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I Have Parasuicide

Parasuicide anonymous support group with information on diagnosis, treatment, symptoms, along with personal stories and experiences with Parasuicide. You're not alone. 40 People

    Too Many Attempts To Count...

    The suicidal thoughts started early.  I would say around maybe age nine or ten.  I was a full-fledged cutter by age 11.  I self injured with hot wax starting at age ten.  I scratched at my own arms and pinched myself since a young age that I can't quite...
    PinkDancerAngel PinkDancerAngel 22-25, F 1 Response Feb 8, 2010

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    I Overdosed

    Last year on Halloween night I got in a big fight with the girlfriend I had at the time. I decided life wasn't worth living and I overdosed on oxycodone. My friend came into my room and found me unconscious on my floor and immediately called 911. I was dead for almost 5 minutes...
    Ahhhzombies Ahhhzombies 18-21, M Apr 21, 2012

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    It's Gets Better

    My life was crazy about 8 months ago. I was a cutter, and addicted to drugs, alcohol and sex. I started cutting when I turned 15, after I lost my virginity. I thought I was so in love with someone who didn't even care about me. I started smoking weed and drinking my freshman year...
    13nikki0710 13nikki0710 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 21, 2013

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    Three of 'em, None Serious

    Although I’ve had two serious suicide attempts (only one placing my life in danger), most of my ‘attempts’ have been suicidal gestures, meaning I did not intend to die. I will say, though, that although I didn’t aim for death, I was rather apathetic about...
    speculumvir speculumvir 18-21, T 3 Responses Sep 11, 2009

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    Sweet summertime fun. Reminds me of my youth. No it does not have to lead to sex, sometimes its just the naughty fun of going where you are not supposed to be.
    PilotofStorms PilotofStorms 41-45, M 1 Response 43 mins ago

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    Friday I'm sleeping over his house with our son. our son is excited to have a sleep over with his sisters. I'm looking foward to being in bed with my ex and cuddle. I'm not...
    smashmouth4eva smashmouth4eva 31-35, F 52 mins ago

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    Yeah, I'm pretty sure I'm crazy, the dreams I have, they should not be seen by someone my age. I just wake up with no reaction to how disturbing it was. Its really disgusting...
    MrBugsyMalone MrBugsyMalone 13-15, M 1 hr ago

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    If I had a sock for every sock I lost - I would have all my socks
    Hellogoodbuddy Hellogoodbuddy 22-25, M 5 Responses 1 hr ago

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    My name is Anthony and I'm 23yrs old . I have had a broken heart twice in my one in elementary school when I graduated from elementary school me and the girl drifted apart. In high...
    Anthony2400 Anthony2400 22-25, M 1 Response 2 hrs ago

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    Characteristics Of Narcissistic Mothers 1. Everything she does is deniable. (Most of the time) 2. She violates your boundaries. (Odd time and doesn't respect my wishes) 3. She...
    1lonelydaisy 1lonelydaisy 46-50 2 hrs ago

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    My name is Anthony and I'm 23yrs old. I have only been in 2 official relationships. One in elementary school and one in high school
    Anthony2400 Anthony2400 22-25, M 1 Response 2 hrs ago

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    i have had anxiety all night long and have been drinking espresso.
    sunriseinmyeyes sunriseinmyeyes 31-35, F 4 hrs ago

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    When I trust someone and then they hurt me, I need to remember they are not everyone. In fact, they are no one. I take out my fear on the wrong people. I wish so much I had...
    SilverFox420 SilverFox420 31-35, F 4 hrs ago

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    Valentine's day is often referred to as "singles awareness day" ***** I'm aware that I'm single everyday. Because I don't have some douche lying to me, cheating on me and messes on...
    Alonely0987 Alonely0987 22-25, F 2 Responses 4 hrs ago

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    I am 55 and just growing up because my husband is dying, I am going to be a widow, and i have never gotten to know ME.
    flowerchild3 flowerchild3 51-55, F 2 Responses 6 hrs ago

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    After experiencing a year of university, I have broadened my perspective and social circle a lot more. It's made me realise many things; several things being some people will never...
    turtlemonster turtlemonster 18-21, F 3 Responses 6 hrs ago

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    Girls always say I have huge balls...
    Thearbiter33 Thearbiter33 26-30, M 7 hrs ago

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    I can't make friends. I either get disgusted or hate being around people. If I do have friends I'm too bossy.
    Sunseto Sunseto 18-21, F 1 Response 7 hrs ago

