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I Have Parasuicide

Parasuicide anonymous support group with information on diagnosis, treatment, symptoms, along with personal stories and experiences with Parasuicide. You're not alone. 40 People

    It's Gets Better

    My life was crazy about 8 months ago. I was a cutter, and addicted to drugs, alcohol and sex. I started cutting when I turned 15, after I lost my virginity. I thought I was so in love with someone who didn't even care about me. I started smoking weed and drinking my freshman year...
    13nikki0710 13nikki0710 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 21, 2013

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    I Overdosed

    Last year on Halloween night I got in a big fight with the girlfriend I had at the time. I decided life wasn't worth living and I overdosed on oxycodone. My friend came into my room and found me unconscious on my floor and immediately called 911. I was dead for almost 5 minutes...
    Ahhhzombies Ahhhzombies 18-21, M Apr 21, 2012

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    Too Many Attempts To Count...

    The suicidal thoughts started early.  I would say around maybe age nine or ten.  I was a full-fledged cutter by age 11.  I self injured with hot wax starting at age ten.  I scratched at my own arms and pinched myself since a young age that I can't quite...
    PinkDancerAngel PinkDancerAngel 22-25, F 1 Response Feb 8, 2010

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    Three of 'em, None Serious

    Although I’ve had two serious suicide attempts (only one placing my life in danger), most of my ‘attempts’ have been suicidal gestures, meaning I did not intend to die. I will say, though, that although I didn’t aim for death, I was rather apathetic about...
    speculumvir speculumvir 18-21, T 5 Responses Sep 11, 2009

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    Do you know what I hate? I hate people who say "violent TV shows and violent video games should be banned or censored, because it causes our children to have more of a chance to...
    MeowOnMe MeowOnMe 18-21, F 2 Responses 10 hrs ago

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    so this is from the end of my freshman year, it was part of an assignment, but its all mine. my creativity. so here it is: As Juliet sees her body lying on the ground lifeless...
    MaddiJade16 MaddiJade16 16-17, F 8 hrs ago

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    Let me start with I have a problem. I'm only 19 and I have always been drawn to older women that have a strong personality. I went to job corps and Miss Maria was my 3rd shift...
    patriotslover21 patriotslover21 26-30, F 1 Response 15 hrs ago

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    For the most part, if someone insults me, I can rise above it. I'm usually calm and collective, and realise that the problem is not with me, but with the person hurling the abuse...
    shellofaboy shellofaboy 18-21, M 1 Response 13 hrs ago

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    Yeah I have been in hell. I have had my life taken away from me and sent into hell for 3 yrs and it took 5 yrs after just to cope. Dehumanized, captive, mentally tortured...
    mslvr01 mslvr01 46-50, M 1 Response 5 hrs ago

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    I use to be scared and nervous to talk to people I had a crush on,but now some how I have gotten better at it wayyy better. Anyway my crush is my friend I wonder if she knows I...
    wassup305 wassup305 13-15, F 3 hrs ago

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    Darronbanksso0 Darronbanksso0 31-35, M 1 Response 3 hrs ago

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    ...and I'm still recovering. I used to wonder about my father... how little things could send him into a rage. How his words and actions always mismatched the perceived offense...
    DubstepEnderFox DubstepEnderFox 26-30, F 17 hrs ago

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    sometimes I feel lame whenever I talk to or hang out with my friends. Yes I drink, but only with a group of people, so I'm only a social drinker. yet other than that, I don't smoke...
    alxvii alxvii 18-21, F 3 Responses 16 hrs ago

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    I haven't really written anything on EP in about 4 days. Just posted a few little blurb-y things. It's frustrating when I have ideas for something I want to write but am missing...
    Friability Friability 18-21 1 Response 15 hrs ago

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    Hello everyone I need advice I have gone low contact with my NM & mostly I'm managing it very well & I am a lot happier . I'm on crutches at the moment for an injury & she has...
    blueberry36 blueberry36 36-40, F 3 Responses 11 hrs ago

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    I don't want people to get upset with what I'm about to post but I can't stand how Black Friday shopping is starting earlier and earlier. Don't these money hungry companies...
    brady120378 brady120378 31-35, M 8 hrs ago

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    I sat in jail for 9 months for a crime I never committed and at the time I was terrified and didn't have anyone to turn to. I cried out to Him. I said Lord you know I didn't do...
    Yahsayah Yahsayah 26-30, M 7 hrs ago

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    LOMD LOMD 31-35, M 3 hrs ago

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    Last night my friends and I had a thanksgiving/ sinterklaas eve dinner, and we did the rounds of what we're thankful for. Well, I was almost in tears because everyone was saying...
    AJM95W AJM95W 18-21, F 3 hrs ago

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    I need and interpretation of this one, so please read it carefully, and I'll try to put in as much information as I can. It was the start of the new semester, apparently, because...
    ReesesPeaces ReesesPeaces 16-17, F 1 Response 2 hrs ago

