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I Have Parasuicide

Parasuicide anonymous support group with information on diagnosis, treatment, symptoms, along with personal stories and experiences with Parasuicide. You're not alone. 40 People

    Too Many Attempts To Count...

    The suicidal thoughts started early.  I would say around maybe age nine or ten.  I was a full-fledged cutter by age 11.  I self injured with hot wax starting at age ten.  I scratched at my own arms and pinched myself since a young age that I can't quite...
    PinkDancerAngel PinkDancerAngel 22-25, F 1 Response Feb 8, 2010

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    I Overdosed

    Last year on Halloween night I got in a big fight with the girlfriend I had at the time. I decided life wasn't worth living and I overdosed on oxycodone. My friend came into my room and found me unconscious on my floor and immediately called 911. I was dead for almost 5 minutes...
    Ahhhzombies Ahhhzombies 18-21, M Apr 21, 2012

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    It's Gets Better

    My life was crazy about 8 months ago. I was a cutter, and addicted to drugs, alcohol and sex. I started cutting when I turned 15, after I lost my virginity. I thought I was so in love with someone who didn't even care about me. I started smoking weed and drinking my freshman year...
    13nikki0710 13nikki0710 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 21, 2013

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    Three of 'em, None Serious

    Although I’ve had two serious suicide attempts (only one placing my life in danger), most of my ‘attempts’ have been suicidal gestures, meaning I did not intend to die. I will say, though, that although I didn’t aim for death, I was rather apathetic about...
    speculumvir speculumvir 18-21, T 5 Responses Sep 11, 2009

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    I take everything said to me to heart. Every bad word, every accusation, everything offensive or against my character. I listen to everyone, since I don't want to hurt anyone, it...
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    My story is an odd one im sure. I was conceived via an anonymous ***** donor who is my biological father, so someone i have never met and can never meet. My mom had me this way...
    samboooo samboooo 22-25, F 11 hrs ago

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    So I like this girl who is a friend of a friend, and she used to like me back. But then I did some **** that I'm not proud of and she found out through the grapevine. I didn't have...
    rssooch rssooch 18-21, M 11 hrs ago

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    So I have been on a journey trying to quit my addictions. So far I have quit smoking cigarettes(weed is a different story). I have quit coffee(this was sooooo hard and still is...
    orcore orcore 36-40, F 1 Response 7 hrs ago

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    "We were once too ******* happy. Our hearts were filled so much love than the world can contain. This is why reality decided to punish us. Because happiness couldn't exist without...
    butterfliesndut butterfliesndut 18-21, F 2 Responses 5 hrs ago

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    I want to have a baby... But the baby that I want is one that I can't have because it goes against everything I was raised to believe. I was raised to be good and Christian and...
    Tigercass Tigercass 22-25, F 3 hrs ago

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    I'm warning you now that my experience is a book... I'm sharing because I want those who may be going through this right now to know that only one thing will make the relationship...
    DaylightDancer DaylightDancer 18-21, F 1 Response 3 hrs ago

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    Anyone else have monologues with themself when they are alone in the house? I always do this. It's not something i have even thought about until now. It's really weird. I think i...
    ThinkingCat ThinkingCat 18-21, F 1 Response 12 hrs ago

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    I have always grown up nudist. We just don't get dressed in the morning, its no big thing like we have to be naked all the time n stuff. My best friends (and my brother/sisters...
    purplelimeboyy purplelimeboyy 13-15, M 1 Response 12 hrs ago

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    The fact that he's moved on so easily, that he's so able to say to me that he has a new girlfriend, it is killing me inside. I try to act strong, put a smile on my face and wish...
    grace97eun grace97eun 16-17, F 5 Responses 9 hrs ago

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    My father has suffered from anxiety and depression most of my life. I am trying to find out what his trigger points are so I can help him try not to freak out. I know that his...
    ColumbiaTiger ColumbiaTiger 41-45, M 1 Response 6 hrs ago

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    People are always telling me, my voice is really charming. I often wonder about what some of my EP friends voices might sound like as well. Being totally blind I don't even have...
    magnum64 magnum64 46-50, M 1 Response 5 hrs ago

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    Love is the most beautiful feeling in the world. It makes you happy and motivates you to become a better person. Everybody has an equal right to love and be loved. No one due to...
    smitha143 smitha143 26-30, F 3 hrs ago

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    STILL I still see her. When my mind starts to return from its nightly primordial sojourn, I see her, a lovely and smiling chimera drifting towards me much too slowly. It is close...
    DentedSyke DentedSyke 56-60, M 3 hrs ago

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    I'm 18 and I've failed my drivers test. The first two times the instructors yelled at me the whole time and I made basic mistakes which caused me to fail. Today, I was completely...
    baibai55 baibai55 18-21, F 46 mins ago

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    In my current situation I can't make a move, but I'm running out of time to have any real relationship. Plus I have no idea if she feels that way about me
    AnthonyC123 AnthonyC123 18-21, M 12 hrs ago

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    I've always seen coworkers have affair after affair. So many "happily married" people having affairs with other "happily married" coworkers. I had a crush on one happily married...
    bongbabexo bongbabexo 31-35, F 12 hrs ago

