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I Have Parasuicide

Parasuicide anonymous support group with information on diagnosis, treatment, symptoms, along with personal stories and experiences with Parasuicide. You're not alone. 40 People

    Too Many Attempts To Count...

    The suicidal thoughts started early.  I would say around maybe age nine or ten.  I was a full-fledged cutter by age 11.  I self injured with hot wax starting at age ten.  I scratched at my own arms and pinched myself since a young age that I can't quite...
    PinkDancerAngel PinkDancerAngel 22-25, F 1 Response Feb 8, 2010

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    It's Gets Better

    My life was crazy about 8 months ago. I was a cutter, and addicted to drugs, alcohol and sex. I started cutting when I turned 15, after I lost my virginity. I thought I was so in love with someone who didn't even care about me. I started smoking weed and drinking my freshman year...
    13nikki0710 13nikki0710 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 21, 2013

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    Three of 'em, None Serious

    Although I’ve had two serious suicide attempts (only one placing my life in danger), most of my ‘attempts’ have been suicidal gestures, meaning I did not intend to die. I will say, though, that although I didn’t aim for death, I was rather apathetic about...
    speculumvir speculumvir 18-21, T 3 Responses Sep 11, 2009

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    I Overdosed

    Last year on Halloween night I got in a big fight with the girlfriend I had at the time. I decided life wasn't worth living and I overdosed on oxycodone. My friend came into my room and found me unconscious on my floor and immediately called 911. I was dead for almost 5 minutes...
    Ahhhzombies Ahhhzombies 18-21, M Apr 21, 2012

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    Sucks to think that we where friends. I trusted you with everything :( Then u flush me out the system in 2 minutes. I have more shame for myself than i have hatred for you
    jontony jontony 18-21, M 46 mins ago

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    No, I don't. They just don't do anything for me. Everybody has them now. A few decades ago, people were unique because they had a tattoo. Now I am unique because I don't. I...
    TW8NY TW8NY 41-45, M 2 Responses 1 hr ago

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    I've never been in a relationship, but been on dates. Until I was 25 years old I wasn't interested in having one, but started to feel lonely. I've signed up to dating sites, but...
    kuroijukai kuroijukai 26-30, F 2 Responses 1 hr ago

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    My anxiety has gone through the roof the last three days. I can feel it physically but I have nothing to be anxious about. I've had anxiety as long as I can remember but I'm trying...
    bmo0 bmo0 26-30, M 3 Responses 3 hrs ago

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    When I was growing up, with so many people around, it was pure chaos. My mother couldn't make it better, so instead she brought me to the fanciest block in the neighborhood. She...
    RandomInkFlow RandomInkFlow 18-21, T 3 hrs ago

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    I want to tell you about a spanking I got in my teen years. I think I learned how to be responsible and do the right thing due to this. I was dating this girl when I was in HS. She...
    davedexp davedexp 56-60, M 4 hrs ago

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    This is my dilema and the most obvious is that it is NOT a dilema but the feelings I have makes everything feel so wrong. I in a sense do know the person I am inlove with, but I...
    LoveUnite LoveUnite 26-30, F 4 hrs ago

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    In my crossdressing years I borrowed a not-so-big bikini from my mom, I walked in her bikini on very high heeled sandals and I felt like a beauty queen. I have bikinis of my own...
    DutchGasPedalGirl DutchGasPedalGirl 46-50, T 4 hrs ago

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    I never told anyone I know.. but I have trust issues. My hole life i had never trusted anyone. I never said my secrets to ANYONE. I really don't know what's wrong with me.
    unseeen unseeen 16-17, F 2 Responses 4 hrs ago

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    Hey folks, I am making a short film with my friends as a sort of series. It's about overcoming things and people who have different experiences. So I was wondering...
    HandsomePrince1 HandsomePrince1 16-17, M 4 hrs ago

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    I try to be the best guy as far as all my relationships go, I work hard to be good. but that doesn't always work. I have my limits, and they are pretty clear. if you pass my...
    Andyg99 Andyg99 22-25, M 4 hrs ago

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    If I can do my life all over again, I would have been a rockstar. I would have been like Roxette. Tough feminity, a solid band and sexy edgy hair. No harm dreaming isn't it. The...
    lpch lpch 26-30, F 4 hrs ago

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    Been in hospital 5 times in 9 years my last time in hospital was 2011 suffering with anorexia and manic depression and really bad self harm I made friends I hospital yes but I...
    leahlovesyou leahlovesyou 22-25, F 4 hrs ago

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    My thoughts are ab how one can find the right person for marriage. I mean when dating someone even if I meet him everyday,spend time with him it's not the same as living together...
    darkblue0909 darkblue0909 18-21, F 5 hrs ago

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    I have had problems with ***** in the past but got over it. However this problem has come back vividly and it seems I can't get enough sex. I feel ashamed and powerless over this...
    gary1678 gary1678 70+, M 1 Response 5 hrs ago

