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I Have Parasuicide

Parasuicide anonymous support group with information on diagnosis, treatment, symptoms, along with personal stories and experiences with Parasuicide. You're not alone. 40 People

    It's Gets Better

    My life was crazy about 8 months ago. I was a cutter, and addicted to drugs, alcohol and sex. I started cutting when I turned 15, after I lost my virginity. I thought I was so in love with someone who didn't even care about me. I started smoking weed and drinking my freshman year...
    13nikki0710 13nikki0710 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 21, 2013

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    Too Many Attempts To Count...

    The suicidal thoughts started early.  I would say around maybe age nine or ten.  I was a full-fledged cutter by age 11.  I self injured with hot wax starting at age ten.  I scratched at my own arms and pinched myself since a young age that I can't quite...
    PinkDancerAngel PinkDancerAngel 22-25, F 1 Response Feb 8, 2010

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    Three of 'em, None Serious

    Although I’ve had two serious suicide attempts (only one placing my life in danger), most of my ‘attempts’ have been suicidal gestures, meaning I did not intend to die. I will say, though, that although I didn’t aim for death, I was rather apathetic about...
    speculumvir speculumvir 18-21, T 5 Responses Sep 11, 2009

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    To be completely honest, I denied it for some time. I haven't actually done any kind of official test, but I have a nurse practitioner and a number of knowledgeable individuals who...
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    I'm 31 years old and have been battling back problems for the last 15 years. It used to come on just once in awhile, a little pain in the lower back, some tingling down my right...
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    I'm 16 years old.There are 10 days till my birthday.I've been depressed for good 3 years.My whole puberty was a great mess.One year and two months ago,I got bulimic.Before that,I...
    mystiquebelle mystiquebelle 13-15, F 9 hrs ago

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    HI , Im 24 years old , im a man . the thing about me is i am not quite sure if i have cauda Equina , i didnt have an accident or any truama , my pain first started at my right foot...
    Atrilundy Atrilundy 22-25, M 1 Response 12 hrs ago

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    *Walks up to counter* “Hi, I would like to order a man, athletic build, cute face- maybe with a little scuff on it;), very kind, charming, and intelligent; and that will be all...
    MW1321 MW1321 18-21, M 2 Responses 17 hrs ago

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    oh the battle with the body has been a living nightmare from hell as you all know so well. I have so many physical problems, I just get that look from the doctors. urggg So I have...
    mommaceitta mommaceitta 51-55, F 9 hrs ago

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    I have yet to see anyone about it or get an official diagnosis, but I think I have paranoid or disorganized schizophrenia. I have been experiencing auditory, visual, and even...
    e524 e524 18-21, F 1 Response 6 hrs ago

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    I really want to experience this since I never have before. I've never had a mutual bond with someone in which we feel strongly for each other. I am jealous of other people who...
    Dreamer32 Dreamer32 22-25, F 3 Responses 5 hrs ago

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    I'm new to EP.. I was told by my close friend that it was a great app that would help me deal with having herpes. Basically I was in a relationship with a guy for over a year...
    cb180696 cb180696 16-17, F 1 Response 1 hr ago

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    #2 on my list of "Things I am proud of about me": 2. I’m not lazy/selfish/spoiled. I guess I’m not exactly sure what I would call this, but basically when I see people doing...
    shannonymous shannonymous 18-21, F 1 hr ago

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    If I had friends! 😫😭 I mean I have friends, socially, but nobody asks to hang out with me or asks me to join them on something, unless its my sister and her friends. Maybe...
    ashalew ashalew 22-25, F 14 hrs ago

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    I suffer awful anxiety attacks since 10 years every day. I also have social anxiety and have had panic attacks outside the house. I was on meds 10 years ago as it all started...
    angel8i angel8i 31-35, F 1 Response 14 hrs ago

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    I Have this collection of ribbons because use them when i have a haircut first week the hair sometimes dosen't look so good or because i must go for a haircut and didn't found time...
    blackweirdcat blackweirdcat 46-50, F 12 hrs ago

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    I'm a teacher who moved to a small town because I was supposed to get married. Didn't happen and now I have nothing and no one in my life. I have no one to call or talk to. I'm...
    srta srta 26-30, F 2 Responses 6 hrs ago

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    I am 13 and I have had pimples since 4th grade, and now I am in 7th grade and it has gotten so bad I don't want to go anywhere. But the worst part is I make it worse for myself...
    fabbeauty fabbeauty 18-21 6 hrs ago

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    I feel like I have no chance of being in a proper relationship... I had a girls night out with some friends last night which was fun, but I found myself feeling like the 'grenade...
    charllymarie charllymarie 18-21, F 4 Responses 5 hrs ago

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    Lots of things in mind these days. Lots of memories, that I didn't have on the surface. I have things to say that I'm not ready to say. I don't even think I'm ready to write them...
    WickedScullyOfTheWest WickedScullyOfTheWest 31-35, F 4 hrs ago

