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I Have Parasuicide

Parasuicide anonymous support group with information on diagnosis, treatment, symptoms, along with personal stories and experiences with Parasuicide. You're not alone. 40 People

    I Overdosed

    Last year on Halloween night I got in a big fight with the girlfriend I had at the time. I decided life wasn't worth living and I overdosed on oxycodone. My friend came into my room and found me unconscious on my floor and immediately called 911. I was dead for almost 5 minutes...
    Ahhhzombies Ahhhzombies 18-21, M Apr 21, 2012

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    Three of 'em, None Serious

    Although I’ve had two serious suicide attempts (only one placing my life in danger), most of my ‘attempts’ have been suicidal gestures, meaning I did not intend to die. I will say, though, that although I didn’t aim for death, I was rather apathetic about...
    speculumvir speculumvir 18-21, T 5 Responses Sep 11, 2009

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    Too Many Attempts To Count...

    The suicidal thoughts started early.  I would say around maybe age nine or ten.  I was a full-fledged cutter by age 11.  I self injured with hot wax starting at age ten.  I scratched at my own arms and pinched myself since a young age that I can't quite...
    PinkDancerAngel PinkDancerAngel 22-25, F 1 Response Feb 8, 2010

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    It's Gets Better

    My life was crazy about 8 months ago. I was a cutter, and addicted to drugs, alcohol and sex. I started cutting when I turned 15, after I lost my virginity. I thought I was so in love with someone who didn't even care about me. I started smoking weed and drinking my freshman year...
    13nikki0710 13nikki0710 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 21, 2013

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    Related Experiences

    I stumbled across this literally about half an hour ago while surfing the net and I think I may actually have this. It may be a result of my ADHD/ADD (I have yet to get it tested...
    divermel divermel 18-21, F 7 hrs ago

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    Not really. But I want to be diagnosed soon, as I believe I have it. You see, all my life I've struggled to live normally. I failed. A lot of people dislike me because I am...
    deeplydull deeplydull 18-21, F 6 hrs ago

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    It's been a more than a year when this incident happened. I had a friend (she wasn't that close or anything, just in between an acquaintance to being a friend). She calls me...
    VVmommy VVmommy 26-30, F 5 hrs ago

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    A few simple of experiences of why I have cried in school: Kindergarten: I called a boy in my class stupid, then later when I saw a police car park in front of the school I started...
    SparkleSwirl SparkleSwirl 18-21, F 13 hrs ago

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    As mentioned before, Michael is back at home while he finishes practicum. Normally after school and cheer practice I arrive home to find him and often his friend, Dave drinking...
    Sylvielynn Sylvielynn 18-21, F 13 hrs ago

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    I have poly arthritis - arthritis in more then 5 joints of my body. Initially I thought it was from over doing it at the gym as the specialist had no reason as to why it started...
    heyitsabike heyitsabike 31-35, F 6 hrs ago

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    I only got 3 hours of sleep last night. I dreamt that I accidentally killed my friend's newborn baby as I was trying to shush it so we could sneak it somewhere because she wasn't...
    paradiseaurora paradiseaurora 18-21, F 4 Responses 5 hrs ago

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    No I haven't - and while I can never say never. I'm pretty certain that I won't in the future. However I do have a story about a night when I almost did. My friend J and I went...
    Mmmcherries Mmmcherries 46-50, F 2 Responses 5 hrs ago

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    There is no sexual identity page. Maybe anyone here can recognize my confusion and help? I am a 19 year old girl. I have only ever liked guys, but have recently been thinking that...
    ThinkingCat ThinkingCat 18-21, F 1 Response 4 hrs ago

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    Help!!! I had lap band surgery Dec. 2013. I initially lost 21lbs but I have gained 4lbs back. For those that have lost and kept it off, how did you do it? I have never experienced...
    MzStrait MzStrait 36-40 3 hrs ago

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    I have lots of hamsters! They are my favorite pet!I have one named Caspien.I have one named Oliver.I have one named Thunder.I used to have multiple hamsters named Avery and Phoenix...
    kelseypalmer08 kelseypalmer08 13-15, F 27 mins ago

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    I am a believer. I believe god has protected me in many situations. I have really been distanced with him. I losted my grandpa November 2012, right after my mom shot herself in...
    shygirl1986 shygirl1986 26-30, F 4 Responses 7 hrs ago

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    Last night was one of the worse ones in a few months. I was in a house that I have dreamed of before (not to this extent). Anyway, the beginning started off normal I was getting...
    RjMommy245 RjMommy245 22-25, F 4 Responses 7 hrs ago

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    Lately I've been living my life just like I always wanted, I still don’t trust people but I realized that I don’t have to trust every single person I let into my life, I just...
    SmartnDangerous SmartnDangerous 22-25, F 4 hrs ago

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    I realised the other day that I have drastically changed. When I was in primary school I was what some people call a sheep. I used to want to look and act like all the girls did in...
    CeBeY1 CeBeY1 18-21, F 3 hrs ago

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    Alright so I'm curious and just looking for answers. Throughout my life I have always had trouble expressing myself to others, wether it be joy, sorrow, exc. I bottled up a lot, I...
    TheNeverendingLlama TheNeverendingLlama 18-21, M 14 hrs ago

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    I think I have social anxiety because of I'm in a class where I have no friends I literally almost cry.... Once I did cry bc I had to talk in front of my class.
    KaylaBVB KaylaBVB 16-17, F 2 Responses 14 hrs ago

