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I Have Parasuicide

Parasuicide anonymous support group with information on diagnosis, treatment, symptoms, along with personal stories and experiences with Parasuicide. You're not alone. 40 People

    It's Gets Better

    My life was crazy about 8 months ago. I was a cutter, and addicted to drugs, alcohol and sex. I started cutting when I turned 15, after I lost my virginity. I thought I was so in love with someone who didn't even care about me. I started smoking weed and drinking my freshman year...
    13nikki0710 13nikki0710 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 21, 2013

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    Too Many Attempts To Count...

    The suicidal thoughts started early.  I would say around maybe age nine or ten.  I was a full-fledged cutter by age 11.  I self injured with hot wax starting at age ten.  I scratched at my own arms and pinched myself since a young age that I can't quite...
    PinkDancerAngel PinkDancerAngel 22-25, F 1 Response Feb 8, 2010

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    Three of 'em, None Serious

    Although I’ve had two serious suicide attempts (only one placing my life in danger), most of my ‘attempts’ have been suicidal gestures, meaning I did not intend to die. I will say, though, that although I didn’t aim for death, I was rather apathetic about...
    speculumvir speculumvir 18-21, T 5 Responses Sep 11, 2009

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    I Overdosed

    Last year on Halloween night I got in a big fight with the girlfriend I had at the time. I decided life wasn't worth living and I overdosed on oxycodone. My friend came into my room and found me unconscious on my floor and immediately called 911. I was dead for almost 5 minutes...
    Ahhhzombies Ahhhzombies 18-21, M Apr 21, 2012

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    Well me and Michael have been on and off for about 5 years now and we have honestly been threw the worst from cheating on each other to him having a baby with someone i knew while...
    tambalina tambalina 26-30, F 5 hrs ago

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    The girl I like seems to have changed. Last year we got really close and I thought she liked me, but now that there is a new school year and she has been sick since it started she...
    marchdan marchdan 16-17, M 4 hrs ago

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    The girl I like seems to have changed. Last year we got really close and I thought she liked me, but now that there is a new school year and she has been sick since it started she...
    marchdan marchdan 16-17, M 1 Response 4 hrs ago

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    I just got diagnosed two weeks ago with ulcerative colitis. I'm lucky I caught it early, my brother had a lot of complications when he was diagnosed with crohns disease. I'm 22...
    cmandel cmandel 18-21, F 1 hr ago

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    I have hepatitis B. But I don't know where, when, or how I got it. I just turned 27 in June. And just a day before my birthday, I woke up feeling like I have been crushed by a lawn...
    confusedHepB confusedHepB 26-30, F 1 hr ago

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    I have little experience with people and I have a hard time trying to keep a conversation going so i have few to no "friends" the only ones who speak to me are the ones that can...
    Sesshomaru031 Sesshomaru031 16-17, M 49 mins ago

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    This isn't exactly about my own switching, although I got several into my teen years about which I have posted stories. Instead, I am writing about a story I just saw on T.V. about...
    phillysteve phillysteve 36-40, M 1 Response 19 hrs ago

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    I have severe pcos (polycystic ovary syndrome) i'm overweight, have excess hair on my face and body, have acne, secondary infertility and everything that comes along with having...
    FedUp888 FedUp888 26-30, F 14 hrs ago

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    MY CIRCLE/PEOPLE I TALK TO: I've started talking to a few more people now so I thought I'd explain a few things 1. I have the app on my iPod, I leave it open and just lock it when...
    LFCno1 LFCno1 22-25, M 3 Responses 11 hrs ago

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    It seems to me that my classmates that are friends were pervious friends from high school. Every time we do group work, I'm the one in the corner trying to see who wouldn't mind if...
    haayk haayk 18-21, F 2 Responses 8 hrs ago

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    I have posted previously about my ongoing depression. But looking at the flip side, it's amazing how far I've come. I've been told to kill myself at least a hundred times in the...
    TTAMTWASOOC TTAMTWASOOC 13-15, M 2 Responses 7 hrs ago

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    I have many acquaintances who use drugs others alcohol I can't condemn them as it's their life, money and minds they are abusing or loosing. Quite honestly some are wealthy...
    onebrightday onebrightday 18-21, F 1 Response 6 hrs ago

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    Kids, older folks and people my age I have a message for you. In this world people don't really give a f**** about one another. Remember all that matters is knowledge, it's more...
    GrumpyMe GrumpyMe 22-25, F 1 Response 15 hrs ago

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    I had no idea I had a legit problem until I would wake up and just have hair all over my pillow and bed. I have long very thick hair so I didn't start noticing any sort of baldness...
    eoj163 eoj163 16-17, F 13 hrs ago

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    It's very hard for me to make friends. I would've been comfortable and happy around my friends at my old school, but my mom's bf had to come around & convince her to move. You...
    EbbsBreaux EbbsBreaux 16-17, F 13 hrs ago

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    I love my family. But its gotten to where I feel like my sister and I are more of adults than they are (I am 16 and my sister is 24) my sister and her husband have been my main...
    GoneWithTheWind1936 GoneWithTheWind1936 16-17, F 11 hrs ago

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    Due to a combination of my actions and who I am, I no longer have any friends. None in real life and online. I have no one to talk to except for relatives. Even then, everything is...
    Czerizjere Czerizjere 26-30, M 2 Responses 10 hrs ago

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    I have come to hate people to such a degree that it seems I have developed violent thoughts against those who would hurt me. Is this me becoming more sensitive to my environment or...
    Czerizjere Czerizjere 26-30, M 1 Response 9 hrs ago

