I Have Something I Want to Say

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    Not sure if this is the right group

    for what I wanna say but I just want to people can be similarly different if that makes sense. I recently was a part of a video made by a special EP friend and something caught my attention in the video. There was this recording of a woman who's a recent convert to Islam and...
    PiecingMeBackTogether PiecingMeBackTogether
    22-25, M
    3 Responses Feb 12
    Hush92 Hush92
    18-21, F
    1 Response Oct 17, 2015

    I've been pondering deleting my EP account

    lately. I don't know. I feel like there comes a point when a certain website no longer benefits me and this is reaching that point. I'm gonna find a way to save all my stories first, which is probably going to take like 10 years, sigh.
    Hush92 Hush92
    18-21, F
    Nov 27, 2015

    I know why everything has felt

    so wrong lately. I'm asleep. I'm dreaming. I know this isn't the actual case. I'm awake, interacting with the waking world. But my brain is dreaming and is interpreting it all as a dream. So I get frustrated when I can't use my powers and be as I am. How can I wake up and not...
    Hush92 Hush92
    18-21, F
    Dec 22, 2015

    I want to give a shoutout to all the guys I've

    rejected that didn't respond by throwing acid in my face like some kind of deranged dehumanizing wacko. (I'm so sick of seeing those poor girls permanently blinded and disfigured just because they wouldn't go out with so and so. Unbelievable)
    Hush92 Hush92
    18-21, F
    Dec 19, 2015

    i have so many things to say to many people

    but at some how i just can't say even a single word ... i just don't know what snapping to me .~ help me guys ~ :'(
    SandraMichael SandraMichael
    16-17, F
    1 Response Mar 31

    This is something i need to say to say to him

    but dont have the strength or guts. Why do you keep lying to me?. You once told me you would give me the moon and the stars, that you would treat me how i should be treated. Yet you lie to me always, do you really think i do not know what you do? do you really think i am soo...
    cautiouswind cautiouswind
    41-45, F
    3 Responses Mar 16, 2014

    I thought I'd comment on the Oscars boycott.

    I just have a couple points to bring up. Firstly it is difficult to give equal representation when the grand majority of Hollywood is white....I mean I haven't watched many movies this year so pardon me if I'm oblivious to others, but the only movie I saw with a minority lead...
    Hush92 Hush92
    18-21, F
    Jan 24

    I'm So Hollow

    I’m so hollow. I’m listening to “Goodbye my Lover” by James Blunt and I’m annoyed, I’m upset at just how hollow it makes me feel, because I DON’T WANT TO KNOW that what I’m feeling is universal, I DON’T...
    adjyo adjyo
    31-35, F
    Sep 12, 2009

    some people have EP to complain everyday about

    their inner thoughts. some have it to express their sensual side. some have it to escape from others/reality. some have it to express their happiness. some have it to express their sadness/depression. some people have it to come clean about something. some have it for alllll the...
    mentallyhigh mentallyhigh
    18-21, F
    1 Response Mar 12

    I'm making a post about the good things about

    my parents because I swear with all these complaining posts I make them sound terrible and they really are the opposite of terrible. Yes, my dad has a lot of problems. But he also really, really loves his family. We're everything to him. We're the reason he's working the jobs...
    Hush92 Hush92
    18-21, F
    Dec 18, 2015
    Hush92 Hush92
    18-21, F
    Dec 4, 2015

    Weirdest. Christmas Eve mass.

    Ever. So we're walking in and all of a sudden I know the devil/a demon is beside me. And I calmly invited it to mass with us. I don't know why, it felt like something I should do. I was hoping the church would repel it. It did not. And in the middle of the service it suddenly...
    Hush92 Hush92
    18-21, F
    1 Response Dec 24, 2015

    I don't like Thanksgiving.

    I love the food, but that's about it. Prepping is a lot of work and takes forever. Cleanup is a lot of work and takes forever. Dad is obnoxious and when he isn't obnoxious he's uptight for absolutely no reason and turns the whole thing into a formal affair even when it's just...
    Hush92 Hush92
    18-21, F
    1 Response Nov 26, 2015

    I ACTUALLY TALKED TO THE THERAPIST ABOUT MY

    ABUSE. WOW. WOW. It felt so surreal. When I first started talking my head did that thing where I lose my train of thought and I immediately started dissociating. I was outside of my body most of the session, admittedly. I became very sleepy like I'd taken a couple shots...
    Hush92 Hush92
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Dec 17, 2015

    The group "I Want to Know

    if You Think I'm Attractive Lol" doesn't even serve a purpose. People who KNOW that they're attractive post pictures just for attention and extra compliments. I'm not saying EVERYONE who posts under that group is desperate for attention, but 90% of those people already know they...
    jeanzie jeanzie
    16-17, F
    4 Responses Jan 3, 2015

    To All My Friends

          ~ Okay, first I'm sorry. You all seem to be taking this deleting of stories & experiences of mine very hard. It's okay guys. Really, I'm okay. This isn't the end of my stay here or my stories. I just need to put some of them in a less "I'm...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    9 Responses Aug 1, 2009

    Lol why have all of my posts come down to

    dreams sex and psychosis. I could make a blog w that title. Sorry my life has been so boorish lately guys.
    Hush92 Hush92
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Jan 19

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