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I Have Realized I Am Alone

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    As people we can't have many goals accomplished at once because then there will be no dreams to look forward to and aspirations and learning a journey throughout each life stage.
    ajrestless ajrestless 18-21, F Aug 28

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    I read this in the elite daily's post. Somehow I really believe that long distance relationship is a chance to be on your own without ever having to feel alone. As in long...
    EasyOrange EasyOrange 18-21, F 2 Responses Aug 21

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    I know there are people that will disagree with me but it is how I feel. I am 49 years old but never looked my age. I have always looked at least 10 years younger which always...
    NoOneImportantNow NoOneImportantNow 46-50, M 3 Responses Aug 27

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    This all started when I was in middle school because I had and still struggle with my weight because back in middle school I was pretty much overweight my entire life. In middle...
    Jordanbeautiful Jordanbeautiful 18-21, F Aug 18

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    This day,a piece of my broken soul has finally fallen,the wound that never healed has eventually dropped it's last drop of blood,and all the pain ceased in more pain.I have at last...
    theWolfUndertheMoon theWolfUndertheMoon 22-25 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    I wanted to say this because I want people to know something about me. For as long as I can remember I have been alone. I have been treated like a mutant and feel like one...
    cloudycarnage cloudycarnage 13-15, M 4 days ago

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    2years that I have been single( I broke up with my last boyfriend 2years ago) and I don't take a new.Some of my friends have said I am still loving him but I am not. I want to...
    Piyawan Piyawan 18-21, F 1 Response 4 hrs ago

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    To Medicate - or Not. I hope my story & experience can help someone else that is struggling with Anxiety and Depression and is worried about taking medication. I think I have...
    ALynn007 ALynn007 22-25, F 1 Response Aug 18

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    Feeling like a ghost amongst even my loved ones...I have no one to talk to or turn to. Hopefully this feeling goes away...
    TheSimpleButterfly TheSimpleButterfly 22-25, F 2 Responses 38 mins ago

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    I met him four years ago, we never grew up together so I didm;t see him for what he was: my cousin. Yes I know, gross ******. I know. I know. I always knew. But I have accepted the...
    danee012 danee012 18-21, F Sep 3

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    I Have a Broken Heart I met him four years ago, we never grew up together so I didn’t see him for what he was: my cousin. Yes I know, gross. I know. I know. I always knew. But I...
    danee012 danee012 18-21, F Sep 3

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    Ever so eloquently coming to this realization as I have a mental breakdown locked in the bathroom. I used to think that stating I am alone was ungrateful of me because i am not...
    CassieWithAnO CassieWithAnO 13-15, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    I never realized this until now, it is mind blowing that I have became to accept that all my life, I have always been alone. From elementary all the way to my current sophomore...
    ihatemypclife ihatemypclife 13-15, M 7 hrs ago

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    Even when im not alone, on the inside i feel all alone. Everyone i start to care about leaves me. I don't know why but it always seems to happen. When I try to sleep i cant because...
    star6550 star6550 18-21, F Aug 18

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    So yeah, I gave up talking to my family. I feel so alone , nobody in my house ever care to ask me whats going on with my life. My mom thought I'm in the rebellious stage but cant...
    gunner1001 gunner1001 18-21 1 Response Aug 19

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    I feel like if i show how alone i feel i would end up screaming in a room full of people or just speeding up to the end and die already to end the torture. It cant keep going on...
    Noahn85 Noahn85 26-30, M Aug 27

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    I need to express this. I feel so alone and feel that I am going through all of the emotions at once dealing with this. I sometimes don't even know where to begin. But I pray that...
    FromJWtoJEW FromJWtoJEW 36-40, F 2 Responses Aug 29

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    Throughout most of my life, I've been closer to my mother then to my father, for various reasons, we don't get along. My mother has been the overprotective and controlling type...
    Gregory1990 Gregory1990 22-25, M 1 Response Sep 8

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    In my early teens around 2000, I created a Myspace account. This man named Chuck added me. Of course I was fine with it because he was into anime and manga and being a young teen I...
    dreaminginjune dreaminginjune 22-25, F Sep 9

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    He doesn't love me anymore. I have always taken his love for granted, so when I realized it was gone it felt like my chest was crumbling and my heart was just squeezing itself so...
    Iamsad1234 Iamsad1234 18-21, F Aug 30

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    I was abused all my life...physically , mentally , verbally...all of it . I was constantly put down and told I am simply not good enough and I will never be good enough , weather...
    MalaJazz MalaJazz 36-40, F 2 Responses a week ago

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    It started in 6th grade, when I developed feelings for her. My parents weren't exactly homophobic, but they for some reason assumed I was straight and didn't feel the need to...
    indigostory indigostory 13-15, F 1 Response 16 hrs ago

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    I have many regrets of several situations and interactions i had with people during my years of life. Mistakes, regrets, things I wish I had not said or done. Most of those regrets...
    PeterPalmer PeterPalmer 22-25, M 2 Responses Aug 25

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    On my way drive home with my son, we have a 'stupid' games. Like making puns and quizes. He ask me somebody is doing big on on the toilet. When he finished he realized that the...
    sashimi9 sashimi9 31-35, F 1 Response Aug 27

