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I Have Parasuicide

Parasuicide anonymous support group with information on diagnosis, treatment, symptoms, along with personal stories and experiences with Parasuicide. You're not alone. 40 People

    It's Gets Better

    My life was crazy about 8 months ago. I was a cutter, and addicted to drugs, alcohol and sex. I started cutting when I turned 15, after I lost my virginity. I thought I was so in love with someone who didn't even care about me. I started smoking weed and drinking my freshman year...
    13nikki0710 13nikki0710 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 21, 2013

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    Three of 'em, None Serious

    Although I’ve had two serious suicide attempts (only one placing my life in danger), most of my ‘attempts’ have been suicidal gestures, meaning I did not intend to die. I will say, though, that although I didn’t aim for death, I was rather apathetic about...
    speculumvir speculumvir 18-21, T 5 Responses Sep 11, 2009

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    Too Many Attempts To Count...

    The suicidal thoughts started early.  I would say around maybe age nine or ten.  I was a full-fledged cutter by age 11.  I self injured with hot wax starting at age ten.  I scratched at my own arms and pinched myself since a young age that I can't quite...
    PinkDancerAngel PinkDancerAngel 22-25, F 1 Response Feb 8, 2010

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    I Overdosed

    Last year on Halloween night I got in a big fight with the girlfriend I had at the time. I decided life wasn't worth living and I overdosed on oxycodone. My friend came into my room and found me unconscious on my floor and immediately called 911. I was dead for almost 5 minutes...
    Ahhhzombies Ahhhzombies 18-21, M Apr 21, 2012

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    I was recently given a provisional diagnosis of Schizotypal Personality Disorder. It seems strange because I always felt there was something wrong. I have always had these stray...
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    I have always been rather prone to health anxiety and it was worse when I was younger. As a child to read of symptoms would always make me imagine I was feeling them. I have...
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    It's true. I'm 30 years old and I've politely declined every opportunity thus far to get drunk, smoke a joint, or light a cigarette ... and believe me, there have been several...
    sls84 sls84 26-30, F 5 hrs ago

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    It's true. I'm 30 years old and I've politely declined every opportunity thus far to get drunk, smoke a joint, or light a cigarette ... and believe me, there have been several...
    sls84 sls84 26-30, F 1 Response 4 hrs ago

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    I have experience with many things. I have knowledge of many things. I have time to do the things that are important. This is one of the things I choose to do with this experience...
    tryingagainII tryingagainII 56-60, M 4 hrs ago

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    I have had a socialphobia and I don't have any friends last year I got one and she just changed this year she is always so negative and hatefull and this is making my Depression...
    yoyo526 yoyo526 16-17, F 4 hrs ago

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    "Hmm...let me see...I'll take one of those, and one of those and, oh, I'll have 2 of them at least...(them being a blonde, brunette and 2 redheads...'just won't let them know...
    stiltcourt stiltcourt 36-40, F 2 Responses 7 hrs ago

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    I have been sober from alcohol abuse for almost 3 years not and drugs a year and a half which I am very content with and proud of myself for such effort and accomplishment into...
    Angelanorexic Angelanorexic 18-21, F 11 Responses 4 hrs ago

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    Welcome to the family- The people that you (& I are really close to & trust can be considered family. I never believed that you have to be blood related to be family. I have always...
    theswordinthestone theswordinthestone 41-45, M 3 hrs ago

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    How can I get some real good and fun friends in the uk ? I was living in Florida before and moved to uk after I got married few years ago my wife from the uk and now we are...
    krsexp krsexp 36-40, M 1 hr ago

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    Interracial relationships rock! My two strongest crushes have been on the gorgeous results of an interracial relationship! :P
    Starrkya Starrkya 18-21, F 2 Responses 8 hrs ago

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    Hi anyone else have a tumblr, or two, or three, or a blog? If so, share it as long at it IS AN APPROPRIATE BLOG, if I wanted **** I'd do that on my own time. http...
    Lovelife090994 Lovelife090994 18-21, M 8 hrs ago

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    You can't hear your own accent! So how do we really know we have one?
    MrTibbles2014 MrTibbles2014 26-30, M 7 Responses 8 hrs ago

