I Have Something I Need to Say

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    I'm thinking of deleting my account

    since I get no actual help from anybody on here. Besides tons of people would be better off without me. I don't think I'll do it yet, but I see no good reasons to stay on this site. If there are any religious ones reading this, will you please pray that I will become a good...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    3 Responses Feb 5

    If only you knew how I long each day

    and every night to feel your skin against mine once again. For you to gaze into my eyes and know that when I close mine it is your face I see, your memory that haunts me. To gaze right back at you and feel your eyes piercing through to my soul. Your kiss so soft and gentle yet...
    NewBeginnings77 NewBeginnings77
    31-35, F
    3 Responses Jan 25, 2015

    So, I went on about 3 dates with this guy.

    I knew he didn't want anything serious & that was fine with me. He even had me meet his 12 yr old daughter. Anyhow, 2 weeks ago, I asked if he wanted to go out for some beers. He said, "Hey sweetie. I would really love to but I'm with my daughter tonight." So of course I...
    Bluetangerine Bluetangerine
    46-50, F
    1 Response Aug 16, 2015

    its almost two years

    now since we first wrote. quite a lot happened in between. i can never thank you enough for being here for me and helping me in ways only you could. i know it frustrates you at times.... my self image. but in truth, that awful picture in me has weakened because of you. how...
    ArnoldJRimmer ArnoldJRimmer
    46-50, M
    Oct 21, 2015

    Deep down inside, we are all ********.

    ^.^ A lot of people are just more open about it than others :p
    Nixismachina Nixismachina
    16-17, F
    Jan 19

    You can tell that EP is slowing down now

    because there are not that many posts from ErraticSarcastic any more.
    EdwardKellner EdwardKellner
    46-50, M
    Apr 10

    I Envy Americans

    I never thought I would say that! But I really envy you your President. I think he is the coolest leader ever :) The world has changed enourmously and for me Obama embodies that change. In England we have David Cameron as our leader and I find him old fashioned, stuffy and...
    Orangetas Orangetas
    51-55, F
    6 Responses Nov 8, 2012

    Hello Mohammed, you've probably blocked me

    but here's the message I left you anyway, just in case you're checking this since you have nothing else to do. I think you're taking everything too seriously and rely on me too much to talk to... I have a life but I've also had a very busy few days. I use my phone for EP but I...
    HannahSavannah HannahSavannah
    18-21, F
    6 Responses Jul 13, 2015

    So many words I want

    and need to say to you. I just can't seem to put them into any complete order. They are all just spinning around, I know what my hearts wants but my brain tells me I'm only setting myself up to be hurt. You made your point with the silence, and yes, admittedly it does hurt...
    NewBeginnings77 NewBeginnings77
    31-35, F
    1 Response Dec 5, 2014

    I was 6 years away from retirement

    when I was unjustly fired and discriminated against at AT&T. As a result I lost my monthly pension that I would have received for the rest of my life.
    EdwardKellner EdwardKellner
    46-50, M
    2 Responses Apr 19

    SIGH.....

    Please don't think that just because I don't jump to every defense that I don't care about my circle because it is quite the opposite.  I have found however that I have to be objective and see things for myself as opposed to jumping to believe that a person is bad just...
    fungirlmmm fungirlmmm
    46-50, F
    13 Responses Nov 24, 2008

    I feel horrible my dad Payed

    for my phone and my sisters phone but not his he sacrifices so much for me and and my sisters it hurts I'm grateful to have a dad like him but I just wanna see him happy for once he is always so stressed
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Feb 4

    Awhile back I wrote about how I was unjustly

    fired and discriminated against at AT&T. At the time I had 18 years with AT&T and was 6 years away from getting my monthly pension. I lost my pension due to my unjust firing and discrimination by AT&T. At this time I am making a serious offer of 10,000 dollars to anybody that...
    EdwardKellner EdwardKellner
    46-50, M
    Mar 5

    I had 18 years with AT&T

    when I was blatantly discriminated against and unjustly fired by AT&T.
    EdwardKellner EdwardKellner
    46-50, M
    Apr 19

    My Aunt is near death.

    We think she may not live another day. My heart is heavy.
    Bluetangerine Bluetangerine
    46-50, F
    1 Response Jun 18, 2015

    "I hope you fall in love with someone

    who always text you back and never lets you fall asleep thinking you are unwanted.I hope you fall in love with someone who holds your hand during the scary parts of horror movies and burns cookies with you while you're too busy dancing around the kitchen.I hope you fall in love...
    NewBeginnings77 NewBeginnings77
    31-35, F
    3 Responses Feb 18, 2015

    I don't know what it was,

    but as we were laying there that first night, you were telling me something that I had already pretty much pieced together, I told you briefly about my grandmother, you then said something, and I can't even fully remember what those exact words were but as you said them, I...
    NewBeginnings77 NewBeginnings77
    31-35, F
    Jan 4, 2015

