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I Have Sever Binge Eating Habits

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    I Have a Binge Eating Disorder and Its Killin Me

    hi guys..umm i dont know how to start,maybe by saying that I'm new here and i dont know exactly how things work in here.. i hope i ll be able to explain myself since english isnt my mother language(i'm italian).    i need help,i feel miserable and i cant live like...
    marianne0408 marianne0408 19-21, F 5 Responses Nov 13, 2007

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    Binge and Purge and Rant and Rave

    I get angry at people who do not like what I write on the Internet and then I go and buy Idce Cream and Twix and Spaghettios and eat it all at once. Then I feel guilty and throw it all up and it hurts and it stinks aand I get angry and lash out at all the aholes on the Net.
    CherylUtman CherylUtman 46-50, F 5 Responses Jun 1, 2007

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    Regret

    Everyday is a struggle, I am scared of facing tomorrow because I know I will let myself down and fall into the temporary comforting but ultimately destructive habit of binge eating. I was so depressed last year that I ate so much I have stretch marks across my stomach from the...
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Mar 8, 2010

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    Doesn't It Suck?

    All my life I've been obsessed with weight. It controls my life. Whenever I'm out I think 'how many more calories? How much is this burning? I wonder how long it will take?'. I binge every day. EVERY DAY. and I had a bit of a stage of soft bulimia, and when I told a friend in...
    jessicarx jessicarx 16-17, F 2 Responses Aug 11, 2012

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    EATING ....temporary Pain Reliever...

    FOR THE PAST 4 DAYS I HAVE BEEN CONSTANTLY FEEDING MY FACE WITH ANY AND EVERY THING I CAN GET MY HANDS ON.... ITS SO BAD THAT I HAVEN'T EVEN LEFT MY APT (EXCEPT TO GO GET MORE FOOD).... I'M NOT EVEN HUNGRY BUT I KEEP EATING TO THE POINT I FEEL SO DISGUSTED WITH MYSELF... I FEEL...
    Solbi Solbi 26-30, F 2 Responses May 17, 2009

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    I Want To Lose Weight Until Xmas And Never Gain It Back!

    Hey guys!!! I am 17 years old.  The only thing I want now is to lose wight. My friends and family do not understand me. So I need a buddy who is experiencing the same thing and support me.  Anyways, I want to start a new diet called The master cleanse.  It is a...
    burne burne 16-17, F 1 Response Nov 26, 2010

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