i recently starting burning myself. i like to use cigarettes and now i have several burns on my hips (its easy to hide in this area.) i dont feel like im doing it to numb my emotional pain like most people say they do. i do it because it feels like a high for me. when i first put...
and my parents don't know and I'm meant be dying my hair but my mom said that i have to do the allergy test first which is putting the dye on your elbow but then they will see my scars. What should I do???
I have scars that I am ashamed of.
They were made by a razor blade.
I never cut my wrists.
I didn't want to die.
I didn't want attention.
I just wanted to feel something other than numb-ness.
My legs are lined with them.
I'm better now.
I'm ashamed of them but they make me who I...
the cuts feel like nothing and the blood no longer feels warm. usually my arms but lately I grabbed my face and just raked it. It felt good and I finally felt some pain I'd been missing from the knife wounds