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I Have Some Horribly Painful Memories

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    Let Learn How To Love One Another Life Is Too Short. - AT EVERY POINT IN TIME, LETS GIVE THANKS TO ALL MIGHTY ALLAH AND REMEMBER THE NEEDY ALWAYS. NOTHING IS TOO SMALL TO ASSIST...
    biran29 biran29 26-30, M 1 Response Aug 12, 2012

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    Memories - Memories suck big time, that is all.
    emmylou82 emmylou82 26-30, F Dec 20, 2012

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    Revenge - Don't you just wish you can get revenge on the ones in the past? (Only if they deserve it.) I met some very rotten people in real life and it is a painful memory to...
    Werewolf01 Werewolf01 16-17 1 Response Oct 16, 2012

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    The Most Painful Memory - For me is the one that leaves me questioning my pain for years. With no one to relate to or help. The one that fills me with fear and feelings of betrayal...
    jkitty93 jkitty93 18-21, F Dec 20, 2012

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    When I was 13 my first real boyfriend abused me physically, emotionally,mentally and sexually. 4 months I put up with it. My mistake was to trust him after he cheated on me. After...
    Mandy94 Mandy94 18-21, F 3 Responses Jan 8

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    ... - I dont really know what to title this story. about a week ago I went to visit my friend at her school and her new roommate raped me, I called my sister and my friend to come...
    demiL demiL 22-25, F Sep 25, 2012

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    Loner - I am a loner, I dont have a gigantic group of friends, nobody misses me, I'm never the first person anybody looks for in a crowded room. I'm just me. Take it or leave it.
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Nov 6, 2012

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    Rough Around The Edges... - I remember being a child... Pure and inocent. I remember trying to be happy and peaceful.... And I remember my father. I was sure he hated himself, he...
    torturedchild torturedchild 18-21, F Jan 21, 2013

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    Adult Children - My adult children are now in their thirties. They were sweet and affectionate when they were little, but as they have grown older the have become callous and mean...
    hurtbeyondrepair hurtbeyondrepair 51-55 3 Responses Jul 30, 2012

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    "Death is peace, and you don't deserve peace. You deserve to sit in your own pain and agony. You made this throne, and you shall sit on it as it crumbles." These words have always...
    Legend12090 Legend12090 13-15, M Nov 28, 2013

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    Burned In My Memory... - I had something terrible happen to me it has scarred me for life. I'm not going to say exactly what it was but I hate when anyone goes through it. But I...
    ThisismeXD ThisismeXD 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 3, 2013

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    ...lies... - I won't go into details on certain parts but I feel I have to say what's been haunting me for years. One memory was in 8th grade. It's really hard for me to actually...
    theinugirl1 theinugirl1 16-17, F Dec 27, 2012

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    I was never sure if it was a memory or a dream until I asked my cousin about it, and she told me it was all true. I remember being on a balcony, with a bunch of adults including my...
    Victoriaxoxo12 Victoriaxoxo12 16-17, F 1 Response Mar 4

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    I find writing sort of therapeutic and I really don't have a problem talking about it it's just not something you really just chat with like you would the weather. I can't say my...
    hitvl hitvl 18-21, F Dec 4, 2013

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    Lies 7... - I open eyes... I start looking around... it was still dark... then I start asking myslef should I leave?... I couldn't trust this person... then I hear something coming...
    Newguy3214 Newguy3214 13-15, M 4 Responses Aug 6, 2012

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    As far as I can go through my childhood memories I can remember the first one… just feeling… fear. My childhood was full of it. Scared of dark, of sleeping in my own bed, of...
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    I wish I could have had someone to hug me and tell me everything was gonna be all right as I got older, but instead I suffered thinking the scars inside would never heal. Now I...
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    Is it worse to have parents who don't even acknowledge your experience or to have parents who shoot you down with hurtful words with anything you do?
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    My mom drank through my entire childhood and would take me to house parties and lock me in the bathroom or get anyone she could to babysit me. Including disgusting men. I was...
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    When I was a little girl I was tortured by my favorite uncle. I cried out, as bystanders laughed. It was a cruel heartless crime. It happened so suddenly. My fat uncle grabbed my...
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    I was abandoned by my mother at a young age. I'm sure this has affected the person I've become
    lonelyCPA lonelyCPA 36-40, F 2 Responses Mar 22

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    and i just can't stop thinking about it..
    AlbertOlami AlbertOlami 22-25, M Mar 24

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    A actually wrote this last January 31st but I wasn't able to post it immediately because I'm a little bit busy. Just a random post, I don't know what are the things that will be...
    m00nshine m00nshine 16-17, F Mar 24

