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I Have Parasuicide

Parasuicide anonymous support group with information on diagnosis, treatment, symptoms, along with personal stories and experiences with Parasuicide. You're not alone. 40 People

    Too Many Attempts To Count...

    The suicidal thoughts started early.  I would say around maybe age nine or ten.  I was a full-fledged cutter by age 11.  I self injured with hot wax starting at age ten.  I scratched at my own arms and pinched myself since a young age that I can't quite...
    PinkDancerAngel PinkDancerAngel 22-25, F 1 Response Feb 8, 2010

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    It's Gets Better

    My life was crazy about 8 months ago. I was a cutter, and addicted to drugs, alcohol and sex. I started cutting when I turned 15, after I lost my virginity. I thought I was so in love with someone who didn't even care about me. I started smoking weed and drinking my freshman year...
    13nikki0710 13nikki0710 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 21, 2013

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    Three of 'em, None Serious

    Although I’ve had two serious suicide attempts (only one placing my life in danger), most of my ‘attempts’ have been suicidal gestures, meaning I did not intend to die. I will say, though, that although I didn’t aim for death, I was rather apathetic about...
    speculumvir speculumvir 18-21, T 5 Responses Sep 11, 2009

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    I Overdosed

    Last year on Halloween night I got in a big fight with the girlfriend I had at the time. I decided life wasn't worth living and I overdosed on oxycodone. My friend came into my room and found me unconscious on my floor and immediately called 911. I was dead for almost 5 minutes...
    Ahhhzombies Ahhhzombies 18-21, M Apr 21, 2012

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    A VERY small part of me would want to be a house wife and have many babies and have a husband be the sole provider. But I have dreams of a career and I honestly can't imagine...
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    Day Two on Amphetamine Salt Combo. Yesterday I was really concerned with understanding the difference between meds.(Adderall vs generic U29 Amphetamine Salt Combo) Today I have a...
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    This not so random thought is brought to you courtesy of whoever gave me an anonymous gift subscription of "O" magazine. I discovered in my mail box yesterday and it's not a free...
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    So I have a crush, he's probably 16-18 years old. He's playing an instrument which makes me fall for him even more. He's so cute. There's this time I have to deliver a paper at the...
    Awesome003 Awesome003 13-15, F 4 hrs ago

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    So I have a story for you guys. I was introduced to my BF via is friend justin. After nick (bf) and I got together Justin starting treating me badly. Purposefully excluding me...
    nightnurse99 nightnurse99 26-30, F 5 Responses 3 hrs ago

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    Hi there, I'm 28 and I recently had a CT scan for something completely unrelated and they found a lesion in my knee that might be OCD... I can feel the lesion but it's not painful...
    AliVessali AliVessali 26-30 3 hrs ago

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    thats tonight...should have been asleep hours ago.
    ThePastIsDead ThePastIsDead 41-45, F 3 hrs ago

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    There are numerous older men in the world who are single and seeking someone special in their life. For all such men, AgeMeet.com has been created as a reliable online platform to...
    bethcc11 bethcc11 26-30, F 2 hrs ago

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    There are numerous older men in the world who are single and seeking someone special in their life. For all such men, AgeMeet.com has been created as a reliable online platform to...
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    There are numerous older men in the world who are single and seeking someone special in their life. For all such men, AgeMeet.com has been created as a reliable online platform to...
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    There are numerous older men in the world who are single and seeking someone special in their life. For all such men, AgeMeet.com has been created as a reliable online platform to...
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    There are numerous older men in the world who are single and seeking someone special in their life. For all such men, AgeMeet.com has been created as a reliable online platform to...
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    There are numerous older men in the world who are single and seeking someone special in their life. For all such men, AgeMeet.com has been created as a reliable online platform to...
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    There are numerous older men in the world who are single and seeking someone special in their life. For all such men, AgeMeet.com has been created as a reliable online platform to...
    bethcc11 bethcc11 26-30, F 2 hrs ago

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    I think a woman's main purpose is to be a good mother to her children if she chooses to have them. Not to simply be a breeder. That's ridiculous.
    StellaNoir StellaNoir 31-35, F 1 hr ago

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    One day I went to my city's public swimming pool. After entering, I instantly went to the lockers and locked away my stuff except my bag. I went into the changing cabin and...
    Miridia96 Miridia96 18-21, F 6 Responses 1 hr ago

