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I Have Parasuicide

Parasuicide anonymous support group with information on diagnosis, treatment, symptoms, along with personal stories and experiences with Parasuicide. You're not alone. 40 People

    Three of 'em, None Serious

    Although I’ve had two serious suicide attempts (only one placing my life in danger), most of my ‘attempts’ have been suicidal gestures, meaning I did not intend to die. I will say, though, that although I didn’t aim for death, I was rather apathetic about...
    speculumvir speculumvir 18-21, T 5 Responses Sep 11, 2009

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    Too Many Attempts To Count...

    The suicidal thoughts started early.  I would say around maybe age nine or ten.  I was a full-fledged cutter by age 11.  I self injured with hot wax starting at age ten.  I scratched at my own arms and pinched myself since a young age that I can't quite...
    PinkDancerAngel PinkDancerAngel 22-25, F 1 Response Feb 8, 2010

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    I Overdosed

    Last year on Halloween night I got in a big fight with the girlfriend I had at the time. I decided life wasn't worth living and I overdosed on oxycodone. My friend came into my room and found me unconscious on my floor and immediately called 911. I was dead for almost 5 minutes...
    Ahhhzombies Ahhhzombies 18-21, M Apr 21, 2012

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    It's Gets Better

    My life was crazy about 8 months ago. I was a cutter, and addicted to drugs, alcohol and sex. I started cutting when I turned 15, after I lost my virginity. I thought I was so in love with someone who didn't even care about me. I started smoking weed and drinking my freshman year...
    13nikki0710 13nikki0710 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 21, 2013

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    Related Experiences

    Just this weekend I was out with colleagues at a very busy pub and as usual found it very difficult to follow the conversation. I have always struggled when in noisy environments...
    ProfessorDrew ProfessorDrew 51-55, M 8 hrs ago

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    My childhood was a depressive phase. Not so much when we were where we live but when we went to our relatives' place during vacations. My mom's sisters are very conservative and...
    unsettledkp unsettledkp 18-21 16 hrs ago

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    2, both female. I've had 2 different cyberstalkers in my internet lifetime. They were both female and both under the age of 25. Stalking is a very serious thing. Cyberstalkers are...
    DarkwingGoslyn DarkwingGoslyn 31-35 11 hrs ago

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    Well where to start? I guess it's always better to just put it out there....I was recent tly told I have liver disease and they think it's acute and that means it showed up without...
    Squeekarose Squeekarose 31-35, F 1 Response 11 hrs ago

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    Every so often I stop and think how lucky I am to have met some really cool, unique and truly amazing people.  This is for several of them.  If you read through this list...
    pineychick pineychick 31-35, F 1 Response 6 hrs ago

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    Not everyone is meant to have a relationship, have children or have lots of friends or even have friends. I don't have any of these but oh well, making the best of it. Have job...
    RetroRulez RetroRulez 31-35 2 Responses 4 hrs ago

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    So this is a dream that i had about a week back. It felt so real and the content is kinda weird haha. So here goes: It was climbing period in school. Basically, a school period...
    Shimmerz479 Shimmerz479 13-15, F 17 hrs ago

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    You know I do find it funny when I come to this group to read stories. I find it funny because people my age who have no friends are rarely actually alone like me. The majority...
    ForgottenMale ForgottenMale 26-30, M 1 Response 17 hrs ago

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    It's about time I tell you guys about some of my problems to know me better. I have a specific crustacean food allergy. I can eat deep fried shellfish with crisp crust, but not...
    TetraZL TetraZL 13-15, F 10 hrs ago

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    I love my "dent" my friends and I always joke about it however i wish I could wear bras that fit me properly. I'm a C/D cup but I have to wear B and even then it doesn't fit right...
    Nicoleq Nicoleq 18-21 16 hrs ago

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    After really thinking through everything, about all of the moves I've made throughout the country, and where I am currently, I have pretty much next to no friends (in person). And...
    obscureriddle obscureriddle 22-25, F 9 hrs ago

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    I'd rather have both; which I have. I probably have too many acquaintances, honestly...but I consider only a small amount of them as my real, true, close, best friends.
    losingNemo losingNemo 13-15, F 5 hrs ago

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    I have normal dreams at times. For example, walking to places I know and comfortable with. But one night I had a dream: I can see orange surrounding me and large things in front...
    lunamaple lunamaple 16-17, F 3 hrs ago

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    It's quite the shame. Sometimes I can not tell if I have changed for the better or the worse, but I know that I am the only one who can change myself.. It just sucks because I look...
    MissSilly MissSilly 18-21, F 2 hrs ago

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    i have one BEST friend & i mean best, im so grateful to have her in my life, shes been my best friend since the age of 11 & i know she will remain my best friend till the day we...
    dannieharvey dannieharvey 18-21, F 1 hr ago

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    well tbh i have countless friends majority of them are girls but the y dont seems to be my true friends however i do have true friends to whom i m ready to die for coz they really...
    waris1 waris1 16-17, M 59 mins ago

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    I have to tell you the reason why I am the way I am. I am the way I am (crazy) because I have something wrong with my brain. And yes, I actually do belong in a mental hospital...
    AleaAndLexi AleaAndLexi 13-15, F 18 hrs ago

