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I Have Parasuicide

Parasuicide anonymous support group with information on diagnosis, treatment, symptoms, along with personal stories and experiences with Parasuicide. You're not alone. 40 People

    Too Many Attempts To Count...

    The suicidal thoughts started early.  I would say around maybe age nine or ten.  I was a full-fledged cutter by age 11.  I self injured with hot wax starting at age ten.  I scratched at my own arms and pinched myself since a young age that I can't quite...
    PinkDancerAngel PinkDancerAngel 22-25, F 1 Response Feb 8, 2010

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    It's Gets Better

    My life was crazy about 8 months ago. I was a cutter, and addicted to drugs, alcohol and sex. I started cutting when I turned 15, after I lost my virginity. I thought I was so in love with someone who didn't even care about me. I started smoking weed and drinking my freshman year...
    13nikki0710 13nikki0710 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 21, 2013

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    I Overdosed

    Last year on Halloween night I got in a big fight with the girlfriend I had at the time. I decided life wasn't worth living and I overdosed on oxycodone. My friend came into my room and found me unconscious on my floor and immediately called 911. I was dead for almost 5 minutes...
    Ahhhzombies Ahhhzombies 18-21, M Apr 21, 2012

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    Three of 'em, None Serious

    Although I’ve had two serious suicide attempts (only one placing my life in danger), most of my ‘attempts’ have been suicidal gestures, meaning I did not intend to die. I will say, though, that although I didn’t aim for death, I was rather apathetic about...
    speculumvir speculumvir 18-21, T 5 Responses Sep 11, 2009

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    I used to be so afraid of people thinking I was selfish or not being accepted so I would never tell people things about my life. I have trouble making friends because I don't have...
    Stormdance Stormdance 18-21, F 5 hrs ago

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    It was towards the end of last summer when the most amazing thing happened to me. Of course I know the exact day. It was Aug 3. I had been on my own for some time- Feb of 2012 to...
    Sugasug Sugasug 41-45, M 6 hrs ago

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    I have issues in that I don't know which me is me. I have my patch (I take my meds in a patch form) on for 95% of my waking life, so at a glance, I'm a mostly calm, school-focused...
    stormthenb stormthenb 13-15 8 hrs ago

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    Went to the Vascular Surgeon last week after suffering DAILY for two years now. However, I have suffered since my teens. It was not as bad until an autoimmune disease revved it up...
    euphoricvoyage euphoricvoyage 26-30, F 7 hrs ago

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    I NEED TO VENT IM FEELING CRAPPY IM TIRED AND WORN OUT AS THEDAY HASNT BEGUN YET I HAVENT SLEPT A WEEK I HAVE TO GO TO MENTAL HEALTH I FEEL LIKEI JUST DONT WANT TO GO O I LOATHE...
    hannahabbie hannahabbie 46-50, F 51 mins ago

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    Yes, I've forgiven those who have hurt me in the past because at one point I wanted forgiveness too even if I didn't deserve it. It is absolutely freeing to forgive. Thank You...
    JesusReigns777 JesusReigns777 26-30, F 2 Responses 8 hrs ago

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    I'm gonna get my 19th tattoo today. I know what I want my 20th to represent, but I have no idea what its gonna be. I want it to somehow represent how I'm boldly authentic, yet...
    OqSydSchizo16 OqSydSchizo16 36-40, M 1 Response 8 hrs ago

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    I used to be very fit and recently have been growing a pudgy little belly. But some weight has been going to my thighs and butt making them jiggly and they have a little bit of...
    chubbybellyguy69 chubbybellyguy69 18-21, M 7 hrs ago

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    so finally all doubts have been cleared and it is proved again,,, that some people have their ego, stubbornness is much larger than anything else,,, hahaha,,, and mistake , if it...
    mdbest4u mdbest4u 26-30, M 5 hrs ago

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    so finally all doubts have been cleared and it is proved again,,, that some people have their ego, stubbornness is much larger than anything else,,, hahaha,,, and mistake , if it...
    mdbest4u mdbest4u 26-30, M 5 hrs ago

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    I have a wide range of personal space. Physical proximity matters and comfort would depend on merit or my ties with the person next to me. I'd have to fix the boundary, it's...
    AB2WUS AB2WUS 22-25 4 hrs ago

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    Well, I just graduated from my high school. I am happy and also worried about my future. But there is still a regret. I was in love with a boy. I couldn't stop thinking about him...
    Anomago Anomago 18-21, F 1 Response 3 hrs ago

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    I have 2 sides when I'm angry. I call them Dr. Jekyll and Mr. Hyde. I dislike getting mad.
    blkrhino blkrhino 31-35, M 3 hrs ago

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    Owl Green man..yes u. look at the first part of this in experiences. soo u wanna ask me anything do it here? ofcourse i do care about u, and what i like about u is the deepness...
    Kannor Kannor 31-35, M 2 hrs ago

