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I Have So Many Unfulfilled Desires

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 314 People

    To Be

    I want to skydive I want to climb a mountain I want to run the London Marathon I want to visit my cousin in Japan I want to visit my brother in Chicago I want to go camping I want to see the aurora borealis I want to visit Africa and Egypt    
    thehippy thehippy 41-45, F 1 Response May 7, 2009

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    Tainted Love

    I have so many unfulfilled desires and wants that it's sad sometimes.  Most nights, I just kind of sit alone thinking of all the things I desire and want, unable to achieve most of them.  For example, I want to fall in love, yet right now, I'm starting to think that...
    evilkittymew evilkittymew 36-40, F Jul 25, 2008

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    Other

    Dreams and none. Made up in the spur of the moment? Some. But God, it's like they already know what it's like to be scratched by my comforter, or too warm in the middle of the night. Traveling, too. I'll do whatever I want to in this life.
    SweetbriarPoet SweetbriarPoet 26-30, F 3 Responses Jul 25, 2008

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    Unfulfilled desires..

    .dreams , of these I have many. Why are they unfulfilled and not a reality? One word...fear. It is fear that has kept these dreams out of my grasp and left to flounder and perish without ever having had a chance to be brought to life. Fear is the greatest dream killer of all...
    SoulJourner SoulJourner 41-45, M 1 Response Jan 9, 2014

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    All I Desire

    I have desires that can't be expressed in words. Touch me on the inside and you'll see. Exploding stars and still waters, fires of hell, light of heaven, creation and destruction...I want to embody all of these.
    TheRealWoman TheRealWoman 31-35, F 1 Response Jul 26, 2008

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    A Life's Role ... Unfulfilled

    To be pregnant and be a Mom. Of course biologically that is impossible for me, none the less it was and is my dream.   i have always wanted a baby. Almost more than anything else in the world, i wanted to conceive my baby, carry him/her full term and give birth to my...
    Josie06 Josie06 56-60, F Apr 9, 2009

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    I Wish I Could Let Go Of The Pain And..

    Learn how to ride a bike again. I won't say as a child I was never loved or cared. I enjoyed my childhood quite a lot. It was fun, me and my older brother we always had a good time. Even now we cherish those beautiful innocent memories. But along with these very beautiful...
    bluie19 bluie19 26-30, F 8 Responses May 18, 2011

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    Things I Would Like

    I have done a great deal in my life.  I have "achieved" some great things in my opinion.  Yet, I am at this point in my life wondering why I am so alone? Where is the man, my lover in my life, my companion. I have been divorced years ago.  I have had...
    need2know need2know 41-45 1 Response Nov 1, 2008

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    twelves twelves 22-25 Dec 11, 2014

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    Time To Give Up ?

    I had lots of unfulfilled desires, ever since I was a little kid.  But I always had hope that, one day, one or the other will come true.  This is one thing which changes with age. As my 59th birthday comes closer, I must acknowledge that some desires won;t come true...
    AgeingThinker AgeingThinker 61-65, M 1 Response May 17, 2010

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    Throw Another Desire On the Fire.

    I wish to tap the unknown like a keg of beer and dispense it liberally to the thirsty minds of the world. I want to make my life from the clay of wisdom fired by the flames of understanding and justice. I desire to be payed handsomely simply for not murdering indiscriminately. I...
    CopperCoil CopperCoil 36-40, M 9 Responses Jul 25, 2008

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    Since A Long Long Time

    Oh these desires burn inside sometimes. That longing for fulfillment... I dream of them and I float away to a world that is so much more exciting and colorful! Oh how wish they came true! But these desires remain the most guarded secrets of my life, because the one, who...
    thinkandfeel thinkandfeel 36-40, F Nov 18, 2009

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    Who Am I, Really?

    I've known about the Experience Project for years, fascinated by it but never shared any experience before. Not sure why, but tonight I just felt like reaching out. I share the experience of ‘having unfulfilled desires.’ I was raised to believe my worth as a man derived...
    straightlaced straightlaced 41-45, M 1 Response Mar 10, 2013

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    Life...

