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I Have One Really Big Secret

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    The kind of secret that you are

    so ashamed of you just feel u cant tell anyone. Because they will see you in a different light, even if they are your very good friend. Either way this secret will ruin a friendship. The only person that can handle my secret is my best friend. I cant imagine beginning to tell...
    dixiecrystal1 dixiecrystal1 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 4

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    When I Was Younger

    When I was younger I was molested by a family friend. I didn't even really understand what happened until I was in middle school and started learning about that kind of stuff. At first I was in denial. Then I felt worth less and depressed and blamed myself - when it was in no way...
    cigarettte cigarettte 16-17, F Jul 28, 2013

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    Under Cover Watching My Own House

    This one will take a while so updates will follow. This is a follow up to my big secret. I told a huge lie. The thing I hate to do the most in this world but so great was the urge within me to see the truth of the man in my life that I bought mundane clothing that blend into the...
    onapath onapath 36-40 1 Response Nov 19, 2008

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    The Night Before the Elections....

    ...back when I was in uni, my tutor group and our tutor went round and superglued most of the London MPs keyholes in their front doors       ssssssssssssssssssshhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
    deleted deleted 26-30 4 Responses Nov 30, 2008

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    baconassassin baconassassin 18-21, M 1 Response Jul 17

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    My Big Secret...update

    It may not be that big for some but to me, it feels huge! I've noticed how much I miss my friend 'Jon' since I'm not able to be around him on a daily basis. We used to work together. I think he liked me maybe as more than a friend. He's always there when I really need him. I...
    onapath onapath 36-40 3 Responses Oct 31, 2008

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    Related Experiences

    I'm about to share my big secret and shame to my therapist. I feel like I'm about to die; I fear silent judgement and I'm sure I'll melt down in tears due to shame. Maybe one day I...
    squirrelbounce squirrelbounce 41-45, F 7 Responses Dec 2

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    I have big caribian blue eyes :)
    ooprincess27oo ooprincess27oo 18-21, F 2 Responses Nov 19

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    I never have A drink.....I have A bottle. Yup
    lehcar1977 lehcar1977 36-40 5 hrs ago

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    I don't think no one cares about me any more ....... I'm kinda alone I guess ..... No one probably cares if I die and they probably don't care if the lose me ... Or ..... leave EP...
    Payton20014 Payton20014 13-15, F 7 Responses Dec 7

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    well the reason i've never dated anyone is because the schools i went to all had really mean students that bullied me all the time mainly because i have long hair, have acne, and...
    viper1024 viper1024 16-17, M Nov 21

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    I felt so bad because they're too "good-behaviour" person, bcs as a young people i thought that we have to explore anything, even it is good or bad. I felt so blessed because my...
    kathv kathv 22-25, F Dec 9

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    It's seriously starting to worry me I was literally finding an experience on this I was going to write about and my app shut down I loaded it up and I forgot what it was this...
    digglett digglett 16-17, F a week ago

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    All those friends you make at school. All those popular ones that you became friends with over a couple of years. It seems that you have tons of friends. But when you leave and go...
    Trinityde Trinityde 13-15, F 1 Response Dec 5

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    I'm old enough to get a job, I only have 1 year left in high school and and I want to get a job and save up money so I can have my own place one day. I talked to my mom about it...
    Cooltiger190 Cooltiger190 16-17, F 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    one and done. She is almost 8 and I don't see myself ever having any more. I'm happy with my little family!
    EquineZen EquineZen 26-30, F 1 Response Dec 10

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    Well...that's what I'm having. One of "those" days. :(
    lacymom1 lacymom1 46-50, F 4 Responses a week ago

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    I just watched a preview of a documentary called "The Cure" and this is basically the just of what they said. I also believe it to be true. I know you do not have to believe in...
    stigmafree stigmafree 31-35 1 Response 6 days ago

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    Let me tell you this maybe hyperbole but she is worth it :) I met her and we were kinda forced to know eachother ! Well that was just the start she was shy smart *** and Me crazy...
    ThisIsMeYeah ThisIsMeYeah 18-21, F 3 Responses 5 days ago

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    Haven't been on here for about a month or so. And the format is different. I don't much like it. Why did ep do this?
    blabweekly blabweekly 13-15, F 1 Response Nov 30

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    Why do so many people have that same Suit and tie picture ?!?!
    3dayweekend 3dayweekend 18-21, M 1 Response Dec 3

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    My boyfriend and I are both empaths. We do love each other and hurt for each others pain. I don't have to tell him if I get mad, or happy, thankful or sad, because he already knows...
    meyyienne321 meyyienne321 18-21, F Dec 9

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    Sometimes it's nice to just have a drink and chill.
    Bpack Bpack 31-35 1 day ago