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    I am currently in high school and I have a couple of people I talk to in my classes but during the weekends I have no one to hang out with like others do. I'm not really a people...
    raisetheroof raisetheroof 13-15, F 1 Response 9 hrs ago

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    My boyfriend who I thought I was going to spend the rest of my life with left me. We lived together, slept with each other every night. Took baths with each other made dinner for...
    Mangocupcakes Mangocupcakes 16-17, F 1 Response 8 hrs ago

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    I sent this to my mother figure a few weeks back. I push thru suicide for her. I don't want her hurt. But I'm starting to feel this way again. Am I wrong for feeling this way...
    anonymouss2014 anonymouss2014 18-21, F 2 Responses 7 hrs ago

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    Hi, I am new on EP, and I got here because I wanted to talk about this. Sorry if some things aren't clear, English isn't my mother tongue. I didn't went to any therapy or...
    SemperFilthy SemperFilthy 16-17, F 7 hrs ago

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    I have mild scolosis ,due to bad posture and me being very tall . Tall ppl would have this problem cause they have a lot of. Bones and their muscles are not developed hence...
    asianahyang96 asianahyang96 16-17, M 5 hrs ago

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    Hey. So I moved far away from where I'm actually from, and I'm feeling extremely lonely and horrible and my gut is wrenching constantly over the thought of school. School started...
    coolkat4 coolkat4 16-17, F 2 Responses 5 hrs ago

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    Ive been with my husband for 6 years-married for one and am tortured with fantasies of being with a woman. I am ending up really frustrated with him for not being a woman and then...
    Blondie1978 Blondie1978 36-40, F 2 Responses 4 hrs ago

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    I'm just laying on my bed right now thinking about all of the people who I thought cared about me, but when the truth came out, they didn't care one but. That happened a lot this...
    GrandGizzard GrandGizzard 18-21, M 1 Response 2 hrs ago

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    And I can't tell anyone.. I'm afraid it will hurt them too much. I have to hold it back and act like i don't care. I know what's wrong but I'm not going to tell them.. I have...
    KingOfPerfection KingOfPerfection 16-17, M 1 hr ago

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    Even though we don't have a label on our relationship, I still want to have sex with him and kiss him and hug him and cuddle . I like the way he feels inside of me . I don't know...
    neuroticgal neuroticgal 22-25, F 2 Responses 19 hrs ago

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    Because I find myself the most unattractive looking human I've ever seen and I have too much wrong with me that a guy would never want to get close to me. I have trust issues also...
    Cece4 Cece4 18-21, F 19 Responses 19 hrs ago

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    At last the tshirt that has SA on it is done and ready for me to wear it. I have had this logo since 2006, but nobody knows except maybe one person. I made some people believe that...
    ForeverSahour ForeverSahour 26-30, F 19 hrs ago

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    My name is CJ, short for Christopher John. I'm a 15 year old football player from Alabama. I have a girlfriend. We've done everything together, except copulation. I really want to...
    cjfrombama cjfrombama 13-15, M 1 Response 18 hrs ago

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    check it out I have a hot step mom
    19Mark19 19Mark19 26-30, T 17 hrs ago

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    Yeah, I'm an underage. That's right. You better be running. Why? Because underage spells troubles. And it isn't like you want that. Nobody wants trouble I don't think you would...
    Artz4Life Artz4Life 16-17, M 16 hrs ago

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    People with brown eyes are passionate, impulsive, active and energetic people. They are ambitious and adventurous at the same time, helping them in their relations with people as...
    Serenita Serenita 41-45, F 3 Responses 16 hrs ago

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    I joined ep because I felt alone and upset even if I did have friends but eveythings so much better now and I don't feel like that anymore so I'm just on here to help others so if...
    xhumairax xhumairax 13-15, F 1 Response 15 hrs ago

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    I can go against peer pressure! All my life I've been my own person and quite independent! I remember back at school people seem to put people in groups depending on what type of...
    MilweePetite MilweePetite 18-21, F 15 hrs ago

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    Just a quick question, so if someone can or is relating to this, can you please notify me? Or comment down below. (not relating to myself personally) Anyways; Has anyone felt so...
    RickaylaBeard RickaylaBeard 22-25, F 14 hrs ago

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    Honestly, I find total comfort around them. So it's not that I'm awkward or give off a sense of discomfort towards them. And although they consider me "one of the guys" they've...
    BallinBae BallinBae 16-17, F 4 Responses 13 hrs ago

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    Ok so there is this guy in marching band with me, we have known each other for about since June now. At first we didn't talk and we just talked to each other once in a while. I...
    Iv0ry Iv0ry 22-25, F 6 Responses 10 hrs ago

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    I have family friends who my family is really close with, I think I may have a thing for their daughter. The problem is she is 13 and I am 22. Not to sure what to do about it, got...
    ziroks ziroks 22-25, M 2 Responses 10 hrs ago

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    People are so surprised when I tell them that. :) I don't have one deliberately, at least that wasn't the initial intention, my old one just packed up and I just haven't yet...
    Reallifeperson Reallifeperson 22-25, M 9 hrs ago

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    My father's friend lives apart from his wife and his children. He criticises him much for that, that he doesn't appreciate his family. My dad also says that his friend has to have...
    sandcaip sandcaip 13-15, M 8 hrs ago

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    Everytime I have an episode, I either cut myself up down my legs and sides of my stomach and along the long vein that travels up the inner side of my left arm.. or i scream into my...
    SubmissiveSecrets SubmissiveSecrets 18-21, F 1 Response 8 hrs ago

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