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    Twice in the recent past, as my relationship with my male BFF has continued to develop, I have had disturbing dreams about him. Both of the dreams were similar in that my BFF's...
    lc1967 lc1967 46-50, F 15 hrs ago

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    I am so sick and tired of hearing parents trying to get certain TV shows off the air, because they don't want their children watching it... IT'S CALLED PARENTAL CONTROLS - YOU...
    MeowOnMe MeowOnMe 18-21, F 5 Responses 11 hrs ago

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    I do not have Pluto conjuncting my Sun, but boy have I met some interesting characters who do.
    Plutonianbabe Plutonianbabe 18-21, F 11 hrs ago

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    I have a crush on someone from my school and I know for 100% that i have no chance with him ??
    GalitTweedy GalitTweedy 16-17, F 7 Responses 10 hrs ago

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    My brother just sat there through everything that they were saying to me and didn't do or say anything. I said, don't expect me to be there for you when you need me... I don't have...
    Misscoconut Misscoconut 18-21, F 1 Response 9 hrs ago

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    I have many crushes, but I've had a crush on this guys for 4 years. We only hung out a few times, but it was because he came to visit my dad/hang out with him. So we are hanging...
    DeterminedToMakeLifeWorthIt DeterminedToMakeLifeWorthIt 16-17, F 8 hrs ago

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    Love brought us together. From the start I knew I couldn’t have her, could never have her, she told me that. But we loved each other anyway. We knew it was dangerous, we knew it...
    madesomemistakes madesomemistakes 26-30, M 1 Response 8 hrs ago

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    I Respect Huge Breasts I love huge breasts but I also respect the women who have them. I do not stare, leer make sexist remarks or make them feel uncomfortable in any other way...
    Lui87 Lui87 26-30, M 1 Response 8 hrs ago

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    I had a "job"with this older man who was a husband and a father. Not only did we have sex, but it was in his daughters bedroom. It felt wrong and naughty but of course I loved it...
    SkyDarling SkyDarling 18-21, F 2 Responses 6 hrs ago

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    Well the Black Friday (and this year Black Thursday) events have pretty much ended. Although gimmick shopping isn't ended the biggest gimmick draws are almost just a memory. I...
    lasergraph lasergraph 61-65, M 5 Responses 5 hrs ago

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    Ever have someone comment on one of your posts, and then you think to yourself... "Did you even read my post correctly?" Sometimes I get comments on my posts that either have...
    MeowOnMe MeowOnMe 18-21, F 3 Responses 4 hrs ago

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    I'm married, but in the past I have messed about with a friend. We played with each other over p0rn, sucked each other. I definitely prefer girls, they're smooth, soft, beautiful...
    scott0702 scott0702 41-45, M 4 hrs ago

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    When I was little, I was taken advantage of by my older brother for his sexual curiosity. I was uncomfortable about it, but too young to know it was wrong. It wasn't as bad as it...
    astrokitty4341 astrokitty4341 22-25, F 3 hrs ago

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    one of the bad things about going on a double date : we have to go when the other couple is ready to go...it's not a big deal - but I always go out to eat around 5-5:30 - and they...
    MeowOnMe MeowOnMe 18-21, F 1 Response 3 hrs ago

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    I wanted to post my story so Moms and Dads of premature babies have hope. My son was born 23 weeks gestation and my other son almost 25 weeks gestation in 2009 weighing below a...
    sparrow412 sparrow412 26-30, F 1 Response 3 hrs ago

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    This was a couple days ago~ This was around 9 PM I went to the restroom to brush my teeth I was looking at the wall and I notice something strange about my shadow? I moved so to...
    RainbowWolf13 RainbowWolf13 13-15, F 3 Responses 18 hrs ago

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    So I'm just up thinking and writing away everything I'm feeling. I'm gonna have to get up and a few hours because I'm going to the mountains. I can't wait.
    Itsnotareligion Itsnotareligion 22-25, F 2 Responses 18 hrs ago

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    I just accidently sucked all the co2 out of a whipcream can and i still have half a pie left, everythings closed....the struggle is real...
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    Look within you. The questions are all there. But look without and encounter a world that needs no answers. If you choose to question it you will be led astray, not by the natural...
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    My so-called "Random Thoughts" really are random. Most of them appear to me in the middle of the night. They might occur after I've smoked a nice fat joint, or be inspired by what...
    paulie138 paulie138 66-70, M 16 hrs ago

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    iwant that someone to talk to again. someone that’ll listen & not judge cause I get more than enough of that already. nothing is ever rainbows & butterflies. a modern fairy tale...
    alrightco alrightco 22-25, F 1 Response 15 hrs ago

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    I have earned masters degree in forensic psychology after I earned my bachelors degree in behavioral science. I am a graduate from major research universities in America.
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