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    I once went to a friend's house thinking we were going to play a game that we do every week, but when I got there, they were one guy short of being able to play. It was the friend...
    MarimbaJake MarimbaJake 18-21, M 1 hr ago

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    Some people came up to me at school a couple of weeks ago and started singing "you've gotta have faith faith faith" I'm so sick of that joke xD
    loveyourselfalwaysxx loveyourselfalwaysxx 13-15, F 25 mins ago

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    I have a crush on this boy and at the beginning of the school year ,he used to make fun of me but then he told the counselor that he didn't mean nothing by it and I was thinking we...
    imdifferent97 imdifferent97 18-21, F Mar 1

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    I don't shave because I don't feel that I should have to. I mean, why is that even a thing? I feel beautiful in my own skin. I'm often told that having hairy armpits or hairy legs...
    justarandom justarandom 22-25, F 4 Responses Mar 1

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    I use to stutter when I was younger and now being slightly/completely (depending on who you ask) antisocial, I have had a hard time talking completely right. I tend to slur...
    TrojanPrincess TrojanPrincess 13-15, F 1 Response Mar 1

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    I broke my coccyx bone when I was about, 14. Me and my sister Patience was playing around while we imagined the "invisible man" tossing us into the walls. I must have landed on my...
    Egaip86 Egaip86 26-30, F 2 Responses Mar 1

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    And it's these things that I have no regrets about! I'm pretty much done with swearing off of things. Idk who I'll be in the next ten years.
    Allforaview Allforaview 18-21, F Mar 1

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    i think all of us have one :) a specific one, several, extreme, vanilla-ish... not wrong right?
    graciousindifference29 graciousindifference29 26-30, F 12 Responses Mar 1

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    I have been with my husband for almost 11 years and we have two beautiful children. He has been cheating on me for the past six months. It's pretty crazy what goes on in your head...
    sunnygirl29 sunnygirl29 26-30, F 2 Responses Mar 1

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    I have never even hugged a girl except my mum. I'm 17
    J7442 J7442 16-17, M 1 Response Mar 1

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    This is honestly the best console I've owned. It's the perfect system for a guy like me who used to be a more serious gamer. But, a lot of the "serious" games just got old with all...
    Frost119 Frost119 22-25, M Mar 1

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    Its not the most badass thing or i dont think it counts as breaking the law more like trouble with the law.But i was 12 (almost 13) and i was with my brother (10 almost 11) and our...
    KushHadMe KushHadMe 22-25, M Mar 1

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    I have work in four hours and I can't sleep the treatment was working for about a week but for the past two days I can't fall asleep I've only slept for about five hours up to this...
    SunshineLaura SunshineLaura 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 1

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    This is a terrifying and violating experience and sometimes violent. I have been woken to what sounds like voices in my ear and found i could not move, as if someone extremely...
    LadySarahNight LadySarahNight 18-21, F Mar 1

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    that people break into my house and I do everything in my power to try and stop them from killing my family and I always fail and only one person lives besides me. then when I wake...
    slappadabba420 slappadabba420 18-21, F Mar 1

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    I only have my tongue pierced but I'm wanting to get microdermals on my hip.. but I heard they have to cut your skin so now I'm like.. ehhhh ._____.
    CandiceH14 CandiceH14 18-21, F Mar 1

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    Hey, I was in an abusive relationship for 5 years and ill tell you my story. I have two children with this man they are still very young. He physically abused me basically everyday...
    maddzt maddzt 22-25, F 4 Responses Mar 1

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    Mostly I just want to have sex with him and it's all I think about every single day. It's pretty insane. I don't really know why I am into him either... but this is certainly real...
    Shirosan Shirosan 18-21, F Mar 1

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    I don't have any real friends (besides my boyfriend). I feel bad because people are always trying to hang out with me, but I just don't want to put forth the effort of maintaining...
    lilymegami lilymegami 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 1

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    Doesnt mean I have a crude sense of humour, I am open to solicitations.
    AcousticAnne1 AcousticAnne1 26-30, F 3 Responses Mar 1

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    Really getting tired of getting my heart broken. And just when I get my heart broken you get dived in on by cam girls, african dating scams, liars, etc. It really can make you...
    ballen0420 ballen0420 36-40, M 1 Response Mar 1

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    I have had about 4 different piercings but had to take them out so I decided to get 4 more different piercings & I just love them.
    BatVein BatVein 16-17, F Mar 1