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I Have Parasuicide

Parasuicide anonymous support group with information on diagnosis, treatment, symptoms, along with personal stories and experiences with Parasuicide. You're not alone. 40 People

    It's Gets Better

    My life was crazy about 8 months ago. I was a cutter, and addicted to drugs, alcohol and sex. I started cutting when I turned 15, after I lost my virginity. I thought I was so in love with someone who didn't even care about me. I started smoking weed and drinking my freshman year...
    13nikki0710 13nikki0710 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 21, 2013

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    Too Many Attempts To Count...

    The suicidal thoughts started early.  I would say around maybe age nine or ten.  I was a full-fledged cutter by age 11.  I self injured with hot wax starting at age ten.  I scratched at my own arms and pinched myself since a young age that I can't quite...
    PinkDancerAngel PinkDancerAngel 22-25, F 1 Response Feb 8, 2010

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    Three of 'em, None Serious

    Although I’ve had two serious suicide attempts (only one placing my life in danger), most of my ‘attempts’ have been suicidal gestures, meaning I did not intend to die. I will say, though, that although I didn’t aim for death, I was rather apathetic about...
    speculumvir speculumvir 18-21, T 5 Responses Sep 11, 2009

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    I Overdosed

    Last year on Halloween night I got in a big fight with the girlfriend I had at the time. I decided life wasn't worth living and I overdosed on oxycodone. My friend came into my room and found me unconscious on my floor and immediately called 911. I was dead for almost 5 minutes...
    Ahhhzombies Ahhhzombies 18-21, M Apr 21, 2012

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    I am that daughter, wife, sister, mom... I have always been the one to take care of everyone, it has always been my role. I'm the strong one in my family, I have 7 older brothers...
    Backbone44 Backbone44 41-45, F 6 hrs ago

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    To all who understand and to all that never will. Here is a poem for all the women who live with this invisible pain. I am tired of being your rag doll. I have spread myself far...
    rescueme99 rescueme99 41-45 5 hrs ago

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    I should not say that all men have hurt me. I do not think that all men are evil or blame everyone in my life but I have been hurt by a lot of men. I don't want to be bitter and I...
    wingeyes wingeyes 31-35, F 1 Response 50 mins ago

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    Thinking about the universe fascinates me, because the more I start to think about it, the more I get lost and the more questions arise. I mean, science has found so much already...
    mmmfood mmmfood 22-25, M 1 Response 10 hrs ago

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    Depression and anxiety run strong in my family. I suffer from both of these, and like most, I have my good days, and I have my bad days. These past three months have been filled...
    hanban0320 hanban0320 22-25, F 3 hrs ago

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    When I was younger, I was hurt really bad by an older person that drastically altered everything about myself. Because of that I have bad dreams . Idk if my nightmares can compare...
    2323keka 2323keka 16-17 3 hrs ago

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    So, I've never had a real life boyfriend before, maybe because I'm not pretty enough or smart enough idk. I've had crushes, I talk to boys, I've had guys interested in me, it's all...
    slowme97 slowme97 16-17, F 10 hrs ago

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    It has now been almost five years. I have spent my entire teenage years wondering what I am going to do to make it through tomorrow, because heaven knows I don't know how I made it...
    Jengi Jengi 18-21, F 10 hrs ago

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    When I was a high school student,my classmates don't want me because I'm too childish,over-acting.(As one of them approach me and I know of what I am) They ignore & never talk to...
    jonnvee jonnvee 16-17, F 8 hrs ago

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    When I was a high school student,my classmates don't want me because I'm too childish,over-acting.(As one of them approach me and I know of what I am) They ignore & never talk to...
    jonnvee jonnvee 16-17, F 1 Response 8 hrs ago

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    i first found out i have turner syndrome when i was a babe my ma discovered i was on injection to help my growth i attend hospital evey six months but they have me in a adults...
    Atale Atale 18-21, F 7 hrs ago

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    its hard living with this condition im an eighteen year old girl living in Ireland i was a babe when my mother found out i didnt know anything about it i was in hostiple most of...
    Atale Atale 18-21, F 3 Responses 7 hrs ago

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    Continuing my career or quit and go to a university and finish my batchular degree? (I only have diploma) I need to make a decision before April, i am really stressed over this. I...
    Nobunaga88 Nobunaga88 26-30, M 2 Responses 7 hrs ago

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    So basically from the age of 2 till 4 I had a feeding tube in me, It got to the stage(inmyhead) where it was life or death situation and in that point I had what I would call a...
    1rkg 1rkg 18-21 5 hrs ago

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    There are daughters of narcissistic mothers who have barely survived psychologically. In the extreme, there are daughters who starved themselves to death by anorexia as the only...
    rescueme99 rescueme99 41-45 5 hrs ago

