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I Have Sever Binge Eating Habits

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 76 People

    Doesn't It Suck?

    All my life I've been obsessed with weight. It controls my life. Whenever I'm out I think 'how many more calories? How much is this burning? I wonder how long it will take?'. I binge every day. EVERY DAY. and I had a bit of a stage of soft bulimia, and when I told a friend in...
    jessicarx jessicarx 16-17, F 2 Responses Aug 11, 2012

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    I Have a Binge Eating Disorder and Its Killin Me

    hi guys..umm i dont know how to start,maybe by saying that I'm new here and i dont know exactly how things work in here.. i hope i ll be able to explain myself since english isnt my mother language(i'm italian).    i need help,i feel miserable and i cant live like...
    marianne0408 marianne0408 18-21, F 5 Responses Nov 13, 2007

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    I Want To Lose Weight Until Xmas And Never Gain It Back!

    Hey guys!!! I am 17 years old.  The only thing I want now is to lose wight. My friends and family do not understand me. So I need a buddy who is experiencing the same thing and support me.  Anyways, I want to start a new diet called The master cleanse.  It is a...
    burne burne 16-17, F 1 Response Nov 26, 2010

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    EATING ....temporary Pain Reliever...

    FOR THE PAST 4 DAYS I HAVE BEEN CONSTANTLY FEEDING MY FACE WITH ANY AND EVERY THING I CAN GET MY HANDS ON.... ITS SO BAD THAT I HAVEN'T EVEN LEFT MY APT (EXCEPT TO GO GET MORE FOOD).... I'M NOT EVEN HUNGRY BUT I KEEP EATING TO THE POINT I FEEL SO DISGUSTED WITH MYSELF... I FEEL...
    Solbi Solbi 26-30, F 3 Responses May 17, 2009

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    Binge and Purge and Rant and Rave

    I get angry at people who do not like what I write on the Internet and then I go and buy Idce Cream and Twix and Spaghettios and eat it all at once. Then I feel guilty and throw it all up and it hurts and it stinks aand I get angry and lash out at all the aholes on the Net.
    CherylUtman CherylUtman 46-50, F 6 Responses Jun 1, 2007

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    Regret

    Everyday is a struggle, I am scared of facing tomorrow because I know I will let myself down and fall into the temporary comforting but ultimately destructive habit of binge eating. I was so depressed last year that I ate so much I have stretch marks across my stomach from the...
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Mar 8, 2010

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    shamrok11 shamrok11 16-17, F 2 hrs ago

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    I have been eating compulsively all weekend. I ride my bike to school Monday -Thursday, but it doesn't justify my bad eating habits. Also, I would lose weight if I ate better, but...
    Spoticus Spoticus 18-21, F 4 Responses 21 hrs ago

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    how horrible is it that I want to be anorexic again. even though that stage of my life ruined me, this whole binge eating and bulimia is doing me way more harm. I need to just fast...
    yafeelmepenguin yafeelmepenguin 18-21, F 2 days ago

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    I ate 5 slices of pizza , 3 garlic knots, and a whole package of cinnamon rolls. purged in between each. feel so disgusted and low. why can't I just chop off 20 pounds. feeling...
    yafeelmepenguin yafeelmepenguin 18-21, F 2 days ago

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    I need a friend for support when I want to binge and purge. and to help keep me from being consumed in eating disorder land
    yafeelmepenguin yafeelmepenguin 18-21, F 2 days ago

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    I haven't been eating much. Started getting really dizzy today. trying to eat and hoping this ED doesn't have me feeling guilty and huge afterwards . i'm just exhausted in fighting...
    brknsilence79 brknsilence79 31-35, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    I'm really struggling with binge eating right now. I've been relatively healthy my entire life but the past year has been really rough and I'm starting to slide. EVERY TIME I...
    drewcole232 drewcole232 22-25 4 days ago

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    Well for now I should give myself a big pat on the back for the new life I'm creating. Bad habits had to go, drug use, not eating or having time to eat, I had to leave my...
    WokenandOpen WokenandOpen 31-35, M 4 days ago

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    For over ten years now I've struggled with mental issues and traumatic events, at the age of 9 I found out my mother had cervical cancer and within less then a year she lost her...
    lovablebutbroken lovablebutbroken 18-21, F 3 Responses 4 days ago

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    NOTE: I already wrote this and posted it a while ago but I wanted to edit it, and EP's edit feature is bunk right now, so I deleted and posted againOk, y'all ready for another rant...
    BlueMetalChick BlueMetalChick 18-21, F 5 Responses 4 days ago

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    I recently wrote about how drinking 100% coconut water 3x's a day and eating 1 tablespoon of coconut oil 3'xs a day had been helping me treat the psoriasis that recently flared all...
    clopez247 clopez247 31-35 4 days ago

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    So here goes a long story. I'm a 20 year old guy (about to turn 21 in December). I have always gone through life being incredibly self-consious and lacking in confidence/self...
    Shah190 Shah190 22-25 5 days ago

