I Have Out of Control Thoughts

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    I Hate My Brain.

    I don't even know what to write about this one. My brain just tortures me. I worry and become anxious about stupid things. I can rationalise everything but it doesn't help - with some things it's like there are two separate voices in my brain that don't agree; the logical one and...
    esclave esclave
    18-21, F
    Nov 28, 2007

    My Thoughts

    My thoughts,Outta control,Someone,Please help,At this rate,Goodness knows,What's goin' on.
    stormcape3 stormcape3
    Sep 5, 2012

    leave me alone too long

    and I will fight with myself. I don't get along with myself very well...
    blackscribbles blackscribbles
    26-30, F
    1 Response Dec 3, 2014

    2 Things That Bug Me

    i do have out of control thought but there are 2 particular types that i hate and want to get a handle on. one is when im sleeping. i love to sleep, but god forbid i wake up to pee and have a thought. its all over. today is sunday and i really wanted to sleep but at 5:00 i had a...
    kittten kittten
    46-50, F
    1 Response Jan 13, 2008

    Mini Insight

    quite seriously, this is a mini insight into what's happening in my head: oh that has to be done. need to do this for that and- oh bollocks! forgot about the other thing! need to talk to x for- FECK! what about that one there! need to buy- PUDGE forgot her. need to give...
    deleted deleted
    Jan 24, 2008

    Uninvited Thoughts

    i hate alot of the thoughts i get, they normally consist of things that i just dont want to think about like suicide, losing my mum and sister and having to be left with my dad and that one in particular scares me, cos i could never stay with my dad on my own, no way, so i hate...
    sezy sezy
    18-21, F
    1 Response Aug 20, 2007

    Saturated Mind

    my head is so saturated in thoughts that i continously say things that dont make sense because my mind messes all my thoughts up when i try to say them..
    tinypeanut tinypeanut
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Jun 17, 2007

    Can't Stop It

    I can't stop thinking about bad things happening, to me, my family, friends. Either me/them dying or being involved in some sort of accident, being hurt in some way. I can't stop playing out these scenarios in my head, I go into real detail about exactly whats happening to them...
    Jypzyrose Jypzyrose
    18-21, F
    Jun 19, 2008

    To Put It Simply...

    I sometimes feel like I'm battling my mind. If I have a bad thought or one I don't want, I have to replace it with a good thought or try to force it out of my head. And I sometimes can't. I try to think of something.. something so simple... and my mind works against me.. it...
    PoeticRejection PoeticRejection
    26-30, F
    5 Responses Jul 26, 2007

    Mommys Not All There

    I have all these thoughts of limbs being broken falls being deathly drownings in bathtubs I m so stuck in my head with these thoughts that I cant get out my children always ask me why it takes me so long to answer them when they ask me a question. I cant slow down my mind fast...
    halfgone halfgone
    26-30, F
    3 Responses Jun 18, 2007

    Different Mood, Different Thought

    On a regular, ideas pop up into my head... my mood creates my thoughts.I take comfort in closing my eyes or "day dreaming" to set a mood that is greater than how I feel in the moment.I have caught myself thinking unrealistic, when I am angry or feeling hate.. then I must tell...
    ibstraange ibstraange
    Apr 15, 2012

    Its Happening Now

    Perfect group for what I'm feeling right now..Please understand I'm truly stuggling with this one. The main highlights is depression, suicide attempts, therapy and was on the right track until yesterday. People who are around me seen the wonderful difference these last weeks. I...
    Calif39 Calif39
    36-40, F
    Mar 26, 2012

    I Used To...

    ...before I started regularly taking my medication! Now with things more under control, my thoughts seem to have slowed WAY down, even to being pretty much absent (save what I WANT to think about!).Interestingly enough, it's has gotten HARDER to think verbally! Now I have to...
    GodsLovedMan GodsLovedMan
    41-45, M
    1 Response Dec 15, 2012

    It Can Get Out Of Hand

    My mind can get pretty out of hand. When I'm with certain people, my mind wanders about things that I really shouldn't be thinking about. My brains just gets out of control, and it's really hard to reel it back in. And then there are some things I can't think about without...
    sumerius96 sumerius96
    Mar 3, 2012

    I Hate My Thoughts...

    I just thinking all these scenarios where I end up killing myself or other people get killed and it's just stupid. I just think of all these scenarios where I end up dying all someone else does and I play it all in detail in my head.. it's horrible but I really can't stop it... I...
    BrokenAngelWishes BrokenAngelWishes
    18-21, F
    Jan 17, 2010

    Where Are You Who Are You

    Im not supposed to talk to my ex because of he wants to kill me and I put a order of protection againest him. He would tell me so many things to scare me and so many things that made me love him and so many things that were just lies. LIES all lies turns out he is hanging out at...
    halfgone halfgone
    26-30, F
    1 Response Aug 15, 2007

    Freedom of Out-of-controlness

    Out of control?? This motor mouth has a mind of it's own!! Jabber Jabber Jabber all day long, my thought's are just as bad, if not worse!! They're completely out of control, but it's not like I don't try to stop it. Freedom of thoughts!!!
    Luangi Luangi
    18-21, F
    1 Response Nov 28, 2007

    My Out of Control Thoughts Are Usually About Worry.

    Even the slightest event can cause my mind to start racing uncontrollably from one horrible thought to another. Like the other night when my parents were out  at a party, they said they would be back by a certain time, and it was almost an hour after that when I finally got...
    LonelySoul LonelySoul
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Jul 21, 2007
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