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I Have Parasuicide

Parasuicide anonymous support group with information on diagnosis, treatment, symptoms, along with personal stories and experiences with Parasuicide. You're not alone. 40 People

    It's Gets Better

    My life was crazy about 8 months ago. I was a cutter, and addicted to drugs, alcohol and sex. I started cutting when I turned 15, after I lost my virginity. I thought I was so in love with someone who didn't even care about me. I started smoking weed and drinking my freshman year...
    13nikki0710 13nikki0710 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 21, 2013

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    Too Many Attempts To Count...

    The suicidal thoughts started early.  I would say around maybe age nine or ten.  I was a full-fledged cutter by age 11.  I self injured with hot wax starting at age ten.  I scratched at my own arms and pinched myself since a young age that I can't quite...
    PinkDancerAngel PinkDancerAngel 22-25, F 1 Response Feb 8, 2010

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    I Overdosed

    Last year on Halloween night I got in a big fight with the girlfriend I had at the time. I decided life wasn't worth living and I overdosed on oxycodone. My friend came into my room and found me unconscious on my floor and immediately called 911. I was dead for almost 5 minutes...
    Ahhhzombies Ahhhzombies 18-21, M Apr 21, 2012

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    Three of 'em, None Serious

    Although I’ve had two serious suicide attempts (only one placing my life in danger), most of my ‘attempts’ have been suicidal gestures, meaning I did not intend to die. I will say, though, that although I didn’t aim for death, I was rather apathetic about...
    speculumvir speculumvir 18-21, T 5 Responses Sep 11, 2009

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    I still checking my Ex facebook. And I know if meet him I will disappointed . He was 8 years old young and he wasn't even good kisser and I don't know. We almost had a sex and I...
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    rubyf rubyf 18-21, F 3 Responses 22 hrs ago

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    I don't get how people can be able to have hundreds of friends... Most of the people I know are somewhere between acquaintances and friends. And there is a smaller group that I...
    Roccondil Roccondil 22-25, M 1 Response 17 hrs ago

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    jbnj12 jbnj12 26-30, F 16 hrs ago

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    BloviatingBuffoon BloviatingBuffoon 70+, F 2 Responses 9 hrs ago

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    I had a dream last night that he had to get his leg amputated. I was telling my best friend how I felt so bad for this guy and she had no empathy at all and almost laughed. Then I...
    ThePinkP0werRanger ThePinkP0werRanger 26-30, F 8 hrs ago

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    Killerinstict Killerinstict 13-15, F 6 hrs ago

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    The thoughts are constant, they come much more often, the feelings of worthlessness, hopelessness, anger, fear, depression! I don't know what to do anymore! I coped for a while by...
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    cookie2468888 cookie2468888 18-21 3 hrs ago

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    When I was younger, I loved older women. However, as I have gotten older I have begun to like younger women. I am 25 and usually don't like to date women older than 20. I think it...
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    A member of my family stole from me. I'm usually not a push over although I'm generous. I haven't spoken to him since he did it. I love him. I'm angry. I'm disappointed in him for...
    Back2Sue Back2Sue 46-50, F 19 hrs ago

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    My Time With "Hermey" .........I had the pleasure of meeting former EPer Hermey, who stayed at my home for two days. From the first hug as he walked up the driveway, to our goodbye...
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    I don't know what the hell happened to me and I feel SO stupid about it now but I called my crush (read my previous story, I know it's long though) because I don't know, I wanted...
    Wildyoungfree Wildyoungfree 22-25, F 1 Response 10 hrs ago

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    I don't know what the hell happened to me and I feel SO stupid about it now but I called my crush (read my previous story, I know it's long though) because I don't know, I wanted...
    Wildyoungfree Wildyoungfree 22-25, F 10 hrs ago

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    Ok so for the past couple of weeks I've started to have feelings for my friend. Yeah it's the usual situation about a girl liking her friend but what shock me the most is how he...
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    why the **** do you have to keep telling me I'm anti social. want me to say hi to you every five seconds
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