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I Have Parasuicide

Parasuicide anonymous support group with information on diagnosis, treatment, symptoms, along with personal stories and experiences with Parasuicide. You're not alone. 40 People

    Three of 'em, None Serious

    Although I’ve had two serious suicide attempts (only one placing my life in danger), most of my ‘attempts’ have been suicidal gestures, meaning I did not intend to die. I will say, though, that although I didn’t aim for death, I was rather apathetic about...
    speculumvir speculumvir 18-21, T 5 Responses Sep 11, 2009

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    It's Gets Better

    My life was crazy about 8 months ago. I was a cutter, and addicted to drugs, alcohol and sex. I started cutting when I turned 15, after I lost my virginity. I thought I was so in love with someone who didn't even care about me. I started smoking weed and drinking my freshman year...
    13nikki0710 13nikki0710 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 21, 2013

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    Too Many Attempts To Count...

    The suicidal thoughts started early.  I would say around maybe age nine or ten.  I was a full-fledged cutter by age 11.  I self injured with hot wax starting at age ten.  I scratched at my own arms and pinched myself since a young age that I can't quite...
    PinkDancerAngel PinkDancerAngel 22-25, F 1 Response Feb 8, 2010

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    I Overdosed

    Last year on Halloween night I got in a big fight with the girlfriend I had at the time. I decided life wasn't worth living and I overdosed on oxycodone. My friend came into my room and found me unconscious on my floor and immediately called 911. I was dead for almost 5 minutes...
    Ahhhzombies Ahhhzombies 18-21, M Apr 21, 2012

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    So, I have no idea where to begin with this. It's kind of an odd topic to think about. I'm gonna just get to the point and discuss from there. Aliens are real. Before you call me...
    Ginnylove Ginnylove 13-15, F 4 hrs ago

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    I don't know if this is really true. It is a bit absolute. Depending on how I feel and what I need, ....friendship is a word that can have many meanings. Like the untrue story that...
    tryingagainII tryingagainII 56-60, M 1 Response 21 hrs ago

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    I haven't told the truth in a long time about my drug addiction. The last time I was clean was about 8 years ago and I'm not even sure that is true. My drug of choice has been meth...
    Goddess007 Goddess007 46-50 20 hrs ago

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    I REMEMBER THIS THIS IS WHY I HAVE ADHD (ATTENTION HYPERACTIVITY DISORDER) I REMEMBER WHEN I ATTENDED COMMUNITY COLLEGE WE WERE TOLD TO WRITE AN ESSAY ABOUT THE THINGS AROUND...
    ONESTARRYSTARRYNIGHT ONESTARRYSTARRYNIGHT 26-30, F 1 Response 11 hrs ago

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    I have ex family members who stalk me on facebook, and all over the web. 4 years ago trouble started with a cousin of mine 1,000 miles away. He separated me from my sisters.. One I...
    Niko864 Niko864 41-45, M 10 hrs ago

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    I have a very low self-esteem. Like I like my body, but I hate my face. I took the manly features of my dad's face and my mom's hair. I have a big head for my height too. And it's...
    azngirl123 azngirl123 16-17, F 1 Response 3 hrs ago

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    I'm 28, single and unable to become pregnant without medical help. (And even then I might not get pregnant) Many men have offered to help me become pregnant (only because that...
    LillithMeiwes LillithMeiwes 26-30, F 3 Responses 3 hrs ago

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    You were so close to me when you held the door open I could smell the freshly smoked cigarette on your skin. If I would have been facing you i would have been dangerously close to...
    vivaciousspirit vivaciousspirit 22-25, F 21 hrs ago

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    I have a friend but not the kind i want, she is selfish arrogant and sometimes a b***h. and because of that i really feel like i have no friends. Before, i was prefere to be alone...
    manel2504 manel2504 18-21, F 2 Responses 18 hrs ago

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    What are your symptoms??? I wanted to stay home last night, yesterday was a long day, but I went into the hospital emergency room. I guessed I would be left in the waiting room...
    LadyGypsy LadyGypsy 36-40, F 3 Responses 15 hrs ago

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    In the words of Alan Watts: "Advice? I don’t have advice. Stop aspiring and start writing. If you’re writing, you’re a writer. Write like you’re a ******* death row inmate...
    the7thsphere the7thsphere 36-40, M 13 hrs ago

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    I have ADHD and I was prescribed Adderall. I didn't have health insurance so I got the generic kind. I've never had legit Adderall. Anyway, I started taking it last year, but I...
    GreenPixie420 GreenPixie420 26-30, F 4 Responses 12 hrs ago

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    2,941 people & counting who feel friendless. Here's my story. I've had childhood friends, we'd go to & from each other's homes, at times sleep over. Some I went to school with. I...
    Isayis23 Isayis23 26-30, M 1 Response 11 hrs ago

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    Almost everyday I think of him. Wanting him. Even dreaming of him. He's a YouTuber and I met him personally on an emceeing job a few months back. At first I was starstruck and...
    thehardesttruth thehardesttruth 18-21, F 1 Response 10 hrs ago

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    I had a tbi when I was 6 & now have left temporal lobe epilepsy. They say not to let it define you but it ruins my life. I'm incredibly intelligent but have horrible memory issues...
    lostsoul027 lostsoul027 26-30, F 1 Response 7 hrs ago

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    "What is it that you want? Because everything that you eat never fills you". I have an insatiable hunger to experience that thing that will set me free, but that thing will never...
    WearOutKyd WearOutKyd 26-30, M 1 hr ago

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    Had a conversation with a friend(aka niece's boyfriend). Me: It's been a while, so how are things back home? Friend: Well, nothing much, just having part time jobs for this moment...
    ZADoubleMesser ZADoubleMesser 22-25, F 20 hrs ago