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    Since my anaesthetic several days ago, my brain has been going crazy especially when I sleep. I have so many dreams in a night, but this one was a special one when I had a nap. I...
    uggh uggh 22-25, F 1 Response 10 hrs ago

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    I have a terrible experience with family members my mother was on the phone once and I heard her put my family and myself down to my sister in law she seems to like to talk about...
    Bella70 Bella70 41-45, F 1 Response 10 hrs ago

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    I'm 26 and have been single for my entire life. I was close to a relationship once when I was 22 and had my first kiss; but then he decided to go back to his ex, so ever since then...
    worrier07 worrier07 26-30, F 6 Responses 8 hrs ago

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    It really sucks when the general people around you don't know of your medical condition. Mine being, cervical dystonia. Cause things like the following happens... My mom went...
    BananaSmoothiee BananaSmoothiee 18-21, F 1 Response 3 hrs ago

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    Its yet another night, ruined by a torrent of abuse I am just not in the mood to deal with. The main topics she is going through: How most of my relationships fail, how she wished...
    AmnesiaPlease AmnesiaPlease 18-21, M 30 mins ago

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    Today I had to run a mile and I wore knee high socks to school, so instead of asking to go to my locker and being that one stupid person, I just decided to run (and fast) without...
    noaaaaa noaaaaa 13-15, F 14 hrs ago

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    I can't look at myself without wanting to cry anymore... **** this... I'm going to start purging as soon as my lip piercing heals... I need to lose 30 more pounds and I WILL get...
    MrCutBleedSmile MrCutBleedSmile 18-21, M 1 Response 14 hrs ago

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    Ever since I can remember, I've always had a lot of trouble talking to people. I only had one friend up until my freshman year in high school. I didn't even know what social...
    ElvenQueenKayla ElvenQueenKayla 16-17, F 2 Responses 14 hrs ago

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    I have had trich for some time... I was a young child, and I would pull out my eyelashes and eyebrows. Right now, I mostly pull out my eyelashes and the hair on my head. It's not...
    ElvenQueenKayla ElvenQueenKayla 16-17, F 1 Response 13 hrs ago

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    Because your journey to a certain point in your life has taken you through a few twists and turns, you may be questioning whether you are on the right track. Since there have been...
    pyeito pyeito 31-35, M 13 hrs ago

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    I have two and will be getting a third
    1poker 1poker 22-25, F 1 Response 13 hrs ago

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    I was attracted to a man that worked with my dad when I was very young, people already in relationships, certain relatives. NOT NORMAL and very frustrating. And I have a hard time...
    Tabooyou24 Tabooyou24 22-25, F 3 Responses 13 hrs ago

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    I am not sure if this is a form of sleep paralysis, but I have once woken up from a nightmare in which a woman stabbed me in the spine with a large needle. I woke up sweating and...
    x3SilverWincanx3 x3SilverWincanx3 18-21, F 12 hrs ago

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    Its been 3 years since my best friend and first love came into my life.She was the sunshine that lit up my dark night.She Made me forget all my hardships back home.we did all kinds...
    Adrianaung Adrianaung 16-17, M 12 hrs ago

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    Lmao!!! I was in the grocery store yesterday. OOH look! A new ketchup bottle with 25% extra, Cool! I took the stuff I was going to buy to the counter (keep in mind that the...
    InnocentPigeon InnocentPigeon 70+ 1 Response 12 hrs ago

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    Crazy neighbor swears and yells abuse at us for no reason. If her dog barks she screams abuse about our cat even though it's usually inside and not anywhere near the dog! She hung...
    Amillionstars Amillionstars 36-40 1 Response 12 hrs ago

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    Last night I dreamed I was looking for someone. I had a bag full of stuff, and I reached in to find something to help me find him. I pulled out a bible and opened it at a random...
    RoyalCrystalPalace RoyalCrystalPalace 26-30, M 10 hrs ago

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    I enjoy joking on here ,but I do take other things seriously ....I have a family and on occasion friends haha when I'm not being a hermit .....* serious face *'
    Chernobylplayground Chernobylplayground 36-40 10 hrs ago

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    I dont have many friends at school. I dont know why. I am shy but I am approachable. people dont just approach me. I know many people in the school and they know me too . They talk...
    faye08 faye08 18-21, F 9 hrs ago

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    you don't get to choose if you got hurt in this world.. but you do have some say in who hurts you..
    li17 li17 26-30, F 8 hrs ago

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    I've had women friends; like a str8 guy has guy friends. Have never really had desire to be with a woman. Never had desire to chase after one.
    Scott1954 Scott1954 56-60, M 1 Response 8 hrs ago

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    And no, we don't have twin powers. 😂
    goaliegirl222 goaliegirl222 13-15, F 8 hrs ago

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    My family members (from my father's side) look insecure about themselves. My uncles, my grandparents, even my father share this insecure personality. 1- Usely hesitate before...
    simotaqi simotaqi 22-25 7 hrs ago

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    This is my outlet so I hope that you understand. Why do you get mad because I conversate with other women. I haven't slept with any of them, yet. You can sleep with other men but...
    bigsarge6996 bigsarge6996 41-45, M 6 hrs ago

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    Screaming voices. None that I can control, only ones in my head. Nothing that I can make out or understand, just loud buzzing and chanting. Bees swarming outside your ear and you...
    alyssakayart alyssakayart 18-21, F 6 hrs ago