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    it's been a while now since I have felt like I can live by myself. Now I am carrying a broken heart and I never thought you could break me so much. I never knew, I have no idea why...
    Wewerethereinthattime Wewerethereinthattime 18-21, F 1 Response 2 hrs ago

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    I don't get why people like alcohol so much. I don't see what the big deal is. First off, I'm a heavy weight for a girl, it takes a lot to get me drunk. (Probably because I'm...
    PinkMellow PinkMellow 18-21, F 1 hr ago

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    Was practicing a new coping mechanism where I blatantly insult the demons/disrespect them, whatever to prove that nothing bad will happen and that I'm safe now. (Sort of like...
    PinkMellow PinkMellow 18-21, F 11 hrs ago

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    "Oh, why'd you have to be so cute? It's impossible to ignore you. Must you make me laugh so much. It's bad enough we get along so well! Say goodnight and go." Goodnight and Go by...
    trAnSyLvanIanconcuBinE trAnSyLvanIanconcuBinE 26-30, F 11 hrs ago

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    It's hard to admit that I have an eating disorder. I never asked for this, and I'm sure no one ever asks for this. Overcoming my problem should be as easy as eating, but it's not...
    InsaneFlowerGirl InsaneFlowerGirl 22-25, F 1 Response 9 hrs ago

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    I haven't in quite some time I should again
    gc6000 gc6000 22-25, M 9 hrs ago

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    I have a crush on this guy in college. I saw him at the O week party and I literally thought he was thee most cutest guy ever. I told my friends, and one of them went up to him...
    Xcinderella3 Xcinderella3 18-21, F 2 Responses 9 hrs ago

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    I just got a pixie haircut. As in: yesterday. It's the first time I have hair this short since I was a teeanger in the 90ties... and I feel weird. So cold on my head now, when the...
    quira00 quira00 36-40, F 9 hrs ago

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    I just feel like most of the people around me are so ****** up in their own beliefs and opinions that they don't even start making the world a better place, the way they CLAIM to...
    DarkLoser DarkLoser 13-15, F 9 hrs ago

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    Who feel like everytime people finally notice that you have an eating disorder, they try to compliment you and tell you that.you lost reeeeally much just in fact to TRY to STOP YOU...
    TheBlueBee TheBlueBee 16-17, F 7 hrs ago

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    I have officially left my gf and I'm done with all the emotional neglect and I AM going to move forward. I'm so proud of myself right now. My life awaits
    shervonxx shervonxx 18-21, F 7 hrs ago

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    I'm feeling happy, but when i'm a little loose like this i want to reach out to the one I cannot. I miss her so much. Oh well. I've had a good night and I guess I should be...
    jackflash3300 jackflash3300 31-35, M 6 hrs ago

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    I am a 23 year old guy who wants to have sex with 12 - 15 year old girls inbox me if interested
    bj987694 bj987694 22-25, M 3 Responses 5 hrs ago

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    You lost me at I don't have a profile picture...
    AwesomeAlert AwesomeAlert 46-50, M 2 Responses 3 hrs ago

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    I have dreams that are continuous rather than recurring. The situations develop, the story continues, like in a soap opera (!) Does anyone else experience this?
    Carl2015 Carl2015 56-60, M 2 Responses 3 hrs ago

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    I don't reply to your texts instantly because I'm "thirsty". I just happened to have the phone in f*ckig hand and I don't play stupid games.
    aDesperado aDesperado 18-21, M 2 hrs ago

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    I'm gonna die lol. I have 'Shake it Off' by Taylor Swift stuck in my head.. Why has the universe done this to me? XD
    XxLittleBrotherxX XxLittleBrotherxX 18-21, M 1 Response 2 hrs ago

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    My music taste is all over the charts, I have been introduced to so many different kinds through my life. Some of my favorite groups are Metallica ( Heavy metal) Pink Floyd, Led...
    orchidangel orchidangel 41-45, F 2 hrs ago

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    Friend of mine lost her job about six months ago . I told her to go to my old job and to mention me as a reference . She got the job because of me . Now I'm looking for a job and I...
    Shaadoww Shaadoww 36-40, F 2 hrs ago

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    I have bulimic tendencies now. Only I don't eat very much but no matter what it is I throw it up. I'm 116 lbs and I want to be 98, as scary as it sounds no ones going to stop me...
    paradise58 paradise58 18-21, F 1 Response 35 mins ago

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    Have A Safety Rail On My Bed
    god1011 god1011 22-25, M 1 Response 20 mins ago

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    I have 2 boys and a girl all on the spectrum. The boys are diagnosed with aspergers syndrom. My daughter has Issues with sounds and bright lights.
    ckolody ckolody 46-50, M 14 mins ago

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    What is wrong with this site??! Every time I try to log in from an actual computer, it tells me my username and or password are invalid. Same when I try to log in from my cell...
    Shygirl2002 Shygirl2002 13-15, F 10 mins ago

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