    Life is all about acceptance. The older you get, the more true this becomes.
    ausdauer ausdauer 51-55, M 1 Response Jan 18, 2013

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    The List

    I am making a list of all of those now so that my man can make them happen for me.
    fungirlmmm fungirlmmm 41-45, F Apr 17, 2010

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    Make It All Feel Ok.

    There's so many things I want. These desires. That feeling to be touched, to be loved. To just have someone there when everything goes wrong so that I don't have to do it all on my own. I can imagine how ****** life will be if I never find that piece of my puzzle. That last...
    LylaRocks LylaRocks 26-30, F Oct 3, 2008

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    So Many Things So Little Time..........

    A trite but very true quotation.  I would love to travel to new and exotic lands.  I would like to get much fitter.   I would like to dance more.  I would like to spend more time painting.  I would love to meet new and interesting people. ...
    wisiwig wisiwig 46-50, F 7 Responses May 17, 2010

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    There is so much I want to do in life

    for myself n others, I need to do for myself and my family. unfulfilled desires, dreams...I feel life is passing me by and I have no way of stopping time!
    ira01 ira01 26-30, F Dec 15, 2014

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    Well This One Is Possiby the Big One!

    As many of you know i am transgender and a transexual. Being as i feel and identify as a woman (and have my entire life) i have always desired a man. i am emotionally and sexually attracted to a gender different than my own ... i desire men. Specifically and hopefully one man...
    Josie06 Josie06 56-60, F Apr 9, 2009

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    Related Experiences

    I have some friends, but I don't have many that I normally hang out with. I only have two friends that I regularly talk to at my school and hope to make new friends. :)
    redbetblue2 redbetblue2 16-17, M 6 days ago

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    How do you make so many friend I don't have that many?
    hotgirl01 hotgirl01 13-15, F 3 Responses 4 days ago

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    First: My roommate I'm not sure if she really likes me over winter break she texted me Merry Christmas and Happy New Year but sometimes things are awkward when were in school. She...
    aly125 aly125 18-21, F Jan 2

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    yeah, I have 3 faces, one side im all sweet, helpful, lovely, sensitive guy! on the other hand im cool, calm, I won't care anything! even if my dad is not well!, but my third...
    priyadharshan0 priyadharshan0 13-15, M 2 days ago

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    You're not a bad person. You're a very good person, Who bad things have happened to. Besides the world isn't split into good people and Death eaters, We've all got light and dark...
    1986shanet 1986shanet 26-30, M 19 hrs ago

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    Okay! I admit it! I drank prehistoric dinosaur pee, and I liked it! Especially if it's ice cold!
    VandelliaCirrhosa VandelliaCirrhosa 41-45, M 4 days ago

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    ELO- callιng aмerιca http://youtu.be/iw3MEWrf3yE
    A1m1A A1m1A 46-50, M Jan 2

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    When i was mad after me and my boyfriend broke up I told him I never did love him (which is not true.) he made a whole letter saying what he loved about me. He never looked or...
    WorthlessXlove WorthlessXlove 13-15, M Jan 9

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    I feel like everyone has scars. maybe not on their wrist, inner thighs, knees, stomach, or visible scars. But, on their hearts, souls, between the cracks and crevices of the...
    SweeterThanFiction SweeterThanFiction 16-17, F 1 Response Jan 12

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    Would anyone like to talk? I'm kinda lonely
    Justaghost127 Justaghost127 13-15, F 2 Responses Jan 12

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    Such as..... "Pick a God and Pray MotherF***er!" "Watashi wa anata o hakai suru!" (I will destroy you) "Draw! Ready! Sushi!" (Inside joke with my sparring partner xD) "Ich werde...
    BlueEyesWhiteSnow BlueEyesWhiteSnow 18-21, M 3 Responses 6 days ago

