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I Have Some Bad Childhood Memories

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    Stolen From Me. - I feel like my childhood was taken away from me. Its not fair I don't have any good memories to look back on just painful constant abuse. People tell me that it...
    goldengirl24 goldengirl24 22-25, F 12 Responses Jul 13, 2012

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    Not Horrible, Still Bad Memories - I remember when my sister almost died. I remember my mom freaking out, the ambulance ride, the wait in the hospital. Of course this happened when...
    kleisse kleisse 22-25, F 3 Responses Aug 3, 2008

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    Up until recently, all of my best friends have been male. I never gave it a lot of thought. I just figured I liked guys better. When things were first becoming very bad with me...
    TKD1 TKD1 46-50, F 3 Responses Feb 5

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    Angry Childhood Memory - One of the bad things I did when I was about 7 or 8 my family and I were at church and I was angry at my mum don't remember why but I got her keys for the...
    realme12 realme12 22-25, F 1 Response Nov 2, 2013

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    My mom drank through my entire childhood and would take me to house parties and lock me in the bathroom or get anyone she could to babysit me. Including disgusting men. I was...
    Purplesloths Purplesloths 18-21, F 4 Responses 3 days ago

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    Messed Up..? - My mom had me at 18, so she was a very young mom. When i was 5 years old my parents decided to get a divorce. My mom and i moved into a small one-bedroom apartment...
    Bry24 Bry24 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 24, 2013

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    I'm the youngest in my family, I've 2 elder sisters and I'm really thankful to have them. Up till now, my parents are still not sparing a thought for us.. :( They always gamble...
    sweetlittlemess sweetlittlemess 22-25, F 2 Responses Feb 12

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    Bad Enough. - I do have some bad childhood memories. The earliest happened on the isle of Wight, The isle of Wight for my American friends is a small island off the south coast of...
    AlmostAristotle AlmostAristotle 61-65, M 5 Responses Nov 22, 2011

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    and i just can't stop thinking about it..
    AlbertOlami AlbertOlami 22-25, M Mar 24

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    I Wish I Have A Better Childhood Memory.... - I had a rough childhood. I don't have many best memories during my high school. I was not the popular girl in school. In fact i was...
    iy85 iy85 26-30, F 5 Responses Sep 28, 2013

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    It May Not Sound Like Much But - Going through your parents divorce at 11 can leave some nasty scars. I cried every night my dad left. I begged him to stay followed him to his car...
    BamaQueen BamaQueen 18-21, F Nov 25, 2013

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    Flashback - So yesterday I had a flashback..I am actually trying to bring back some bad memories that I can't remember, it's like my brain is hiding them from me..they are vanished...
    sparkydream sparkydream 16-17, F 7 Responses Sep 30, 2013

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    Can't Let Go - So as much as i try and let go of my horrible child hood it always comes back to haunt me in one way or another. My grandma raised me till i was 10,that's when my...
    paramedicgirl paramedicgirl 22-25, F 1 Response Sep 7, 2009

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    He Was Slowly Dying, I Couldn'T Help - A couple weeks ago he was killing himself. I was home alone and we were on the phone and he said he was cutting. I start to cry and I notice...
    21nee 21nee 13-15, F 2 Responses Apr 27, 2013

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    A Bad Day - A post from my blog www.diaryofabrokenchild.blogspot.com A Bad Day A bad day doesn't mean i am not healing It doesn't mean i did anything wrong it doesn't mean...
    silverstar415850 silverstar415850 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 23, 2013

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    My Darkness - I have wanted to put down the story of my life for a while now. Most of it was out of my control so I take no blame for it but...there were some things that I bear...
    deleted deleted 26-30 12 Responses Feb 25, 2013

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    Daddys Gone... - My parents got divorced right when i turned 5. So i had to spend a week at each parents house. My dad lived in a bottom floor, 2 bedroom apartment with my Uncle...
    Bry24 Bry24 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 24, 2013

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    My First Memory - My first memory is from I think I was 3 or early 4... I'm walking through a dark room, a basement or a larger bath or wash room. I only have a shirt on but it's...
    NoatoNoaki NoatoNoaki 18-21, M 13 Responses May 22, 2011

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    Childhood Lost - I'm a 23 year old woman and my childhood was taken from me. I was only 8 years old when I was forced into adulthood. I've gone through so much negativity that my...
    skyyalexxis skyyalexxis 22-25, F 5 Responses Nov 13, 2013

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    Growing up I was loved and hated literally before I was born. My mother and father loved me but my grandmother hated every part of me. She hated me because I was my fathers child...
    aries1214 aries1214 22-25, F 3 Responses Feb 26

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    This is something I have never told my family. It is a memory wore by time and faded to the point that I often wonder if it even happened. I wouldn't say I was molested or...
    reconworm reconworm 18-21, F 2 Responses Mar 13

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    What Did I Do That Was Soo Wrong??? - I remember when I was younger....maybe around the ages of 8-10 I was sent to my room and my mother followed in with a belt. I remember laying...
    daysh24 daysh24 22-25, F 5 Responses Dec 10, 2011

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    I'm the youngest in my family, I've 2 elder sisters and I'm really thankful to have them. Up till now, my parents are still not sparing a thought for us.. :( They always gamble...
    sweetlittlemess sweetlittlemess 22-25, F Feb 12