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    In my opinion, I feel that everybody should love each other/be there for one another as a family. For example, I feel that we need to eliminate jailing and imprisonment. People who...
    AICLover AICLover 13-15, F 20 hrs ago

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    I have been taking a low-dose med for some time and have been contemplating going off of it. I forgot for most of this week to take my meds so I thought I'd see where my mood went...
    meadowes meadowes 18-21, F 2 Responses 20 hrs ago

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    We have an excellent Zoo near where I live. They have large open areas for the animals. They are very knowledgeable about how to create a safe and healthy environment for them and...
    tryingagainII tryingagainII 56-60, M 2 Responses 19 hrs ago

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    I never have A drink.....I have A bottle. Yup
    lehcar1977 lehcar1977 36-40 18 hrs ago

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    I've always loved the expression "you can't have your cake and eat it too". Makes sense, you can't physically have it, if you ate it. Maybe that's why so many opt for two cakes...
    extant1 extant1 46-50, M 4 Responses 17 hrs ago

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    I have, the strangest I have met was in college and it is a group of usually very liberal friends. They mean very well and are good people but when I told then about the man on...
    Kathree84 Kathree84 26-30, F 1 Response 16 hrs ago

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    There are a lot of great posts on EP, and a lot of heart-wrenching experiences. Sometimes, when I read them, I am at a loss for words. On these occasions I hit the "heart" button...
    unluckE unluckE 31-35, M 3 Responses 16 hrs ago

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    Today I have to put my 7 year old dog to sleep. He has a bad form of Diabetes, he's lost 6lbs (hes a small dog so it isn't good) and we do not have the money to buy him insulin...
    sabrinasilveira sabrinasilveira 16-17, F 2 Responses 15 hrs ago

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    Should I go at this party tonight?? It's in a club... I have bought the invitation already but I have nothing to wear and in super bored to go....
    littlemojosm littlemojosm 18-21 1 Response 14 hrs ago

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    It’s not just the “little,” it’s the “have yourself.” Does anyone else find the title of the Yuletide classic “Have Yourself A Merry Little Christmas” oddly...
    ColdMountain ColdMountain 61-65, M 2 Responses 13 hrs ago

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    It's a real challenge every day to have a "normal" life. I have to walk a knifes edge so I don't get her upset or more depressed. She can't get anything done so I need to do the...
    Slasher57 Slasher57 56-60, M 1 Response 12 hrs ago

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    GOATS.Why goats.Why are there goats on this planet?Would it be fun if I give the goat a ride?Wait what?I don't have a car.Not old enough to have a car.What does a goat taste like...
    Sanding Sanding 13-15, M 3 Responses 12 hrs ago

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    I didn't married. If I never got a daughter. If I never went to the army. It is not that I regret anything of it. But I am curious if I could see what would have happened to me if...
    Nickgermany Nickgermany 46-50, M 1 Response 11 hrs ago

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    Cows have accents. They all have different moos depending on what country they live on... And spoons are just little bowls on sticks...
    starkizzed21 starkizzed21 22-25, F 1 Response 9 hrs ago

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    My sister in law just told me that my anxiety is aggravating to her. You think it's not aggravating to me? I have to live with it, day in and day out. Put yourself in my shoes for...
    reneeo11314 reneeo11314 18-21, F 8 Responses 7 hrs ago

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    it sounds like a tv drama, but this is my life. I have two sisters who are trying their hardest to get me in trouble with the law, and other things. They want me locked up, put in...
    Niko864 Niko864 41-45, M 6 hrs ago

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    "Life's battles don't always go To the stronger or faster man But sooner or later The man who wins Is the man who thinks he can!" During my childhood, many of my teachers would...
    Presently01 Presently01 18-21 5 hrs ago

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    dear everyone, If I do not respond to your messages sent directly to my inbox, I'm not "ignoring" you. I'm simply not looking at the messages. I get about 50+ messages a day, and...
    MeowOnMe MeowOnMe 18-21, F 7 Responses 4 hrs ago

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    It is very tiring to have a boyfriend how is constantly saying who can you have friends with or he doesn't like my friends and he doesn't even know them he just judge them about...
    Keilynn Keilynn 18-21, F 1 Response 1 hr ago

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    I've had insomnia for years, and it sucks. It's normal for me to go two days straight without sleep, and on a good night I get about 5 hours. It's why I am always tired, and why I...
    DrKittyNinjaBunny DrKittyNinjaBunny 16-17, F 2 Responses 40 mins ago

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    I want to so bad have sex but I am not comfortable in my own skin right now. My ex did a lot of damage to me and I gained 20lbs. Yes I was losing before we got together than he ma...
    believe201427 believe201427 26-30, F 32 mins ago

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    I may write more about this later. I have written about it in other posts. I like this story topic because it does force one to look at one's life from a different perspective.
    tryingagainII tryingagainII 56-60, M 21 hrs ago

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    Last night I went to dinner with some very good friends who I hadn't seen in a while. Just sitting there waiting to order, my body temperature shot through the roof as I started...
    pnw21 pnw21 22-25, M 2 Responses 21 hrs ago

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    its broken in pieces like that Chinese vase your grandmother keeps even though it was dropped by the nieces. picked up all the parts, one by one, held it in my hand and looked down...
    xxbrokenlinkxx xxbrokenlinkxx 22-25, M 20 hrs ago

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    I woke up with a headache this morning :( It's similar to a migraine aswell. Anyway for the first time I went on the Xbox 360 for the first time in ages in months if you read my...
    JonnyBurrows10 JonnyBurrows10 18-21, M 20 hrs ago