    People DO NOT believe what they see,

    they see what they believe. If a person has been told that another person is bad and they believe what the other person is telling them, then they see what they believe!! Even if the other person is good. THATS HOW GOSSIP KILLS!
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Feb 12

    It's been ******* real,

    y'all. With EP closing and shitt, I just wanted to let all of you know how much it meant to me to have a place like this. I found the support I needed during a time when I wasn't sure I'd make it through. I am thankful, but a little sad i'm losing a site that meant so much to...
    CrazyHippieChick CrazyHippieChick
    22-25
    1 Response Mar 23

    When I was 19 and heartbroken I thought no one

    would ever love me again. Now I'm 32 and heartbroken and I pray nobody steps forward claiming they love me again. At least for a while so I can heal properly.
    katariffik katariffik
    31-35, F
    Nov 21, 2015

    Small talks scare me.

    I hate them. I'd rather talk about aliens, atoms, death, faraway galaxies, fairytales, music that makes you feel different, your childhood, your flaws, your favorite scents, the lies you've told, what keeps you up all night and the things that make you cringe. That's how weird I...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    8 Responses Oct 20, 2015

    one day I hope that I don't forget to thank

    everyone who've been apart of my life journey. I hope I remember that I didn't quite do everything on my own, people helped me. there are days when I'm strong enough to stand on my own and there are also days when I need help standing up.I'm afraid that I'll end up being alone...
    Nikirika Nikirika
    22-25, F
    1 Response Mar 3

    I sometimes feel things will never get better

    again in my life . I could have chosen the easiest path but I didn't . I don't know how this is gonna end but I'm still willing to sacrifice everything until the end . I've had enough of not being good enough to achieve anything I want ,I want this so bad , I want a new start...
    black08cat black08cat
    70+, F
    3 Responses Apr 10

    ..I Hope My Words Come Across Correctly..

    I have something I need to say, and I need to say it without offending anyone, or without causing, yet another controversy on EP.  EP, for me, has been a home away from reality and a place of unjudged self-expression from the start.  I have not been on here in...
    UnperfectAngel UnperfectAngel
    26-30, F
    6 Responses Jan 10, 2009

    I wish there were a married couple on here I

    could talk to. Maybe then I could finally experience a normal childhood?
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Feb 5

    I don't understand. how can a belly button

    ring come out when you're in bed sleeping??
    CallmeHopelessNotRomantic CallmeHopelessNotRomantic
    36-40, F
    2 Responses Apr 10

    Since coming back to EP

    after deleting my account, I have tried to hide from a special lady I mess up and hurt on here a few days ago. There is really no way she will see this because I told her to block me so I wouldnt bother her. Regardless, I have to say it before I explode. Love. I hurt you by...
    boldtimer boldtimer
    66-70, M
    Jan 6

    The fact that same sex marriage is

    now constitutional in all 50 states makes me sad. America is changing into something I don't want my grandchildren to see one day. What just shocked me is how the White House is lit up in rainbow colors tonight! WTH? Liberals will not understand what I'm trying to say here. To...
    Bluetangerine Bluetangerine
    46-50, F
    1 Response Jun 26, 2015

    Since this is probably the last day I will be

    posting on EP I have decided to go out with a Big Bang. Speaking of Big Bang, Kaley Cuoco is hot.
    EdwardKellner EdwardKellner
    46-50, M
    Apr 19

    The Pope says Mr Comb over isn't a Christian.

    Donald gets his bible out and says his mother gave it to him. She probably did but I doubt it's been opened since. When he opened it, did you see that cloud of moths fly out!
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Feb 18

    im bisexual and theres nothing i can do to stop

    it ... no medication ... no therapy will stop me loving who i want to. I love who my heart wants me to love and if you have a problem with that then get out of my life ... i have enough **** going on in my life and i dont need the homophobic loosers draging it down even more...
    Echowolf45790 Echowolf45790
    18-21, F
    1 Response Jan 14

    I hope you have gotten what you deserve

    after abusing me for 3 yrs.
    Bluetangerine Bluetangerine
    46-50, F
    Mar 27, 2015

    Karen Gasho and Connie Guinn.

    2 of the key players in me being discriminated against and unjustly fired at AT&T.
    EdwardKellner EdwardKellner
    46-50, M
    1 Response Apr 19

    Yes, AT&T unjustly fired

    and discriminated against me
    EdwardKellner EdwardKellner
    46-50, M
    Apr 19

    And finally, I will mention Barbara Welling.

    She was the President of the Communication Workers of America local in Reno, Nevada when I was unjustly fired and discriminated against at AT&T. She refused to move forward on union grievances that I filed with the union. She would not come to help me the day I was fired...
    EdwardKellner EdwardKellner
    46-50, M
    Apr 19

    I am one of the searchers.

    There are, I believe, millions of us. We are not unhappy, but neither are we really content. We continue to explore life, hoping to uncover its ultimate secret. We continue to explore ourselves, hoping to understand. We like to walk along the beach, we are drawn by the ocean...
    s0undgarden s0undgarden
    18-21, M
    Mar 27, 2015

    I have found someone new.

