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I Have Scrupulosity

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 23 People

    My Anxiety/OCD (Scrupulosity) Story

    This is the video I made detailing all the details http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=d57YjMFYMEU
    theatre4life17 theatre4life17 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 9, 2013

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    Scrupulosity (religious Ocd) Obsessive Guilt/ Feeling Condemned/ Fearful And The Like

    This is a good site for info on the religious form of OCD, known as scrupulosity. http://psychcentral.com/blog/archives/2012/02/05/scrupulosity-what-it-is-and-why-its-dangerous/ (Re-posted for lazy people) By Therese J. Borchard (not me) Associate Editor If you sprinkle a...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Dec 31, 2012

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    An Article That May Help

    Scrupulosity: The Occupational Hazard of the Catholic Moral Life By Mark Lowery   God’s grace is the most powerful thing on earth. By making his own life available to us, God demonstrates his sovereign love and power. It must have been tempting for God to build man...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Feb 8, 2010

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    Scrupulosity Help

    I am posting this link that really helps with scrupulosity: http://net-burst.net/guilty/scrupulosity.htm I've been suffering from scrupulosity for about 9 years now. Last year was by far the worst for me. I was put on Clomidep and it drastically reduced the thoughts. ...
    flyingwolf flyingwolf 26-30, M Apr 29, 2010

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