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I Have Sever Binge Eating Habits

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    Binge and Purge and Rant and Rave

    I get angry at people who do not like what I write on the Internet and then I go and buy Idce Cream and Twix and Spaghettios and eat it all at once. Then I feel guilty and throw it all up and it hurts and it stinks aand I get angry and lash out at all the aholes on the Net.
    CherylUtman CherylUtman 46-50, F 6 Responses Jun 1, 2007

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    Doesn't It Suck?

    All my life I've been obsessed with weight. It controls my life. Whenever I'm out I think 'how many more calories? How much is this burning? I wonder how long it will take?'. I binge every day. EVERY DAY. and I had a bit of a stage of soft bulimia, and when I told a friend in...
    jessicarx jessicarx 16-17, F 2 Responses Aug 11, 2012

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    EATING ....temporary Pain Reliever...

    FOR THE PAST 4 DAYS I HAVE BEEN CONSTANTLY FEEDING MY FACE WITH ANY AND EVERY THING I CAN GET MY HANDS ON.... ITS SO BAD THAT I HAVEN'T EVEN LEFT MY APT (EXCEPT TO GO GET MORE FOOD).... I'M NOT EVEN HUNGRY BUT I KEEP EATING TO THE POINT I FEEL SO DISGUSTED WITH MYSELF... I FEEL...
    Solbi Solbi 26-30, F 2 Responses May 17, 2009

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    I Want To Lose Weight Until Xmas And Never Gain It Back!

    Hey guys!!! I am 17 years old.  The only thing I want now is to lose wight. My friends and family do not understand me. So I need a buddy who is experiencing the same thing and support me.  Anyways, I want to start a new diet called The master cleanse.  It is a...
    burne burne 16-17, F 1 Response Nov 26, 2010

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    I Have a Binge Eating Disorder and Its Killin Me

    hi guys..umm i dont know how to start,maybe by saying that I'm new here and i dont know exactly how things work in here.. i hope i ll be able to explain myself since english isnt my mother language(i'm italian).    i need help,i feel miserable and i cant live like...
    marianne0408 marianne0408 19-21, F 5 Responses Nov 13, 2007

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    Regret

    Everyday is a struggle, I am scared of facing tomorrow because I know I will let myself down and fall into the temporary comforting but ultimately destructive habit of binge eating. I was so depressed last year that I ate so much I have stretch marks across my stomach from the...
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Mar 8, 2010

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    Related Experiences

    PART 1 Went through other posts on Binge Eating Disorder, glad I'm not alone. However, its still not a good thing. I've been binging for a while now, and if counting calories work...
    TJLK TJLK 18-21, F Dec 8

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    There was this one time I was going to make enough tuna to make sandwiches for a few days but i ended up just eating all the tuna probably within 15 seconds.
    mypawshaveprints mypawshaveprints 18-21, F 4 days ago

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    Part 2 This is a crazy vicious cycle. I dont know how to deal with all these crap. People judge. ALL THE TIME. People do not look up to me, and i want to prove them wrong. I can be...
    TJLK TJLK 18-21, F Dec 8

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    I have days when I eat normal but then I will have days where I eat so much food its crazy.... usually i start my day fine and then at the end of the day i just stuff my face with...
    mypawshaveprints mypawshaveprints 18-21, F 4 days ago

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    I must not eat. I babysit children a lot and that involves cooking them meals. even unhealthy ones. right now I have a big bowl of food in my face that i have to feed this baby...
    2Bthin100 2Bthin100 18-21, F Nov 23

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    I have been this way since I was 12 Yrs old, due to my parents divorcing and me having to live in 2 other towns at different times. I became suicidal at age 15 and that lasted up...
    psychologicallydamaged psychologicallydamaged 41-45, F Nov 21

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    I'm not sure how much people will actually read this because it's going to be really long but basically I've struggled with depression my whole life . I'm not looking for attention...
    AlissaCupcakes AlissaCupcakes 16-17, F 1 Response Nov 25

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    My parents found out. After all my hard work of careful planning, I ****** up and they found out. They didn't think "oh that's okay, it's good you found help." They instead got...
    kozmiccbluez kozmiccbluez 22-25, F 2 Responses Nov 18

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    So I think I finally found a natural, over the counter treatment for idiopathic hypersomnia that works for me. Its still early and I don't want to get my hopes up but so far it...
    Elmindrida Elmindrida 26-30, F Dec 1

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    Ive had this all my life. I cant remember a day where I have not felt unwell. I am very paranoid about everyone, but i have to override this with a positive way of thinking. Its my...
    DDcups DDcups 22-25, F 4 Responses Dec 7

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    I have been suffering this disorder for about three and half years now. I'm on some good treatment now, hope it continues but I still can't do much without becoming ill. So that is...
    Shabbychic2 Shabbychic2 51-55, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    I wanna eat me some chips ice cream and pancakes probably chocolate chip cookies to
    fireworkgirl24 fireworkgirl24 13-15, F Nov 30

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    Scared of talking to people about my issues and when I do they think I'm doing it for attention, I cut myself and cry for no reason at all, people laugh at me, look at me weirdly...
    AlexFord97 AlexFord97 18-21, M 1 Response Nov 19

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    There are a few of them actually, though all more or less related and equally ridiculous. I wish I had the ability to let mass and energy appear and disappear. That way I could...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Nov 19

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    My mother is such a hypocrite. Usually I can just shrug it off but lately it's been getting to me. Today she yelled at me for finishing a bottle of root beer that she bought a...
    midnightdahlia midnightdahlia 22-25, F Nov 27