    And yes, he's lovely. He likes to kiss me softly and is in constant awe at the softness of my skin. He has these big brown eyes and the curliest little lashes. He smiles a lot and I like it when his dimples show. In many ways, being with him is a lot more promising. We...
    CrazyHippieChick CrazyHippieChick
    22-25
    Jan 3

    Omg I need suggestions!

    !!! For the past 2 days I've been texting with this man. We met on an online dating site. I haven't met him & he already has promised me the world, said he loves me & he will never hurt me. Ok, so at first I was falling for it all but I'm smarter than that. I studied his Facebook...
    Bluetangerine Bluetangerine
    46-50, F
    4 Responses May 1, 2015

    One of the winning ways to stay sane on EP.

    I don't respond to random messagers from H0RNY, BORED, TROLLS ages 25 and below, members WITHOUT profile pics, and with PERVY/SLUTTY usernames. Comment if you will on any of my posts with relevant input and I might reconsider. If you don't post stories at all, don't even...
    iCuriousBabe iCuriousBabe
    41-45, F
    6 Responses Dec 2, 2015

    First of all, I applaud California

    for progressively raising that state's minimum wage to 15 dollars an hour. But it is time to step up the protests in other states now. And a movement should be started to repeal right to work nationally.
    EdwardKellner EdwardKellner
    46-50, M
    5 Responses Apr 10

    Please don't take your good health

    for granted. It could all change tomorrow.
    Bluetangerine Bluetangerine
    46-50, F
    4 Responses Mar 31, 2015

    Don't message me about anything right

    now unless you're one of five people: SladeTheLegend DarkChocolate242 DreamsTakingFlight TickleMonzter tryingtohaveagoodtime I'm super depressed at the moment and don't feel like talking to new people.
    Nixismachina Nixismachina
    16-17, F
    3 Responses Feb 23

    I will never do online dating again!

    !!!! EVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!
    Bluetangerine Bluetangerine
    46-50, F
    2 Responses May 1, 2015

    There are some people of my religion

    who are idiots, these people ARE the terrorist. They are the ones that need to be hated, not an innocent, peace-wanting Muslim like myself and many others around our planet. You want us to speak out? We do! Guess what happens every time we try, NO ONE believes us, Then a...
    kamBOOM kamBOOM
    16-17, M
    1 Response Nov 21, 2015
    EdwardKellner EdwardKellner
    46-50, M
    Apr 16

    I'm been depressed for very long time.

    And I feeling better and better. Last year I didn't have a deep dip as usual, and this year I am even starting to like my life and myself again! That always makes me remember what the first Dr. Told me for over 6 years ago. It takes double the time to get well again as the...
    realcomplicated realcomplicated
    31-35, M
    Jan 6

    Taking a Stand

    Normally, I would be very reluctant, worried about posting something like this, but I've decided that I have nothing to hide anymore.  I'll be the first to admit right now that I am desperate to feel loved again.  Desperate for intimacy, physical contact and a...
    CuriosityKitten CuriosityKitten
    31-35, F
    110 Responses Dec 28, 2008

    People don't hate you

    because of your age. I've never been discriminated on EP because I'm a teenager. People judge you based on your personality and attitude, and it's really no one's problem if they don't like you. People have different tastes, realize that and grow up.
    BloodEpiphone BloodEpiphone
    16-17, F
    Feb 13, 2015

    Why do I let my self get hurt?

    My "friend" is a selfish spoiled brat. Hell I was crying one day and the first thing she said to me was stop crying I don't wanna deal with it today.
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Jan 29

    What I am saying about AT&T on EP today is true.

    It really happened to me and this picture is really me.
    EdwardKellner EdwardKellner
    46-50, M
    Apr 19

    last night I passed out scared my mom I woke up

    to her yelling at me im fine now though
    imlivingbutdead imlivingbutdead
    16-17, F
    2 Responses Nov 13, 2015
    EdwardKellner EdwardKellner
    46-50, M
    1 Response Apr 19

    Coz I Want U 2understand the Person I Am*

    The person i am  there are times i fall but always stand up there are times i feel im gonna guit but i ll never do it there are times i get upset,sad,disappointed,have fears and feel alone but thats the person i am.. Its always others first&noone can change the way...
    annasangels annasangels
    18-21, F
    6 Responses May 15, 2009

    CWA in Reno, Nevada failed to properly

    represent me when I was unjustly fired and discriminated against by AT&T.
    EdwardKellner EdwardKellner
    46-50, M
    Apr 19

    Look, I don't hate anyone.

    It may seem as if me and/or my profile is nothing but anti-theism and anti-religion, but that's not what I'm mainly about. Yes, I'm an anti-theist, but I'm not going to hate you if you are religious and theistic. That's not what bothers me, because regardless of what scriptures...
    MegaManX97 MegaManX97
    18-21, M
    2 Responses Jan 26
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