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About people with a secret life... 54 People

    Infamous Dancer

    I danced for several years about 40 minutes from home.   I could not tell my family.  I could not go to stores with them in case someone called out Roxy and recognized me. If I went out in the town I danced in, every single bar ended up with a Mistress Roxy...
    MISTRESSROXY MISTRESSROXY 36-40, F 3 Responses Oct 18, 2009

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    I Had It 20 Years

    I had this double life between about 17 and 37.  I had girlfriends and then a wife and I had boyfriends.  When I became 37 I  told it my family and it was no problem.  Some of the boyfriends became best friends of my wife and lived from time to time in one of our houses...
    alexberlin alexberlin 56-60, M Oct 6, 2011

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    Bigamy

    I have two husbands. They know about each other, and respect each other's time with me. Neither will yield their time with me, nor will they let me alone. Who else knows I am polyandrous? Not my family, nor either of theirs. Some people know I am in an affair with a man who...
    auroramaru auroramaru 46-50, F 7 Responses Jun 23, 2011

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    My Alter Ego

    I am a darling wife with a dirty hidden secret. I have been married to my wonderful husband for 24 years now and I have been the model wife to him and mother to our two beautiful daughters. I created this page so that I may have a place to share my stories with people that will...
    pretendwife pretendwife 36-40, F 2 Responses Dec 11, 2012

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    Corporate Wild Man

    In the 80's I worked for a huge financial corporation in San Francisco by day and was a raving wildman by night. I wore the suits & silk ties, and had  the corporate image down pat. My co-workers kept telling me management was grooming me for big things in my future and...
    zillaron zillaron 51-55, M 3 Responses Oct 18, 2009

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    Do You Feel Like You're Living A Lie?

    Do you feel like you’re living a lie?  Are you keeping a secret from your family and friends that is causing your life to spiral out of control?Do you want to make a change and are you ready?  We can help.  From the Executive Producer of the acclaimed documentary series...
    doublelifetvseries doublelifetvseries 36-40, M Aug 23, 2011

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    It's Not Me, But Her Story Inspired Me

    I read a real story from a married woman who shares her secret about her almost 30 years old affair without the husband knowing nothing about it. She began when she was  more than  20 years and now  is in the early 50 and with a married daughter (who doesn't know...
    AndyL AndyL 31-35, M Aug 15, 2007

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    It's Semi Secret...

    ...that I am just starting a polygamous relationship. I say semi secret because my husband and my girlfriend both work together and the rumors that "she is doing him and his wife" are no longer denied, not admitted but not denied either. My MIL lives next door to us and knows...
    notholdingback notholdingback 36-40, F 1 Response Aug 29, 2012

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    He was in the midst of a divorce when I met him. Then he went back to his wife. I left him and went back to school. Then he left her and begged to get back together. That's...
    tmonroe666 tmonroe666 46-50, F 1 Response Jun 29

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    Anyone living a double life? We are working on a new documentary (apparently, I see on here there have been a few already on here looking for the same thing) exploring the...
    janesmith12 janesmith12 36-40, F 1 Response Jul 8

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    We have had a really warm and sunny summer so far here in Cornwall which has meant a lot of days spent on the beaches and coves close to my home. My boyfriend is home on leave...
    saratzuke saratzuke 22-25, F 2 hrs ago

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    I am a 50 year old woman, and I've just about destroyed any hope for happiness or success in my life. For years I took care of my elderly parents. Everyone else's needs came...
    LonelyGirlOhio LonelyGirlOhio 46-50, F 1 Response Jul 15

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    I have had eczma all my life and lately it is so bad that I don't go out in public because I don't want people to look at me, the only thing that clears it away is prednisone which...
    nikita80501 nikita80501 31-35, F 3 days ago

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    I have had sleep paralysis since I was a teen, I have found it helps to sleep only on my sides. This was suggested by a Buddhist nun who said sleeping on my back left me open to...
    xgingerx1974 xgingerx1974 36-40, F 2 Responses Jul 12

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    Have Had Way Too Many Surgeies
    michigan11 michigan11 22-25, M 4 days ago

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    I have had a scare with the thought of cancer. I had a very large thyroid, with small tumors on the left side. I went for a biopsy and the doctor called me a week later to tell me...
    kristy31415 kristy31415 18-21, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    .. I have been very young which is why I have had these, I have not found these pleasant or at all condoning. I regret them but I was not ready for a baby.. But now I am pregnant...
    jessicamayx jessicamayx 18-21, F 2 Responses Jul 5

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    My double chin is pretty big :)
    FatExplodingBelly FatExplodingBelly 18-21, M Jul 19

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    I have wanted to ask my stylist for a women's hair style now for years, but I never seem to work up the nerve. I feel that I need to develop a relationship with her first before...
    tpoh tpoh 46-50, M 1 Response 20 hrs ago

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    I haven't left the house in 3 weeks. I want friends but my anxiety get In the way. I get scared people will reject me once they see my personality.
    moko212 moko212 16-17, F 1 Response 1 hr ago

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    I have two seperate groups of friends. Both I've known for long times but neither of them know eachother or hang around the same area. Some nights I'm with my redneck friends...
    jayybbyx jayybbyx 18-21, F 1 day ago

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    I had a rough life, and a rough childhood, But im happy i can stand here today and help people with there struggles, when i was a young girl, my parents were always argueing, i...
    haileythompson haileythompson 18-21 1 Response Jul 12

