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I Have Parasuicide

Parasuicide anonymous support group with information on diagnosis, treatment, symptoms, along with personal stories and experiences with Parasuicide. You're not alone. 40 People

    I Overdosed

    Last year on Halloween night I got in a big fight with the girlfriend I had at the time. I decided life wasn't worth living and I overdosed on oxycodone. My friend came into my room and found me unconscious on my floor and immediately called 911. I was dead for almost 5 minutes...
    Ahhhzombies Ahhhzombies 18-21, M Apr 21, 2012

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    Three of 'em, None Serious

    Although I’ve had two serious suicide attempts (only one placing my life in danger), most of my ‘attempts’ have been suicidal gestures, meaning I did not intend to die. I will say, though, that although I didn’t aim for death, I was rather apathetic about...
    speculumvir speculumvir 18-21, T 5 Responses Sep 11, 2009

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    Too Many Attempts To Count...

    The suicidal thoughts started early.  I would say around maybe age nine or ten.  I was a full-fledged cutter by age 11.  I self injured with hot wax starting at age ten.  I scratched at my own arms and pinched myself since a young age that I can't quite...
    PinkDancerAngel PinkDancerAngel 22-25, F 1 Response Feb 8, 2010

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    It's Gets Better

    My life was crazy about 8 months ago. I was a cutter, and addicted to drugs, alcohol and sex. I started cutting when I turned 15, after I lost my virginity. I thought I was so in love with someone who didn't even care about me. I started smoking weed and drinking my freshman year...
    13nikki0710 13nikki0710 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 21, 2013

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    Related Experiences

    Please help. I'm currently experiencing dark thoughts, dark thoughts about just running away. I love all my Children but they have no respect for anything I have ever done for...
    RockingLikeAFetus RockingLikeAFetus 31-35, F 1 Response 2 hrs ago

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    I have liked this girl for 4 and a half years now. Actually it's much passed "like". I've had so many chances to make a move on her, but I was to cowardly to do so. I was too...
    yoomyman yoomyman 18-21, M 5 hrs ago

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    It borders on a year now, that I have had nightmares almost every night. My mind has been plagued by insecurity... And with it, came the nightmares. I wish I had the typical...
    Lullacus Lullacus 22-25, F 1 Response 4 hrs ago

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    Has anyone ever faced discrimination for having a tattoo? I have one down the side of my forearm, just some dainty writing (lyrics). Anyway, I had a job interview one hot day a few...
    Enna87 Enna87 26-30, F 2 Responses 2 hrs ago

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    to be honest i don't know how my life got this far off track. one minute im happily married the next i going thru a divorce and living with this "gift" that she gave me.... forever...
    livingpositively livingpositively 22-25, M 2 Responses 1 hr ago

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    so, be and my mother have decided to do Black Friday for the first time... and well, K Mart opens up at 6:30 AM - and they have a sale : buy one pair of shoes/boots and get the...
    sugarcakes143 sugarcakes143 18-21, F 2 Responses 23 mins ago

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    At first he happen to be caught in her glance, she had not noticed him her eyes were only focused on a friend as they whispered. Then slowly his existence started to grow, her eyes...
    Moonlight94 Moonlight94 18-21, F 6 hrs ago

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    Apparently I have an accent or speak odd to people. Apparently I don't pronounce my words correctly... I guess sometimes they don't come out correctly. Like haven't = 'aven't or he...
    InvaderGashloog InvaderGashloog 70+, F 5 Responses 6 hrs ago

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    I hate my aunt tomorow she is going to maried but i have to go eventhough at monday i"m going to have last semster test i mean what the hell her wedding going to take 2 days in a...
    reginacs reginacs 16-17, F 1 Response 4 hrs ago

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    A few : -I don't know how to forgive, even if I say I forgive someone. I always have this passive aggressive behavior towards you if you've got on my bad side -I would NEVER cheat...
    akaShaun akaShaun 16-17, M 1 Response 1 hr ago

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    Sad predicament I know, but when I look back, I can see that the happiest times in my life have always been when I was between being in love. I felt like "Yay! I'm finally over...
    aag311 aag311 41-45, M 1 Response 7 hrs ago

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    I have horrible anxiety. It's with me all day every day, never goes away. Mind is racing, chest is pounding, I can't concentrate most of the time. It sucks. I usually just act like...
    barbee0 barbee0 13-15, F 6 Responses 7 hrs ago

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    Yes I do it makes me upset with myself i have been able to cope with it but sometimes I burst into a firecracker and I just feel terrible. :(
    yeahis18 yeahis18 18-21, F 7 hrs ago

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    I'm a cutter, and burner. When I'm alone with my feelings I have to let them go by just one cut or one small burn. That's my secret, can you keep it?
    LenaBena1430 LenaBena1430 16-17, F 1 Response 5 hrs ago

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    Facebook/Twitter/Instagram: People who write daily novels on their statuses. Same story every day. Usually somewhere along the lines of counting their daily blessings or how much...
    bombchu bombchu 22-25, F 5 hrs ago

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    Just imagine a situation where you have a crush on your music teacher for more than a year and then suddenly he gets married when you are just getting over it. What happens...
    sindarin19 sindarin19 16-17, F 1 Response 41 mins ago

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    ^.^ Yupp i do not have a problem at all
    Hopeisinme Hopeisinme 18-21, F 1 Response 34 mins ago