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    I know without a shadow of a doubt this group is real! How many times! Boy haven't I been taking to the limit every time I try to trust someone with my kindness. It has never fail...
    Babeondwy Babeondwy 41-45, F 5 hrs ago

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    I have a crush on a guy I saw that works at my local shop, he catches the bus and gets off near my home to go to work, I've seen him do so a couple if times now. I have no idea...
    BabyNeko BabyNeko 18-21, F 5 hrs ago

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    So my best friend and I are gay. Recently, we both admitted we have feelings for each other, but we decided not to act on them because we go to school 4.5 hours apart, but where we...
    dexter06 dexter06 18-21, M 1 Response 5 hrs ago

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    I don't think love cares about age and the stigma associated with them. My mom married a man 20 years younger and they are deeply in love with each other. I envy some days what...
    ShadowSteel ShadowSteel 36-40, M 1 Response 6 hrs ago

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    Ever since I was young I became aroused when I noticed woman eating food and imagined it was me they sank their teeth in. I think there is something very erotic about seeing the...
    Rainaldorai Rainaldorai 26-30, M 2 Responses 6 hrs ago

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    I'm supposed to have a fear of abandonment, but I don't see how so, I am the one who isolates myself n doesn't wanna be bothered with people. i have borderline personalitity...
    craigslist504 craigslist504 36-40 6 hrs ago

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    So I just watched Diary of a Wimpy Kid. It made me think and realise how few people I actually have. I've never had a best friend not yet. No strong relationships of any kind...
    Ugnius2121 Ugnius2121 16-17, M 1 Response 6 hrs ago

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    Who has a copy of 'An Idiot's Guide...' or a similar book with a title that ends with '...For Dummies?' I haven't seen new titles published in years.
    iCuriousBabe iCuriousBabe 41-45, F 4 Responses 6 hrs ago

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    I know its not me. Its certainly not been my choice to have been alone all this time. There are many variables at play and most are out of my control. I believe that the variables...
    Mossonarock Mossonarock 41-45, M 1 Response 6 hrs ago

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    just when it can't get worse i have a sh1t day. you have a sh1t day. i think that life's too short for this! want back my ignorance and bliss!
    CallmeHopelessNotRomantic CallmeHopelessNotRomantic 36-40, F 4 Responses 6 hrs ago

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    In the dream I think I was back in our old house, except my room was filled with baby dolls. Weird things started to happen. Suddenly things would be darker, stuff would stop...
    PinkMellow PinkMellow 18-21, F 6 hrs ago

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    I have a high s.e.x. drive and can't find a woman with a high s.e.x. Drive!!!!? Worst off since its been 8 years since I last had it. I am feeling guilty for some reason......
    BlaiddDrwg69 BlaiddDrwg69 41-45, M 1 Response 7 hrs ago

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    I just turned 27 and I have been struggling with PMDD since I was about 17. I think starting birth control pills at 15 may have screwed with my system while I was still young and...
    kdelrio kdelrio 26-30, F 7 hrs ago

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    Hidden agendas? I have some but they are never going to concern anyone because I am not going to pursue them.
    VerticalCirrus VerticalCirrus 22-25, M 7 hrs ago

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    There is nothing left for me in England. I know that my life isn't as bad as everyone else's but I want a fresh start. I am failing my exams, I have blunted affect which is making...
    elenaanastyr elenaanastyr 13-15, F 1 Response 7 hrs ago

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    I was just recently diagnosed with fap - gardeners syndrome .. It's very scary at 17 having to deal with this , and since it is as rare as it is I have no one to share it with or...
    Kjmiller1197 Kjmiller1197 18-21 8 hrs ago

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    comeonletsgo comes from my love of spontaneous road trips! I have never grown tired of road trips and will take one at the drop of a hat... come on, let's go ;)!
    comeonletsgo comeonletsgo 61-65, M 8 hrs ago

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    I am so excited. I have a job interview scheduled for tomorrow. After researching the company, I feel so motivated and confident. My SO says my eyes are sparkling and my smile is...
    Kriyash Kriyash 22-25, F 3 Responses 8 hrs ago

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    I somehow feel alone without a close family. My blood family is very steeped in a traditional way of thinking. I only moved in with them around age 11. Before that, I was brought...
    Kletsgo Kletsgo 26-30, F 2 Responses 8 hrs ago

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    I was raised in a home where my dad treated my mum like filth which led to me being with a controlling physically and mentally abusive man. I remember the one time I asked my dad...
    Ourwillourway Ourwillourway 41-45, F 1 Response 8 hrs ago

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    If you have such a problem with who I am (Go through my profile carefully)? Why waste your"precious" time, make a trip to my experiences (by your choosing), and make a negative...
    RealmRunner RealmRunner 22-25, F 8 hrs ago

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    Do you think it's fair to allow yourself to CRAVE for something you cannot have when you want to?
    KaleidoscopeMoment KaleidoscopeMoment 36-40, F 7 Responses 9 hrs ago

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