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I Have Parasuicide

Parasuicide anonymous support group with information on diagnosis, treatment, symptoms, along with personal stories and experiences with Parasuicide. You're not alone. 40 People

    Three of 'em, None Serious

    Although I’ve had two serious suicide attempts (only one placing my life in danger), most of my ‘attempts’ have been suicidal gestures, meaning I did not intend to die. I will say, though, that although I didn’t aim for death, I was rather apathetic about...
    speculumvir speculumvir 18-21, T 5 Responses Sep 11, 2009

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    I Overdosed

    Last year on Halloween night I got in a big fight with the girlfriend I had at the time. I decided life wasn't worth living and I overdosed on oxycodone. My friend came into my room and found me unconscious on my floor and immediately called 911. I was dead for almost 5 minutes...
    Ahhhzombies Ahhhzombies 18-21, M Apr 21, 2012

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    Too Many Attempts To Count...

    The suicidal thoughts started early.  I would say around maybe age nine or ten.  I was a full-fledged cutter by age 11.  I self injured with hot wax starting at age ten.  I scratched at my own arms and pinched myself since a young age that I can't quite...
    PinkDancerAngel PinkDancerAngel 22-25, F 1 Response Feb 8, 2010

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    It's Gets Better

    My life was crazy about 8 months ago. I was a cutter, and addicted to drugs, alcohol and sex. I started cutting when I turned 15, after I lost my virginity. I thought I was so in love with someone who didn't even care about me. I started smoking weed and drinking my freshman year...
    13nikki0710 13nikki0710 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 21, 2013

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    My secret is that I have a strong infatuation for a 17 year old guy. I do not want to expose his true name, so let's call him A. A is the sweetest guy I have ever met. We met in...
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    I believe i have... I am struggelning with these thoughts... Impulses. I could just end it, jump infront of that train.... Or it would feel so good to cut... To feel something...
    lynnewolf99 lynnewolf99 16-17, F 1 Response 13 hrs ago

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    I gave my 10yr old step daughter some advice a month or so back and have only noticed now how much of it she took onboard. Things are so much better and her anxiety and guilt have...
    stormmistress stormmistress 31-35, F 12 hrs ago

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    I am honestly experiencing a heart break.I have never been in love before, I've never been in a relationship before either. I don't even want to be in love with her, I don't want...
    Someonequiet17 Someonequiet17 18-21, F 1 Response 7 hrs ago

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    TheOneIn7Billion TheOneIn7Billion 22-25 5 hrs ago

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    They cover my forearms, which I have put tattoos over to cover some of the scars. Not all the scars on my forearms are from me, such as an eraser burn scar (although I have given...
    dontyouunderstand dontyouunderstand 18-21 2 hrs ago

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    Ok so I have been having these weird 'episodes' and I have been to the doctors many times and they continue to say it's nothing. I'm going to just list off all my symptoms: 1...
    Lilylight Lilylight 13-15 1 hr ago

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    The only thing I have ever wanted in my lifetime was a daddy. I have a father who is still married to my mother; however, I do not have a dad or a daddy. I have had this life-long...
    katie5929 katie5929 22-25, F 2 Responses 29 mins ago

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    I have just been diagnosed with PCOS a week ago, I'm terrified!! I am in constant pain all the time, feel sick after eating and wish to stay in bed all day!! I don't have acne or...
    arieal arieal 18-21, F 9 hrs ago

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    Yeah I have anxiety and it doesn't help with me being a fresh graduate and having to go into the work force. I wont deal well in areas where I have to deal with customer service...
    learningtodanceintherain learningtodanceintherain 18-21, F 2 Responses 7 hrs ago

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    I'm hurting too much inside. I think I'm going to have a breakdown or depression because of just a small thing. I have no friends to talk to about my issues and in keeping too much...
    loveumybabyliam loveumybabyliam 18-21, F 1 Response 6 hrs ago

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    I am 23 and have no family or friends. My only family is in another country and they don't really care about me. My grandmother is alright but my mother is toxic. My girlfriend of...
    thyrm thyrm 22-25, M 5 hrs ago

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    I love my boyfriend so much, but I don't know what is happening. He moved to another city and I started to feel really lonely... So, I started classes in another city (not the same...
    DreamyMermaid DreamyMermaid 16-17 1 Response 5 hrs ago

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    I have stress and depression I was 4 months away from graduating college with my associates degree I Criminal Justice only to have my school shut down on me. Now I have to start...
    Steflo75 Steflo75 36-40, F 4 hrs ago