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    What are rights? Everyone loves to spew out that they have rights from their slobber soaked crumb ridden mouths. Like George Carlin said, you don't have rights. You have privileges...
    ValhallaAwaits ValhallaAwaits 18-21, M 2 Responses Oct 27

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    First Indirect Rejection When I was in 5th grade I had a crush on this guy in my class. I was and still am the nerdy quiet crazy girl who's always reading manga or doodling anime...
    Toriko Toriko 13-15, F 1 Response Oct 27

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    My confession is that I have cut before and am not proud of it. It happened so fast, just an impulse to feel something.
    ForTheFallen ForTheFallen 22-25, M 2 Responses Oct 27

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    I have and still do wear diapers from time to time for recreation although they make me feel a bit safer on long car trips. So I have urinated in them and they turn me on. I'm not...
    ForTheFallen ForTheFallen 22-25, M 2 Responses Oct 27

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    I have been told that I am needy but that is because I have got attachment issues and it really effects my relationships
    deleted deleted 26-30 Oct 27

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    Well not a blankey but a huge t shirt! I can't sleep without it. I even named it Mogar. I often don't wash it for weeks. It's smelly scent is what really gives me the sense of...
    itachiuchiha07 itachiuchiha07 18-21, F 2 Responses Oct 27

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    It is a funny story of one of my 2nd or third cousin. She has a step brother. His father married her step mother after her mom had passed away as she was only about 4 or 5. After...
    Lolime Lolime 22-25, F 6 Responses Oct 27

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    I have been experimenting with bdsm and some other non Christian things but I'm proud to say I found the path and I'm back with my pack and I re accepted Christ into my heart just...
    create1908 create1908 18-21, F Oct 27

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    Anxiety is a prison to me. I can't have a normal life because of it. I hope at some point I can handle it someway somehow.
    riddlesmile riddlesmile 31-35, M 3 Responses Oct 27

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    I have a crazy old OFRN pitbull. My pit is seven months old and his name is krueger.
    riddlesmile riddlesmile 31-35, M 1 Response Oct 27

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    So, the naked weekend challenge (see previous post) was definitely an interesting experience. By Saturday afternoon I had beaten my record of being nude for 24 hours straight. I...
    emmsbody emmsbody 18-21, F 19 Responses Oct 27

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    Haven't been able to really sleep so I took a sleep aid. If I take one, it does nothing. If I take two I feel like I'm wide awake & trapped inside my own body. I think I need...
    ncon08 ncon08 18-21, F 1 Response Oct 27

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    I have a micropenis and my gf doesn't know because we're both virgins. Has anyone else been in this experience? What will I do if we get married? I'm very sensitive about this so...
    JoeHole JoeHole 22-25, M 4 Responses Oct 27

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    I've noticed there's not so many females with Pectus Carinatum. I'm here to share my experience, see what you are all going through. Well I'm a 17 year old female, and I think I...
    zozo1997 zozo1997 16-17, F 1 Response Oct 27

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    It is funny In this type of world where you know what kind of people exist. The moment you go to a house and ask them a simple question, how they stare suspiciously at you and ask...
    aproudwoman aproudwoman 46-50, F 3 Responses Oct 27

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    He is so adorable when he's tired and so cute when he sleeps!!! <3 I just wish I didn't have to do this to us... I care about you but it it will make your life easier I am...
    LostBoy9236 LostBoy9236 22-25, M 1 Response Oct 27

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    Everyone wants to act like they have all the answers, when they Don't even know the question .
    Fallenprinceofthedarkside Fallenprinceofthedarkside 18-21, M 2 Responses Oct 27

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    So people define insanity as behavior that differs from the norm. But what if the norm itself is so ****** up, that 'insanity' would provide a much-needed change from the mad...
    ceticmoonx ceticmoonx 13-15, F 2 Responses Oct 27

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    "I may have a dirty mouth, but i can do amazing things with it"....Marilyn Monroe.
    AntonioV AntonioV 46-50, M 2 Responses Oct 27

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    I have loud ringing in both of my ears. Does anyone have any ideas of how to treat this? I'm not going to a doctor. I prefer natural remedies. Thank you.
    SorrowofHeart SorrowofHeart 51-55, F Oct 27

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    i have this crazy ghosts dreams.. i don't know what they mean but its like they are trying to tell e something..
    flyingbird123 flyingbird123 18-21, F Oct 27

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    Me and my Boyf have been together 2 years, I've lived with him and moved out an several occasions. I've moved in again and when I packing my stuff I found condoms stuffed in a...
    littlefox6 littlefox6 18-21, F 1 Response Oct 27

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    I don't know how to say or express my feelings right ... But Every single day , there is always at least one thing I'm nervous or anxious about ... It's awful ... Whenever someone...
    CherokeeWarrior12 CherokeeWarrior12 18-21, F 1 Response Oct 27

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    I hate it when people say they're depressed, or they think they have depression, because their partner split with them, or they have extra homework. Just because you get a problem...
    loveyourselfalwaysxx loveyourselfalwaysxx 13-15, F 3 Responses Oct 27

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    Doesn't matter much now that the company's struggling. Growing up with everything and almost all materially is quite like heaven isn't it? Never have to work a day in my life...I...
    SwanNual SwanNual 22-25, F Oct 27