I Have Secrets

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    Not Ashamed

    I love my life. As far as anyone is concerned, (friends and family) they believe me to be a heterosexual male. I love women. And will eventually marry one one day. But, Until then I would like to fool around with another male for fun. The secret-ness of it all makes it more...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Oct 17, 2013
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Jun 30, 2015

    We all have secrets and idk I have a lot some

    are good some are bad, others really funny and others really sad but at the end of the day they're what makes me what I am
    notgranted42 notgranted42
    18-21, F
    Jun 1, 2015

    I often feel my secrets inside me,

    stacked up like boxes inside my organs. Sometimes they ooze like some giant toxic slug, wanting badly to come out. But I also wonder if I am nothing but secrets, that if you cut me open, nothing but secrets would come out. But then again, I also keep wondering if I'm crazy and...
    Emeryael Emeryael
    26-30, F
    Jul 13, 2015
    CODECRACKER2014 CODECRACKER2014
    41-45, M
    Feb 4

    Hot and Bothered.....

    ...........
    ireallylovetacos ireallylovetacos
    26-30, F
    Aug 15, 2015

    everyone has that one secret

    that will break our hearts
    Differentisgood Differentisgood
    18-21, F
    Jun 7, 2014

    So apparently I have had no hymen

    since seventh grade. I lost it when I did a high kick in Karate. I don't know what is weirder, kissing it to a high kick or not knowing till many years later.
    AirLight89 AirLight89
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Oct 25, 2014

    Secret #2

    Isn't having secrets is a secret itself? Everyone've that secret that no one knows about.. Or is it just me? I've done things that no one in the whole world knows about.. No one.. Things that I can't even tell my close best friends about, I just can't tell anyone, no one. U must...
    mydeepsecrets mydeepsecrets
    18-21, F
    Jan 22, 2013

    ....

    Did you think I would tell them here?  No way because my secrets will go with me to my grave!
    fungirlmmm fungirlmmm
    41-45, F
    20 Responses Nov 28, 2008

    I finally got the courage to tell someone in my

    life about all the abuse in my marriage that's been happening. They could betray me and tell everyone in my family, oddly enough I hope they do just so I don't have to. It helped to say it out loud though instead of only having EP friends to talk to. I hate telling my family my...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    9 Responses Nov 2, 2015

    I know many things. I've never divulged another

    person's secret. So I have a lot of secrets. Secrets cause lots of damage to the people chained to them.
    lespectrement lespectrement
    22-25, M
    Jun 24, 2015

    Three...that cold day reminds me of the

    mistakes of lust and stupidity that defined the person I am. Three pairs of eyes staring at mine, they have different stories, but they all meet here, they all intertwine with mine. Initials R.C.The girl of green eyes, brown hair, radiates beauty but can see no such thing in...
    redguitardude redguitardude
    18-21, M
    1 Response Jul 26, 2015

    Secrets

    I have secrets that no one knows Im beginning to feel that they need to be said and told I have no idea if I will ever say them on here or to anyone I know its gonna be something time will tell So watch this space secrets may be told
    gurlonthemove gurlonthemove
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Jul 15, 2013

    So many of my secrets involve fear

    and anxiety. Right now, I'm afraid that I'll go through life, float from one event to another, and the only thought in my pretty little head when it's over, will be "Huh?" Seriously, am I ever going to have any clue about anything that's going on?
    Emeryael Emeryael
    26-30, F
    Jul 24, 2015
    tatterdremains tatterdremains
    16-17, M
    1 Response May 24, 2014

    Or Skeletons

    i do have a lot of secrets... but then again- are you supposed to tell every bit of your life/history? i'd love to write to post secrets-so i can just..let it all out.. i will oneday..
    lostprophet lostprophet
    22-25, F
    1 Response May 14, 2009

    i liked to be beated

    as a child, and when someone hit me i always showed another cheeck and laughed and waited for more. This made me stronger.
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    2 Responses Feb 21, 2015

    I have an attraction to boys

    and young guys arm, but with only certain qualities
    tbaf tbaf
    41-45
    Jul 26, 2015

    I have done a lot of things I'm not

    that proud of and I don't think I would actually ever share them with anyone, at least no time soon
    BLANKstateofmind BLANKstateofmind
    26-30, F
    2 Responses Mar 16, 2014

    I hate having secrets.

    They eat at me and eventually I want to tell them. I can keep others secrets it's just hard for my own. I just don't like having to hide things.
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Aug 23, 2015

    I have a few really naughty fantasies

    that i would like to share
    mustangkid2023 mustangkid2023
    22-25, M
    2 Responses May 20, 2015

    Secrets........everyone has a secret.

    ...one we will never know,....or it wouldn't be a secret!;)
    Spitbak Spitbak
    46-50, M
    1 Response Feb 4

    I'm not shy to say that i want my girl to ripe

    my A** :( don't hate :) that's why i feel that I'm a girl and every time i get h**** i get it from my A** :)
    xxCamiliaxx xxCamiliaxx
    18-21, F
    Feb 1

    It's equality week this week

    and at school we had to write down our secrets and they're going to put it on a big wall XD
    YukiiCCX YukiiCCX
    16-17, F
    3 Responses Apr 8, 2014

    There are just some people

    who don't understand the word "secret". Now that person is mad at me for not telling her about it. Seriously?
    AverageGirl1k AverageGirl1k
    16-17, F
    Mar 11
    Lovelielady Lovelielady
    31-35
    2 Responses Nov 22, 2014

    I'll tell you a secret.