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    I joined this website a long while back because I was going through a very bad time, I was depressed, suicidal and lost. My life has changed now and I still feel funny. I had...
    doctorwhofan doctorwhofan 22-25, F Jul 17

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    I started smoking weed when I was 16. My Dad caught me doing it and took my weed. This made me hate my Dad. I acted so mean to him when really he was just trying to keep me safe. I...
    kevin1080123 kevin1080123 18-21, M 1 Response Jul 5

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    Let me start by saying a little bit about myself. I consider myself to be shy, reserved, kind, and sensitive. This hell all started 17 years ago when I was born. So I lived with...
    aaaadse aaaadse 26-30, M Jul 13

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    I was at a neighborhood pool, swimming when I was in High school. It was a day like all the others . I just happened to look over where I was swimming and there was a young kid...
    libbielane libbielane 56-60, F 6 days ago

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    It's wasn't that big But I stopped like 2 of friends from getting ran over The first one we were walking n the bus was pulling out and I ran to the over side but she was just...
    Hiddenamoungus Hiddenamoungus 13-15, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    Lost my best friend last week. I was suicidal and wouldn't leave my room. Just spoken to a girl on EP. Made me realise what I have to live for. You know who you are. You probably...
    ninetyninelb ninetyninelb 13-15, M 2 Responses Jul 6

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    This all began when I graduated military college. *** you all know #military people# don`t have a possibility to choose where to serve or to work or whatever....... That was my...
    bilberrry bilberrry 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 6

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    .i've suffered from deep depression and anxiety since 1992 and tried all kinds of medicines and therapies. i even tried a clinical trial at the NIH but didn't qualify for their...
    dianeepoo dianeepoo 51-55, F 3 Responses Jul 10

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    I had my very first panic attack today. I was at a water park and i went down one of those closed water slides. I went on it with my friend before so i knew what it was like but i...
    meganayyye21 meganayyye21 16-17, F 1 Response Jul 20

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    Honestly, I feel like my life would be perfect if I had a bf and that bothers me. Why can't I just be happy with what I have? Why can't i go on without this missing piece? If boys...
    tonib123 tonib123 16-17, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    I've had more than 50 ECTs over the last 4 years and it has saved my life. I have very mild memory loss, but it's worth it.
    Cathy1963 Cathy1963 51-55, F Jul 2

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    I am worn out and feel trapped, I cannot runaway from these feelings, My situation no matter what i try isn't changing.. People come and people go.. The sun rises and it sets...
    Quanitta Quanitta 26-30, F 2 Responses Jul 5

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    I have come to the conclusion that no one gives a **** wether you live or die. When you are desperate for just some one to talk to. And you call your sister and brothers and they...
    Hellogran Hellogran 61-65, F 1 Response Jul 12

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    I have been out since I was 13 and I'm 16 now. I have been bullied for being bi at least once a week since I came out, and it does not feel like 3 years already. Despite having...
    eddiefanboy eddiefanboy 16-17, M 1 Response Jul 21

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    Society demands people to act normal, to do things appropriately with the right corresponding manner and I have nothing against it. Its just that most people try so hard to blend...
    zynicx zynicx 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 1

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    When I was in my twenties and was in a monastery actually studying to become a Franciscan brother. One week end we were having a retreat and during the singing of a song which...
    mike52ad mike52ad 56-60, M Jul 1

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    In high school my friend witnessed his uncle, whom he was very close with, commit suicide by shooting himself in the head with a shotgun. He saw everything, when he came back to...
    Anderson087 Anderson087 22-25, M 1 Response Jul 5

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    Ive broken a lot of things in life 😌 but im glad to say a bone was never one of them 😇🙏.
    verox3 verox3 13-15, F Jul 13

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    I don't want him in my life anymore. He is just a loser who thinks he is always right.
    yomy1603 yomy1603 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 17

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    Larry and I were 12 years old and went fishing down to the creek about a half mile away. There had been heavy rains and we were told not to go because the creek was full to the...
    luv2fish luv2fish 56-60, M Jul 17

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    I've fell. A lot in my life
    ktdunlap18 ktdunlap18 13-15, F 1 Response a week ago

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    In my experience, especially my most recent, the physical feeling of being dragged and pulled on my leg was so strong and vivid. I could seriously feel the nails on me and hair...
    nikkny nikkny 22-25, F 3 Responses 15 hrs ago

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    I have a good, in fact brilliant life physically, yet I really don't feel like living. I just don't get why. I just hate myself so much that I can't do anything except daydream...
    NatashaRose NatashaRose 18-21, F Jun 29

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    I think i had this happen to me a few times, once was when i was pregnant with my second son. It was in the day and being about 6 months pregnant i was so tired so decided to have...
    Gentleandlovingsoul Gentleandlovingsoul 36-40, F 3 Responses Jul 1

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    I have something I gotta get outta me so yea.. I was younger from 5th grade to 8th grade.. I had depression anxiety and anger problems. I would not stop crying for those 3/4 years...
    Fifidog Fifidog 16-17, F 1 Response Jul 4

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    I thought we had it all, mostly because he told me so. I'm reluctant in love and always have been, I need convincing and he was so good at it he made me feel like we were forever...
    LoudMouse LoudMouse 31-35, F 5 Responses Jul 4