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I Have Some Horribly Painful Memories

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    I find writing sort of therapeutic

    and I really don't have a problem talking about it it's just not something you really just chat with like you would the weather. I can't say my past was That bad given I have known many with Much worse and some still stuck in a living hell.. But I also know, no matter how big or...
    hitvl hitvl 18-21, F Dec 4, 2013

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    Burned In My Memory...

    I had something terrible happen to me it has scarred me for life. I'm not going to say exactly what it was but I hate when anyone goes through it. But I don't think of it as I'm a victim I'm a survivor. I'm lucky to be alive. And I'm thankful for that. I will always hate the man...
    ThisismeXD ThisismeXD 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 3, 2013

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    What do you think of this man .

    This man persecuted me and he even wanted to run me over by a car
    Amirhom Amirhom 31-35, F 1 Response Oct 4

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    Memories

    Memories suck big time, that is all.
    emmylou82 emmylou82 26-30, F Dec 20, 2012

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    Let Learn How To Love One Another Life Is Too Short.

    AT EVERY POINT IN TIME, LETS GIVE THANKS TO ALL MIGHTY ALLAH AND REMEMBER THE NEEDY ALWAYS. NOTHING IS TOO SMALL TO ASSIST YOUR FELLOW MAN. IS GOOD TO LEARN HOW TO SHARE, NO MATTER HOW LITTLE RESOURCES YOU HAVE. PLEASE MY BROTHERS AND SISTER SHARE WHAT YOU HAVE WITH THOSE THAT...
    biran29 biran29 26-30, M 1 Response Aug 12, 2012

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    Revenge

    Don't you just wish you can get revenge on the ones in the past? (Only if they deserve it.) I met some very rotten people in real life and it is a painful memory to remember, I sometimes cry in my sleep dreaming about it then waking up and realizing I am crying. My memory is...
    Werewolf01 Werewolf01 16-17 1 Response Oct 16, 2012

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    The Most Painful Memory

    For me is the one that leaves me questioning my pain for years. With no one to relate to or help. The one that fills me with fear and feelings of betrayal and heartache. I can't say it on here just yet, but I'll get there. In the mean time I need to focus on the positive. Its...
    jkitty93 jkitty93 18-21, F Dec 20, 2012

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    Adult Children

    My adult children are now in their thirties. They were sweet and affectionate when they were little, but as they have grown older the have become callous and mean-spirited. They do not care how much pain they inflict on me. I have a disability. I have suffered physical as...
    hurtbeyondrepair hurtbeyondrepair 51-55 3 Responses Jul 30, 2012

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    ...lies...

    I won't go into details on certain parts but I feel I have to say what's been haunting me for years. One memory was in 8th grade. It's really hard for me to actually like someone more than a friend but I did. I fell in love with a friend who also had a sad past. He wasn't in my...
    theinugirl1 theinugirl1 16-17, F 1 Response Dec 27, 2012

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    When I was 13 my first real boyfriend abused me

    physically, emotionally,mentally and sexually. 4 months I put up with it. My mistake was to trust him after he cheated on me. After that was when it all started. One memory I suppressed so deep that I don't know it happened until I got a flashback. A few years after that...
    Mandy94 Mandy94 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 8

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    I was never sure if it was a memory

    or a dream until I asked my cousin about it, and she told me it was all true. I remember being on a balcony, with a bunch of adults including my father and aunts. We were at a party. I remember there being a cactus that I had pricked my finger on. But what I remember the most is...
    Victoriaxoxo12 Victoriaxoxo12 16-17, F 1 Response Mar 4

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    Loner

    I am a loner, I dont have a gigantic group of friends, nobody misses me, I'm never the first person anybody looks for in a crowded room. I'm just me. Take it or leave it.
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Nov 6, 2012

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    I dont really know what to title this story. about a week ago I went to visit my friend at her school and her new roommate raped me, I called my sister and my friend to come to her house right after and they brought me to the hospital and i went to the police station as well. But...
    demiL demiL 22-25, F Sep 25, 2012

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    OddlyScintilating OddlyScintilating 46-50, M Sep 13

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    Lies 7...

    I open eyes... I start looking around... it was still dark... then I start asking myslef should I leave?... I couldn't trust this person... then I hear something coming outside from the tiny room I as in... I try to stand up... but it was no use... I couldn't get up until my...
    Newguy3214 Newguy3214 13-15, M 4 Responses Aug 6, 2012

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    "Death is peace, and you don't deserve peace.

    You deserve to sit in your own pain and agony. You made this throne, and you shall sit on it as it crumbles." These words have always stuck in my head, and with the painful choices I've made, I fear this is going to happen to me. I am scared. And I've wished I could change so...
    Legend12090 Legend12090 16-17, M Nov 28, 2013

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    Rough Around The Edges...