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    After having two bad seizures and coming to on the floor. I remember what I felt about my PNES just a year after my diagnose and how much I have changed because of it. In 2013 if I...
    VolunteerMouse VolunteerMouse 22-25, F 5 days ago

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    I was just diagnosed with this today. So I'm trying to learn as much as I can. Anyone taking Topamax for it? My Dr prescribed it. We'll see how it works. What has ur experience...
    BeautifullySickkk BeautifullySickkk 31-35, F 3 Responses 6 days ago

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    I went to a counselor today, and I definitely related to her quite a bit, I filled out these question forms, and I apparently have severe anxiety. Then my mom started crying...
    Bflyboo14 Bflyboo14 13-15, F 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    Have given up eating pig products 25 years ago, sodas 20 years ago, corn around 10 years ago, and cattle products, both meat and dairy, just over a week ago. Millions Against...
    silmarilion123 silmarilion123 41-45, M 2 Responses Jul 26

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    I was overweight growing up. From when I was about 6 to sometime after I turned 12 when I began to realize how terrible my eating habits had gotten. After being about 160lbs in 5th...
    Elliearellano Elliearellano 13-15, F 1 Response Jul 26

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    I have lost interest in eating. I can not even imagine eating food my whole life. Thinking about food and eating it grosses me out. If I eat, it's usually barely any at all. Let's...
    evravon evravon 13-15, M Jul 26

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    How do I stop biting my nails? I've tried several things such as putting on gloves, applying that nasty clear stuff, painting my nails at home, getting them done professionally...
    chelsea768 chelsea768 13-15, F 4 Responses Jul 26

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    Actually, my friends have stuffed my girlfriend, and more than once. Her appetite got quite a reputation since when she was the petite girl she used to be at college, and my...
    DonnieD80 DonnieD80 31-35, M 2 Responses Jul 25

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    MARRIAGE.A sacred word. Isn't it? Marriage is the sacred union of two people who decide to spend and share their lives together.Two people who promise to be with each other through...
    lovemylife2210 lovemylife2210 26-30, F Jul 24

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    I have been binge eating all afternoon because my mom would rather work than be with me.
    secretchey secretchey 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 24

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    I've always been overweight and I've always wanted to be thin but I've also always had a love for food. I've spent the last 10 months trying to lose weight (I managed to lose...
    FightingForRecovery FightingForRecovery 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 24

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    Today I feel like saying *** everything. I mean seriously. All I ever do is *** everything up or chase things I can never have! Oh wait there is also the ever popular "all the...
    BeautifullySickkk BeautifullySickkk 31-35, F 5 Responses Jul 23

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    I feel like complete and utter crap. Everything hurts, and it's a result of me having this binge eating disorder thing for the majority of my life. Personally, I think it's kind of...
    philosocrastinator philosocrastinator 22-25 Jul 22

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    I have had few some men some women both younger some barely legal hard to keep up with but it's fun.
    Analisa70 Analisa70 41-45, F 2 Responses Jul 22

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    I have several. My friends call me Lee Lee, Lilo, Leela or just Lee. Someone I know calls me princess and baby girl :)
    Notyourprincesa1124 Notyourprincesa1124 31-35, F Jul 22

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    So i tried to commit suicide. To be honest I didn't panic... the thought was nice. I don't wish to condone it, I'm glad I'm alive I guess. But for those few dying hours, it was...
    TheUrge21 TheUrge21 18-21, M Jul 21

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    I have severe social anxiety, degenerative disc disease, spinal stenosis, nerve inpengment. I am losing my ability to walk. I don't trust people. what's worst, I'm engaged to a...
    PrincessMouse86 PrincessMouse86 26-30, F Jul 20

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    Dreams ive had this week: It was at night and for some reason i lived with my mother and stepfather(both are dead now,mom was murdered several years ago and the trial for the guy...
    usernameagain9 usernameagain9 36-40, M 1 Response Jul 20

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    I have severe nightmares,sometimes I wake myself up crying, screaming, cursing at someone.I've had nightmares where I'm someone else from a different era witnessing a murder take...
    Cravndiscipline79 Cravndiscipline79 36-40, F 3 Responses Jul 20

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    The sole reason I'm writing this is because of my father. Don't get me wrong, he is a talented man and skilled as a chef, an engineer, a philosopher, a housewife -yes, indeed. He...
    aliasewayne aliasewayne 13-15, F 1 Response Jul 20

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    while I do not have an eating disorder I can relate to these kind of people a little. when I was a teen I used to make myself puke on purpose after eating ( I think it's call...
    PetiteChica PetiteChica 18-21, F Jul 19

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    i need to vent im feeling crappy ans so depressed severly i feel angry i think mood is so ow juast slept all day dont wan to be in this fricken world anymore im tired of this why...
    hannahabbie hannahabbie 46-50, F Jul 15

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    This is my first time posting anywhere about my experiences in actual life, so bare with me if I don't exactly spell it out. I met this girl a few years ago that I believe I loved...
    TotalMadness1 TotalMadness1 16-17, M Jul 15

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