    I'm crazy... And I love it!!!!!!!!
    angel510 angel510
    26-30, F
    3 Responses Jan 17, 2014

    I have many secrets and I'm pretty sure

    everyone else do too. Like this ep account i keep secret from people i know off the internet
    velloric velloric
    18-21, M
    Jun 20, 2015

    Like many people I do.

    And I think I will take them to my grave. There is some stuff that should stay somewhere locked inside a small box and never get open. Opening that box would cost earthquake. And I don't need earthquake.
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Jun 11, 2015

    I have a secret that's to life scarring

    for me to tell it changed my life and I was just 11
    RainbowWolf13 RainbowWolf13
    13-15, F
    2 Responses Oct 7, 2014

    I have several. One of them makes me feel

    so ashamed, I would never tell anyone for fear of judgment. I already judge myself every day, I don't need others weighing on top of. It is amazing what you would do when you are pushed, breaking all your own rules, and values. Lets me know, how much I have failed and yet all I...
    Edanamarie Edanamarie
    26-30, F
    Sep 13, 2015

    I Have A Question. Secrets We Live With. Secrets We Hide From. Secrets That Define Us.

    Is there something you are hiding from the world? A secret you are keeping deep and tucked away? Addiction. Obsession. Health. Family. Money. Love. Sex. I am curious if you have a secret that is forcing you to live your own version of a double-life?  What is your secret?
    EPjake EPjake
    26-30, M
    11 Responses Oct 7, 2009

    Who doesn't, right? Well last night I came out

    to my boyfriend with everything. All the stuff I had bottled inside me. I've never felt closer to someone in my life. I love him with all my heart.
    BrokenPhoenixx BrokenPhoenixx
    18-21, F
    1 Response Mar 31, 2015
    tatterdremains tatterdremains
    16-17, M
    1 Response Jun 16, 2014

    I never share this irl,

    including facebook, although I trust someone in person. I want to grow bigger, I want to become a giant. In the process, I would love to watch myself growing bigger and bigger and bigger.
    Profweird Profweird
    22-25, M
    1 Response Feb 25, 2015
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Aug 3, 2015

    Ahh secrets . I have plenty of them .

    It's amazing how much I keep them . Some people get the urge to say because they can't deal with it in their minds ..me on the other hand , over dose on the fact that it drives me insane .
    LostN2Worlds LostN2Worlds
    18-21, F
    1 Response Mar 1, 2014

    I have things that have happened

    that I can't share. It's just that painful I can't even share why I'm always afraid of something bad happening and it makes me feel like a horrible person. It just that most people wouldn't understand.
    sjroo00 sjroo00
    31-35, F
    Jul 6, 2015

    All you guys see is smiling face on my profile

    but you don't actually know me. I have a voice in my head. She is so mean. She calls me fat and ugly. I believe her. I hate myself. I miss someone who doesn't love me anymore. Why should he? I'm fat and ugly and he knows it. Maybe if I get skinnier the voice will go away. Maybe...
    autumnnorth1 autumnnorth1
    18-21, F
    4 Responses Dec 21, 2013

    Expose

    She lies back, allows her body to relax. If you look closely you can see she's been crying. You can tract the angles of her face, the curve of her cheeks, the swell of her lips, the line that starts at the base of her ear lobe down her neck. Her dark hair flows down her pale skin...
    annalea annalea
    26-30, F
    6 Responses Aug 1, 2010

    I want to share them all on here,

    but I don't have them organized in my head or anything like that.. And I'll have to work up to sharing bigger ones just because they're kind of hard for me to admit to myself. Anyway, here's something I've never told anyone: I really like blond hair on guys lol. I don't know...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Apr 26, 2015
    Kathrax Kathrax
    26-30, F
    1 Response Mar 23, 2015

    The only thing worse

    than bearing a heavy weight alone is carrying it yourself.
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    2 Responses Jul 24, 2015
    JustScout JustScout
    16-17, F
    1 Response Sep 23, 2014

    Secrecy

    We all have secrets. I keep mine in a compartment which I hide away even from myself. As long as they are locked away I can imagine they don't exist. I'd much rather know YOUR secrets and I will never fail to listen, should you decide to share. If I tell, I fear they may...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Mar 18, 2013

    But would you still love me still talk to

    me still like me if you saw my thighs, my arms, my cuts, my scars? (s,s)
    SadBleedingLonely SadBleedingLonely
    22-25, F
    4 Responses May 25, 2014

    For all my, ehem, rough exterior (as I have

    been told) I must confess that I cry like a baby everytime I watch "Beaches". 
    Moltencorgi2 Moltencorgi2
    22-25, F
    1 Response Mar 6, 2015

    A broken soul cast aside left to wonder

    aimlessly without a light to guide it on it's journey back home, back to me
    tatterdremains tatterdremains
    16-17, M
    1 Response Apr 17, 2014

    I have so many secrets I'd love to share,

    but no matter how anonymous this may be, it's still public for everyone to see. And because of that, I just can't seem to let it out. I mean, it's way more easier to just tell someone you feel safe with, rather than a bunch of strangers who are secretly judging you. But when...
    justicehero justicehero
    18-21, M
    Nov 11, 2014

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