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I Have Parasuicide

Parasuicide anonymous support group with information on diagnosis, treatment, symptoms, along with personal stories and experiences with Parasuicide. You're not alone. 40 People

    Three of 'em, None Serious

    Although I’ve had two serious suicide attempts (only one placing my life in danger), most of my ‘attempts’ have been suicidal gestures, meaning I did not intend to die. I will say, though, that although I didn’t aim for death, I was rather apathetic about...
    speculumvir speculumvir 18-21, T 3 Responses Sep 11, 2009

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    I Overdosed

    Last year on Halloween night I got in a big fight with the girlfriend I had at the time. I decided life wasn't worth living and I overdosed on oxycodone. My friend came into my room and found me unconscious on my floor and immediately called 911. I was dead for almost 5 minutes...
    Ahhhzombies Ahhhzombies 18-21, M Apr 21, 2012

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    Too Many Attempts To Count...

    The suicidal thoughts started early.  I would say around maybe age nine or ten.  I was a full-fledged cutter by age 11.  I self injured with hot wax starting at age ten.  I scratched at my own arms and pinched myself since a young age that I can't quite...
    PinkDancerAngel PinkDancerAngel 22-25, F 1 Response Feb 8, 2010

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    It's Gets Better

    My life was crazy about 8 months ago. I was a cutter, and addicted to drugs, alcohol and sex. I started cutting when I turned 15, after I lost my virginity. I thought I was so in love with someone who didn't even care about me. I started smoking weed and drinking my freshman year...
    13nikki0710 13nikki0710 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 21, 2013

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    Related Experiences

    The minute I decide to eat right no matter what happens seems to be the minute the universe decides to throw me a heap of food related challenges. Last weekend it was my friend's...
    Robinzasio Robinzasio 41-45, F 31 mins ago

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    That's Vendetta behind me. He follows me everywhere so I have to sneak away from his butt lol
    KingOfOral603 KingOfOral603 36-40, M 1 hr ago

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    I have two Siamese cats. That's Vendetta behind me and his momma, Kana( I didn't name her lol), is laying on my chest. They especially Kana. I had a 3rd, Joey, Vendetta's pops...
    KingOfOral603 KingOfOral603 36-40, M 1 Response 1 hr ago

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    never the same #865: have you ever seen dirty pics of your friend who you interact on a daily basis? it's hard to unseen that...especially when you have to act like "you saw...
    jbm1984 jbm1984 31-35, F 5 Responses 2 hrs ago

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    There were signs, I guess, when I was a toddler. But it started in earnest when I was in kindergarten. I had unbearable itching on my eyelashes, somehow pulling them out provided...
    ridinginthewind ridinginthewind 22-25, F 2 hrs ago

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    a world alone by lorde. i heard it the other day on pandora radio. all i have is: "the people are talking, the people are talking" with her humming in my brain over and over...
    cosmosdrift cosmosdrift 31-35, F 3 hrs ago

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    sometimes i have a particular corner time... I must sit on a doormat of hard plastic with my red buttocks!
    laurettalauretta laurettalauretta 41-45, F 2 Responses 3 hrs ago

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    Tears have no weight but it carries heavy feelings :(
    ItsMeAriana ItsMeAriana 18-21, F 2 Responses 4 hrs ago

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    My girlfriend was 17 and three months pregnant when we met. The father bailed out as soon as he found out she was carrying twins. I fell for her before she started showing and...
    anaz4 anaz4 18-21 2 Responses 5 hrs ago

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    I don't trust anyone with my feelings. I trust that people try to do the right thing and I can trust people to be kind and honest. But I just can not for the life of me open up to...
    Zbeara Zbeara 22-25, M 3 Responses 6 hrs ago

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    I wonder what it's like to be in a normal relationship where you're not a secret and the person is so ******* proud to have you. Lol. Or where both families know that you two are...
    Dewms Dewms 18-21, F 4 Responses 6 hrs ago

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    Have been good for a long time but in having one now after a bad dream. :(
    aguy39 aguy39 36-40, M 1 Response 7 hrs ago

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    I have a fantasy about being taken, abused and used for breeding
    ellazabeth ellazabeth 22-25, F 3 Responses 8 hrs ago

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    This is what happens when I stay up late. I start going through everything I've done in my life, then I end up getting hung up on one memory. You really don't realize what you...
    PrinceStrawHat PrinceStrawHat 18-21, M 8 hrs ago

