I Have Panic Disorder and Depression

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    I believe i have... I am struggelning with

    these thoughts... Impulses. I could just end it, jump infront of that train.... Or it would feel so good to cut... To feel something again... Idk Why i Continue, or for how long i can Continue... Everyday is just pretend infront everybody that i am ok, when really... I already...
    deleted deleted
    May 3, 2015

    I am so frustrated. I can't shake this anxiety.

    I finally had it under control and felt happy for the first time in years, until i started this job. I wake up every morning throwing up because of my nerves. My doctor increased my Zoloft, which I think has made it worse. I need advice. I'm about to give up.
    peggyjolleen peggyjolleen
    26-30, F
    1 Response Aug 10, 2014

    .... Well I don't know.

    I really don't... I am so confused... Just **** my life why don't ya. My bestie and my boyfriend are fighting. After I said this he stopped talking. Idk if he deleted his Facebook or he blocked me. I don't know what message he Is trying to send, if any. I am really so confused...
    PunkRockUnicorn PunkRockUnicorn
    16-17, F
    1 Response Sep 9, 2014

    Panic and depression are no joke

    and it bothers me when people place judgement upon others, especially when they do not know the situation. Just a thought...
    JSprague91 JSprague91
    26-30, F
    May 3, 2015

    It really sucks. I copped out on an AP test

    because I was having a panic attack. It was embarrassing and disappointing. Why does the world keep encouraging me to do things that incapacitate me and then humiliate me for that? Stupid fight-or-flight
    Chuckabeth Chuckabeth
    1 Response Aug 29, 2014

    I just wish I could get rid of my anxiety

    and panic attacks to be a proper mother to my children
    jodiepodie85 jodiepodie85
    31-35, F
    Jun 19, 2014

    Why can't I just be excited to go to work?

    I should be proud and glad that I have a job. All I can think about is how badly I want to give up and quit. I know I shouldn't be so depressed about this but I just can't stop the way I feel.
    peggyjolleen peggyjolleen
    26-30, F
    Jul 6, 2014


    I had my first attack at age 15. I finally got on meds at age 19. Zoloft works great for me. I still have them once in a while but nowhere near as bad. I don't know what caused them exactly but suspect post tramatic stress and partial hereditary. I don't wish this on anyone in...
    cllucas22 cllucas22
    31-35, F
    1 Response Jun 7, 2013

    It's so much harder when I know what it's like

    to be happy. I was so happy just a month ago.
    peggyjolleen peggyjolleen
    26-30, F
    1 Response Jul 6, 2014

    I felt down and felt like I want to hurt myself

    to feel the pain, but still I felt scared and panic like my heart rise up and sometimes I want to start my life again but still I scared of death...
    deleted deleted
    1 Response May 2, 2015

    Zoloft, Xanax and Propranolol...

    I had my first panic attack when i was riding to Wal-Mart with a friend. I was so stressed by boyfriend being in jail, and I had a lot of things on my mind. I got really light headed and I felt like i couldn't breath. I told my friend that we had to go home because i...
    dakeifers dakeifers
    Apr 25, 2008
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