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    I'm just wondering if anyone else out there has the same problem.. Anxiety! I panic and I always think the worst.. I have a ache or pain and I think it's cancer, a headache is a...
    daniellerookexx daniellerookexx 18-21, F 2 hrs ago

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    Why does the world have to hate?! Why can't I have a normal life just like everyone else?! Why can't people just ******* stop making fun and putting me down?! It's not like I chose...
    TheTrabish TheTrabish 16-17, F 56 mins ago

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    My mom and sister were discussing what colour bathtub my sister should get for the baby she's going to have. They decided on blue because it was more gender neutral or some such...
    ambivalentFriability ambivalentFriability 18-21 7 hrs ago

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    Yep! you have been blocked. just like the rest of slow *******.
    BrutallyHonest13 BrutallyHonest13 22-25, F 7 hrs ago

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    Depression is this complicated chemical imbalance in the brain. Neurotransmitters go lazy, neurons don't comunnicate, hippocampus produces less neurons and starts to shrink...
    Lucije Lucije 26-30, F 6 hrs ago

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    Would EP like to know the truth, as the user sees it? For all of us who were here before EP's 2.5 dark years of destructive design, feature and interface changes, the site is a sad...
    FindmeHoldmeLoveme FindmeHoldmeLoveme 18-21 4 Responses 5 hrs ago

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    Hey guys and gals... around a year ago I posted something I shouldn't have and it's kinda getting to me now but I don't want to tell anyone even though my whole school know's about...
    maddawgaether maddawgaether 16-17, M 5 hrs ago

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    I was raped and he gave me herpes, now I'm with a boyfriend and he wants to have sex but I don't know how to tell him and I don't want him to leave. Help
    claire2811 claire2811 18-21, F 3 hrs ago

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    I have a crush on michael fassbender..Damn he's sooo handsome
    wildheart93 wildheart93 18-21, F 3 hrs ago

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    My inner strength have always been you baby, not your friend or any guy with the letter A. If you remember the first time I wrote ur full name in chinese symbols, on my arm, you...
    VisionOfLove VisionOfLove 26-30, F 1 hr ago

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    I have emetophobia (fear of vomit)
    princesskatie7 princesskatie7 16-17, F 1 hr ago

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    I'm also petrified of zombies. zombie films sometimes make me have panic attacks. the thought of a zombie apocalypse happening makes my skin crawl if I ever saw a zombie i would...
    princesskatie7 princesskatie7 16-17, F 1 Response 1 hr ago

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    I'm going to a specialist soon, but I'm scared that I don't actually have it and all these struggles are from something untreatable.
    DoubleEOneL DoubleEOneL 22-25, F 1 Response 29 mins ago

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    I found out I have herpes 2 weeks ago . I feel like my life is over . I keep beating my self up over it . I'm very depressed because of it this feeling won't go away . I can't...
    life08 life08 22-25, F 26 mins ago

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    I have the best little brother there is. His name is Jase Hayden Wilson and he was born on the day of the Sichuan earthquake in 2008. He is an angel that was born in the day of...
    IlyAAfaa IlyAAfaa 13-15, F 10 mins ago

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    My maternal branch of the family; they are pure dysfunction. Disowning children who leave them for escaping their bullshit. Throwing away mortgage money for a measly party. Willing...
    LoveSoLife LoveSoLife 18-21, F Apr 27

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    I often get thrown with sometimes - we are not sure if you were hallucinating or under substance abuse from individuals on this site when I mention what my spiritual experiences...
    Stephenrko Stephenrko 31-35, M Apr 27

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    People who have BROWN eyes are: Attractive Confident Independent People person Polite Determined Sometimes hard to express yourself Outgoing Humble
    silverfox54 silverfox54 61-65, F 3 Responses Apr 27

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    Ok so recently i owned up to this girl who i had taken i liking to by telling her that i like her, and to my surprise she said that she liked me too. Thankfully the place we were...
    pizzaandmusicarebae pizzaandmusicarebae 22-25, F Apr 27

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    When I was young used to feel.....in fact, was close to normal up until about 7 years old.... That is when my ASPD first began to show up..... But, over the past few years, I...
    AudioTravylerRavenwolf AudioTravylerRavenwolf 13-15, F 3 Responses Apr 27

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    I've been having a series of reoccurring dreams recently. Which is rather odd for me as I rarely ever remember the dreams I have in the first place. Yet as the dream progresses...
    snowberry75 snowberry75 36-40, F 7 Responses Apr 27

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    All in one click of a button.... Wow and it's strange and real I almost don't know how to process it honestly... I can't really put it in to words , *sigh*.... Now I'm up at 5am...
    Prettibrowngirl Prettibrowngirl 70+, F Apr 27

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    My girlfriend cheated on me with a girl so I was just like, how can I compete with that ya'll have fun I guess.
    KelsonTheDragon KelsonTheDragon 18-21, M 2 Responses Apr 27

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    I have been hurt many times in my life but i can understand why. Im normally anxious and it doesnt make people attracted to a coward who fears people. I still figure out why im so...
    tokyo60s tokyo60s 31-35, F 1 Response