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I Have Parasuicide

Parasuicide anonymous support group with information on diagnosis, treatment, symptoms, along with personal stories and experiences with Parasuicide. You're not alone. 40 People

    It's Gets Better

    My life was crazy about 8 months ago. I was a cutter, and addicted to drugs, alcohol and sex. I started cutting when I turned 15, after I lost my virginity. I thought I was so in love with someone who didn't even care about me. I started smoking weed and drinking my freshman year...
    13nikki0710 13nikki0710 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 21, 2013

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    I Overdosed

    Last year on Halloween night I got in a big fight with the girlfriend I had at the time. I decided life wasn't worth living and I overdosed on oxycodone. My friend came into my room and found me unconscious on my floor and immediately called 911. I was dead for almost 5 minutes...
    Ahhhzombies Ahhhzombies 18-21, M Apr 21, 2012

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    Too Many Attempts To Count...

    The suicidal thoughts started early.  I would say around maybe age nine or ten.  I was a full-fledged cutter by age 11.  I self injured with hot wax starting at age ten.  I scratched at my own arms and pinched myself since a young age that I can't quite...
    PinkDancerAngel PinkDancerAngel 22-25, F 1 Response Feb 8, 2010

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    Three of 'em, None Serious

    Although I’ve had two serious suicide attempts (only one placing my life in danger), most of my ‘attempts’ have been suicidal gestures, meaning I did not intend to die. I will say, though, that although I didn’t aim for death, I was rather apathetic about...
    speculumvir speculumvir 18-21, T 3 Responses Sep 11, 2009

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    My arse is about to get pricey as of tomorrow people. I have had my accident compensation cut two weeks early, leaving me without pay for almost an entire month.. but I'm getting...
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    Last night, my girlfriend and I had gotten into a fight, but I tries to kill myself mostly because it triggered feelings of hopelessness and despair from past traumas. I felt like...
    bongolongo bongolongo 26-30, F 3 hrs ago

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    https://caliginouspoet.wordpress.com/I added a site to put up all my writings, poetry, stories and what not.  Anything I deem important.  I know I have quite a few fans...
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    I came onto the computer today finally fed up with my dumbass pulling out all of my hair. I searched up to see what in the hell is wrong with me when I came across here. Reading...
    whyme96 whyme96 18-21, F 5 hrs ago

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    I have been on a combination of meds to treat pain in my bac, spasms in my back muscles, and an anti depressant . I have been doing this combo for around twenty years for a disease...
    boldtimer boldtimer 66-70, M 5 hrs ago

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    I came across this site reading everyone's stories feeling amazed about how I am not alone. I feel a little disappointed because everyone's stories are mostly or similarly the same...
    whyme96 whyme96 18-21, F 6 hrs ago

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    So I knew this girl for a long time (crush), 6 years or something. We didn't usually talk but my school was very small so everyone knew each other well and could have a...
    youngboymatey youngboymatey 13-15, M 6 hrs ago

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    More and more often I think about what I have and what others don't. We have access to water at anytime, anywhere we go in most countries but there are people in other countries...
    azurebites azurebites 51-55, F 7 hrs ago

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    I think I have schizophrenia, but I cannot talk to my psychiatrist about it, nor any of my family. I have a fear of doctors. I don't know what to do.
    Dawhead Dawhead 16-17, M 5 Responses 7 hrs ago

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    I think I have schizophrenia, but I cannot talk to my psychiatrist about it, nor any of my family. I have a fear of doctors. I don't know what to do.
    Dawhead Dawhead 16-17, M 7 hrs ago

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    I was 17. He was 52. Numerous times. I enjoyed it but it shouldn't have happened. I will stick to a more reasonable age range from now on.
    VioletSea VioletSea 16-17, F 2 Responses 7 hrs ago

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    Is it wrong to hope he doesn't have a wife or a girlfriend? That he's just a lonely person, just like me, who doesn't really socialize too much but is a good person.. Is it wrong...
    AmberTheShyGirl AmberTheShyGirl 18-21, F 2 Responses 7 hrs ago

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    Today I have totally given up on hoping to ever trust anyone. I cannot even trust my own mother. That bond broke today just a little bit more and I don't know if I have much more...
    js246 js246 22-25, F 4 Responses 7 hrs ago

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    I'll see him again in class tomorrow.... What am I going to do....I am silly in thinking I have a chance with him anyway because there are so many other girls in my class who are...
    AmberTheShyGirl AmberTheShyGirl 18-21, F 1 Response 8 hrs ago

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    so i go for my surgery on Thursday i have to be up before 6 45 am because that's when i go to the hospital. I am getting tubal ligation, done but instead of just getting them cut...
    Alexia85 Alexia85 26-30, F 8 hrs ago