    I remember being a child... Pure and inocent. I remember trying to be happy and peaceful.... And I remember my father. I was sure he hated himself, he took it out us (mom, sisters and me). We managed to leave when I was 8, but he was always there.... Torturing me, not with fists...
    torturedchild torturedchild 18-21, F Jan 21, 2013

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    Related Experiences

    not some but all the memories of childhood were bad and dark ones..
    mahdiraza mahdiraza 16-17, M 2 Responses Oct 27

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    I never really had much friends as a little kid. I remember one time I thought I made a friend. She invited me to the football field. Nobody ever invited me anywhere so I was...
    AwkwardDemon AwkwardDemon 16-17, M Oct 29

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    We all have some kind of fantasy dream, be it living somewhere different, owning a certain car, having horses, or marrying someone wild. It is something many of us don't really...
    Skjeggstad Skjeggstad 22-25, F 7 Responses Nov 5

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    playing video games, hugs, walk on a beach, swimming, piggy back rides, i always have something romantic to do with a girl, but i just need to find on, but once i get a hose, i can...
    loveybugy loveybugy 18-21, M 1 Response Nov 8

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    I believe I have something to say. I think it is important to have confidence in yourself. One positive action leads to another and then another. It is by doing something that we...
    tryingagainII tryingagainII 56-60, M Nov 10

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    It's 10pm, I have a job interview tomorrow that I haven't prepared for, I'm braiding my hair myself and it's not looking good. It takes ages and I don't know when I will finish. I...
    Mama86 Mama86 26-30, F 4 Responses Nov 6

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    Sometimes I just wish I could delete some memories from my mind.
    maze02 maze02 26-30, M Oct 29

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    I think it would be fun to bring back some old words that have become obsolete. Any obsolete words you would like to endorse? Mine: Crapulous - To feel ill because of excessive...
    KCN33 KCN33 31-35, F 1 Response 7 hrs ago

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    probably not making any sense but sometimes i have no idea what it is?
    jaesavv jaesavv 16-17, F Oct 27

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    I have certainly made some good friends here, and a few not so good and maybe some I had thought were good. The problem with dealing with friends is you are dealing with people...
    lasergraph lasergraph 61-65, M Oct 28

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    1. I'm confused about people who bash otherkin but approve of the whole gender vs sex thing. If I understand correctly, gender is not ones biological sex, but rather the sex they...
    PinkMellow PinkMellow 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 4

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    i somehow have the impression that mosst people here done know what a taboo is... posts are like saying: my taboo is sex with cotton candy and theny they say how they enjoy that...
    Miriam75 Miriam75 36-40, F 8 Responses Nov 6

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    I love And like flowers very much.and for me its a nice feeling looking on them.its such a lovely feeling having those pretty flowers on my hands..and smelling its fragrance.. I...
    Missingyoulove Missingyoulove 26-30, F Nov 6

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    I think Emma Watson's speech for He For She was great. I really liked that she considered what men felt too. YES, we do have feelings. Also, what I don't get is that feminist (don...
    ashfaaqb ashfaaqb 18-21, M 2 Responses Nov 7

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    That moment you realize you will never stop loving some of the people who you thought were just a phase............. Sigh!!!
    SunshineH316 SunshineH316 22-25, F 1 Response Nov 7

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    Lol a pet peeve of mine I think it's my only one. Is when someone scratches their hand and it makes that scratchy noise haha my mum does it when she forgets to moisturise haha XD
    kaixin97 kaixin97 16-17, F Nov 7

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    anyone who is up for some fun come tlk to me
    JameyRoyer JameyRoyer 16-17, F 2 Responses Nov 7

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    Most people would be ashamed to admit it, but I'm not talking about some primal sexual relationship. Not all men are hump monkeys. I would like to talk to a lady who is into the...
    Mirmulnir Mirmulnir 22-25, M 1 Response Nov 8

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    Talking and maybe more... just something to get me through these next few hellish months
    absinthe01 absinthe01 18-21, M Nov 9

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    Oiiii listen up people!!!! (Or..I guess..read up!!) You. Are. Absolutely. Fricking. Amazing. And I love you for that. You know what, I don't care about your past, your mistakes, or...
    loveyourselfalwaysxx loveyourselfalwaysxx 13-15, F 3 Responses Nov 9

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    https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cK485IylIN4 compilation of some of my "ugly photos" lol I felt so special.
    IAMPINAY IAMPINAY 22-25, F 1 Response Nov 9

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    The Premier Online Community( AgeMeet.com) for serious singles who are looking for age gap relationships(older women younger men dating and older men younger women dating )! Meet...
    barbracc11 barbracc11 22-25, F Nov 10

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    There is always someone...even if you're not sure at the time.
    Dantescircle Dantescircle 36-40, M 2 Responses Nov 10

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    If you tell someone you love them and you say you want to be with them, don't flirt with other people. Just don't.
    whyusteens whyusteens 13-15, F Nov 13

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    ^How I feel when I take a picture with someone attractive.
    InvaderGashloog InvaderGashloog 70+, F 3 Responses Nov 14

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    I know I have seen it before. My soul partner is letting other woman touch him. I don't think it is right. Get the **** off my man. Wtf putting it in my face. I get it but really...
    LifeOfARoseCat LifeOfARoseCat 36-40, F 1 Response Nov 15

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    I kind of buried the lead when I posted this story, so I’ve rewritten and am reposting it (and the lead is still a bit buried… sorry :)I've always loved old movies...
    WindSylph WindSylph 46-50, F 9 Responses Nov 15

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    Right but know this... You deserve someone that's just yours
    rox76 rox76 36-40, F Nov 16

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    Consider for a moment all the things we google search, all the things that our friends search, and that people outside those circles of people probably google search for everyday...
    Sarahbellas Sarahbellas 26-30, F 4 Responses Nov 16

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    Sometimes I wonder if he loves me.
    lzaman lzaman 22-25, F 1 Response Nov 17

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