I Have Scars,you Can See Them and You Cant

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    My Scars

    most of my scars are emotional ones,due to growing up fatherless with a drunk abusive dad and having a bipolar,with split personality disorder,depressed,half-dead mom,many things that happened in the past etc and the ones you can see are about 200,most of them done by myself in...
    taw taw
    16-17
    Feb 14, 2008

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