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I Have So Much I Want To Say To You

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    So Much To Say

    I have so much to say to you yet i can't let the words leave my lips. It's like i have a gag in my mouth, my tongue all twisted. I open my mouth for the words to escape but no sound leaves my lips. I tell you my secrets with the touch of my lips upon yours and hope you hear what...
    deadinsideout deadinsideout 26-30, F Oct 13, 2013

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    But Now I Speak To A Shade

    I want to say how very much I love you. Still. I want to say I was wrong to wait and wait and not just take the steps we planned. I was wrong to hold back. But I wasn't holding back from you. I was afraid...afraid of the pressures you would be under if I did follow through...
    Tzech Tzech 46-50, F 1 Response Nov 26, 2009

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