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    Some are from what happened to me when I was younger, some are from accidents, like from when I tried and failed to give my girlfriend a piggy back ride and fell face first into a...
    ThatBitch18 ThatBitch18 18-21, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    I fear and crave intimacy simultaneously. So many times break my own heart by letting fear win out. I may lose someone very special to me if I continue with this problem for one...
    NamelessNomad NamelessNomad 22-25, F Jan 4

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    im 20 and i never had best friend, idk why. i have many many many friends, but i dont have who can i called her or him as bestfriend :( i need best friend that really best of the...
    callixtine callixtine 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 8

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    Five years ago I was diagnosed with fibromyalgia & it absolutely ruined my life, causing me an extremely humiliating, very public fall from Grace. My symptoms effected my job...
    xxTayaLionessxx xxTayaLionessxx 41-45, F Dec 29, 2014

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    I'd really like to know if my story is similar to anybody else's. I was diagnosed with BPD at 14, after being told it was Depression, then Bipolar, etc etc. Almost as if it was a...
    skyworm skyworm 22-25, F 2 Responses Jan 1

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    Wow..so much for being honest. In the wonderful world of the internet it doesn't get you far. People are interested in fantasy and clandestine affairs. I might be honest, but I can...
    kinkysexybabe kinkysexybabe 36-40, F 5 Responses Jan 12

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    I had just turned 20 and I had been living with my first love for a year and a half, a handsome, charming man who abused me physically and emotionally. One day when he'd been...
    Brainyblonde Brainyblonde 66-70, F 3 Responses Dec 28, 2014

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    I have found two types of people: those that have them (and love them) and those that don't. I love my Monroe, and had my nose pierced as well but couldn't keep the stud in and it...
    MsInvis MsInvis 46-50, F 2 Responses Dec 30, 2014

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    I have many dreams that would spiral out of control if I didn't learn how to control them :3
    Lilwillbe Lilwillbe 16-17, F 1 Response Dec 30, 2014

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    I am married 32 ' have one daughter she is 3' I fancy my sister in law ' she is 29 very attractive ' great figure and nice to be around ' i never met her before not even talk to...
    davin007 davin007 31-35, M 2 Responses Jan 2

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    So I guess they call it DID now. My name is Reggie. I am frustrated because I can't seem to post this stupid thing. Finally I think I might be able to. I just want to say I don't...
    minibird minibird 18-21, M Jan 2

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    I suffered from sleep paralysis since the age of 5. I was terrified of it but eventually realized that it was just one step before astral travel and learnt to accept it and in fact...
    lostsoul84 lostsoul84 26-30, F Jan 7

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    I have many secrets. and some of them make me want to die. it's hard to live with yourself when you hate yourself for all the ****** up things you have done. nobody at all knows...
    twistedsoul22102210 twistedsoul22102210 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 7

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    Pretty sure my chest pain is due to my anxiety and my mom sent me to my room to calm down because I was driving her crazy. She doesn't understand that I can't help it and can't...
    fallout07 fallout07 18-21, F 9 Responses Jan 8

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    I suffer from Bipolar Disorder, ADHD, Anxiety, Aspergers (a social disorder that is considered to be on the Autism spectrum. I went to a private for ten years (preschool to 8th...
    DrBruceBanner DrBruceBanner 16-17, F Jan 9

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    What exactly could a chick who: 1: Can't retain information 2: Can't do math. Not even basic math. Which is likely Dyscalculia. I have many symptoms of this I've had all my life...
    1lonelydaisy 1lonelydaisy 41-45 1 Response Jan 10

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    I used to have when I was in grade school because my classmates would label us as "best friends" just because we go together, eat together, and simply do things together. Now, I...
    dakilangdreamer dakilangdreamer 18-21, F Jan 10

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    Or actually THREE birds. A conure, a cockatiel, and a lovebird. The conure is the bird I've owned the longest (and know the most about). The conure and the cockatiel are handfed...
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