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    I was rejected. This is hard for me to accept, let alone write a story about. But I guess awareness and acceptance are both ingredients to overcome this, to which I have vowed to...
    adjustedfocus adjustedfocus 31-35 1 Response Aug 27

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    I dreamt of being a mom as far back as I can remember. My dad had decided I was going to college and I was going, but I wanted to be a mom too.I can remember that I wanted twins. A...
    akindheart akindheart 56-60, F 16 Responses Sep 2

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    Okay so I've always had this thing where light makes me sneeze. If I've been inside all day long, say at work or home, and then I leave the house, the moment the sunlight hits my...
    HVVENEZIA HVVENEZIA 22-25, M 1 Response Sep 7

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    I want to start off by saying, I love this group name. It fits my situation perfectly. I used to be such a creative, artistic, expressive person. I had a 600+ page role-play going...
    rollingdoro rollingdoro 22-25, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    This is the best fitting sentence to describe this part of me. For years already I am coping with social problems. Only recently I realized my parents had started noticing that...
    RianneK RianneK 16-17, F Aug 26

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    I'm Chris. (Sorry to those who've been told I was Jake. That was my Cousin.) Anyways the first time I had my heart broken was 6th grade. I was dating this girl. But, every time I...
    Gre3nBoytt Gre3nBoytt 13-15, M 1 Response Aug 26

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    I do everything and go everywhere alone. Last month i was on a trip to sweden with my coworkers. When the bus tour was over i just walked off. Went to drift on the streets to...
    Zim0 Zim0 18-21, M 6 days ago

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    The first one last night all my family was leaving to go to church. But I couldn't find anything I needed. I ended up making everyone late. (In the dream I apparently had made...
    PinkMellow PinkMellow 18-21, F Aug 19

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    I just randomly had a memory. When I was little, I used to watch old western shows with my dad, and stuff like the Andy Griffith Show. Some of these shows were in black and white...
    graveyardghosty graveyardghosty 18-21, F Sep 7

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    I realized that I'm very interested in European man :)
    nicky85 nicky85 26-30, F 2 days ago

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    I'm not even supposed to have it! My mother has it and so does my brother, and he looks like my mother. I look like my father, and I have his genes, and he doesn't have it. Nature...
    hans13 hans13 51-55, F 1 Response Aug 26

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    University is both an amazing an incredibly scary place. It's a place where everyone questions themselves yet accepts everyone around them, which can make you feel very alone at...
    AlliterationAnonymous AlliterationAnonymous 18-21, F Aug 28

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    Here I am back from another programmed day like all the others, doing the same things people do. But the worst of all is that I realized I am conforming to this kind of life. And...
    DiegoSMarinho DiegoSMarinho 16-17, M Aug 29

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    So, I just realized a week ago, that my marriage of 24 years is abusive. I feel so stupid for not owning up to this before. My spouse has gotten physical on at least ten...
    dpwm9dpw dpwm9dpw 41-45, F 3 Responses Aug 30

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    Ok...this is a weird one. It started out with me and my family going to this kind of remote city for my baby cousin's baptism. It started out as a nice vacation, the town was...
    PinkMellow PinkMellow 18-21, F Sep 2

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    I almost crashed my car today. I tried to overtake a Mack truck on a u turn with a double lane, and floored it. I realized there was no way in hell I was gonna make it so I slammed...
    elleke elleke 31-35, F Sep 3

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    I drink alone. I eat alone. I pray alone. I sleep alone. I walk alone. I work alone. I play alone. Out of 168 hours a week, I am alone 130 hours. But.... as long as I have...
    MorningBreeze MorningBreeze 56-60, F 3 Responses Sep 3

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    This made me cry very hard when I woke up. In this dream, I believe me, my family and my grandparents were on a family vacation. At some point in the dream, I was laying on my...
    bridget1234567 bridget1234567 13-15, F Sep 5

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    I just realized that dream worlds are just as valid and "real" as the so-called "waking world", The only differences are; level of consciousness, awareness or lack thereof, and...
    PurpleGlassPalace PurpleGlassPalace 26-30 Sep 9

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    I am Alone. In life we are forced to be social. Our sanity depends on it, and even our confidence. Humans aren't lone wolves, they fight together as a pack of brothers or sisters...
    TheChosenOne32 TheChosenOne32 22-25, M 1 Response 4 days ago

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    Hi, I am new on EP, and I got here because I wanted to talk about this. Sorry if some things aren't clear, English isn't my mother tongue. I didn't went to any therapy or...
    SemperFilthy SemperFilthy 16-17, F 3 days ago

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    i'm usually a shy person ... and where i live its not natural exhibiting your ... ahm ... assets :P so what happened was once i got out the shower i have an attached bath with my...
    curiousmoi curiousmoi 18-21, F 13 Responses 2 days ago

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    I dreamed that I went to an abortion clinic, but I was not pregnant. I just really like being there around the doctors and accidental parents for some reason. I realized that...
    Septisoul Septisoul 16-17, F 1 Response 13 hrs ago