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I Have Questioned Sometimes Would I Murder

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    There Are People I Want To Kill

    AND CERTAINLY WHEN THEY DIE I WILL NOT CRY ...ILL BE DANCING ON THEIR GRAVE AND HOPEFULLY URINATING ON THEIR GRAVES... LIKE RIGHT NOW I WOULD EASILY HAVE KATY AND BEC AND RICK KILLED I WOULD EASILY POP OFF RELATIVES ... AND IN FACT MAYBE ONE DAY I WILL ... ONE DAY I SWEAR I WILL...
    czaristacrystals czaristacrystals 36-40, F Feb 28, 2012

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