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    LOST ... need help plz, I'm ashamed and I hate seeing him hurt. We have been married for 8 faithful years. I have been unhappy with him for awhile. He has had 7 knee surgerys in 3...
    shygirl1986 shygirl1986 26-30, F 3 Responses 8 hrs ago

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    Honestly he's really really hot and super cute and tall and kind of muscly and good looking and he has the most amazing smile and tomorrow I'm supposed to meet with him in his...
    AmberTheShyGirl AmberTheShyGirl 18-21, F 8 hrs ago

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    so some of you may have noticed I'vehave been gone for a while one of the reasons for this is because I have been very busy with school the other reasons is my computer broke and I...
    Rosiecakes202 Rosiecakes202 18-21, T 8 hrs ago

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    I guess I cant say that I have never told anyone anymore. I told a love I met on here . But outside of her, no one knows, not even my wife. It is so odd that i would meet a lady...
    boldtimer boldtimer 66-70, M 8 hrs ago

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    I have just been diagnosed a couple weeks ago with anxiety disorder and adjustment disorder although i have had anxiety since a kid. I also deal with dissociation due to my anxiety...
    AnxiousNoodle AnxiousNoodle 22-25, F 8 hrs ago

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    I have a friend who's my age and dating a 29 year old. Please pray that she gets some sense into her bones.
    Ivrite Ivrite 16-17, F 1 Response 8 hrs ago

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    Hi, my name is Amber, I'm eighteen years old and I have a crush on my professor. It was a hopeless case from the start. Class only started two weeks ago and already I'm head over...
    AmberTheShyGirl AmberTheShyGirl 18-21, F 1 Response 8 hrs ago

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    I have one fantasy where time would stop or I was the only person in my town for miles and I would be alone and I could just raid the stores taking all the food I want and eating...
    bmax69 bmax69 18-21, M 8 hrs ago

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    WASH BEFORE USE! Sound familiar? Maybe it was on your top's label? Maybe you ignored it countless of times? You happily thought "I'll wear this for a few days before washing...
    Sazzio Sazzio 26-30, M 9 hrs ago

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    I'd love to have an interracial friendship! it would be so interesting to share life experiences
    mariangelav mariangelav 16-17, F 9 hrs ago

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    Is a "bad" father better than no father? My children don't want to see their father. They say he is mean, shouts all the time, tells them they need a diet (they aren't over weight...
    paliglass paliglass 31-35, F 20 Responses 9 hrs ago

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    Have 4. One on each of my inner heels (below ankles) and one each on inner wrists. Want another one to symbolize my family, just not sure what or where. Decisions, decisions.
    Rrynn Rrynn 46-50, M 9 hrs ago

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    When did you last say : mmm ...think I am going to have me some of that? ;)
    FoolishLuna FoolishLuna 46-50, F 11 Responses 9 hrs ago

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    Forgot to post this dream I had the other night. It really wasn't that exciting, what made it weird was the vividness of it and how real it felt. The first part of the dream I was...
    Hush92 Hush92 18-21, F 1 Response 10 hrs ago

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    My favourite recent quote is from Arnold Schwarzenegger. He was saying that having a million dollars doesn't make you happy. I don't have the exact words but it was along the lines...
    Richlieu Richlieu 61-65, M 10 hrs ago

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    I know you are depressed so this story is for you. Hope you enjoy it. Well, I came across some nice material about how depression works. I won't be very detailed here to avoid...
    OurUltimateHope OurUltimateHope 26-30 1 Response 10 hrs ago

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    I have a spouse with multiple personality disorder.
    linniemaloo linniemaloo 36-40 10 hrs ago

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    I just came back from the repair shoppe to get my iPad. My stranger for a Mother or one of her boyfriend's family members most likely broke it while I was having seizures. It...
    ONESTARRYSTARRYNIGHT ONESTARRYSTARRYNIGHT 26-30, F 11 hrs ago

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    I have a friend who is an adult and a parent himself, and who had to move back in with his parents. His parents were so strict he began to wet his bed again, and also wet his...
    wetelfboy wetelfboy 41-45, M 1 Response 11 hrs ago

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    In my dream last night, one part of it was me reading more about anxiety online. There was a list of anxieties experienced by people who actually had anxiety disorder, and a list...
    Hush92 Hush92 18-21, F 11 hrs ago

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    In my youth I was arrogant ,reckless, and ignorant. I acted solely to help only myself and I didn't see the truth because I did not wish to see. I did things I wasn't proud of...
    SladeTheLegend SladeTheLegend 18-21, M 1 Response 11 hrs ago

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