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I Have Parasuicide

Parasuicide anonymous support group with information on diagnosis, treatment, symptoms, along with personal stories and experiences with Parasuicide. You're not alone. 40 People

    Too Many Attempts To Count...

    The suicidal thoughts started early.  I would say around maybe age nine or ten.  I was a full-fledged cutter by age 11.  I self injured with hot wax starting at age ten.  I scratched at my own arms and pinched myself since a young age that I can't quite...
    PinkDancerAngel PinkDancerAngel 22-25, F 1 Response Feb 8, 2010

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    I Overdosed

    Last year on Halloween night I got in a big fight with the girlfriend I had at the time. I decided life wasn't worth living and I overdosed on oxycodone. My friend came into my room and found me unconscious on my floor and immediately called 911. I was dead for almost 5 minutes...
    Ahhhzombies Ahhhzombies 18-21, M Apr 21, 2012

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    Three of 'em, None Serious

    Although I’ve had two serious suicide attempts (only one placing my life in danger), most of my ‘attempts’ have been suicidal gestures, meaning I did not intend to die. I will say, though, that although I didn’t aim for death, I was rather apathetic about...
    speculumvir speculumvir 18-21, T 5 Responses Sep 11, 2009

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    It's Gets Better

    My life was crazy about 8 months ago. I was a cutter, and addicted to drugs, alcohol and sex. I started cutting when I turned 15, after I lost my virginity. I thought I was so in love with someone who didn't even care about me. I started smoking weed and drinking my freshman year...
    13nikki0710 13nikki0710 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 21, 2013

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    I have a crush on a it on Tinder... Idk if he only wants sex but we talk sexy all the time which I love. he's so cute and can turn me on like THAT haha We also talk about our lives...
    WhatChrisDid4Love WhatChrisDid4Love 18-21, M 28 mins ago

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    My granddaughters don't accept me because of it . They wouldn't permit me to come to the wedding with an interpreter for my profound deafness. I don't like them any more. I'm not...
    MargaretCallinan MargaretCallinan 70+, F 49 mins ago

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    I have some new songs on vine!! https://vine.co/v/OYYH7iBbVEK Think of me -phantom of the opera The phantom of the opera If I ain't got you - Alicia keys On my own - Les...
    ERMAHGERD1 ERMAHGERD1 22-25, F Mar 25

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    I want to have NSA fun in canberra
    aussieaquariusguy aussieaquariusguy 36-40, M Mar 25

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    Fix Me by Coldplay. Haven't even heard that song in a couple years.
    OneWithTheSkies OneWithTheSkies 18-21, F Mar 25

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    Growing up, weight was always an issue. Not my own weight but my mothers. She's struggled with an eating disorder since her late teens. She "has been in recovery for 20 years". I...
    DizzieDazie DizzieDazie 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 25

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    my dad " idiot its waste of caring its better if i care a dog what is the use of u " my mom " see your brother he is an engineer what is the use of u no use waste of feeding u...
    shekarleader shekarleader 18-21, M 2 Responses Mar 25

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    I have oral herpes since two years ago and just broke out once. A place where you can release your depression.Hope helps and pray for you! herpesmeetup.com
    jimmywei jimmywei 26-30, M 2 Responses Mar 25

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    this is one of my biggest problem. I was a victim of this. and I'm not going to get attach with anyone anymore. If someone really want me in their lives they going to try really...
    masmelo masmelo 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 25

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    This isn't a very positive one...but I remember that in the 2nd grade I didn't have friends to play with during recess. My only friend Juan was held back and was embarrassed so he...
    XxWolverinaxX XxWolverinaxX 18-21 3 Responses Mar 25

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    I haven't had my first kiss and I'm 14 all of my friends have had there first kiss and not me I feel really jealous of them and I also don't have a boyfriend
    icecreamlove17 icecreamlove17 13-15, F 1 Response Mar 25

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    I'm so tired of being judged based on my stories and experiences. Like yeah, I have some experiences that may not be the ones I'm proud of, but I have them as my experiences...
    UNDecodable UNDecodable 18-21, F 2 Responses Mar 25

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    My friends are amazing, but can't feel my loss. I dated a woman, briefly, who was in my circle of friends and it didn't work out (her decision). Over the next two years, we...
    illbaround illbaround 26-30, M Mar 25

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    At 18, I was tall, 5'10", obese, and had male pattern hair growth on my neck. I was a teenager, trying to figure out who I was, hoping for connection, longing for acceptance...
    mollyelisabeth mollyelisabeth 26-30, F Mar 25

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    i got betrayed by my friends recently and I have been afraid to go to school bec they bully me.
    fxcktris fxcktris 13-15, F 1 Response Mar 25

