I Have Shut Everyone Out

Alone/ Strong/ Tall/Head Up/ Fighting/ Self-Improving 96 People

    Strong = Alone

    Stardate:-310836.6480090062The knowing fact on how you don't need anyone.I'm smart enough to handle everything. I don't need you.The lack of the emotion love. It's disgusting. How could anyone love a wretch like me.I am vulcan not a human. I hear the gossip on everyone's ears and...
    GalacticForce GalacticForce
    18-21, F
    Feb 29, 2012

    At The End Of My Sanity

    Hell, I am in, in too many ways. I have reached the point of crazy, yet my composure is intact. If I open the gates of vengence, anger, hurt, pain, frustraution, rage, I will continue to lose! But I have already lost, and people continue to attack me and attack me and attack me...
    Ameliorate Ameliorate
    26-30, M
    2 Responses Apr 10, 2011

    I've hit one of those lows again.

    I don't understand why I keep doing this to myself. I want their attention. But I want them to leave me alone as well. I keep fighting myself and I don't know what I want anymore. It scares me because I'm so good at explaining how I feel during any given moment.
    JustScout JustScout
    16-17, F
    2 Responses Jul 9, 2014

    I've Had To

    Nearly everyone in my entire life has hurt me deeply somehow. I guess I'm overly-sensitive, but I'd rather be safe than sorry, so I shut everyone out and only let people know me on an acquaintance level.
    SpiritOfTheRabbit SpiritOfTheRabbit
    36-40, F
    5 Responses Sep 7, 2010

    I don't know why I push people away

    but I do and I'm sorry but you can't say I don't try to stitch with you cause when I do you leave. Why?
    EmoPanda3 EmoPanda3
    18-21, F
    Mar 3, 2014

    No More Love For Me

    I like this kid for over more than a month and he became my best friend . At first i was very shy cause i just couldn't talk to him but when more time passed we became very close . I just couldn't believe it and one day we got into a fight and he got really mad at me he just...
    Anonymous5383 Anonymous5383
    Sep 20, 2013
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    Aug 14, 2015

    I Rely Solely On Me Right Now

    Well I have reached the point of distrusting nearly everyone. No longer will I give my kindness, astuteness, clairvoyance, or independent thought out willingly. I  know people don't appreciate or respect my uniqueness; my vigorous character and dignity, although I find it...
    Ameliorate Ameliorate
    26-30, M
    2 Responses Jul 14, 2010
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