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I Have So Many Unfulfilled Desires

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    Well This One Is Possiby the Big One!

    As many of you know i am transgender and a transexual. Being as i feel and identify as a woman (and have my entire life) i have always desired a man. i am emotionally and sexually attracted to a gender different than my own ... i desire men. Specifically and hopefully one man...
    Josie06 Josie06 56-60, F Apr 9, 2009

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    Life...

    Life is all about acceptance. The older you get, the more true this becomes.
    ausdauer ausdauer 51-55, M 1 Response Jan 18, 2013

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    I Wish I Could Let Go Of The Pain And..

    Learn how to ride a bike again. I won't say as a child I was never loved or cared. I enjoyed my childhood quite a lot. It was fun, me and my older brother we always had a good time. Even now we cherish those beautiful innocent memories. But along with these very beautiful...
    bluie19 bluie19 26-30, F 8 Responses May 18, 2011

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    Things I Would Like

    I have done a great deal in my life.  I have "achieved" some great things in my opinion.  Yet, I am at this point in my life wondering why I am so alone? Where is the man, my lover in my life, my companion. I have been divorced years ago.  I have had...
    need2know need2know 41-45 1 Response Nov 1, 2008

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    To Be

    I want to skydive I want to climb a mountain I want to run the London Marathon I want to visit my cousin in Japan I want to visit my brother in Chicago I want to go camping I want to see the aurora borealis I want to visit Africa and Egypt    
    thehippy thehippy 41-45, F 1 Response May 7, 2009

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    Other

    Dreams and none. Made up in the spur of the moment? Some. But God, it's like they already know what it's like to be scratched by my comforter, or too warm in the middle of the night. Traveling, too. I'll do whatever I want to in this life.
    SweetbriarPoet SweetbriarPoet 26-30, F 3 Responses Jul 25, 2008

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    Since A Long Long Time

    Oh these desires burn inside sometimes. That longing for fulfillment... I dream of them and I float away to a world that is so much more exciting and colorful! Oh how wish they came true! But these desires remain the most guarded secrets of my life, because the one, who...
    thinkandfeel thinkandfeel 36-40, F Nov 18, 2009

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    There is so much I want to do in life

    for myself n others, I need to do for myself and my family. unfulfilled desires, dreams...I feel life is passing me by and I have no way of stopping time!
    ira01 ira01 31-35, F Dec 15, 2014

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    All I Desire

    I have desires that can't be expressed in words. Touch me on the inside and you'll see. Exploding stars and still waters, fires of hell, light of heaven, creation and destruction...I want to embody all of these.
    TheRealWoman TheRealWoman 31-35, F 1 Response Jul 26, 2008

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    A Life's Role ... Unfulfilled

    To be pregnant and be a Mom. Of course biologically that is impossible for me, none the less it was and is my dream.   i have always wanted a baby. Almost more than anything else in the world, i wanted to conceive my baby, carry him/her full term and give birth to my...
    Josie06 Josie06 56-60, F Apr 9, 2009

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    Make It All Feel Ok.

    There's so many things I want. These desires. That feeling to be touched, to be loved. To just have someone there when everything goes wrong so that I don't have to do it all on my own. I can imagine how ****** life will be if I never find that piece of my puzzle. That last...
    LylaRocks LylaRocks 26-30, F Oct 3, 2008

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    The List

    I am making a list of all of those now so that my man can make them happen for me.
    fungirlmmm fungirlmmm 41-45, F Apr 17, 2010

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    Time To Give Up ?

    I had lots of unfulfilled desires, ever since I was a little kid.  But I always had hope that, one day, one or the other will come true.  This is one thing which changes with age. As my 59th birthday comes closer, I must acknowledge that some desires won;t come true...
    AgeingThinker AgeingThinker 61-65, M 1 Response May 17, 2010

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    Throw Another Desire On the Fire.

    I wish to tap the unknown like a keg of beer and dispense it liberally to the thirsty minds of the world. I want to make my life from the clay of wisdom fired by the flames of understanding and justice. I desire to be payed handsomely simply for not murdering indiscriminately. I...
    CopperCoil CopperCoil 36-40, M 9 Responses Jul 25, 2008

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    Who Am I, Really?

    I've known about the Experience Project for years, fascinated by it but never shared any experience before. Not sure why, but tonight I just felt like reaching out. I share the experience of ‘having unfulfilled desires.’ I was raised to believe my worth as a man derived...
    straightlaced straightlaced 41-45, M 1 Response Mar 10, 2013

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    Tainted Love

    I have so many unfulfilled desires and wants that it's sad sometimes.  Most nights, I just kind of sit alone thinking of all the things I desire and want, unable to achieve most of them.  For example, I want to fall in love, yet right now, I'm starting to think that...
    evilkittymew evilkittymew 41-45, F Jul 25, 2008

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    So Many Things So Little Time..........

    A trite but very true quotation.  I would love to travel to new and exotic lands.  I would like to get much fitter.   I would like to dance more.  I would like to spend more time painting.  I would love to meet new and interesting people. ...
    wisiwig wisiwig 46-50, F 7 Responses May 17, 2010

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