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    I have google translate so um here I go.. if you have someone that you really hold close to your heart and that person loves you a lot to please don't be like me and mess up.. I...
    dragin2000 dragin2000 13-15, M 1 Response Apr 9

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    During my eight grade year I had something horrible happen to me and after it happened I lived in fear of guys for the longest time well when I finally started getting better and...
    MissSkye MissSkye 16-17, F 1 Response Apr 5

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    Trick Photography will help you take them it to an entire new way. Greatly improve the situation memories that ever before with significantly more insane photographs. Begin having...
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    "I don't know when, I don't know how, but I know there's something starting right now. Watch and you'll see, someday I'll be part of your world."
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    I find it so interesting that 1 religious discussion is under the heading of 'hobbies which is pretty funny and 2 that the vast majority of posts are either about Christianity or...
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    -There's a ladybug in my classroom :3 -I want some beef jerky -I'm in such a good mood -Guess who made waffles~~? -I want a ferret -I love Paramore~ -It's cloudy and I like it...
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    Meet someone pretty awesome on EP at last, was worth the wait. If you think it's you, you're more than welcome to comment
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    I'm not the type of person to reads too much into dreams. Although last night I had a dream that telekinesis was me gift. Like most gifts you had to practice and have extreme...
    anjjelicaa anjjelicaa 22-25, F Apr 3

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    I hate it when i post something on this app and then people who dont know me say that I'm too young and stuff like that i post stuff to get advice from people not for them to tell...
    blackrose256 blackrose256 13-15, F 1 Response Apr 3

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    Intramarine Isolation Syndrome. It is what I have, my disease. Cool. Quiet. Sometimes green, sometimes blue. Dark, or shining in the sun, but it always feels like no one ever...
    WickedScullyOfTheWest WickedScullyOfTheWest 31-35, F Apr 6

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    You interpret it as you wish. I met Mutato. And I liked it. And I will never be able to admit to anyone my secret. He does not look like a monster. He is no monster. There...
    WickedScullyOfTheWest WickedScullyOfTheWest 31-35, F 1 Response Apr 6

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    Sometimes I heart my own experiences just so I get the thrill of a new notification
    rocketman84 rocketman84 26-30, M Apr 6

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    All my friends left me and forgot about me... I just need someone to talk to .-.
    sammylynn333 sammylynn333 16-17, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    I have many things to say, but I don't say them. Things that would make some happy, some mad, mark me as a communist, mark me as a terrorist, things that would make me seem...
    TheSouless TheSouless 18-21, M 3 days ago

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    I do, not gonna say names but it's been awhile since I ever had a real convo with someone that just didn't talk to me like there ordering some juicy meat at the market every time...
    zigster86 zigster86 26-30, M 3 days ago

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    hello this is chris i am trying to reach a person on this site that is having is mad at my little cousin for some reason so if you know this person (geekyfox) than please show this...
    dragin2000 dragin2000 13-15, M 1 Response Mar 19

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    Im looking for a girl to have fun with , msg me here
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    I talked to a human being today. Really talked, not only an intellectual conversation. A bit at least. Ok, I didn't take a bet here, it was to a friend I've known for 30 years. I...
    WickedScullyOfTheWest WickedScullyOfTheWest 31-35, F Mar 25

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    I have stuff to say. First and foremost I just wanted to write, at this current moment I'm feeling kind of neutral about everything. I'm not upset nor am I feeling superb either. I...
    GettingOverShit GettingOverShit 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 26

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    We think we know right from wrong but we don't. We have our laws and our regulations and our expectations, social or otherwise and they change all the time. Laws are added and...
    T4RD15 T4RD15 26-30 2 Responses Mar 27

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    For my special day, I want to wear outfits I love, have my hair and nails done; a massage or attend a yoga class, a delicious meal at the Cheesecake Factory and to go a comedy show...
    zeeva70 zeeva70 41-45, F Mar 29

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    I feel, horrible. I have for about three weeks now, more or less. More this week. Of course, it may be because I actually stack two blank nights, and one three hours night, in that...
    WickedScullyOfTheWest WickedScullyOfTheWest 31-35, F Mar 29

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    Something that has been bothering me. For a while. I thought I was over that, apparently not entirely. I have been called Dana, which is fine, or Scully by Mulder, which is fine...
    WickedScullyOfTheWest WickedScullyOfTheWest 31-35, F 2 Responses Mar 29

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    I have intense and vivid dreams.
    anjjelicaa anjjelicaa 22-25, F 1 Response Mar 31

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    I have a lot to say but it's like, when I need thoughts to come out of my head, they have to go through a little tube to get out. And there's so many thoughts that they're all...
    yourguardianangel9613 yourguardianangel9613 16-17, F Apr 2

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