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    Idk, i guess i've always been this way...it simply got worse with time. I'm not anorexic, or bulimic or a binge eater or anything along those lines. I don't have issues with my...
    IAmOptimusPrime IAmOptimusPrime 22-25, F Nov 30

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    Just this current year I got myself addicted to all sorts of different pills, and I have a lot of medical problems so I am prescribed some pills that some people would pay to have...
    ayoolexie20 ayoolexie20 16-17, F Nov 25

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    Cookies, candies, and cakes, I love stuffing myself with sweets. They're just so abundant this time of the year! Also, there's the eggnog. It's so inconspicuously fattening...
    WeightyGhost WeightyGhost 22-25, M 1 Response Nov 29

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    My anxiety can flare up at any time and make me very ill. Some days I struggle with it, but most days I can keep it under control. Unfortunately, it alters my eating habits and I...
    CaliginousHeart CaliginousHeart 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 3

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    A good number of people understand that the foremost difficult part of their fitness plan is sticking with it. Usually we tend to drift from plan to program, becoming passionately...
    edward324 edward324 22-25, M Dec 4

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    so, i have problems with Anxiety. and right now, it's a problem. I hate having Anxiety, specially now that it has gotten worse but not frequent. Today[12-15-2014] I got...
    StopxLaughingxSammy StopxLaughingxSammy 22-25 2 days ago

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    And it's acting up pretty badly tonight. With me anxiety and a new job run along hand in hand. Makes me feel sick just thinking of all this extra mess I have to memorize. It's...
    SomniumProeliator SomniumProeliator 22-25, F 4 Responses 3 days ago

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    Hi, I'm a 47 year old nurse who was diagnosed with Dermatomyositis about 5 years ago. I have undergone all of the medical therapies available including several off label IV and IM...
    robinmac robinmac 46-50, F Dec 4

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    i have an older brother who is literally insane and a drug addict ..over the years he's been in and out of psychiatric wards and mental hospitals and rehabs.. since i can remember...
    antoneli antoneli 18-21, M 1 Response 5 days ago

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    I been going to Greece every year for years in mid summer. On mykonos they have several clothing optional beaches. Most of the time I am the only one naked on them beaches. I see...
    Niko864 Niko864 41-45, M 2 Responses Nov 22

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    Hi, Does anyone have severe dizziness with their anemia. I feel like I'm going to pass out as I type this...
    Toa23 Toa23 31-35, F Dec 3

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    I was dianogsed with RA when I was 18 months old, so it’s been a long time as I am now 19. I was diagnosed super fast and refered to a pediatric rheumatologist at the Royal...
    wayoflife95 wayoflife95 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 3

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    I have several dream cars... Lancia Fulvia (to begin with) Lotus Esprit Turbo (series 3) Alfa Romeo Spider Duetto (first or second spider series) Volvo P1800 Land Rover Defender...
    Feringer Feringer 18-21 1 Response Dec 3

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    The way I was treated by my step dad growing up, I never learned how to socialize. So all my life getting a lady to be intrested in me has always been difficult. I do not know how...
    Niko864 Niko864 41-45, M Dec 4

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    I have severe trust issues since I have been raped twice. I am not here to date any male. If you guys do not understand that then I will block you. I do not trust others easily...
    joanwilliams joanwilliams 36-40, F 4 Responses Dec 4

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    I have severe social anxiety. The other day I had an anxiety attack in class and I got to go home because I couldn't calm myself down. My teacher kept on prodding me to read my...
    juliarosee juliarosee 13-15, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    Me and my sister have several times whin young. But no more now I some times wish we still did she was my 1st and she teached me almost all I know about sex. It all started with...
    onomaine onomaine 22-25, M 1 day ago

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    The worst aspect of them is that even in recovery, you never entirely let go of the thought-patterns and emotions that link so deeply with the behaviours that drove you there...
    morea morea 22-25, F 1 Response Dec 5

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    After turning 18, the big 1 8 you know, I only saw a big fatty in the mirror. I was obese and I even had an appointment at my doctor for a gastric. When I got the letter with the...
    Skrattdamp Skrattdamp 18-21, F 5 days ago

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    What if you lost your ability to Love ? What if the ability to enjoy everything was taken away from one day to the next ? This is a glimpse into my life suffering from a mental...
    jeromeleegriffin jeromeleegriffin 41-45, M Nov 30

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    Hi. I'm fifteen, 5'2", and I don't know how much I weigh. I know that four months ago I was 150 pounds. I skip breakfast ad lunch and sometimes I only have my snack after school...
    Lbh1999 Lbh1999 13-15, F 16 hrs ago

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    Sometimes I wonder why do I even bother eating. I mean look at me I'm fat. People don't like me because I'm a whale. I'll always be the fat girl if I don't do anything. Food is...
    WastedLungs WastedLungs 13-15, F 2 Responses Nov 18

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    Story of my ******* life and this will be the ******* end of me as I binge and self hate. Days like these make me wonder why I can't want it enough to starve again and feel pretty...
    emiri77 emiri77 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 24

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    I really need help. During July I lost a lot of weight without realising and became comfortable with my size. Although, before this I was already pretty thin. I was a size 8 and...
    FrickenChicken FrickenChicken 13-15, F 6 Responses Nov 24

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    Feels like I'm going through purging withdrawals! I NEED to PURGE!!! Had a stressful day and I just NEED that feeling of discomfort when I binge because that's how I feel now. Then...
    yonnie97 yonnie97 16-17, F 2 Responses Dec 9

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