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    I wish I could have had someone to hug me and tell me everything was gonna be all right as I got older, but instead I suffered thinking the scars inside would never heal. Now I...
    Boo37 Boo37 13-15, F Mar 30

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    The Shitness That I Live In... Though I Bet No On Can Be Bothered Reading This :/ - MY MUM- Well from a young age me and my mum have never got on, i dont think she has ever liked...
    awkwarduck awkwarduck 18-21, F 2 Responses Jul 7, 2011

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    "silence Makes The Victim" - you make yourself the victim when your silenced by the shame always carry your head held high because your not to blame nothing that has...
    firefly21 firefly21 22-25, F 3 Responses Sep 16, 2011

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    I was abandoned by my mother at a young age. I'm sure this has affected the person I've become
    lonelyCPA lonelyCPA 36-40, F 2 Responses Mar 22

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    I grew up in a broken household. From a young age I knew that my mother and father hated each other and I knew that it was my fault that they were still together. I witnessed acts...
    deleted deleted 26-30 4 Responses Mar 3

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    I Hate You - Ever since i was a child i was abused by my father not only me but my brothers as well. I remember my father draging me by the head of my hair and hitting my brothers...
    bubbleso0o bubbleso0o 26-30, F 2 Responses Oct 18, 2011

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    Unhappy Ending To A Magical Night - I remember when I went on my first date in high school, It was in October we went to Scaremare. Should be amazing and unforgettable. Well it was...
    MisterandMe MisterandMe 18-21, F 2 Responses May 16, 2012

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    New Mexico - Disclaimer: For the sake of protecting my identity as well those involved, I have changed names and been vague on the location of this story but the story itself it...
    FortressV FortressV 22-25, F 1 Response Oct 14, 2013

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    Welp - At times that would'nt even matter the darkest hour can come from memories prevailing in the deteriorating mind of iniquities unleashed upon the loved ones in line of...
    aliyahlc aliyahlc 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 26, 2011

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    My Blog About Surviving - Originally I started my blog just to have a diary to write in. Recently a few others have found it and followed me and Its so nice to get the support. But...
    silverstar415850 silverstar415850 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 23, 2012

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    Most Embarrassing Moment Ever! - Here I am, around 7 or 8 years old, and in elementary school. This week was the week we took our achievement tests(way before the f-cats they take...
    floridasweet floridasweet 66-70, F 5 Responses Aug 15, 2013

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    Being Unwanted - Since birthday people says that you are a gift to your parents...is it a lie or truth? Since my childhood I've always been tossed around between my mother...
    theunwantedloner theunwantedloner 22-25, F 5 Responses Nov 2, 2013

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    Lost - My childhood was stolen from me, by the people that are suppose to care the most about me. The people that are suppose to love me unconditionally, suppose to watch me grow...
    idontknowwhattodoaboutit idontknowwhattodoaboutit 16-17, F 2 Responses Oct 5, 2013

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    From the age of 5 till I was 16, I was mentally raped physically abused degraded molested. 9 therapists later tell me it's you were in the wrong place at the wrong time, then...
    socalsissi socalsissi 36-40, T 3 Responses Feb 26

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    When I was a little girl I was tortured by my favorite uncle. I cried out, as bystanders laughed. It was a cruel heartless crime. It happened so suddenly. My fat uncle grabbed my...
    Deseraye1 Deseraye1 31-35, F 3 Responses Mar 20

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    Just thinking about it.. Makes me feel sad every time...
    TearfulNights22 TearfulNights22 22-25, F 6 Responses Feb 16

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    I have lots of bad memories - I remember being 5 and my mom and I were in the bathroom getting ready to go to school or something. I remember saying to her that I hated myself and...
    msoptimist msoptimist 36-40, F 1 Response Dec 13, 2013

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    I know i have had a bad childhood but if someone came up to me and told me i could change it i wouldn't take that chance. My past has made me who i am today. I am a person who who...
    Jewels2145 Jewels2145 18-21, F 5 Responses Feb 1

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    There are some things that I hate to remember about my childhood, and it pains me to recall them but they've made me who I am today and I'm good with that
    misternobrain misternobrain 22-25, M 2 Responses Jan 9

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    I managed to forget all of my bad childhood memories, until a few months back when they started resurfacing in my dreams, so now not only do I have to deal with these memories, I...
    xMina97x xMina97x 22-25, F 2 Responses Mar 25

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    Foster Home Yo-yo - My parents and older sister died in an auto accident when I was ten years old.  My parents had no real family they spoke of (when I finally looked them up, I...
    winecaddyman winecaddyman 51-55, M 3 Responses Sep 2, 2011

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    As far as I can go through my childhood memories I can remember the first one… just feeling… fear. My childhood was full of it. Scared of dark, of sleeping in my own bed, of...
    Mellangela Mellangela 26-30, F a week ago

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    My Secrets Don't Count. - I think I was about 5ish when my best friend at the time asked if I wanted to have sex. I must have known what it was, because I immediately began shaking...
    byrddog byrddog 18-21, F Jul 26, 2011

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    Scrubber - i was systematically beaten and neglected by my parents for the majority of my childhood. we were locked in our room all day with nothing to eat or drink and no where to...
    nickie73 nickie73 36-40, F 3 Responses Aug 3, 2009

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    Is it worse to have parents who don't even acknowledge your experience or to have parents who shoot you down with hurtful words with anything you do?
    Celstie Celstie 13-15, F 2 Responses 3 days ago

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