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    I don't understand why men are obsessed with their penis size and why the assume if they have a large penis, they suddenly know how to have sex. And then they have the gall to...
    ErraticallyGrey ErraticallyGrey 22-25, F 5 Responses 3 hrs ago

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    Another incident from when I was 14, one which is burned into my memory in excruciating detail. It happened a few weeks after my naked picture had made the rounds at school, and...
    reader123456789012 reader123456789012 22-25, F 1 Response 3 hrs ago

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    Hi there I have had ADHD for the last 30+ yrs and let me tell you I have had my ups and downs and things can get challenging at time I know I have found something that has worked...
    MrThriving MrThriving 36-40, M 3 hrs ago

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    I have very dark hair, dark eyelashes and eyebrows. I started to get the odd grey hair when I was 20. It seems to be a common thing for darker hair i guess. I have a guy friend who...
    SmashedUpSanity SmashedUpSanity 26-30, F 1 Response 31 mins ago

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    A lot of people (mainly guys) have said my voice is very soothing. I don't really agree but ehh.
    lexix0 lexix0 16-17, F 6 Responses 17 hrs ago

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    Last night I had a dream that felt good when I was having it but now I am awake I find it disturbing. I was with a crowd of people (in my mind, I seemed to associate them with...
    T4RD15 T4RD15 26-30 16 hrs ago

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    While at uni I was at a party and one of the lecturers was there. She was about 35 and I was 19, and we had a wonderful time at the party, and ended up kissing while we were...
    PinkyPinks PinkyPinks 31-35, F 5 Responses 11 hrs ago

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    "After A While" After a while you learn the subtle difference between holding a hand and chaining a soul and you learn love doesn't mean leaning and company doesn't always mean...
    mommaceitta mommaceitta 51-55, F 8 hrs ago

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    Just today... my mom called me an ungrateful egotist. It hurts a lot when your only purpose is to help others..and when you have helped. She is attacking me as if I was some kind...
    sparkydream sparkydream 16-17, F 1 Response 7 hrs ago

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    I am at the point in life where I have "disposable income" and I can buy nice stuff. I hate it when I walk into nice stores / specialty shops and I am ignored. I am looking for a...
    Kickingtires Kickingtires 51-55, M 1 Response 6 hrs ago

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    I carry it everywhere, spent 2 years of my life on it -.- made a lot of friends with this ipad so basically I have friends on my finger tips. If u Destroy my ipad, u destroy the...
    LoverBoyMike LoverBoyMike 18-21, M 5 hrs ago

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    I don't think he deserves a letter but I know that writing one will make me feel better so I'm doing this for me. I want to thank you for helping me get over him, but I also want...
    Dreamer32 Dreamer32 22-25, F 5 hrs ago

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    So my boyfriend and I have been together alittle over two years and hes leaving tomorrow for work. We are inseperable and he is my best friend. I have cried all day.knowing I will...
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    All of the women of in my family have ESP. We've always had from the beginning. We all different forms of ESP. But is it strange that every female in my moms side of the family...
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    CraftsInStitches CraftsInStitches 31-35, F 3 Responses 35 mins ago

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      Hi, this is something that's not that easy to talk to people about, so I thought this would be a good place to vent it. Im 30 & I have almost no family (& no 'really close...
    Shybi30 Shybi30 26-30, F 20 mins ago

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    elitedancer14 elitedancer14 13-15, F 16 hrs ago

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    It's not a song to sing. In fact, I have many. I won't die, before I fulfil all of them. Nothing will kill me, before that.
    AyushCR7 AyushCR7 13-15, M 1 Response 14 hrs ago

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    He is a teenager , and when my husband is away he keeps me satisfied. Should have done it years ago
    wendy1979 wendy1979 31-35, F 1 Response 12 hrs ago

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    I went to the movie theater today to see Rio 2 (pretty good movie) as my sister wanted me to go and meet two of her friends. And everything was going decently to me, but after the...
    CeruleanWolf CeruleanWolf 18-21, F 12 hrs ago

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    I was in a foreign land, a sort of wilderness. I discovered a tunnel in the outdoors with the walls ceiling and floor full of vines and there were large spiders nesting amongst it...
    AngelofPink AngelofPink 18-21, F 1 Response 12 hrs ago

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    I'm home alone with my brother for 4 days..all my family have gone away for 4days...as much as I like being Alone my anxiety makes me feel like I'm on the edge all the time and I...
    pardz pardz 22-25, M 11 hrs ago

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    Stuck between RN or Respiratory therapist or a Teacher I love kids I have a lot of patients with them /: but my parents wouldn't like it blaaH
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    rawan99 rawan99 13-15, F 1 Response 9 hrs ago

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    I don't have anyone that understands me or the situation I'm in
    crazyminds crazyminds 18-21, M 8 hrs ago

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