I Have Ruined My Life

My life cannot be repaired. How's yours? 77 People

    The mind that once was filled with childhood

    dreams and compassion, She ridded of it all completely like it was last seasons fashion. You can tell she isn't happy, Her demons refuse to leave. Shes forced to put a front up daily that's intended to deceive. It was so easy for her to give it all away, For a drug with so...
    addictionbarbie addictionbarbie
    22-25, F
    May 26, 2014


    On my birthday i got drunk and procedded to punch 3 holes in this kids wall.... last saturday i got drunk and hooked up with my friends basically boyfriend.... What the **** is wrong with me.And the sad part is i have to be high or drunk to have fun with my friends.This endless...
    smowzow smowzow
    16-17, F
    2 Responses Jul 13, 2012

    I went out drinking with my cousin on Thursday

    night. I drank way too much, accidently. I remember drinking a bottle of wine, but then I don't remember anything after. I woke up the next morning in a panic thinking what happened where am I! I then realised I was at my cousins house. But the only thing I remembered from the...
    DistressedGirl DistressedGirl
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Feb 8, 2014

    Losing My Bestfriends

    when it all changed i wasn't sure i could live. i wanted to end it right then; right their. i just couldn't put it all together in my mind. when you find out who really is your friend, and whose friends with you for what you are. when you find out the truth between what people...
    fakegirl1 fakegirl1
    13-15, F
    Oct 27, 2009

    My mom keeps telling me I haven't ruined it

    but I am not so sure. I've had suicidal feelings for weeks and felt like giving up. I feel like everyone in my life is sick of me complaining and having so many problems. I have quit jobs so many times, or gotten fired. I started school and haven't been keeping up with the...
    jetezak jetezak
    36-40, F
    Feb 14, 2015

    By deciding to quit a great job hoping it would

    improve my marriage by lessening stress. Now I can't get another job and my marriage is close to over.
    squirrelbounce squirrelbounce
    41-45, F
    1 Response Oct 29, 2014

    Well, I ruined my relationship,

    again. She was amazing to me, and now she's gone. I have no contact details, just her snapchat and facebook profiles, which she deleted. She had this as well, but she's deleted that too. So, I need help. If anybody lives in Stafford, England, you might be able to help me...
    Tgharrold99 Tgharrold99
    16-17, M
    Dec 22, 2014

    Being young and dumb I gave my teen years to a

    man. Now I'm 20 and I'm still stuck in this dreadful situation. I forgot all about myself and put him first.. its taking me 4 years to realize he is not the one for me.. but now I have nowhere to turn, I burned all the bridges that could have saved me. I wish I could change the...
    monicascott monicascott
    18-21, F
    May 28, 2015

    I've now messed up everything now,

    not just for me, but for my (now presumably ex) girlfriend, Beth. I released my anger out on her in a way that was disrespectful, disgusting and just wrong. I don't know how I'll change, or if I ever do. I don't even know what to do now. I want her back so much, but I don't want...
    Tgharrold99 Tgharrold99
    16-17, M
    4 Responses Oct 22, 2014

    I have a lot of problems socially

    and I never took criticism very well. I suspect I am autistic but was never diagnosed because I never had any developmental delays. I'm 20 now and it's probably too late in life for a diagnosis. In high school I had accommodations that made it a little easier to get through the...
    literaldisaster literaldisaster
    18-21, T
    1 Response May 14, 2015
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