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I Have Parasuicide

Parasuicide anonymous support group with information on diagnosis, treatment, symptoms, along with personal stories and experiences with Parasuicide. You're not alone. 40 People

    Three of 'em, None Serious

    Although I’ve had two serious suicide attempts (only one placing my life in danger), most of my ‘attempts’ have been suicidal gestures, meaning I did not intend to die. I will say, though, that although I didn’t aim for death, I was rather apathetic about...
    speculumvir speculumvir 18-21, T 3 Responses Sep 11, 2009

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    It's Gets Better

    My life was crazy about 8 months ago. I was a cutter, and addicted to drugs, alcohol and sex. I started cutting when I turned 15, after I lost my virginity. I thought I was so in love with someone who didn't even care about me. I started smoking weed and drinking my freshman year...
    13nikki0710 13nikki0710 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 21, 2013

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    I Overdosed

    Last year on Halloween night I got in a big fight with the girlfriend I had at the time. I decided life wasn't worth living and I overdosed on oxycodone. My friend came into my room and found me unconscious on my floor and immediately called 911. I was dead for almost 5 minutes...
    Ahhhzombies Ahhhzombies 18-21, M Apr 21, 2012

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    Too Many Attempts To Count...

    The suicidal thoughts started early.  I would say around maybe age nine or ten.  I was a full-fledged cutter by age 11.  I self injured with hot wax starting at age ten.  I scratched at my own arms and pinched myself since a young age that I can't quite...
    PinkDancerAngel PinkDancerAngel 22-25, F 1 Response Feb 8, 2010

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    IS IDENTIFYING ALL THE **** IN LG...... WE HAVE DRUNK WHO JUST SUCK HIS **** IN THIS PHONE ALL GERMS
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    i had/have an eating disorder for about 6yrs, but the worst times were about 4yrs ago. it was a prison. i never went out because i thought i was ugly & that everything made my fat...
    screambloodygore screambloodygore 26-30, F 1 hr ago

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    i was wondering about a tv show where everyones mind voices would be revealed to the viewers,,,it would be as realistic as possible,,,i know my mind how it thinks,,,how dirty and...
    Camouflage Camouflage 22-25, M 1 hr ago

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    i dont know what is wrong with me.. i just hate my self no matter how hard i try i just cant help. i cant sleep at night because i keep thinking that i am not good enough. i...
    shbamo shbamo 18-21, F 3 Responses 2 hrs ago

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    from when I first had my boyfriend till last time I had a boyfriend every single one of my boyfriends have cheated on me so I don't trust that it won't happen again
    susananngoga32 susananngoga32 31-35, F 2 Responses 2 hrs ago

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    Where I come from, a stranger is always referred to as older brother or sister, younger brother or sister and if much older then Aunty or Uncle and the really old ones Grandpa or...
    AthenaJones AthenaJones 36-40, F 3 Responses 2 hrs ago

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    Today has been a hard day and I haven't started the day. I woke up not wanting to leave my house. It was so hard just to open my eyes. I just want to curl up and cry and let the...
    sandycheeks08 sandycheeks08 22-25, M 3 Responses 2 hrs ago

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    I know my situation is different than most.....that being said have any of you Google the 4 stages of a cheating wife ???? Very disturbing , I chose forgiveness but.....90 % of the...
    jocu123 jocu123 31-35, M 1 Response 3 hrs ago

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    You still haven't contacted me, though you said you would the next day. I am not sure if that is a good thing or not. Part of me wants to hear what you feel needs to be said and...
    painterchick painterchick 36-40, F 1 Response 3 hrs ago

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    I know some people on the internet who see me naked. It is a bit awkward and I don't show my face. Sometimes I think I should have not done it and I would really like to share this...
    pacifier231 pacifier231 18-21, M 2 Responses 3 hrs ago

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    My name is Aaron, and I have had the mission of searching for people that will be a beneficial force in my life. I do not collect friends as many typically do on social media, and...
    RainMazerra4444 RainMazerra4444 22-25, M 3 hrs ago

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    I have anxiety cos i stuck in my awful marriage for 10 years and cant get out of it. I fear my husband. I think he will not let me go away. He isnt abusive but he will never let me...
    lonely4560 lonely4560 31-35, F 1 Response 4 hrs ago

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    I'm not really sure if I have this particular disorder but I sure as hell become not myself anymore when I'm in certain places I don't feel comfortable to be at or I have issues...
    rarestusernameever rarestusernameever 18-21 4 hrs ago

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    I have imaginary friends and love them dearly and if you are the same way, I would love it if you would follow me on Twitter @imagnary_friend :) We can talk about our imaginary...
    imaginaryfriendBFF imaginaryfriendBFF 16-17, F 4 hrs ago

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    "It's better to have loved and lost, then to not love at all." I'd have to disagree. I'd much rather have never fallen in love, then to have fallen in love, and then have that...
    PsychGirl94 PsychGirl94 18-21, F 4 Responses 4 hrs ago