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    Im never aloud to do anything. like they all lock me in my room and never let me go anywhere unless they are with me. i have no life. i have no friends because im not aloud to go...
    TiffanyNicoleLovesNene TiffanyNicoleLovesNene 18-21, F 12 hrs ago

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    That's about the entirety of it in a nut shell. I fell for a girl when she was 17, I 18. We had a very intense, deep love for only 3 months time. After 9 years of remaining...
    jsc0tzi jsc0tzi 26-30, M 11 hrs ago

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    Every weekend I take a long nap for all the hours of sleep I have lost during the week. Its usually 2 hours or so. For a couple of years now I've been getting nightmares in BROAD...
    dailydreamer70 dailydreamer70 22-25, M 11 hrs ago

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    If someone asked me what I'm doing with my life, I couldn't give an answer. I've never been more lost than I am in this moment. I'm not going to school, I don't work, and I have an...
    sadvibes sadvibes 18-21, F 2 Responses 9 hrs ago

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    I think my situation is called anxiety. I have a fear of running out of resources..like money time and especially natural resources . As weird as it sounds I have a serious fear...
    SoBeCurious SoBeCurious 18-21, M 4 Responses 7 hrs ago

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    When I get stressed I get sad.. I have a bad habit of thinking too much and working too much...like I have 4 part time jobs and I also go to school/college.. It's so stressful to...
    Zineq Zineq 16-17, F 1 Response 6 hrs ago

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    My new year resolution is to Stop looking at my faults and flaws and focus upon my positives. We all seem to have this image of perfection which we all want or wish for but...
    Str8MaleCD Str8MaleCD 26-30, M 1 hr ago

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    My grandma keeps nagging that she wants me to get married and have a child. I'm sorry, grandma, but I'm only 18 and I just got out of an extremely abusive relationship, I don't...
    tristful tristful 18-21, F 1 hr ago

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    I met him in 7th Grade. We had a rocky start and I did not have any feelings for him in the beginning. We would always fight. But as time passed I started helping him with school...
    Parami97 Parami97 16-17, F 1 hr ago

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    These thoughts are bouncing around in my head like a cricket in a bottle. Trying to shoehorn some logic into the fray to stabilize to mix. And the first thing I want to do is tell...
    rustyskills rustyskills 41-45, M 1 hr ago

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    I have a family history of cataracts, glaucoma and blindness on my maternal side. I just went to the eye doctor this past Saturday and I've been referred to a eye specialist for a...
    lemurgirl09 lemurgirl09 26-30, F 56 mins ago

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    6 days left of being a teenager. Can honestly say that I have matured and have grown up sooo much. Focusing more on myself, and MY dreams. Life has been truly difficult but it only...
    Aliyaa2 Aliyaa2 18-21, F 1 Response 38 mins ago

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    I love my dogs so much! I have one dog named Chance, who is a German Shepard. He's so big! :) I also have a Chihuahua named Missy and another Chihuahua named Daisy. She's a mix...
    kelseypalmer08 kelseypalmer08 13-15, F 22 mins ago

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    Yea, I'm going down that road again. I've been clean for 2 and a 1/2 months. I'm just really stressed recently and having those bad thoughts. That God it's winter. But I have swim...
    AngelsAgainstUs AngelsAgainstUs 16-17, F 1 Response 13 hrs ago

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    Hey! Im 38 years old, almost 39 but my humor is silly/weird and in the gutter most of the time! Lol....so pull your pants up people and save that **** for later cuz I wanna talk...
    MissJamie12 MissJamie12 36-40 13 hrs ago

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    Especially when it's wicked late and you know you have to get up in three hours, so then you question what the point is to even trying. Even if you do fall asleep, you'll just be...
    wedgieshurtalot wedgieshurtalot 16-17, F 1 Response 12 hrs ago

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    anxiety is the worst feeling to have. Even worse than depression to me.
    LazyApe LazyApe 31-35, M 2 Responses 11 hrs ago

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    Our plumber was over. I had just finished my shower and got into my short gown (just below my bum) I had just done my make up and brushed my hair and went downstairs for a drink...
    Frankiehw Frankiehw 13-15, F 6 Responses 10 hrs ago

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    I can't stand being treated like crap and being lied to my husband and I are married for 20 years and shouldn't have for the longest time he is not loyal and a conniving creep I'm...
    Bella70 Bella70 41-45, F 4 Responses 10 hrs ago

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    So here it is, we have a guest yesterday. I thought it's my mother's friend and then a guy walked in and called her mom, he was so handsome. My mom called me to come near and said...
    Awesome003 Awesome003 13-15, F 9 hrs ago

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    A poem for big sis When we meet I want to hug and make it seem like forever. because no matter what you and I endeavour I love you big sis and I wish I could feel your...
    RaigaKurosuki RaigaKurosuki 16-17, M 9 hrs ago

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    Is it legit to call yourself an american even if you really dont have an american blood?
    faye08 faye08 18-21, F 2 Responses 9 hrs ago

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    I think a lot people have this feeling on Sunday night
    MrsHouhouland MrsHouhouland 26-30, F 7 hrs ago

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    whenever I read my posts I notice I have the worst grammar ever, too bad there is no edit feature on here
    jbm1984 jbm1984 31-35, F 5 Responses 7 hrs ago

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    Yup I have an English one today from 12:30-2:30 PM (my time)
    BloodRedDarkness BloodRedDarkness 16-17, F 6 hrs ago