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    It is just so unfair, but I know that the hereafter has better in store. I cannot help but cry and hurt so much. I feel so suicidal. I really have been through so much. From birth...
    SadAbdul SadAbdul 26-30, M 7 hrs ago

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    Just feel like today will not be great... I don't have the energy for it.
    AaliyahLove AaliyahLove 18-21, F 7 hrs ago

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    She is a moaning *****. But she does have great jugs.
    dirtyteenguy dirtyteenguy 18-21, M 7 hrs ago

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    Your worst enemy is your own mind. My mind likes to have my good side fight the bad constantly. Kinda like the angel and devil on my shoulder but they are in my head.
    whoscarlo5 whoscarlo5 18-21, M 1 Response 7 hrs ago

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    He contacted me thru facebook. I knew I shouldn't have met him. I am married with a kid, and faithfull for 8 years. I got drunk and ended up in bed with him. Very guilty now but...
    annehas annehas 36-40, F 2 Responses 6 hrs ago

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    I'm always unhappy, it really is like living in the dark. I have times where I can put up a front but yea..
    wedgieshurtalot wedgieshurtalot 16-17, F 1 Response 6 hrs ago

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    I find EP a good place to share my thoughts. It has taken me years to figure out how to do this. I use Facebook for those subjects I feel that are safe, however, EP is good for...
    tryingagainII tryingagainII 56-60, M 4 hrs ago

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    Hi there, this post is for the once who need some extra cash or just plainly need more money to live. I made a website that can help you. Just some short information about me and...
    Kayidan Kayidan 22-25, F 4 hrs ago

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    i have had epilepsy since i was a young kid at school. thankfully i've not had any epileptic fits since i was a kid as it's been under control with my medication.
    GirlyAndrea1987 GirlyAndrea1987 26-30, M 1 Response 4 hrs ago

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    I have a british accent, and I never hear it as an accent unless I go to america, where all of a sudden I sound painfully posh and proper, and the people love it for some reason...
    afraidtodisobey afraidtodisobey 16-17, F 6 Responses 3 hrs ago

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    So 15 yrs ago the town I was living in flooded. My buddy's apartment complex had 12 ft of water in the parking lot. And across the water you could clearly see just the 2nd floor...
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    Note to self- I'm tired of being strong all the time. So tired, I have never needed anyone or anything. I never needed you to love me or even like me just respect me. I can't win...
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    my wife of five years has cheated on me with nine different guys that I know of three of them were friends of mine and one was my best friend, but I can't bring myself to hurt my...
    george2323 george2323 22-25, M 2 Responses 2 hrs ago

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    one day you will realized.. how much you are loved despite everything.. someday you will want to take me back but u won't anymore coz u urself pushed me to go away.. you don't...
    lostintropics lostintropics 26-30, F 1 Response 1 hr ago

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    I think im properly in love for the first time in my life, i dont know how but its different to any crush ive had before - i feel like were meant to be together ♡ I need to get...
    mialotta mialotta 16-17, F 51 mins ago

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    I just turned 30. Ive spent the last few years ruining my life on gambling. I make good money,yet have no money. I have built a huge debt, have beyond bad credit, and not sure how...
    ebrown84 ebrown84 26-30, M Oct 23

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    Angrysalads Angrysalads 18-21, F 1 Response Oct 23

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    I just woke up in the middle of the night and can't sleep!!! I have to be at work early in the morning....... Why am I up!!!??? LOL!
    Vladtheimpaler69 Vladtheimpaler69 41-45, M 3 Responses Oct 23

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    AzureTiger AzureTiger 18-21, F 1 Response Oct 23

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    120 tokenssssss yeheeeeeyyy! have so much coin to buy a gift for christmas :P if your my friend... what gift do you want? select from the gifts :)
    LoveHadassah LoveHadassah 18-21, F 2 Responses Oct 23

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    Yes I do have a crush... on a friend who's older then me... around 15 years. I think she's beautiful, and I love her personality, so bubbly and happy... tho I know I can't have...
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    gow90 gow90 18-21, M 1 Response Oct 23

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    Yup. I think if you can't support them you shouldn't have kids. And if you do drugs then no you shouldn't have kids. If you can't be a responsible parent then no. I know people who...
    AzureTiger AzureTiger 18-21, F 2 Responses Oct 23