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    Wow traditional graham cracker gingerbread houses done! We started doing these with our children about 20 years ago. It use to be our children and a few cousin. Then our children...
    squirllykid squirllykid 46-50, F Dec 8

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    Being new to anything is always a challenge. Somehow things that are new and unknown strikes at the core who we are. It is our underbelly -- where we are the most vulnerable...
    LJay56 LJay56 56-60, M Dec 2

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    Lost my left leg to cancer. The doctors think they got it all at least. Out of initial hospital, now in a physical rehab hospital for a week or two.
    ViciDraco ViciDraco 26-30, M 6 Responses Dec 7

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    EP - a tyranny of those who own the question space. Do you agree?
    yeyoil yeyoil 22-25, M 3 days ago

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    i enjoy having a few drinks, but it usually turns into more than that hahahaha!!
    Pigmaginny Pigmaginny 22-25, M 16 hrs ago

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    The year is getting closer to an end, Christmas is close and the New Year is just around the corner. I enjoy the New Year, for one thing it is a new beginning and it was also the...
    lasergraph lasergraph 61-65, M 5 Responses Dec 3

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    So ever since I was a little girl all I've ever heard was "omg you have a really big butt!" I heard this from the age of 5 years old to now (22) I became so self conscious about it...
    NewYorkDream NewYorkDream 22-25, F 28 Responses Nov 19

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    Ever since I discovered I had feelings for my closest guy friend and was way too emotional, I didn't want to do anything stupid and kept my distance from him. He was always there...
    xxhappilyeverafterxx xxhappilyeverafterxx 13-15, F Dec 6

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    My trust issues began when I was 13. My mom was my hero as a kid. I could talk to her about anything. Then one day she reviled a secret to me. My mom was cheating on my dad with...
    BFRM BFRM 18-21, F Dec 3

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    This is a journal I wrote on August 17, 2012 about my parents finding out about my bulimia: they found out! my secrets are all out! I have no more privacy no more dignity and all...
    yonnie97 yonnie97 16-17, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    Secrets are not ever secrets Some one will tell some one and some one will tell some one else and so on and so on.....then your secret will no longer be your secret and more than...
    Alli13146 Alli13146 13-15, F 4 Responses 4 days ago

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    De-icing an air conditioner is something that you'd probably choose to do on and round the coils. De-ice an air conditioner with enable from a foreman for Lighty Contractors in...
    Alexander0493fzr1 Alexander0493fzr1 31-35, M 1 Response Dec 9

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    One of the best qualities that I have is that, your secret will always be safe with me. Yeah ! That's totally true. I am good at keeping secrets just because of a simple fact that...
    ProjectXPune ProjectXPune 18-21, M 2 Responses Dec 9

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    Success Such a funny thing. There is no real way to place value on another persons worth. Sometimes I get caught up in my self-loathing that I forget I am pretty good at certain...
    secretme1970 secretme1970 41-45, F 1 Response Dec 10

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    i really, really like big noses, and i want one really bad. i know a lot of people would find this strange, and maybe some people might get mad at me for it, but i really wish my...
    sonnyday5 sonnyday5 16-17 Nov 30

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    only intuition yesterday when speaking of wages I guessed the ridiculous amount a dishwasher gets. It is some sort of intuition, I should start cheering when snapping my lucky...
    redribbonbook redribbonbook 46-50 Dec 8

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    My whole life I have been raised with secrets and growing up around situations that cause more secrets. I have a fairly new secret to add to my list if you want to share a secret...
    DizzyGreenEyes DizzyGreenEyes 18-21, F 5 Responses Dec 1

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    This isn't really a secret but I just realized that I posted my first photo exposing my face today!
    Loveonhersleeves Loveonhersleeves 18-21, F 4 Responses Dec 4

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    to love. to laugh. to spread peace and joy. to make you laugh. to share. to learn. to dance. to paint. to help my fellow man, every chance I get. to smile.... to tell all of you...
    hollygee hollygee 41-45, F a week ago

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    Today I dreamed that I was at a really big sports event I was one of the athletes along with other girls, one of them was a girl of my old class. The place we were in was like a...
    HelenaMai HelenaMai 18-21, F Nov 28

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    For the spacial sequence synesthetes out there: can you move around your spaces to view it from different perspectives or are you stuck in one place? Does it bug you when there's...
    Phocidae Phocidae 13-15, F Nov 30

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    I have a lots of secrets and I would like someone who I can share them with. I'll keep your secret I promise:)
    Joylove347 Joylove347 18-21, F 6 Responses Dec 3

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    Your home might have one of various types of heating devices. They are able to vary from blowing hot air through ductwork to piping incredibly hot drinking water by means of your...
    William7035cob3 William7035cob3 31-35, M 1 Response Dec 10

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