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    best friends are like 4 leaf clover hard to find lucky to have
    alexbillingslea alexbillingslea 13-15, M Mar 25

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    I've had insomnia since I was about 5, doctors have no idea how to help me. It takes 4 benadryl to knock me out. Otherwise nothing else works. I don't get a lot of sleep haha and I...
    sfausett33 sfausett33 18-21, F 2 Responses Mar 25

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    Hi, so I guess everything has started again. It was really never over, I just found other says to deal with my anxiety. I've been battling anorexia since I was 13, so yeah 10 years...
    StEaMa StEaMa 22-25, F 1 Response Mar 25

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    I'm a fecking business major and all my mother makes me do all day is code. Have I mentioned how ludicrously unqualified I am for this? I've never taken a course other than a basic...
    Fuzzies Fuzzies 56-60, M Mar 25

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    I was in a abusive relationship for a year,Its crazy how much I've been through and its sad to say I've never hate someone so much on my life,he humiliated me in from if his family...
    lovesocrazy lovesocrazy 22-25, F 1 Response Mar 25

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    Hi, I'm not sure if anyone in this group is still active, but I thought I'd say hello as I've just joined EP. As long as I can remember I've always had a fascination for anything...
    Toliara Toliara 26-30, F 1 Response Mar 25

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    I'm ashamed to say I have left and come back about 6 times in the past 9 months. I'm broken. And even thinking about dating women. I don't even talk to my friends anymore about...
    nextstep345 nextstep345 26-30, F 1 Response Mar 25

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    You, and you alone are able to destroy my darkness. That's how I know I have to chose you. So please, spare just a bit of darkness so that I may preform one last act of destruction...
    PorcelainGrenade PorcelainGrenade 13-15, F 2 Responses Mar 25

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    so I am 18 years old and just started university this year, and well...... I quite my studies only because I hated what I was doing and couldn't take it for one more second. now...
    marisvds marisvds 18-21, F 2 Responses Mar 25

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    He holds my hand, told me his goal, makes me laugh. A devil with a smile that dares me to do something crazy. He uses me though, he knows I have a crush on him and yeah these was...
    outcastRebel outcastRebel 22-25, T Mar 25

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    The truth is I have never been in love. I'm in HighSchool and it sucks not having a girlfriend, I'm 17 and I'm a junior. I can't wait till high school is over and done with
    TheStapes32 TheStapes32 16-17, M 1 Response Mar 25

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    A woman with curves is such a beautiful sight to behold. When I see a bigger woman at the gym,I think she is one extremely sexy looking females.Curves don't have to be super tight...
    AfanOfbigNaturals AfanOfbigNaturals 46-50, M 2 Responses Mar 25

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    I have two sisters and they are in their 30's. They are married to really nice men who have an amazing job, and treat my sisters like a Queen. my sisters also have beautiful...
    Endureandconquer Endureandconquer 18-21, F 2 Responses Mar 25

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    No I really don't. Listen I think personally unless you've known them for a month talked to them all the time you don't know them enough to have a crush. So I find it very off...
    KateTheStraightedge KateTheStraightedge 16-17, F Mar 25

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    For those of you under the age of twenty who think you want to kill yourself ( I say twenty because I, myself am only 23 but I think this would also apply to people older than me...
    Animefreak4042 Animefreak4042 22-25, M 3 Responses Mar 25

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    I feel like society pushes dating at the earliest and I feel that it makes kids like me who have never dated feel worse because of being single and such. I've never done all of the...
    TheStapes32 TheStapes32 16-17, M Mar 25

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    I lost 5kilograms! I'm thrilled. I have to admit I've been doing pretty well with my eating habits- eating 5 meals a day plus some fruit before a workout and then a protein shake...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Mar 25

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    I only have one child and bothme and my husband spoiled her. From the time she wall little to when we saved everthing we could to send her to collage gave her a car for school and...
    chewy8287 chewy8287 46-50, F 1 Response Mar 25

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    I am Australian and have an Australian accent which is apparently a good thing according to a lot of people in the world lol
    mattywheels25 mattywheels25 26-30, M 1 Response Mar 25

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    I quite believe I had a couple of ghostly encounters through my life and strangely both if them occurred in Brighton (a sea side British city in the south east of the uk near...
    Powerlesss Powerlesss 31-35, F 1 Response Mar 25

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    My cousin, who is a doctor, talked to me a few days ago about my constant tiredness. The thing is I go to bed before midnight, I don't even remember when was the last time I made...
    delusi0nal delusi0nal 18-21, F Mar 25

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    I wish I had the kind of life my spam folder thinks I have!!!
    AwesomeAlert AwesomeAlert 46-50, M 2 Responses Mar 25

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