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I Have Sever Binge Eating Habits

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 76 People

    EATING ....temporary Pain Reliever...

    FOR THE PAST 4 DAYS I HAVE BEEN CONSTANTLY FEEDING MY FACE WITH ANY AND EVERY THING I CAN GET MY HANDS ON.... ITS SO BAD THAT I HAVEN'T EVEN LEFT MY APT (EXCEPT TO GO GET MORE FOOD).... I'M NOT EVEN HUNGRY BUT I KEEP EATING TO THE POINT I FEEL SO DISGUSTED WITH MYSELF... I FEEL...
    Solbi Solbi 26-30, F 3 Responses May 17, 2009

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    I Want To Lose Weight Until Xmas And Never Gain It Back!

    Hey guys!!! I am 17 years old.  The only thing I want now is to lose wight. My friends and family do not understand me. So I need a buddy who is experiencing the same thing and support me.  Anyways, I want to start a new diet called The master cleanse.  It is a...
    burne burne 16-17, F 1 Response Nov 26, 2010

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    Doesn't It Suck?

    All my life I've been obsessed with weight. It controls my life. Whenever I'm out I think 'how many more calories? How much is this burning? I wonder how long it will take?'. I binge every day. EVERY DAY. and I had a bit of a stage of soft bulimia, and when I told a friend in...
    jessicarx jessicarx 16-17, F 2 Responses Aug 11, 2012

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    Binge and Purge and Rant and Rave

    I get angry at people who do not like what I write on the Internet and then I go and buy Idce Cream and Twix and Spaghettios and eat it all at once. Then I feel guilty and throw it all up and it hurts and it stinks aand I get angry and lash out at all the aholes on the Net.
    CherylUtman CherylUtman 46-50, F 6 Responses Jun 1, 2007

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    Regret

    Everyday is a struggle, I am scared of facing tomorrow because I know I will let myself down and fall into the temporary comforting but ultimately destructive habit of binge eating. I was so depressed last year that I ate so much I have stretch marks across my stomach from the...
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Mar 8, 2010

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    I Have a Binge Eating Disorder and Its Killin Me

    hi guys..umm i dont know how to start,maybe by saying that I'm new here and i dont know exactly how things work in here.. i hope i ll be able to explain myself since english isnt my mother language(i'm italian).    i need help,i feel miserable and i cant live like...
    marianne0408 marianne0408 18-21, F 5 Responses Nov 13, 2007

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    Related Experiences

    possible trigger warning.... I been eating enough these past few days. trying to fight this ED. i look bloated and feel horrible and huge. my thoughts has me think all this is...
    brknsilence79 brknsilence79 31-35, F 2 Responses 1 hr ago

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    Howdy! I was born in 1961 with several congenital defects, most corrected by surgery. Soon after birth, the medical staff saw immediately I had both a heart defect and a fistula...
    just2curious2 just2curious2 51-55, M 3 hrs ago

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    I had a weird dream last night, part of it involved a centipede touching a boy's finger, crawling among the food he was eating.There was also this lady who I think might have been...
    Catmagic101a Catmagic101a 18-21, F 8 hrs ago

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    I had a weird dream last night, part of it involved a centipede touching a boy's finger, crawling among the food he was eating.There was also this lady who I think might have been...
    Catmagic101a Catmagic101a 18-21, F 8 hrs ago

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    Ever since I was young I became aroused when I noticed woman eating food and imagined it was me they sank their teeth in. I think there is something very erotic about seeing the...
    Rainaldorai Rainaldorai 26-30, M 2 Responses 10 hrs ago

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    I don't push myself enough. I have depression and I let it win. Or at least I use to. It still gets to me, but I keep pushing myself to do what I need to.
    Sophia117 Sophia117 22-25, F 1 Response 11 hrs ago

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    I was raised in a home where my dad treated my mum like filth which led to me being with a controlling physically and mentally abusive man. I remember the one time I asked my dad...
    Ourwillourway Ourwillourway 41-45, F 1 Response 13 hrs ago

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    Stuffing Myself on Ice Cream and Chocolate Sauce I am a woman who loves to eat and when I am just relaxing, one food that I love eating a large amount of is ice cream with...
    BlueJeanedPrincess BlueJeanedPrincess 56-60, F 13 hrs ago

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    Over many years I have gained some valuable information. It doesn't matter of how you look like to people, just to you. That might seem kinda hard because everyone's opinion...
    DavidHamilton1 DavidHamilton1 16-17, M 1 Response 1 day ago

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    My Fake Mother's Boyfriend or one of his family members, all of whom are all against me because of my Fake Mother's lies, stole my passport, when he came into the house and I was...
    ONESTARRYSTARRYNIGHT ONESTARRYSTARRYNIGHT 26-30, F 1 day ago