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    Hello group Im not new to ep but its been a long while for me. just recently like last month i was diagnosed with spinal stenosis i am 27 years old but have had back pain since 20...
    mrsgaston mrsgaston 26-30, F 7 hrs ago

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    I have a 12 year old son. I am sure that he is an Indigo child. I know coz all the traits he displayed. Intelligent, Creative , Peculiar behaviour that do not go well with...
    broganteng broganteng 46-50, M 8 hrs ago

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    As I now think a bit more calmly and rationally I can't help but wonder at some of the mysteries of this universe that still stays just that much hidden under a veil. A veil of...
    Idolovemostofyourthoughts Idolovemostofyourthoughts 26-30, F 3 Responses 8 hrs ago

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    I rather have a sword because it longer and better because I already have a sword it a master sword from legends of Zelda I my sword on Amazon one I got the sword was so now I have...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Jan 9

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    It's happening. Again. I stayed up late with my little brother last night as he played videogames and I watched him. I went to bed around 2 but couldn't fall asleep until about 3...
    Zoopetiz Zoopetiz 16-17, F Jan 9

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    I still have mine and it still fits perfectly!!
    Sophielicious Sophielicious 36-40, F 5 Responses Jan 9

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    My friend since elementary throw away our 15 year friendship just because she wants to be princess and wants everything to involved around her .For years we would fight and make up...
    kellner27 kellner27 18-21, F 4 Responses Jan 9

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    I have a crush on my coworker. And I think he feels the same.
    aestrada91 aestrada91 22-25, F 1 Response Jan 9

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    I dont really know where to begin. Im scared, thats a definite start and truth. I went to the gym today and while on a machine watching Sky News it reported on this thing called...
    maytheroadrisetomeetyou maytheroadrisetomeetyou 22-25, F 1 Response Jan 9

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    Who's seen the new Star Wars? Do you know The Hitchhikers Guide To The Galaxy? If so did you notice the very Vogon looking creature in that bar or whatever it was? Seriously. It...
    johnng8230 johnng8230 22-25, M Jan 9

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    I have been told that my voice is like warm gravy, or melted chocolate.
    Robert09 Robert09 61-65, M 1 Response Jan 9

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    I haven't been able to stop picking for years. I can't figure out what triggers me to pick. Some days it's stress, and others it's just boredom. Every single time my face gets...
    SamBT SamBT 16-17, F 1 Response Jan 9

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    I've experience 2 pregnancy scares. The first one wasn't really serious but the possibility was there. I didn't have any symptoms or anything. I had sex for the first time with my...
    butterflybaby90 butterflybaby90 26-30, F Jan 9

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    Sipping coffee watching the snow from my living room with my Christmas tree lit up! Yes, i kept my tree up.... i told my husband i didn't want it taken down till it snows! i can...
    sweetgem8 sweetgem8 41-45, F 8 Responses Jan 9

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    My mother's visit comes to an end on the 11th. I know she is sad about it, but I so look forward to my old routines. One thing I realized: her extreme extroversion makes me more...
    JoannaBe JoannaBe 41-45, F 3 Responses Jan 9

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    The things that are checked off are things I've done. And creds to someone with the username bitchybear [] Smoked A Cigarette [] Smoked A Cigar [] Kissed A Member Of The Same Sex...
    LittleBallOfFire LittleBallOfFire 13-15, F 1 Response Jan 9

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    well I have my dog for a week now. Finally she's happy and much more comfortable with my family and I. She's always licking our feet and wagging her tail. Best part is that she...
    legzydawlyy legzydawlyy 18-21, F Jan 9

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    I had just gotten back to my target weight was started sports again. But now i've relapsed again. I can't stop it and my parents can't either. They finally got me to eat something...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Jan 9

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    Im mimi, Im 13 years old and I have Anorexia. I remember being 9 years old when I first compared how much fat was around my leg compared to my best friend but I still chose to...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Jan 9

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    I have a friend Who I am been avoiding for the last 12 days after he stood me up at plans without reason or reply. ( constanly late and not returning messages after initiating...
    Jakerake00 Jakerake00 26-30, M Jan 9

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    I love youtube, and I would love to do games, and just post silly things, yet I am not really sure how to begin or have the right equipment for it. At the moment, I only write...
    GiddyX GiddyX 16-17, F 1 Response Jan 9

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    i have eczema! i hate it with a passion. I hate how i look when it flars up and knowing that I could stop ot but it hurts. I wake up with my eyes stuck together cause they swell up...
    Heywhatuphello Heywhatuphello 18-21, F 2 Responses Jan 9

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