I Have Panic Disorder and Depression

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    I believe i have... I am struggelning with

    these thoughts... Impulses. I could just end it, jump infront of that train.... Or it would feel so good to cut... To feel something again... Idk Why i Continue, or for how long i can Continue... Everyday is just pretend infront everybody that i am ok, when really... I already...
    deleted deleted
    May 3, 2015

    It really sucks. I copped out on an AP test

    because I was having a panic attack. It was embarrassing and disappointing. Why does the world keep encouraging me to do things that incapacitate me and then humiliate me for that? Stupid fight-or-flight
    Chuckabeth Chuckabeth
    1 Response Aug 29, 2014

    Why can't I just be excited to go to work?

    I should be proud and glad that I have a job. All I can think about is how badly I want to give up and quit. I know I shouldn't be so depressed about this but I just can't stop the way I feel.
    peggyjolleen peggyjolleen
    26-30, F
    Jul 6, 2014

    I am so frustrated. I can't shake this anxiety.

    I finally had it under control and felt happy for the first time in years, until i started this job. I wake up every morning throwing up because of my nerves. My doctor increased my Zoloft, which I think has made it worse. I need advice. I'm about to give up.
    peggyjolleen peggyjolleen
    26-30, F
    1 Response Aug 10, 2014

    Zoloft, Xanax and Propranolol...

    I had my first panic attack when i was riding to Wal-Mart with a friend. I was so stressed by boyfriend being in jail, and I had a lot of things on my mind. I got really light headed and I felt like i couldn't breath. I told my friend that we had to go home because i...
    dakeifers dakeifers
    Apr 25, 2008

    Panic and depression are no joke

    and it bothers me when people place judgement upon others, especially when they do not know the situation. Just a thought...
    JSprague91 JSprague91
    22-25, F
    May 3, 2015


    I had my first attack at age 15. I finally got on meds at age 19. Zoloft works great for me. I still have them once in a while but nowhere near as bad. I don't know what caused them exactly but suspect post tramatic stress and partial hereditary. I don't wish this on anyone in...
    cllucas22 cllucas22
    31-35, F
    1 Response Jun 7, 2013

    I felt down and felt like I want to hurt myself

    to feel the pain, but still I felt scared and panic like my heart rise up and sometimes I want to start my life again but still I scared of death...
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    1 Response May 2, 2015

    I just wish I could get rid of my anxiety

    and panic attacks to be a proper mother to my children
    jodiepodie85 jodiepodie85
    31-35, F
    Jun 19, 2014

    It's so much harder when I know what it's like

    to be happy. I was so happy just a month ago.
    peggyjolleen peggyjolleen
    26-30, F
    1 Response Jul 6, 2014

    .... Well I don't know.

    I really don't... I am so confused... Just **** my life why don't ya. My bestie and my boyfriend are fighting. After I said this he stopped talking. Idk if he deleted his Facebook or he blocked me. I don't know what message he Is trying to send, if any. I am really so confused...
    PunkRockUnicorn PunkRockUnicorn
    13-15, F
    1 Response Sep 9, 2014
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