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    I first started to notice I wasn't 'normal' when I was 14 years old. I would flip out so quickly over small things, and I don't mean just have a temper tantrum.. I would break...
    MissRainDrops97 MissRainDrops97 18-21, F 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    methacillian resistant staphylococcus aureus (mrsa) im not quite surr how i contracted it? either working in a hospital environment, or being a patient? this is a resistent strand...
    craigslist504 craigslist504 36-40 2 days ago

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    I'm starting the 2 weeks challenge tomorrow. Idk how I'm going to go through it because I always end up binging the first day at night. Any suggestions for night binges? Don't says...
    katherinejenner katherinejenner 18-21, F 4 Responses 3 days ago

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    I have SEVERAL leather jackets ( 5-8 )
    cashetty69 cashetty69 51-55, M 1 Response 3 days ago

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    My skin is beginning to clear up but it still makes me panic-what will I do if I can't find anything to pick at? If I'm brutally honest, I'll stop washing my hands and face (except...
    thelastflower thelastflower 26-30, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    I don't think I have anxiety anymore,but my psychology evaluation said otherwise,it said that I have severe anxiety(wtf?) I don't really know anymore
    Blueandburningsky Blueandburningsky 16-17, M 4 days ago

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    I am just so frustrated and angry with myself right now. I have been trying to get to a normal weight and maintain it for YEARS and I just cannot seem to get there. I am stuck on a...
    Robinzasio Robinzasio 41-45, F 4 days ago

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    It's truely sad. I want so badly to have friends and hang out with someone. But every time I attempt to make friends... I some how **** it up. I'm afraid to speak up in...
    Discordiah Discordiah 18-21, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    I'm fourteen years old and a freshman in high school. I'm about 200 pounds. I haven't been able to forgive my mom for initially causing my weight. However, the truth is, obesity...
    EndTheFatKid EndTheFatKid 13-15, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    I was diagnosed a couple of days ago. I have several cysts on both ovaries that was confirmed through an ultrasound. I have no typical symptoms of pcos. I have regular cycles every...
    brishayne brishayne 22-25, F 6 days ago

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    It's not easy not to. It's like you subconsciously feel like comfort foods make u feel better. Fills u up emotionally and it doesn't not let u have it anytime u want. In a way its...
    kiki2016 kiki2016 26-30, F 6 days ago

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    Intuitive Eating has helped me to love my body after my unstable food habits. please, please read it! im doing it now and learning to control my binging. its hard cos i think...
    Emerald98 Emerald98 16-17, F 6 days ago

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    Ever since I left high schooland sadly became a pill addict, I've developed this sense that I will always be overweight. I'm terrified to gain a pound. It started with me running...
    HollyMaria954 HollyMaria954 18-21, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    My first week of 8th grade has been a very good week for me :) I have several new dresses which I have worn to school this week and I received lots of compliments on how nice I...
    iamabigtease iamabigtease 13-15, F a week ago

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    I sure do n I have had severe insomnia since I was toddler age! no joke!
    craigslist504 craigslist504 36-40 a week ago

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    Hello fellow insomniacs...!
    bbenn916 bbenn916 18-21, F a week ago

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    Strong but Not without Weakness: a Weakness of Crystals with Mysterious EnergyIn this post, I've written about an almost surreal, coincidental experience tied with recent events in...
    shaandar shaandar 31-35, F Aug 18

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    For as long as I can remember, I have been using food as a means to cope with difficulties. That's why I was overweight even as a kid. Whenever I felt bad or my parents were angry...
    TheVisionBleak TheVisionBleak 26-30, F Aug 18

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    Confession Was diagnosed with hsv1 but I often have breakouts on my genitals. I haven't had a break out in a while (knock on wood) despite my bad eating habits. I'm a very sexual...
    SensationalAnonymity SensationalAnonymity 18-21, F 4 Responses Aug 18

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    so if you have been following my posts ive been trying to lose weight and working out wasnt helping. a few months ago i had gotten a job at walmart and my eating habits changed i...
    LcplSkeens LcplSkeens 18-21, M 1 Response Aug 18

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    I have been abused since age 4 by a demon in disguise as a human that disguised itselF to be my father. I am fatherless and motherless. I only have Jesus .. I have another demon...
    GirlyCasey123 GirlyCasey123 22-25, F 3 Responses Aug 17

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    I have had CRPS for 5 years. I am a flight attendant and had a passenger fall on me. I first noticed weakness in my legs and a shooting pain down my legs and severe low back pain...
    dedelocken dedelocken 51-55, F Aug 17

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    Recently read all this news about studies showing a link between breast asymmetry and cancer. Literally seems like a cruel joke. As if my lifetime of struggle with how my chest...
    Inuse1 Inuse1 18-21, F Aug 16

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    I'm a full B or maybe bigger on my left side and I pretty much have nothing on the right. I'm happy for those of you who have found peace with it or whatever but I'm using this to...
    Inuse1 Inuse1 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 16

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    I don't know if severe is word for me but yes I fear and holds me back from doing a lot of things.
    Averageguy41011 Averageguy41011 41-45, M Aug 15

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