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    This is the hardest thing i've ever had to go through. I was diagnosed about a month ago after having my first outbreak. I noticed the bumps and tried to brush them off at first...
    lostinthetranslation lostinthetranslation 18-21, F 8 hrs ago

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    If I don't have music.... My life goes to the crapper pretty fast... It calms the demons in my soul... It excites the heart and body... It makes me take a step back... A step back...
    HisBeautifulDisaster HisBeautifulDisaster 36-40, F 9 hrs ago

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    So... I'm on travel and am in an area that belongs to a girl I met a few years ago. She was amazing. All I gotta rom her other than a memory of her awesomeness and a regret...
    mydreamsonly mydreamsonly 36-40, M 1 Response 9 hrs ago

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    i have had the biggest crush on this guy but he doesn't like me back but i cant help but liking him a lot he is perfect to me
    trew5432 trew5432 13-15, M 2 Responses Aug 4

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    Good Bye Ep...🙋 I hope everyone that is struggling finds a friend to support them. And those who are alone to have someone that can relate. Ep has taught me that really, I m not...
    headphoneson headphoneson 16-17, F Aug 4

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    A plenty and at random, indeed. Did you think otherwise? Argonauts Rule ! It's no matter, but everywhere a nomadic gallivanter go... it be so. And shall it be eh? Yes, yes...
    LadyGallivanter LadyGallivanter 41-45, F 1 Response Aug 4

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    Working so hard to provide everything for the family, including the father of my 5 kids . I have sacrificed a lot because I love my 5 kids and I want to be the best mom and a good...
    lemongrass09 lemongrass09 46-50, F 6 Responses Aug 4

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    My friends mean the world to me.They are so accepting of my suicidial past.My dad is super strict so its work then home then work again then home and school. Whenever I am home...
    PYazmin PYazmin 13-15, F Aug 4

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    I had a terrible one last night. It pretty much involved this gut feeling I have but this one has made my emotions go hay wire. I dreamt that I was just walking around and just...
    WokenandOpen WokenandOpen 31-35, M Aug 4

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    do you have one..............................
    hope1092 hope1092 22-25, M 1 Response Aug 4

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    Does anyone ever have their asmr kick in at awkward times? I've had it kick up in job interviews, or while in office environments, to the point I zone out and can't hear the person...
    hellyeahIwannatry hellyeahIwannatry 26-30, M 2 Responses Aug 4

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    It's enough to drive anyone to a tub of chocolate ice cream...and they have.
    Carissimi Carissimi 56-60, F 2 Responses Aug 4

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    I suck at taking pictures and I'm just not good at it that's why I don't have a profile picture.
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Aug 4

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    I have no real friends I feel like something is wrong with me nobody likes me and if I meet somebody they end up turning on me
    waterdrop15 waterdrop15 22-25, F 2 Responses Aug 4

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    i want too get married and have kids................................
    hope1092 hope1092 22-25, M 7 Responses Aug 4

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    I have two Jess- 7 years - Black lab - Left Oska - 4 Years - Black Retriever - Right
    JustAfuckUp JustAfuckUp 16-17, F 4 Responses Aug 4

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    I have a couple of pairs of old levis jeans. I want to make cut-offs out of them. How far up from the knees should I cut them? I am a thin body, 5'9" frame. These will be worn...
    michaelian49 michaelian49 26-30, M 1 Response Aug 4

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    Sorry everyone I haven't been on. I've been super busy
    Torilovescats Torilovescats 13-15, F Aug 4

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    I am flying over the UK from London to Scotland .....everytime I get in a helicopter I am reminded of the sacrifice my brother made as a helicopter pilot in the US Army....I am...
    drooniedat drooniedat 36-40, M 1 Response Aug 4

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    I'm having serious anxiety today...my husband has been recruited for a job out of state and just when I thought we would finally be moving closer to home and our families, we're...
    thenewme23 thenewme23 26-30, F Aug 4

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    Hi sorry I don't have an expierience but will be. I just wanted to ask if anyone has a YouTube channel.
    pooplover78 pooplover78 18-21, M 3 Responses Aug 4

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    In the moment of getting upset and overreacting I upset people close to me even when I don't mean to. upsetting you hurts more than when you upset me.... people close to me are...
    clover01 clover01 13-15, F 1 Response Aug 4

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    Last night I dreamed, but I cannot remember what I dreamed about. I woke up at seven to help my boyfriend get out the door and then went back to sleep until noon. This second dream...
    WanderingEcoFaerie WanderingEcoFaerie 22-25, F Aug 4

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