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    How many of you have ever pondered the difference between drama and chaos? I will give examples of each. Drama: a friend...
    SandyDandy1968 SandyDandy1968 46-50, F 3 hrs ago

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    A couple days ago I had sex. For those who have read my other experiences you'll know I was raped in the past. I thought I would have never have been able to be close with someone...
    Secrets27 Secrets27 13-15, F 1 Response 2 hrs ago

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    ive managed to reach a state or sense of much more peacefulness, not complete peacefulness, but its enough to be able to cope with dealing with myself through life a bit better...
    wezamuntkee wezamuntkee 36-40, M 12 hrs ago

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    I used to have a close friend here. We're so close to the point that I told her my very own secret. I trust her but due to some weird and unexplainable circumstance we stopped...
    SaccharineRose SaccharineRose 13-15, F 11 hrs ago

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    I feel alone.Ive had loads of stress lately. Projects to turn in and stuff.Its weird. Last year was the worst time of my life. Bottom of the class and I had no friends.This year I...
    PYazmin PYazmin 13-15, F 8 hrs ago

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    For me, it is waves. Big waves, little waves- no discrimination in size, cause or timing. It can feel so random. Or it can feel as if it was triggered. It can last hours, days...
    fromthegirlonthewall fromthegirlonthewall 18-21, F 7 hrs ago

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    The first time I've been seen naked (or I've been spied) was when I was 15. It happened in a summer camp of my secondary school. One night I went to have a shower in the middle of...
    Atko79 Atko79 31-35, M 2 Responses 6 hrs ago

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    I cant really deal with emotional people, Im very awkward and I dont have time to focus on feelings and be deep with people. I think its embarrassing to talk about emotions haha. I...
    stompey stompey 16-17 6 hrs ago

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    I'm a guy, I'm bicurious and want to cross dress as a girl - I want a woman in my life who can teach and train me to be a girl through clothing and make up - I want to also...
    eeesh eeesh 22-25, M 1 Response 4 hrs ago

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    Betrayal has been a theme throughout my life. Betrayed by a mother who was jealous and smothering. Betrayed by a father who couldn't or wouldn't protect me. Betrayed by my uncle...
    paliglass paliglass 31-35, F 1 Response 3 hrs ago

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    It started when I was 20....I haven't been the same since. I have improved, overcoming agoraphobia, and severe depression /suicidal thoughts. I'm now 28 and still deal with...
    jrene87 jrene87 26-30, F 1 Response 2 hrs ago

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    Most of my dreams consist of me traveling either by car or by plane, mostly by plane.. These happen very frequently. My other very vivid dreams are giving birth, I do not have...
    jrene87 jrene87 26-30, F 1 hr ago

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    I like to purposely be a goof, and have no problem with embarrassing myself to make my sister or friends laugh... Today my mom and I went out, and she tricked me into grocery...
    appleof5 appleof5 16-17, F 14 hrs ago

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    My knife collection isn't much, but you got to start somewhere. I got a montana state multi tool pocket knife a year or two ago. It is very similar to what macgyver would use...
    stewartgreen stewartgreen 18-21, M 13 hrs ago

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    I have been having sexual intercourse with a young minister for 7 months. We are both single, we are sexing in the craziest places. I don't want to hurt his ministry by fornication...
    Brandi01 Brandi01 31-35, F 5 Responses 13 hrs ago

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    Yes there is stigma out there that women are the ones who suffer from well no, Guys like myself suffer from daddy issues. You see I had a father but he still lives but he is dead...
    Arizv11 Arizv11 22-25, M 1 Response 13 hrs ago

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    I have fantasies about being kidnapped and kept, but loved just like a (daddy Dom or master) would. If anyone would do it, just message me. and don't say I'm too young, ignorant...
    Meltatum Meltatum 13-15, F 13 hrs ago

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    Wanting a man to impregnate me. Doesn't have to be in the life of the child. No ROLEPLAY. and no saying I'm too young, ignorant, etc. Thanks :)
    Meltatum Meltatum 13-15, F 2 Responses 12 hrs ago

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    When people make posts, bragging about how drunk they are, or trying to make a point about how hard they party, the only thing I can think of is, "Look at how much fun I am!!" Or...
    IntenseCookie IntenseCookie 16-17, F 3 Responses 11 hrs ago

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    lifeaintshit lifeaintshit 18-21, M 2 Responses 10 hrs ago

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    If there are such stuff as angels that walk around us daily, then I have met one and his name is Eric.
    zzz1silentheart zzz1silentheart 18-21, M 10 hrs ago

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    I have some weird friends, . . . They keep vegetables in their beer crisper. . . . .
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