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    I hate it when people argue with me, and then end the argument by blocking me. Like. You blocking me without trying to finish the argument just takes all the fun out of it. like...
    MeowOnMe MeowOnMe 18-21, F 7 Responses 17 hrs ago

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    My jealousy issue is driving the best relationship i have in my life to the brink of an end. I just cannot trust. I've tried. I've been trying my hardest to change and try...
    SolitarySol SolitarySol 31-35, F 1 Response 16 hrs ago

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    I have gained in the belly and now my *** is getting there too. I have weman grab me as in walking and live it.
    impregnator69 impregnator69 31-35, M 13 hrs ago

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    Yea, just as it says, I have Aspergers Syndrome. It's tough at times. Yea, I have a great understanding of logic but the fact I don't understand emotions. Nor do I understand and...
    Tnert357 Tnert357 18-21, M 2 Responses 9 hrs ago

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    I wish I have sense like spidey sense when someone have secret crush on me and take advantage of it (chuckle).
    562alex 562alex 18-21, M 7 hrs ago

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    I did have one in the tip of my tongue but I took it out to have these done 😜
    Louiseelmorexo Louiseelmorexo 18-21, F 1 Response 7 hrs ago

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    Nor do I want to be but have I come face my reaction- Idk, I guess I will just have to see, but if it's like the alien off of alien, I'm high tailing it outta there, but my butt...
    orchids2blu orchids2blu 36-40, F 3 Responses 6 hrs ago

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    I am doing a lot of things that I'm not proud of but they are in the past now that doesn't mean I won't do something else I like a good challenge I love to have fun I think that's...
    jeepwrangler1 jeepwrangler1 46-50, M 2 Responses 6 hrs ago

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    I'm tired of everyone making a big deal out of abortion. If a woman decides to get rid of her own fetus then it's her life and not effecting you at all. It's her fetus , life and...
    ThePrettyOnee ThePrettyOnee 13-15, F 3 Responses 5 hrs ago

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    Well just mainly my two best friends, we always have a good time together, make each other laugh, I can always count on them. We have been best friends since middle school and...
    andreaespe andreaespe 18-21, F 5 hrs ago

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    I think all that have seen my profile know my fantasy but just in case: I want so fervently to fatten and **** a gainer girl and have belly sex with her.
    FormedFromClay FormedFromClay 18-21, M 4 hrs ago

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    My Mom died in 2008. My Dad died in 2009. My finace was killed in a motorcycle accident in 2010 Just 2 weeks before we were to get married and go to Costa Rica. Yes, I have been...
    Vickielynn1960 Vickielynn1960 51-55, F 3 hrs ago

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    My dream last night was a long one. We started out in a cemetery, the kids& I were cleaning the headstones and monuments, going in a clockwise pattern. We were also changing a...
    Harley53 Harley53 56-60, F 4 Responses 2 hrs ago

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    I have a secret :P, or should I say we have a secret. But I'm not sharing it :$. I love you boo leslie <3 Hacked by yours truly, me :P :*
    Raptax231 Raptax231 18-21, M 2 hrs ago

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    I have a youtube channel and its a lot of fun . I love being able to edit video files and showing what i thought really happened. I even have my own series im making . It has made...
    whatdoyousee whatdoyousee 18-21, M 2 hrs ago

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    Don't break anybody's heart, they only have one. Break their bones, they have 206
    akaShaun akaShaun 16-17, M 1 hr ago

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    At the mean time I live at supported accomadation for people with mental health issue .i have been to psychiatric hospital three times .i have been suffering with depression for...
    opresseduk opresseduk 31-35, F 1 hr ago

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    Marijuana:personally, I don't think it ruins your life. But it can if you let it. You have to have the right mindset
    girlonfire601 girlonfire601 18-21, F 46 mins ago

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    When I was on vacation with my family there was a guys soccer team at our hotel with players from all over the world. After meeting them and spending a night club hopping I got...
    leex123 leex123 22-25, F 4 Responses 18 hrs ago

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    God tried to communicate with me. Sometimes when I talk to someone, I have this feeling, like if an angel is talking to me to try to make me realize that I'm in the wrong way to...
    TheBelovedMan TheBelovedMan 22-25, M 18 hrs ago

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    30 years old with not one friend. Never had any friends. Always was laughed at in school, called ugly, etc. Now I'm 30, married with 4 kids and my kids are my only entertainment. I...
    flawedperfectly01 flawedperfectly01 26-30, F 2 Responses 17 hrs ago

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    All my life i've been trying to gain weight. Now that i finally did, i feel sad and depress about myself. Im 5'5" 110 pounds. I used to be 100 pounds. Everyone is saying that i...
    Unknown150 Unknown150 18-21, F 1 Response 17 hrs ago

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    I hate to admit it but it's true. I get really emotional at times and I don't know why. If some one says something mean or makes me really upset and fusterated I get so angry and...
    Emiry Emiry 18-21, F 16 hrs ago

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    I have four good friends but other than that I don't really know a lot of people being that I'm in the middle of no where and there is no school.
    Zoekosmopoulos Zoekosmopoulos 18-21, F 1 Response 16 hrs ago

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    I was out hunting alone and I was crossing a river when I fell and I fractured my foot so I crawled out and me and my family have this thing where if there is something wrong 3...
    Zoekosmopoulos Zoekosmopoulos 18-21, F 2 Responses 16 hrs ago