M 1 day ago

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    Is like I'm minding my own business and stuff and then this stranger person starts to talk to me all of a sudden is like wtf..like I'm used to being by myself and it masses up my...
    smilelover smilelover 16-17, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    I have been having these thoughts of having sex with another female. Nothing serious, just a hookup. I'm straight (or at least I think I am) but the thought of another woman is the...
    Nikki252 Nikki252 26-30, F 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    i have read on EP that some people actually had babysitters that were younger than themselves. This sounds so exciting to me and I can't help but fantasize about what it would have...
    Cleancut Cleancut 41-45 2 days ago

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    Me and my girlfriend decided to go to a bar one day. It was a crowded place full of people. Me and my girlfriend was sitting at out place talking to ourselves. Then a guy came in...
    Barrier Barrier 18-21 1 Response 3 days ago

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    So I'm a 19th old queer person and I've been dating this lovely Transgirl for a little over a year. I met her in community college and she's just perfect, you know? The terrible...
    brittaE brittaE 18-21 4 days ago

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    literally I'm so different from everyone else and I think that's a good thing because I don't want to be like anyone else I want to be the only and first me and I am I don't think...
    cieloissky cieloissky 16-17, F 4 days ago

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    Occasionally I get on Kick and get the urge to hurt myself either by spanking or hurting the front. Today I got a weird idea and I did it because I'm going try anything at least...
    deleted deleted 26-30 4 days ago

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    I love to spank myself. The more it stings, the better. Am I the only person what does this? Do you? What do you use. What causes the most pain. I love to push the limits and see...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response 5 days ago

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    i like to chat with someone
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    Haven't had sex yet. But I've done a bunch of other cool things! It's not just about the sex though. I have never really been in a serious relationship. I feel lonely. And I feel...
    Robeta Robeta 22-25, M 5 days ago

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    I dreamt that I was aware that I was dreaming, in the dream there was a figure standing by my bedroom door. I knew somehow it meant me harm and I just needed to wake up to get away...
    justnicky justnicky 36-40, F 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    THIS IS MIGHT BE A TRUE STORY: ANGELA got into a really big fight with her foster Mother one day. After losing her marbles during the fight, she walked down several city blocks...
    ONESTARRYSTARRYNIGHT ONESTARRYSTARRYNIGHT 26-30, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    I grew up with a Dachshund. Would love to get one again, but don't have the money.
    melbdad melbdad 51-55, M 6 days ago

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    I can still remember dreams from years ago.. so vivid. I might start writing them down. Who knows, one day I might write a book ( or horror story) based on my wacky dreams
    wonderofwonders1 wonderofwonders1 41-45, F 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    I find it disturbing that adults can add minors to their circles on here!
    Slashrattlenroll Slashrattlenroll 41-45, M 3 Responses Jan 29

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    I am a big girl myself and I must admit the best sex partners I've had, have been with big guys. I find that big guys take their time, they are more affectionate and nothing gets...
    kewlchicc kewlchicc 36-40, F 2 Responses Jan 28

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    I think that I'm a pretty normal guy. I'm definitely not bad looking, but I'm not ridiculously handsome either. I used to be really antisocial, but over the past few years I've...
    lliilliill lliilliill 18-21, M 1 Response Jan 27

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    I think God likes to play pranks on us once in a while... My kids, both of them got the flu. One right after the other. My youngest one got it worse. Everyone that came in...
    cmyk323 cmyk323 36-40, F 2 Responses Jan 27

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    and yet since the years have past,and now im here on EP i started to think ..did i go wrong somewhere ? i mean im on my 3rd relationship .my first i wanted to settle with but she...
    crysis12 crysis12 51-55, M 2 Responses Jan 26

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    They say if you really focus on the other person (to whom you're interacting with) you feel less anxious and sometimes you don't feel anxious at all. It's not thinking about what...
    nousernameindeed nousernameindeed 18-21, F Jan 25

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    I'm not sure exactly how to word all this, but I'll do my best. First off I'd like to say that I am the type of person that wants everyone around me to be happy. It's less...
    sweetgem8 sweetgem8 41-45, F 6 Responses Jan 25

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    Really bad. Supposedly from PTSD but I wonder if that's the adult ADHD catchall. I hate panic attacks though. No matter how many I have, I still get scared when I have one.
    apresm0i apresm0i 26-30, F 3 Responses Jan 24

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    Let me share my rather crazy story, in fact as I'm laying here in bed at 09:35 on a Sunday morning I wonder if it is actually as crazy as my brain makes it out to be but read on...
    halphgracie halphgracie 31-35, M Jan 24

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    I do have strange dreams and also "visions". The visions come when I'm wide awake. This has been happening since I was a very young child. My father would beat me for talking about...
    MourningDove7 MourningDove7 36-40, F 4 Responses Jan 23

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    Oh golly gosh goodness me, do I have a notebook big enough!?lol
    Lee124 Lee124 41-45, F 1 Response Jan 22

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    I'm 47 but they now believe I have had fibro since I was about 19! My dr use to tell me I was a tense sleeper, that's why my body hurts! I have had awful headaches my entire life...
    Brokenangel631 Brokenangel631 46-50, F 2 Responses Jan 22

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    22 years ago I fell in love with a man I worked with. I was in my mid 20s and he was a year older than me. We started as friends and it turned to flirting. One day a coworker said...
    Freckles1969 Freckles1969 46-50, F 4 Responses Jan 20

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    I am talking about one to one, serious relationship. I have never had that! :/ And i thought i am pretty awesome! People get so shocked when i tell i have been single all this...
    doodle00 doodle00 22-25, F 4 Responses Jan 20

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    I have really big vivid dream where i kill people a lot. Dont know what it mean. where i swim in water and i have magical power and fight with friends. I never forget my dream but...
    yanharc yanharc 18-21, M Jan 19

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    I am a first year undergraduate and I absolutely hate university. I'm sorry to be another weak and whiny online post, I'm very much the kind of person to say 'if you've got time to...
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