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    It is absolutely shocking on this website! Even people who have English as a first language and are in their 30s can't seem to spell correctly on here! C'mon people!
    coldavenue coldavenue 18-21, M 5 hrs ago

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    Today I want to die. I'm not going to do anything about it, but for some reason over the past few days I feel imprisoned by my life. I'm cripplingly lonely and I can't face...
    ReadyFreddieDarling ReadyFreddieDarling 26-30 3 Responses 5 hrs ago

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    Over 30 inches long. I probably have only gotten my hair cut/trimmed 5 times before (to the most).
    KitsuneNinja KitsuneNinja 16-17, F 1 Response 8 hrs ago

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    I have plenty on my wrist , thighs , waist The ones on my wrist aren't that bad On my tights they are really bad so I hardly wear shorts The ones on my waist are very horrible...
    liliovoxo liliovoxo 13-15, F 8 hrs ago

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    I have a wife but she doesn't really do anything with me.
    dantheman2802 dantheman2802 31-35, M 1 Response 8 hrs ago

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    I don't mind Aspergers. It has benefited my intelligence greatly, and I have a small group of friends who understand that I may not be the most entertaining or talkative person in...
    XenonVirus XenonVirus 13-15, M 8 hrs ago

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    We have a clothes optional rule in our house! When we know that someone is coming to visit , we give the others a heads up! Other than that! It's bare *** the whole time!
    zorotonto zorotonto 31-35, M 3 Responses 9 hrs ago

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    I am a man and I do not have any clothes to go to a wedding. I do , however, have the clothes to go as a woman. I have a few choices, I could go as a bride, bridesmaid, mother of...
    msjane msjane 56-60, M 9 hrs ago

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    Well, recently I had a panic attack because I accidentally posted my face into my social media, and I actually have low confidence about the look of my face, and a lot of people...
    azurevanilla azurevanilla 13-15 9 hrs ago

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    I had surgery once as a child and I didn't like having to have a general anaesthetic. I hated the idea of being helpless and unconscious. About a dozen years ago I had to have a...
    macmann macmann 56-60, M 9 hrs ago

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    My dude is a sociopath & I think I may be one too. I at least have sociopath tendencies. But have questions
    Kbestyet1 Kbestyet1 36-40, F 9 hrs ago

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    Ok I am 13 years old in year 9. And I am gay when I was born. Don't know why but I am gay. My parents don't know that I am gay but I am looking for someone to f***. I am addicted...
    MuscleSlaved MuscleSlaved 36-40, T 9 hrs ago

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    Hi I would like to vent a bit.I was going to put my spouse doesn't support me.But because of him being bipolar and stress from work I can understand his bipolar disorder.But I have...
    Fruitypunch15 Fruitypunch15 31-35 9 hrs ago

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    Sometimes I feel like I want to have a nice experience with a girl (I've had one before but I mean that ***** was crazy and she ruined my life lol no but seriously 😕) bet then...
    XPrincessXSarcasmX XPrincessXSarcasmX 13-15, F 10 hrs ago

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    If you don't have any enemies than you're doing it wrong.
    Caricature1 Caricature1 70+, M 1 Response 10 hrs ago

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    Wowwwww I haven't been on in forever lol my gayosity has just been chewing at me for too long,you really just can't hide it can you (gayosity gay curiosity genius right?)
    XPrincessXSarcasmX XPrincessXSarcasmX 13-15, F 10 hrs ago

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    I just really hate feeling this way. I'm on anxiety medication, yet I still feel awful most of the time. It actually gets worse at night. I don't know why. All I know is, that I...
    PsychGirl94 PsychGirl94 18-21, F 4 Responses 11 hrs ago

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    Hi I'm armando and I'm 14 :D im from texas and im gay. (I am white by the way) I am looking for a cute boy 😊 someone who just listens to me, loves me, and honestly...someone to...
    Munch1destroya Munch1destroya 13-15, M 2 Responses 11 hrs ago

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    I have been through lots of ups and downs and lots of blames but it's my inner strength who is kept me firm and supported me through all ups and downs...it's always good to be...
    jinsham jinsham 31-35, F 11 hrs ago

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    today I ventured outside for the first time in almost a full week. I feel terrible about my embarrassing hair issues. I wanted to put on make up before I left out of the house but...
    andry2008 andry2008 22-25, F 1 Response 11 hrs ago

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    Walking around in nature. I could walk forever. In this national park that I find myself in, like so many hikes I've done before but, this one is different. I'm alone as I walk and...
    Sometimesilence Sometimesilence 18-21, F 11 hrs ago

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    My husband and I have recently decided that we both desire an open relationship. We are completely in love and committed to each other but we do enjoy variety. Neither of us is...
    Honeybeeanr Honeybeeanr 31-35, F 4 Responses